#I'm sorry for everything

[waterwizardcat]

[littlewildcat10]

I feel so much more towards this single pokemon, who's whole thing is to hide itself from other's but craves connection so much. I love all the friendships I have.. But I just feel like some people lead me on then just leave me in the dirt for not being useful or not having any use anymore, like I'm so attached to you and want to check up on you. I try to check up on you but god you make me feel damn guilty for it!!

How much dose it have to take to show I don't wish to be bad person behind a mask, cloak or damn piece of cloth!?

[sonofshu]

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[izzymoonbowluv]

[OOC:] I think I’m done with this account for a while...

I’m sorry... The MLP fandom is getting to be too much for me. My anxiety has been spiking really badly whenever I go into fandom spaces for years now. I’ve been really struggling to feel safe and comfortable around the MLP Fandom due to how... adult they can be. I can’t even look at fanart anymore without feeling uncomfortable because of how often fan artists tend to draw explicit adult content. I understand it pays the bills, and I don’t judge them for doing it, but it makes me feel super gross and uncomfortable to be around (I’ve tried to get used to the fandom being like this, but I don’t think I can control my anxiety and paranoia anymore unfortunately). So because of all that, I think I’m going to leave for a while. I’m still looking into getting therapy and I may have to experiment more with my anxiety meds, but continuing to be in fandom spaces is becoming too taxing for me to continue. The paranoia of looking at fanart and fandom users and figuring out if they’re safe or not is too much for me to handle. Maybe someday I’ll be back if I can get my mental state under control, but for now this is goodbye. I’m sorry again. Hopefully next time I see you all, I will be in a better state of mind. Izzy loves you, and don’t forget to drink water. <3

[aby55-of-the-ab5o1ute]

family... want..

[strikingamatch]

like i was something they thought could break

[irritablepoe]

I'm sorry if I ever made you sad or hurt you 😔

[girpgorp]

decided my fetal kwamis deserved a little lore

[milkman-zahhak]

"what even is your DEAL, man?"

Hi, let's see if I can organize my interests.

Kinks: anything if I try hard enough* but I made this blog so I'd have a place to explore the ones that I keep secret and don't want spilled over into my real life, like: bloated belly aches, burping, farting (in moderation), complaining and whining about said gassy belly aches, belly ache noises, belly rubs, round heavy bellies under shirts that are tight around the middle, etc.

Some normal things I'm into are clothed erections, clothed erections in restricting pants + teasing/touching through clothes, dudes who are embarrassed and vocal about how hard and turned on they are, outercourse, moaning/whimpering, edging, rubbing (in almost any sense of the word), and, in the right scenarios, vouyerism and accidental exhibitionism.

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now for the even more exclusively online stuff- because I have, like, a job and responsibilities, and I don't have the time or money to worry about things like these (but I'm online here, so I might as well spill.)

Big surprise, I kin the freak from Homestuck (I'm not big on "kinning" but that's the best way I can describe it that makes sense to people.) I relate to Equius on an embarrassingly deep level.

I'm trans (ftm) but haven't been able to begin transitioning socially or medically due to my environment (not very accepting) and my lack of money.. but I have a crippling fear of nonexistence, so rest assured I wont be killing myself about it anytime soon.

I'm autistic (officially diagnosed), and kind of paranoid.

Idk that's it for now

*I do not tolerate incest, pedophilia, visual irl scat and/or vomit.

The first two are extremely serious, I hate to sound like a snowflake, but DO NOT INTERACT if you are a pedophile or if you like incest. You can go make out with the end of a loaded shotgun and fondle the trigger while you're at it.

[akqrus]

IM SORRY. I'M SO SORRY. They really chose to draw THIS? I CAN'T😭😭😭😭

[iamanartichoke]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -

I am fine with "the audience" -

downloading my fics

printing my fics

copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics

sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3

making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss

doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc

I am not fine with "the audience"

doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity

feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever

Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.

Enjoy the fandom things.

[sonofshu]

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[614s2]

💥💥💥💥💥

[xitsensunmoon]

He's a bit too excited to see you clock in

[daisyries]

02/11

very very hard to admit that, but I've been kinda selfish this past month. i want so much to be myself that i forget im a daughter too. i suffer but my father does too, and is so easy to forget and set this aside but then it hits me and i feel so sad for the person i was this year. growing up is so cruel. is so confusing. i don't know what to do anymore. i want to live my life but i can't leave my father but i don't know how i could conciliate both things.

i wish i haven't forgot that my dad is just as human as me, and while i am so open about my feelings he is not.

[egophiliac]

bring your son to work day