#I'm tired too

[negative2iq]

She's tired

[c0ntaminxted]

non mentally sick people won't understand why struggling people do the things that they do

I had a really distressing thought about my mom about something she did pretty recently and I don't think she'll ever have any real sympathy for me and my struggles

a couple of weeks ago she saw my scars and asked me what were they even though I already told her what they were, what my problem is, and that I wanted her help with my mental health earlier last year (2024, for those who still hasn't grasped that it's 2025. it's okay, neither have I) and yk what she told me? she told me it was stupid that I resorted to hurting myself instead of going to her. in fact, the day that she asked me again what the scars were, she yelled at me for not "communicating" with her. which is crazy, because she's proven to me my entire life that she'll never truly help me, or believe me, even if I did tell her what's wrong. she doesn't understand that I don't tell her stuff because I'm scared of her. she doesn't take criticism, and she doesn't think she's done anything bad to me in my life.

even if the issue is somewhat unrelated to her, she'd still make me feel stupid for having negative feelings about whatever it was.

she doesn't even understand why I want to go to therapy. she doesn't understand why I want to kill myself. she doesn't understand why I'm anxious, why I'm paranoid. she doesn't understand why I'm tired. she doesn't understand why I get moody. she doesn't understand shit

and she never wants to hear why I act the way that I do. so why does she think that I'll go to her for the problems that she's mainly caused?

so, anyway. tbh, even if I do go to therapy, she probably won't be happy that I'm trying to get help from somebody, because it's not her that I considered to go to first. she won't understand why I'm going, and she won't be happy that I'm going in the first place.

[driver270]

I'm tired too, Ella.

[cripplecryptid]

In a stupid bad mood rn. My earpod fell in the toilet when I just woke up, my mom apparently made a reservation at a restaurant for her birthday but I don't have time that day, and also the lupus awareness thing I was a part of is happening rn even though they didn't send me the finished product to confirm I'm happy w it. So now there's ppl looking at my face in a hospital hall and I don't even know what I looked like

[thatonegaybastard]

In lit were reading much to do about nothing. And the way my lit teachers going about it is so fucking annoying???? For some reason?????????????

im bad at explaining but I'm finding myself way more annoyed also HE KEEPS CALLING ON ME WHEN I HAVENT RAISED MY HAND IF MY HANDS NOT UP I DONT WANT TO ANSWER BECAUSE EITHER IM TIRED I DIDNR HWAE THE QUESTION OR I DONT KNOW I SWEAR IM PAYING ATTENTION MOST LF THE TTIM PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

Everyone I'm in his class I am just screa!ing internally the entire fucking time

I don't understand why teachers seem to think that just because we're not looking at younwere not listening. I heard a teacher literally say you can't pat attention without lookimg . my ears aren't attached to my eyes sir. Why dk people alwaysbse! To think in general I know eye contavt shows your paying attention and stuff but I move around a lot or I am very tired and don't feel like turning my head around ebcause like I'm in a comfy position or its not really necessary ni

i just want to sit in class without having g to speak in front of everyone please its scary and exhausting thanks please fuck off <333333

[castial]

he's just like me

tired™ Eddie (let the man rest)

[trainwreck-pumpkin-pie]

Neon Genesis Evangelion (1995-1996) / Mouthwashing (2024)

inspired by this post

[freddiecorleone]

I don't care how gay the wicked movie is or whatever this site can't gaslight me into taking ariana grande seriously all of a sudden

[shadowed-yet-vibrant]

There is much despairing - perhaps rightfully - about the current election. Even if Harris wins, there's no Senate to support her. Possibly no House. It feels, as some have said, bleak.

But what I do to change this world, slowly, one person at a time, will not change. Perhaps that is why my own despair doesn't reach so deep. I will continue to donate funds (as generously as I can) to the local legal aide groups. I will continue to donate my time and expertise (pro bono work, as they say) to legal causes that protect people's rights in my locality, county, and state. I will happily pay state taxes knowing that they go to hungry children. efforts to mitigate climate damage, and higher education. I will support my friends emotionally and financially as they pay out-of-pocket for HRT. I will see my efforts make an immediate difference in my family and community. A positive impact. One that matters.

Yes, a general election like this will change the world. Possibly for the worse. But I will never stop trying to change my world, and the worlds of those around me, for the better. And often, those efforts succeed. It's beautiful. Maybe you should try it sometime.

[ardri-na-bpiteog]

Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.

For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.

I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.

[ghostlypinkbiscuit]

will the hunger ever end

[frenchublog]

[pixiestix0-0]

[mythicalcoolkid]

You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side

[chalkrub]

dinosaur in a lab coat - would you trust her with operating the centrifuge

[gingermintpepper]

I think, perhaps one of the funniest things to come from EPIC popularising the Odyssey is that now a ton of people think Poseidon wanted to kill Odysseus.

In the Odyssey, Poseidon has no intention of killing Odysseus. In fact, part of the whole reason Zeus lets Poseidon do whatever he wants even though he thinks Odysseus is rad and should get to kiss his wife is explicitly because Poseidon had no intentions of killing Odysseus. Poseidon wanted to pay back the suffering/inconvenience blinding Polyphemus would have caused. It's a really abstract thing tbh. How do you pay back someone permanently disabling your son? Poseidon's solution was just to amputate Odysseus from his other half; i.e. Penelope. The end game was never murder, it was always an endurance race.

(Od. Book 1: Zeus reassuring Athena that he is not, in fact, a part of Odysseus Hater-Nation. Trans. Robert Fagles)

Also, for those wondering if there's any sort of in text reason for why Poseidon wasn't around in God Games - at the time in the Odyssey when Athena petitions Zeus to let Odysseus leave Calypso's island, Poseidon was -checks notes- on vacation in Ethiopia. Yep. He left to Ethiopia for a festival and thusly was very much absent for Athena's whole "please let Ody go? Please? 🥺" request.

(Od. Book 1: While Odysseus was suffering, Poseidon went to party in the east)

I am begging y'all to read the Odyssey. It's a comedy for everyone except Odysseus and Penelope who are, in fact, suffering 24/7 365.