#IM BEING BRAVE IM JUST GONNA POST IT
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Speak your mind about sub Carmy 🎤
*taps mic*
HELLO thank you all for gathering here tonight. I’m here to talk about a topic that has gone wildly and widely undiscussed. and that is: SUBMISSIVE CARMY BERZATTO!!!!!! *uproarious applause*
Not all of us want to dominate men. That’s okay. But I hope by the end of this Ted Talk YOU TOO can see the beauty of a submissive man
ok do lock in because I have a lot to say. Also goes without saying but we’re gonna get nasty so 🔞
tags include: handjobs, edging, overstimulation, coming early, praise kink, sub carmy
Carmy carries the weight of the world on his shoulders. His head is racing at a million miles an hour. He’s so hard on himself all the time, pushing himself past his limits, often if not always for his detriment. Imagine how good it would feel for him to be able to turn that all off, to just relax for once.
He crumples under praise, folds immediately with soft affection. He’s eager to please and willing to follow orders. If anything, he WANTS to follow orders, and he wants to do it perfectly. He’d do anything you ask of him, endlessly sacrificial at heart, often for no greater good.
And okay look. Maybe I wanna make Carmy whimper and whine! Is that such a crime! He’s had so little sexual experience, and for someone to take the reins for him here… like I’m just imagining giving him a handjob and you’re edging him, telling him not to come yet, and he’s so turned on and worked up it hurts. (Also basically I saw this video of this dude getting edged and he whined “sorry” when he accidentally finished and it’s haunted me ever since. Sorry for all that)
“You’re doing so good for me, Carmy,” you’d say as you slowly pump his shaft. Your hand, covered in slick, glides fluidly up and down. His cock is rigid and flushed a deep red. You’ve been keeping him at the edge for a while now, stopping when you know he’s about to come.
He’s the prettiest like this, too. His pretty baby blues, half lidded eyes glossy with tears. His pink cheeks, flushed with heat and embarrassment. His bitten lips, parted and whining. His muscles tighten as he winds up, sweaty abs and pecs clenching. He’s a sight for sore eyes like this.
“Don’t come,” you remind him quietly, slowing the touch of your curled hand. He’s a whining mess, dribbling pre cum down his slit.
“I—I wanna come,” he whimpers, almost sobs. “Please, please—“
“I said you can’t come.” Your hand rests at his base, holding it tight. He throws his head back, chest heaving. “Be a good boy, Carmy. I thought you said you were going to be good.”
“S-Stop, I’m gonna—mm—!” Carmy’s body tightens, and he cries as he comes all over your hand. He’s so worked up he can’t stop himself, not when you keep talking to him like this. “Fffuck—Ohh—“
“Carmy,” you say disapprovingly.
“I’m s-sorry,” he whines pathetically, cum shooting excessively from his tip. You sigh in disapproval and start quickly tugging on his twitching cock again.
You drag him through the rest of his orgasm, keeping your fingers tight on his wet cock. He apologizes over and over as he’s coming, thrusting helplessly into your hand. You keep touching even when his cock goes soft and sensitive, and he lets out little pinched, wounded noises.
So…yeah. Submissive Carmy.
#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#carmy berzatto x reader#carmen berzatto x reader#carmy berzatto x you#carmen berzatto x you#carmy berzatto smut#carmy smut#my asks#my blurbs#this has been sitting in my inbox for the past week and I’ve just been staring at it and looking at what I had written and like#IM BEING BRAVE IM JUST GONNA POST IT#anyway thank u olive for this ask and letting me speak my truth as always#my smut#sub carmy
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playing my game with my friend
#freedyn#<- my new tag for me playing halflife#that first barney. um. i accidentally killed.#I DIDNT MEAN TO. I FEEL SO BAD#HE WAS ALREADY HURT AND I TURNED AROUND TO SAY SOMETHING TO HIM AND MISCLICKED AND BEAT HIM TO DEATH#i fell out of my chair to my knees i felt so fucking bad. oh my god#i SHOULDVE LEFT HIM AT HIS LITTLE POST ohh my gpd. im gonna hurl.#the other barney was just an actual madman he took out all the vorts in office complex by himself unprompted it was kind of scary#he jjust ran past me and started shootin and was like :D did you see that shot!#trailing behind him like yeah babe i did that was so cool. are you feeling okay#HE WAS BEING SCARY he was so brave and charming but jesus christ#*i* didnt have to kill them but. woah#transmission#VIDEO GAMES ARE FUN#half life#barney calhoun
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Im not going to just repost peoples stupid opinions and subject yall to them. Im not going to just repost peoples stupid opinions and subject yall to them. Im not going to just repost peoples stupid opinions and subject yall to them.
#i am so brave and restrained rn some ppl are being sooooo stupid on 8k+ notes posts abt their takeaways from the election#im not gonna just dump it in the tags either WHATEVER#anyways if ur reading this I hope ur able to have a nice day. the world isnt over. we still have so sooooo much left to live
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ahhh i just remembered alphen and shionne are gonna be at the next tales of festival again and damn that's three times in a row for them!!! that's amazing (for me specifically)!! like genuinely i assumed last year would be the last time they were gonna have both of 'em on, bcause, well it can't be the arise Celebrity Couple all the time, everybody's probably sick of them already and the hype's gone down and all that, and heck they even hinted at that in one of the kagenare, but!! against all odds i get yet another year or shimoji and satotaku performing together
#they've only been announced for day 2 and i'm being so brave about it#and to think we probably have BtD to thank for that......... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaahhhhh#anyway i gotta enjoy this while it lasts until arise eventually fades into obscurity byyyeeee#but *will it* fade into obscurity tho#because like as a matter of fact it very much did sell 3million copies#so you could argue thats like. a Milestone. a Whole Thing. Arise has left a permanent mark on the series#and is on its way towards becoming one of the quote unquote Important Titles like symphonia or uuhhhh symphonia!!! (vesperia???)#but on the other hand. is that *really* the case like#like ok thats a LOT of sales but. that doesnt mean it's necessarily gonna have the cultural IMPACT like.#the tales fandom dislikes it for one#and so like. like statistically most of the ppl who bought it are like. they're not in the fandom right. like. they played it and moved on#(god i wish that were me)#like that's what im asking is arise gonna be a cultural milestone in the series even#and like. yes and no??? lmao. because like. there's a high likelihood that the upcoming games are gonna be more like arise right#since that sells. and so. well those subsequent games are gonna draw in ppl who like that type of experience :))) so#uh. YEAH. yknow like WHAT IM SAYING IS#as much as zestiria broke the fanbase it's more likely that there's gonna be 2 distinct pre- and post-arise eras#right. uuuhhh. the pre-arise fans and the post-arise fans are just not the same ppl. (for the most part)#anyway so probably arise is not fading into obscurity aaaaaaarrgghhh noooo#but at the same time like. less and less side materials (manga; drama CDs; comic anthologies etc) are being made so what does it matter#what does it matter if they keep arise alive if it's just to routinely sell figurines and uhhh *checks notes* booze and acrylic stands#anyway i'm so excited for the next ToFestival!!!!!!!#toarise hate#im this close to saying arise has destroyed the fandom for good in favor of casuals who are not interested in the Fandom Experience but#im not saying it. i dont know that.
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fit check!!!!!
#the goods#ootd#ootd art#girl idk how to tag this LOL#could say that i just wanted to draw smth simple or practice drawing myself or whatever but IF im being honest with you all....#i just really liked my fit when i went to go see moulin rouge the other night n was mad at myself for not taking a photo LOL#very scared to post this on insta. cause people who actually know what i look like will see it there. but im gonna be brave
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Amagi Hiiro/Shiratori Aira Characters: Shiratori Aira, Amagi Hiiro, Oukawa Kohaku, Kazehaya Tatsumi, Ayase Mayoi Additional Tags: Love Confessions, Pining, Developing Relationship, Fluff, Getting Together, First Kiss, unqualified love advice, tatsumayo if you squint, aira pov, sasaki and miyano inspired, oh I forgot, Sharing a Bed, hiiro is whipped, so is aira but hes stupid about it, uhh what else, Holding Hands, Hugs, Tooth-Rotting Fluff Summary:
Aira used to consider himself to be an expert on all things related to love. It was his whole image, after all, and he prided himself on that fact. He had so much love for idols, his fans, his friends, and… well…
Hiiro confesses his feelings to Aira. Aira tries to discover what it means to love someone.
#quin writing tag#cryn rambles#enstars#hiiai#aira shiratori#hiiro amagi#shiratori aira#amagi hiiro#airaposting#hiiroposting#WHATEVERWHATEVER IM JUST GONNA POST IT#why is this so much more embarrassing than posting drawings#the anxiety is crazy bro#im being. so brave#ok ok hitting post now sorry ill shut up#i hope. u like :]
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realizing I should probs go back to smaller basic things w my ocs n sm more fun things too LMAO
#look im not gonna detail evry single thing n im still dedicated to mainly rambling abt whtevr but.#I feel I wanna give sm better info on Who they actually r tbh yes this makes perfect sense#this was inspired by an ask I got BAHAH. not a bad one just one that made me “okay im probs being way too vague n confusing huh”#not tht this isnt mainly for me but I want u guys to know whts going on too tbh#+ I think ill go w just talking abt the prequel gang for a while bc it'll be less confusing#anyways. going to try n be brave n talk to more ppl tm n maybe post more art while we're at it
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i deadass can't stand tt and the comments 💀💀 the "oh!" or the "oh ok!" comments be pissing me off, they are not even funny, just so repetitive and childish. and it's always under ppls post who's just feeling themselves and ppl fr be hating n for what!! like they look good and they know it!! ur insecurity is showing and it's ugly babe!!
#i feel so bad everytime#like how you gonna hate on someone for feeling good about themselves and being brave enough to post it#i am always a number one supporter when it comes to girls feeling themselves on that app#like you go girl!!#you look so good!!#this is why i am too scared to post on tt cause ik im just so super sexy slay and ppl would find a reason to hate me#LFMAODOAO#Anyways
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sighs. okay tmi posting sorry guys
#lunar bunny chatter#my horniness has been fluctuating the last day or so and it's definitely because of my period. this morning was crazy#i went to some DMs to listen to an audio message i got and i just died again and thought about some stuff which led me back onto tumblr#and i just went to look at some text posts and now that i look back. dude i have such an atrocious daddy/mommy kink it's actually funny#i mean. i really like the idea of being an appealing figure and my criteria for who i call daddy is so specific. there's just two people#that fall into that category but i don't like the other person as much as the other one. hi sorry for being gay i need this off of my chest#also hanging out with some friends and im so bad at comebacks and all that. how the fuck am i gonna top without stuttering and fumbling#and forgetting words.... that's my biggest worry. it doesn't help that i get super chatty when nervous but maybe i can work it in my favor#i wanna try out the title stuff just to test the waters before going absolutely ham. maybe as a cute joke i'll go “oh sure w/e u say daddy”#“lol haha” but it just seems real fun. i think it's hot too but. yeah it's a lot to unpack ahaha.#i still have a lot of guilt for talking dirty and being more brave when talking but that's just because i always felt like i didn't have...#the right to explore that especially when a lot of people i knew back then thought of me as “pure and innocent girl” and like. yeah fuck no#this was a really meandering ramble but my point: “daddy hot mommy hot i wanna explore that and im also nervous about stuff”#i do genuinely enjoy when i get in the mood though especially with someone i trust and like. click with? i hope that isn't too much to say#but it feels very natural and i don't have to force or hide anything. i just need a bit more confidence ahaha#that's all the rambling i got in me im gonna listen to some classic music from latin artists because im silly and mildly sentimental rn.
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ARGHRHRHGHGHRHARHRHGRH *shakes like a rabid dog* masadai
me opening my google docs and looking at all the bullshit ive written for these freaks like //tearfully/ Yeah...
#snap chats#i said i was gonna touch up one of them this weekend and then i didnt OOPS#i really want to brush up one tho and maybe another#being a brave bold boy about my cringe esp since i keep being enabled <3#theyre so good but theyre not theyre awful and im having everyone look at me like im insane#listen i giveth and i taketh away for all the daigo and mine i post youre just gona have to deal with this ounce of cringe ok#they just tickle my brain in hilarious ways
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Winning a prize personally by being someone's "well, this trope isn't usually my style, but i know this author is Really Good at writing so i'll check it out anyways" author
#we speak#if you are the person we're talking about here: points at u. <3<3<3#at some point we will post works that are slightly more fluffy#but unfortunately you will have to deal with the fact that we fucking love morally dubious idiots and we also fucking love Situations#at all times we are looking between our works where bad things happen and our works where its just a passive Emotion Swirl#and then picking Bad Things Happen bc we think its fun#eventually we will get around to fluffier stuff we're just allergic to not swirling in a few bonus emotions#we are sorry but we have tried! we cannot write straight fluff. we need smth extra to make it interesting#otherwise our brain simply Does Not latch on#we salute the brave fluff makers out there for being capable of creating straight up fluff its not generally our style and we dont know#how to make it#is it really a tender moment if u do not get there through daring ur friend to eat u while still like 50% sure u might die#perhaps with a tiny bit of the impulsive want of “if im going to risk death then its gonna be at the claws of someone i love”#we think not. also bc something something love we find the need to note our vi is Very Aro. this is due to The Aro Anxiety#us writing anything about love: but what if they think its... ROMANTIC??? oh gods the horrors the horrors#that said we do not think team snakemouths relationship fits into any relationship definition#and if we ever write a relationship chart for whatever reason their dynamic will be listed as “team snakemouth”#right next to mothiva and zasps “in love and incapable of not being weird abt it” and levi and celias “married (immigration purposes)"#they sure are team snakemouth. people look at them and go “thats team snakemouth all right”.#you could ask thirty different people and get thirty different answers as to their relationship and they would all be wrong#anyways. we've derailed somewhat. we are part of the *checks*#...77.1% of the whump community that is aspec and we like to do funky fresh pain things#alas it is one of the many things that must be tolerated about us and our writing. however if u follow us ur probably fine#we are most obnoxious on our tumblr blog where u have to choose to enter bc we are secure in the knowledge that u can leave at any time#we dont need to tone ourself down here! theres a bunch of buttons u can use to choose our volume for urself! its fucking great!#gods we love being obnoxious on the internet it is SO much fun. more people should do this#its also fun to post things abt fics that we may not finish for months at a time. we love to do that#we will get around to all of our works eventually but the wait will be Long. in the meantime u get to see us talking abt how cool we are
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doing the lord's work and holding off both a meltdown AND a split, and therefore not subjecting everyone to the crytyping that would ensue
#im being soooo so brave. i just stopped splitting gonna avoid it for as long as I can#i am incredibly overtired and stressed and too many people tested me today. im about to go to sleep and hopefully ill wake up normal#im apologising in advance if I do crack and start vent posting#egg talks
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there's an artist I rly like not naming names but one of their ocs looks EXACTLY like [redacted person ik irl] and it always makes me double take whenever they draw them bc for a second im always like ohhh.. that's them..... but they wouldn't do that... it makes me feel soo strange
#like its not just a 'huh they remind me a little of this person' its always 'wait why did someone draw them like that'#like the mannerisms and expressions they give the character are usually pretty spot on too... ah!!#but the characters backstory n setting are wildly different. very bizarre just saw a post of theirs again and it reminded me#anyway!! woke up a bit early feeling a little nauseous but i made myself eat and its started to pass#gonna let myself stay in bed 15 more minutes and then ill get dressed and put a folder of important docs together to take to the gp#cuz idk exactly what theyll need from me in order to register. im guessing photo id + proof of address at minimum#but i wont head out until maybe 9:30 bc they dont open until 8:30 but it might only be for calls not doors the first half hour or so#being very brave!!!!!#oh my prescribers just got back to me too phew. she said i can go back down which is good cuz ive already done that this morning LOL#she suggested i can try 40 again but take 20 in the morning and 20 at lunch since it seems to wear off after 6 hours-ish hmm#maybe ill consider testing that tomorrow. just worried itd fuck w my sleep ahh but worth a try..#i do get very sleepy after it wears off so it might work out we'll see#happy monday everyone muah. go listen to 23 by blonde redhead for me <3<3<3#.diaries
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#im being so brave right now#and not#making a vent post#about someone who felt the need to correct me on a joke-post i made during bake off liveblogging to tell me that i was misinterpreting#something and ''hadnt realised it was a joke''#meanwhile they clearly hadnt realised my joke-post was a joke because my guy if i thought paul hollywood was being serious when he said hed#kick off if presented with a slice of a delicious homemade cake - at someones house - that happened to not look good#i would have called him more than just insufferable#id call him a fucking wanker for one#like when i liveblog bake off#it tends to be pretty easy to tell when my posts are light hearted or jokey compared to when theyre actually serious#sorry i didnt make my bake off liveblog joke post thatll get 15 notes max enough of a joke for you to realise that i can tell when paul is#making a joke#also if he genuinely has done that at any point or would do it#hes not gonna just admit it on national tv is he????
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ok so. my problem is that i have nothing to do in my life besides being glued to screens at all times and don't really have anything i could do besides that. like i genuinely do not own any physical objects i could interact with besides these. i cannot hang out with people as much as i'd like to (but i take every opportunity to go anywhere with them) and finding new friends is hard because i'm overly friendly and i want to involve people in everything at first and some people just want me as a distant friend they sometimes wave at or dont really care about me and im over there bothering them until they cut contact (thats fine by me too). AND it's like, i genuinely have ZERO clue on what to even do right now. like yeah sure "turn off your devices and do something else" but i genuinely have nothing. and im overly depressed from the devices to do anything anyways. so like??
#its been somewhat hard to write this down because its like a lot of truth in it#this is like. actual personal shit. not tumblr regular post personal shit. but personal personal now#tumblr can know it but nobody else#that i admitted to this#cuz idk i feel gross right now like. yeah just go out to the park and sit there or whatever. do that and then you'll be happy or whatever#dude i am being targeted by people in this city. like forreal. some people want me sleeping with the fishies. well not really but like#cause me harm and shit like that. like im well-known here for being crazy.#i cant just go into a gathering and then find people i'd get shoo'd away from there#not gonna lie this is like. a bad situation.#im being brave about it a lot though.
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SMG34: LIPBITE COMIC WIP UPDATE
oh boy... i know a bunch of folks are hyped for this comic... and boy oh boy are ya'll's prayers going to be heard... kind of... butt for the celebration milestone, and granted majority are from this comic, i thought it was best to give EVERYTHING that i have currently.
starting off STRONG with what you freaks most want: the completed pages. andddd yep that's it that all that i have done LMAO. i've been fixated on my own smg4 oc: tsb, and during the end of my summer was unfortunately fucked over by some personal issues that fortunately got resolved last minute good grief the anxiety prevented me from drawing the gays sigh... aNYWAYS LINEART WIPS!!!!
here are linearts i have completed / in the progress of!! want to aim like i did in the past by finishing up lineart first, and then speed through with color + minor rendering. the reason i have a few colored is to test out what it would look polished and my god... i have improved A LOT. THESE GAY PEOPLE GIVE POWER I AM NOT KIDDING BELIEVE ME IM NOT CRAY- anyways onto wip pages!
jumpscare: tsb stickman sketches. oh yeah. this is how i sketch and i blame sensei eiichiro oda /j. and in case anyone is unable to understand it {i don't blame u LMAO}, smg4 wakes up from the dream and is startled to see mario by his bed. they have a short convo before mario leaves, and we get a job to smg4 in the bathroom trying to put up a brave face. until the moment he leaves he's stunned due to seeing smg3 at his front door. will i elaborate more on specifics or unwritten dialogue? NOPE! gotta keep secrets to make it even more enjoyable at the end!!
currently at 13 sketched pages total, but this is probably gonna be reaching towards 20-ish pages, surpassing part two, but it will depend on how i come up with how to end it. additionally to confirm there will be a PART FOUR / chapter 3, to end this story. my goal is to have it done before i finish my senior year, or at least during the summer after i graduate bc good lord who knows whats gonna happen.
and lastly, before i end this crazy update, SCRAPPED PAGESSS!!!!!
CONTENT WARNING : NSFW SKETCHES !!!! PLEASE LOOK AWAY IF YOU ARE A MINOR OR DON'T LIKE THIS TYPE OF STUFF!!!
oh boy... dont draw comics while sleep-deprived at 6am... idek what i was even aiming with this ngl other than just for fun, but i scrapped it due to not being what i had in mind for the story. if it doesn't serve a purpose or narrative, its bye bye YEAH BYE BYE THIS IS THE CLOSEST NSFW UR GONNA GET FROM ME HAHAHAHAHA- i say that despite writing a nsfw jojo wattpad smh im only confident doing it in words good lord. btw not watermarking these bc i gen don't care since they're legit scrapped {left top part was kept and completed} so idk what to do with these. im just throwing it and walkin away
now to end with this update, i can hear your question, "when will this be done?" and to answer that question: i'm not entirely sure due to my heavy focus on my smg4 oc: tsb, but my best chance is postponing my oc lore a bit and complete this before november UOIYGJDSIUHJKDWSXYUGHJKCS but we shall have too see...
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thurs: smg34 is canon in the tsb universe / au. though most of their encounters are platonic or best-friendy-way, they eventually express their feelings to one another and start dating 3/4’s way of the tsb storyline arc. tsb is a supporter of his friend's relationship and admires and takes inspiration from their relationship heavily to input his future love life. yearning to be in a similar position... to learn what is to really love someone... or what it's truly like to be loved...
#smg34#smg4#smg3#smg4 smg3#smg43#smg3 x smg4#smg4 x smg3#smg4 fanart#smg3 fanart#smg4 comic#smg34 comic#sketches#comic wip#comic#tsb 1k birthday party#tsb official
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