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guys have i mentioned yet that im fucking insane over roblox pressure i literally cant stop playing it
#i play it EVERY DAY.#IDK WHATS SO ADDICTING ABT IT#i love it i adore it im so good at it#heh... already won three times.... (i have like 17 deaths)#i stand in the lobby sometimes just observing other peoples death/win ratio and basically.. im better than everyone 🤓👆#i got the lightless badge like two days ago :33 not that thats particularily hard but#i wanna go a the damageless run next#im never gonna be able to do lockerless tho im ngl im not that good LMFAOOO#jesters ramblings
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screenshot redraw of one of my fav moments from the blue exorcist movie. they could never make me hate u yukio
(original screencap + rare glassesless yukio under the cut)
#qkdraws#id in alt#blue exorcist#yukio okumura#pov ur brother suggests u guys adopt a demon that can eat memories and .time and space i guess#what a good fucking movie#very ill abt it.for many many reasons#this is quite possibly the most boring frame to redraw but listen.i appreciate the boring frames#and i justlike this frame ok#and i like yukio yeahthat's right i said it. i like yukio i think he's cool#idk what the hell happens beyond s1 of the anime for u guys to hate him so bad but that doesn't matter#bc if i don't look at it it can't hurt me.#s1 yukio .........ur everything to me#no i will not be watching anything beyond s1.it can'tHURT me#he's VERY fun to draw.kinda addicting#yukio ur so cool yukio
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people being mad nat died from an overdose like … she didn’t actually overdose that’s the tragedy of it! also … we KNOW misty kills with fentanyl she steals from her job, it’s been established multiple times! like that’s the tragedy of it all. she’d finally got clean & she was finding a purpose again … it’s exactly how it was going to happen.
#yellowjackets#you people are so fucking stupid . twitter ppl i’ve not seen the discourse here lol#i have other crit of the finale but like nat dying made sense. she got marked for death and kept avoiding it .#‘this shows drug addicts can’t ever have a happy life’ stop applying black and white morality to this show. it’s also not like she actually#overdosed herself …….. she was accidentally killed in a way that looked like it .#‘it shows things can’t get better’ in real life sure but this show isn’t abt that …… it’s abt them all being DOOMED for what they did#like idk how u can also equate anything being shown in fiction to having an exact irl parallel at ur big age but#it’s also on theme w how all the characters have died so far . i think we’ll see more intentional deaths later on but …..#even w pit girl we see she gets chased into the pit. she never gets pushed . it’s the implications !
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you know what, this might be a controversial take, but what if i DON'T believe mayā hénry ?
#lea talks#hear me out#why release a FICTION book when you can release a NONFICTION one???#like ok so basically she wanted to take legal action bc liam was blasting her phone but PICTURE THIS#someone write a book of you full of defamatory material which makes you look like an absolute predator and shit online#idk it just makes sense as well#This might be my most controversial post bc you might think of me as an apologist but NO#liam was crazy and on an incredibly destrictive path#he could very well have been an abuser and was a confirmed addict that had recently relapsed AFTER treatment#heres the thing im not even sure he could have taken legal action bc was she wrote was official “fiction” but she made it VERY clear it was#abt liam w that ugly ass book cover#idk but she just seemed like an opportunist to me#why would he want her getting an abortion when he literally had Bear??? makes no sense#he apparently was also a cheater so some things check out but idk all of this is so fucked and were banking on his downfall and i HATE that#Absolutely NO consideration for his mental health and look at what happened like fr
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saw a starfish on the beach today & was absolutely ENAMOURED - literally 3 of us were just squatting over this tide pool watching him move
#stream#omg i just remembered i was the last 1 to change / shower & i had just walked back from the cold ass shower thing to rinse off the salt &#punya came over & he was like ‘brother …’ & i was like what ? & he went 😏🫴#& i asked what do u want me to give u ?? ‘a cigarette u motherfucker’ ‘u know what i would love 1 TOO bitch but GUESS who smoked them ALL b#it WASNT ME !!!’ 😭😭😭😭 AKSJAKSKAKSKKSKSKAKSLSKSL#& NOW I DONT EVEN HAVE A VAPE BC OF THE FREAK BRIT THAT JUST WALKED OFF W IT#i’m still not upset abt it i’m more so just bewildered ? just shocked ? like i didn’t even care to try to get it back i was just like ok ?#i’m still shocked by it bc it’s just so#COMICAL ? LIKE ??? 😭😭😭😭 did neither of us speak english like 2 entirely different messages weren’t sent#LIKE ITS NOT A DISPOSABLE THIS IS A RECHARGABLE REFILLABLE VAPE#it was just 20£ & getting 2 disposables are also 20£ from the off license & i used literally like 80 ? 100ml ? in it ? so saved money#regardless but i did buy a pack of pods but 1 of the 3 that i used didn’t end up working & that was the third on it excluding the original#battery & those are 10£/pack so 30£ overall for what would equivalently be like idk probably around 10 of those 5k off license vapes which#would yea be 120quid so including the price of the vials themselves it’s 3-for-10£ used 5#so that’s 50£ bs 120£ even w the cost of a new device say + 30 that’s still only 3/4 of the price of what it would be using dispos which ar#cheaper than cigarettes REGARLESS#even the 30/120 that’s still u know literally a quarter of the cost it’s just a bigger upfront cost but it’s significantly cheaper long ter#STILL SAVING MONEY …. i say as if addiction isn’t inherently a waste of money but u see to that argument i budget it like food bc that’s ho#addiction works it’s just going to continue & ur going to include it in the budget as if it’s a PHYSICAL NECESSITY TO LIVE#to be fair sometimes it is lol like bro i couldn’t stop drinking w/o being in a hospital bc alcohol withdrawls can literally kill u#like my blood pressure was over 180 at 1 point when i was detoxing in hospital 😭😭😭😭😭#SCREAM#anyway#forget that#happy new year 2024.5 😍😍😍#my new year starts now fuck u the first half was just warm up#could i stop smoking if i wanted to ? yes ! will i ? absolutely fucking not !#IM ALLOWED THIS AS A TREAT#THAT I INHALE LIKE OXYGEN: CONSTANTLY
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#it is surreal . being asmed abt my breakul bc i do genuinely assume everyome knows atp#likd its been nearly 3mths . why would u . anyway.#i hate the way i feel abt this n jusy hngnhngnggngngng#hes just a Man but like . hh i am an emotionally driven person i get Attached So Easily#anyway all of this is like . what do i do with it#had a breakdown thr other night bc i . did smth Stupid n opened pandoras box n jusy dnfdnffjfjdj anyway#lost my shit bc he no kinger felt real and i had to carry and sort through all of this#while he . no longer felt ljke a oerson to me . idk what it is but ppl stop feeling ljke ppl after a while n its just Odd#n like . the time i soent w them was a dream kinda thing its So Fun bc i am Like This but Why im like this doesnt feel like its a Real Thing#or wtv#was running out of chr and oanicked shh#whatever. all of this is whatever. but i was reminded of smth i thought a year ago n just .#hes a funny little memory i cannot . cheers ig.#anyway pavlove is truly . tbe best thing ive ever listened to its like sprite in music form truly#cleansing my brain every listen im addicted
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have a horrible headache and usually headaches are a combo of things (esp not eating/sleeping enough) which could be the reason i have one today but. also i smoked thu which was 2 days ago and usually i get a headache 2 days after smoking. and im just. i already wrote a diary entry talking abt it and how i feel guilty and bad for like a million different reasons but now i'm also just incredibly frustrated w myself bc why do i do this!!!!!!!!!!!! i can go weeks and months w/o smoking i don't NEED to do this!!!!!
#smoking#tw smoking#havilah's thoughts#addiction#tw addiction#nicotine#like i feel like i Know that i can just not smoke idk why i sometimes do it anyway bc it's literally only negatives#i've never had a.... i guess a 'strong' smoking habit? like usually it is weeks and v often it is months btwn cigs#i just sometimes get mad and wanna do Smth that will make me feel more bad but also kinda better????????? it doesn't make sense i know#this time i felt Particularly guilty bc just a little bit ago i was hanging out w my friend and he hugged me and told me he's glad i haven'#been smoking a lot lately and a buncha nice things i'll keep to myself but. i just. and then i got home and had a letter from my grandma#that was so so sweet and my grandma used to smoke and she quit before i was born and she used to tell me when i was a kid how horrible it i#and now i have a headache and i /hate/ headaches and it felt dirty and i felt slimy for hiding it from my roommate n for feeling like i was#lying to ppl that care abt me#i know i felt calm too. i know it somewhat feels nice. the sensation is diff from anything else and i like it. i know i sometimes need to d#smth that feels. like. drastic and like it's gonna kill me w/o killing me#but it just. i KNOW that it's not worth it later!!!!!!! i know that i feel horrible and the negatives outweigh the positives by a lot!!!!!!#but i never throw away the pack. it's like. idk. idk what to do to just Not do it.#anyway uh. lemme put additional warnings for what i ended up saying in the tags#suicide#suicidal ideation#depression#i guess idk. just covering my bases i guess so ppl don't see smth they don't wanna see
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theres a lot of shit in my life that makes me go hmm i probably didnt need to lie about that. like it probably would have been fine if i told the truth here. huh
#really starting to recognise the amount of like. defensive lying i do. not about anything important but like. little things#like excuses for missing work and stuff. or just omitting things. idk. feels weird to start acknowledging it#like its never gotten harmful apart from lying abt my drinking but thats what addicts do.#personal#shit like saying i have crohns bc they dont take ibs seriously as an excuse even tho it gets debilitating.#like i structure a lot of my life around making sure ppl take me seriously. is that manipulative. girl idfk. probably. i hate it.#i also dont believe half of my own shit so idk.
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actually, if your poor, you can't have joy or little luxuries (for me it's like. eating at the cat cafe close to home or takeout or whatever). actually, if your poor, it's better if you just live with the necessities and treat yourself like a robot that doesn't need nice things, because it's not like we have human brains that need stimulants to stay alive, oh no no! We're just money making robots! Beep boop! (I hope it's clear I'm being sarcastic. And also I have to say, I am so lucky to have parents who are financially stable and who urge me not to worry too much about money 'cause whatever happens they'll have my back. But I do have to worry. 'Cause everything is so expensive, and I have a little sister who's going to college, so even more money on rent they have to spend, and also what if we get some complications? My mom's workplace, a fucking hospital, burned down, and now she's jumping all over the place to treat her patients. I don't want out money to be tight and I don't want to be even a little bit the cause of it. Do I stop taking these little luxuries? NO!! I put them down on my monthly costs. I know what I have left, I know what i can spend. If I need extra for uni this month, than so be it, but i'll take at least one day where i got to the fucking cat cafe and pet the cats and be happy. 'Cause otherwise what's the fucking point.)
being an adult and trying to be "responsible with my money" is so hard like literally what corners am I supposed to be cutting on this budget. what am I supposed to stop spending money on. my anxiety meds? food for my cats? impulsive takeout orders? spotify premium? patreon artists who draw huge throbbing monster dicks? all of these are completely necessary to maintain my quality of life.
#rebloggin time#i ranted a lot but it needed to be said.#SICK of ppl feeling guilty for being happy#for making themselves happy#we're not stupid. we know what stuff costs. if we want that lil luxury we can have it#its not that hard#and no Im not gonna talk abt specifics. what-about-ism is ruining the fucking internet#think for your fucking selves and ponder how what we're talking abt here would look like for somebody elses situation#“what if theyre addicts what if they have bad habits what if what if what if” idk. think abt that yourselves.#you know what im talking abt here dont make something so simple something so difficult#just because u need someone to hand hold you and lead you to your own conclusions. do that yourselves#fuck.
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WAAAAT THE HECK
#hmmm I guess I really am ace 😭#I do not see what people are raving on about !!! it feels so entirely animalistic ew#dora daily#sorry fellas#actually I’ve heard that even non ace ppl find it weird 😭 PFFTTT#too addicted to logic and reason to find any of this remotely normal yet it somehow is and IM the abnormal one#SIGH.#also guys alhaitham is ace canon bc I said so 👍#ARGUE WITH THE WALL RAAAH#🦅🦅🦅#he’s aroace tbh not bc he’s ‘emotionless’ also what the heck is every1 talking abt#they act like it’s the most outrageous felony to call him aroace like go fuck yourselves aroace is rarer than being gay lmao#so that means we’re more of a minority and need more idk minority status ?#people are so DAFT !!!#and alhaitham is clearly not emotionless so stawpppp projecting#he’s aroace bc I have sm experiences to him and a somewhat close personality to his#and given our experiences and personalities and nationality 😭 aligning it’s fair to say he is aroace like myself
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how the fuck are ppl having actual social lives with this amount of courseload. i lose all my hobbies during the semester bc i don't have time for anything besides schoolwork but there are ppl out there hanging out with friends every day and having parties on the weekend. how.
#like. i knew my executive dysfunction was pretty bad but I've never realized just how disabling my disability was until now lol#my schedule has just been school homework and sleep with no time for hobbies and I'm still barely keeping up#also the lack of sleep has been fucking me up and i can't even concentrate in class anymore even with my meds#it's only the third week of the semester now and im so fucking exhausted#i was exhausted last semester and the semester before that too and i didn't even get to rest during the breaks#idk i can't even think abt what to do to improve this i just wanna kill myself so i don't have to deal with anything ever again#godddd it really has been years since I've been low like this huh lol#ngl i think it was easier back when i knew i was gonna die. like it sucked absolute ass but i also didn't have to do anything#now i gotta fucking. make my mind up or actually Do Shit so i don't end up getting kicked out#urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ykw i think this is the perfect time to start a drug addiction#i just want some teeny little positive emotion or motivation i can use to kickstart my executive function and start actually doing shit#rn i don't even have the energy to actually kill myself either which is just. the fucking worst.#mine#vent#nightblogging#suicide tw
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I made Belinda!!!
I’ve never sewn before (except for joining crochet, if that even counts) and don’t have a machine, so she’s really rough around the edges…….. but I love her <3
From Creative Soft Toys to Sew (2005)
She’s perfect, she’s adorable, and I hope one of you can bring her to life :)
#my art#kinda. she counts#her belly is VERY bad bc I was nervous abt turning her too late and not being able to get the neck and tail pushed out#so most of it was done after turning and it looks like I hastily stitched up a grevious wound in the midst of battle#there’s also. a lot of hot glue.#I got this fabric from a coworker who knows that I needle felt (I don’t think she knew what that meant DHFJDJJFFS) and whatever it is#it will Not hold on to the knot on my thread#so I put a little dab of hot glue on the end to keep ot from getting pulled through. and ended up gluing my loose ends inside the body too#I CROCHET IDK HOW TO FINISH OFF A SEWING PROJECT……. I CANT WEAVE MY ENDS INTO THE STITCHES……. HELP!!!#a learning process though and it was super fun!!! I wanna sew more things now#I kinda. accidentally got addicted to Making Things while working on that cosplay and I Really wanna learn to make costumes from scratch
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I've somehow managed to enter myself into a cycle of being clean for 2 weeks and then relapsing multiple times a day for a week and then being clean for 2 weeks and then-
#prolly delete later this is personal and nobody needs to know I'm just having A Night lmao#like. I'm proud of myself for being able to go 2 weeks without doing it but it would be nice to just like. chill out abt it yknow#like. it's not like if I just lasted longer I'd be fine bcuz I'd just relapse even worse if I kept pushing it off#but also it's not like letting myself do it earlier would help bcuz then I'd get complacent and just. do it a little every day all the time#so it's like. I'm fucked no matter what I do. me when my addiction is addictive#idk man I'm trying so hard not to do it again rn bcuz I relapsed already yesterday but fuck I wanna do it so badddd#I mean technically I already did it today but it was just going over the ones from yesterday so it doesn't fully count by my rules lmao#armchair speaks#tw implied self harm#tw sh#tw sh related
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having very mixed feelings abt the fact that im turning 28 this year but customers at work keep asking me what highschool i go to
#talkin#and when i say mixed feeling i mean i hate it#bc when i tell ppl im gonna be 30 in a few years they always ask what my secret is#like idk i was super into opiates and a daily drinker for a good few years so maybe try that#i also smoke at least a half pack a day.. its just genetics and the classic transmasc babyface#but you cant tell people to get addicted to drugs and transition as a trick to looking young so whatever ig#to be fair tho i also always forget how old i actually am#at least until i talk to teenagers and realize i have no fucking idea what theyre saying#i usually have to google current slang and i Do Not Like That#a while ago i helped a couple of girls at work who were talking abt how popular the song playing on the radio was#when they were in elementary school like i could relate to that.. but the song came out after inhad graduated highschool
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woke up at 5pm stummy hurts head hurts i have to take 5 medications and do the goddamn dishes. life is hell. nevertheless i stay chill and relaxed. due to the medications.
#have panic attack meds that i never use (got prescribed them last year bc i was having a ROUGH time with family stuff)#like i got prescribed 30 of them six months ago and ive used maybe 5-10 of them. and i usually have to take multiple per attack#i have used... four this week so far. bc ive had a panic attack every morning. Odd!#they're not that bad like i literally just start breathing too hard and cant control my heart rate and the meds take care of it within 30min#they're just antihistamines so not addictive or dangerous or anything just help w the heart rate thing#but!! idk whats wrong with me! i mean i do im super behind academically and its terrifying. but normally im fine#its easy to forget that i like have a Disorder and that most ppl do not have daily panic attacks when they're nervous abt things#uh. idk. i need to find a local therapist and talk to my advisor and mayb a school counselor until i find a therapist?#but then the process of like booking an appointment and also admitting how much ive fucked up my grades is also#going to give me panic attacks. ah well. nevertheless i persevere. i walk in the valley of the shadow of death etc etc.#for now im going Home for the weekend and my only goal is to make a list of what i need to do to get back on track#and book appointments. Also change my name but thats NBD i already did all the work for that
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bang chan recs (18+)
key: !!! = personal favourite, s = smut, f = fluff, a = angst
add. notes: hai :3 i know i said i would make a skz recs list but the minute i scrolled thru my likes n started saving from chan onwards, i realised i had Too many recommended fics for him (this list is like 40 fics/drabbles long....) so i decided to just make member separate posts instead!!! i tried not to have repeats of authors to give u guys a broader scope to choose from n also sorry in advance that i yapped so much abt them it's just like . these r my all time fav authors so it's expected. anyways i hope u guys love these works as much as i do bcs they r from some of my absolute fav creators n plz give them lots of love n always make sure to appreciate these ppl <3
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hopelessly devoted to you — @changbunnies (!!!, s, a?)
this was literally a 11/10 fic like i am not even joking rn. i luv greaser chan n even tho he messed up, the way he makes it up to mc is so so soooo sweet. the fact that he's so gone n pussydrunk while eating her out, the sweetness in how he holds her n fucks her is all too mindnumbing n i hope u continue writing bcs u r amazing at it!! i will always come back 2 this when i need a pick me up fr
2. bad idea — @hyunsvngs (!!!, s)
JUNOOOOO my lovely baby.... i adore u n all ur work always but this fic. This Fic. it changed the trajectory of my life. like not even kidding but i was a different person when i started reading this n when i finished it i was Changed. life is worth living now, the grass is greener n the birds always sing 2 me which i firmly believe is bcs of u n this beautiful yummy fic. i fucking LOVE stepdad chan sm like there's smth so gross n nasty abt fucking ur mom's bf n even tho mc is a menace, i still loved it. never stop doing what u do!!!
3. 1095 days — @luvyeni (s)
EX INMATE CHAN RAHHHHH!! i have akshewally been following ur work for so long n i LOVE!! the way u write :3 thank u for always churning out ur work so fast n being so good at what u do. im obv a sucker for daddy kink considering i eat it up every time n it's so fucking good i love how chan cares for mc n the way he gives it to her once he's back. mark my words i will EAT this man up n this fic whenever i stumble across it
4. milk and honey — @straykeedz (s, f, a?)
user straykeedz u have to stop... ur work too addicting n perfect.. ur depiction of chan too real n crazy (/pos)... they're gonna get u... but seriously i love bffs2lovers so bad n the way u always characterise chan n make him call mc so many cute pet names melts my heart :( i've also been following U for a long time n even tho everything u write is so so soooo good, this has to be one of my faves alongside ur inexperienced chan fic. i hope u don't pressure urself too much to update n jus do what u have to do :D
5. my wife — @chrizzztopherbang (s, f)
ngl i Think this is my first fic from u cus i followed u bcs of it n that's a given honestly cus newly turned husband chan?? eating his wife out metres away from his friends n family on the other side of the door n fucking her within an inch of her life right after they're pronounced husband n wife?? i love it i loved their bickering over who's a pervert n i just love the idea of mc finally calling the love of her life hers forever. i hope they r always happy alongside u
6. sweet nothing — @frenchkisstheabyss (!!!, s, f, a)
this fic actually changed me as a person too not even kidding. i EAT UP exes to lovers n the portrayal of it was so good here bcs there's so much unspoken tension between the two n then chan begging mc to not leave again n her promising she won't bcs all she wants to do is be his at last?? AWOOGAAAAA i need him so bad it's jinja michin (i am so cringe sorry..) ANYWAYS!! i hope u know tattoo artist + ex bangchan is a crazy combo n that the makeup sex was HOT HOT HOT!!! plz keep writing i adore u <3
7. pick you up — @moonchild9350 (!!!, s)
see idk if this is tmi but sex where ure being picked up n fucked is downright nasty in the best possible way n i fear i need to get railed like that by chan so u writing abt is literally u making my fantasies come true. this fic was a delicious mix of cute w chan telling mc he only works out so he can pick her up (based off of his bbl texts obv) n hot w him Actually fucking her within an inch of her life. i love all ur work tee bee eich so keep doing what ur doing!!!
8. spring has sprung — @cbini (!!!, f, s)
miss ems where do i even begin with u.. (u probably Do Not Know me but i know u smirk emoji. soz that was weird erm but ya i am the binnie anon who said u deserve changbin LOLZ) this fic was the perfect mix of cuteness w raw passionate fucking i love the idea of chan getting hard bcs ur dressed so preciously in a pretty dress i think it's rooted somewhere in his slight corruption kink which comes out def when u r all dolled up for him. anyways u never miss n i hope u know that <3
9. walking in on rooomate!chan / pt. 2 — @kacciidubs (!!!, s, f)
going 2 be very honest here i do not even remember what happened in part 1 bcs part 2 of this roommate chan fic actually blew my mind away like Seriously user kacciidubs u r insane!!! all ur work never misses n i am always so eager whenever u post bcs i've been following u n loving everything u put out for so long. ofc ur chan work is my favourite as u can tell but this fic... this fic was crazy the switch between daddy n sir oh my god what if i cream my pants rn. plz never stop writing <3
10. last nerve / pt. 2 — @cb97percent (!!!, s)
user cb97percent let me just preface this by saying whatever u write is INSANE. like i already knew u were a great writer but this fic? changed me as a person not even joking rn. the way mc n chan banter n how chan's an asshole who is pissed off how he can't get it up anymore unless he fucks mc is so funny n how the raw passion between them results in the best sex Ever. n ofc the ending w minho took me out n Yea i just . i have no words plz never stop writing to u as well
11. hush — @petrichor-han (s)
sucker for exhibitionism n sucker for chan so what better way to comemorate this occasion than by reading abt it? this entire scenario was so hot like honestly i can totally imagine chan's bitchass doing this bcs he's so cheeky in nature he would lose himself from the thrill of almost getting caught. u r amazing as always thank u for churning out so much content for kinktober may god or whoever u believe in bless u with eternal inspiration
12. daddy!chan helping you shave — @hyunjins-orange-slice-too (!!!, s, f)
i sent u an ask already talking abt how much i love u n everything u write but THIS. this made me weak in the knees bcs i have imagined this very scenario so many times if im being brutally honest. there's smth so sweet n domestic abt the act of helping ur partner shave n with daddy chan in the mix? kill me now plz. the way he asks if he can play w mc once he's done n how he sternly instructs her to be safe like omgkjdfjhjdfgjhhjg need him in ways that give the pits of hell a run for its money w how hot n nasty im abt to be fr
13. one last time — @baby-yongbok (!!!, s, a?)
like i said, i am a sucker for the exes to lovers pipeline alongside husband chan so while this isn't Either of those things entirely it still scratches the itch in my brain very very well. the way mc n chan exchange snarky remarks n how chan only says he's satisfied once they're done fucking OHHHH MYYYYY GODDDD... need this man carnally like i would dump him just so he can fuck me the way he fucked mc in this fr (that is a lie we r locked in 4 life). u r brilliant as always i always look forward to ur work so next time u r questioning if this is worth it just know lovscb97 on tumblr has ur back fr
14. chan ask drabble #1 — @skzms (s)
maymay.. my eternal luvr... the genius behind smrsmf minsung... ofc u were bound to eat this up n end up on this list. idgaf if it's just an ask answer or drabble bcs the way u write is so . so Elegant. i love how u always use ur words to describe the emotion lingering between ppl in love n the way u do it here w chan n mc, the way he reassures her afterwards n how he promises her he'll give her everything later while fucking his fingers into her ohhhh mannnn.. i can just imagine him in his suit thank u for bringing the vision to life fr
15. you're right, baby — @chlorinecake (s, f)
soft dom chan who is ur fiancé fucking u n claiming u bcs he's a lil pouty that u forgot ur ring?? n then going so far to say he'll cum in u to make sure everyone knows who u belong to?? RAHHHHHH HE NEEDS ME!!! this was written so deliciously i loved the way mc n chan cared for each other n also the ending was so cute LOLZ hope they r happy in every universe n that their wedding goes great fr u r an awesome writer user chlorinecake
16. silence — @valkyriexo (s, a)
make up sex make up sex make up sex!!! i love it so good even tho it hurts so bad when mc realises chan forgot to show up :( but the fact that he makes it up to her by begging her to not leave him n making her cum as many times on his tongue as possible for her to forgive him?? INSANITY!! the longing in their eyes n words n actions from how much they've missed e/o when he finally touches mc n oh man.. u ate this up
17. corruption — @goquokka00 (s)
STEPBRO CHAN RAHHHHH i am a sucker for him (in more ways than one iygwim eheheh.. soz) i loved the sinister blackmail u added into the story n how he fucked mc bcs of her bad grades by making up some shit excuse abt learning how to please someone like y/n u can't be this dense girl!!! (i'd do it too if he asked me #Tbh) ANYWAYS. idk how this didn't have more notes bcs it was hot asfk i hope u keep writing more stuff to come :3
18. chef's kiss — @hyuniepies (s, f)
the tenderness of mc n chan's love mixed w the nasty dirty talk ohhhh hyuniepies u r a GENIUS!! this is exactly how i imagine domestic life w chan would be like; him coming back home to u cooking a dinner n then fucking u absolutely silly on the countertop bcs he just can't wait after getting a look at ur figure n bcs he's missed u so much. i too would be obsessed w bangchan if (read: when) he becomes my husband teehee
19. chan ask drabble #2 — @miupow (!!!, s)
USER MIUPOW UR FUCKING BRAIN!! HOW DO U CARRY SUCH A HUGE BRAIN IN UR HEAD!!! DOES UR BACK NOT HURT FROM HOLDING UP THE DELICIOUS IDEAS OF BCHAN SIZE KINK!!! like i told u yst i love ur writing n i love U so bad. u always eat w every request or idea u come up with n i absolutely adore that for u i hope u truly never stop writing bcs u have a serious gift n i hope ppl keep telling u that constantly bcs i sure as hell will <3
20. pretty mouth of yours — @jeongin-lvr (s, f)
need to give chan head like . Yesterday. but OHHHH MEINNNN GOTTTT fiancé channie w mc sucking him off so pretty u know exactly what im a sucker for u dont u user jeongin-lvr? ur writing is tooooooo good i swear i have read so much of ur work n granted this is one of my fave chan works from u icl i love the jeongin ones even more but i'll add those to my innie recs list later :3 ANYWAYS!! plz never stop writing u r awesomesauce (cringe.) n i love u hope u r having a great day today
21. daddy issues — @hwan-g (!!!, s, a)
HELLO THIS FUCKING FICCCCC... it is so good so delicious so fucking beautifully written that it brought tears to my eyes no joke. i still remember the first time i stumbled across it n like wow.. i think i dmed u on my side reading account too to express how much i liked it bcs i rly Did like it truly was a piece of art n sometimes i can't believe ppl like u just write stuff like this for free?? u should be getting paid good money bcs all ur work ALWAYS eats <3
22. closing the distance / pt. 2 — @thefantasyden (s, f)
ik long distance relationships r tough n it's awful when u can't spend time w each other physically or touch either but hear me out . it would Not suck w chan bcs he'd do everything for u the way he does everything for mc in this fic. from how he shows up n is too nervy to kiss her to them finally touching each other for the first time n then she moves back to him?? ohhhh man i love love n i love U for making this ur work always eats n trust that i'll always come back to this fic when i need to rmb how much i love chan
23. riding chan's thigh/knees — @faeryacha (!!!, s, f)
i love daddy chan so bad im sorry im not even gonna hide it anymore n i love the way he was written here too, from the way he asks if mc wants to play to the way he has her fuck herself on him to get herself off like i'm not even into little space like that but the minute he refers to himself as daddy n speaks to me all soft n protective im on my knees on the floor ready to suck him off like my life depends on it. u ate so bad w this plz continue doing more amazing work in the future!!!
24. steamy desires — @notsoangels (s)
shower sex w chan mngnghfhghgh.. need him so bad id let him fuck me anywhere as he pleases but in the shower?? w the hot water cascading over us w just us in our little world like omgomgomg NEED. i love the simplicity in ur writing too n how it paints a picture in my mind bcs i can vividly imagine all of this happening like him making u squirt on his cock n then rinsing u off so u can spend time wrapped up with each other on the bed like plz. One chance plz.
25. the fuckboy next door — @seospicybin (!!!, s, a)
miss seospicybin.. how do u always do it? how do u always come out w the most mindbreaking jawdropping amazing insane array of fics without even breaking a sweat like hello? this series is so fucking good from the smut to the angst that hurts so good. i love the development of the plot n that chan tries So hard to be true to mc so he can be w her n the way she tells him to do it for himself like :( they deserve each other sm i am very much looking forward to part 4!!!
26. pussydrunk chan — @aeliuss (s, f)
mngngngngjghgh i love pussydrunk chan so bad n i love the idea of him being so infatuated w mc that he just Had to drag her away n eat her out. i also love that he's there to support her in the end n how turned on he gets from her just being herself like that is a real man!!! n the way it's so reflective of how chan is irl too? i feel like this is how exactly how he'd behave— needy but so so soo in love with u too
27. kitty — @bandgie (!!!, s, f)
no joke this fic made my pussy throb. i need him 2 do this to him so bad bcs i need Him so bad. the way u wrote the subspace drop n how immersed mc was in her role n the way chan guides her thru everything n then the aftermath of it like hngnngnfgddjghjgh... i always have loved ur writing but this particular piece rly got to me along w ur kinktober series i hope u continue to do writing bcs u seriously so so SO good at it fr!!
28. angel eyes — @temptaetions (!!!, s, a)
this fic. this fucking FIC. bro this is actual evidence of the fact that literary geniuses exist bcs the way u wrote so beautifully not just the actual smut but the whole storyline?? u r a godsend fr like u should be getting paid to put out work of this degree. not only r u a PHENOMENAL writer but i hope u never stop writing bcs this was actually so so lovely n amazing to read i wish i could revisit the first time i read this T_T
29. just (fucking) friends? — @snowyquokka (s)
HELLOOOO i love possessive fwb chan almost as much as i love ur writing!! the way he's so annoyed at how she said they're just friends so he takes out his anger on her but then at the same time asks her what her color is to make sure she's still okay WOWZAAAA.. need him Bad. n in the end when they both agree they don't wanna be just friends like chan.. i don't want 2 be just friends either.. come 2 me plz... anyways very yummy work fr
30. american whiskey — @straywrds (!!!, s, a)
this fic... how do i even begin w this fic... the way u write is actually so . so otherwordly yk? u rly pour all ur passion into ur writing n the way u describe everything like every emotion every detail every feeling it's so raw n real that it touches my heart. i can Feel what each of the characters go thru n the SMUT... the smut is so so delicious ofc. i've read ur other work n u r such a good writer plz keep going with what u do i will always support u fr
31. free use w/ soft dom chris — @hwanghyunjinenthusiast (s, f)
the dirty talk in this.. hngnngkgjjdgjjh. i need free use w daddy!chan just as bad as i need to reread this fic ten times until it's ingrained in my brain n any telepath w the ability to read minds out there is disgusted by how many times i think abt it (idk what this analogy was i am sorry). the way he eats mc out n the way he fucks her omgfkjdgjhjhgjh NEED HIM RAHHHHH u did so well w this
32. play tight / pt. 4 — @roseykat (s, a)
squirting w chan squirting w chan SQUIRTING!! W CHAN!!! the way he makes mc do it once n then immediately goes "yea i need to feel that on my dick" n fucks her within an inch of her life like ohmygodjkdjhsfghj i did eat up the angst too but the way u wrote them fuckinig was so nasty n delicious I ENJOYED IT SM!! this entire series is such a good read even tho it's not chan centered idk if there r more parts to it but if there r plz link me to them!!
33. dream you — @charmercharm3r (s, f)
ok i know we r discussing smut n all n trust that i will get to that but THIS!! this was so cute n precious ohemgee the way he loves mc n takes care of her n banters w her at the start so lovingly is so so precious to me i want him so bad :( the smut was also very delicious w chan switching to hard dom mode n making mc suck him off before ravishing her like oh my god PLZZZZ FUCK ME PLZPLZPLZ u did so well on this plz continue writing more for me at the least <3
34. brat-taming w/ chan — @blurboki (s)
this damn drabble was so.. hngngjfjghjhdgjh. i want 2 be a brat to chan so bad n act out just so he'll snap n put me into my place which is exactly what u wrote n i LOVED IT!!! it's so short n simple (not a bad thing at all btw) yet it's so powerful too? i love the characterisation of chan cus i firmly believe this is how he'd act in bed w a fussy bratty s/o like wow. Just wow. i love u and ur delicious mind i hope u r having a great day just for this :3
35. tell me all about it.. — @chnsbm (s, f)
hngnfjhdfsjghgjh the idea of chan making u forget all about ur stress n playing with u to help u sleep is so gfjfjjjffjhgjhjh HOT!!! the way he lovingly reassures mc like u don't need to worry abt it now just let me take care of u n how he's such a fuckin TEASE!! w the way he's touching her is so so hot u ate w this idea n i will forever die on the hill that this is really smth chan would do— tease u n make u talk while he's doing ungodly things to u just to see u stutter over ur words
36. be that guy — @daizymax (!!!, s, a)
i have said it once i have said it twice n i will say it one more time bcs i don't care how many times i need to reiterate it needs to be said: EXES TO LOVERS W CHAN IS TOP TIER!!! the smut in this was so delicious but the LONGING chan had for mc.. the way he felt the twinge in his chest for letting her go oh man.. i'd take him back if he so even looked at me but maybe im just crazy. BUT ANYWAYS!! this is possibly one of the hottest chan smuts there ever is so thank U for this delicious gift fr
37. more than just friends — @kwanisms (!!!, s, f)
werewolf chan my luvr... my big strong baby who will knock me up w his knot n fuck me until the sun rises RAHHHHHHHH!!! this was so so SOOOOO good n yummy like from the way he pinned mc to the wall to the way he ordered her around n how his self restraint snapped the moment she called him daddy like why's that so Me behaviour HELPPPP anyways user kwanisms u fucking ATE w this i hope ur pillow is cold every night u go to sleep <3
38. connected — @j-0ne25 (s, f, a)
let me just start this by saying I FUCKING LOVE U USER J-0NE25!!! ur interactive stories esp megaverse r so fucking good how r u so bigbrained my dumbass could never like actually JSDHJFJHGJH. anyways i rmb reading this very vividly n oh boy.. "baby patience, or do you need me to teach you a lesson?" Brother my panties r drenched n off dont even start w me rn. anyways this was so so delicious plz never stop writing i beg u
39. chan ask drabble #3 — @hyungszn (!!!, s, f)
saved the best for last but CLOVER.. (u dk me but i am ur biggest fan hai :3) "your mouth is saying no but your body is telling me a different story, mrs. bang." GRRRHJDJSDFJHKJSFKJSFKJGJ... I NEED HIM SOO FUCKING BAD!!! the way they banter even while having nasty sex n just love each other so bad n hello my breeding kink went feral w this. when mc asked him to not eat his cum out of her pussy n he was like "and why is that?" cus he wanted to hear her say it GRAHHHHH I WILL EAT HIM!!! on a side note, u r so so soooo amazing i have been reading ur work for so long i think since american pie n i can safely say u r one of the best skzblr writers i have ever seen along w so many other ppl like plz keep up the good work bcs i will ALWAYS support u for it !!!
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add notes: thank u very much to all these amazing writers fr. if ur work wasn't featured here now do not fret!! i probably (most definitely knowing my dumbass) just missed it cus i didn't scroll Very far down in my likes (there's like 2k+....) so trust that u will most likely end up on the next recs list!! i love u all very much regardless if u r here or not n as always a very big thank u once more for all ur amazing hard work, u r all doing so well n i hope u guys know that <3
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