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Report their dumbasses.
Hey queers of tumblr, I need your help. This shitty ass account on twitter is circling around claiming that there should be a divide between the LBG and the TQIA community. Help report this account to get it taken down and show that we will NOT BE DIVIDED. Now more than ever we need to stand together as a community.
#whack his pp#but seriously how tf are u gay and transphobic bitch#I've never been so pissed before#Besides tennesseees stupid ass drag bill#They can fuck off right to hell#Get this shit taken down
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[ID: A graph where the x-axis is labelled "How far north you are in Britain" and the y-axis is labelled "How good the water tastes". On the graph is a direct proportion line that goes diagonally upwards from the origin. End ID]
If you know you know.
#my random stuff#british#british memes#currently in london and missing the wonderful water of [redacted] where i live#london water tastes like someone dissolved chalk in piss#water from the scottish highlands is so good though#but uh. since coming to london I've been living off juice and drinks from restaurants/cafes#because i can only take a couple mouthfuls of london water before spitting it back out#my dad brought a bottle of [redacted] water that he packed for the journey down and i have never been more grateful#southerners how do you live.#i mean. yeah the south gets all the government funding and the tourism and the infrastructure#but at least we have banger water
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feeling like,,,, soon I'm probably gonna become obsessed with evangelion again. the weather forecast says I'm gonna have the evangelion brain disease not too long from now
#mole talks#maybe i should rewatch it. yeah haha that'll make me wanna die#i remember the first time i watched evangelion was actually when i was 14 and was in year 10#had to do some pretty important exams (year 10 is the year before you do gcses so the work you do then feels like a big deal at the time)#i stayed up late watching evangelion and then the next day i went into school only to absolutely flunk my maths exam#i got.. 26% in that exam#my friend was SO pissed off at me when she learnt i spent so much time watching eva instead of studying!!#but this is one of my favourite memories ever for some reason#i've always been bad at maths.. but lately i've actually been kind of okay at it so i dunno what happened?#i didn't pay any attention in maths class last year#but i somehow performed very well on my maths exam last year#and this year i was moved up a maths class because my grade was high#i don't know how that happened? but i almost started liking maths after that#but then. my new classmates in my new maths class are the worst#i have the coolest maths teacher now! but the worst classmates#they talk constantly and never shut up#and i want/ to die. (just kidding i don't wanna die. i love life and living and laughing and et cetera)
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i feel like this ending was just to overshadow how pissed off i was that they got back together so quickly and blamed mhok for everything ... because what do you MEAN the ending is that he gets his eye sight back ???!!! their supposed reason for breaking up was so day could show mhok he could live without him hovering over him AND HE GETS HIS EYE SIGHT BACK ???? fuck off
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I love the vocal nuance in this exchange, but also posting this for my differences posts because this is one of the changes that infuriates me the most. Yuri didn't threaten Ioder, did not threaten him with a weapon, and just said he'd punch him in a lazy, half joking voice (half joking as in, he really doesn't want to hear that - that's just his way of saying so; but that's not the voice of someone who is super angry and threatening).
My other huge grievance is that this is a recurring issue between them in the dub. Yuri is pretty much always vocally rude to Ioder. Ioder has done nothing to wrong him or anyone and has only ever done good for the people where he's able to.
Yet despite Ioder being nothing but sincere, honest and polite with Yuri, in fact even happy to see him here and there, dub Yuri is outright tonally rude to him leading right up this scene where he threatens Ioder in this dark voice. Meanwhile he's actually just supposed to be… lazily telling Ioder he'll punch him in his Yuri Lowell way of saying "I don't want to hear that".
The dub really just wanted to turn Yuri into this dark edgelord and I hate that for my goofy, silly boy.
#GTF Vesperia Clips#honestly JP Yuri talks abt punching ppl often enough that it's like... this should have been an easy tl#and like honestly wtf is with the dub having Yuri at Ioder's absolute THROAT every time they talk#I'm serious when I say dub Yuri genuinely pisses me off sometimes bc he's an asshole for NO reason#it's not cool. I'm not rooting for him. I'm rooting for someone to punch him in the face for being an ass#JP Yuri would love to do it honestly he's always up for punching ppl it's a recurring theme for /him/#I've never wanted to punch JP Yuri in the face. I've wanted to punch dub Yuri in the face multiple times#that's enough for me to recognize that the dub took more than just ''creative liberties'' with the loc#it SUCKS too bc the dub in and of itself isn't bad. I've said this before but#it really is primarily Yuri and his absolute ATTITUDE problem /and/ the way the dub treats Flynn and puts him down constantly#and unfortunately often uses Yuri to do it... when they're not having Flynn himself do it#all always in areas that never even happened originally. they just literally made it up#still not over how they had Flynn basically berate himself by saying ''like a /good knight/'' at Yormgen#the dub very clearly had a /narrative/ bias against imperial figures/knights that wasn't in the original#what was the reason to drop Sodia calling Yuri ''sir'' at Aurnion? there wasn't one!#but Sodia BaD so we can't possibly let anyone see her character development and have to hide it from dub players!#unfortunately for me the dub not being bad in and of itself truly is trumped by#its treatment of Yuri and Flynn as characters and the way the game narratively directs players#for me it really is THAT BAD that it's stronger than the rest of the dub being just fine#and it really truly honestly RUINS the entire dub for me bc I love Yuri and Flynn and hate seeing them treated like that#I mean literally the whole point of me making those text posts is bc of my love for Yuri lol#and it's so sad and hard to see dub players not get the same Yuri experience simply bc... they don't even know#a lot of people didn't even realize how different he was and like... I get loving Troy's acting#but again Troy isn't the problem here. I don't want a dub that treats my favorites the way it does#I WISH Troy could have voiced Yuri the way he really is. in some way for me it feels very lonely#bc like the casual person I pass by who knows Vesp isn't likely to have not played the dub you know??#so it's like... I wanna talk abt Yuri but we aren't even talking abt the same Yuri#nearly outta tags lol but yeah it just... makes me SO sad that they did all this to those two
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Fucking hate how comfortable people are with asking me to change my name for their convenience.
#i'm mixed and have a long surname from my dad's culture#it's been a never-ending story since childhood#people actively being pissed when they hear my name#people berating me for the length#people calling me whatever they like instead#people acting outraged that i didn't change my name the moment i turned eighteen#people suggesting i marry someone with an “acceptable” surname and take theirs#<- teachers were already talking about that one when I was in ELEMENTARY SCHOOL#i've also had all of the above coming from literal strangers who i only spoke to in order to pick up a freaking package#and i've had to practically yell that i LIKE my name before my colleagues would shut up about it#totally blew their minds#it's so fucking annoying#/vent#sth happened to set me off right now sorry
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i really have almost the entire range of possible grandmother naming conventions represented. the stepgrandmothers are mrs. [last name], [first name], aunt [first name], and grandma [first name]. the biological grandmother is grammy. the great-grandmother was gram. i'm just missing a grandma [last name] but i think other that that i've covered all the levels of formality available in my culture.
#i was just addressing a christmas card to the mrs. lastname grandmother#(i know i said i wasn't doing holiday cards this year but there are a certain number that are unavoidable)#and going wow this is insane. i actually call her mrs. lastname? like a teacher???#this woman has been my stepgrandmother for what. 28 years?#at the time (age 7) i was really pissed about having a stepfamily so i was not at all receptive to being on friendly terms w them#and since i started out calling them that it's just never changed#the grandma firstname married my grandfather before i was born so she was just a regular grandmother during my childhood#but since my grandfather died i don't think i've seen her even once. but she still has grandmother privileges. she was (wait for it)#grandfathered in#the aunt firstname was also with my (other) grandfather since before i was born but she didn't like being called grandma#maybe it made her feel old? she was used to aunt because of her niece so that's what she wanted us to call her too#the stepgrandmother i call firstname came along at age 12 and by then i was full up on grandmothers#and feeling pretty skeptical about this new stepfamily. so she got called just her first name which is maybe borderline rude#from a 12yo in your family? not outright rude. but 'grandma firstname' would have been nicer#i just didn't feel like giving her grandmother status#but it was still more familiar than mrs. lastname. i can't decide if mrs. lastname comes across as respectful or really distant#it does feel like a little much but at this point it's been 27 years...i can't change it or i'll just be calling attention to it#the grandfather situation is kind of similar but i have fewer of them so it was just grampa [first name] for the two biological#and then mr. [last name] and [first name] (matching their wives)#for the most part i think the grandparents who died before i was born i just refer to as the parents of the people i know#so my dad's mom i just call 'my dad's mom' or 'my paternal grandmother'#anyway. back to these fucking christmas cards
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I could have been better on how I've been handling my business in my preseason. You know, I could lock in more on my details and, like I said, the things that I did wrong. But it's all about how you handle it you know, it's all about what it means to you. And I feel like I need to do a better job of showing how much this means to me.
#jermaine burton#i've been so curious because he's so so talented#but when reporters would ask joe about the new receivers he never mentioned jermaine??#when troy gets interviewed all he says about jermaine is that he needs to get in his playbook#zac says similar things#he wasn't getting put in preseason games until late each game#(and he would perform well! he had the most yards out of anyone on the team! and 2 TDs!)#but then in practice he's stuck practicing with the 3's sometimes the 2's#this was the fear! he's gotta get his head on straight!!#hopefully this is a good lesson??#like i mean the attitude issues could be much worse given what we were warned about lol#i'm sure he's one of those guys who has so much talent that he hasn't really had to put the work in before#so he's probably just adjusting to that??#very interesting!#(and if he's sleeping in meetings!! oh that would piss joe off so much i know!)
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GOOD NEWS the expensive pair of jeans i impulse-bought last week (bc my current jeans make me actually angry to wear) don't fit me, so i can return them and get a refund 😊
#on the one hand YES it would be great to have a pair of jeans that fit me#on the other hand i regretted that purchase financially as soon as i made it and i will be v glad to get the money back#WHY DOES NOWHERE MAKE JEANS THAT FIT ME#they're always just too baggy in places and too tight other places like they're usually too big and too small at the same time#and in that situation u can't just get it in a different size bc then it would still fit weird#these ones fit really well around my hips but were just weirdly baggy in the crotch? WHY#also they're always ALWAYS way too long on me but that's ok i can alter the hem length really easily#i guess the real answer would be to learn how to tailor the tops of jeans to fit me properly#i have been seeing some vids recently on pinterest on how to do that and i'll definitely look into it more#because it PISSES ME OFF TO NO END#the current pair i have are just. SO baggy and not in a cute way like they are definitely too big for me#and i guess i have lost a little weight since i bought them but i think probably they never fit right#and i was just so desperate that i settled#also i kind of made a loose resolution that i would only buy second hand or sustainable clothes from now on#and the vast majority of sustainable jeans do not come in sizes big enough for me#it fucking sucks but fast fashion brands really are the only places you can buy decent plus sized jeans#no 'good quality' denim brands eg levi or wrangler make plus sized jeans and you for sure can't find any second-hand#that's why this pair was expensive (bc the brand is sustainable)#i've ordered from them before and i remember having the same problem and having to return everything so i really should have known better#sustainably making clothes that don't fucking fit me lmao#🧃
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one of the things that has me nonstop thinking about topmew is that they're actually a very unique type of couple in fiction but not in real life. in most fiction, people are always falling in love by accident. they meet, circumstances put them together, they're caught by surprise when they fall in love. but though both top and mew had never been in love before and didn't totally know what to expect, it wasn't a complete shock. they met through a mutual friend, they found each other attractive and interesting, so they decided to date. they fell in love because they went on dates and did romantic things together on purpose. i think neither of them expected to fall so hard, but still, the point of dating is to see if you're compatible and fall in love and maybe build a life together. and that's what they did.
i don't think that makes them boring, i think that makes them relatable! i think that makes them stand out from other fictional couples! you know, people claimed they wanted more realistic BLs, but for some reason when topmew came along, a ship based on a real life gay couple, they didn't like them?
#topmew#i'm remembering those posts that were like 'top didn't mean to fall in love' and like. are you sure?#it's not like he thought he was incapable of love#i don't think top goes into relationships expecting to be bored#i think he just had a hard time finding someone who challenges him the way mew does#it sounds like guys weren't interested in who he really was but were more interested in his body or his money#i think it's ridiculous that mew and viewers are expected to think that top is unable to have a long term relationship just because#he hasn't had one at the age of TWENTY-ONE#how many long term relationships have you had mew? oh zero?#have YOU ever been with someone longer than three months? no? then why is top in the wrong?#you've never even had a boyfriend!!! at least top has had boyfriends!#how do you know that YOU have what it takes to be with someone for longer than three months?#also why does everyone insinuate that it was his fault and he broke it off every time#boeing says that top dumped him but based on boeing's whole personality i'd say he had a better reason than he 'got bored'#ofs liveblog#side-note: i love how boeing is framed as someone who was a big loss to sand and wronged by top when we see none of his good qualities#like am i supposed to take it at face value that he was a good boyfriend when he left someone because the other guy was rich and powerful#and then is creepy and mean to his ex who calls him when he's in distress and has only one friend#am i supposed to think that sand is justified in being pissed off that top 'stole him' when boeing is human garbage#i've said it before and i'll say it again: TOP DID YOU A FAVOR#so much about those relationships are so half-assed i'm sitting here like ok but what actually happened#can i get a rewrite here with some details
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it sure would be nice if the people in my life would tell me anything about things that involve me
#friday chats#having to badger my upperclassmen roommates about what things they're bringing to the dorm to share#bc i've never done this before and would like to be prepared before we move in in a month#and i asked my mom when an upcoming wedding reception was (bc she didn't tell me the freaking DATE)#and she was like ''oh i thought you didn't want to go!'' even though when she ASKED ME i said ''yeah sure i'll go. sounds fun''#and the number of times i've been at home and realized ''huh i haven't seen dad in a few days. wonder where he is''#and mom tells me he's on a trip THAT NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT in fucking. australia or some other far-off place#for the love of GOD can people be TRANSPARENT with me for ONCE#(my only solace is that when i complained to my grandma (dad's mom) about it she said she had to badger him to give her a schedule as well#so it's not just a me thing. still pisses me off though)
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grabbing my period by the throat. leave me the fuck alone
#rambling#vent#i have been super extra uber emotional this cycle#and it's pissing me the fuck off.#i hate being that 'god sorry it's my period' person but AAAAAAAAAA#i'm so stressed and the littlest things piss me off and i'm just so miserable#i wanna go home but i have two more fucking hours here#and then i have to fill up my tires#and i'm tired and it's gonna be cold and i've never fucking done that before!!!#what if i do it wrong. what if i fuck it up and fuck up my car because i'm too dumb to put air in them#i just wanna cry so bad but i'm still at WOOOOORK and i'll be trapped here FOREVER#with these dumbass stupid confusing calls and angry customers#and shit idk how to do yet. blarg
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I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day
#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute#so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back.#pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few.#over and over and over.#and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick.#and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much#but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment.#which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow?#even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it#she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan#I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!!#no response. deep inhale. alright.#whatever tho.#when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning#and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area.#and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell#like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color.#I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH???#and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine.#there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him#and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times.#there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously.#I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out#was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do.#got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night.#put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over#blahhhhhh#and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
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i swear to god if i call my derm tomorrow and they tell me they haven't heard from dupixent and don't know what i'm talking about i'm going to fucking THROTTLE SOMEBODY!!!!
#i have a bitch of a rash in my armpit and it's pissing me off and being a ptsd trigger#i have exactly 3 shots left and i've already been rationing them#we're nearly halfway through the year and i still haven't gotten my new prescription. i was supposed to get it in January btw#the derm doesn't seem to know what's going on at dupixent and dupixent doesn't seem to know what's going on at derm#i've been on this med for nearly a decade and have NEVER had this happen before#DO YOUR FUCKIJNG JOBS FOR GOD'S SAKE. FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK!!!!#this isn't even getting into my other medication that i also haven't gotten yet this year. that i'm also supposed to get in January btw#and i've been out of that forever because they decided to short me on it for no reason and i was like well#i'm about to get a new script for the year so i'll just wait til then. then insurance decided not to cover it for the first time ever 😐#i'm so fucking upset and tired about this can someone please do their fucking job please please please i'm gonna lose my mind#i shouldn't have to call every goddamn week and be like hiii did you guys do your job yet? :)#darryl speaks
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my old boss who unceremoniously fired me over text message a week and a half before I was supposed to go back to that job is simply ghosting my request for an open letter of recommendation and has apparently told the kids that I quit. kill yourself
#I Knew that she was going to tell the kids that I 'found another job' but it still pisses me off#one of my school year kids whos also at camp came up to me today like why did you quit aftercare >:(#literally broke my heart and made me SO mad#like she must have told them at the summer camp she runs?#idk the more I think about it the more upset I get#and everyone else I've told about the whole situation has been like what the fuck???#and it's sort of validating the feelings I think I was trying to ignore/diminish#idk it just sucks. I thought that I'd have that job for a few years but I guess not#also I've never been fired before so I'm sort of :(#like maybe Technically this counts as being laid off because I'm just not being invited back to a seasonal job#and her reasoning was she didn't want any part time employees#but it sure Feels like I've been fired#and now after doing so in a way thats kind of like astoundingly unprofessional she won't even write me a recommendation letter#like. okay#I'm GOOD at my job kids and coworkers tell me all the time. and also I know it independently. so fuck you#anyway.#ghost posts#text
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So many of y'all are so endearingly shy about your kinks and like... always worry that you're requesting stuff that's too out there for me and... okay, so like here's the thing. I've been part of my local kink/bdsm community for years, I studied the sociology of sex and kink as part of my degree in uni, and most importantly I'm a sex worker and professional erotica writer.
So like... a short and vague list of things I've been paid to write about and/or video myself doing specifically for someone's sexual pleasure:
Blowing up a balloon
Teeth brushing
Diaper hypnosis
Bunnyboy to dragonboy transformation
Brain slugs
Ear fingering
Eating crackers
Reading aloud the back of a soap bottle
A detailed description of furry social media
Knee massage
And those are just the more obscure ones. There's plenty of stuff I could list that's considered far "grosser," "weirder," or more "fucked up."
I actively enjoy exploring new things and indulging other peoples' kinks, even when they do nothing for me personally. I promise you anything you might send me will not be the most out there thing I've heard. And even if I can't figure out how to write it, I'll never judge anyone for asking.
So y'all don't need to keep apologising for asking me to write kinky stuff!! If I wasn't having fun, I wouldn't keep doing it!!
#sunshine#like idk just all the apologies I get when people ask for kinky stuff makes me so sad#don't feel bad about your desires!!!#I enjoy writing this stuff#I enjoy the educational experience of exploring kinks I've never considered before#I guarantee y'all will never come even close to the most obscure things I've been paid to do/write#and even if you DO I'll just be excited about trying to write something new!!#I'll never stop thinking about the person who apologised for requesting oral sex on a fem reader because they were worried it was too kinky#and that's DESPITE the fact that I have multiple piss kink stories on here!!!#please y'all this blog is BY a kinky freak FOR the kinky freaks <3#anyway idk if this counts as secret sun lore or not#but I'm starting to think I should be making a tag for the random facts I drop about myself
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