#IM GOING SO INSANEEEE

[twelfth-dykector]

I AM REWATCHING THE TENTH DOCTORS RUN AND FUCKING HELLLLLLLLL. THE EMOTIONS CONVEYED BETWEEEN HIM AND ROSE!!!!!!!!!! IN EVERY FLEETING GLANCE!!!!!!!! IN THE EYE CONTACT!!!!!!!!! IN THE SHOULDER NUDGES!!!!!! IN THE INSIDE JOKES!!!!!!!

THE FUCKING CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY'RE SO HAPPY!!!! SO CAREFREE!!!!! SO IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!

[moonlit-orchid]

These two lines in the movie make me the most mentally unwell.

"I should have been the one to go. You needed your mother more than you needed me."

The amount of layers to this, oh my god. He's blaming himself for being alive. He probably wants to die. He genuinely thinks Adrian needs Emilie more.

And it's been YEARS since Emilie's passed away. Look how tiny Adrian is over there, he only just about comes about the bedpost. Gabriel still looks like he did in the pictures of when Adrian was little. It's been literal years. It could have literally been a full decade ago.

And Gabriel breaks the narrative here. He's supposed to be telling a story, he's supposed to be saying what happened in the past. But at this point, he doesn't say "your mother was taken from us" or anything like that referencing Emilie's passing. The story breaks, he's using a statement. I should have been the one to go. It's completely out of the story, because he isn't saying what he felt then, there's no "I felt like I should have been the one to go". It's just "I should have been."

Because he still thinks this. It's been about a decade, and his opinion, his feelings about this, is still "I should have died". It interrupts his storytelling because of how strongly he feels this way, almost like it's a fact to him.

And then he follows it with "You needed your mother more than you needed me." Again, he says this like it's a fact, like Adrian actually did need his mother more. Because he believes it himself. And this could be because of so many things. It could be because of the way people consider the mother to be the one supposed to care for the children much more than the father, or it could be that Gabriel himself didn't see how much Adrian needed him, or even that Gabriel didn't see himself as useful to Adrian. Especially because he said he should have been the one to die. He's essentially saying he was useless. That he was expendable but Emilie wasn't. He literally is implying he doesn't see any worth in himself regarding being a father.

And then it's not just his grief, it's Adrian's grief that has him desperate to bring Emilie back. He literally doesn't care about himself, he wants his son to be happy and doesn't see himself as able to do that. He loves him to the point of being suicidal and self-sacrificing if it would give Adrian what he need, all while simultaneously not seeing himself as what Adrian needs because he doesn't think he has that much worth regarding him.

[nounaarts]

//LMK S4 SPECIAL SPOILERS (Minor one??)

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Wukong gave me vacay dad vibes that entire beach scene !!

[nolongerapileofashprobably]

Knowing that Link dives after Zelda with NO way to realistically save them both kills me but not as much as knowing Link is forcefully saved by the ancient hand and he isn’t able to reach Zelda in time

[ososull]

Haha if anyone wants to discuss our Rooks with me and who they’re gonna romance and what their origins are and how they feel ab-

[luescris]

Oh my god I'm having a breakdown and shaking and screaming because this show

This shit??? This shit????

Better than expected it had it's funny unexpected shit but the emotion and the imagery like if I could take screenshots of the shots I would (I probably will later too) because holy shit.

This is my new favorite thing Zig and Dev are the brothers ever......

[ronithesnail]

Guys my polyninja ass is gonna be so obsessed with oppositeshipping until part 2 comes out and they tell us where they been hiding cole and jay

[redding]

oh my GODDDD i fucking love the rick vs okafor argument in episode one holy shit it's so good. craig tate and andrew lincoln complement each other so well it's SO tense SO emotional SO interesting i will never be over it i fear

[dilfsuzanneyk]

ok im gonna be annoying about ghosts now im no longer spoiler free okay

[geronimomo-spd]

ok ok ok currently losing it about Susan info, couse. if she is his grandaughter but he does not have kids?? even though he mentioned he had kids multiple times before... this must be looms fellas, the social issue of looms, looms are basically canon

"how can you say you had no kids but still had a grandaughter?"

"life of a time lord" -time lord sociel issues!!!!

[infizero]

random thought but i just. arggrhgh i love the vibe toby fox creates in both undertale and deltarune where despite all the silliness and fun and joy, there's this constant feeling of sort of repressed sadness that permeates the whole thing as well. its something that i really really love

[willow-lark]

ok who here has seen across the spiderverse and who here wants to yell at me about it 🧐

[especdreamy]

me: oh gee I wonder what level should I be so I can get my partner back? ^_^

game guide: Recommended level for this dungeon is 40

Me: *Is level 27*

[caninekakashi]

when i finish this fucking kkgai abo <3 my life will be better.

i think im like halfway through it, and im honestly debating doing it in 2 chapters just to get the first half out of my drafts but oh my god. this was supposed 2 be pwp and its now at 8.5k words with 0 porn <3 get me the fuck out of here.

[tigerplushh]

@twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat SOMEONE ELSE PROBABLY TAGGED U FIRST BUT JS INCASE :33…………..

yearning <3

[dnangelic]

“Here you go, I made it myself! Happy Birthday Niwa-san!” Neya pulls out a square container wrapped neatly in a colorful cloth and offers it to him with a bright smile. Upon opening it he’d see the largest compartment was filled with a few fish she grilled over the fire and in the compartment next to it was some onigiri she made packed into neat triangles. As for snacks those were bought from the market, just some cute bear shaped cookies she personally enjoyed and thought he'd like as well, along with a box of strawberry pocky. “It’s not much, but I hope you like it!”

@bxtonpxss

he's stunned . he's salivating already --- by the time he's finally able to tear himself away from the sight of so much good looking food in front of him , the only thing he can say is ...

' for me , muito-san --- ?! '

sure , it was his birthday , but he never would have expected neya to go out and bring him so many good things ! actually , just having someone bringing him anything for the sake of his birthday felt like an incredible accomplishment by itself . he was so happy he could cry ... ! er , but , he couldn't , and he wouldn't , because if he didn't calm down a little , he'd end up transforming --- !

' muito-san , did you really ... did you catch and make all of this yourself ? ' well , maybe not all of it . he can recognize the bears as a snack he's seen on sale in passing before , and then there was the pocky too --- strawberry , his favorite , though if he didn't eat them soon , no doubt wiz would have gobbled them all up in a greedy instant . but then the rest , from the grilled fish to the onigiri , even her simple but beautiful presentation ---

( hmm ~ ! it's a real jackpot , isn't it ? ) --- gh . since when were you awake ?!

' it's so amazing , i feel like i should be paying you for it --- c-can i ? would that be okay ? ' after all , he always kept enough spare funds in his pocket to pay for at least a good dinner , though he was sure that neya would try to decline him , after which he could only insist some more until maybe , depending on who ended up exhausting their willpower first , either of them finally gave in . ' i mean , you say it's not much ... but i've never had anything like this before --- '

( what , someone making you lunch ? ) --- someone making a lunch just for me , obviously !!

' i almost don't want to eat it ... ' ah ! but maybe he knew what to do . as the food rests in front of him , he rummages about a pocket for his phone . even if the camera might have been no good , even if any photo blurred like a fuzzy memory , he takes a picture of neya's handiwork anyways --- ' alright , there . thank you so much ... ! if it's okay , after i eat everything --- would it be alright if i painted the picture that i took ? ' whether it was out of place or even just a little stupid , he'd like to have given it to her .

' that way , neither of us forget . ' each other's hard work , and the memory , this very moment itself . ( --- i'd like more than just a little bite , too . )