#I've been in agony for a week
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hmm. have these.
#isat#yes i've been watching let's plays for the past two weeks in various levels of agony#in stars and time#isat spoilers#??? not sure what y'all's spoiler tag is. take care#mareliini draws
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ZYDRATE ANATOMY - TERRANCE ZDUNICH, PARIS HILTON, ALEXA PENAVEGA (REPO! THE GENETIC OPERA)
#listened to repo! the genetic opera's soundtrack for the first time recently and when I got to zydrate anatomy I was like#“oh this is SO a fallout song”#and then I listened a little more and realized “oh this is DEFINITELY a cooper/ep 4 song”#I mean. come on. “and addicted to the knife / [amber sweet] needs a little help with the agony”#“and a little help comes in a little glass vial / in a gun pressed against her anatomy”??????#anyway this is my first time making my own gifs can you tell#I downloaded obs just to screenrecord clips from the show bc I didn't want to have to download entire episodes. anyway ezgif my beloved <3#I've been fiddling with this one for like a week#im done with it its done now#falloutposting#fallout#fallout tv series#fallout tv show#fallout amazon#fallout prime#fallout series#fallout tv#fallout show#cooper howard#the ghoul#the ghoul fallout#vaultghoul
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indoctrinating my friend into beatles fanfiction by describing the entire plot of fics to them and then inconspicuously "sending a few scenes" (the entire fic in separate messages). they MUST join the dark side
#“in a year's time we'll have them”#they agreed to read paisana's i can only speak my mind at some point#every week i've been describing the new half agony half hope chapter to them in excruciating detail#they dont even like the beatles#but they like gay ppl#the beatles
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It's SO tragic how overlooked candy diver cookie is in the crk fandom. everyone plays them off as some silly little innocent side character as if they weren't a major part of the duskgloom sea update with their own complex lore and character. LIKE. GUYS ??? they DIED at sea and spent what's theorized to be hundreds of years alone down there. they have so much going for them and both the fandom AND ACTUAL GAME seems to have completely forgotten about them. PLEASEEEE I need to know what happened to their friend 🙏 I wanna know more about their past and how they've adjusted to life on the salty shark. I KNOW it couldn't have been easy considering how long they were lost at sea.
#I'd make content for them but I've been on art block all week 💔#AND writers block#oh the agony#i love candy so much and they NEED to be appreciated more by the fandom#NOW !!! RIGHT NOW !!!#theres so much that could be done for them#cookie run kingdom#crk#legend of the duskgloom sea#candy diver cookie
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pattern I'm noticing with music listening is never vibing at all with an album on my first listen. I have to grow accustomed to the group's music gradually like introducing a new cat to a household or slowly heating the water of a crab pot
#rambumbles#I've been listening to soooo so so much two door cinema club recently#at first I only really enjoyed tourist history & gameshow. didn't vibe with beacon. disliked keep on smiling#Then. once I got a bit tired of gameshow I gave beacon a re-listen. and ohhhhhh. beacon more like PEAKon#after that I tried to give keep on smiling another go and it still didn't hit#~two weeks of almost-exclusive beacon listening later. I am enjoying keep on smiling.#still not a fan of changing of the seasons though. we'll see if that changes. the repetitiveness is a bit excessive in that one#beacon is still my favorite. auughhhhhgghh I love music I love music agony agony agony
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Ohhhhh my gosh I am scared of my next pms
#i've been having agonies and going insane for the first 2 weeks of my cycle already#WHAT is going to happen when that box gets dumped out
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#uh oh......... compulsion to spend money on dolls is growing once again#I swore I was gonna wait until the last preorder set arrived but the shipping estimate is any time from Feb to Apr 😭#which sadly did NOT apparently mean the first week of Feb.......#also I discovered there was a special colorway of that set that kikagoods never released#so I'm like WHERE are the aliexpress people getting it????#it's a white dog!!! I NEED that!!!!!!#there's also another set of bunnygirls I've been waiting to see if kikagoods will restock for AGES and they haven't.....#agony. torment.
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need to go swimming in the morning ._.
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I am watching all three Evil Dead films tonight because I am in agony and need to see that FREAK go through worse then how I am feeling right now
might even go ahead and watch the musical at this rate >:(
#I've been feeling tons of gender euphoria all week and then I got my period today and now I am in agony#and dysphoria is kicking my ass right now and I hate everything and WAAAAAAAAHHH#I'm just sobbing in the corner over a fictional character don't worry about me#eddietalks#evil dead#evil dead 2#army of darkness
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Dying dying dying dying dying dying dying DYING*
*has a stomachache
#i mean that's severely downplaying this pain for comedy's sake but it's for the bit#this is the worst intestinal pain I've had in twenty five ish years of having Crohn's disease#but the ER won't take it seriously and my gastro is out of the office until next week#and the sub gastro doesn't think it's concerning because my blood labs are normal#meanwhile i can barely eat and I'm in constant agony and this has been going on for weeks#crohn's disease#just chronic illness things#medical ableism
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Me for years: I can't be autistic I don't have a Thing (special interest)
Me also: now excuse me I have to draw for 8 hours or I will combust violently. Literally the only thing I care about is art. I don't know how people can do jobs they take up so much time when you could be creating!!
My boy look in the fucking mirror
#autism#WHY DID THIS JUST OCCUR TO ME THIS YEAR#I'VE BEEN DRAWING FOR LIKE A DECADE#I will say though recently it has expanded to other genres of creating like bead bracelets and crafts#so that's nice at least#THIS WEEK HAS BEEN AGONY I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO DRAW MUCH#AND I HAVE ALL THE IDEAS DJDJHFHSHF
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The loud sounds of more and more Growlers set a fire in Null's head, the aching turns to throbbing as he leans down and rubs his temple hard with the side of his leg. There's too many, the sounds too loud. With the number of Ponies he knows are encamped within the Friendship Castle he is certain most of these Growlers are wanderers from elsewhere. Unfortunate souls who thought traveling would keep them safe. Now they smell him, hear his pained groaning, and they are so very, very hungry.
He hears the voice of a stranger, the sound less odd on his ears than that of the ghostly apparitions that have thus far haunted him. Null forces his head up, vision swimming as he locks eyes with a monster.
Null: There... There's
The throbbing in his skull nearly sends him to the ground. The barrier wavers.
Null: A Watcher... If I try the usual methods... They mean nothing if that- THING- can see me.
It stares at him, menacing and dripping blood from its maw. Sclera stained black and irises a green so bright it hurts to look at. The mouth, affixed in what looks much like a grin, widens as its lips twitch. Another voice reaches his ears as the Infected Pony stalks forward.
Null: Not Enough... My- Nngh- 'Talents' won't defend me in any real way. Not here. My skills are... let's call them forensic based. If it isn't dead already, or- or something small like a- rabbit, flower, anything fragile, my magic either doesn't work or it causes negligible damage.
He rubs his head again, harder this time and with the points of his cloven hoof.
Null: I- I'm sweating, so the Growlers can smell me... The. . . W-Watcher. . . Sees me... And I- I-
Suddenly his world tilts and he thuds to the ground. The pain reaches a crescendo and the barrier cracks through. For the moment it stays standing. But it is oh so fragile. Null: I'm seeing double...
[Fear not, this is too early for the end. Strain your ears, hear what comes.]
#*uses a barrier spell*#*immediate agony*#mlp infection au#mlp horror#the glow#What is this narrator voice? Fear not? I think Fear Do#I say to myself#because I am the one writing the narration#Watcher Guide coming up... eventually. I'm Not Doing Good atm after my therapy appointment on wednesday#Very emotional so I may take a mo to whip up the energy and the art to post next week. (like- Friday-Saturday)#I don't really like staggering my posts out it makes me feel lazy#but I've been nagged into 'taking care of myself' by loved ones so
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mediocre bunger doods
#i've been meaning to post these for like a week#and i kept forgetting to#i also have this sickness that makes me draw something and then immediately want to delete it#i was showing crypt a timelapse of one of my doodle pages and they watched in agony as i drew a good pose and then erased it from existence#anyways#god new fandom shit i've been posting jojo doodles for so long#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#sigma bsd#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor bsd#atsushi nakajima#atsushi bsd#yeah okay yeah i think that's it?
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it's truly headache season huh.
#AGONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I think in the past week I've been having headaches more often than not#definitely in days; quite possibly also in time awake#elli rambles#chronic pain tag#head achy#I am sososo sick & tired of this already#barely anything I try helps and if they do they only do so marginally: neck stretches & painkillers#sleeping helps bc it's always gone when I wake up in the morning but not to worry! the headache always comes back when the afternoon rolls#around. or the late morning even if I'm particularly unlucky#just. ughhhhhh
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waiting for someone to deliver a critique they promised to deliver in september is agony
#lady is busy and i get that but she said she would prioritize it in the coming weeks in october#and part of me is wondering if it's just Bad lmao#like I've really been struggling to get people to actually read this book#i think that's probably just due to my stage in life etc#but the last “critique partner” I sent my book to asked me halfway if she could stop reading it lmao#and her critique was ultimately useless because she wanted something completely different out of my premise than the book i wrote#which is just a mismatch of expectations ig but#:P#(her book was not good btw)#annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyywwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#one of my friends wouldn't read it because she doesn't like the third person present tense#which is imo an awful reason not to read a book but like whatever#I would like to edit my book one more time with this critique in mind before i start querying again#but maybe i'm just telling myself that to get out of the absolute agony i feel when querying#querying feels like being skinned alive#anyway#i think that'll be my new personal post tag lmao
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one scholarship app done like a million more essays and apps to fill out 👍 hell
#xuân says stuff#college agony#girl i'm so tired i've barely been getting any sleep bc btwn doing these apps and getting ahead of school before i'm out for weeks bc#surgery i literally have 0 free time and constantly i'm just like. Doing Things. part of me can't wait until i can rest in bed guilt free#but yeah. fun time 👍 at least i get to see my friends tomorrow
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