#IM GOING INSANE HELP
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Price has always been a clingy drunk, his inebriated mind seemingly always seeking the closest person to hug or to hold. When he was younger, after times or not, Laswell ended up as the unfortunate victim, ending up with a John who would just not let go of her. Then it was Ghost, though far more subtle, he always finds a way to wrap an arm around his, smiling as though he had won a prize.
Then Nikolai showed up, with his swaggering hips and tailored jackets. He builds his trust with John over the years, saving his arse more times than the Brit bothered to count. He lingers near him, almost always quietly observing the angel (in his eyes) of the man.
And yet John refused to believe he was in love with Nikolai, pushing him away to deny his feelings only to pull him back in like the tides when he needed the grounding of the russian. He knew it was selfish of him, to watch the russian face twitch every single time he ignores him. And yet he couldn't help it, his instinct screaming at him to ignore Nik all together, despite the years of trust between them.
But that all changed, when one day, after a particularly hard mission, the team and Nik found themselves crammed in a corner of a bar somewhere, 5 men stuck in a booth meant for 4. Drinks after drinks flower onto the table, courtesy of Nikolai's card, and John felt his mind buzz after the seventh round. He couldn't help but stare at the russian next to him, so close that he could see the silvers in his hair, he smelt so good too. Still, he could keep some sense of self discipline in him, opting to listen in on Johnny's and Kyle's arguing over football.
It wasn't until way later into the night, when John was truly pliant after the tenth drink, when he felt an arm wrap around his shoulders. His eyes barely swept over to the russian next to him, staring at the way he excluded warmth, the all too pleasant grin as he chatted away with Simon. He felt drowsy, and loose. Almost free with how Nikolai was so close to him. Nikolai was still with him, despite the push and pull of their relationship, and he was happy with that, happy that the Russian was still alive to keep him close. And without a second thought, or any consideration for anyone in that matter, he leaned into Nikolai, head on his chest. He felt the russian readjust in his seat, before a hand was gently cradling his head, supporting it while lurring him into sleep. And sleep did feel so good at that moment, with the soft russian accent ringing settling into his brain, and the hand cradling him. It wasn't long before John was snoring gently on Nikolai's chest, almost damn near straddling him with the way he was sat on Nikolais lap.
Nikolai had only planned to test the rumors out, hearing from Laswell and a few other close friends of John that drinking tend to loosen him up to the extent of clinginess. He had kept the tap flowing, fully keen on testing the rumors out. The night had been long, Johnny and Kyle somewhere out in the crowd, mingling. He had almost grown bored, having planned to just up and leave (after of course sending his dear malyshka home and making sure he was tucked in). Still, he was pleasantly surprised when the man had shifted, the Brit seemingly moving on its own before climbing onto his lap like a kitten. John was snoring, the demin jacket on him rising and falling with his breath. From so close, he could see the freckles on his face, the way his lashes fall on his eyes.
Perhaps he should take John for drinks more often then, if it meant having a chance of keeping his love close.
#captain john price#call of duty#call of duty nikolai#call of duty price#cod price#nikprice#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#pricenik#cod#lowkey i cant tell if this is drugging??#im going insane help
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spoiler discussion below-
cyn is still in her drone form. armband and all.
but she took tessas sKIN??? or was the memories of blacked out humans unreliable memories and tessa and cyn were always the same??? and tessa was just... collecting drones...
what.
did tessa even ever exist??? cyn is the main host- she came all the way up on this planet in PERSON to destroy all the other hosts so she could be the only one-
WHEN J SAID THAT TESSA RAN AWAY AND TESSA SAID THEY "MUTUALLY DISENGAGED" DID SHE JUST MEAN THAT CYN STOLE TESSAS BODY-???
This makes no sense- is the solver and Cyn even separate entities at this point- i mean she still calls them "host" but...
Tessa has a worker drone chest chassis- and robot arm under her peeled skin- her armband says "Cyn"- did cyn kill tessa too then??? or was she always tessa- im going insane im repeating myself now- if you even pause it right, tessa was the one who killed doll-
why the FuCK- what even the hell- is the patch stablizing the solver??? or killing it? is the solver AI separate from the solver MONSTER- cuz Yeva was patched but she still had her solver AI powers-
what kind of fucking patch is that- how can they remake it-
LIAM YOU ASS YOU SAID THINGS WILL BE EXPLAINED IM LEAVING WITH MORE QUESTIONS-
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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METTATON EDITED A POSTER FOR THE MOVIE THEY FILMED TOGETHER
#papyton week#papyton#METTATON TOLD PAPYRUS TO MAKE A MOVIE WITH HIM AND IT WAS A WEIRD ROMANTIC MOVIE#IM GOING INSANE HELP#sorry if my english is bad
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DRAWINGS! YEAH haha i need to post here more often
errrrrr somes wips thrown in there too
hope you enjoy :3
yeah thats it for now
see you next time!!
#drawing#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#chat noir#ladybug and chat noir#miraculous ladybug#miraculous lb#miraculous marinette#adrienette#digital art#miraculous#miraculous adrien#AUGHHSHSHSHS ILOVE THEM#HEHEHAHAHAHA#DRAIWNG#im going insane help
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I know literally nobody cares whatsoever, but I just want an audio of Aoyama (mha/bnha) obsessing and talking about cheese. I don't want NSFW audio, I don't want cuddle roleplays or anything, just him obsessing over cheese. I just have an unrelenting thirst for an audio of a silly French dude obsessing over cheese that I cannot describe.
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ANOTHER ONE BECAUSE AHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
Alr hopefully this will be the last milgram art and draw something that's not milgram related- 👀💦💦💦💦
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AYO WTF WAS SIMON GOING TO SAY BEFORE THE PHONE CALL INTERRUPTED HIM???
#Im going insane help#Game theory lookin ah up in this bitch#Talking bout me btw not Simon-#yandere vn#yandere visual novel#yandere#male yandere#visual novel#coloredgaze#yandere male#colored gaze#coloredgazevn#clrdgazevn#coloredgazesimon#clrdgaze
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LIKE YOUR CHEESE DRIPPY WHY IS EVERYONE SAYING THEY LIKE THEIR CHEESE DRIPPY WHAT THE FUUCK CHEESE SHOULDNT BE DRIPPY WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
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me: idk..... I just think I'm done with the pokemon rpc... idk....
female delinquent trainer in oras: hey
my shit brain: immediately going haywire as it begins to develop a new OC that I will eventually (inevitably) make a blog for
me:
#i shouldnt i shouldnt i SHOULDNT.....#but god ive battled delinquent sharlene like 30 times in the last hour she's been on my MIND#im going INSANE HELP#bailey musings
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I luv bud :3 (am never gona use it again)
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Me trying to do exams/ find shit because I fucking lost all my notes for school I DONT KNOW WHERE THEY WERE FOR A SOLID 7 MINUTES FUCK ME
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#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblogger#girlblogging#im just a girl#lana del rey#coquette#girl blog#girl blogger#hyper feminine#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#why am i like this#girl interupted syndrome#im going to kms#im going insane#this is a girlblog#blythe doll#just girly things#i just want to be thin#3d not sheeran#self h@rm#send help#attention wh0r3#female rage#runaway#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#female hysteria#girlblog
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i just made an ann blog because. i am her and she is me. i dont make the rules
@lady-ann-takamaki
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OMF TACOS REACTION UPON SEEING THE TOADS FORBTHE FIRST TIME: " Your boots are ugly as fuck."
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hear me out
Calypso x Antinous.
I'm so sorry
please dont take this too seriously is mostly a joke
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