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I won't be able to finish this drawing before the convention, which will take up my next 5 days.. But I want to talk a little about him.. I've been thinking about golems and Frankenstein, and the trans body, projection and misunderstanding, villainization and death.
The concepts of Frankenstein's monster and the golem have been swimming in my head for a while, and their lore intertwining.. The tragedy of existing being seen as a monster no matter how you try,.. And the Golem, a protector of his people and a servant whose only flaw always rang a bit close to home as an an autistic person-- being too literal in execution of his orders. He's tired and struggles with a yearning for death. His havdalah candles will be out.. The first flame of the week, a spark of starting over again-- The flame brings him fear. As much as he's kept himself together he doesn't know how much longer he can keep doing it, he fears failure- but the fear of what may happen if he's gone is even more terrifying. He's lived a long life, and over time the one who formed him has sculpted him to the golem's own wishes.. From nothing to the man he is- but even with that effort, to outsiders he's still a monster. His skin is different shades of clays from varying riverbeds as his people have travelled.. Golems are unformed, imperfect.. but even as outsides can be polished the insides can still be broken
#i have a million thoughts on him but will only put a little ramble i guess#jewish art#trans art#you ever think about how no matter how hard you try as a trans person at the end of the day a large amount of people will still see you#as trans. doesnt matter how acceptable you look#the same thing is with jewishness for me.. it's been like a damage multiplier on top of transness.#it doesnt matter how nice i try to be or how caring. it doesnt matter how many good things i do im still a jew to a large amount of people#even within the queer community haha :') ive felt it so often in queer communities here.#this little guy is gonna be where i store that experience as a trans jew. it goes in the frankengolem#i like the thought of frankenstein's fear of fire being incorporated into him in his fear of both rest and havdalah..#he doesnt feel safe to rest. he dreads the new week. his entire life he spends in dread even if he wants to protect his loved ones#gently pats the top of his head.. this boy's autistic#long text#bare chest#death#cw death#tw death#just in case
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WHY has no one talked about these panels. fuck it its 12 am (at the time of me "finishing" (<- not even close) writing this, its nearly 2 am) im going to talk about them
ahem.
before i get to the Main Point i wanna discuss chils tendency to spiral into his thoughts
like, sure, yeah, he's a reasonable guy. real logical-- but he tends to rush through so many possibilities and in this scene even berates himself for his tiny mistake. every thought in this scene goes so fast to me here, just "snap snap snap, call for help, no thatll attract too much attention- wait is there a switch? crap its too far away- nevermind lets just wait for marcille- but can i trust her with that?? god im so stupid, am i just gonna be trapped here until morning???" and it takes a moment for him to stabilise and snap out of it
like... he even has a little pep talk about it
i guess you could take this as him merely being a quick thinker? but i highly doubt it -- look at this fucking guy.
anyways. hes always got to be eased out of it one way or another, whether that be complainerism (self-explanatory), strategising with another person (that way all the insecure thoughts get pushed to the back in favour of working together), reassuring himself (discussed above) or...
you. could.
distract him.
place a brick wall in front of that zooming train of thought and watch it crash and burn :)
he doesnt even respond in that first pic, by the way. in fact, he doesnt say anything for another 3 (and a bit) pages, and by then the topic has been safely switched (granted those three pages are just marcille and laios making the familiars, but i feel it still stands that there was no response at all, not even visually)
secondly, in that other instance -- see how his eyes go wide as saucers when contact is made? and how they turn into pinpricks once he looks back**? god. and. like.
oh. fuck. ive gottta continue this in a reblog since ive reached the picture limit on mobile -- i am not even a THIRD of a way through all my thoughts on this- we didnt even get to my footnote!! sit tight everyone :)
#yeah i think theyre touchy even if they dont realize it#like poke poke nudge nudge pat pat#(not to mention the fact that theyre often Right Next To Eachother)#um. ill main tag this cause i want people to see it soooo bad (+ im in need of more chilaios warriors...)#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#laios#laios touden#<- i apologise#and last but not least the star of the show...#chilaios#heehee#ohh all the normal people are gonna look at this post and squint but as long as i can drag in a FEW people my life will have vastly improve#also hello chilaios nation ! WE NEED TO DISCUSS--
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its like this, basically
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#I THINK! MAYBE! I HAVE NO SELF CONFIDENCE#BUT UR GONNA LISTEN TO ME RAMBLE ANYWAYS. SANEMI DOESNT HATE GENYA!!!!!#yes he is mean to genya no im not saying its justified in any way#hes doing it ON PURPOSE he is trying 2 DRIVE GENYA AWAY#he wants genya to stay as far away from the demon slayers as possible bc he knows how dangerous it is#and this is his way of trying 2 protect him!!!!!!!#because genya is his ONLY REMAINING FAMILY MEMBER !!!!!!!!!!!#his actions are not GOOD but it does annoy me when ppl make him torment genya for shits and giggles#like he would not do that#you understand#anyways i love drawing these 2 so so much especially genya oh my god#genyas blank. vacant. wide eyed stare is so important 2 me i love drawing him furever and ever#ALSO IN LOVE W THE “FREAKISHLY TALL” GENYA HC#LIKE ITS NOT MADE OBVIOUS IN THIS DRAWING BUT. ough. so good. bean pole#i want to pat him on the head gently#sanemi has the vibe of like a stressed out chihuahua#demon slayer tier list how likely is it for each character to bite someone#ME WHEN TRAGIC SIBLINGS. ME WHEN TRAGIC SIBLINGS. ME WHEB#its ironic then that the whole reason genya joined the demon slayer corps in the first place was bc#he wanted to become strong like his brother. to get his attention#hey wanna see how hard i can cryFFSSSSSHHHHHWWWGGGGHHJJJJ#potatart#sanemi shinaguzawa#genya shinazugawa#GIRL I FORGOT TAGS </3
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LIL GUYS CUZ MMMMBRAINROT
They are silly guys they are so sillyyycydychhdhd
@clownsuu GET PINGED RRAAAAHHGHHGGHFHFHFJF🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
I’ve been wanting to draw them for so long in their human forms oh my fuckifmng god
#BLEPIN BOYS#they are cuddling I’m patting them#THEY ARE SO SILLY I LOVE THEM IM GONNA SQUASH THEM IM GONNA STAMP THEM IM GONNA#PETTINF THEM PETTING THEM PETTING THEM#Robbie biting Colt when he’s excited is still the cutest thing ever omg#welcome home#welcome home oc#colt cattlemen#robbie robs#welcome home fandom#welcome home fanart#welcome home fan character
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Addon to [this] thing i drew.
@cnwolf-brainrot
#The “Despite everything its still you” format kills me every single time so i had to kill myself a bit harder this time or something idk#IM SO PROUD OF THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWD DAYUM#I can feel Tabs chew on my leg. pat pat your head Tabs. its gonna be okay (its not)#weapon by name#kurt wagner#nightcrawler#fanart#x-men#my art
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sjm you could never destroy what they have
#the shoulder pat????#the promising to look after feyre ???#specifically bc he knows just how worried tamlin gets about her???#but also bc he knows just how hard tamlin is trying to change his overbearing tendencies???#frankly i’m gonna kill someone#this was from acowar too like ok husbands#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#lucien vanserra#pro tamlin#tamcien#anti sjm#i have the most random ass tamcien interactions screenshotted like im very normal about them#can u tell
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just some ghosts designs i would like to make into stickers (someday heh)
(click for better quality)
#im still obsessed with them#and its not gonna end anytime soon#so be prepared ig#i think they turned out pretty well!#especially pat hes my favourite#im glad i was able to finally finish it#fanny button#mary bbc ghosts#kitty bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts annie#thomas thorne#pat butcher#the captain#robin the caveman#humphrey bone#i need to make more humphrey i knoww#julian fawcett#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts fanart
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my pat standee arrived, and he looks phenomenal, I love it so much!
#also... i did get two more samples so gonna put them up on my shop now!#pat butcher#bbc ghosts#feel a bit cirnge putting it in the main tag but im sorry! its really cool!
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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso
#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die#their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me#cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy#but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room#and then generally ignore each other on the podium#and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward#but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them#not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention#and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on#stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#we do a little bit of f1#*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night#*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused#2011 italian gp
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Although there's a very specific reason for them to be working at the Pizzaplex, that doesn't stop them from infodumping every once in a while!
Knowing a bunch of random info turns out to be pretty useful when working with curious kids and a 8 foot tall robot who's always more than happy to listen to anything. Besides it makes for great stories to tell
#it makes him specially happy when asking for fun facts gets him a ramble#specifically from someone who is usually the listener#100% one of the historical facts was Caesar getting wrecked#Sun was not too thrilled to hear about that#dca fandom#dca fnaf#fnaf daycare attendant#doodles#fnaf sun#oc#y/n#?#every tag on that post gave me 1 more year of life it makes me so happy i swear#@apasteldragonshoard thank you sm for giving me the inspiration for this one im patting you in the head#i was gonna put actual dialogue but nah#also dont look at me idk how to write the dca for dear life#dca au#immortal au#sunshine draws#immortal au art🎨#comic
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*GASPS FOR AIR* IM ALIVE, SORRY
#as per usual my job is sucking the LIFE out of me u_u im job searching tho o7#also gotta finish a commission...im putting extra effort into it becos i feel bad making this lovely person wait 😭#that being said im gonna rework my commissions soon becos what im offering doesnt match my current output#or what I feel like I *want* to draw...if that makes any sense#not gonna close them just yet becos im not sure if thatll effect the commission im currently working on#so if youre reading this DONT BUY A COMMISSION FROM ME JUST YET LMAO#ill make a post irt my new commissions ok? ok#anyways enjoy this cat#vocaloid#nekomura iroha#shoutout to Pat who was probably waiting for me to post this fhskdfhskdhfsd
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#is it obnoxious to post polls?? im never sure if im just being annoying continuing to post here#but charlies ask has me reminiscing#obviously im a pat girlie to this day and i know bdg is gonna skew it but im hoping ill see something interesting lmao#polygon#i started watching right after the mcelroys announced they were leaving like i skipped a class to watch the last awful squad live#so while i love the mcelroys i almost didnt include them
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#honkai star rail#trailblazer#me thinking i wanna draw a bit more detail but then realizing five seconds later i dont know how to do that easily#cause im just in an oc mood and all i know detail wise is not oc#and then at that point a whole 30 seconds after thinking about detail i just think of the trailblazer and was like ok#and then i was GOING to draw a lil stelle on his head or shoulder and then i finished the lines#and was like fuck it im tired we gonna color then call it a done deal#and i really wish i had drawn a tiny stelle but alas#not too thrilled with this but at this point i just dont wanna do more#but know that he was GOING to be annoyed at a stelle on his head patting his bangs#there WAS a reason he was not smiling i just didnt draw it
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the fact that mike checks his ghost chart and pays attention when they try to alert him to the robbery and thanks julian when he presses record and sits in the audience for a pantomime he can't see or hear and he asks if pat likes his present and....
#the way he fully believes and supports alison and tries to be involved#tries to be friends with her friends even though he cant see them#when he says 'oh are you showing pat now?' like he knew she had planned that for him#and he wanted to know if pat liked it........#im gonna...#bbc ghosts#i might be emotional about mike ok
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he got his daddy’s nose
#simblr#my simblr#Caleb vatore#armand#but.. but... you gave them the same nose preset in cas🥺🥺🥺#yes?? and?? im still gonna marvel at thier genetics#pats myself on the back for making vatore parents
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looking back at the yjh webtoon screencaps i have saved and giggling... hes so cute... moe... my pookie ^___^ 🥰🥰 poor little meow meow woof woo- *eliminated where i stand*
also these poses are sooooo... 꺄아악🖤🫣🫣🫣🫣
#talk tag#orv liveblog#<--gonna just tag my orv misc posts as this now#i looooove when the webtoon artist draws him like a demonic beast#its genuinely so moe to me smdbsndn like hes supposed to be rly handsome but theyre not afraid to make him look unhinged#i rmbr livetweeting that yjh hibernation pic captioned 'hes so moe'... apparently that was 2022(just dug it up)#more than 1 person has told me that theyre surprised i bias yjh from the webtoon alone#bc apparently they dont do his chara justice(v 😔😔😔 to hear that...thats not good..)#BUT HOW COULD I NOT BIAS HIM!!!! (apparently this is not a universal experience aldjskdj)#this just makes me even more uncontrollably excited to read the novel i cant wait to love him more than i alr do#and i love when he glares and makes a disgusted face at kdj... its so cute 🤭 he's like an angry black dog to me. hes like a wolf puppy#*tries to pat his head and gets cut down in .00001 sec... no he wouldnt waste his sword on me... i would simply perish from being in the#the presence of his aura#literally the tsundere ever#aside from hiei... hiei rly primed me to like male tsunderes guys#like after him i have loved sm tsundere male charas since#yjh is in a league of his own tho. like idc how many similar/near identical charas have come before or since#he OWNS the yjh archetype literally everyone else is just copying him <33#even if it was a choice btwn yjh and cedric id have to go w yjh... he is the original im sorry... i love u cedric#and i love that the whole point is that his design/chara archetype ISNT supposed to be original... thats the Point#he's the typical op dark haired stoic cold brooding (and sexy) protagonist...#his chara concept is supposed to be that trope... but what orv does w him is so subversive#and the fact that he is supplanted from his position as the protag in the narrative... i love it sooo much#like maybe i wouldnt care as much if he actually was the protag? bc again it wouldnt rly be new#but the fact that he isnt the actual protag is sooo good#IM NOT RLY SAYING OR ANALYZING ANYTHING RN BUT I JUST FELT LIKE YJH LOVEPOSTING#o sidenote his webtoon faces make great rxn images slfnsmd I LOVE USING THE FIRST ONE#i love using heartwrenching anime/comic moments out of context as rxn images its so funny to me#me @ the orv live action cast announcement
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