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Officially passed the halfway point of having my Inktober fics finished!! I am so cool and good at writing!!

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Stray Gods - Chapter 49

Pairing: Gods!OT8 x !F!Reader Genre: romance, friends to lovers, polyamory, mystery, supernatural, angst, fluff, smut Wordcount: 5112 Chapters:  [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] [11] - [12] - [13] - [14] - [15] - [16] - [17] - [18] - [19] - [20] [21] - [22] - [23] - [24] - [25] - [26] - [27] - [28] - [29] - [30] [31] - [32] - [33] - [34] - [35] - [36] - [37] - [38] - [39] - [40] [41] - [42] - [43] - [44] - [45] - [46] - [47] - [48] - [49] - [?] MASTERLIST Summary: With no memory of who you were, you wake up in the woods, only to be found by eight unusually handsome men. With no information of the past, the guys decide to take you in and take care of you for the time being. But that time becomes years, and as time passes, you start to notice that there is something different about them... and something different about you... Warnings: angst, praise, thigh riding, kissing, fingering, overstimulation, lovebites, bad/miscommunication, low self-esteem, swearing, name-calling, dry humping, college, degradation, gods, special powers, vaginal sex, oral sex (f&m), mentions of contraception (condoms&thepill), injuries, mentions of death (but no character deaths), virgin!reader, teasing, orgasms, poly relationship, semi-public sex, daddy kink, strength kink, grinding, I've probably forgotten some, so let me know if I did and I will add more as the story progresses.

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'Hey, look at me,' Felix spoke. You looked over at him, your hands still fidgeting with the straps of your bag sitting on your lap.

Felix had insisted on taking you to school today, as Minho had already left, having to arrive early to be on time to prepare for the lessons he had to teach that day. Minho hadn't said much, and you were sure he was the only one who was as doubtful about the entire situation as you were. When Hyunjin had left your room, he had returned to Han, continuing to monitor him and relieving Felix from his post. You had gotten ready far too slowly, your head still going back and forth between believing and trusting in Hyunjin and the urge to run back into Han's room. By the time you were done, Minho had already left. You knew you had been slow on purpose, hoping that being unable to catch a ride with Minho would give you the excuse to stay home. Somewhere you suspected that that was why Minho hadn't announced his departure, nor given you a heads-up and final call like he usually did. You suspected he too would prefer it if you were to stay home with Han, even if it would hinder your academic success. But Han wouldn't have it. When Felix had left his room it seemed like Han had given him a mission of making sure you would get to school today. After checking your bag for the umpteenth time, pretending you weren't sure if you had packed your favorite pen, notebook, and charger, Felix was starting to lose his patience and urged you out of the house. For the entire drive to school, you sat beside him silently, fiddling with your bag nervously as you kept imagining Han's pale and sick face.

Felix gave you a kind smile.

'We've arrived,' he said simply. You looked out the window again, seeing the familiar building, with many people coming and going to and from the entrance.

'Right,' you said, quickly opening the door and jumping from your seat.

You heard the other car door open and close, and as you were about to take a step towards the school, Felix halted you. He rested his hands upon your shoulders and turned you to face him, hands not leaving you.

'He'll be alright by the time you get home,' Felix assured you, repeating Hyunjin's words.

'How do you know?' You asked, insecurity lacing your tone. Felix sighed.

'Trust Hyunjin. He knows what he's talking about. I know it's scary and all, one of us being sick for the first time, but I'm sure he is right. There is no doubt in my heart that his diagnosis is incorrect. So trust him,' Felix urged.

'I do but…' you began, hesitating for a moment, 'but how can he look like that, be so sick… just because of.. love… is it… it's… because of me, right?'

'Oh baby,' he said with a chuckle, taking you into his arms and hugging you tightly.

'None of this is your fault, and no one could've ever seen this coming. We only just found out too, even Hyunjin had a hard time placing his finger on it,' Felix said in a comforting tone.

'But how can he be that sick?' you pressed on worriedly. Felix let go of you, putting his hands on your shoulders once more and looking at you warmly.

'We might be gods, but we don't know everything, you know,' he said with a chuckle. 'Honestly, I don't know why he is as sick as he is, and why he is the only one,' Felix admitted truthfully, looking thoughtful, 'but I know illnesses and I know they can affect different beings in very different ways, even if they are the same species. Besides, it's what Hyunjin always says; the power love holds over all things is severely underestimated. I've seen many pets miraculously cured of diseases that I personally had diagnosed and pronounced terminal, just because of the love they got from their humans. Mind you, of course, that's not for every pet, and that doesn't mean they don't get enough love but-' he added, but seeing your face he quickly stopped and cleared his throat. 'Anyhow, what I was saying is that, as Jinnie always persists, love has more power than we realize and works in mysterious ways.' Felix ended.

'He will get better,' you said, stating it to convince yourself.

'He will get better,' Felix said definitely. 'And he is already getting better as a matter of fact. Just when you left I noticed his heartbeat seemed to be getting back to normal and even his color and scent seemed to be slowly returning to its original state,' Felix said seriously but with a smile.

You nodded.

'Now, no more dawdling because Han will give me an earful, as soon as his voice is recovered, if I do not get you to your next lesson on time,' he laughed. You couldn't help but chuckle a bit at his remark. He let go of your shoulders, and one of his hands took hold of your chin.

'Can I see your pretty smile one more time before you leave?' he asked sweetly. You smiled for him, a real smile and a bit of warmth seemed to return to your insides. 'That's my baby,' he grinned. He bent towards you, planting a soft kiss on your lips before withdrawing again. You could instantly feel yourself blushing. 'Just making sure I won't get sick as well,' he teased. You pouted at him and he winked, letting go of your face and waving you goodbye as you walked up to the school.

'WHYYYYYY are you not just addicted to your phone like the rest of us,' an irritated voice spoke. Before you could look around, you were being jumped, an arm around your neck pulling you into a headlock.

'Sera!' you said her name, laughing but trying to get free.

'No! I told you I would kill you when you'd get back, so get it girl,' she laughed, rubbing her hand over your hair and messing it up. You squealed and giggled, trying to get loose but she wouldn't let go until she was satisfied.

'There,' she said huffing as she let go of you, putting her hands on her hips and looking at your messed up hair proudly, 'totally killed your vibe.'

'I guess I had it coming,' you chuckled, trying to flatten your hair again with your hands.

'Yes, you did. And after my lecture yesterday, you still didn't react to my messages this morning,' Sera said, tutting and shaking her head like a disappointed parent.

'Oh, shit, Sera I'm sorry,' you said, quickly pulling out your phone and checking it. You indeed had quite a few unread messages. Sera sighed but smiled.

'It's fine,' she said, waving her hand dismissively. 'I'm just happy you're here and you're fine. Wanna have lunch then?' she asked, pointing with her thumb over her shoulder in the direction of the cafeteria. You nodded.

'Where's Adam? You asked her, looking around but not spotting his blonde hair anywhere.

'Class,' Sera said simply, pulling up her nose and shrugging.

The two of you made your way to the cafeteria, chatting about her weekend. By the time you got seated and started eating, the conversation slowly shifted to your weekend.

'So erm, how did your weekend end?' Sera asked, suddenly sounding apprehensive. You looked up, a feeling of suspicion instantly upon you.

'Why do you ask?' You said, slightly sharper than you had intended to. Sera looked away for a second. You could see her chewing the inside of her cheek thoughtfully for a second, an expression on her face that seemed almost doubtful.

'I…' she began, pausing for a moment, then hesitantly continuing as she straightened her back, 'I incidentally saw you arriving this morning. My class was boring and you just happened to be right outside of my window,' she added quickly, hesitating and pausing again. 'I saw you with some guy- a different one I mean,' she said meaningfully, 'Don't get me wrong,' she quickly added, putting her hands up. 'I mean, I just,' she said, her face suddenly becoming quite pink. 'I'm a curious person, okay?' she insisted, her cheeks blushing and nervously scooting over the bench. You could feel yourself holding your breath. 'It's just- I'm normally very good at reading people, but you… You're different. Good different though! Not like I think you're an alien or something,' she giggled nervously. You had never seen Sera like this before. You knew her to be a confident person, resolute. But you wouldn't be thrown off by her behavior, holding your mouth shut and keeping a face of steel. 'It's just, you're a bit unlike other girls our age you know. As I said, for one, you're not addicted to your phone and stuff,' she said, smiling awkwardly and pausing again. Then she suddenly sighed. 'Uhg okay, I'mma just come out with it,' she said suddenly. Your heart felt like it stopped.

'Are you poly?'

'Wh-What?' you asked, blinking.

'You know, polyamourous. In more than one relationship. Like multiple boyfriends,' she pressed on, looking eager now. You scanned her face. This was what she had known, what she had been asking about, hinting at, fishing for. It hadn't been about you, or your divinity, nor the boys or their powers. This was all.

You suddenly started to laugh, unable to help yourself. The apprehension, caution, and fear instantly slipped away from you. She could be trusted. It was safe. You knew. Your Goddess knew.

Sera looked at you uncomfortably, probably slightly startled by your burst of laughter and still waiting anxiously for you to respond.

'I'm sorry,' you chuckled, seeing her stressed face, 'I know what it means, it was just really unexpected that you asked,' you began.

'I'm so sorry,' Sera said quickly. 'I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions, it's just, people and relationships really interest me and I might've watched just one too many dramas and-,' she rattled but you quickly cut her off.

'No Sera, it's fine,' you said as you stopped chuckling and gave her a reassuring smile. You were sure you could tell her. You could see her light now. See it was dim like the other humans, but pure and safe. 'Yes. Yes, you're right,' you answered her question.

Sera looked at you with big eyes and slowly a smug smile appeared on her face.

'I knew it! I swear I fucking knew it. Adam wouldn't listen to me. I mean he doesn't know, I didn't tell him, I was just fishing for information, but that boy can't take a hint,' she said, shaking her head and rolling her eyes. 'But ever since I saw you with Mr. Hwang and then when you left with the other guy at that birthday party,' she said, giving you a meaningful look that told you she had known what you and Minho had been up to back then, 'and then the others. I mean I swear every single time was coincidental okay. It's not like I'm some weird creep who's spying on you, but it just turned out that way, honestly. I wasn't sure if I should say anything because you weren't saying anything and-' Sera babbled on. Clearly, she was completely in her element.

'Well, it is kind of an awkward topic to talk about I guess,' you said truthfully. She instantly shut her mouth and looked at you.

'Oh shit, sorry. You want me to shut up?' she asked quickly. You shook your head smiling.

'Nah, it's fine. Actually, I think it would be nice finally being able to talk to someone about it, to be honest,' you said truthfully.

'Oh thank god, good. Okay,' she said, bending over to you eagerly, 'gimme all the deets.'

'Well, erm, I don't know where to start,' you said, frowning, thinking.

'Okay, so I figured it's at least four or something right?' she said eagerly.

'Erm, eight actually,' you admitted.

'EIGHT?' she exclaimed loudly, her eyes growing big. You kicked her under the table.

'Shut it!' you hissed but giggled, 'I mean I'm fine with you knowing but I don't need the whole school to know.'

'Right, right, right, sorry,' she said, rubbing her painful shin but still looking eager. 'So I guess that means it's all of your roommates then, isn't it?' she asked. You nodded. Sera mouthed a silent "Wow".

'But eight? Really? Isn't that like,' she raised her eyebrows meaningfully and continued in a whisper, 'a lot of work.' You felt yourself blush and she wiggled her eyebrows, leaning back in her seat, your change of color apparently giving her enough of an answer.

'You know, good for you,' she said, putting her hand up in an okay sign and looking smug. 'I mean I can't even deal with one knucklehead now and then, but eight… Pfft kudos to you,' she chuckled.

'Don't you… find it weird?' you asked, feeling awkward yourself now as well. Sera raised her brows and this time it was her turn to laugh at your question.

'Honey, you're asking an adopted pansexual girl with an interracial lesbian immigrant couple as parents. Nothing is weird to me,' she shrugged.

It was hard to believe she really didn't think it was weird, but she seemed to be more curious than judgemental regarding the situation.

The rest of the break she spent bombarding you with eager questions about your relationship with the boys and the dynamics in the house.

By the time the bell rang for your next class, Sera wasn't done asking questions yet.

'I really have to go to class now,' you laughed as you saw Sera racking her brain for another question she could ask quickly before you'd go. Sera pouted.

'You know you can always text me, right?' you chuckled as you got up from your seat and gathered your belongings.

'It's not like you'd answer anyways,' Sera said sticking her tongue out at you playfully. You laughed and were just about to turn around when she grabbed your arm.

'Wait!' She said quickly, sounding eager.

'Wha-hat? I have to goooo,' you said impatiently as many others were leaving.

'Let's go on a double date!' Sera suggested enthusiastically.

'I-what?' you said, taken aback by her question.

'A double date. Or, wait, what do you call it when it's with multiple people? Okay never mind,' she said quickly when she saw your face. 'But please, let's do it. I swear it'll be fun! We can get to know each other, make friends,' she suggested. When she saw your doubtful face she continued. 'Come on, I bet you've never been able to go somewhere on a date with all of them. I promise we'll pick somewhere busy, that way you won't stand out too much.'

You hesitated. You had been to places with all of them, of course. But never really on a date…

'We could do the funfair! It's always super crowded and no one will notice, trust me. The weekend after next? Saturday at eight. We'll meet you at the entrance.'

Before you could object, Sera grabbed your hand and shook it before running off with the leaving masses, leaving you behind slightly bewildered.

You blinked a few times and then chuckled. Sera was unlike anyone you had ever met. But it was nice having a human friend with whom you could be more open and trusting. It'd be nice to feel normal for a bit.

Minho was already standing by the car, waiting to take you home from school. Seeing him from a distance made your heart pound faster. Not just because he always looked so dashing in his brown suit, gray hair, and glasses, but because you were a little scared. He had been sweet to you this morning like he always was, but you had failed him as a goddess. You know how much he treasured you and knew how much you being his goddess meant to him, and you were scared he'd be mad at you for what you had done, or more so the lack thereof. You also knew how much Han meant to him and what it would do to him to see Han so sickly. With all of these thoughts swirling in your head, you took a deep breath and walked up to him.

You were slightly surprised to see that the dark circles around his eyes seemed to have almost disappeared. He looked healthier somehow, even though he'd had a long day of working.

'Hi Lino,' you said with a small voice as you approached him. He gave you a smile and a curt nod, holding the door open for you as you got into the car, but he didn't say anything.

During most of the drive, he was silent, and your heart started to sink again, lower and lower with every silent minute that passed by.

You were just about to say something, anything to break the silence. An apology or any words that could comfort him, tell him you were sorry and would never forgive yourself for what you had done when he suddenly spoke.

'It's not your fault you know,' he said suddenly and softly. You looked over at him somewhat startled. This was the last thing you expected him to say.

'I-what?' you said, feeling dumbstruck.

'You know it's not your fault right?' Minho repeated. 'None of us could've ever seen this coming,' he elaborated. You were silent for a second.

'But it is my fault,' you whispered, looking down at your lap, your heart sinking once more. Minho clicked his tongue.

'If you really wanna blame yourself, go ahead, but know that we don't,' he said simply. 'Honestly, we blame ourselves for not realizing what a mess we are without you,' he added softly. You weren't sure how to respond. You felt quite sheepish, staring out of the window, looking at the streets you passed by. 'We should've known we can't be without you anymore... And we should've called you to come back,' he said, then suddenly he clicked his tongue angrily, smacking his hands irritably against the steering wheel. 'I should've never listened to him!' He said with a sudden intensity, his eyes straight on the road. 'I begged him to call you, but he wouldn't let me. I could barely convince him to let Felix check him out. I don't know how Felix managed to convince him to let Hyunjin check on him as well…' Minho said, grabbing the steering wheel hard until his knuckles went white. You looked at him in shock. You couldn't remember if you had ever seen him so angry. 'He should've just let me call you,' he repeated with clenched teeth. 'It would've never gotten as far as it had. I know he's fine now, but he looked like dog shit,' he grumbled. His anger seemed to die down and he sighed, putting on his blinker and taking a right turn.

You were surprised with Minho's anger, which seemed to be directed at himself. This was not what you expected. You suddenly realized that the look on his face was nothing but a mirror of your own feelings; disappointment, annoyance, and anger, all directed at himself. You wanted to help him, to comfort him, but how could you, as you had no way of stopping yourself from feeling the same way.

'He's doing better now?' you repeated with a small voice, a lame attempt at making him feel better even though you barely did.

'Yeah, he is,' Minho said with a nod. He sounded calm again. You could see him straightening his shoulders and letting out a quiet sigh, as if to breathe out his feelings, before he started speaking again. 'He called me during the break and he seems to be back to normal again,' he said.

'He called you?' you asked, feeling hurt that Han hadn't contacted you in any way.

'Yeah, video call. He looked quite normal again, so don't worry about it, okay? It really wasn't your fault,' Minho said once more. But his words simply made you feel shittier. The fact that Han hadn't contacted you broke your heart. Was he angry with you? But Minho said they didn't blame you, even though you did yourself. Why hadn't he called you? Why?

'Han?' You knocked on his door softly, but there was no response. You knocked again, calling louder this time. Still, no response. You sighed, withdrawing your hand from the door and turning around. But just when you were about to take another step, you changed your mind. You knew Han was in there. You were sure. And according to all the other guys, he was doing fine now, almost like nothing ever happened. And Minho had assured you he wasn't mad at you, although you were mad at yourself. But you knew your heart would not be at ease until you saw him.

You turned around to face the door again. Maybe he was asleep. Maybe that's why he hadn't answered. You could imagine he hadn't slept too well for several days and now that he was better, it might've finally caught up to him.

You weren't one to go into other's rooms if they weren't there. You never really snooped, nor entered without their permission. But this time you didn't care. You had to see him for yourself. You had to be sure he was doing alright.

Slowly and quietly you turned the handle, opening the door to peek inside.

Han was sitting on his bed, his back turned to you as he seemed to be staring out of the window.

'Hannie?' you said his name softly, scared to startle him. He turned his head towards your voice but stopped halfway, showing he was listening but not responding, nor looking at you.

You bit your lip and walked over to him, but as soon as you got close to him he turned his face away from you. You stopped in your tracks, hesitating for a moment. No, you need to talk to him. Pushing through your anxiety you went to sit next to him on the bed.

'Hannie?' you said, repeating his name in a steadier voice this time. He still didn't look at you. You needed to make contact. You could feel your inner Goddess, like she was tapping you on the shoulder, asking you to give her space. You took a deep breath, in and out, and opened your mind.

Although his light shone bright, there was a certain dimness to it. Carefully, you took his hand into yours, caressing it with your thumb.

'I am sorry, Hannie,' you spoke softly, 'for letting you down. For not being there, and not doing my duty properly as your goddess.'

Finally, he turned his face to yours. His green eyes looked at you incredulously.

'How could you say such a thing?' he whispered, shaking his head and frowning. He grabbed the hand that you had used to stroke his tightly with both of his hands. 'Don't you ever say that again,' he said almost angrily. 'Don't you know how it hurts us when you are hurting?' he spoke.

You gave him a sad smile, squeezing his hands for a moment. As Minho had said, he hadn't blamed you for a second.

Suddenly he let go of your hands and turned his face away from yours again.

'It's me…' he whispered suddenly. 'I am the problem… I am… weak.' He said the words painfully, clearly disgusted with himself. It broke your heart. Tears welled up in your eyes.

'Don't you ever say that again,' you repeated his words back to him, your voice trembling with the pain you felt for him.

Han simply huffed, his eyes still locked on the floor. 'You know it's true y/n,' he said bitterly. 'I am weak. I was the only one who got sick, the only one affected so ridiculously. None of the other boys were even close to… my state of being,'

'But they were all sick,' you stopped him before he could continue. 'They told me none of them were feeling right. Everyone was unwell in their own way. Maybe you just didn't see because-'

'-Because I was the sickest of them all?' Han interrupted you. He scoffed. 'Yeah, like I said, none of them were close to being as "lovesick" as I was. Clearly, I am the weakest of the bunch,' he said angrily. 'I mean, I guess I've always known it. I mean look at them, look at their cool powers. Lino being time itself, Chan taking care of souls, Seungmin making this planet liveable, Hyunjin making life worth living. I mean I could go on, but it's clear all their powers are way cooler and way more important than mine. I mean what do I do? I talk to plants. So what? Big deal. Nothing cool or sexy about it. I should just-'

'Han Jisung!' You said his name so loudly and suddenly that he jumped. He instantly turned his head to face you once more, looking at you with big watery green eyes. You had never used his first name with him. From day one he had always been "Han" by his own request or "Hannie" since it sounded like the pet name "Honey" which he enjoyed. 'I won't allow you to talk about yourself like that,' you said sternly. Han simply scowled and was about to look away again when you grabbed both of his hands tightly and continued talking.

'You are everything,' you said to him slowly in a lowered voice, the words now coming from your heart. A small crease appeared between his brows and you continued. 'You are every breath we inhale and exhale. You are the light that keeps us warm and the shade that shelters us. You are the water we drink and the blue skies that we see. You are life,' you said insistently and seriously. You could see Han's jaw tightening, a habit he adopted from Chan. 'You are all of the others, as they are you. And without you, they wouldn't and couldn't be.' Your voice almost turned into a whisper and you paused for a second. You knew he was listening. Not just him, but his aethereal self. You could see how his light responded to your words. But his pained expression and self-doubt weren't gone yet.

'Without you, I wouldn't be,' you whispered to him, softly squeezing his hands. His face started to relax somewhat now. The painful knot in your chest that seemed to mirror his own lessened, even though your watery eyes weren’t dry just yet.

'Hannie,' you said his name once more, his sweet name that you loved to speak so much. His lips quivered for a moment. 'I can still remember back when I wasn't aware yet… The first time I saw your gift…' you said, the words suddenly feeling so emotional that they were hard to speak. 'I remember seeing you, just through the crack of the door, seeing you make that beautiful flower bloom,' you pointed over your shoulder at the plant on his drawers next to the door. 'It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen,' you whispered as a tear rolled down your face. Han looked at you, his brows slightly raised now, as his eyes were filling with tears too.

'You give life, Hannie,' you said, letting go of his hands and catching a tear on his cheek with your pinky finger. 'How can you forget that?'

'I-I haven't, I just-,' Han stammered as more tears fell from his face.

'You don't have to be cool or sexy. You don't have to be strong either,' you added. 'You just have to be you. You have to remember who you are, what you are. Don't let those human emotions get in your way of knowing how special you are,' you said, shaking your head.

Han nodded in response. The tears that were falling from his face seemed to contain the darkness that was covering his light. You looked into him, seeing his light shining brighter than ever as he softly smiled at you. You smiled back at him and sighed deeply. Your goddess retreated into the shadows once more, knowing that the job was done. You lean over to him, putting your forehead against his, noses aligned and touching. You felt yourself breathing in his scent, and the tears in your eyes finally seemed to dry.

'I've been such a fool, my love,' Han whispered. You smiled softly, your heads still touching. 'I let envy and frustration overtake me. You're right. I guess I forgot who I was there for a moment.'

You slowly withdrew your face from his, smiling at him and seeing him smile at you.

'It's okay Hannie, that's what I'm here for,' you said kindly to him.

'I know, but still, I was acting a little dramatic I guess,' Han said with a sheepish grin, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. 'Having a human part of us sometimes is a little-' he spoke, but suddenly stopped. He turned his head away from you, looked at the door, and frowned. He blinked a few times, then turned his head again, looking at the wall that was separating his room from Minho's. Han raised an eyebrow.

'Han? What is happening?' You asked, feeling apprehensive. Han put up a hand to silence you as he stared at the wall for another second before he looked down at the floor. He scoffed for a moment and then suddenly started laughing.

'Han what-?' you asked again, getting kind of concerned now. But he wasn't listening.

'No way,' he whispered to himself, getting up from the bed, and, for a moment, totally seeming to forget you. He walked a few paces, still looking down, before stopping again and chuckling once more. 'No way!' he laughed before looking at you again with a wide grin.

Startled by his unexpected reaction, you pulled at your goddess for help, but you instantly felt that it would be no use as if you had used up all of your credits for the day. You got up too now.

'Han, what-?' you repeated taking a few steps before it suddenly dawned on you. Han still didn't respond but simply grinned at you. 'Oh,' you breathed. Han simply nodded, understanding that you understood.

WRITERS NOTE

Thank you all so much for your continuous support. I understand that you had to wait for a long time but I simply have too little time to write. 

I try my best to write when I can, and your encouragement, kind words, and fun reactions really make me happy<3

However, I'd like to ask some of you to please understand that rushing or pushing me won't make things go faster and will only make me feel bad :(

I have been working on this series for over two years already, and I am currently working on Chapter 50 (!).

Although I really do love this story, it has been quite difficult, tiring, and time-consuming work (for me as well as for my lovely editors) at some times. I love writing a lot and I post this story for free on multiple platforms because I want everyone to be able to enjoy reading this for free as I too know all too well what it's like to have no money to spare for your hobby or favorite artist (life is expensive ya'll, I know that)

So please, if you enjoy my story, give it a vote or a nice comment, and trust that I will come back with a new chapter for you to love, even though it might take longer than you'd like (trust me, it takes me longer than I would like as well). 

Please remember, that creativity cannot be forced or rushed.

Once again, thank you all so much for all the love, votes and comments, and trust that I will be back with more. I appreciate every single one of you <3

Lots of Love

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ask/prompt game

in my asks, request a number and i’ll write a prompt about it. give the specific leon kennedy you want (or if you don’t have a preference)!! totally up to you guys <33

completed ones listed here !!

i will cross out the prompts that have been requested/used below :)) i did a mix of smut, fluff, and some angst. just to give you guys some options. i will write a drabble or a oneshot (again, whichever you guys request) based on the prompt you choose.

prompt creds: (1-50) — @animupiglett

(51-85) — @alwayskaysanova

(85-100) — mine

1. "i love it when you moan my name.”

2. "i want you now.”

3. "please don't stop.”

4. "open your mouth.”

5. "spend the night with me.”

6. "just a little harder.”

7. “i wanna fuck you right against the glass so everyone can see how good you take it.”

8. “don't give me that look.”

9. "make me.”

10. "i promise I'll be good.”

11. "be a good girl and spread your legs.”

12. "you can get louder can't you?”

13. “do you like that?”

14. “just shut up and fuck me.”

15. “stay quiet.”

16. “you need a place to stay for the night?”

17. “don’t be gentle.”

18. “i just want to please you.”

19. “i told you to stay still.”

20. “i’ve never done this before.”

21. “i love the way you look with my fingers inside you.”

22. "there is no way anyone is that innocent.”

23. "don't worry i'll take of you.”

24. "these walls are pretty thick which means you and i can be as loud as we want.”

25. "bed. now.”

26. "we're in public you know?”

27. "if you interrupt me one more time— so help me god.”

28. "you're more than just a one night stand.”

29. “did you touch yourself while i was gone?”

30. "the only way you're getting off is on my thigh.”

31. "i haven't even touched you and you're already wet.”

32. “you taste like fucking candy.”

33. "you're so fucking hot when you're mad.”

34. "i don't know what to do" "then let me teach you.”

35. "are these handcuffs?”

36. "why so shy?"

37. "we've been at it like rabbits and you're still horny.”

38. “show me.”

39. “use your mouth.”

40. “what are you going to do about it?”

41. “bend over and spread your legs.”

42. “you feel amazing.”

43. “i want you to touch yourself.”

44. “i’ve been thinking about this all day.”

45. “friends don’t do this kind of shit.”

46. "I'm going to fuck your so hard you're going to forget that guys name.”

47. "no, i'm supposed to make you feel good.”

48. "y-you're not... w-wearing anything under that are you?”

49. “you wanna have sex with me?”

50. "i really want to kiss you right now.”

51. "What the hell are you wearing?"

52. "I don't hate you. I could never hate you. That's the problem.”

53. "I can't stand the thought of losing you."

54. "Of all the people I could've gotten stuck in an elevator with and it just had to be you."

55. "I wish you could see yourself the way I see you."

56. "I love you. I'm completely and utterly in love with you. Please don't get married."

57. "It's only one night, we'll just share the bed."

58. "Our first date is a picnic on a beach under the stars? Have you swallowed a romance novel? Do I need to call a doctor?"

59. "Stop running from this. I know I'm not the only one who feels it."

60. "Kiss me, quick!"

61. "Why the hell are you bleeding!?"

62. "I'd die for you. Of course, l'd haunt you in the afterlife but really, it's the thought that counts."

63. "You're so beautiful."

64. "Teach me to fight."

65. "We shouldn't be doing this."

66. "You were never just my friend."

67. "I can't do this anymore."

68. "I tried, but I just can't stay away from you anymore."

69. "I bet I can make you scream my name."

70. "That's the third time I've saved your life!"

71. "How can you think I'm anything but hopelessly in love with you?"

72. "I will never apologize for saving your life, even if it costs me my own."

73. "There's no going back if we do this."

74. "What do you want me to say?"

75. "I never thought you'd hurt me but I was wrong. You hurt me the most."

76. "I want you and I know you want me too."

77. "I can't watch you with someone else. It's tearing me apart."

78. “I’m dying.”

79. "Don't panic but I think we might have accidentally gotten married..."

80. "I want you and I know you want me too."

81. “I can’t watch you with someone else. It’s tearing me apart.”

82. "I'm not leaving you!"

83. "Tell me to go and I will, but if you ask me to stay l'll never leave you again."

84. "Are you ticklish?"

85. "I will knock you on your ass if you even think about it."

86. “did you really have to be that honest?”

87. “of course it meant something!”

88. “i gave you everything i had.”

89. “can we do it again?”

90. “you just can’t help yourself, can you?”

91. “go ahead. touch it.”

92. “i’m not jealous of them!”

93. “the center of your attention is a very bad place to be.”

94. “i’ll admit, i’m very possessive.”

95. “you kissed me first.” “i definitely didn’t.”

96. “you mean more to me than anyone else, you know that.”

97. “i’d spoil you rotten if i had the chance.”

98. “come here, i’ll keep you warm.”

99. “pretend to date me? please?”

100. a quote of your choice <3

[bitchinbarzal]

LULU’S MONTH OF

LOVE 💌

it's the month of love!

this prompt list has the same rules as normal, if you're not familiar please recap below;

when requesting please send in the full prompt and not just the number. this makes it easier for me, the writer. if you don't do this and just send the number your request will be deleted no questions asked.

you can find my list of who I write for here or you can send in for AU’s 💌 👼🏼

1. "I used to hate this holiday a much before I met you"

2. cheesy valentines proposal

3. "I knew these were your favorite flowers, so I had to get them for you"

4. "I don't need anything material, I just want a whole day to have you by my side and celebrate our love"

5. "really can't think of anything more romantic than officially dating my favorite person on this day"

6. "She's my tiny valentines!"

7. "He's my tiny valentines!"

8. "I haven't gotten a valentine's card since elementary school, but wow, this was my first real one"

9. Valentine's Day baby

10. "I love you so much for this but I am not cleaning up all these scattered petals later"

11. "is proposing on this day a bit too cheesy? look at the ring I got them, though"

12. "it's my first time having someone to celebrate valentine's day with. that makes it extra special!"

13. "in my defense, they didn't have a smaller teddy bear in stock. hope you have some space in your bedroom"

14. " promise it's a nice thing. just close your eyes and don't cheat!"

15. "it's so nice being able to call you my valentine"

16. "valentine's cards aren't outdated, right? it's something everywould would like to receive, right?"

17. "good morning! do you know what day it is today? по? well, guess you're in for a surprise, then"

18. "yes. yes, I'll be your valentine!"

19. "have the people who make these cheesy movies seen how real people spend valentine's day?"

20. "if we're gonna pretend to be a couple, you need to let me get you a bouquet at least. it's february 14th!"

21. "It's Valentines day today?"

22. "I made dinner reservations." "So did I. Surprise?"

23. "Supri- oh shit you're not [name]?

24. "There are flowers on the doorstep." "Who from?" "| think that you have a secret admirer."

25. "So is that a yes?"

26. "Hey, the movies made this look so easy!"

27. "You told me you wanted cliche, so I got you a teddy bear."

28. 'Im sorry, but have you ever looked in a mirror?'

29. Post-it-notes

30. "I've been trying to get ready for like an hour and a half, because I know you're going to look so good and I need to try and match up."

31. "Your lips are really warm."

32. "Why are you holding a blindfold?"

33. "This isn't how I pictured our first Valentine's day."

34. "You don't think you went maybe a bit overboard?"

35. "This reminded me of you."

36. "I never thought driving around could be romantic"

37. "do you love me or chocolate more?"

38. "Will you be my Valentine…forever"

39. "hi, my love."

40. "come on, we're going to be late!"

41. "you're so prettv..."

42. "well don't you look nice."

43. "how did you manage to do all of this?"

44. "whatever you want, it's yours."

45. "i must have done something amazing to deserve someone like you."

46. "you made this?"

47. " this our what? third year celebrating together?"

48. "you're beautiful."

49. " know you don't like chocolate so...i have enough conversation hearts to last us three months."

50. "you guys make me sick."

51. "we get it. you're in love. go make out over there or something..."

52. "be my valentine?"

53. "if you don't hurry up and ask them out, i will"

54. Taking your daughter on her first valentines date

55. "Wanna get a coffee with me?"

56. "Have dinner with me. Tonight."

57. "Do you want your present or not?"

58. "I guess we'll just have to share the bed."

60. "Don't tempt me."

61. "Admit it, there's something between us."

62. "I'm your secret admirer."

63. "Don't give me that look."

64. "Wait. Is this a date?"

65. "Wanna bet on it?"

66. "Come on... you know you want me."

67. "I need to tell you something."

68. "Can I kiss you?"

69. "Something tells me that you have a crush on me."

70. "You know you can't resist me."

71. "How can someone be so hot yet so clueless?"

72. "Any excuse to get me to undress, huh?"

73. "I'm in love you with you, you idiot!"

74. "In your dreams, darling."

75. "You know I'm a romantic at heart."

76. "This is the best day ever."

77. "You scrub up pretty well."

78. "Hey! You're on my side of the bed."

79. "I have a surprise for you."

80. "See? I can play nice sometimes."

81. "Please, don't leave."

82. "I don't believe you."

bitchinbarzal

83. "I'm not going anywhere, don't worry."

84. "Will you please just talk to me?"

85. "I didn't mean to upset you."

86. "Don't think I haven't noticed how you look at me."

87. "You're obviously in love with me."

88. "I think you're my favourite person in the entire world."

89. "Damn, you look incredible."

90. "Let's get you out of those wet clothes."

91. "This is... unexpected."

92. "Have you told anyone about us?"

93. "Let's make it official."

94. "Are you wearing a suit?"

95. "Your boyfriend/girlfriend/partner doesn't need to know about this."

[homocidal-invader]

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Well dang :V

1: What was the first episode you’ve seen? Episode 1 because I intentionally looked for the show to watch it after seeing clips of it online.

2: What’s your favorite episode? Episode 1. It's one of my favorite first episodes of a show ever and I really like how well it introduces everything. I love other episodes of the show of course I just think the first episode did a great job and should get more praise for that!

3: Favorite Irken? I like the main character a lot but if I had to choose a second favorite uhhh the Tallests as 1 entity I can't choose one over the other

4: Favorite Human? I like the other main character a lot also but as a second Professor Membrane bc he's funny and I had a mental image of him before watching the show

5: Favorite Other Race? There aren't really a lot of those to pick from :V

6: Any fan characters? Yesssss a few but this particular one I made several comics about

7: Favorite fanfiction? It's NSFW and I haven't actually finished the full series because it's long and I suck at reading! I might consider linking it at another point :V Favorite bc I took some inspiration from it for Est and I enjoy NSFW fics lol.

8: Favorite fanart?

I've got a few really inspirational ones on my computer! I recently made a long comment on the Irken propoganda poster fanart (and made my own fanart based off of it), I like the Corrupted Data 99% one (and made my own fanart based off of it), I like this sketch dump of Tallest Zims bc it's cool and bc of the comment "all I do is lie to myself" which I quote all the time now, this FnF song video that I keep trying to do a full version of because the OP said I could but haven't gotten around to it yet, and a bunch more I don't feel like tracking down lol.

9: Do you write for the fandom? Well I make comics but for fanfiction I've made one, short ZaDr fic but in character somehow

10: Do you draw for the fandom? Yes, here's my art tag for this blog and here's my askblog

11: Would you be scared if Jhonen found your art/fanfics/blog? I've watched his Twitch streams (he might still be doing that every Monday?) and sometimes when he searches stuff up he ends up scrolling past fanart and doesn't acknowledge it lol. So not really, he's not as mean a guy as the fandom seems to demonize him wrongly as. I actually think meeting him would be pretty cool!

12: Do you like pairings? If so, which? I mean aside from ZaDr I like RaPr and basically am open to any if ppl write it in a way I like. Those two I just enjoy in particular.

13: Do you believe there are any canon pairings? Like, intended by the writers? I don't remember any prominent characters dating canonically no lol.

14: OTP? ZaDr. I watched episode 1 and shipped it immedietely after their first interaction XD If that's not a "One True Pairing" I'm not sure what is.

15: Favorite enemies? (Tak and Zim or Zim and Dib… etc) Does enemies to lovers count? Idk I am more of a HELPLESS ROMANTIC type I am only into enemies if it's charged in some way XD Otherwise it sticks out to me less so nothing really comes to mind that easily.

16: Favorite Tallest of the four? I can't choose Red or Purple it changes every day! I like Miyuki and Spork but come on they don't have that much screentime and Red and Purple have far more changes to be funny lol

17: Favorite thing about Invader Zim? ADHD and artstyle

18: Least favorite thing about Invader Zim? that's hard. Even when the show disturbs me I take it as a positive. Uhhh. when ppl in the fandom are judgemental about other people's headcanons in a mean way lol

19: Do you have any blocked tags, relating to the fandom? probably but finding out would mean I'd have to look through my blocked tags! I frequently block people though.

20: Do you ever do crossovers? I had some Gravity Falls crossover sketches back in 2021, and I've done a few crossovers between characters in my own discord servers sometimes, but nothing large/prominent.

...Unless crossovers between zim askblogs count.

21: Any parts of show that actually scare you? Probably not scare but definitely disturb me. I'd need to rewatch it to remember.

22: Any parts of the fandom that actually scare you? I'm very sensitive as a person and have anxiety so people scare me easily!

23: Part that made you laugh the hardest… I'd need to go clip hunting for that! Good news though I recorded myself watching IZ with a friend in 2021 and am slowly editing the clips so I'll find out eventually.

24: Part that you could relate to… Zim very ADHD

25: Least favorite episode? I like all the episodes and I see grossing me out as a bonus bc rarely do things disturb me and it means that it succeeded but uhhhhhh I mean least likely to rewatch probably rise of the zitboy lol

26: Least favorite scene? Sometimes there's fatphobia in the show and that sucks :V

27: Do you like G.I.R.? YES I don't draw him as often as other characters but if you look around my askblog he makes it into tons of the posts lol

28: If you could be anyone from the show, you would choose….. Trying to send me to hell??? Rude.

29: Are the Tallest intelligent or not? Yeah they just don't care lol

30: What do you think an Irkens blood color is? I like it when it's either pink or matches their eye color. I want a rainbow blood smear of irkens after war. imagine it.

31: If you could write an episode, what would happen? I've thought of several fake episode scripts, like where Dib gets suspended for pushing Zim at school and goes to a better nicer school, then ends up back at normal school at the end of the episode because the world is built to hurt Dib, or an episode where Zim gets stuck in his elevator and can't get out bc his PAK legs are too long and his rockets are useless and GIR is useless.

If I could write an episode though it'd probably end up being gay shit tho ngl

32: If all the voice actors and artists were different, would you still want Invader Zim to come back? Well if the writers are the same... hmm, though a lot of what was good about IZ was the synnergy between all the writers, artists, and VAs, like Rikki who voiced GIR also being a background artist, and somehow a bunch of these ppl are still friends 20 years later.

I think it'd be fun to see it even if they totally and completely fuck it up though because then the fandom would tear it apart and it'd be funny

33: Do you consider any of the characters your ‘babies’? Depends on the day but I do love random navigator drone from Florpus. Baby bc Evv is totally based off of them XD Adopted!

34: Do you have any fancharacters that are the result of two canon characters getting together? Fankids? I'd say Wur, even though it's not Dib's biological kid he's still its dad XD

35: If you could meet any of the characters, who would it be and what would you say? Dib's insufferable but I think he just wants someone to listen to him lol

36: If you could meet any of the voice actors, who would it be and what would you say? Probably Richard bc I've seen lots of interviews with him and he just seems really friendly and nice to talk to!

37: Other than Zim, who is your favorite Irken Invader? Damn :V Well we don't really get to meet the other invaders much, do we? Like it's either Skoodge or you just REALLY like a background character lol

38: Professor Membrane: a good daddy or a neglectful cold father? I'd like him to be good but yk all the times he's good it could just be argued it's because his kids are science experiments XD When I write him he's neglectful and cold but more on accident than intentional abuse. He wants the best for his kids but he's just not equipped to deal with their emotions.

39: Favorite quote? I'd need to rewatch the show there's too many good ones lol

40: Zim’s taken over the planet… Now what? Calls the Tallests to tell them about it and they're like..... We're not flying over there!!! Uh... we told you to watch it not take it over!!! uhhhh whatever, good job [disconnects].

Zim would have his fun being king for a day then things get back to normal by the end of the episode lol

[oldmanbayou]

2023 Year End Survey

1. How did you ring in the new year for 2023? caught covid for the third time

2. Who did you kiss at midnight/your first kiss in 2023? Ames

3. What did you do in 2023 that you’d never done before?: drove a standard, lived alone, grew carrots

4. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? It looks like my new years resolution last year was to opt out of sibling birthdays, which yes, I absolutely succeeded at. Didn't shop for any of them, didn't worry or think about their birthdays coming up, I don't think I even bothered wishing them a happy birthday!

I can't imagine I'll be making any new years resolutions for 2024--I need a break from failure.

5. Did anyone close to you give birth?: God I hope not.

6. Did anyone close to you die?: My sister's cat Snickers was such a love.

7. What places did you visit?: Disneyland and Baltimore

8. What would you like to have in 2024 that you lacked in 2023?: joy

9. What dates from 2023 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: January 13 - Nermal Day March 14 - The day the sky fell September 11 - Grimey left Day December 12 - Grimey return day

10. What was your biggest achievement of the year?: Making it to the end.

11. What was your biggest failure?: Taking out the trash while Grimey was away. Giving Nermal a better life. Keeping the chickens safe from each other. Keeping the truck alive. Get a passport. Not panicking on a work trip where I had to god forbid, travel alone. Not panicking in the middle of the bread aisle. Not panicking every time I leave the house. Not dissociating for 3 months. Not just living off of goldfish crackers and popcorn for 3 months. Among a million other things.

12. Did you suffer illness or injury?: crippling depression

13. What was the best thing you bought?: an awl

14. Whose events required celebration?: Grimey fulfilled his life dream of wrestling in Japan.

15. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?: It's hard to be furious at others when I've paid no attention whatsoever to the world outside my own head.

16. Where did most of your money go?: Besides the boring american adult stuff like property tax and health insurance premiums -- My immune system seems to behave like a 90-year-old, so my doctor ordered a bunch of lab tests to rule things out. Since everything came back negative, my insurance company disagreed that the tests were medically necessary. I am severely phobic of needles--I don't just take blood tests for funsies, you chumps.

17. What did you get really, really, really excited about?: Grimey coming home

18. What song will always remind you of 2023?: probably David Teie's Music for Cats

Compared to this time last year, are you: a) Happier or sadder?: sadder

b) Thinner or fatter?: thinner

c) Richer or poorer?: poorer

19. What do you wish you’d done more of?: die

20. What do you wish you’d done less of?: exist

21. Did you fall in love in 2023?: no

22. How many one-night stands?: No.

23. How many people did you kiss? No.

24. What was your favourite TV program?: I think I've only tried watching one thing this year -- the Haunting of Hill House. I can't follow anything anymore but it was helping me sleep for a while until the characters seem to have gotten trapped in some funeral home for what felt like an eternity. I had to give up.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?: It's hard to hate anyone when you're not really existing in the physical world.

26. What was the best book you read?: I haven't read a thing this year

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: I haven't really had time or energy to discover

28. What did you want and get?: Three things in no particular order - #1 I've been tearing my house apart periodically for YEARS searching for a copy of an old family home movie of peak sentimental value that everyone has thought was lost for good, causing some pretty serious grief in the Viola family. I remembered my dad had digitized it before the video was lost, but I seemed to be the only one with this memory and I was starting to wonder if I made it up and was merely clinging to false hope. Well, my sister's husband/my brother-on-law has achieved sainthood. He recently stumbled on, buried in the wrong case in their basement, the digital copy my dad had made years ago. So I am NOT crazy - not this time - and the Viola family can feel whole once again! #2 - New Zelda game #3 - Grimey came home

29. What did you want and not get?: a frickin break

30. What was your favorite film of this year?: I haven't seen anything this year that really managed to captivate me but I'm going to vote for Asteroid City.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?: I turned 39. It feels like an era ago and I can't remember a thing about it. Grimey says we went to the Brimfield Antiques Faire.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: If our fence hadn't collapsed in March. I feel I need to explain because I'm NOT upset about the fence collapsing in a storm--it was due to collapse and before it even collapsed, "fix sketchy looking fence when the ground thaws" was high on our house project list for the year. But it is the timing of the collapse and the domino effect it caused that set off neverending chaos that I am STILL battling.

Cleaning up the damage took my time and attention away from Nermal, and completely destroyed a critical period of acclimating him to the other cats and the rest of the house. Now I'm left with a choice of either imprisoning Nermal in the office, where he quickly goes feral and creates a toxic work environment where I get hissed at if I need to move and feel like I'm encroaching on his privacy every time I enter the room. He also gets depressed and grieves because of course he has to be besties with Huffy, and with Huffy also besties with Tews, I can't like, imprison Huffy too so Nermal is kept happy because then I'd have Tews who's grieving and Huffy who is annoying and scratching at the door all day. OR I can constantly supervise two cats who literally try to murder each other and get blood all over the floor if I dare turn my back on them for two seconds because god forbid I might want to pee or get something to eat or check to see what the chickens are alarming at. I've had better luck introducing cats by NOT introducing them than I have had with these two--y'know the anti-Jackson Galaxy, "just let them have at it" reckless baby boomer method. They'd have been better off if I just did that than if I had tried. THIS is Kitty Hell.

The collapsed fence cooped the chickens up while their spring hormones were out of wack and set off a Great Hen War. I had to watch Redd get her comb torn off under my watch and Mini-Redd get most of her beak torn off. I'm not going to lie -- I'm traumatized by it.

The garden had a rough start because the fence collapsing caused the hawk net over the chicken yard to collapsed and crush everything underneath. I had to rebuild everything at the beginning of spring and lost March and April. Many of my seedlings died from neglect because I didn't have time to care for them, and a lot of things I planned to plant I never actually got around to planting. Meanwhile, Grimey got signed to a year-long contract in Japan and with both of our heads in completely different places, I don't feel like either of us were really emotionally available to each other for most of the year. With so much nonstop chaos to deal with through the whole year, I also didn't have room in my head to emotionally prepare for being on my own.

I wasn't just dealing with the fence dominoes -- it's truly been one thing after another this year starting from the very beginning, but without the fence dominoes, I could have better coped with the other shit and ended the year feeling like it was a more average year of shit rather than like....a year completely engulfed in flames.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2023?: flannel

34. What kept you sane?: wandering around Hyrule naked

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: Mr Trash Wheel and his family

36. What political issue stirred you the most?: I honestly don't even know what's happened this year outside of my own home. Is Biden still president?

37. Who do you miss?: Matthew Perry

38. Who was the best new person you met?: I have a new coworker, Wendy who is lovely.

39. Who were your closest friends in 2023? Ames

40. What are you doing to ring in 2024? taking this fine survey

41. Who do you plan on kissing to ring in 2024? Ames

42. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2023: No

[chrisburke]

1. favorite song?

Oceansize - The Frame

2. favorite type of dog?

Shar pei or chow chow

3. least favorite scent?

Bacon

4. mustard or mayonnaise?

Neither, I've never tried any sauce

5. hotdogs or burgers?

Burger (Filet O'Fish)

6. favorite type of melon?

Cantaloupe

7. ever eaten playdough?

Not that I can remember!

8. what was one weird thing you ate as a kid?

Thankfully I can't recall eating anything strange

9. favorite number?

7 (thanks to David Beckham)

10. favorite dwarf from snow white?

Dopey

11. what do you think is/would be the hardest language to learn?

Russian, Chinese or Japanese

12. strangest word you can think of?

Onomatopoeia

13. four jobs you would never want?

Meat factory worker, lawyer, doctor, cleaner

14. which color do you never wear?

Pink

15. what's your least favorite thing to go shopping for?

Everything! I'm not a fan of shopping

16. what's you favorite body part?

idk

17. any weird traditions in your family?

Nope

18. what is your most irrational fear?

Crumbs

19. favorite internet friend?

Tink, hands down. She's awesome!

20. dumbest movie you've ever seen?

Dubbed and Dangerous

21. favorite season?

2013-14 winning the league cup (or summer)

22. worst grade you've ever gotten?

F

23. What's your (full) name?

Christopher Paul Burke

24. highest floor you've ever been on?

86th floor of the Empire State Building

25. what's the longest you've gone without sleep?

3 days

26. what did you want to be when you grew up?

Footballer when I was 7-12 and musician from 12 onwards

27. what's the longest you've ever grown your hair?

Shoulder length! I just got it cut last month and donated my hair to the Little Princess Trust

28. favorite toast topping?

Everything - I don't like toast

29. most disgusting food combination?

Crisps on a sandwich

30. left or right handed?

Right

31. ever accidentally injured someone else?

Unfortunately yes, I broke a kids leg while playing football at his birthday party :/

32. most embarrassing thing you've done/said when you were drunk?

I don't drink so thankfully no regrets!

33. favorite foreign food?

Prawn dansak curry with pilau rice and peshwari naan

34. ever been banned from a public place?

No, I try to behave myself!

35. ever destroyed a library book?

No way!

36. most money you've ever had in your bank account?

Good try HMRC...

37. most jumps on a pogo stick?

Not a clue. I've not been on a pogo stick in about 20 years!

38. favorite fastfood chain?

Hmm... Carl's Jr

39. favorite german/french/whatever term?

German: Swingie

40. are you a hat person?

Not really tbh

41. how much did you weigh at birth?

9 pounds

42. least favorite boys name?

Barack

43. least favorite girls name?

Ryan

44. favorite boys name?

Paul

45. favorite girls name?

Bueno

46. do you know what bread pudding is? have you ever tried it? what's your opinion on it?

I know what it is, but I don't think I've ever tried it

47. if you could change your ethnicity/where you were born, what would you change it to?

Change my place of birth to Laguna Beach, CA

48. have you ever stolen anything?

Never!!!

49. would you rather be cremated or buried?

Frozen!

50. have you ever donated to a charity? what charity?

Yes, to lots of charities. Most recently I've donated to The Orangutan Project

[thepatronsaintoffilth]

Don’t hate me,,, but all the asks,, pretty please

holy shit anon

i mean okay but holy shit

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

No. The last person I texted was my best friend since freshman year. It's funny because the list of people in both our lives who are baffled that we haven't gotten together or at the very least moved in together seems to grow longer every day. She's straight and about to get married to a guy (who ALSO asked why we haven't gotten together), and the both of us value our friendship too much to have it go to shit by hooking up lol. Also she's not my type

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

Nope. I don't entertain exes. I don't believe in being friends with exes, unless you started off as friends with them. And when I burn bridges, I tend to salt the earth afterwards. Once I'm done, I'm done. I'm out, no one foot in one foot out nonsense. All my hoes will be buried with me like a pharaoh, mummified and all.

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

Yes.

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

Somewhat.

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

They live too far away for that, unfortunately.

6. What are you excited for?

Life in general. That sounds sarcastic, but I've almost died a lot, so its actually very true.

7. What happened tonight?

Same thing that happens every night

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

No more disgusting than when anyone else gets really wasted. Also my bar for "really wasted" is very high as a former binge drinker, so disgusting behavior to me would be like actively pissing myself and projectile vomiting.

9. Is confidence cute?

Confidence is one of the hottest things you can have. As much as body types supposedly go in and out of fashion (a really stupid concept), and people have types and preferences, confidence in ones self can tip the scale in a major way.

10. What is the last beverage you had?

Probably an iced coffee. I make them myself in huge mason jars

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

2? Maybe 3? I don't have many people of any gender in my inner circle, it takes a lot to get there.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Most of my jeans are skinny.

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

Not sure yet. I could have a movie night with my brother or dinner out with my bestie. Or I might stay in and clean the house.

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Probably this expensive ass keto coffee I can't get enough of.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Currently single, so no.

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

I know I will. I've made sure of that.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My best friend. We can say literally anything to one another and never be weirded out by it.

18. The last time you felt broken?

Last week, for sure.

19. Have you had sex today?

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

I don't ever have a day where I can catch my breath and NOT be realizing some shit

21. Are you in a good mood?

I am!

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

I think that'd be cool, but I'm not a great swimmer.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

Yes.

24. What do you want right this second?

My shift to end. Work is so annoying today.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

I wouldn't say anything. Wouldn't want to make a scene.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

It is! I've toyed with the idea of getting it dyed like a Crayola red color, like Rihanna had back in the 2010s

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

I can laugh at literally anything, including myself, so its not exactly a requirement from whoever I'm with. I'll be laughing regardless.

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

This.

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

Someone I used to talk with p regularly on tumblr. They deactivated one day and haven't gotten in touch since.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

No.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

There may have been a day or two where I let myself think so, but no. I wish him well, mostly.

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

I certainly hope so, I told them as much.

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

I rarely drink sodas for health reasons. If I feel like indulging, I'll get a cola to make an ice cream float with.

34. Listening to?

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

Yes, whenever I need to brainstorm or draft something without spell check or the internet halting my momentum, I'll bust out the old number 2 pencil and my composition notebook

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

I know where he lives. Or at least where he lived when I left him.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

I'm not sure.

38. Who did you last call?

A doctor.

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

Myself.

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

I thought we had something worth salvaging.

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

Months ago. I think it was a special occasion.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

No

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

I feel like I embarrass myself in front of literally everyone, so statistically the answer is probably yes.

44. Do you tan in the nude?

I don't really tan except incidentally. If I did, I would probably do it nude, yes.

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

No. What's done is done.

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

No

47. Who was the last person to call you?

Probably a debt collector. Anyone who wants to reach me knows to text me

48. Do you sing in the shower?

Only if I have the house to myself.

49. Do you dance in the car?

Yes. I dance everywhere.

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Held? Yes. Used? No.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

When I was 10 or 11.

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Nope. Not even the cheesy ones.

53. Is Christmas stressful?

Christmas is one of the worst times of year for me, or at least has been for the last twenty some odd years, so yes.

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

Yes.

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Apple!

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

I always wanted to be a writer and still do. I probably wanted to be other things too but then I was told to aim for something more "realistic".

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yes.

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

All the time. It's practically a psychic ability at this point. I'll be hit with a my deja vu feeling and realize I'm standing in the middle of a scene or situation or conversation that I already saw.

59. Take a vitamin daily?

I used to. Now I only take a vitamin for every day that I'm menstruating to compensate for the loss of iron - my cycle is very heavy and irregular to the point of making me anemic.

60. Wear slippers?

More often now than I used to. Usu barefoot

61. Wear a bath robe?

If I'm doing a little spa day to myself, yes. But not regularly or around the house.

62. What do you wear to bed?

Nothing.

63. First concert?

Christina Aguilera

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Target

65. Nike or Adidas?

Adidas

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Takis, fuego limon. If not, I'll take hot Cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Peanuts.

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

The only song I like from her is Style.

69. Ever take dance lessons?

No, I took karate for a while. I do love to dance and plan to take classes for adults.

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

I'm having trouble picturing a future spouse at all (see #92 for details), let alone their career.

71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Yes

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

SO many times. It's kind of embarrassing actually

74. What is your favorite book?

Mildred Pierce by James M. Cain if I had to pick one. Close second would be The Cocktail Waitress, also by Cain.

75. Do you study better with or without music?

Instrumental music gets me in the zone - classical, VGM, electronic, etc.

76. Regularly burn incense?

Semi regularly, off and on. I like sandalwood.

77. Ever been in love?

Probably.

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

MLWTTKK but with the original members

79. What was the last concert you saw?

The Trans-Siberian Orchestra

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Hot.

81. Tea or coffee?

Coffee.

82. Favorite type of cookie?

Snickerdoodle.

83. Can you swim well?

Not very well. Well enough, I guess.

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes

85. Are you patient?

I'm not sure.

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

DJ

87. Ever won a contest?

Nope.

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

Nope.

89. Which are better black or green olives?

Neither. I hate olives. They taste liked despair.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

No particular opinion. I don't think it should be that big of a deal. It's just another think it check your compatibility.

91. Best room for a fireplace?

Bedroom.

92. Do you want to get married?

No. I view marriage as an ideal incubator for raising children and consolidating land/money/power. I know for a fact I don't want to have children, so I don't think marriage would be of much use to me.

[brain-go-brrrrr]

I wanna do these all at once cause ik I'm gonna forget ;-;

1. Hw - about 210lbs (95.3kg)

Sw - 186.4lbs (84.5kg)

Cw - 127.4lbs (57.8kg)

2. I'm 5'3 (160cm)

Fuckin HATE my height, can't control that but I can control my weight 😌

3. Love the ribs and thin lanky fingers

4. Biggest fear is gaining it ALL back and then some, I don't want to go back to a size xL when I'm now a small :/

5. I'm doing it for me. I originally wanted to eat healthier but most if the time I tried it didn't work and I gained. And once I started losing weight healthily, I felt powerful and could control my urges so I just kept cutting cals :)

6. I used to eat 2 bags of chips in a single sitting then have a bunch of greasy shit. I used to binge cause I had no friends so I was just filling time lol

7. Yes. Everyone in my family is CONCERNED abt how quickly I lost weight lol (about 60lbs in 5 months :/ )

8. Mostly just an hour of just dance (wii game) or 10k steps. Only cause im not as motivated anymore.

9. Mostly doctors saying I should've lost a bunch of weight as an 8 y/o lol,, but other than that, everyone ignored me when I was fatter

10. Pasta, excessive cheese, and macadamia nut cookies.

11. Don't have one ;-;

12. Cucumber, garlic hummus, tuna, low cal mayo, and pickles.

13. 👀

What do you think?

14. Ugw - 90lbs (40.8kg)

Idk? I've been losing close to 10lbs a month so maybe I'll shoot for Christmas? (Its August 2nd rn.)

15. Peskitarian. I have been for about 5-6 years? Tho I've stopped eating hot dogs and bologna and noticed I've gotten paler lol

16. I've wanted to lose weight since I was 10 lol (18 now) the beginning goal was to fit into cosplay costume pants, tho I don't cosplay anymore ;-;

17. 👁👄👁 maybe (undiagnosed as of now)

18. Pickles. 🤤🤤

19. Had to about 5 days ago, but by choice, about 2.5 months ago?

20. 500 cal max with intermittent fasting every so often lol

21. Idfk,, I wear a men's small but they're a bit big cause I only wear oversized clothes. Probably a women's small?

22. I'm at my lw :,) hope to not gain ;-;

23. Mostly just the cosplay community on tiktok only boosting the thin people who looked most like the characters :/

24. Idk i kinda just use them as tags? I mean, you shouldn't encourage someone to have an ed, but it'd be nice to have a community that knows what you're going through and can be there for you :,)

25. Never thrown up on purpose BUT I do over exercise whenever I have more than 500 cals lol

26. Death? Being smaller than my boyfriend? (I mean I already am. Hes taller and probably close to the same weight as me ;-;)

27. I have SO much food aggression. Whenever I'm around food and I have to eat, I pick apart my food and make it look unappealing

28. Idc. It'll probably just be easier to get skinny jeans lol

29. Not me! Idk,, my bf is really beautiful but beauty is subjective :)

30. Don't wanna do this part,, im done :,)

[bryan360]

Here’s my note before I’ll get started….

(DON’T YOU EVER COPY FROM MINE OR MY FRIEND’S WORK, CHARACTERS, AND STUFF IF ONE OF YOU ARE IMPOSTERS WHO HAD HABITS OF PLAGIARISM! I WILL BLOCK YOU FROM MY BLOG IF I SEE YOUR POST WITH MINE OR MY FRIEND’S ORIGINAL WORK BEING EDITED ALL OVER! I’LL EVEN SHARE IT ONTO MY BLOG SO IF EVERYONE WILL SEE THAT YOU TRYING TO COPY MINE OR MY FRIEND’S THINGS FOR NO GOOD REASON WHATSOEVER! That will be all….I mean it.)

🎃Inktober of 2021 - Day 31: Party Time!!

Alright folks! This will be my last Inktober art share during this year's Halloween for a lifetime. While it's too bad if my family didn't have a time to celebrate to get some candy, but at least complete my Inktober art shares I've gotten so far from Day 4 to Day 31 was close enough to accomplished for. Thank goodness it was over when I'm hoping to get my other plans for next month and best I could go back to DeviantArt after a HUGE absent from my page account for so long. What that being said, let's get into my final Inktober that I actually got in progress in hours today. Let me tell ya that it wasn't easy when I'm trying to fit 4 or 5 characters in space. This one was a bit of challenge to make through hours to get it done before nighttime comes. Anyways, What better way to celebrate than throwing their biggest Halloween party bash for the rabbits family? Well, having the kids dressing as one of their closest friends from Philippines of course! So yeah. Thought this would make sense if they would be gladly to dress as them when still owning their friend's clothing not too long ago. So why not using them as their Halloween costumes this year? However, it'll have new masks of Spot, Riya, and Cude to put on their faces; after Maxwell managed to craft three without breaking a sweat from days ago. He's really good with crafting in art classes, by the way. Hope their friends will gonna like this to celebrate this year's Halloween with the rabbit kids and their parents for fun. Happy Halloween to everyone and for my P-Pal; @murumokirby360 ! By the way, sorry if I forgot to added from my Day 26 Inktober art post for Sam's appearance; mostly his fur color that I accidentally left off after finishing my progress. My bad for mistakes like it gets me every time. 😥 Maxwell (in his owned Spot Speedster's original clothing and handmade mask), May (in her owned Riya Speedster's original clothing and handmade mask), Sam (in his owned Dude's original clothing and handmade mask), Windy (in her Zero Suit Samus outfit), and Scottie (in his Funky Kong outfit) created by me; BryanVelasquez87 (Bryan360) Zero Suit Samus's outfit based on Super Smash Bros for 3DS/Wii U/Ultimate design; originally based on appearing from Metroid (1986) and Metroid: Zero Mission (2004) Nintendo ©️ Funky Kong's outfit based on originally from the Donkey Kong series; mostly its recent appearance from Donkey Kong Country: Tropical Freeze (2018 Switch port) (2018) Nintendo ©️

Previous Posts Day 4: 🌈🧟‍♂️🥜Joy Zombie Brown - Link Here #1 Day 5: 🦇Kirby Lucy Loud - Link Here #2 Day 6: ☕️🕷Muffet - Link Here #3 Day 7: 👻 Ghost Pokémon Approaches - Link Here #4 Day 8: Noteson meets Casper - Link Here #5 Day 9: The Jellystone Kids - Link Here #6 Day 10: 🐻🧹Broomstick - Link Here #7 Day 11:🐰The Rabbit Addams in Love - Link Here #8 Day 12: 🍫🍭🍬Candy - Link Here #9 Day 13: 🦛🎃Halloween Town Heffy - Link Here #10 Day 14: 🐶🐻 🦆The Jellystone Kids (Second Redrawn) - Link Here #11 Day 15: 😱🐰Scary Bunny - Link Here #12 Day 16: Tanis - Link Here #13 Day 17: 👽Alien Sightings - Link Here #14 Day 18: 🥜🤡Brown’s Joker - Link Here #15 Day 19: 🦛🍎Apple Bobbing - Link Here #16 Day 20: 😴Nightmares - Link Here #17 Day 21: Pumpkin - Link Here #18 Day 22: Possess - Link Here #19 Day 23: Puppet - Link Here #20 Day 24: Detective - Link Here #21 Day 25: Computer - Link Here #22 Day 26:🐰🦊Wolf-I-Fied Maxwell and Sam - Link Here #23 Day 27: 🎥🎞Movies - Link Here #24 Day 28: 🧛 Vampire - Link Here #25

Day 29: Cereal - Link Here #26

Day 30: 🔥Flames - Link Here #27

[glittertrail]

92 TRUTHS TAG GAME

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

I was tagged by [redacted] 😬 (nope we ain't gonna tag this one folks this person stays in the 2018)

LAST…

[1] drink: chai tea

[2] phone call: this cousin

[3] text message: "i vote to meet for a merienda" (social event number 500)

[4] song you listened to: camaleón by belén aguilera bc of dres brainrot

[5] time you cried: yesterday after not crying for like... months

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: ... not dated

[7] been cheated on: no

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: yes

[9] lost someone special: yes

[10] been depressed: yes

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: yes

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

[12] turquoise

[13] pink

[14] burgundy

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: yes

[16] fallen out of love: you need to be in love first, so no

[17] laughed until you cried: i don't really do crying so not quite like that but i've been close a couple of times

[18] found out someone was talking about you: yes? that is what people often do (but not badly)

[19] met someone who changed you: not changed me but made me realize stuff about myself i guess

[20] found out who your true friends are: i guess

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: nope

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most people, but I haven’t talked to some of them in years because i don't use fb

[23] do you have any pets: not right now

[24] do you want to change your name: not really i'm okay with my name but i do think my surname is dead boring (like the Spanish speaking equivalent of being named Smith)

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: hung out w different people on different days because global panini, but managed to have a gamer discord server party with everyone

[26] what time did you wake up: 7.00 a.m.

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: bed, phone in hand, wasting time in this website

[28] name something you cannot wait for: the holidays to end, i don't do well in december

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: irl? 2017, on ft? last week

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: so many things lmao but specially my depression and ed problems it feels a bit humiliating knowing i have to deal with them for the rest of my life

[31] what are you listening to right now: spanish pop songs

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: December in general, there's just too much to do and too little time or desire to do it

[34] most visited website: tumblr

[35] elementary: okay? it gave me former gifted child syndrome and other traumas I've been working on in therapy but i don't want to talk about here

[36] high school: ... mostly okay, i was quiet but apparently popular (or so say @thelittleflowereater and @jessvzstuff) i'm still friends w quite a few people, i still had gifted child super powers i was terribly cold i wish i could simultaneously hit her and give her a hug

[37] college: done with (finally!) I moved continents for it, met a good chunk of my found family thanks to it

[38] hair colour: very, very dark brown

[39] long or short hair: medium-longish rn and itching for scissors

[40] do you have a crush on someone: yes

[41] what do you like about yourself? my ability to make people feel at ease

[42] piercings: 3 in each ear

[43] blood type: what are you a vampire? idk

[44] nickname: sa, satan, sandri, atenea (for writing stuff), that annoying tumblr bitch that won't shut up...

[45] relationship: single, because i live the found family trope and most of my needs for companionship/affection are met by friends i have zero boundaries with and the rest i can get out of hooking apps plus don't have the mental energy for an actual committed relationship 😬

[46] zodiac sign: aquarius

[47] pronouns: she/her

[48] fav tv show: the nanny, new girl, drag race, the good place

[49] tattoos: none

[50] right or left handed: right

FIRST…

[51] surgery: never

[52] piercing: ears when i was a baby

[53] best friend: the cousin i was on the phone with, i was born 4 months before her, she did not have a choice in the matter

[54] sport: basketball or kickball i'm not sure

[55] vacation: seaside

[56] pair of trainers: am I supposed to remember it? the first pair i remember wanting was ofc black high top converse bc basic bitch in the 00s

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: no but i should

[58] drinking: water

[59] i’m about to: get on the phone with people because december is the social calendar from hell and we have yet another party/reunion to schedule last minute (i am tired y'all)

[60] listening to: GASP more Spanish pop songs (tacones rojos my beloved)

[61] waiting for: inspiration for dinner it won't come i'm waiting for my dumb brain to decide what we have energy for bc i don't want to but i refuse to have to explain weight loss to my doctor

[62] want: to improve myself

[63] get married: go back to [45] (but also... no)

[64] career: not what i went to college for and that is all I'll say about it here💕

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: both, all of the affection

[66] lips or eyes: lips

[67] shorter or taller: don’t care

[68] older or younger: also don't care (but within reason)

[69] romantic or spontaneous: they don’t necessarily exclude one another but spontaneous

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms

[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive i'm already loud and overly rational

[72] hook up or relationship: depends on the person in question

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, i am already troublesome enough

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? yes

[75] drank hard liquor? yes

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? no

[77] turned someone down? yes

[78] sex on first date? yes

[79] broken someone’s heart? allegedly

[80] had your own heart broken? allegedly

[81] been arrested? never

[82] cried when someone died? yes

[83] fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? sometimes

[85] miracles? yes

[86] love at first sight? no

[87] santa claus? nope

[88] kiss on the first date? yes

[89] angels? ish?

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: not one but many. Alessandra Pilu Tania and David

[91] eye colour: very, very dark brown, like the hair

[92] favourite movie: in the mood for love, moonrise kingdom, some like it hot

I tag whoever finished reading this thing bc it's long if you made it consider yourself tagged

[blu3haw4]

This should be fun!

@caspianalexander I think you dared me to do this, if not, just thanks for the idea!

1. Nickname: Blue (I've come to the realization that I really like it)

2. Pronouns: She/Her

3 Star sign: Aries

4. Height: 5'2... :(

5. Current time: 12am

6. Birthday: April

7. Favorite band: All time favorite Jesse & Joy, the mexican duo, but recently I accidentally got into the One direction fandom and it's all I listen to this days 😁

8. Favorite solo artist: Probably Shakira, but recently I've been listening to Louis Tomlinson... like... a lot, he's really good and everyone should go listen to his album, also I really like Harry Styles 💙💚

9. Song stuck in your head: Right now, Naughty List by Liam Payne and Dixie D'Amelio. But this past days I've been singing Girl Almighty by One Direction at any hour of the day

10. Last movie you watched: I was just watching the new director's cut of Justice League with my family (I don't know if that's how it's called, but the new version that came out)

11. Last show you binged: I don't think I've done that recently, but maybe... I think Ninjago lmao, if not, then The 100

12. When you created your blog: I honestly have no idea LMAO, I think about a year or two ago? maybe? I don't know

13. Last thing you googled: "meters to feet in height" lol and also " blonde disney animated characters"

14. Other blogs: I barely update this one, I don't think I could have another one

15. Why I chose my blog: (I guess it means the name) It's actually the name of a fictional version of myself as a superhero... well more like and antihero

16. Do you get asks: Never gotten one

17. How many followers do you have: Just find out, after a tough search 'cause I had no idea where to find it, that I have 67 👀

18. how many people are you following: 15... Now that I think about it, I honestly have no idea how I have so many followers

19. Average hours of sleep: I love to sleep, so on weekends usually 10 to 12 hours and one weekdays 6 to 8 hours

20. Lucky Number: 4

21. Instrument: Guitar and recorder(I hope is the instrument I meant)

22. What I'm currently wearing: A dark gray t-shirt with "The golden state" written on golden and the siluest of the state of San Francisco, under a green "Just do it... later" hoodie with a French bulldog sleeping on the nike's ticket, and black sweatpants with side -attempt of- rainbows running down the leg -cause the blue and purple are swapped-

23. Dream job: Architect/Actress

24. Dream trip: Honestly Luxemburg... just because I've always liked the fact that it's such a small country, but also Vancouver and Paris

25. Favorite food: I'm very basic so I like beef or chicken with rice, and well chocolate

26. Favorite song: Ummm... uh hard one... I'm gonna say a bunch because I can't choose, so Falling and Adore You by Harry Styles, the whole fucking Walls Album by Louis Tomlinson because every single song is perfect, uhm Wolves, No Control, Happily, Does he know?, Alive, Magic and Home by One Direction, Esta Es Mi Vida, Volveré, Aquí Voy, Veneno, Perfecta, Una En Un Million, ¡Ay Doctor!, Llorar and Esto Es Lo Que Soy by Jesse & Joy, Lo Hecho Está Echo, Loba, Me Enamoré, Estoy aquí, Gitana, Amarillo, Hips Don't Lie, Te Dejo Madrid, Ojos Así and Si Te Vas by Shakira

27. Top fictional worlds: Once Upon a Time, Maver MCU, Daughter of Smoke and Bone (books), I like the Harry Potter universe but I haven't gotten myself to read those, The 100 and the Lexark/FTWD universe. Don't know if it counts but the Like An Open Wound universe by @commanderlexaofthegrounders is like my favorite fanfict ever 😍💖

Tags!: @cantgetoutofmyheda , @thessclexa , @saturnlexa , @qvert , @thatonewherelexasachef , @silentstormsociety , @blindwire

You guys are my all time favorite writers and artists, I just wanted to let you know, and if you want, you can do this too!

[onmywaytobe]

get in loser, we're romanticizing our everyday lives

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day 30 - wake up to watch the sun rise

this one particular task on the list has been holding me back the whole time i've been doing this challenge. i hate getting up early. and every time i've scheduled this on my calendar, i have unabashedly pretended i didn't and chose to sleep in instead. this has been bugging me so much that my boyfriend suggested i abandon the challenge half-finished, since i came up with some of my own things so i've technically already done the full 30 day challenge. but no, i wanted to do the full 30 posts. and check off everything on the graphic as well. i am nothing if not a completionist.

i promise i'm getting to the point in here somewhere. this morning, miracle of miracles, i woke up at the crisp hour of 5:30am. i'd had such a vivid dream of using the bathroom that i actually woke myself up for fear of wetting the bed. on my way back from using the toilet, i decided to check the sky. it was entirely gray. the sun was rising, somewhere in there, but you sure couldn't tell. i'm positive this is what would have awaited me if i had gotten up early with the intention of watching the sun rise on one of these other days, and i'm glad my bladder kept me from that disappointment.

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and with that rather anticlimactic conclusion, we come to the end of the "30 Days of Loving Life" challenge. i have enjoyed it, and it was about as difficult as i expected it to be. i found out that i don't like spending money on frivolous things, but snacks don't count. i also found out that i'm not great at being spontaneous and i like to have plans (okay, i already knew that, but it was very much reinforced over the past two months).

my 30 day challenge took me 60 days to complete, which i think is okay. it's hard to do something special for yourself every single day without fail. but i'm pleased that i was able to incorporate some bonus things that weren't on the original list and start looking at my life a little differently. a little rosier.

[amalthemir]

OC Interview!

I got tagged by @leporidaefluff this time so here we go again!.

1. Choose an OC.

2. Answer them as that OC.

3. Tag 5 people to do the same.

I’ll tag @streetfrightmanifesto @charomiami

1. What is your name?

"Elias

2. Do you know why are you named that?

"My grandfather was called Elias, so my dad named him after him. I only knew him for a little while before he died and I was still young at the time, so I barely remember him. I do know that some people thought highly of him though."

3. Are you single or taken?

"Single, and and I don't have any plans to be anythin' else."

4. Have any abilities or powers?

"Well I'm a sharp shooter, pistols and revolvers are my thing, so I've got pretty good aim. I did give the minutemen weapons a try though, so I do have a lazer weapon for when I can't outshoot someone with my revolver from two blocks away."

5. Stop being a Mary Sue.

"Heh, trust me, anything but that."

6. What’s your eye color?

"Hazel, or quite light brown really, been told ot looks pretty or somethin' like that. Think I got them from my mom's side."

7. How about your hair color?

"Just a shade of dark brown, sometimes you notice it, sometimes you don't."

8. Have any family members?

"If you really need to know, I had a father and a mother back in New York, dad died when I was still a kid though."

9. Oh? How about pets?

"Never really had any pets to be honest, not because I dislike then, just never had a reason, or the opportunity to get one."

10. That’s cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don’t like?

"Being fooled I guess? I don't know, maybe seeing somethin' happen that that I'm not able to do anythin' about."

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?

"Well... I do like going out and practicin' my aim, but really nowadays I'm too busy to do much outside of my work. There's still a lot to do around here."

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?

"Yes... yes I have. Many times before."

13. Ever… killed anyone before?

"Who hasn't killed anyone nowadays, really."

14. What kind of animal are you?

"Animal? Uh... don't know? Never really asked myself that before, or had an reason to."

15. Name your worst habits?

"I smoke a lot which I guess isn't a great habit, but yeah, what can you do."

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?

"I... well... guess you could say that there's some people I look or looked up to. If I had to mentioned someone, I'd probably say... well, Preston. Just don't tell him I said that."

17. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?

"No comment."

18. Do you go to school?

"I sorta went to school back in New York, there was one in the settlement I grew up in."

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?

"I... I rather not answer that."

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?

Chuckles

"You could say that. Every time I'm around, Preston follows me around from one place to the other. Plus I've gotten the respect of the new Minutemen in my time here."

21. What are you most afraid of?

"That's somethin' you don't need to know."

22. What do you usually wear?

"It depends, while traveling I wear some good amount of gear, but when at a settlement I wear a jumpsuit, they're pretty comfy. There's also my Minutemen uniform... but that's for more serious situations."

23. What’s one food that tempts you?

"Hm... maybe some well cooked radstag or brahmin, not every day you can eat some made perfectly."

24. Am I annoying to you?

"Well I do have some plans I need to look over you know..."

25. Well, it’s still not over!

"Alright..."

26. What class are you (low/middle/high)?

"Well most of what I make goes to the Minutemen, and we do have enough to feed our people and keep us armed, so I'd say middle class, especially compared to how I've been before."

27. How many friends do you have?

"Uh... not that many?"

28. What are your thoughts on pie?

"Pie? Well uh, pie is good. I had one a long time ago and it had tasted pretty good... not sure what else you want me to say."

29. Favorite drink?

"Some good ol' bourbon."

30. What’s your favorite place?

"Anyplace where I'm not getting shot at."

31. Are you interested in anyone?

"No, not really."

32. That was a stupid question…

"You said it, not me."

33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?

"Well if both weren't full of radiation, I'd say a lake. Technically grew up near one, so I always wondered what it would be like to swim just for fun back when I was little."

34. What’s your type?

"Nobody."

35. Any fetishes?

"None of your business, really."

36. Camping or outdoors?

"I've done often enough, not much else you can do when you're too far from a settlement and need to get some rest."

[viviangreeneart]

I'm going to do this in one go because I know I won't remember to post every day.

1. Your favourite Young One?

2. Are you more like Richie or Eddie from Bottom?

I'm definitely more like Richie. I tend to get overly excited and anxious when something new or exciting happens. I also fail to notice certain social cues and awkwardly switch subjects when I realize that a convo isn't going the way I had expected it to. I imagine that if I didn't learn what was and what wasn't socially acceptable, I would've been a Richie.

3. Do you have Bachelor Boys or any other books by Rik or Ade?

I won Rik's autobiography in a contest. I'm pretty proud of that.

4. Your favourite Comic Strip?

A Fist Full of Travellers' Cheques, but also More Bad News and Four Men in a Plane.

5. Your favourite episode of The Young Ones?

6. Rank these Ade characters: Vyvyan Basterd, Eddie Hitler, Eddie Catflap, Adrian Dangerous and Vim Fuego.

Vim Fuego

Eddie Hitler

Vyvyan Basterd

Eddie Catflap

Adrian Dangerous

7. Have you seen the episode of Hardwicke House featuring Rik and Ade?

Not in its entirety.

8. Your favourite guest star in Filthy, Rich and Catflap?

I haven't seen all of it yet, but Fry and Laurie were fun.

9. Have you ever written fanfic or made fanart for any of Rik and Ade's work?

I've painted a few portraits. I'm currently working on a Bottom poster. Trying to find/take good screenshots of the boys fighting.

10. Your favourite Dangerous Brothers sketch?

The babysitter one.

11. Your opinion on Guest House Paradiso?

I love it so much. It's pure chaos.

12. Your favourite Rik quote, from real life or a show?

Can't think of any at the moment.

13. Whose hair is worse: Richie Rich or Richard Dangerous?

It's a tie

14. Your favourite episode of Bottom?

'S Out.

15. Rik and Ade's most memorable fight scene, in your opinion?

There are so many... the one in 'S Out does stand out.

16. Your favourite Bottom Live?

Hooligan's Island.

17. Rank these Rik characters: Rick Pratt, Richie Richard, Richie Rich, Richard Dangerous and Colin Grigson.

Richie Richard

Colin Grigson

Rick Pratt

Richie Rich

Richard Dangerous

18. Do you think the Dangerous Brothers are supposed to be related or is it just a stage name?

I think it's a stage name

19. Your favourite member of Bad News?

Colin

20. Your favourite Ade quote, from real life or a show?

Can't think of any at the moment.

21. Do you have any headcanons linking Rik and Ade's various characters together?

I'll admit, I haven't thought about it too much.

22. Your thoughts on the ending of The Young Ones?

It's sad that they were killed off, but it think it was a good spot to end the show at.

23. Your favourite series/film/play Rik has done without Ade?

Drop Dead Fred

24. Your favourite episode of Filthy, Rich and Catflap?

I haven't gotten far enough to say yet.

25. Who would win in a drinking competition: Eddie Hitler or Eddie Catflap?

Oooh. That's tough. I feel like Eddie Hitler, though since he seems indestructible when it comes to alcohol.

26. Have you seen The Man Behind The Green Door?

I have seen half of it.

27. Would you dare go out drinking with the Dreamytime Escorts?

I would not. Well... maybe.

28. Your favourite series/film/play Ade has done without Rik?

Does Happy Families count? Rik is in only one episode.

29. How did you discover Rik and Ade?

My boyfriend loves Bad News. He had me watch it early on in our relationship. However, I didn't get into Rik and Ade until we watched Bottom. Then we were hooked.

30. Pick your favourite Rik and Ade duo.

Richie and Eddie.

30 Day Rik and Ade Cinematic Universe(TM) Challenge!

1. Your favourite Young One?

2. Are you more like Richie or Eddie from Bottom?

3. Do you have Bachelor Boys or any other books by Rik or Ade?

4. Your favourite Comic Strip?

5. Your favourite episode of The Young Ones?

6. Rank these Ade characters: Vyvyan Basterd, Eddie Hitler, Eddie Catflap, Adrian Dangerous and Vim Fuego.

7. Have you seen the episode of Hardwicke House featuring Rik and Ade?

8. Your favourite guest star in Filthy, Rich and Catflap?

9. Have you ever written fanfic or made fanart for any of Rik and Ade's work?

10. Your favourite Dangerous Brothers sketch?

11. Your opinion on Guest House Paradiso?

12. Your favourite Rik quote, from real life or a show?

13. Whose hair is worse: Richie Rich or Richard Dangerous?

14. Your favourite episode of Bottom?

15. Rik and Ade's most memorable fight scene, in your opinion?

16. Your favourite Bottom Live?

17. Rank these Rik characters: Rick Pratt, Richie Richard, Richie Rich, Richard Dangerous and Colin Grigson.

18. Do you think the Dangerous Brothers are supposed to be related or is it just a stage name?

19. Your favourite member of Bad News?

20. Your favourite Ade quote, from real life or a show?

21. Do you have any headcanons linking Rik and Ade's various characters together?

22. Your thoughts on the ending of The Young Ones?

23. Your favourite series/film/play Rik has done without Ade?

24. Your favourite episode of Filthy, Rich and Catflap?

25. Who would win in a drinking competition: Eddie Hitler or Eddie Catflap?

26. Have you seen The Man Behind The Green Door?

27. Would you dare go out drinking with the Dreamytime Escorts?

28. Your favourite series/film/play Ade has done without Rik?

29. How did you discover Rik and Ade?

30. Pick your favourite Rik and Ade duo.

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[bearpillowmonster]

1. What were your summers like as a kid? Fine. We went to the beach and amusement parks so yeah.

2. Do you enjoy thrilling rides like rollercoasters? Yeah, haven't been on one in years though

3. Who was your childhood hero? That's a weird one because I don't know. I like Spider-Man but I've always had an intense sense of individuality to the point where I don't really want to be "just like" somebody else.

4. What is your favorite book? I'm just going to say Chronicles of Prydain. It's a series, I know but I can't really call just one out, can I?

5. What do you find most attractive about your crush? Don't have one.

6. What’s your favorite outfit? Don't have one of those either. I have shirts that I save for special occasions though. For pants, I only have a few comfortable ones that fit.

7. Does seeing people in love make you happy? Sad? Annoyed? Depends on how it's done. Some people it's like "I don't think they're actually in love, they're being fooled." but who am I to judge. If you can find someone that makes you happy then it makes me happy too.

8. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Not unless I have late night paranoia. Always keep him by my bed though.

9. What CD did you play to death as a kid? I wasn't into music as a kid. I guess the Woody's Roundup CD.

10. Hike to a mountain top to watch the sunrise or drive out of town to stargaze? Drive, I don't like mornings...or hiking...

11. What song has the most relatable song lyrics to you? Right now, it's 'Somewhere I Belong' from Linkin Park, really been into them lately.

12. Iced drinks or hot drinks? I like more iced drinks than hot drinks but I think the hot drinks that I do like have higher quality than the cold ones.

13. Bright colors or neutral tones? I like vibrance but when drawing, I often make it TOO saturated, I've been trying to work out some balanced palettes.

14. Breakfast for dinner or pizza for breakfast? Breakfast for lunch, lunch for breakfast and dinner stays the same.

15. Do you have a green thumb or a black thumb? Haven't given it my best shot. Would like to grow fruit in the future but that requires a better environment.

16. What’s your favorite feature of yours? I think my tolerance acceptance rate because not many have that, learning that makes literally everything easier.

17. Would you rather be a lawyer or a doctor? Lawyer, I'm not good with sick.

18. What type do you tend to go for physically? Physically fit. (Mentally too but I mean, I hope that's a given.)

19. Power of invisibility or flight? Flight.

20. Would you rather wake up with your makeup magically done or your hair? Hair.

21. What’s the stupidest fight you’ve ever gotten into? My friend would kick me in class so we settled it after school, looking back on it now, he had AD-HD so it was probably just out of energy.

22. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve seen someone do in public? My past job had a lot of things but I've blocked them from my mind. I guess the first thing that comes to mind is when people walk around without shoes, let their babies crawl all over the floor and wear unbuttoned shirts (with nothing underneath).

23. What’s your dream date? I have a hero complex, let me save Princess Peach.

24. Do you tend to gravitate more toward using logic or intuition to make decisions? I don't like logic because things can easily be taken out of context or change perception but I recognize structure and how things move or are built so intuition mixed with that.

25. Do you like parties? Not really, I think people think they stick out too much but I think I stick out too little. My own birthday is getting kinda sad now and days.

26. Did you enjoy high school? It's complicated. Classes were mixed, teachers were mixed, relationships were mixed (both romantically and friendships) so overall it was very mixed, it definitely had moments of both greatness and decline.

27. Who is the craziest person in your family and why? Crazy in what way? Mentally? Probably me but I'm inside my own head so I would be the one to think that. But does everybody think that about themselves? Do actions make up a crazy person or do thoughts count too? Have I proved why I'm the one yet?

28. What’s your favorite holiday tradition? I liked what we did with my grandpa but we don't do that anymore. I guess Sprite Cranberry is a good tradition.

29. Can you describe your laugh? I feel like my laugh has changed a lot but one thing is for sure, it starts out with a chortle and it drives me nuts.

30. Instagram or Twitter? Insta, I barely even go on Twitter.

31. What’s a show that everyone loves that you didn’t? Demon Slayer was average with good animation. FLCL and Naruto were just bad.

32. What song is stuck in your head? Mega-Man theme.

33. Do you like exercising? I think Markiplier called it right. When there's purpose to what you're doing, it can be fun but just standing there lifting weights is boring.

34. Do you scare easily? Not really.

35. Who are your top 5 celebrity crushes? Auli'i Cravalho. Isabela Merced. Daisy Ridley. Hayley Atwell. Hailee Steinfeld.

36. If you could learn one language fluently what would it be? Japanese, I recognize how some of it's structured and I think it's really lovely.

37. Would you fly to the moon if given the opportunity? No, I don't like being upside down and spun all around for gravity training. Plus, that would make me pretty entitled.

38. What’s your favorite flower? Strelitzia (yes because of KH)

39. What non-sexual touch affects you the most? I mean...you can hold my hand?

40. Do you enjoy cuddling? Within reason.

41. Do you like valentine’s day? Don't much care for it anymore.

42. Do you enjoy driving and are you a good driver? I think so, some times more than others like I just went on a trip to an oral surgeon and I had a blast driving there and back but I didn't like paying 20$ in tolls!

43. What would you be most likely to become famous for? I've been wrestling with that idea, do I even want to take credit for my work? I just want people to know these characters that I come up with and their stories.

44. Do you have a favorite quote? "Admitting your fears is the first and most difficult step in overcoming them."

45. Are you a romantic? Yeah...

46. Do you have any tattoos or want to get one? No

47. Biggest pet peeve? I'll name three. 1. When people talk about you to someone else and you're standing right there. 2. When people ask you loads of questions that they care nothing about and don't make a difference in their life whatsoever (or are entirely obvious). 3. When people ask you to speak up or interrupt you.

48. Favorite personality trait about yourself? We've had this question.

49. Sum up your type in three words. I'm still figuring that out.

50. Do you listen to Kpop and if so who is your bias and why? No, Just PSY when he releases something new.

51. What’s the longest you’ve ever stayed awake? On a plane ride to Vegas, the time shift mixed it all around and I fell asleep then woke back up minutes later then back and forth so I don't even know how to measure that.

52. Hot or cold weather? Hot, I'm too skinny for the cold.

53. Bouquet of flowers or box of chocolates? Chocolates, they last longer.

54. Can you do any good impressions? Some, like I can do Stewie, King from Owl House, Mickey, Goofy, I do those normally but sometimes I can nail something then forget how I did it.

55. What’s the best prank you’ve been witness to? This one just happened the other day, not a top though. We'll call the phone coworker Bob, the one on the other end, Cass and the other coworker Paul. We make fun of Bob because he's old.

Bob's friend, Cass calls and he's placing his bets on the football game and she's like "Does your TV have bunny ears?" and he says no. Paul busts up laughing on the other side of the room and Bob says. "Did Paul put you up to this?" and she says that he texted her what to say. "I knew it!" and "No, my TV has a remote. It's not that old." then Paul says "You don't even have a Smart TV yet." So Paul texted Cass to harass Bob about his old TV.

56. Favorite dessert? I don't keep one dessert, I switch around a lot. What's funny is whenever I go somewhere far, I'll find the nearest ice cream shop and order a chocolate milkshake but they all taste different and I've been looking for the best one. So far, it's not even a milkshake but Auntie Anne's used to have this Mocha ice drink that was really great, don't think they sell it anymore though.

57. Is there a vine or tik tok you quote often? Road work ahead? I sure hope it does.

58. What tumblr post always makes you laugh? I really love seeing the Jameson laugh make the rounds, no matter how it's done.

59. What country that you haven’t been to do you want to visit most? I don't know because I don't want to seem like a tourist, so probably Australia since they speak English.

60. Can you cook and do you enjoy it? I don't like cooking after a long day but occasionally I'll come up with something weird and be excited to make it. It never turns out how I want it but I like the effort because that way I can say I did it.

61. What’s your guilty pleasure movie? I guess Captain Marvel counts since everyone seemed to hate it. I watched that the day I felt really betrayed by someone and I remember thinking how that was a good remedy.

62. What’s your comfort movie? Not a movie but Cardcaptor Sakura. Whenever I'm feeling down, I just turn that on and feel blasted with the wholesomeness mixed with the animation style and vibrant colors, makes me feel like a kid.

63. Is there a genre of music you don’t like? Most country, so much of it is the exact same. I can turn a song on and 9/10 it'll mention tractors, boots, or whiskey. I know other genres do similar stuff but I have nothing in common with any of those three things.

64. What’s an album that you think has no skips on it? R.A.M.

65. What’s your favorite thing to watch on youtube? I always like seeing a dunkey video in my feed. Smosh TNTL clips are really good too.

66. Would you make the first move to ask someone out? I can't say I've done it with success that often but if I ever felt the need then I guess I would.

67. Do you often dream or have nightmares that you remember when you wake up? Heck yeah, not for much longer than that though.

68. What are you craving right now? Pie. Any.

69. What turns you on? Short sleeves that hug the arm.

70. What’s something you haven’t done that you think most people have? There's a lot. Some that I wish, some that I don't. I'm in no rush though.

71. What genre is your favorite playlist right now and what’s it called? I'm super unorganized. I have playlists that I make for stories I write but other than that, I just add everything to one big playlist (over 1000 songs on it) and just hit shuffle or what was most recently added.

72. Are you a sad or happy drunk? Chill or energetic drunk? Nonexistent drunk.

73. What time of day do you like best? 6pm. Things get spicy.

74. Do you tend to enjoy being babied or do you prefer to be the one taking care of someone else? Both but I'll pretend like I don't like either.

75. What top three cities do you want to travel to? Asheville, Panama, and a random place, I'll let you pick.

76. What’s your favorite feature about your best friend? Don't have one, I'm isolated.

77. Do you have any pets? What are their names? What do you consider mine? Because my family has a lot of animals. I'll just mention a few. Lilo, Stitch, and Scrump. Brown, Black, and Grey Shar-Peis.

78. Back scratches or having your hair played with? Neither. I don't get people who try to give you massages, I don't find that helpful and I'd rather scratch where I want with the intensity I want, no hard feelings. I don't even like my own hair so it makes me nervous for someone to play with it.

79. Do you like surprises? Yes.

80. What’s your favorite picture of yourself? I take pictures for posing references and I have one where I have my chin resting on my elbow on the back of my chair. I didn't know I could be so seductive.

81. What books influenced you most as a child? I didn't like reading, Are You My Mother was good. I actually got into reading as a personal hobby in college through AW Tozer and Chronicles of Prydain so those are definitely influential.

82. Do you like kids? I'm still deciding that. Come back to me.

83. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? (or other accessory if you don’t wear any) I don't like any. I accessorize through jackets.

84. Any wild stories passed around in your family? I don't hear anything about this one but I think it's wild how my great grandma is from Germany and my great grandpa is from Italy and somehow they happened to meet here of all places.

85. Do you consider yourself an independent person? Yes.

86. What are you most comfortable sleeping in? My own bed, I think because I've had the same bed since I was a kid so it's familiar, sleeping anywhere else has a buffer period that I have to get used to. I'd miss my pillow and blankets and blackout curtains that I'm used to. Though I love when I sleep at the beach and wake up to that morning salty air.

87. What was your childhood dream? I've wanted to be an artist all my life, I'm making art so does that technically mean I succeed? Or do people need to recognize me for it? Art is always improving and changing and progressing so there's no endgame for that dream.

88. What’s your fictional OTP? Sokai.

89. What’s one thing you want to achieve this year? There's a competition I entered that gets announced at the end of the year, we'll see.

90. What has been your favorite book you’ve read in the last 5 years? I mentioned Prydain, and talked about Chaos Walking before so I'll say Hunchback of Notre Dame and Cress were really good.

91. What was the first movie to make you cry? Don't remember.

92. What book world would you live in if given the opportunity? A lot of the books I read are dystopian so probably none.

93. What’s your craziest work related story? I have so many but I'm thinking of a specific one anyway so...this guy came in with this big container of change, mostly dimes. This money had some sort of stank to it, this guy was high, this was weed money. He asks me to count it out. I hate change so i pretend to count and eventually say 4$ (it was way more than 4$) but because he was high, he believed me and let me keep the rest. Did I cheat him or did I prevent him from buying more weed?

94. What’s the best job you’ve had so far? I actually just started one so ask me later.

95. Worst tinder or date experience? I didn't go on any tinder dates and normal dates are few and far between.

96. What’s the first thing you think of when you wake up most mornings? "I beat my alarm. Dang it."

97. Are you more of a planner or a spontaneous adventurer? If it's something like Disney World, planner so I can fit in as much as I can but if it's a new area then I'll pick one or so places out and then leave the rest up to exploration.

98. Do you think you see yourself the way other people see you? Heck no, I doubt someone will see me the way I see me until very late in the game.

99. What’s the last show you binged? I'm really close to finishing Rent-A-Girlfriend S2. I'm a sucker for this theme.

100. What’s one of your fondest memories? I don't have a prepared answer so I'll just mention a random one. My sister playing catch with me with a football, showing me how to throw a spiral. I don't even like football but I like my sister and I think about that every time I throw a ball.

Get to know me asks✨

So introverts who never talk to their mutuals can get to know each other lol

1. What were your summers like as a kid?

2. Do you enjoy thrilling rides like rollercoasters?

3. Who was your childhood hero?

4. What is your favorite book?

5. What do you find most attractive about your crush?

6. What’s your favorite outfit?

7. Does seeing people in love make you happy? Sad? Annoyed?

8. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

9. What CD did you play to death as a kid?

10. Hike to a mountain top to watch the sunrise or drive out of town to stargaze?

11. What song has the most relatable song lyrics to you?

12. Iced drinks or hot drinks?

13. Bright colors or neutral tones?

14. Breakfast for dinner or pizza for breakfast?

15. Do you have a green thumb or a black thumb?

16. What’s your favorite feature of yours?

17. Would you rather be a lawyer or a doctor?

18. What type do you tend to go for physically?

19. Power of invisibility or flight?

20. Would you rather wake up with your makeup magically done or your hair?

21. What’s the stupidest fight you’ve ever gotten into?

22. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve seen someone do in public?

23. What’s your dream date?

24. Do you tend to gravitate more toward using logic or intuition to make decisions?

25. Do you like parties?

26. Did you enjoy high school?

27. Who is the craziest person in your family and why?

28. What’s your favorite holiday tradition?

29. Can you describe your laugh?

30. Instagram or Twitter?

31. What’s a show that everyone loves that you didn’t?

32. What song is stuck in your head?

33. Do you like exercising?

34. Do you scare easily?

35. Who are your top 5 celebrity crushes?

36. If you could learn one language fluently what would it be?

37. Would you fly to the moon if given the opportunity?

38. What’s your favorite flower?

39. What non-sexual touch affects you the most?

40. Do you enjoy cuddling?

41. Do you like valentine’s day?

42. Do you enjoy driving and are you a good driver?

43. What would you be most likely to become famous for?

44. Do you have a favorite quote?

45. Are you a romantic?

46. Do you have any tattoos or want to get one?

47. Biggest pet peeve?

48. Favorite personality trait about yourself?

49. Sum up your type in three words.

50. Do you listen to Kpop and if so who is your bias and why?

51. What’s the longest you’ve ever stayed awake?

52. Hot or cold weather?

53. Bouquet of flowers or box of chocolates?

54. Can you do any good impressions?

55. What’s the best prank you’ve been witness to?

56. Favorite dessert?

57. Is there a vine or tik tok you quote often?

58. What tumblr post always makes you laugh?

59. What country that you haven’t been to do you want to visit most?

60. Can you cook and do you enjoy it?

61. What’s your guilty pleasure movie?

62. What’s your comfort movie?

63. Is there a genre of music you don’t like?

64. What’s an album that you think has no skips on it?

65. What’s your favorite thing to watch on youtube?

66. Would you make the first move to ask someone out?

67. Do you often dream or have nightmares that you remember when you wake up?

68. What are you craving right now?

69. What turns you on?

70. What’s something you haven’t done that you think most people have?

71. What genre is your favorite playlist right now and what’s it called?

72. Are you a sad or happy drunk? Chill or energetic drunk?

73. What time of day do you like best?

74. Do you tend to enjoy being babied or do you prefer to be the one taking care of someone else?

75. What top three cities do you want to travel to?

76. What’s your favorite feature about your best friend?

77. Do you have any pets? What are their names?

78. Back scratches or having your hair played with?

79. Do you like surprises?

80. What’s your favorite picture of yourself?

81. What books influenced you most as a child?

82. Do you like kids?

83. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? (or other accessory if you don’t wear any)

84. Any wild stories passed around in your family?

85. Do you consider yourself an independent person?

86. What are you most comfortable sleeping in?

87. What was your childhood dream?

88. What’s your fictional OTP?

89. What’s one thing you want to achieve this year?

90. What has been your favorite book you’ve read in the last 5 years?

91. What was the first movie to make you cry?

92. What book world would you live in if given the opportunity?

93. What’s your craziest work related story?

94. What’s the best job you’ve had so far?

95. Worst tinder or date experience?

96. What’s the first thing you think of when you wake up most mornings?

97. Are you more of a planner or a spontaneous adventurer?

98. Do you think you see yourself the way other people see you?

99. What’s the last show you binged?

100. What’s one of your fondest memories?