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Don't we love the circus
#IM FUCKIN PROUD OF IG#IT#deltarune#undertale#Undertale fanart#deltarune fanart#deltarune kris#kris deltarune fanart#kris dreemur fanart#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#gaster#gaster fanart#w.d. gaster#wd gaster
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mr. & mrs. 'surprise couple' | LS2 (sm au!)
pairing: logan sargeant x reader
summary: logan and his partner decide to hard launch their relationship as casually as possible during a week break
warning: cursing, fluff, suggestive language, some dirty talking ig?? (18+, minors DNI), not proofread soo have fun
FC: @/desreii on instagram
a/n: with logan's new website / app making me delulu, this is for all the logan girlies, guys, and ppl!! (this inclusdes myself), honestly it came to me late one night and i only worked on it half asleep sooooo strap in!! also, i opened a ko-fi for tips! please buy me a coffee if you want!
part one | part two
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logansargeant happy one year to my other half 🩵 thank you for making this year unforgettable, here's the many more with you ❤️
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landonorris HELLO???
user20 OMG OMG OMG LOGAN'S DATING SOMEONE???
alex_albon THATS MY FAVORITE COUPLE!! YESSSS
landonorris YOU KNEW???
carlossainz55 this is a very interesting development
user52 HELLO??? OMG THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER
user48 LOOOOGAN!! DROP THE PARTNER AND OUR LIVES ARE YOUR!!!
oscarpiastri the best couple i know 🧡
logansargeant thank you 🩵 ↳ yourusername gay! oscarpiastri, alex_albon, and logansargeant liked this comment
yourusername the way imma ride you into the next anniversary oooo baby--
landonorris @ yourusername IS THIS THE MYSTERIOUS PARTNER?? OMG????
logansargenat BABE ↳ yourusername it's true!
alex_albon Y/N?!!! OH MY GOOOOD ↳ yourusername OMG HEY BESTIE!!! are you proud that i made an instagram???!! ↳ alex_albon I AM BUT WTF WAS THAT COMMENT???!!! Also, maybe you'll answer my messages here!! ↳ yourusername blocked actually!! :)
user52 OMG OMG OMG!!
user48 HOLY SHIIIIIT THEY CAME IN SWINGING AHAHAH
user20 WOWOWOWOW THEY ARE MAKING IT KNOWN HE'S OFF THE MARKET
user204 they just made an instagram? oh we bout to watch the best era ever!! 😍
oscarpiastri all over this for sushi? ↳ yourusername damn right ↳ oscarpiastri as unhinged as always ↳ yourusername you love it 😘
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yourusername it's silly season fr 😮💨
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user48 OH MY GOD, STUNNING. AN ICON. OTHER WORDLY
yourbestfriend THAT'S MY LIFE PARTNER!! HOTTIE ALERT 🚨🥵
yourusername wifey!!! stoooop 🤭
↳ logansargeant that OUR life partner. ↳ yourbestfriend NO BACK OFF UGH I WAS HERE FIRST!!! ↳ logansargeant i'll buy you coffee for two weeks anytime you want. no questions asked ↳ yourbestfriend @ yourusername if you ever breakup with him istg i'll hurt you ↳ yourusername RUDE???
logansargeant i am the luckiest man ever, truly 😍
↳ yourusername oh please.
user33 ALT PARTNER ALT PARTNER ALT PARTNER
user505 HELLOOOOO
user293 LOGAN IS SUCH A LUCKY, LUCKY MAN
alex_albon lily asked if logan can fight
oscarpiastri my lily also asked that ↳ yourusername good thing i got two hands 😇
logansargeant too bad one hand is more me, guess they'll have to fight each other. alex and oscar y'all are gonna have to fight in place of your girlfriends ↳ yourusername B a b e ↳ alex_albon it's on sight next week ↳ oscarpiastri hotel lobby at 22:00. drinks at 23:00 ↳ alex_albon bet ↳ logansargeant deal
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yourusername guys remember, it's important to eat three meals a day!
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alex_albon Y/N. OH MY GOD????
yourusername what?? it's a good reminder!! ↳ alex_albon YOU FUCKIN HEATHEN OH MY GOOOOD ↳ yourusername still confused on what's the issue!
user205 AYOOOOOOOOO????
user29 HELP ME IM SCREAMING!!! ON MAIN?!
landonorris WOOOOAH!! WHEN DID THIS BECOME A WHORE HOUSE???
oscarpiastri it's always been a whore house with these two ↳ yourusername THIS IS SLANDER!!! HE LIES!!! IM INNOCENT!!!
user49 welllllll who can really name y/n?
user204 TRUE
user50 YUP
logansargeant i think you forgot to eat lunch today...
yourusername on my way right now 😇
alex_albon NO. HEATHEN!!! STAY AWAY!! I NEED HIM FOR THE PODCAST ↳ logansargeant alex hurry up and let's film this please--
oscarpiastri god please nobody wants to hear you two
yourusername your just mad you can't join, it's okay maybe next time 😘 ↳ user205 AYOOOOOO ↳ user46 GOD DAMN ↳ landonorris i will gladly take his spot instead-- ↳ logansargeant nope!
yourusername posted a story
↳ alex_albon BESTIE!!!! LOOK AT YOU!!!!
yourusername THANK YOOOU!!! alex_albon cannot wait to see you at the race!! yourusername me either!!! it'll be a bestie reuion!!
↳ lilymhe HOTTIE HOTTIE HOTTIE!!! 🥵😍
yourusername LILLLLLY STOOOOP 🤭 i hope alex can fight!! 😘 lilymhe he can't so easy win 🥇 yourusername LETS GO!! 💪
↳ oscarpiastri i like the pink, you're gonna keep it longer for a few days??
yourusername hopefully! i like the pink but idk if im feeling it rn oscarpiastri well i think it's nice but i say natural hair for your first paddock appearance yourusername maybe 🤔 thinkin bout it still but thanks you
↳ charlesleclerc the makeup? the hair? the pose? please tell me you're blessing the paddock with your beauty
yourusername oh don't worry, i will! i'm excited to meet you! charlesleclerc you as well!
↳ landonorris GOD DAMN TRYIN TO KILL A MAN WITH THE LOOKS!!
yourusername that's the plan!
↳ logansargeant are you tired from running through my mind all day baby?
yourusername babe that was a horrible logansargeant you loved it, don't lie yourusername i did but still really bad logansargeant it's fine i'll just slip between your thighs when i get home to make it up to you 😉 yourusername LOGAN HUNTER SARGEANT! logansargeant what? do you not want me between your thighs when i get home? i was gonna just drop to my knees and flick that dress up so, no real reason to wear panties btw yourusername i-- logansargeant please? pretty please? babe look at you--what am i suppose to do? not drop to my knees and let you use me how you want?? yourusername you should come home. like right now logansargeant already out the door.
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logansargeant great way to end the week break! next up, miami!
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user20 LOGAN WIN, MANIFESTING!!!
user49 god damn y/n is sooo pretty it's unfair 😩 comment liked by logansargeant
alex_albon can't believe i lost to you in golf still
↳ yourusername you lost to EVERYONE in golf ↳ alex_albon lily doesn't count ↳ yourusername no duh, lily's a professional of course she doesn't count!!
user492 THE LAST PIC??? HELLOOO???
user5 i knooow 🤤
user24 no right to be that fINE!! ↳ yourusername i keep telling him that ↳ user24 OMG HI HELLO SKPINOWJNGFION
yourbestfriend USA!! USA!! USA!!
yourusername USA!! USA!! USA ↳ logansargeant 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 RED WHITE AND BLUE
yourusername omg that's my MAAAAN!!! 😍 those swim trunks look heavy let me hold them up for you--
logansargeant babe ↳ yourusername and tight. i could help take them off 👀 ↳ logansargeant please 😩 ↳ alex_albon GOD MY EYES!!!
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yourusername petition to be f1's new goth icon
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logansargeant or just mine. mine works too
yourusername that was a given ↳ logansargeant thank god--still. step on me, please--
alex_albon as long as you promise to walk logan back to the garage, deal
yourusername just got you bestie
oscarpiastri nobody else is gonna take the title
yourusername now they can take it from my cold dead hands
logansargeant do you need a dog? i can bark
yourusername BABE WHY DID YOU COMMENT TWICE? LMAO??? ↳ logansargeant had to make sure i had your attention ↳ yourusername velcro boyfriend fr. come lets cuddle ↳ logansargeant YES
#starlight library presents;#f1 imagine#f1 smau#startlight library navigation#logan sargent x reader#logan sargent imagine#logan sargeant sm au#ls2 x reader#ls2 imagine#ls2 sm au#logan sargeant social media au#ls2 social media au#f1 sm au#f1 social media au
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i haven't yelled at or actually hurt anybody and im so proud of myself for it. most ppl just dont deal with this shit and it pisses me off cause its such a dumb thing to be proud of + its literally just basic human fuckin. rules ig NO ONE KNOWS HOW HARD IM TRYING!!!
#if no one appreciates me ILL DO IT MY FUCKIN SELF !! HEART EMOJI#im never going to get diagnosed with anything there IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME
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OKAY. MY THOUGHTS ON MUTANT MAYHEM:
its amazing.
(spoilers for tmnt mutant mayhem!!!!!)
this is all going to be very incoherent and in all caps
SO I FUCKING LOVE IT. ITS NOT MY FAVOURITE (thats rise, i owe my soul to rise), BUT.
gods its so amazing
their first time meeting april! ITS VERY SIMILAR TO THE WAY THEY MEET APRIL IN 2012 BUT WITH LEO BEING THE SIMP EXCEPT HES NOT AS CREEPY ABOUT IT????
and oh my gods, april literally said the word 'sus' in the movie. SEVERAL TIMES. WHY. ASHFBSK WHY IS THAT SO FUNNY TO ME HOLY SHIT. AND DONNIE LITERALLY TOLD LEO THAT HE HAS NO RIZZ. USING THE WORD RIZZ.
leo is. in the words of my good friend, @sp-teri, "leo is cringefail". i love leo so much. donnies my favourite, but. leo is wonderful. HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT HES DOING AND HAS LITERALLY NO RIZZ (donnie described it perfectly) HES AMAZING
and oH MY GODS. SUPERFLY?? SUPERFLY IS COOL. VERY COOL. HES KINDA LIKE DRAXUM BUT ALSO NOT???????
how is superflys plan even supposed to WORK. i mean, he wants to turn all animals into mutants and kill humans. HOW DOES THE OOZE (i love that its called ooze in this. ooze rights.) DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN ANIMALS AND HUMANS????? HUMANS ARE ANIMALS TOO...
idk, ill chalk it up to movie logic, i guess.
AND BRO. DONNIE. MUTANT MAYHEM DONNIE IS AMAZING.
HES A KPOP STAN. im so proud of him.
AND THE ENTIREEEEE MOVIE HINGES ON THE FACT THAT DONNIE RLY RLY RLY LIKES ATTACK ON TITAN. THEY WON BECAUSE OF ATTACK ON TITAN. GO FOR THE NECK!!!!!!! AND IT WORKS. I AM. IM GOING INSANE ABT THAT.
AND DONNIE HIMSELF. HES MY FAVOURITE. I LOVE HIM. HES SO SASSY AND AMAZING AND HE HAS SO MUCH PERSONALITY AND. i stan every version of donnie (...even 2012 donnie...) BUT MM!DONNIE? HES MY SECOND-FAVOURITE (once again, my soul belongs to rise).
donnie is. hes so cool Ɛ>
i literally dont have words.
and i love mm!april so much. IM SO PROUD OF HER. SHES A CONSPIRACY THEORIST AND WE STAN IT. AND SHE OVERCAME HER FEAR OF CAMERAS IN THE END!!! SHES A REAL REPORTER!!!!! APRILLLLLL O'NEILLLLLL
and oh, oh! that weird boss lady that wants to milk the turtles (every damn time they said that they were gonna milk the turtles, i was. that shits hilarious. "they/we dont even have nipples!")! my theory, with basically no evidence to it, is that SHES A KRAANG OR SMTH. IDK. i mean, she mentioned utroms????
OH MAN THE SHREDDER APPEARING AT THE END THO??? CHILLS. CHIIIILLLLSSSS
and omg the turtles get to go to school. im so happy for them. THEY GET TO BE TEENAGERS! i do not approve of them taking their masks off, but pop off ig LMAO.
AND THE. THE ARTSTYLE OF THE MOVIE. AGH. SO FUCKING PRETTY. I LOVED ALL THE EXPLOSIONS AND SCRIBBLES AND -
oh my gods the fuckin childishly drawn scene near the beginning where theyre dreaming about their 'impossible' future is. IT COMES TRUE!!!! almost. BECAUSE THE CHILDISHLY DRAWN VERSIONS OF THEM HAD SIXPACKS, ABHAHAHEBRBDJGJKE THAT IS SO FUCKING FUNNY TO ME-
Back to the art! it was all so... 3d... which is a bit of a redundant statement, considering that i watched the movie in 3d, BUT. it was so... lively ! they were all so animated (pun intentional)!! its such a UNIQUE artstyle and is so amazing and wonderful Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>
im. i dont draw so i cant rly properly marvel at the wondrousness of the art, BUT AS SOMEONE WHO KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT ART??? ITS SO FUCKING PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
oh and all the little connections and references and parallels to the other iterations of tmnt!!! their goofy-ass belts w their initials, splinter being like... was it 2003 splinter that was originally a rat instead of a human? OH the movie also kinda reminded me of bay tmnt in some ways! cant rly explain it... but there are connections to all the other shows and movies and its so cool ... (not pointing out any rise or 2012 connections because theyre just so INHERENT??? mm is, in a way, kinda like if rise were 2012. BUT ALSO NOT. BECAUSE ITS A SEPARATE THING. but its one way to describe it.)
but also, quickly going back to aprileo thing, i dont. im not into it. leo, i support your rights and wrongs, TRUST ME I DO, but. idk abt this one, man... i rly hope they dont make aprileo properly canon and april just rejects leo. tbf im not big on romance in general, but i rly do think of the turtles and april as being family. aprileo is just odd. BUT I AM VERY GOOD AY IGNORING ROMANCE SO. hopefully i wont have to do that tho.
SPEAKING OF ROMANCE. THE FUCKING SPLINTER X THAT ONE COCKROACH MUTANT? THAts KINDA DISGUSTING BUT ALSO FUCKING HILARIOUS. never thought id see a rat and a cockroach making out be animated in a movie. that cockroach is splinters cockroach friend back when he was just a rat, wasnt she... SHE DIDNT DIE AFTER GETTING RUN OVER BY A SCOOTER!!! accurate to real life cockroaches lmaooo
and the climax of the movie!! i cant believe leos 'we can do it' speech worked. like. POP OFF, but. raph is right, only time leo was ever cool Ɛ> /aff
and the ending of the movie,,, THEY GET TO GO TO SCHOOOLLL!!! WITH APRILLLLLLLL (O'NEILLLLL)!!!!!!
mikey gets to join the improv comedy club.... im unashamed to say that i legit laughed at his 'australian nike is crikey' joke LMAO. its. im laughing just thinking about it. dont. dont question me, i love bad jokes sm
mikey looks like a watermelon Ɛ>
watermelon guy... but fr, mikey is v pog tooooo!! i dont particularly have much to say about him,, i didnt pay much attention to him honestly, but hes still VERY COOL
and raph is cool too!!! i just didnt pay much attention to him either qhdhjd
OH. EVERYBODY LISTEN TO ME: MIKEY AND RAPH ARE TWINS. FUCKING FIGHT ME. WERE IGNORING THE FACT THAT THEYRE ALL THE SAME AGE. MIKEY AND RAPH ARE TWINS. THEYRE GOOFY TOGETHER.
i love them all so much holy shit.
i love this movie so much.
its so amazing.
its so pretty.
the plot is so goofy.
i cant wait for the tv show.
Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>Ɛ>
#sorry for comparing shit to rise#but rise is EVERYTHING to me#i might edit this with more rambling later......#tmnt#mutant mayhem#tmnt mutant mayhem#tmnt 2023#tmnt mm#teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles mutant mayhem
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good evening
i feel like utter shit wow
with two days since i finished the fangame, im actually starting to think i have some withdrawal symptoms because of Pokémon, because fuck it let's be real, nothing matters to me except Pokémon when I play Pokémon
im not in touch with the real world when im playing pokémon, like not at all, it's a fucking vicious circle
feels bad -> plays Pokémon -> feels good but doesn't do anything else -> finishes the game -> real life comes back -> feels bad
im just gonna re-read a fic that got a new chapter today after two years of nothing, because it's a cozy fic and i dont feel like my usual dead doves will help me tonight
also, i ate at 5pm lol, fuckin slept my whole day away. but the dungeon meshi episode was fine ig, im still pokémon wired rn so idc
have a wonderful morning my friend
good morning :))))) glad you ate, sorry everything sucks :'(
really exciting about the fic tho!! it must be awesome to see an update after so long
yeah, this dunmesh episode was pretty slow... they can't all be action-packed, and I kinda like that the "normal" meal was so much sadder and more boring bc of the lack of care and prep, but I hope it's more exciting next week. catgirl incoming soon tho!!
I fixed my fridge!!!!!!!!!! super proud of myself :33333 AND went to the store to restock on the same day!! that felt nice.
I woke up randomly at 4am last night, and I've found that I won't be able to go back to sleep unless I get up and do something first, so I was strangely productive in the middle of the damn night- I even showered LMAO. but now I'm TIREDDDDDD 😭😭😭 gonna try n nap this afternoon
routine vet visit tomorrow, gotta get out the cat carrier :/ I love my babies but they're Heavy and a Pain to take on the bus ://///
hope your fic is wonderful!!
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I BACK BITCHES
I had a lot of fucking stuff going on during the rest but now i am slightly less mentally ill (but don't you worry, only slightly) and a little bit more diagnosed with "transsexualism" (i am fucking sorry but thats just the way it is in my country). De facto, it's nearly impossible before ur 18 but i am a very determined man so hehe here we r. I don't know if it will work with the puberty blockers tbh but i should be fucking proud of the level I've already accomplished. I should be but im not because transphobic parents.
SO, lets stop there because i am tired of all this shit. The other thing i can tell u is that im now officially a medical student. Hurray ig. AND OH I FORGOT soon i will be pretty fuckin far away from my dearest mother. A little rest from constant transphobia if u will. But idk if it will actually be this way cause im going with my father and i never lived with him but without my mother so ig it will be a win if we don't kill eachother during these two months lol
And also i got these today
Be envious lmao
And i also got an actual friend i trust. Wow. Like i really trust him, not the "trust" like with others. I completely trust this person. Like... This actually exists? Wow
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Personal rant or some shit bc i just wanna get this out rn. yeeeee this will be long
So today i had a vit of a stressful day with uni n all bc ive been sick and admittedly lazy over the last week up til like tuesday and i had to turn in an Interpretation/essay tonight and prepare a group presentation for tmr (saturday seminars should b illegal but ok i literally chose this). N e way so ive been procrastinating like hell up until this morning so i didnt rly eat before showing up to seminar at 12am and afterwards i had to check with my one remaining presentation groupmember and finish the interpretation and tgen i had swordfighting class at 5. I didnt Really gave time for it but its fun and im very behind bc i misses several lessons already and am generally. Not good at it lol. n e way i turn up to swords and we peactice some routines ig and heres where the peoblem rly starts. Basically i am a huge crybaby, always have been (im older than firestar btw for context), esp when i feel criticized or yknow. Make mistakes or anything and since i was a sports h8er with 2 left feet n hands all my life n cried often during school pe bc i kept messing up n git embarrassed, it was an important step for me to sign up for this uni extracurricular swords class bc. Doing sth sporty in front of others tgat. Isnt very easy and i gotta learn from scratch is a bit out of my comfort zone. But normally its all v fun, im not good/easily the worst in class but thats ok i learn and move my body and talk to ppl! Proud of myself! Well today not so kuch, i noticed i was getting tense bc of not understanding how to do a movement and everyone (3 experienced fighters bc the main teacher was sick plus 2 other beginners that r learning faster than me) lookimg at me and trying to give helpful pointers and me still doing it wrong... H8 dis feeling bc i kinda freeze up instead of being able to take the tips n try again. Its hard for me to translate input like verbal instructions and demonstsations into my own movements as is. In this state i cant do anything properly and i feel the cryings abt to start while wanting nothing more than to MOVE ON NORMALLY. Well my eye started to get itxhy n teary so i excused myself to "take care of my contacts" (lie) (why am i even so ashamed that i feel i have to lie/make up excuses?? Bro???? That just made the situation Actually cringe?????? Im normally not an ashamed person and cryings just a state/expression but idk) so it was better for a bit until it wasnt. Then i full on cried in class while 2 ppl were actively showing me things/helping me do em right n everyone else kimda watched, kimda practiced. They did ask if i was ok and i said yes like a liar. So at the end of class i normally take the bus home with one of the other new guys but i today just didnt feel able to keep talking to him. So he also asked if i was ok/why i cried and i said i just do that under stress and why i am stressed (uni) so that was also a bit of a lie but only kinda. I said i was gonna go to the livrary instead (another lie, was gonna call my bf to calm me down abit n then take the next bus) so i did tgat n it kinda worked and this genius asked if i had eaten. Bruhhh of fuckin course im sensitive ive only had 3 baked goods all day and hadnt even noticed!!!!!! So then it all made sense, mans gotta get some freakin noursishment to keep their composure in swords class! So i went to another bus stop than normally bc i needed sth from the store and bruh the guy i normally take a DIFFERENT bus with is there (awkwardly votta tell hik i changed my mimd abt the library) and we talk a bit (i feel like i talk to him wayy too much in comparison to him, like we dont know each other that well at all, idek his real name and yknow. If he actually enjoys talking to me) and yea
So now everyone in the 14th century peasant larp class knows my terrible terrible secret:))):)
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#mcyt#ccs#mumbo jumbo#im honmestlyu so incredibly proud of him#smthn abt his most recent video is just. wow. also very nostalgic for some reason ig just in the lighting and editing style#he is such a talented filmmaker and that shows so well in just a short lil video there#and also talking abt Emotions in such an open way#its so nice to see#yeah. so fuckin proud of him
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in my era of making shitty guitar covers for funzies while i am home alone ft. my new amp i snatched for like 3 pennies that i love SO much AUGH
vocals are by joe hawley he visited my house and sang for me but sometimes he cut out because he got shy (they’re from this video)
#hi#txt#FUCKIN I guess its going on here. my little house (blog#)#floor of art#????#;music#???????????????????????#hai. im proud even if i messed up qat times and didnt wanna go back and rerecord LMAOO#also idk how to get the sound of me strumming out but ig it adds flavor#hawaii part ii#tally hall
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#im SO FUCKING ANGRY#its my fourth hour on this stupid train. it was delayed 2.5 hour. didnt make it on time for the rehearsal.#so basically i had no reason at all to be coming to Poznań. I could have just stayed in Wrocław.#i was so looking forward to this rehearsal. it was the only thing that got me through the week#and now#my friend texted me that she wants to see me irl because she's been seeing my pics on ig and i look 'so pretty!!!!!!'#and she congratulated me on my 'diet' and said i look so much better now and that she's so proud of me <333333333#'thanks this ed has forever ruined food for me. is ruining my relationships with other people. is ruining my teeth. my thyroid (even more).#it's basically ruining my entire life BUT HEY! i look pretty so i guess it was all worth it right? <33333'#i really like this girl. we've been great friends for years. but she and her sister has always been naturally skinny.#and apparently all this time she's been judging me because i was fat. still am. she's probably rooting for me to lose more weight.#how tf am i supposed to recover when the people closest to me encourage me to LoSe mOrE wEiGhT and try even harder#and fuck it I've been TRYING. but my weight refuses to budge and there's nothing i can do.#im too tired to just stop eating for 2-3 whole days again to make that number on the scale move down again.#ive done it before and it worked but i cant anymore. i dont have the strength for this anymore.#not when university started and i cant allowe myself to just lie in bed for days because im so weak i cant move.#maybe i should tell her. because if i hear one more time that i look 'so much better now! dont give up!' im gonna start screaming#me when people notice ive lost weight: :'((((#me when people dont notice ive lost weight: :'(((((#what do you want bitch. what is it you fuckin want.
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i don't know if u mean like famous or just every day success
But
Hi im PlacentaEater999 and i am a trans guy that got/is getting the medical care i want 👍
About me: I'm almost 21, so im kinda an adult ig. I work for my university as a marketing + graphic design lead for their basic needs initiative and have worked for for there for going on 3 years now. I am getting a B.A. in biology and studio arts so i can talk to ppl about science in cool and creative ways (and to do other cool art)! I sell my art at makers markets and have had my work in a couple galleries now (happened this year :3) and i work alongside an lgbt rights advocacy org. I volunteer as a street medic in protests, and in my free time i play/listen to music, take care of my cat, play video games, do fun art, garden, and be silly as fuck. I also used to compete in competitive speed solving for rubiks cubes. I've been out forrrr maybeee 8 years? 9? Idk, i came out at the end of Fifth grade when i was 11-12. I was super fuckin stealth until the end of high school when i started opening up, and now I am a proud openly trans man starting my third year of university.
i just wanted to share some parts of my story bc for a long time I didn't think id really make it past high school (and I almost didnt) and i think its important to see thhat trans youth grow up and CAN Actually get to a happy spot in their transition
That being said
Im here!! And this year im celebrating 5 years post-top surgery in November!!!! And i like the changes t has done for me! And i'm currently trying to get my hysterectomy (hopefully my last step in medically transitioning). Insurance is and has been hell the entire time (literally called abt an insurance issue for my hysterectomy consult today), and it took so long for insurance to cover anything and a lot of disappointment and let downs but also a lot of happy moments of knowing that im moving forward. This doesnt mean that i feel super peppy all the time now, like, lets he real. Shit is scary as Fuck right now and im scared im sad im heartbroke and im angry, but i also feel pride. I think younger me would be in awe of who i am now, and it kind of chokes me up. I look at myself in old photos with so much patience and so much tenderness and think like just
W o w
Like i am ME now
Like i
Am ME
[Name] is ME like wha t
It took so much blood, so many tears and so much time and patience to get where i am in my transition. It's been so fuckin hard. But if i were given the option i would choose this life every single time. There was a while where i would say no to that option. I hated being trans so much for so long and it made me such a bitter little asshole. But over time and like learning my history as a queer chicano and unlearning certain things and working on decolonizing my thinking, ive learned that im so much more than i thought i was. And that goes for you too friend. You're so much more than u think u are and i hope things work out for you
It takes WORK to be you, and you're doing it just fine. The pride that comes from that work is not something anyone can take from you
heyy does anyone have any transgender success stories i want to see trans adults being alive and getting the medical care they want if applicable. i really just want hope tbh
#mr eater speaks#trans#transgender#trans adult#trans man#trans science#trans scientist#transition story#the placenta files#another layer of lore to the placenta files#ur doing great op i love u
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#yk whatsjust fuckin gr8 when someone says an offhand comment abt smth ur Actually proud of and it reduces u to tears.#anyway im fuckin pissed and sad and crying a lil bit#WASNT EVEN REALLY A NEGATIVE COMMENT SHE JUST IMPLIED IT WASNT INTERESTING TO LOOK AT#SCUSE ME BUT I DONT SEE U DOING ANYTHING BETTER!!!!!!#lo rambles#:(#misc#vent.exe#like if u read this far ig
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UM it’s been 18 years but I FINALLY have stretch marks
#dfghkkhfsfj yea this is a p big deal for me#i was like 97 pounds a few months ago which wasnt healthy for someone abt to turn 18#now ive gained 10 pounds and im rlly proud of consistenly eating and maintaining my health#like a fuckin normal person#like my pediatrician gave me pills to increase my appetite a while ago and it worked ig#personal
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my boss has her issues ofc but her praising my customer skills sm and writing a little personal note in a christmas goodie bag she gave me basically thanking me for how good I am with customers has me so elated and shit. makes me feel like im actually contributing which means A LOT since im still fuckin up drinks every so often LMAO
#varks posts#sorry im postin sm i just got shit bouncin around my brain and no one to say it to#but yea its just so fuckin nice :'^)#she told me i could even be helping out my coworkers which made me feel so fuckin proud of myself#i didnt think i was really that great at all but now im really puttin everything i got into interacting with customers#makes me feel almost charismatic lmao#which is hilarious because i am the opposite with my coworkers#with them i usually feel robotic and like im just responding with what i think i should say#its weird idk why theres such a difference#but ig its good cause starbucks cares so fuckin much about its 'customer connections' or whatever the fuck#wild thing ive found out is that older ladies with eccentric jewlery always have some crazy ass story about how or where they got it LMAO
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#it wont let me appeal it#theres no tiddy showin!!#theyre just snugglin!!#and they happen to be topless!!#but this image is pretty sfw honestly!#im just gonna keep reposting my flagged posts until it fuckin quits#this is a good piece of art n i was really proud of ig when i drew it#so fuck u tumblr once again#my art
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just sayin but toko’s ultimate move is better than anyone else’s. ☺️
#ok. listen#he paid attention 2 his weaknesses#& fckin fixed them im so proud.#honestly i wrote a meta abt it & ig hori stole it but 😊#im so proud of him !!!!#AHFJDJFM ik the other ones are cool too but.#my boy.#he’s so good.#he becomes the no 2 hero after hawks resigns 😳#im so fuckin biased but i lov him......#bakugou has a new move ? im asleep#izu ? still sleepin#a single mention of toko ? wide awake.#i lov both of the other chs sm but like.#i cant get in2 them cause it was set up from the beginnin of bnha#tht they wld be hero 1 & rival#but :////#my boy !#rising out of the shadows ! literally !#i have a lot of feelings#bnha spoilers /
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