#I'm wrecked. I'm ruined

[ragsy]

Protip, don't listen to the album you strongly associate with The Character while you work or else you'll pavlov yourself into only being able to think about The Character while on the clock and not, you know, the actual job work you're supposed to be doing

[ryllen]

OH NO CRINGEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[respectthepetty]

I love Never Let Me Go so fucking much that I'm overlooking Palm's arm healing in a day.

It is giving me every single thing I have ever wanted from the bodyguard/rich kid narrative, and it's GAY! It's a queer The Bodyguard and Bodyguard (Netflix), and that's all I've ever wanted out of life.

Then, it's teenagers instead of adults which makes it more satisfying since they are trying to figure out their growing emotions under the oppression of their parents' expectations.

Part of me wants Chopper to be behind releasing the photo because that's the pain that teenagers cause when they don't think beyond that moment

And we saw that with Nueng's behavior towards Palm

But Nueng apologizes, and that apology is worth more than the shoes he tried to buy Palm as if he could throw money at his problem

Because even though his pain is valid since he believes that nobody truly wants to know or love him for who he really is, he can't lash out. So Palm offers a kiss, but instead of this kiss helping, it complicates everything.

Palm thinks Nueng wants this kiss to forget Ben, and Nueng thinks Palm is giving him this kiss because it's his job to make Nueng happy. Neither of them touch each other during the kiss because a touch would give away that this kiss is something more for both of them.

But Palm holds all the power. This prince/servant dynamic hurts Nueng the most because he can never be sure if Nueng likes him or is doing what he is being told.

And that is the best part of all of this. No matter how much money or power Nueng has, Palm could destroy Nueng with just one glance, and Nueng craves that. When Palm doesn't look at Nueng, it breaks Nueng. When Palm uses language to distance himself from Nueng, Nueng is devastated.

Nueng wants Palm's love, not his loyalty.

Nueng wants Palm to wreck his lonely oppressive life, not to save it.

Ruin his life, Palm.

[king-candybug-backup]

Bit of a dumb idea but maybe a baby cybug would help him stay at ease?

Cybug programming would yes have instincts kick in to take care of it but it would get his mind off of all the other ideas he has. Like gaining fire breathing after eating bowser

OKAY BUT NOW ALL I CAN IMAGINE IS HIM THROWING THE BABY AGAINST THE WALL LIKE THE WHOLE "THROW RUBBER BALL AGAINST WALL WHILE IN JAIL" TROPE, WHICH I'M VERY SURE IS NOT WHAT YOU MEANT HJGGFCDXCHGVJHBKJNK

Tbh I'm not totally sure that Cy-bugs have parental instincts in the first place, if only because all the eggs get left ditched pretty much as soon as they're laid and the freshly-hatched ones seem basically self-sufficient.... Either way, I think Vanellope would be the one having a mental breakdown if any more Cy-bugs get into Sugar Rush, so they'd just be trading breakdowns, I think 😂😂😂MOM SAID IT WAS MY TURN TO HAVE A MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS

[theabbystabby]

So the Definitive Edition of LISA The Painful/Joyful just got announced and I remembered how this game utterly destroyed me for two full days... I just want Brad, Rando, and Buddy to be happy... They deserved better...

[burntbeebs]

A Fuzzy once again, but this time more with my own take, and in the M&L style because I’ve been enjoying learning it. For my take on him, I chose to make a bit of a composite of all of his past designs, because honestly they were all good in their own way and there’s a little I liked from each. I prefer a pointier look and a bigger build like the golfing goon and movie guido, but I like the sneaky shades of the classic, and the newer lad’s outfit, because you’ll never take the Fix it Felix look from me now. The brown gloves were my own choice, because with that outfit, the classic white gloves don’t suit it at all, and also it’s a nice contrast to the Bros. 

Speaking of classic, boredom led to me checking out Wrecking Crew, and I was NOT expecting puzzles, for some reason? I hated it, but I also loved it, and after so many hours and cheating with the rewind later, I get it now...I get you, Mario. Regardless of his crimes against humanity, I wanna see him make a comeback, the way they dusted off Pauline. I’d say I didn’t realize how much I enjoy the older stuff, but I was and still am OBSESSED with Donkey Kong 94, and Wrecking Crew felt like that game’s predecessor, so despite how ANGRY some of the bs puzzles made me, it gave me that same joy that DK94 does. 

Anyway, I digress. I’m not sure how I did, I look at my design and I feel like I just made a completely different character... Idk, maybe it works, let me know, but either way I’M happy with it and that’s what matters in the end I suppose~ :)c

[amethystina]

Wait wait wait you just watched Marry My Dead Body?!?? I need to commiserate then holy shit. I watched it yesterday because I was travelling and also figured it be a fun goofy film to watch while stuck in transit for hours and then suddenly it was over and I was sitting there in goddamn TEARS. I WAS NOT EXPECTING IT TO BE SO EMOTIONAL. IT MADE ME LAUGH AND THEN ALSO STABBED ME IN THE HEART. I feel like it played me for a fool, but in the best possible way. What a good ride it is :’)

OH MY GOD SAME.

Well, except I was at home and went: "I'll watch this before going to bed, I'm sure it'll be a fun time" and, I mean, it WAS but it also wasn't. Like, after I finished it I just sat there, not knowing how to contain all the emotions I was experiencing. How the fuck was I supposed to sleep after something like that?

I genuinely had no idea what to do with myself (I still kind of don't tbh). I did NOT expect to cry as much as I did. Quite a few things can make me cry but this just hit me right where it hurts. And I didn't expect it, in any way, shape, or form. I was completely unprepared.

It was supposed to be a silly comedy!

But, like, for real? The "my husband" moment? You should have HEARD the fucking noise I made. It was guttural. I was fucking obliterated.

(and oh man, I so desperately want to make people feel that way with my writing. I am so, so inspired!)

Long story short, I'm emotionally compromised and I have absolutely no regrets. I just love, love, love becoming this invested in a story and I'm still neck-deep in feels. It's been two days already but my thoughts just keep returning to this movie, time and time again.

So I'm guessing I'm going to rewatch it in a day or two x'D

[septembersghost]

Elvis in the 68 comeback special 🥵

who, him??? 🎸❤

he's fine. lovely. i'm completely normal about him. /lying completely lying will never be normal again 😳🥰🔥⚡💗

[clockwork-carstairs]

julian and emma are so “a one in a million chance is still a chance” coded i’m on my KNEES. they really invented star-crossed lovers

[miserye]

i'm not gonan do it i'm not gonna do it i'm not gonna fo it i'm not gonna do it

[demonfox38]

Back in the house!

[artiebartie]

I-

[curiosity-killed]

wipwed

Callebero looked skyward, though Vatno’s winds had rarely carried patience. “That is a matter of succession, not sisters.” Malia harrumphed but didn’t press it. That was an old wound, Callebero knew, one scarred but never fully healed. It wasn’t only that his mamán had denied her but that he had, too. He could have adopted her into the House, called her sister in full—he could have named her his successor or ceded the throne. He could have made it so that home was not only a space in his heart but a roof over her head. He hadn’t, and now, it was far too late. “You know,” Malia said quietly, threading her arm through his and squeezing his hand between her own, “I’ve been so angry with you, I didn’t know how much I missed you until you returned to me.” Callebero pressed his shoulder into hers and then, exhausted, let his head fall to rest against her as well. With the hand still clutching his, Malia pulled him close, and he turned to her, hiding in her embrace. He was too tall and they were both too old to be sitting in the dirt like this, but Malia wrapped her arm around his shoulders and held him close.

we're 5k into chapter nine but I miss my boy

[there-will-be-a-way]

Fucked up even more than I thought I would. The weed person wasn't rechable today (neither by knocking at her door twice a day nor by calling her) so I ended up compromising by drinking enough beer and wine to make me feel like throwing up. So much about sobriety. While spending time with my roommate I thought, "Well, this'll end in the ER again." Not today, but in the long run. Because I've reached the point in addiction where one drop of beer ends with me drinking for days and days, while using other substances, until I'm so physically addicted that going cold turkey is dangerous 🙃

[yoshistory]

Olive's sick and Hope's getting older and if I lose them both around the same time I think I will just go ballistically apeshit

[kegareki]

over the past week i have written almost 10k for a si/oc for the mortal instruments series. i'm losing my mind