#IDK IF U REMEMBER ME BUT
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@perceivedpast asked : © legit all of them ! !
do you wish my oc was a canon character ? status : accepting .
SHUT THE FUCJ UP U ANGEL UR THE QUEEN OF OCS
#IDK IF U REMEMBER ME BUT#WE INTERACTED A LOT BACK ON AMELIA POTTER'S OLD BLOG YEARRRRRRRRRS AGO WHEN I HAD THEODOSIA ON HER SOLO BLOG#SO I KNOW DAMN WELL U ARE THE QUEEN OF OCS#perceivedpast#𝓪𝓷𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓭 / out of character.#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓽𝓽 𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓼 / out of character.#𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓭 / out of character.
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thank u canon plant nerd megumi for my life
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itadori yuuji#megumi#yuuji#middle one FOUGHT oh my god#angle/arm position/watering can/expression NONE of it wld go right#took 2 hours to get the lines only to realize upon laying down flats that it was still Completely off#so i took a break to bake an entire cake came back n finally it started cooperating#tbh idk if im still shaking off ytd's weird funk or what but this took ages longer than it should have#but its ok bc florist/botanist/general plant nerd megu is free serotonin 2 me#i could not decide on one apron 2 give him#but then i remembered he is th type 2 take his hobby Very seriously of course he would own multiple#looks at the hydrangeas listen . listen I Know i ws bemoaning having 2 draw so many cursing their name etc etc#but u dont understand he had to be holding one he just had to. he told me so. he held a gun 2 my head and said U Know What To Do#and i said ok ok ok ok#there r only 2 i survived#and i wld do anything fr him as we well know . cuffs his jeans puts leaves in his hair <3#jjk may have given me trust issues depression anxiety etc but it Also gave me flowerboy megu and i think that balances it out :)#edit added the bonus here bc reblogs dont show up in the main tags enjoy itfs gross flirting mwah <3
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#senart#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering
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feetman
#hlvrai#half live vr but the ai is self aware#gordon freeman#gordon feetman#so idk if theres any like ‘metastory’ to there being a player or if its literally just supposed to be wayne#but i thought it would be kinda interesting for the player to be his own guy#cause like to me#a big part of it that makes it fun is that gordon has like#no actual stakes#dude is getting pissed for the sake of it#he knows its a game and is just freaking out at the ai being so alive u know#now since i cant remember if theres some kind of canon or metastory to the player you can completely decide for yourself why hes playing#or how he got the game#is he just some guy? is it an experiment? is it for his job? who knows!#hes The Player#also if ur wondering why his design is so similar to gordons#its cause i didnt wanna stray into the unrecognizable lmao#also. i really really really didnt wanna draw the fucking suit#and yes thats benrey on the tamagotchi#i think it would be very funny if he could cart them all around in tamagotchis#sorry for long tags
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I’m like 99% sure that this has been done before but oh well :)
#zukki#sukka#zukka#idk the ship tag for Zuko x Suki#uhhh#suko?#zukki fan art#atla fanart#so yes this has probably been done before and so what#who can stop me? no one#also this is literally so unrelated but I read a zukka twilight au today and it changed my life#literally don’t remember who I was before reading it#anyway#zukki supremacy#suki is the brain cell#Sokka and Zuko just admire her (and each other)#thank u for coming to my ted talk <3
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been thinking about them lately ok
#lots of doodles ok these arent even close to finished and never will be#dhmis humanizations#dhmis duck#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis red guy#dhmis#anyways. i think rgs crush on duck is insaene in general i think its WORSE WHEN THEYRE HUMAN#i also think its really fucking funny#obsessed with this tiny balding little man who is Mean To Me#hes like a kid who would get bullied in high school to me#like idk. theyre da same to me in human au. which i suppose this is an au even tho im just trying to translate them as closely as i can#in my heart theyre still in the pink house#this is not like the apartments au to me at all. so to me the dynamic is still the same#and for those of u who dont remember that dynamic is RG being down bad for duck bc he WEIRDLY is godbless. but also insanely evasive and sh#and duck does not act like anything is happening between them but also in his head theyve been married for 30 years. but its obvious to him#so he doesnt feel the need to say anything duh.#and if he ever brought it up it would be a best friend debate again#'you think IM your husband?!?!' of course you are !! :] 'IM NOT. YOUR HUSBAND !! YOU DONT HAVE A HUSBAND!!'
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Winter Pitstop moodboard by the wonderful @racingghost
#look how wonderful this moodboard is..... look at it..... IT'S SO COZY AND PERFECT AND <333333#very not modest very self-indulgent but today marks a year since my first foray into simi fic oh how time flies :')#i still remember it like it was yesterday... Ghost said 'write me rally kimi. snow ball fight and kimi kisses seb's cold fingers'#and i was like 'bet. smutty?'#and she was like 'oh idk whatever you want u//////u'#and i was like 'don't be a fucking coward dude ask me for smut'#and she was like 'ok smut' and i was like 'hell yeah'#simi#edit: the fic is linked in the caption if you click on 'winter pitstop'! but it's archive-locked so you need an ao3 account
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homestars handwriting 2000 / 2005
#obviously this was them either not remembering how he wrote in the past or just not caring to commit to it#im sure there are other inconsistencies with the other characters’ handwriting and drawing#BUT i love to see this as him becoming more laid back and less feeling like he has to appear 100% cool and flawless#but also becoming more generally depressed along with that. like just not being sure what he’s supposed to do with his life#u feel me. that being reflected through his handwriting degrading in care and quality#ofc there’s no objectively correct way to write but u get what i mean the 2000 handwriting is WAY more fancy looking#i was gonna say it also could just be that it’s a high school yearbook signing but like… idk if he’d care enough#to make his writing all pretty and sofisticated just for that#homestar runner
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TESTAMENT DOUJINSHI BIRTHDAY BLAST
HI!!!! Im celebrating testament’s birthday by sharing scans of 3 testament-centric doujinshi anthologies: totentanz (2007), gentle grim reaper (2014), and potatoment (2015), as well as a collection of short stories by 1 of the writers as a bonus. Generally sfw, untranslated. Dizzy sol and johnny are also in there sometimes, some others too.
Google drive might not be the neatest way to share this, but its the best ive got right now. Hopefully anyone else out there finds these as extremely charming as i do. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESTAMENT YAY
#and remember . women want me for my huge files.#totentanz is probably my favorite. its so awesomely 2007. and idk like its more focused on testament than shippy stuff which is cool 4 me#potatoment is short and sweet. well. there is a dead body in the written chapter but um other than that. quite sweet#ggr is also preddy awesome and THANK U TILLMAN FOR GIVING IT TO ME!!!! YAY#OKAY. yay#the kat goes meow#guilty gear#testament guilty gear#<- im so scared of main tags but this is so serious.
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lifes fleetin do whteve yu want & die 2be a buttrfly aftrwrds
Ta p in to no blurry
#thank u to my gramaw friends who r transwomen in their early 30s-late 40s n took care of me i hold the memories i have of uall so dear#sorry draiwng transfem toshiro made me ee feel so remembering of the past#i've been painting a while so i didnt feel like colorin sorry#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#nakamoto toshiro#hien#idk if i should tag falin since she has like. very small presence here#veen feling like daytime drinking#anyways i wish there was more acceptance towards falins and toshiros dynamic with eachother bc i think it could b sweet/fun#for me its moreso olatonci abd such .... 2 transexuals who r friends & like bugs & r quiet most of the time#i guess its just bc i grew up w transwomen alongside my life but truly there needs2 bmore asian transwomen in this worldr.....#we need mroe transexuals and bakla and bayot and beki and tibo and tbirds now more thwan ever#i am not a v creative ir imaginaitave perosb so i love all of the peeopler who ware making trans toshiro hcs#it is like bein given bountiful rain duriign a seasons drought .... as a flower is to a bee
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I love amphibia I'm really happy it exists
#this is so random LOL but ive been like going thru lots of phases where im just trying to feed into a latest interest#and when doing so i tend to look back on the stuff ive liked in the last and like.. as im scrolling thru an anne and sprig tag on tumblr#i suddenly had a realization that i havent been feeling sad about the fact that the shows been over for a while now??#idk its crazy to me instead im just having warm fuzzy feelings inside and im just#gah i do miss these goofs but i really appreciate the laughs and the love you showed me. hope u dumbasses are doing ok#also more random thoughts: the 'did hop pop just leave us' joke has been randomly playing in my head for no reason other than me remembering#season 1 and also been randomly reading gf fics and read a crossover one w amphibby and i fucking lost my shit when it reminded me abt how#they fucking played kpop in all in like thags so fucking funny to me all the time for no reason its peak silly
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little images while i draw something more substantial
#transformers#cyclonus#galvatron#galvacyc#my art#galvs on the LL is just so real to me now. its too real#u know i think the inclusion of an alpha male on the LL could disrupt the betamale ecosystem on there#i have another comic scripted i just need to actually draw it#''scripted'' makes it seem so formal when it is in fact nothing more than car robot fanfiction in the form of drawings#i jsut reread dark cybertron and these freaks really dont even interact with each other....... idk why but i thought i remembered#that they did...
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faligon
#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi#falin touden#faligon#falin chimera#ダンジョン飯#digital art#id in alt text#clip studio paint#idk man something came over me#wanted to do something like a black painting (goya-esque) (?) bc u know. the horrors#more horror-leaning art for dungeon meshi! please. for me.#blood#oh wait#delicious in dungeon#farlyn touden#farlyn thorden#remember those guys? haha
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I'm coming for MAPPA's necks bc what the actual fuck is wrong with them
#they weren't kidding when they said they'd add anime only sequences bc H U H!!??#i don't remember him biting a fish in the manga bc if i did i would've made so many fish thirst statements ages ago#MAPPA....imma statngle y'all [out of horniness love]#that's how i want him to bite me like idk????#𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒊 ˖⁺‧₊˚🎐˚₊‧⁺˖ 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen season 2#jjk#jjk s2#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jjk spoilers#toji#toji fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen toji#fushiguro toji#toji zenin#daddy toji#dilf toji#jujutsu kaisen anime
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content note: discussion of suicide.
this next monday will be the six year anniversary of losing one of my friends to suicide.
when he died, my high school barely mentioned his death, even though for other students who died by things like car crashes or illness, there were so many public expressions of grief. they believed that having any memorials for a student who died by suicide would encourage other people to die the same way. in their rush to erase the circumstances of his death, they erased the memory of his life.
there are so many things i am angry at that high school about in terms of how they treated mental health (mandatory reporting and collaborating with cops, their refusal to recognize the ways in which that system led to peer-to-peer crisis support, their refusal to recognize the ways that trying to keep each other alive through trial and error was scary and exhausting, carceral disciplinary policies, etc etc etc). but i think one of the things i am still angriest about is the way they enforced shame around his death. it felt like they were retroactively blaming him for the constellation of circumstances that made suicide an option in his life. it felt like they were blaming those of us who missed him and cared about him and wanted to grieve him. it made those of us still there who were actively suicidal feel even more scared about the reaction if we did reach out for help from one of those mythical safe adults.
as an adult now involved in psych abolition/mad liberation work, it makes me so fucking mad to see the ways in which he was discarded by people in authority positions. and the older i get, the more options i have found in my life for making sense of the world and finding healing and community and support which were never available to him because he died when he was 16 and the only things offered to him were a carceral psychiatric system that blamed him for his own fucking death. it feels so incredibly unfair.
i miss him and i think i always will; i can't remember his laugh or the sound of his voice or his favorite color any more and that aches. this grief is so heavy and it feels harder in a new way each year, when i become older than he will ever be. sometimes meeting new comrades or seeing new anticarceral suicide support models hurts because i wish so fucking bad that we had that back then. i remember how close we came to losing even more people that year and i know it is simple fucking luck that i'm still here when he's not.
i remember another letter (never sent) that i wrote to a friend while they were in an ICU bed after a suicide attempt when i didn't know if they would live or not. i have spent so much time in the past 10 years begging for anything to keep me and my friends alive, but even in that letter i knew that there is so much fucking violence that is hidden beneath psychiatric logics of cure and safety that promise a "solution" to suicide. I knew that institutionalization, coercion, and shame would not have helped build a life more liveable for him or **** or any of the people i've loved and lost since.
there needs to be more fucking options for care and support that aren't so incredibly cruel to suicidal people. i know so many people doing incredible work in alternatives, peer respite, a million different frameworks for healing and liberation. but it makes me so mad every day i have to live in a world where there are still people restrained, locked up in psych wards, having all autonomy and personhood taken away from them. knowing there are dozens of people every day getting blamed for their deaths the same way he was blamed for his.
i miss him. i cared so fucking much for him. and he died by suicide, and all of those things are true. he has been dead for 6 years and he lived before that and the people who loved him want to remember all of him; our celebrations of his life should not require hiding the way that he died.
Image description: [1000 origami cranes in all different colors and patterns that are tied together in strings of 25]
(these were the 1000 cranes we made to give to his parents, in memorial and recognition of how much he meant to us.)
#personal#suicide tw#suicide mention tw#psych abuse tw#psych ward tw#ok to reblog if u want#psych abolition#mad liberation#psych survivor#it's a lot of grief hours over here and will be for a while all week i think#lots of grief so many ways this year for so many people#but this week. his memory . my grief for him#is hitting especially hard. i think partially because of all the transitions in my life. i'm graduating college. he will never become an ad#adult.#i think i might ask my roommates if they will go do something to remember him with me. maybe making origami cranes and sending them off in#the river. or writing things down and burning them#idk. grief is hard#six years in grief is different. but hard
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first week of august
#gym lyf feeling strong lifting running etc !#me + my bf made pistachio ice cream !!!!!!! it slays#and I have been known to enjoy a farmer’s market every now and then ……..#also I wear anklets now yahhhh#I’m feeling kind of close to a breakdown but keep steering myself away idk life is so beautiful in so many ways but I have a nervous feeling#all the tiiiime <3 but I just have to remember how lucky of a person I am and all of the things I am grateful for which are mannnyyyy#love to u#personal
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