#IM GOING SO INSANEEEE

[twelfth-dykector]

I AM REWATCHING THE TENTH DOCTORS RUN AND FUCKING HELLLLLLLLL. THE EMOTIONS CONVEYED BETWEEEN HIM AND ROSE!!!!!!!!!! IN EVERY FLEETING GLANCE!!!!!!!! IN THE EYE CONTACT!!!!!!!!! IN THE SHOULDER NUDGES!!!!!! IN THE INSIDE JOKES!!!!!!!

THE FUCKING CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY'RE SO HAPPY!!!! SO CAREFREE!!!!! SO IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!

[moonlit-orchid]

These two lines in the movie make me the most mentally unwell.

"I should have been the one to go. You needed your mother more than you needed me."

The amount of layers to this, oh my god. He's blaming himself for being alive. He probably wants to die. He genuinely thinks Adrian needs Emilie more.

And it's been YEARS since Emilie's passed away. Look how tiny Adrian is over there, he only just about comes about the bedpost. Gabriel still looks like he did in the pictures of when Adrian was little. It's been literal years. It could have literally been a full decade ago.

And Gabriel breaks the narrative here. He's supposed to be telling a story, he's supposed to be saying what happened in the past. But at this point, he doesn't say "your mother was taken from us" or anything like that referencing Emilie's passing. The story breaks, he's using a statement. I should have been the one to go. It's completely out of the story, because he isn't saying what he felt then, there's no "I felt like I should have been the one to go". It's just "I should have been."

Because he still thinks this. It's been about a decade, and his opinion, his feelings about this, is still "I should have died". It interrupts his storytelling because of how strongly he feels this way, almost like it's a fact to him.

And then he follows it with "You needed your mother more than you needed me." Again, he says this like it's a fact, like Adrian actually did need his mother more. Because he believes it himself. And this could be because of so many things. It could be because of the way people consider the mother to be the one supposed to care for the children much more than the father, or it could be that Gabriel himself didn't see how much Adrian needed him, or even that Gabriel didn't see himself as useful to Adrian. Especially because he said he should have been the one to die. He's essentially saying he was useless. That he was expendable but Emilie wasn't. He literally is implying he doesn't see any worth in himself regarding being a father.

And then it's not just his grief, it's Adrian's grief that has him desperate to bring Emilie back. He literally doesn't care about himself, he wants his son to be happy and doesn't see himself as able to do that. He loves him to the point of being suicidal and self-sacrificing if it would give Adrian what he need, all while simultaneously not seeing himself as what Adrian needs because he doesn't think he has that much worth regarding him.

[nounaarts]

//LMK S4 SPECIAL SPOILERS (Minor one??)

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Wukong gave me vacay dad vibes that entire beach scene !!

[nolongerapileofashprobably]

Knowing that Link dives after Zelda with NO way to realistically save them both kills me but not as much as knowing Link is forcefully saved by the ancient hand and he isn’t able to reach Zelda in time

[ososull]

Haha if anyone wants to discuss our Rooks with me and who they’re gonna romance and what their origins are and how they feel ab-

[guinevereslancelot]

just got kissed for the first time in over a decade 😵‍💫

[luescris]

Oh my god I'm having a breakdown and shaking and screaming because this show

This shit??? This shit????

Better than expected it had it's funny unexpected shit but the emotion and the imagery like if I could take screenshots of the shots I would (I probably will later too) because holy shit.

This is my new favorite thing Zig and Dev are the brothers ever......

[ronithesnail]

Guys my polyninja ass is gonna be so obsessed with oppositeshipping until part 2 comes out and they tell us where they been hiding cole and jay

[redding]

oh my GODDDD i fucking love the rick vs okafor argument in episode one holy shit it's so good. craig tate and andrew lincoln complement each other so well it's SO tense SO emotional SO interesting i will never be over it i fear

[dilfsuzanneyk]

ok im gonna be annoying about ghosts now im no longer spoiler free okay

[geronimomo-spd]

ok ok ok currently losing it about Susan info, couse. if she is his grandaughter but he does not have kids?? even though he mentioned he had kids multiple times before... this must be looms fellas, the social issue of looms, looms are basically canon

"how can you say you had no kids but still had a grandaughter?"

"life of a time lord" -time lord sociel issues!!!!

[infizero]

random thought but i just. arggrhgh i love the vibe toby fox creates in both undertale and deltarune where despite all the silliness and fun and joy, there's this constant feeling of sort of repressed sadness that permeates the whole thing as well. its something that i really really love

[willow-lark]

ok who here has seen across the spiderverse and who here wants to yell at me about it 🧐

[tigerplushh]

@twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat SOMEONE ELSE PROBABLY TAGGED U FIRST BUT JS INCASE :33…………..

yearning <3

[kavehater]

Bruh this is why I hate inviting ppl to my new blogs bc wth :/ literally so annoying isn’t it common courtesy to be like hey ! I was sad to see you deactivate bla bla bla im glad to see you’re back etc etc etc <- THATS WHAT EVERYONE DOES ?? And also ! The way ppl be like making whole ass posts when ppl deactivate but they did not even do that for me, and the ppl who DID have my socials, didn’t even ask shit abt why I deactivated etc like bro —

[hvrrycameron]

The penguin singlehandedly turning into the best show ever made is sooooo