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I wonder how many patients Carlisle has lost knowing he could have saved them, if only nobody had been watching. I wonder how many times he's spoken to grieving families and lied through his teeth when he said he'd "done everything he could."
... and I wonder how each of those losses has burned him.
#Would it get easier with practice? To work at human speed knowing full well that it's going to fail?#I'm not sure#Carlisle#Vampires at work#BTW this is about his speed and senses and having expertise he's not supposed to have#Not potential transformations--that's a different list#A much shorter list#But you'd better believe he remembers each one#And wonders to this day what kind of immortal they could have become#Anyway this makes me wonder if he ever found a way to blame himself for Esme's baby dying#I'm sure that could be arranged#...
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jungkook x blue 💙 [ cr: 0613data, namuspromised, @jung-koook ]
#btsedit#btsgif#jungkookedit#dailybts#usersky#userpat#userines#heygingko#userdimple#usersevn#raplineuser#annietrack#uservans#rjshope#useremmeline#usermaggie#anialook#usermizuoka#jungkook#*mine#yes this is a birthday gift to myself#why shouldn't i join in on the fun y'know#this truly was a labour of love because what possessed me to make a 30 gif comp fr#apparently i don't know when to stop lol#also don't come for me you colour this many different pieces of content and there's sure to be inconsistencies#and yes i tried to arrange it from light to dark (as best as i could anyway)#i digress i'm really happy with how this came out#and i can't wait to get to the next instalment <3
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Look at these stickers my brain is literally so huge. God. I love them so much.
I hadn't tried to do a sticker sheet at home before because I knew it would be difficult, and I was right! Getting the cut lines to line up with the print was super hard and there were many failed attempts, but it was so worth it I'm so happy with them!!!
This sticker sheet is for my patrons this month ^^
#like seriously I wasted like 10 entire sheets#normally when I do stickers I get to arrange them on a 'print and cut' sheet#which basically has these black marks in the corners that the machine can scan so it can cut based off of where those marks were#so it gets to line up muuuch easier#but with this I didnt want to have just like 2 sticker sheets a page... I wanted to have 4 for an 8.5x11 piece of paper?#cause of obvious reasons I feel#cause the print and cut takes an inch all around#I'm not sure it would be replicable either tbh? like if I were to design another sheet I would have to waste a bunch of papers again#cause for some reason the individual cut lines werent like... it wasnt like it was just entirely offset or entirely scaled 1:1#it was like some parts had to scoot up some spots had to scoot over some down whatever#so I think I would have to print cut and test again#but. also I did all that and realized. I could have been testing this on normal pieces of paper... I didnt have to use sticker paper#its fine! just makes me feel less bad about trying to do this again in the future#the sticker paper isnt that expensive this wasnt terrible#anyways. might do more in the future! I only have one other idea right now for a sticker sheet bt I wanna do it eventually#not like I wont ever have other ideas. obviously.#I just generally try to only make stuff that i'd actually wanna have so i'm not trying to make a ton of designs or whatever#this is actually also why i'm often sort of... late? on the patreon designs#not late like i send them out as soon as payments get processed for that month the design was for#but ideally id be making them ahead of time enough that people could sign up or sign off if theyre interested or not...#but I just dont wanna make a design that feels procedural... I CAN but I wanna make things that are creative and worth paying for!#so. I often will spend multiple days mulling over ideas for that months designs. so I'm not very ahead at all haha#anyways. yeah these are for october and then I've also gotta draw a halloween themed drawing for this year in general that will be the prin#i lov halloween#anyways.#patreon#merch#my bf didnt get it the gravestone box. its like a nerds box shaped like a gravestone...#and the nerds are. ghosts... its good. its good okay you agree
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real talk i actually do put like. an unreasonable amount of effort into my textpost memes behind the scenes so it's actually really rewarding to get to share them thanks for putting up with my antics
#zanna talks#like first off i'm always doing my best to make sure they are not only in character but actually over a frame that makes SENSE in context#(many of my memes are incredibly situationally specific bc of this)#but on top of that i want them all to be consistently formatted so i have to track down the og textpost to get my own screenshot if#the one i have on hand is too low quality/weirdly formatted/in one of the tumblr color palettes other than classic#which adds a lot of extra work. but i want them to be nice and consistent and i want ppl to be able to screenshot the textpost for their#OWN textpost memes and have it look nice bc how i started out was by doing that and it's HARD to find non-crunchy ones sometimes#and THEN i have all the extra work of getting 1080p screenshots (forgive me. some are 720p and you can TELL. my wifi is bad) which#(bc of bad wifi) takes HOURS. and then i have to format them all so they're the same pixel ratio without weird white lines anywhere.#and THEN i have to put the textpost on top and arrange it so it looks nice graphically#and THEN i have to arrange them all in sets in chronological order but without too many from one movie or scene or of one character#(this is bc i am a freak)#so like. by the time u see these things i have put HOURS of work and careful consideration and curation into them#i do not do this lightly im deeply unwell#so yeah um. this has been a Post. explaining my unhinged process.#did i mention ive made over 200 for narnia hahahhahahah anyway#(and yes the fact that the tumnus one i made is on dark mode means i spent A FULL HOUR trying to find the og or a different screenshot#and could not and that KILLS ME.)
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trying to plan my grandma's funeral and it is so hard. for emotional reasons but also because she didn't like music or books and she wasn't religious so we have no idea what to read/play at the service 😭 like at this point it's going to be a eulogy and then we all just go home
#she basically watched tennis and tv quizzes#can we play a round of pointless at the wake? tipping point in the crematorium?#she did read but only pulpy romance novels so like. we can't exactly read from any of those#she had a very healthy social life and lots of friends and hobbies but nothing that we could really do at a funeral#(except flower arranging. i'm sure her flower arranging club is going to show UP florally)#but like. what music do you play at the funeral of someone who didn't like music and literally never listened to it 😭#didn't want to make a sad post abt her passing away bc that's not really what i'm about and i know this is kind of flippant#but be assured we are all very sad but we're also english and finding humour in the absurd details of tragedy is how we deal with grief#🧃
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Hellooooo it was so nice to see Allu’s cute face again 🤲🏻🥺 (looking very queer in those glasses)
I can’t believe he was in Oulu for 5 days 😭💞 and they even went on a date on Olli’s birthday?? 🤧💗
I HAD MISSED HIS CUTE LIL' FACE SO MUUUUUUCH 😭💗
and yeah, he really was there the whole entire week huh 🤧 and of course they went on a date (yes we are assuming "we" in this contex meant just the two of them because of course it was just them 🥰)
a couple of more details from the stream for us to hyperanalyse:
Aleksi forgetting his pair of BC pants in Oulu 👀 he didn't say where but I'm gonna go ahead and assume it was at Olli's place (where he probably spent more time with the pants off than on 😌)
the sleeping arrangement raffle they had on the US tour sounds like SUCH great source of fanfic tropes 🤭 imagine being "forced" to share the couch bed with your crush 😳
#i tried to ignore the chat as best as i could this time as well but:#it was hilarious to follow that one person (actually I'm not sure if it was the same person but it's funnier if it was)--#trying to fish info about the sleeping arragement in the rv#starting from ''did you and olli sleep on the couch'' to ''did you sleep on the couch'' to ''where did you sleep''#and finally to ''what were the sleeping arrangements'' or smth which was the one aleksi finally picked up#without properly even answering the question 😂#which he does quite a bit actually 🙄#answered asks#sparfloxacin#ollixallu
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thinking of a royalty au with eventual poly!nanago...
#you (a royal) are arranged to marry prince!gojo#neither of you want this marriage but it's a necessity to prevent war between your two kingdoms#prince!gojo is not unkind towards you but it's clear that he's drawn the line in the sand between you two which is fine with you#you didn't expect love in this marriage anyways#as long as the prince treats you with decency and dignity that is all you can ask for#hm idk if i would want nanami to be a knight or a royal advisor in this au#but either way he works closely with prince!gojo#i'm not sure what interactions you would have nanami but you believe him to be an overly serious man#however he's kind to you in unexpected ways#he starts to feel like one of the only friends you have in the castle#and as time goes on i think you would grow to like gojo#he often behaves like a fool but it somehow becomes endearing as time progresses#and you know that he is no mere fool that it's simply a mask#and you're no fool as well#you notice the way that nanami and gojo interact with one another#gojo pesters nanami endlessly and nanami often looks fed up with gojo's antics but there's something there. underlying the surface.#you are no fool.#anyways i think royal!you would fall for prince!gojo and knight or royal advisor!nanami but notice that there's something between them#and you don't know if you could come between that#slow burn + angst + miscommunication + hurt/comfort + eventual happy ending#i dont think i would ever write this but its an idea i like to entertain#all.right
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day 4 of the epic migraine of august 2024 comes to a close
if there's a day 5 i'm going to bury myself alive
#i'm sure I pissed some managers off working from home today but they can do one#i could have just called out#and there's an EDL riot planned on my route home tomorrow so#one of my work sites is making arrangements to keep everyone safe#the one I'm at appears to be doing no such thing#fantastic week all around over here
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finally tackled the absolute mountain of laundry in various states of cleanliness around my room. now all of it is sorted and put into its respective zones of "away".
#98% of my room being clean with visible floorspace is just finally handling the laundry#i am ashamed and embarrassed that i always have so much dirty laundry#eventually i'll get back to the point i was at when i was the coach of laundry where i'll have like a week's worth of shit to get done#and not a backlog of several months#eventually#and i will be working on not feeling so much shame about the state of my laundry#i don't *like* that i do it but there's nothing inherently immoral about it like the voice of my mother that shouts in my brain thinks#the put away laundry plus the effort i've been making to Make My Bed before sitting in it has helped me feel more settled in the space#so that's good#when i am not as concerned about blocking the various registers in my room i will be in business#(mattress on the floor only fits in one specific corner right by the intake)#(output register is awkwardly directly in the middle of the opposite side of the room which makes arranging the furniture where i'd like it#an interesting endeavor that i'm not super excited in attempting to orchestrate in the future)#i know where i'd *like* things to go#whether or not that'll actually be feasible is another story#also i think i'm going to have to just go through my clothes with the mindset of actually getting rid of things#i threw out a couple pairs of socks because they were worn so thin i'm not sure mending would have fixed the holes#like that that point i'm making a whole new sock and you know what i could do instead? not do that#i also have a lot of Baggage Items i haven't quite gotten around to divesting myself of#(as in the items of clothing have a lot of emotional baggage tied to them that i may or may not be using to negative effect on myself)#lots of old shit lots of things that don't fit lots of things i don't even like actually#but it was free or nearly so and i've just held onto it because free#only a few things are kept because i like wearing them and the texture is nice#so we'll just. go through some stuff and eventually i'll get to the point that even if *all* of my clothes are dirty and on the floor#it doesn't take up my WHOLE goddamn room#that said this has in fact been a problem my whole life and so i don't imagine it's going to be quick or easy to fix lol
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yes i still love the trash fire that is Glee BUT i will never forgive it for being my first intro to Florence and the Machine. for at least a year i thought dog days are over was just a fun radio pop song. i was not prepared for the full force of florence welch. i was not prepared for how raw "and I never wanted anything from you / except everything you had" could be. i didn't know
#glee#and listen. this is not on jenna ushkowitz and amber riley#they could have pulled it off i'm sure but that's not the arrangement they got given#my posts
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the yokan remake could easily have been a piano version tbh
#read through last night's post and was too lazy to edit so this can be its own post#i think that could have been a nice way to make the song align more with their current vibe#an acoustic guitar arrangement couldve worked too if a piano version would have been too similar to yurameki#the acoustic instrumental version of yokan is gorgeous so you know. why not expand on that#i understand that an acoustic ballad-y song might not have really fit the vibe of the single#but honestly i think yokan was a strange choice for this single altogether so i'm not sure that point really stands#personal
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#Ambition#Ambition (1991)#movie#lou diamond phillips#clancy brown#news lady#my gifs#268px#5mb#probably#these are snippets i had#so here they are#i'm sure this could be arranged better#but i can't figure it out#Maybe a 6 set with gif 2 in place of gif 3#No gif 1#Hmmm
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oh ok 😵💫
#once again it's hers and his once again it's (almost) pink and blue oh i'm going crazy over this actually; so many questions#i'm like 95% sure he bought the nightgown (i mean he bought her two whole outfits so i would not be surprised)#(and we have at least two other instances of lisbon wearing something different to bed....the change from s3 to s7 though aldsfkj ok sluts)#but when did he buy his pjs? only after they got together (and he started sleeping in a bed consistently oh now i'm sad)?#or has he always had them and just not really worn them because he usually ends up sleeping on the couch#and he bought the nightgown thinking (or at least on some level aware like come on how could he not be) that they'd match?#if he'd not fallen asleep on the couch would they have been wearing semi-matching pjs?#AND FOR THAT MATTER did he just fall asleep on the couch or did they agree on that arrangement ahead of time#(i'd have to assume the latter - surely this house has multiple bedrooms after all - but what IF-)#oh he's still wearing his scarf (fjafKLDS) he did just fall asleep (oh honeypie...)#(god imagining them fumbling around some version of a 'only one bed' conversation and lisbon noticing the pj matching#or jane waking up slightly after she puts the blanket over him and smiling at seeing her in the nightgown)#(or it not even being a nightgown; them having an agreement that jane would be in another bedroom/the couch#and lisbon ends up grabbing one of his pj shirts on impulse thinking she'd just change early the next morning but she comes downstairs#and drapes the blanket over him and he's still slightly awake and sees her in it and......oh the word doc is taunting me)#tm
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anyway
fucking love dazai's crazy eyes and how little we're allowed to see of ango's expression
#myposts#some sadness and a whole lot of lack of surprise#but also wondering. that's a very impulsive move of dazai here#that's what i take from the eyes#also very much not productive because. he can't shoot.#not if he wants the government's help for the agency#he shoots and the government turns against him and eitehr the agency rejects him or th agency loses the special division's support#it's a very bad move ! he's the one who called ango ! he could have resquested that the division sent someone else !#so. p sure this is a spur of the moment decision#which. ango expected. let me scream.#meanwhile the car accident. is a luch more premediated attempt#i'm pretty sure dazai didn't intend to be in the car for it.#i expect his plan was to have a talk#disable the airbag#arrange for a car to hit ango's car the next day#reminder that dazai wants his death to be painless. i do'nt think he would want to be in the car for it#unless that's how much he wanted to be there for it#but im pretty sure the car was a warning from the guild that interacted with dazai's own murder attempt#anyway#bsd march 2023 not lb#i really want dazai's thoughts process through this scene really#what did he plan and what did he not
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Everyone in dear emperor is aroace unless I specifically say otherwise. Lewis is straight ace. Every other goober in this story is aroace
#Sure Volker has a wife#but it was an arranged marriage for the sake of an alliance between two countries#idk if he loves her#he does not#not that he outright hates her#he doesn't care much about her and views her as a coworker#she has her own problems and she knows he's busy with his work so they just don't talk much ever#really sad cause Volker would probably be calmer and more humble if he had someone to love and trust as much as a romantic partner#but not necessarily a spouse#A hug from someone who genuinely loves and cares about him could probably make him reconsider half his actions#His entire thing is that he wants to be worshipped because his older sister is considered more popular and loved than him and he's jealous#So I think just someone loving him could solve that problem#Dear emperor#Late night dear emperor lore when I'm already exhausted
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obligatorially thinking through [uhh "i don't dance" from hsm2 crossover with summer stock joke] instead i'm posting that umm "like me" from meta dcom musical "teen beach movie" crossover put it in summer stock ('50 movie) where the main problem is jane as mack (green) isn't telling gloria as lela (pink) to be more feminist as much as a dcom character a decade ago could do so (girlboss through personal choices, which eventually (sequel ending) lela does so hard she becomes a god in the teen beach cinematic multiverse which includes the "real world." win) but rather jane is hardworking enough to never Need to be ordered with increasing browbeating into doing things correctly, while gloria is so sillily insistent on thinking of herself as a person, oversensitive as she is, that she ends up with orville who is silly enough to be focused on his fiancee being a person with feelings, instead of romantically bossing her around, and doesn't mind that gloria has Too Much Moxie, while himself interestingly indeed having an arc about behaving more "correctly" that still only hinges on telling the other guy who's being pushy & demanding & mean to back off (his father) (gloria getting to do the same to joe When. while jane is like "oh whew i thought you were going to yell at me. wow i can hardly believe you aren't" to joe while their romantic future is assured to us) like gloria and orville as sympathetic & uncondemned & deserving of a happy ending too but also still like haha smh oh those two. surprise, the [husband ready to declare his demands and his wife who is hopefully so dutiful he doesn't even need to give them] dynamic isn't Timeless somehow. anyways every teen beach movie number rules also. and jordan fisher is there
#'50 voice ''haha we all know those wayward couples who are so compatibly [way to be a pussy] that it manages to work''#the man who won't run over the woman's feelings and the woman who won't stop insisting on having & even acting on those feelings#again i'm so sure that summer stock '23 is like ''okay so from the start actually joe's Not an asshole'' lol#Like Me! x6#''i don't dance'' also requiring the shakeup of [okay so corbin bleu's role is jane's. or orville's. vs ryan being joe. or idk. phil?]#truly when learning jordan fisher was cast as evan hansen like omg i know him.....Seacat#teen beach musical not only riffing on but building on hsm like thee choreography. composing & arranging. editing. thee Fun. my god....#Youtube#also nothing could be like I Don't Dance is re: sexuality metaphors but teen beach movie is impressively gay#in that like hsm it's like time to be more confident following our hearts & then unlike hsm this happens through friendship#and the friendship that gets the most focus & weight is that of the would be gay pairings. but also everyone in the main quartet#dates every other member of it basically so it's like well really all the more reason to be like okay sewww....#while you tell your bestie to not even worry abt Attracting The Opposite Sex(tm)(tm)(tm)#but hey chill & have fun & don't be afraid to be vulnerable & follow your heart do what you wanna do :) nothing gay possible therein#and if it improves your would be straight(tm) relationships? well that's Just Like Real Life :) (for real lol. nonsarcastic '':)'')
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