#IDK how to tag this tbh

[awzominator]

The Blue Eyed Samurai has been all over my Tik Tok and the visuals are stunning

[hjartasalt]

As much as being on T has objectively been a positive change in my life I do also want to discuss something that doesn't get talked about very often and it's that being on HRT when you have OCD can be incredibly challenging at times.

I personally dread my shot days not because I'm scared of needles but because I'm worried it could go wrong. Getting a nurse to do it for me helps a lot but still doesn't get rid of all the anxiety. I still catch myself worrying after the fact if maybe something did go wrong and neither of us realised at the time.

I worry about my levels a lot and obsessively check that I've put in the dates for my shots into my calendar correctly because what if I get it wrong and suddenly my dose is too high or what if my doctor misread my levels or what if I missed a memo telling me to change my dose etc. etc. etc.

I go through periods of time where I'm absolutely terrified I might be balding and go through old photos checking how my hair looks there so I can make a comparison even though I know if I were to start balding there's a multitude of ways I could deal with it, I just can't stand the feeling of uncertainty.

All of these are things that take their toll on my mental health and in full honesty it is difficult for me sometimes to be on T because of the intrusive thoughts it triggers for me but ultimately the joy my medical transition has brought me still makes it worth it to keep challenging my OCD about it and if you can relate to these things just know you're not alone and it's okay to be scared, it doesn't make you any less trans to sometimes struggle with being on HRT

[completely-real-and-normal-human]

hey screen reader users

no ‘see results’ option, non screen-reader-users just reblog

[sailorsallyart]

Sometimes actor men will say and do things that will singlehandedly destroy my art block

[pommunist]

ANOTHER STATEMENT - THIS TIME FROM A QSMP TWITTER ADMIN - @/ibobidou on twitter.

« Just know that NO twitter admins is getting paid. And if you think we’re only writing tweets that isn’t true. We do the work of a community manager for free, for people who have zero recognition for our labor. 

We have to find memes, know how to do picture and video montage, translate, cover streamers until sometimes crazy hours, collect clips who can sometimes not even be selected, so graphic design, collect fanarts and more.

Sure, we agreed to work for free. But to write tweets, not to work as community managers. We agreed to be volonteers, not salarymen. If we aren’t free for more than a week, they make us understand that it shouldn’t happen again.

What pisses me the most is that QSMP is supposed to be a server based on sharing cultures and dialogue. But we can’t talk between us admins. I wanted to make a MC server just for the admin team, and they made me understand that it wasn’t possible. 

We can talk between french speakers but not with the other teams. It’s forbidden to create a group chat. They never communicate with us. You want to know ? The events, we learnt about them at the same time that you did.

It’s impossible to organise. Purgatory ? We knew about it 2 hours before it started, and they had changed ALL the tweets schedules. I recently left because they asked us not to talk about controversies on our PRIVATE accounts, a few hours after Wilbur’s empty excuses.

After all the work we did for you, hours working for you for free, you want us to shut up about the violences, really ? You make me wanna puke. »

They then added this screnshot which i assume was sent to them by the admin teams higher ups about the wilbur situation.

[andfangs]

they say in heaven there's no husbands and wives

[mothtral]

something i love from the phasmo streams, is that in an entirely different game (or universe if you want to see it that way): grian is still leading scar to his death, and scar is still happily following along knowing full well what will happen. it’s like poetry, it rhymes

[choccy-zefirka]

"Wow! Some people play video games as themselves! I could never do that, with my countless OCs!" I say, as I give said OCs my fatness, my a/demisexuality, my big booba they/themness, my fraught relationship with parents/family, my love for art, my "insecurity comes off as being self-absorbed", my self-discovery at age 30+, my...

[auroraeternal]

meme.

original screenshot by @mynonsenseistingling (thank you!)

[chimivx]

‘…and when you’re gone, i’ll tell them my religion’s you…’

Jisung’s dreams are an arms length away, lying in the hands of his superior who gives him a test, one that challenges everything he’s ever known, a taste of a life so intriguing. It’s only a matter of time before he’s faced with a choice… Whose hands does he take?

✞ Part One - 'every sunday's getting more bleak, a fresh poison each week'

✞ Part Two - 'we were born sick, you heard them say it'

✞ Part Three - 'the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you'

masterlist ✞ talk to me ✞ ao3

[glitchylaptop]

ྀི:✧﹒₊‧ ྀི࿚ ͜ ࣪ . ་ ˖ ࣪ ⋆'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'

Nuzi (Serial Designation N x Uzi Doorman)

Random edits with various aesthetics/filters

Self indulgent ☆!

[hollowsart]

Me if I were a Pokemon: (Soularva) --> (Clidolon)

Soularva: Soul + Larva Clidolon: Clione + Eidolon

Classification: The Ethereal Pokemon Height: 8" || 2'3" Type: Ghost/Fairy

Evolves via learning the move 'Haunting Embrace': The user hugs the foe, binding them and draining them for up to 3 turns. 20% damage is done each turn to the foe, while the user is restored by the same amount.

The damage doubles if used on a foe that is weak to its type, but only on the first turn.

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Info:

When these Pokemon were first discovered, those who sighted them noted how ethereal they looked floating in the deep dark waters. Their glow soft and otherworldly, it was almost hypnotic. These Pokemon aren't often seen.

Where you see swarms of Soularva, there is at least 1 Clidolon nearby. These Pokemon live deep in the ocean where it is cold and dark, as a result their bodies emit a soft ethereal light and warmth to see each other from afar as well as to communicate at a distance with others of their kind and locate Soularva if lost. The warmth of the light keeps Soularva comfortable and is quite soothing. The light is fueled by the spirits Clidolon have drained from their foes and meals.

Clidolon and Soularva are a docile yet skittish Pokemon species, but will fight back when necessary for survival. Clidolon dons a protrusion on their head which resembles a crown, this protrusion will glow a bright and ominous coral color when defensive. A set of extra horns will grow upon their head, when these horns are grown in they will lengthen all of them before attacking. They will latch on to an enemy and slowly drain their spirit. This is also how they feed.

Soularva are encased in a special shell or pod, this helps to keep them extra secure and safe, although it is still quite fragile. Sometimes a Soularva will be seen with a crack in its casing, a rare survivor of a close encounter.

[owl-bones]

someone mentioned strike in a muzzle in my discord and i just had to draw it

[bakeehan]

[potoh]

Last call! Closing in a couple hours!