#IM EXCITED BUT NERVOUS TOO
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Also I literally bought a motherfuckin pc yesterday
I’m a serious gamer now
#and yes it’s cause of bg3 and I wasn’t going to but my computer was literally dying right in front of me#I wanted to ride it out so bad but the crashing was nonstop#this better fucking fix it or I’m returning the pc#also I haven’t used her yet rip BUT I WILL TOMORROW HOPFULLY#IM EXCITED BUT NERVOUS TOO#ITS GONNA BE FUN THOUGH!#op#but yeah I’m so fucking ready to play re4 like let’s GO
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Another day another sketch ✨ I always try to give Keith other colors than black and end up regretting
#klance#i forgot i promised myself to use colors and drew the sketch on poor paper which would make watercolor look too bad#so i went with markers and sweater through every color combination wtf is that#either wya i might be getting sick? but i have like 2 batches of calendars left to send 😭 one cross continental and one Europe#im also so excited... was super nervous to buy a new cable to my tablet and a hard drive to have more space but i cant wait till it gets her#e#maybe i will stop pestering u with pencil and paper
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Vintage Art Prints by Amelie
My first CC release ever! Four Vintage Art Prints to decorate your sims' lovely home with. These can be sized up and down to create a gallery wall.
A big thank you to the talented @pierisim who allows recolors of his meshes!
More Info, Pictures & Download here (Ad-Free/No Early Access)
#im so nervous but so excited too#I hope you like them <3#pixelglam#mydownloads#ts4#ts4cc#ts4 cc finds#ts4 mm#ts4mm#ts4 simblr#the sims 4#sims 4#the sims 4 simblr#sims 4 screenshots#the sims community#the sims 4 aesthetic
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world's most annoying man is not allowed outside due to his inability to shut up
#AYYYY LIGHTS OUT IS BACK BABEY LETS GO#howdy is Suffering in this au ive come to realize#more so than i previously thought!#he's cooped up in a slightly too small shell of a building#rarely allowed outside bc hes too noisy </3#mans is desperately Understimmed#wally isnt trying to be harsh hes just asking an honest & earnest question <3#i have another scribble floating around somewhere of wally putting his hand over howdy's mouth and saying Hush#i think its a funny running joke. everyone is constantly like 'howdy please for the love of fuck. shut up'#he strikes me as the type to talk when nervous. and bored. and excited. hes a talker tell me im wrong#scribble salad#wh lights out au#welcome home au#hes BORED hes with the (objectively) Unfunniest neighbors hes BORED did i mention hes BORED#howdy: *stuffing pouring out of him after getting maimed* this is actually much better than being in the post office#frank: we're going to put you on a leash i swear to fucking god
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felt the need to doodle lilia
#twst#lilia vanrouge#finished the first part of ch7#im so nervous but also excited for the rest on en#i love this dumbass so much gdi ch7 is going to end me#ive had alot of artblock lately#so between school and bg3 i havnt been able to draw much of anything that i like enough to post#have too many unfinished lilia doodles#might post a bunch of them here since who knows if ill ever finish them#this one was surprisingly somthing i drew earlier but then fixed it up#which is something i hardly do lol#usually i need to be hyperfocused and finish the art in one day lol#which is why i feel certain i'll never be able to ever take on commissions orz#trying to get into the art zone is very fickle and im sure it always will be
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sorry for cluttering yall's dashboards with just a post of me screaming lol. i was just in a really nervous situation so i was doing anything on my phone to offset the nerves 😔
I also did the same on insta notes and bc of my icon it looks like Adachi is the one screaming inside LOL what if we had a breakdown. Together 💜
im also glad that it seems to have resonated with yall. even my irl friends getting in on the action
#text#sowwy to the anons ive worried 😭#i think i was so nervous the day before too that i had indigestion lol#but the deed is DONE#and now im very excited#this post has everything. emotion. drama. adachi. friendship and community#life is so beautiful completely unironically
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I painted this a long while ago when the party first split cause I knew I wouldn’t have to time paint anything when the Hells finally reunited cause of my current job. I obviously thought it’d probably be Imogen in a really dark place and Laudna being full of joy etc, when they reunited, but based on last week's episode, it’s definitely going to be the opposite. Makes me want to redo this now and switch them around. Someday when I have time, maybe.
Here have some close-ups too.
Also it’s based on this still from “Portrait of a Lady on Fire”
#imodna#imogen temult#laudna#critical role fanart#cr fanart#critical role art#critical role#bells hells#critical role campaign 3#campaign 3#cr3#i miss them a lot ok and im very excited and super nervous for when they see each other again#also its got my twitter handle on there though idk if I'll post this one to twitter or not but dont worry about it#I struggled so hard with the background too#like I couldn’t decide what to do at all and eventually settled on this bokeh look but I’m still not satisfied#also i finished this wayyyy before imogen got new clothes soooo#and I tried to leave some of the sketching lines in there too to add more texture and have more fun with it
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gotta hand it to him, qpac is engaging in my personal favorite part of the queer courting process with qfit rn: 'i know how i feel about you, and im almost 100% sure you feel the same, but i am going to see how long this drags out before you admit it. take your time, i can wait'.
its like playing chicken but far more agonizing. they will flirt and flirt more and more and the tension will be unbearable but it probably will come down to seeing who will break first and finally say what is happening out loud to the other. (qfit will have a breakdown and qpac will put him out of his misery by being very aware of whats been happening this whole time)
#i love playing this game w potential partners#it is like a funny little test of patience. like. i can wait here all day. and i am waiting#take all the time you need but i know you will fold eventually#pac is absolutely doing this just more flustered. man knows what is happening and just waiting for fit to admit it to even himself#itll probably come down to “...i think im in love with you” (nervous) “really!? thats great! i love you too!” (excited)#fitpac#im not maintagging this otherwise
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i've been very excited to post this but here are my ocs haha!! meet lune, cecilia, nox, and aster!
close ups, more info, and a more detailed relationship chart under the cut! this is gonna be a long post haha. there's also some more info about rowan!
cecilia's twin (he's the older twin) ((by two minutes. lol))
the type to go “here to here, i’ll buy it all”
he's got a temper
possessive, devoted, and jealous yandere
people think he's a tad bit insane (and he's self aware mostly,,)
gets into fights often
“want me to kill that guy for you?” (he’s serious btw)
he’s not nice lmao, but to you he is (in his own special way of course..!)
kind of like a cat who will proudly leave dead rats and leaves on your doorstep as a gift bc it thinks you can’t hunt for yourself
hates nox LMFAO
difficult to approach at first but once you get close he won’t ever let you go.
extroverted
LOUD. someone shut him up, this mf does NOT stop yapping bro
annoying as hell and he doesn’t know that lmao
if he absolutely has to, he’ll behave. but it's... odd
constantly needs to be doing something or he’ll get bored lol
has a bit of a sweet tooth (typical)
Bastard (not literally)
played the piano when he was younger with his sister, but he hated playing it
bad terms with his family except for cecilia
huge rebellious streak
shockingly will not kidnap you! everyone already knows you’re his, and he’s yours. and he won’t let anyone get in between you two. yay..!
hates it when you don’t pay attention to him (will absolutely start sulking too)
he’s impulsive but he’s not completely reckless
you probs shouldn’t trust him too much though he has good (????) intentions lol
seems silly (debatable really) but he’s dangerous.
half of the things he says sound like jokes but trust me, he means it. he’d do anything and everything for you, don’t forget!
shockingly pouty and whiny, only in front of you though
him and cecilia have matching bracelets from when they were younger which they both wear to this day
he’s oblivious as fuck, and an idiot
lune's twin (she's younger)
normal (somewhat) ((not really))
sweet and friendly
really likes giving gifts to people she cares about
jumps to conclusion and freaks out easily, but she’s subtle about it
constantly stressed (lune is her brother, so… i get it)
introverted (runs on a social battery)
says things without thinking sometimes
people pleaser
awkward as hell tbh, but it’s really not obvious because she’s good at putting on a front
kinda has the ”””””princely””””” persona (i didnt know how to describe that better lmao
has abandonment issues
girlfail tbh
hardworking
shes really protective of her loved ones
likes cute things
has issues with her family but still talks to them (lune does NOT)
on really good terms with lune, they’re very close (even though he’s a huge troublemaker that stresses the shit out of her) ((if he fucks around too much she’ll give him a good smack))
packs a good punch
SENSITIVE…
potential yandere? still not too sure if i’ll make her a fully fledged yan but she def has some of the traits lol
her and lune have matching bracelets from when they were younger! (she wears it everyday!)
she doesn’t mean to put on a front it just kinda happens automatically lmao
could kill someone... probably wouldnt tho
used to play the piano with lune, she still plays it now too (as a hobby)
cunning and annoying
def the type to kidnap you
oddly sweet (???)
but also ominous as hell
docile with the one he loves
isolating and manipulative yandere
dislikes lune
nice but you can tell he’s putting up a wall (with strangers and friends)
introverted
wouldn’t put stalking past him tbh
he’s the type that wants to know everything about you.
he has a tough time interacting with others. he feels awkward in social situations
the type to go to a party and spend the whole time petting the cat in the corner (he would not go to the party in the first place tho lmao)
he’s not misunderstood tho, he just can’t socialize and doesn’t really want to
grabs the end of your shirt in an awkward situation (its kinda cute)
takes time to open up, but when he falls for you, his love is so strong, it’s almost overwhelming. so just accept him, alright?
shittiest sleep schedule known to man, like srsly, what is bro doing
this man’s brain probs short circuits every 5 minutes LMFAO go to bed you idiot
really good with his words, very convincing
loves cats
hidden piercings
careful and patient
is really good at taking care of others (but he would only wanna take care of you) you’ll let him, won’t you?
startles easily lol
elf oc
ditzy and kind (to you)
bit of a mean streak (not to you!)
wants to appear princely in front of you
kinda stupid (a farce but not completely lol)
has a bit of a temper, but nothing too bad
clingy and cunning yandere
two faced
struggles with empathy (he tries, he’s not human, what’s he supposed to do!)
extroverted (?)
he’s really lonely
when he met you for the first time he was absolutely fascinated as he’s never interacted with a human being before!
BLUNT. he’s not used to convos… just give him some time!
at first it was simple curiosity, but that curiosity turned into something… deeper
he was completely alone before this, but now you’re here, and you’re going to stay, right?
is obsessed with the idea of you staying here with him forever, so why do you keep talking about going home? can’t you stay here?
but then you bring up the idea of him coming with you, well why didn’t you say that earlier! he's happy to come with you
It takes him some time to grasp certain concepts so please be patient with him, he’s not used to humans
he’s paranoid and hostile to other humans. it’s not fair, he wants all of your attention, so why is everyone trying to take you from him? he doesn’t like that everyone is getting in his way…
he’s terrified of bugs. will scream incredibly loudly if he sees one lol
he pulled you through a mirror, that’s how you ended up in his land
so if you wanna go back, just ask and he’ll take you!
gives you jewelry, expensive jewelry. (maybe he’s slipped on a ring before. haha. jk… unless..?)
prefers to stay inside your place because he really doesn’t like people who aren’t you lmao
don’t stray too far from him, okay? he’s always waiting for you
rowan (who i don't have a new drawing of rn </3 sorry!):
he absolutely hates not being a priority, so please don’t ignore him. please? he just wants you to love him.
clingy, devoted, and obsessive yandere
if you don’t reciprocate he might (unknowingly) try to guilt you into liking him back. will appear like a kicked puppy to really sell it (but it’s not an act lol he’s just like this)
at least his intentions are pure! (?????????) but is that better..?
if when (it will happen) you two end up together, he’ll give you the world if you’d asked for it
used to cut his own hair! :D (not great at it tho tbh)
very attentive and will work hard to keep you happy! just don’t forget that you’ll love only each other for the rest of your life. please don’t leave.
has tripped over nothing, will definitely happen again
here's the shitty relationship chart that i rushed </3 its very ugly im sorry HAHA
i really want to clarify that NONE of them will ever hurt you physically on purpose (they might have to pay up for emotional damages tho. they have your best interest in mind ig)
also i would say that they all share some traits like being clingy, devoted, possessive, obsessive, jealous, protective, and loyal. but if i specifically wrote it, it's probs just a bit more intense... just a bit,,, haha...
#num draws#oh hell yeah new tag time#lune posting#cecilia posting#nox posting#aster posting#rowan posting#technically lmao#yanderes#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere male#not tagging female yandere just yet </3#oc art#digital art#yandere#original character#i've been really excited to post this#i mean i know it might not get a huge response#but i really wanted to introduce them#and i do hope you like them!#i'm really bad at writing characters too so please be patient with me and hopefully i'll soon improve :]#if you have any questions about them at all PLEASE don't hesitate to ask#i would love to answer any questions!#i'm also nervous to be posting this haha... but its OKAY. im doing it#also i overused the SHIT out of the coloured text#ive never done it before i think i deserved to do it at least once HAHA#sorry that its super long btw </3#i might do actual profiles at some point too if anyone is interested :]#realized i accidentally added aster’s info twice 😭
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Commissions Open!
You can DM if you have any questions and I have more examples on my carrd
Mecha costs 5+ usd
(I gift a random Chibi of your character if you bought something from Style 1)
The payment is via PayPal, you can pay directly on ko-fi or talk to me if you want to pay after the sketch is approved.
Reblogs are appreciated 🫶
Terms:
-More than one character will cost more (50%)
-No refunds.
-Usually I take two weeks to finish (If it's sketch it'll be less)
-I'll send a picture of the sketch and if it's approved I'll send pictures of progress. (The maximum number of modifications to the sketch are 3)
I won't do:
-Complex perspective.
-NSFW.
-Animals (I can do furries)
-Complex Backgrounds.
-Controversial Topics.
-Transformers.
#finally#Opened commissions#commisions open#artist on tumblr#IM STILL PRACTICING SO I CAN HAVE MISTAKES#my art#any donations are welcomed tho#im very excited about this#but nervous too
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(end of bad’s Acceptance vod, about 1:48:30)
no but im never going to be normal again. LOOK at this. look. IMMEDIATELY before this he gave a whole miserable speech at the graveyard about how much he misses the kids and how he wants them to come home. He was grieving so hard it started to rain. He cried while he sang to them. It was the perfect end to 5 days of grieving- and then he does this.
and the rain isnt about grief anymore- the thunder isnt a peaceful background to a heartbreaking scene. It is rage. the whole context changes. The storm raged on while he grieved like he raged during the Everything Else that happened (“there are a lot of federation workers on today. I need to interrogate them about some things” he said while he was following forever ALONE to distract him. he knew forever was fucked up and about to put more marriage pressure on him and for anyone else that would have been Terrifying. how could you focus on anything but that? but. bad was thinking about tormenting more federation workers)
i just!!!! its so good. its SO good its so scary its so good. bad hasnt accepted the loss of his children but he has accepted how far he will go to get them back. (he will do anything)
#qsmp#Ik someone else posted the clip but i could not find it again and i Needed to go insane#i still need to go insane#i need to pick up every little bit of his character and pin them up and write an essay on all of it#you know that entire nervous system that was preserved? i need to do that to him#im going to be SO annoying about bbh for the next while#like i can feel the brainworms setting in so hard i am GOING to get pov rot and get so excited about my perceptions of his character that i#twist him away from what he is#it will be in the name of understanding him but really i will trudge thru those roots and trip into hell#or maybe not maybe ill continue to have fun and cool character analysis#50/50 on whether or not it will be comprehensible tho i think the last 8 posts at least ive made about him are nonsense#its because he is a bastard#with too many moving parts. i need a diagram neatly laying out every q!bbhism ever#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp clip
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stop bc i’m actually not ready and have no idea what i am doing 😐🤚🏼
#idek if I’m going to Brighton bc i have no one to go with and i might be too tired 😭😭#I’ve always wanted to go to Brighton bc it’s not toooo far but also scary bc never been there and don’t know anyone HHHH 😮💨#im sure something will work itself out#i will be walking around with scared big wet eyes in london if u see me btw#ik london a bit but still UHHHH london#anyway excited but nervous 🥵#käärijä
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back on broadway yet again
Experienced a very visceral reaction upon watching the new combat sneak-peek vid for DA4 and being greeted with what is basically the AC Valhalla menu. I'm well aware this is a very popular format in recent games and honestly I'm cool with it but it did feel a little personally haunting lmao
(Here's the link for anyone who hasn't seen it yet, they give a pretty good/detailed look at how combat works, especially for a potential warrior Rook build. I'm really hoping they do a vid at some point to show off the character creation cuz besides the companions, story and environments that's what I'm most curious about)
#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age 4#da4#video games#im very excited for it tbh#nervous but excited#ac valhalla#im a valhalla enjoyer btw#so this is not a hate post#just a me sitting there and going “wait why does this feel incredibly familiar” post#i spent too many dang hours on that game man#also if you recognize the reference in the title of this post you get a burger for your troubles
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does he know what a brick is. valid question.
#got too intense there for a sec Quick Post A Silly Scribble#In My Mind it was frank and julie. team effort to teach him new joke material#julie said the first part frank interrupted with the second#scribble salad#this is a bit old and simple but i have Nothing New To Post </3#ive been in waiting mode!!! its tough to draw in waiting mode!!!#im too nervous! too excited!#ive also been busy worldbuilding personal stuff but thats a side Cause#its mostly the waiting.
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^_^
#very very excited about surgery like i know in a year it wont even be an issue and ill be extra happy i did it#I've kinda gotten past the anesthesia fear and i lived thru the MRI needle in my awrm so#the IV wont be too horrendous.#so right now my biggest worry is the After....#ive seen ppl say they were mostly resting in bed for like 2 or 3 days#and after that they just had to take it easy to get around but idk. im so nervous about That Part.#+ i cant. fall asleep on my back. lol. im terrified#i rly hope im so exhausted on that first day that i jst knock out upon getting home ykwim#being too aware of pain in the body makes me feel cornered in it sometimes ykwim. like i want to jump out of it ! nervous#i rly hope it doesnt hurt too bad!!!!!!! i know ppl say it feels like sore abs after workout but idk. idk nervous#talkys#especially since i have work to do! i hate feeling lazy. i dont even take naps bc i feel like its laziness i cant be out of commission for#a couple of days. WAH.#my friend had an adjacent surgery and said she woke up in a lot of pain! they obvs administered pain management#immediately but oh god. ykwim. im scared of waking up in a lot of pain being in a lot of pain
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why is applying for my dream job the scariest thing EVER
#AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#and that weird moment when it's a dream job#and it's at my dream museum#and i've come far enough that not only *can* i apply#i'm super fucking qualified#and one of the people on the hiring team is one of my references and prior professors#and i've worked with and have a reference from one of the other super well known and well respected conservation guys in the area#and i think i have a slightly higher than random chance of actually getting this dream job???????#im trying not to get my hopes up or get too excited or nervous but i'm really fucking nervous T.T#/screaming /crying /throwing up
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