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OMG???? 400 FOLLOWERS?? THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH IM GONNA FREAK OUT 😭😭

I never really expected to get this far but here we are. i’m so so thankful to each and every one of my followers and everyone that likes or reblogs my posts <33

And I’m so grateful I have so many supportive, sweet and amazing mutuals, you guys are the sweetest ever ily all so much <33

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💙💙 THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR 100+ FOLLOWSS!! 💙💙

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GUYSSS THANK YOU SOOOO MUCHHH MWUAHHH 😭😭🌟🌟🌟

I just hit 500 FOLLOWERS, I know this is rather a small milestone for more experienced bloggers over here but it's my tiny achievement 😭💖💯

Eventhough I am not too consistent with my posts, u guys have been generous with the likes and reblogs imo. I hope you all enjoyed my work as much as I did and I'll continue to do more whenever I get time. 💛

Grateful to each one of u for making me one step closer to reach my small milestone and I'm so happy to be in this community.😻❤

Here, I want to add my best friend I got over here as an appreciation for being a sweet friend and an amazing fellow astro girl blogger @sakurapandadreams 💅💖, I was motivated by seeing @lilacstro 's posts🤩, when she interacted in one of my posts for the first tym, I was so happy that I got 'seen' by the blogger I admired for her knowledgeable posts. I would like to share my appreciation for @kiddotarot 💝, sometimes her unique posts and games motivate me to write. I'm also so happy that I got my small milestone on my lil sister's bday u guys, happy birthday to u my bby, ily ❤ @eclips28 😭😚

(I did a whole 'vote of thanks' speech over here 😂😂but I'm just grateful that the mentioned ppl contributed in unknown ways for this milestone and I thought I should let them know 😚)

Again, VIRTUAL HUGGSSS to every one of u for being so sweet and consistent with ur support.🤗🤗🤗💖 On this note, I would be happy to interact with u all, so feel free to hit the ask box, u can even refer my previous post. 💃💕

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Heyy!! I loved your last Eli fic so muchhh 😭 I swearr I love your fics sm 😭

Honestlyy, I'm in the mood for some angst that ends well/cuddles with Eli 😔

Sooo I mean, you can change anything really, buut something where like he had an incident in the lab or some kinda thing where he's at the hospital? idk he's kinda sad because literally no one came to visit him inventing excuses (poor baby ily) but reader (who's just a student) is actually really worried etc because she's been in love with him for a long time? soo idk I just picture her crying and everything and he's like ???why are you crying??? and idk something really fluffy and a bit angsty?🥹💗

Title: (Not) Alone

Summary: He feels alone, until he's not alone anymore.

Pairing: Eli Michaelson × Fem!Reader

Warnings: Angst, fluffy.

Author's Notes: Big thanks for tossing this request my way! Now, I'll admit, I might take a few liberties with the Eli's vibe, so apologies in advance if it's a bit off the beaten path. But hey, I'm all ears for any feedback you've got! Let's make this journey together! 🚀📝

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The soft glow of the hospital room cast a muted light over the sterile surroundings, the beeping of machines filling the air with a steady rhythm. Eli lay in the hospital bed, his expression a mask of stoicism as he stared up at the ceiling, lost in thought.

The events of the accident replayed in his mind like a broken record, the memory of the explosion haunting him like a specter in the night. He had been careless, too caught up in his work to notice the warning signs until it was too late. And now, here he was, laid up in a hospital bed with nothing but his regrets for company.

But that wasn't the worst thing—not because the physical wounds could heal, but because the emotional ones couldn't. It had been a week, a week since the accident that left Eli lying in that hospital bed, his body battered and broken. But it seemed that the real damage was to his soul.

As he lay there, staring up at the sterile ceiling, a wave of anguish washed over him. Where were they? Where were the people who were supposed to care about him, even if just a little? Deep down, he knew he didn't deserve their concern. He had been an arrogant bastard, selfish and self-absorbed, caring only about his own pursuits and pleasures. But still, the absence of anyone by his side cut deeper than any physical wound.

He didn't expect Sarah, his ex-wife, or Barkley, his son, to come visit him. They had taken the money and run, leaving him alone in more ways than one. But he had hoped, perhaps foolishly, that someone would show up. A friend, a colleague, even one of the women he had entertained himself with. Yet, it felt like no one cared about him. And the realization stung.

Eli couldn't help but feel a sense of déjà vu. It was like being a child again, alone and isolated, ridiculed by his classmates. He remembered the sting of rejection, the ache of loneliness that gnawed at him day after day. And now, lying in that hospital bed, it felt like history was repeating itself.

He glanced around the sterile room, his gaze landing on the empty chair beside his bed. It had been vacant since the day he was admitted, a stark reminder of his solitude. He longed for someone to sit there, to hold his hand and offer words of comfort. But the chair remained empty, a silent testament to his isolation.

With a heavy sigh, Eli closed his eyes, willing the memories and the pain to fade away. But deep down, he knew that the wounds left by loneliness and abandonment would not heal easily. And as the beeping of the machines filled the air once more, Eli couldn't help but feel a sense of despair wash over him, drowning him in a sea of anguish and regret. The ache in his body paled in comparison to the hollow emptiness that gnawed at his soul, a relentless reminder of his own failings and shortcomings.

The memories of his past sins haunted him like ghosts in the night, each one a painful reminder of the wreckage he had left in his wake. He had been a man consumed by his own ambition, blinded by his relentless pursuit of success and recognition. And in his single-minded quest for greatness, he had trampled over anyone who dared to stand in his way, leaving a trail of broken hearts and shattered dreams in his wake.

But now, as he lay there, broken and alone, Eli couldn't help but wonder if it had all been worth it. The accolades and achievements that had once seemed so important now felt hollow and meaningless, nothing more than empty symbols of his own vanity and arrogance.

And as he gazed up at the sterile ceiling above him, a sense of profound despair washed over him, threatening to consume him whole. He longed for the warmth of human connection, for someone to reach out and offer him solace in his darkest hour. But the empty chair beside his bed served as a stark reminder of his solitude, a silent testament to the depths of his loneliness.

Eli's thoughts turned to Sarah and Barkley. They had been the closest thing he had ever known to love, and yet he had driven them away with his selfishness and neglect. He had taken their presence for granted, assuming that they would always be there to pick up the pieces of his shattered life. But now, as he lay there abandoned and alone, he realized the extent of his folly.

With a sense of desperation clawing at his chest, he ripped the machines attached to him, the beeping growing louder as he tore the devices from his body. Each movement sent jolts of pain shooting through his battered form, but he paid no heed to the agony, consumed by his need to escape the suffocating grip of solitude.

Weak and injured, Eli struggled to get up from the bed, his muscles protesting with every movement. The laboratory explosion had left him with burns and cuts, the wounds decorating his body like battle scars of his own making. He leaned heavily on an IV pole for support, the metal digging into his palm as he tried to steady himself.

Lines of anguish etched deep into his features, Eli's baritone voice echoed through the sterile room, a haunting melody of despair and regret. "Damn it all," he muttered through gritted teeth, his words laced with bitterness and self-loathing. "I can't stay here. I won't."

With a shaky breath, Eli pushed himself forward, each step a testament to his stubborn determination to break free from the shackles of his own making. But his body rebelled against his efforts, weakened by the trauma it had endured. Every movement was a battle, every breath a struggle as he fought to overcome the physical and emotional pain that threatened to consume him whole.

And yet, despite the odds stacked against him, Eli pressed on, driven by a fierce resolve to reclaim his freedom, no matter the cost. With each agonizing step, he felt the weight of his loneliness bearing down on him like a heavy burden, threatening to crush him beneath its suffocating embrace.

Memories of his childhood flashed before his eyes, a bittersweet reminder of a time when he had known the warmth of his mother's embrace, the comforting touch of her hand as she tended to his wounds and chased away his fears. But now, she was gone, a distant memory lost to the passage of time, leaving Eli adrift in a sea of emptiness.

With a bitter twist of irony, Eli realized that he had become the very thing he despised most—a lonely, pathetic figure yearning for the companionship he had once taken for granted. He had closed himself off to the world, erecting walls of arrogance and self-importance to shield himself from the pain of rejection and abandonment. But now, as he lay broken and alone, those walls crumbled around him, leaving him exposed and vulnerable to the harsh realities of his existence.

As he stumbled down the hallway, ignoring the nurse's futile attempts to stop him, Eli felt the weight of his own inadequacy bearing down on him like a crushing weight. His body was weak, his spirit shattered, and with each passing moment, he sank deeper into the abyss of his own despair.

And then, just when he thought he couldn't bear it any longer, Eli's legs gave out beneath him, sending him crashing to the ground in a pathetic heap of limbs and shattered pride. He lay there, sprawled out on the cold tile floor, a broken shell of the man he had once been, his baritone voice choked with anguish as he whispered words of self-condemnation into the empty void.

"I'm pathetic," he muttered, his voice barely a whisper as he gazed up at the sterile ceiling above him. "A Nobel Prize winner, revered by the world, and yet... I'm nothing but a lonely, pathetic bastard."

Tears welled up in his eyes, blurring his vision as he struggled to come to terms with the harsh reality of his existence. He had spent a lifetime chasing after success and recognition, believing that they held the key to happiness and fulfillment. But now, as he lay broken and alone, he realized that he had been chasing after shadows, grasping at empty promises that had crumbled to dust in his hands.

And as the nurse knelt beside him, her voice a soothing murmur in the darkness, Eli closed his eyes and surrendered to the overwhelming tide of despair that threatened to consume him whole. He knew that he was a broken man, irreparably damaged by the choices he had made and the paths he had chosen. But deep down, beneath the layers of arrogance and self-delusion, all he wanted was to be whole again, to feel the warmth of human connection and the healing touch of love.

But for Eli Michaelson, the road to redemption would be long and arduous, fraught with pitfalls and obstacles at every turn. And as he lay there, battered and broken, he knew that the journey had only just begun.

The next morning, Eli sat in silence, the dull glow of the TV flickering in the dimly lit hospital room. He picked at the unappetizing hospital food on his tray, his appetite dulled by the weight of loneliness that hung heavy in the air. He tried to convince himself that solitude was preferable, that he didn't need anyone else. But deep down, he couldn't ignore the ache in his chest, the longing for human connection that gnawed at his soul.

As he stared blankly at the screen, lost in his thoughts, the sudden forceful opening of the door startled him out of his reverie. The door slammed against the wall with a loud thud, causing Eli to turn his head towards the entrance, his curiosity piqued.

There, standing in the doorway, was a young woman, her cheeks stained with tears as she cried. Before Eli could comprehend what was happening, she ran towards him and enveloped him in a tight hug, burying her face against his chest as she sobbed uncontrollably.

Confusion washed over Eli as he awkwardly patted the young woman's back, unsure of what to do. "Uh, what's going on?" he muttered, his voice gruff with disorientation.

Pulling away from the embrace, the young woman looked up at him with tear-filled eyes, her voice trembling with emotion. "Professor Michaelson, I was so worried about you," she exclaimed, her words tumbling out in a rush. "I thought you had gone on vacation, that's why you were away from campus. But I didn't realize you were in the hospital. If I had known, I would have come sooner."

Eli's brow furrowed in confusion as he tried to place the young woman's face. Who was she, and why was she so upset about him? Pushing her hands away gently, he questioned, "Who the hell are you?"

The young woman's tears halted abruptly, replaced by a look of embarrassment as she wiped at her cheeks. "Oh, I'm sorry," she stammered, her voice small. "I'm one of your students at the university. I always sit in the front row. It's me, [Your Name]."

Eli racked his brain, trying to recall any memory of a student named [Your Name]. But the truth was, he didn't bother to remember the names of his students, unless they were the most beautiful women in his classes. And while [Your Name] was certainly adorable in her own right, she didn't fit the bill of his usual conquests.

Nevertheless, Eli put on a facade of recognition, offering a faint smile as he nodded. "Ah, yes, [Your Name]," he said, his tone somewhat forced. "Of course, I remember you now. It's good to see you."

As Eli's gaze met yours, you couldn't help but feel a surge of happiness at the recognition, however brief it may be. The sound of your name rolling off his tongue in that deep, baritone voice sent a shiver down your spine, making you blush slightly at the attention.

But before you could bask in the moment, Eli's question brought you back to reality with a jolt. "Did everyone come to see me?" he asked, his voice tinged with uncertainty as he glanced towards the door, as if expecting a flood of visitors at any moment.

You shook your head gently, your heart sinking at the disappointment in his eyes. "No, Professor Michaelson," you replied softly, your voice barely above a whisper. "I... I was the only one who came."

Eli visibly deflated at your words, a sense of desolation washing over him as he processed the information. "Oh," he murmured, his voice heavy with disappointment. "No one else came."

You shifted awkwardly on your feet, feeling a pang of sympathy for the man lying before you, so vulnerable and alone. And as you stood next to Eli's hospital bed, awkwardly rubbing your arm, you felt a pang of sympathy for him. He seemed so vulnerable in that moment, his usual air of confidence replaced by a palpable sense of loneliness. You glanced down at your feet, unsure of what to say or do to comfort him.

Suddenly, Eli's voice broke the silence, pulling you out of your thoughts. "Where are the flowers?" he asked, his tone tinged with confusion.

You looked up at him, puzzled. "Huh?" you replied, furrowing your brow in confusion.

Eli insisted, his tone growing more urgent. "The flowers, the balloons, you know, all those things people bring when they visit someone in the hospital."

Your cheeks flushed with embarrassment as you stuttered apologetically, "Oh, I... I was so worried, I didn't even think about it."

Eli's arrogant smile softened at your words, his expression betraying a hint of curiosity. "You were worried? About me?" he asked, genuine surprise coloring his tone.

You shifted nervously on your feet, feeling self-conscious under his intense gaze. "Um, yeah," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "I mean, I know we don't really know each other that well, but... I guess I just didn't want you to feel alone."

You felt a rush of embarrassment wash over you. You couldn't help but feel pathetic standing there in front of your crush, blushing furiously as you struggled to find the right words to say. Deciding to make a hasty retreat, you turned around, mumbling something about leaving. But before you could take a step, Eli practically shouted, "Wait!"

Startled, you turned back to face him, surprise written across your features. "I mean... wait," Eli amended, his tone softer this time. "I... I don't actually mind having company. I've been getting bored of watching TV all day."

Relief flooded through you as you realized that Eli didn't want you to leave. With a shy smile, you nodded and took a seat in the empty chair beside his bed, grateful for the opportunity to keep him company during his time of need.

And as you settled into the chair beside Eli's hospital bed, you couldn't shake the feeling of awkwardness that hung in the air between the two of you. The conversation was stilted at first, filled with hesitant pauses and forced smiles as you struggled to find common ground. But as the minutes passed, you found yourselves falling into an easy rhythm, chatting about anything and everything under the sun.

"So, I heard Professor Hart is filling in for you," you began, trying to steer the conversation away from the uncomfortable topic of Eli's hospitalization. "He seems... interesting."

Eli chuckled softly at your remark, a twinkle of amusement dancing in his eyes. "Interesting is one way to describe him," he replied, his voice tinged with sarcasm. "But I suppose he'll do in a pinch."

You nodded in agreement, relieved that Eli seemed willing to engage in conversation despite the circumstances. "Yeah, I heard he's a bit eccentric," you remarked, trying to keep the conversation light. "But hey, at least he keeps things entertaining."

Eli's lips twitched into a wry smile at your comment, his gaze drifting towards the TV screen as if seeking refuge from the awkwardness of the moment. "Entertaining is one way to put it," he mused, his tone tinged with amusement. "But I suppose we'll survive until I'm back on my feet."

You couldn't help but chuckle at Eli's dry sense of humor, grateful for the brief moment of levity amidst the somber atmosphere of the hospital room. "Oh, I'm sure we'll manage," you quipped, a playful glint in your eye. "But I have to admit, I do miss your classes. Chemistry just isn't the same without you."

Eli's expression softened at your words, a hint of genuine warmth shining through his usually stoic demeanor. "Well, I'm flattered to hear that," he replied, his voice tinged with sincerity. "Chemistry is my passion, after all. It's nice to know that someone appreciates my efforts."

You blushed at the unexpected praise, feeling a rush of warmth spread through your cheeks. "Well, I've always enjoyed your classes," you admitted, unable to hide the smile that tugged at your lips. "Chemistry has always been my favorite subject."

Eli's eyes sparkled with amusement at your confession, a knowing smile playing on his lips. "Is that so?" he teased, his tone laced with playful curiosity. "Well, I suppose I'll have to make sure to put on a good show when I return, then."

You laughed at Eli's playful banter, grateful for the distraction it provided from the seriousness of the situation. But as the conversation turned back to Eli's accident, you couldn't help but feel a pang of concern for him.

"So, how exactly did the accident happen?" you asked, your voice laced with genuine curiosity. "Was it some sort of experiment gone wrong?"

Eli waved off your question dismissively, as if it were of little consequence. "Oh, nothing too dramatic," he replied nonchalantly. "Just a minor mishap in the lab. These things happen from time to time."

You raised an eyebrow skeptically at Eli's casual response, unable to shake the feeling that he was downplaying the severity of the situation. "Just a minor mishap, huh?" you remarked, unable to hide the hint of skepticism in your voice. "Are you sure you're not secretly plotting to take over the world with your evil experiments?"

Eli's expression darkened at your joke, a shadow passing over his features as he regarded you with a serious look. "I assure you, [Your Name], there's nothing nefarious about my work," he replied, his tone grave. "I may have made some mistakes along the way, but I've always strived to use my knowledge for the greater good."

You winced at the sudden shift in tone, realizing that you had touched a nerve with your flippant remark. "I'm sorry, Professor," you apologized quickly, feeling a pang of guilt for making light of the situation. "I didn't mean to imply anything... I was just trying to lighten the mood."

Eli's expression softened at your apology, realizing that you were just trying to lighten the mood. With a hint of amusement dancing in his eyes, he decided to play along with your joke, his humor dry as he quipped, "Well, I suppose if I'm going to be a mad scientist, I'll have to start practicing my evil laugh, won't I?"

Your smile widened at Eli's response, grateful that he wasn't holding your jest against you. The tension in the room dissipated as the two of you shared a moment of lighthearted banter, the heaviness of the situation momentarily forgotten.

But before the conversation could continue, the door to the hospital room swung open, revealing a nurse standing in the doorway. "I'm sorry to interrupt, but visiting hours are over," she announced, her voice gentle but firm. "I'll have to ask you to leave, [Your Name]."

You felt a pang of disappointment at the nurse's words, reluctant to leave Eli's side so soon. But you knew that you had to respect the rules of the hospital, no matter how much you wished to stay.

With a heavy sigh, you stood up from the chair beside Eli's bed, turning to face him with a small smile. "I guess I'll have to save my evil scientist jokes for next time," you remarked, trying to lighten the mood once more.

Eli's hand shot out, grabbing yours before you could take another step towards the door. Startled, you turned to look at him, surprised by the sudden gesture.

"Will you... will you visit me again tomorrow?" Eli asked, his voice tinged with vulnerability. "I know it's a lot to ask, but... I'd really appreciate the company."

You felt your heart skip a beat at Eli's request, a rush of warmth spreading through you at the thought of seeing him again. Despite his arrogant facade, there was something undeniably endearing about the vulnerability in his eyes, something that made you want to reach out and offer him the comfort he so desperately craved.

With a soft smile, you nodded in response to Eli's question. "Of course, Professor Michaelson," you replied, your voice filled with sincerity. "I'll come visit you again tomorrow."

Eli's grip on your hand loosened, his expression softening at your words. "Thank you," he murmured, a hint of gratitude shining in his eyes. "I'll be looking forward to it."

As you turned to leave the room, you couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation building within you. Despite the chaos and uncertainty of the situation, you found yourself eagerly counting down the minutes until you could see Eli again, eager to offer him the companionship and support he so desperately needed.

And as you walked out of the hospital room, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips, you couldn't shake the feeling that perhaps, in the midst of all the chaos, you had found something unexpected—a connection that had the potential to grow into something truly meaningful.

The next day, Eli waited anxiously in his hospital room, his eyes fixed on the clock ticking away on the wall. With every passing hour, his hope dwindled, replaced by a growing sense of anger and despair. Why would you come? You barely knew him, and he barely knew you. He should have been grateful for your visit yesterday, shouldn't he?

As the day wore on, Eli's frustration mounted, each minute stretching out like an eternity as he waited in vain for your arrival. With each passing hour, he felt the weight of his loneliness pressing down on him, suffocating him with its relentless grip. He cursed himself for his foolishness, for allowing himself to hope for something that was clearly never going to happen.

Finally, unable to bear the silence and solitude any longer, Eli turned away from the door and lay on his side, his back to the room. He felt pathetic, longing for a visit from someone he barely knew. This was pathetic, he scolded himself silently, his thoughts filled with self-loathing and bitterness.

But just as Eli was on the verge of giving up hope entirely, he heard a soft voice calling his name from the doorway. Startled, he turned to see you standing there, a hesitant smile on your lips as you held out a bouquet of flowers and three brightly colored balloons.

For a moment, Eli was speechless, his heart pounding in his chest as he struggled to process the sight before him. You had come, despite everything. A surge of gratitude washed over him, mingled with a sense of disbelief. Why would you go out of your way to visit him again?

As you stepped into the room, Eli found himself nodding dumbly, unable to find the words to express his gratitude. You smiled at him warmly, your eyes filled with kindness and compassion as you made your way to his bedside. "Mind if I come in?" you asked softly, your voice breaking through the haze of Eli's thoughts.

Eli shook his head, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips as he gestured for you to take a seat. "Please, come in," he replied, his baritone voice tinged with emotion.

As you settled into the chair beside his bed, Eli couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth spreading through him at your presence. Despite his initial doubts and insecurities, you had come back to visit him, offering him a glimmer of light in the darkness of his solitude.

"Thank you for coming," Eli murmured, his voice filled with genuine gratitude. "I... I didn't expect to see you again."

You smiled at him, reaching out to gently squeeze his hand in reassurance. "I promised I would, didn't I?" you replied, your voice soft but sincere. "And I always keep my promises."

Eli's heart swelled at your words, a rush of warmth spreading through him at the sincerity in your voice. For the first time in days, he felt a flicker of hope stirring within him, a glimmer of light breaking through the darkness of his despair.

As the two of you settled into conversation, the awkwardness of the situation melted away, replaced by an easy camaraderie and mutual understanding. Despite the brevity of your acquaintance, there was a connection between you that transcended the confines of the hospital room, a shared bond forged in the crucible of adversity.

As the days turned into weeks, Eli found himself growing accustomed to your presence in his hospital room. Despite his initial reservations, he couldn't deny the comfort and companionship you provided, even if it was accompanied by your playful teasing and irreverent humor.

Eli maintained his usual arrogance, his sharp wit and biting sarcasm ever-present, but somehow, it didn't seem to matter as much when you were around. You saw beyond his facade, recognizing the vulnerability and loneliness that lurked beneath his confident exterior. And in return, you became a facade for Eli, a shield against the harsh realities of his situation, a source of laughter and light in the darkness of his solitude.

Day after day, for two weeks, you came faithfully at the usual time, visiting Eli and spending quality time with him. You brought him books to read, engaging him in lively debates about science and literature. You even brought in a chess set, challenging him to matches that often ended in laughter and playful banter.

As the days passed, you grew closer to Eli, sharing stories and secrets, hopes and dreams. You learned about his childhood, his struggles and triumphs, his deepest fears and regrets. And in turn, Eli learned about you, your ambitions and aspirations, your quirks and idiosyncrasies.

But amidst the laughter and camaraderie, there was an unspoken tension lingering between you—a secret crush that neither of you dared to acknowledge aloud. You admired Eli for his intellect and charisma, his sharp wit and unwavering determination. And Eli, in turn, found himself drawn to you, captivated by your kindness and compassion, your irreverent humor and genuine warmth.

One day, as you sat beside Eli's hospital bed, engaged in a spirited debate about the merits of chess, you found yourself slipping up and calling him "mad scientist" in jest. Eli's hooked nose wrinkled in mock annoyance, his lips twitching with amusement as he grumbled, "I'll have you know, Miss [Your Name], that I am not a mad scientist. I am a highly respected Nobel laureate in the field of chemistry."

You couldn't help but laugh at Eli's mock indignation, knowing full well that he secretly relished the nickname you had given him. "Of course, Professor Snape," you replied, a mischievous glint in your eye. "I'll make sure to deduct points from Gryffindor as soon as you return to the university."

Eli spat dismissively, a playful twinkle in his eye as he retorted, "Ah, so you admit it. You're a Gryffindor through and through with that insolence."

You laughed out loud at Eli's response, the sound echoing through the hospital room as you shook your head in amusement. "Guilty as charged," you admitted, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "But you have to admit, Professor Snape, it suits you."

Eli rolled his eyes exaggeratedly, but there was a hint of affection in his expression as he gazed at you. "Well, if I must suffer the indignity of being compared to a fictional character, I suppose I could do worse than Severus Snape," he conceded, his baritone voice tinged with amusement.

And as the two of you settled back into your usual routine, the playful banter and easy camaraderie filling the room with warmth and laughter, you couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude for the unexpected bond that had formed between you and Eli. Despite his flaws and imperfections, there was something undeniably endearing about him—a complexity and depth that drew you in, leaving you eager to spend every moment you could by his side.

Days later, Eli was finally discharged from the hospital, his body still weak but his spirit buoyed by the knowledge that he was finally free from the confines of the sterile hospital room. With a newfound sense of purpose, he made his way back to the university, determined to reclaim his rightful place as the esteemed professor and Nobel laureate he knew himself to be.

As he stepped into the familiar confines of the classroom, Eli couldn't help but feel a surge of anticipation coursing through his veins. He straightened his shoulders, his hooked nose held high as he prepared to make his grand entrance, ready to bask in the adulation of his students and colleagues.

With a flourish, Eli stormed into the classroom, his baritone voice echoing off the walls as he demanded a round of applause for himself. "Ladies and gentlemen, I have returned!" he announced, his voice filled with arrogant confidence. "I expect nothing less than a standing ovation for my triumphant return."

The room erupted into applause, the sound filling the air with a cacophony of cheers and whistles as Eli reveled in the attention. He opened his arms wide, a self-satisfied smile playing on his lips as he basked in the adoration of his audience, soaking in the applause like a man starved for validation.

But amidst the sea of faces applauding his return, Eli's eyes landed on a familiar figure seated in the front row—the same figure who had visited him faithfully in the hospital, offering him companionship and support during his darkest hours.

With a discreet wink, Eli acknowledged you, a silent gesture of gratitude and appreciation for the unwavering support you had shown him. And as he watched the smile spread across your face, a warmth blossomed in his chest, filling him with a sense of belonging and acceptance he had never known before.

As the applause finally died down and the class settled into their seats, Eli launched into his lecture with renewed fervor, his voice commanding the attention of every student in the room. But amidst the complex equations and scientific theories, his thoughts kept drifting back to you, the one person who had stood by him when he needed it most.

And as he caught your eye once more, Eli couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude wash over him, knowing that he wasn't alone anymore. With you by his side, he felt invincible, ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead with unwavering confidence and determination.

As the class drew to a close and the students filed out of the room, Eli lingered behind, waiting for you to approach him. And when you finally did, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips, he couldn't help but feel a surge of happiness welling up inside him.

"Thank you," Eli murmured, his voice tinged with sincerity. "For everything."

You smiled back at him, a warmth shining in your eyes as you replied, "Anytime, Professor Michaelson. Anytime."

And as the two of you stood there, sharing a moment of quiet understanding, Eli knew that no matter what the future held, he would always have you by his side, a beacon of light in the darkness, guiding him towards a brighter tomorrow.

[viaxslz]

help this is already almost at 300 notes😳

❛　꒰⠀　 ⊹ SKZ WHEN SOMEONE TRIES TO FLIRTS WITH YOU

享受 ! .°. ݁₊ 𐙚 gn!reader, cw: slight jealousy, pet name, not proofread :P, Maknae line ver.

CHAN

Let’s say you’re shopping with him. He decides the leave just to check on something real quick only to come back and see another guy flirting with you, an uncomfortable look on your face as you tried your best to be polite. Chan doesn’t even care whether he’s an idol or not, he’ll let the dude know his place, glaring daggers at him, indirectly throwing mean words,until the guy excuses himself never returning.

MINHO

Bro is going to let them know you’re his, somehow someway. One of the ways is bg nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck as he wraps his arms around your waist. He doesn’t care if you’re in public or not. As long as it stops some rando from flirting with you.

CHANGBIN

Even though Changbin tried to act tough, giving the person an icy glare. He’d be clingy. Like bro would at first be like “they’re taken” with a scowl. The next instant he’s clinging onto your arm or tugging onto your shirt with pleading eyes saying. “Come on baby let’s go!!”

HYUNJIN

He’d let them know their place. Showing off his black card as He looks them up and down, judging them,just to lower their confidence and self esteem. If the person tried to shrug it off still continuing their previous act, He’ll drag you away from there that instant not giving a shit about being nice.

[aziraphales-library]

Lost Fic #166

Not specific lost fics, but I’ve spent weeks looking for fics likes these and haven’t really managed to find any, so we’re throwing them out in the hope our followers know of some!…

1. Hello Wonderful Mods! I was wondering if you’ve come across any season 2 Podfics yet? They are my absolute favourite and I’d love any recommendations at all 🥰 Thank you! 💕 - @madilineskingdom

2. Not sure if someone’s already asked but is there a fic where Crowley is afraid of hurting Aziraphale and isolates himself from him? (Also ily page sm, thank you for your service) - anon

3. heyaaaaa, just wanted to start of by saying that you guys do an absolute amazing job with all these recommendations and such, and I adore each and every one working on this blog!! I just wanted to request if you guys have any fics that is a soulmate au in which they can feel each others pain? like Azi feels Crowley's pain when he falls from heaven. any rating will do, and if it's possible to find any fics that have a lot of kudos that would be great too, but then again if not, no worries :)))). thank you so muchhh - anon

4. Hi! I read something recently that had to do with aziraphale and crowleys wings. Is there perhaps some fics out there that have crowleys wings being a sensitive topic for him? Thanks - @demcrazymandolin

5. Okay first off, gotta say, love what y’all are doing. Absolute backbone of the fandom. Do you have any fic recommendations about a really painfully slow Fall from Crowley? I skimmed through your pre-fall and fall tags, but I think I missed what I’m looking for. Some real good fear and hurt from Aziraphale, sorta forced to watch this happen? Where it all just piled up until it was too late? - @ignis-gif

If you know any fics that fit the bill please include the number in your reply! Thank you :)

- Mod D

[svnflowermoon]

dear mutuals, thank you all for a wonderful year!

here's an appreciation post for you, and even if you're not mentioned in this you mean the world to me <33

favourite mutuals <3

@qwerty-keysmash blue!! you were one of my first mutuals and you continue to be one of my favourites, i love you sooo much i hope 2024 treats you well babe <3

@dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies DANDYYYY we've been mutuals for a while and omg im so indescribably grateful for you you're 100% one of the best people on this app and i love talking to you sm you're the best <333 ily endlessly you deserve the whole world :))

@astraeasparrow JUNOOO we were mutuals for a longggg time before we actually started talking but omg you mean so much to me i love you endlessly <333 i adore tagging you in wolfstar and jegulus art hehehe (also get to work on writing bc that post hit 1500 you're welcome <3)

@bookscorpion73 PINCE MY LOVEEE you're literally amazing and so nice and funny and im so happy we're friends you mean the world to me!!! you're one of my favourite people on this app <333 (i hope you get that puppy you're looking forward to btw!!)

@someones-name-inserted-here omg lou you mean so much to me you have no idea you're such an amazing person and im so glad we're mutuals <3 i hope 2024 treats you well bc you deserve it so muchhh

@themidnightarcher ok so you are seriously one of my favourite people ever you're so amazing and kind and funny and i literally love you endlessly you deserve the world <333 i hope 2024 is kind to you bc you deserve it my love <33

@tulips-best you were one of my first mutuals ever and i love you soooo much you're such a kind person and you deserve so much happiness <333 i hope you have a good 2024 :))

@atwtmvftvtvsgavralpsss BABE OMG you going through and liking/reblogging all my posts literally makes me soooo happy and ik we don't interact very much but i just had to put you in this section bc you make me so happy <333

@octoberconstellation ok we don't talk much but i HAD to put you here bc i ADORE your asks omg you're such a nice and funny person and i love you sm <333

@lavenderstream hey!! we don't talk much but i adore your blog and you're an amazing person & very kind and funny and i love seeing you in my notifications <333 i hope 2024 treats you well love :)

mutuals who make me smile SO MUCH when i see them on my dash (and i would LOVE to interact more with you <3):

@judeisthedude @literatureisdying @tellme-o-muse @nqds @imperpetuallylost @skeelly @evermore-4-life @sparksssflytv @jewelledmoths @weeping-in-the-willows @trying-to-be-cool-abt-it @august-taylors-version @kurtcobainsgreencardigan @theladyinwhite13 @giveuthemo0n @half-cold-coffee @kingofmylastkiss @zzzzzzzzzee @xgirlidiotx @thats-the-power-of-love @venus-fly-trapped @brenninthetaylorverse @berryzxx @eden-crowley-fell @elliedafish @epiphytecanopy @halucynator @half-cold-coffee @returnofthecabbageman @urbanflorals @folklore-girl @mandythedino @stvrlighhttt @dumbass-lesbian + all of you but especially these people <33

[vinylshifting]

100 FOLLOWERS

ILY ALL SO MUCHHH

[timeladix]

@twocrowssinatrenchcoat long hair thrawn!!!!!

Sith!Thrawn and Admiral!Maul AU bc i saw a post that @littlekhada reblogged

I forgot to put on Maul's sheet but pretty sure he'd name it ISD Crimson Dawn.

[rizzkiii]

Hi guys, you have been showing a lot of love to my first part of my FIRST EVER FIC!! Thank you so muchhh!! Please go drop more ideas, headcanons or thoughts!! Ily all sm🫶🏼🫶🏼

[lokissweater]

GURLLLLL the new mlb gumi had me SOBBING ILY i was feeling so much emotions reading 🥺 the way u write is so beautiful and heart touching🥺 I LOVE UR WORK SM PLZ DONT EVER STOP WRITING 🩵🩵🩵🩵

(all the smut was hot too ofc so thats a bonus 🫦)

STOOOPPPPP THANK YOU SOO MUCHHH for some reason i was very self conscious about that one MAAANNN 😭😭😭 but your words mean SOSO much to me ILY i love seeing you in my inbox hehe 💕💕🫶🫶

AND YES!! that smut is DELICIOUS and i can never write a fic without freaky in it it’s rare if i don’t BABAIRHEJWJ

[skzms]

hihi! i’m doing well overall, very busy with grad school but, what else is new? i’m glad to hear that you’re doing better now! 

frfr, you have not lost it at all, bestie. i’m not too into jealous, angry men but seungmin made me ~blush~.

no but like i feel you so bad with xdh too! like, i did enjoy it overall and love them sm! but i did notice that it’s a bit more commercial than their other works. their sound is so unique that i really hope that they can explore it without losing their essence!

on another note, bc ik you like my bf’s skz commentary. i was looking at lino’s latest airport pics with his airport hickey™️. and he just goes like “damn, i.n finally lost his virginity” (his honest mistake bc lino had a mask and he always confused them when he was still learning to differentiate them) and i was like “that’s minho” and he’s just like “makes sense, i knew i.n was bitchless” (he adores jeongin btw and thinks he’s top tier visual, he just thinks he’s super innocent). 

ps. i’ve been having terrible innie brainrot, literally so fixated on his hallucination performances 🛐 

ily! i’ve missed you and being on here, too! sending you the biggest hug and best vibes back! 

-🐈‍⬛

ahhhh yeah you get it!! i still love xdh to pieces, I just miss them being weirdos sometimes hahah

your bf is my favourite person ever hahahah his innie virgin headcanon is KILLING ME. poor bitchless innie, why is it so fun to imagine him getting his little virgin shit rocked … your bf is onto something

(and I also have a stay friend who, as a baby stay, confused lino and innie so he’s not alone lmao)

plssss supply me with any brain worms you have…. I’ve been trying to be more active again (while also focusing on my wips) and I would love to hear what your beautiful brain has been cooking up…

ily so muchhh

[hakunoluvr]

hi and welcome to

i frikkin love lily with all of my heart 🌻🌸☀️💖💕

UBUBUBUUUU i read this when i woke up from a big fat nap a while ago and i just!! clutch my chest because 🥺🥺😭😭🙏🙏❤️❤️💖💕💞 MY THOUGHTS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE SO BEAR WITH ME CUZ I H A VE TO WRITE BACK!!!! AND LIKE- JUST SCREAM AT YOU TBH CUZ how dare u be so sweet 😤😤💗 aND NOT EXPECT ME TO SCREAM AS I DO RIGHT BACK? i mentioned this once @ discord alr i think but it's still very tru <3 we're like pen pals!! it's a rlly wholesome concept to me tbh 🥺 AND YOU ARE VERY WHOLESOME TO ME TOO LILYYY i genuinely admire you as a writer So Much. even before we became mutuals, i've seen ur ed every now and then and i thought you were hella neat! that's a whole story for a nother time tho (AND MB I TOLD U THAT ALR??? sorry my memory is fr a goldfish amg 😭) because i wanna gush abt your girl mizuki here bc I LOVE HER SO MUCH PLS

i understand how u feel! tbh i feel so shy posting hcs because i don't even know if people would read or if it's even good enough to readd or sgjfsg just self doubt tingz like that y'know! SO PLS KNOW THAT i read the whole thing, read it twice actually 😌✨️ I LOVE YOUR HCS AND METAS SO DAMN MUCH ALRIGHT and i hope you know that!!! seriously, i came into your blog knowing absolutely n o t h i n g about mizuki or the somnium files but your passion and love for her is just so frikkin and precious and contagious!!! 💖💖 to the point where she brings me an inexplicable amount of joy tbh??? and i don even know how or why!!! (IT'S HER SMILE MAYHAPS.... SHES SO CUTE SRSLY 😭❤️) ngl, was Not expecting her past to have been so difficult and i don't rlly know what i was expecting but just !!! major kudos to you for shying away from the darker moments of mizuki's past because i think that just adds + explain so much abt her character. the part where you explained her way of complimenting herself bc no one did? 💔 broke my heart BUT WAS SO GOODDD left me jaw DROPPED as with so many other stuff you wrote in that post but if i were to gush about each and every one of them then trust me, we'd be here all day GCDKVBSJC

sorry though, cuz you're not doing an okay job with her 😔 yOU'RE DOING AN AMAZING JOB WITH HER AND IDK HER CANON SELF BUT I THINK YOU DO HER SO MUCH JUSTICE 💝💝 (sorry for da cliche joke btw, but i just had to! ❤️) i adore her personality, you write her and bring her to life with Such a bright energy that just makes me super happy!! I AIN'T FORGOR ABT THAT STARTER YOU WROTE FOR ME BTW (super excited to reply to it too!!! 🥺) and just- the back and forth you wrote between aiba and mizuki is so heckin cute + can we talk abt how good your dialogue writing is?? I DO NOT KNOW THESE CHARACTERS AND YET I COULD VERY CLEARLY HEAR THEIR VOICES AS I READ IT that's frikkin amazing in my book!!! 💖 it's the first meeting for hakuno and mizuki but also the first meeting of me and your mizuki and 🥺💞 i loved her instantly tbh!!! and the more i learn about her (through you! <3) the more i like her <333 AND THAT'S ALL CUZ OF YOU ! listen those all sound So Fun and hooohh boy I'M A SUCKER FOR THE FOUND FAMILY TROPE Y'KNOW!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 found family mizuki and hakuno when aha? but yea basically i love your mizuki ❤️ my brain is mush like . 99% of the time but i hope i get that across in this letter!! 😤😤❤️

ALSO ABOUT GENSHIN- funny you mention that because i think jean is definitely lilycore 2 me 🌻💖✨️ which is a lil funny when i think jeanne from fate is lilycore too!! i just think you're super lovely and have this unmatched caring and soothing personality 🥺💗 whiiich is also why a chuckle was chuckled when u mention liking yae miko and kaeya cuz like- I LIKE EM TOO DON'T GET ME WRONG (they slay 😌✨️) but you're like so wholesome and precious and sunshine incarnate while they're both kinda sus vibes and a liddol sly... (WE LOVE EM FOR THAT THO 💖) BUT YEA i'm sooo bad at genshin amg but i'll def add u if i ever log on there again!! 🥺🥺 i'd come back for an ayato rerun tbh i am down HORRENDOUS for that man 🐕🐕 ANDDD THIS IS RLLY RANDOM BUT LIKE speaking of stuff that reminds me of you, harvest moon is super cute and have this Vibe to it that i adore and i just think this one character (i googled and her name's claire!) really reminds me of you 💞 i don't remember her role or personality but it just!!! gives me you vibes!!! LOOK AT HER SHES SO CUTE

that chicken is me btw. 🐥 Me. i'd be a chicken named bucky at ur farm nodnod. (bucklynn?)

yOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME SOB THO AAAAA HAKUNO IS INDEED MY FAVE GIRL, MY FAVE FAVE CHARACTER, MY FAVE FAVE FAVVVEEE OF ALL TIME!!!! she is just,,, very important to mee 🥺 SO SRSLY, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIKING HER!!!! 😭😭🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️ I'M HONESTLY SUCH AN INSECURE BINCH SO TYSM FOR YOUR REASSURANCE!! 🥺💖 i really do appreciate so muchhh and i appreciate YOU so much lilyy aa I JUST SOBB!!!! TEARS OF JOY THO OFC 😭❤️❤️ I AM VERY SURE YOUR BLURRY STICK FIGURE WOULD BE SUPER ADORABLE BTW!! and ohoho- you know me and my sea of drafts so well <3 BUT HEY NOW THAT WONT STOP MEEE!!!!!! I WANNA WRITE WITH U AND UR MIZUKI ALWAYS, ANY DAY, ANY TIME 😤😤😤!!!! i'm slow but i Will be sliding into your dm's because i have . some Thoughts about them already and i just scream into my hands tbh

DEFINITELY gotta mention how they're both cute but Stronk gals (hakuno's not to the super powerful superhuman extent of mizuki's tho FDJCHD) 💖💖 but also honestly they have so much baggage -i hold my head- IT'S RLLY INTERESTING TO ME THOOO cuz i feel like they could contrast each other so well??? like even with their demeanors- mizuki is so bright and cheerful while hakuno is a more subdued serene kinda vibe.... it's giving me sun and moon 👀☀️🌙✨️✨️ ALSO I JUST WENT BACK TO DOUBLE CHECK and remember that one what color character uquiz? (which i somehow hadn't given a tumblr like yet Whaddahell!!!!! 👺) mizuki got dark red while hakuno got dark blue 👀👀 I'M A SUCKER FOR CONTRAST OKOK!!! but also how they both just want to be loved :,) ooh and the compliment thing is also sth i wanna gush a lil here because they both weren't complimented by others but whike mizuki tries to make up for that by doing it herself, hakuno's kinda like the opposite! it's self-deprecation galore with her tbh ^_T though it does serve as a motivator for her and the way she is in a way (i'll keep it at that tho cuz if i open my mouth abt hakuno i never shut up sgfkdg)

BUT YEAH HUGE AGREE TO THEM HAVING A WHOLESOME AND SWEET RELATIONSHIP 🥺🥺🙏❤️💖 i think they could also learn a lot from each other tbh, and maybe be able to work on their respective issues all while getting the support and help from the other ??? !!!! i'm all for exploring aaaalll the aspects of a muse and i Love how complex u write mizuki so like >:3 COME AT ME!! i feel like these two would really make me these two emojis: 🥺😭 because i think they reaaly reaaally need that love and acceptance but have so much that makes them hold back / doesn't allow them to accept that despite wanting it so bad :,) THERE'S STILL SM ABT MIZUKI I'VE YET TO LEARN I BET, but yeah i just 💘💓💕💘💞💝💓💞💘❤ adore her sm already and i can't wait for them to interact 🥺

AUGH I ALWAYS FEEL SO BAD ABT MY SLOWNESS SO I APPRECIATE YOUR PATIENCE SO MUCH 🥺🥺😭🙏 HUGE AGREE TO THAT BTW!!!! i frikkin love how we can just get a convo started about like . the most random thing and then have it just go all over the place like some mad chaotic rollercoaster or sth dkhcsjdh IT'S SUPER FUN <3 I ALWAYS LUV TALKING TO UUUU and i just honestly adore your presence sm too!!!! literally seeing me just get tagged by you in sth makes me go 😳😳😳!!!! LILY TAGGED ME IN STH!!!!!! 💖💞💕💓 OFC I DON'T MIND GETTING THIS NOTE/LETTER!!! virtually i am clutching it to my chest as i twirl around like some victorian maiden okok!! 💞💞 I LOVE READING IT SM and it's such a moodbooster honestly!! 🥺🥺 SORRY FOR MY ESSAY OF A REPLY THO SGFKSHFKDH I GOT EXCITED !!! mark my words, i Will be busting down your discord door Some Day >:3c and until then, know that i love and appreciate you with all of my heart!!! I WHOLEHEARTEDLY ENCOURAGE YOUR MIZUKI PROPAGANDA / BRAINROT FROTH LMAO and oh gosh tysm for thaf image of us being buikding neighbors who scream at each other (LOVINGLY <3) cuz that's us!!!!! i just imagine you watering your very pretty flowers 🌸🌻🌹🌷 and me returning from a convenience store trip (lmao) and us just going :D!!!! HI HI HEYYY!!!!! that's me @ u constantly tbg snfhksd

from- yours truly, lynnyyy who loves u sm and is super super happy to call u her friend!!

random friend love letter to lynnie .

( aka thank you for putting up with my mizuki propoganda)

okay so i realized i have sooo many typos in that post that you were so unbelievably kind about @nulltune​ ! mizuki somehow became my favorite female character and someone i personally relate with in a very personal way. a lot like my main muse really! just the ultimate girlboss queen of the brawl beyond superhuman prettiest girl on the planet (besides hakuno ofc). it means so much to me that you read that and trauma while horrible and painful, is so key to mizuki’s character? so i never not stress how crucial it’s made her, and i know how niche the aistf games are, personally the first / OG game by far is my favorite, the writing is chef’s kiss — nirvana was so fun to play. 

like you i’m full canon divergent and if you ever get into these games i strongly recommend it because while the OG has a lot of gore, the second does not, and while i don’t consider it a ‘true sequel’ but more an alternate timeline? it’s still worth seeing a grown up mizuki, although trust me, i have many grievances, and many praises for the quality of life updates! really i’m just embarrassingly obsessed with kaname and mizuki date and their artificial eyeball shrimp named aiba (did you know mizuki and aiba are voiced by the eng vas of paimon and venti? yeah wild. also while i’m horrible at genshin sometime i’d love to add you! i’m becoming thanks to my best friend … dramatic hand wave…. smarter. my main dps is actually jean and my favorite charas are yae miko who i got all her things (i legit screamed) and kaeya (please make him a five star and happy) )

you’re always so supportive of my metas and posts, and while i do believe i owe you an ask from hakuno, totally lost the meme hope you don’t mind queen, it means the world to me that you love mizuki and haven’t even touched ai the somnium files / nirvana initiative which makes me think i’m doing an okay job with my favorite female character. if you can handle dirty humor, absurdity, but the BEST found family tropes and things and the surreal along with core elements that make the murder / noir detective / horror genre so great? you would love them. they play much like a visual novel. 

in that same vein i really admire hakuno’s lore and effort you put into her. also your drawings? are insane. like how do you draw when i could only do a blurry stick figure?! another of your talents. and your psd is beautiful and everything about your blog screams love and care for YOUR FAVE GIRL.  and i cannot wait since i’m sure you’re drowning in drafts,  i’m in love with hakuno and i know nothing about her origins save i want to do all the writing with her when you are less drowning in drafts. you do know you can take your time right? i just don’t want you to feel stressed because life outside of tumblr is important and we all have valid reasons that we’re not engaging or quiet, i know i do! but really i had to write a note i hope you don’t mind. 

basically thanking you for being so patient with me, know that you can write with me anytime and i’ve love these girls to have some kind of relationship that’s wholesome and sweet. we all know mizuki needs friends, it’s not exactly easy being a go.ku level superwoman, and it meant so much to me reading those comments! i won’t shy away from the brutality of mizuki’s life, and the negative and positive aspects of her. 

thank you for always being a ray of sunshine on our dashes and being so sincere and heartfelt in all you do, be it funny content or serious, it makes me genuinely happy to see a friend loved and appreciated. anyway this made my night earlier so…. thank you so much lynnie-lynn! you’re a friend that i don’t need a week to talk to, it could be five months and we’d fall in rhythm. i hope you’ll stay with me as i mizuki froth at the mouth, let’s over time slowly, at our own pace if you want, make the mizuki and hakuno duo or at least scream love to each other from giant story buildings as friends! your  friend, lily.

[lost-in-azalea-forest]

VASSAGOOOOOOOOOO YOU SPEAK AND I DELIVER

I tried to write Neuvillete's lines about you, I imagined it as him talking to the traveller :0 hope these are alright!

...

About Vassago I

"An actor from Snezhnaya, you say? Oh, it must be the one from the show that got crowded the other day. I had the opportunity to be part of the public and I must admit my opinion doesn't differ from what you've heard: they are very talented indeed. Thanks to them, I felt like I was witnessing the birth of both aggressive storms and calm lakes on stage. Theatre can be that powerful, huh...?"

About Vassago II

"I recently started receiving some extra help at my office. Are you surprised? I had never considered the idea of having someone around while I work, but Vassago's presence has been very helpful and soothing. I feel grateful I have them. Days seem to go faster thanks to their words, really. Perhaps I should get them a special glass to share water with them from now on."

About Vassago III

"Vassago is my partner, yes. I believe you are aware of how nice they are now that you have met them. It's... hard to describe all they make me feel, I don't think I've ever appreciated a person this much. For as long as I can, I will always try to be of comfort to them just like they have been like a sun to me. So bright, so warm. Hm, they are as beautiful as a rainbow that appears between drops of rain, and I've been meaning to tell them so since very long ago. I feel very lucky that we found each other here in Fountaine."

...

THANK U AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE!!!!!!!🙏🙏 Asra's got a message for you too

"You really went and captured all our beauty in secret, huh? And of course you would do it perfectly. This is amazing, Vas, I would trust that artist in you with anything. If I could hug you right now, you bet you would have to beg for me to let you go. I will treasure your drawing in my heart, a drawing of one of my favourite days made by one of my favorite people ever. Sounds great to me. Come visit us soon and let's bake something the three of us. Or four, if Nadia happens to be free to also pass by;) Love ya<3"

broooo???? BROOOOO???? BROOOOO?!?!? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 game really needs those voicelines fr fr 🙏🙏🙏 oughhh;; you made my day with this one TT ily bro thank you so muchhhh

oughh this makes me so emotional ahhh TT bro thank you again so muchhh 🥺🥺💖💕💝 and you dont need to thank me so much for the art, im glad it could make both of you happy :>

[qwimblenorrisstan]

heyy, how are you?? i just wanted to say, i love you and your writing. you are one of the best people i have come across and i love you. if you ever feel bad about your writing, just know that only you can put that story out there so NEVER GIVE UP!! hehe okay bye ily 🤭😘

this is so sweet I’m actually crying😭😭 I’m doing good, just trying to balance out school with everything else in my life, and thank you so muchhh I hope both sides of your pillow are cold all the time💖💖