#I'm so sorry seph
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Thinking about Sephiroth's motivations in Rebirth and getting super emotional because fuck, man, I get it. I get it. It doesn't excuse anything, but I get it in a way I can't even describe.
The Gi establish that those who aren't native to Gaia can't join the Lifestream basically at all, they're held separate entirely; the Gi have never been in it directly, their ghosts wander in a little liminal space they crafted for themselves. This is because they're entirely foreign—the Gi appear to be interdimensional travelers that were somehow marooned on Gaia at some point in ancient history, where they died and were left as ghosts, lingering forever unable to move on.
Sephiroth is slightly different in that he was born on Gaia and he does have human parents as well as Jenova, so he can force his way into the Lifestream as we saw in Lifestream Black and Advent Children, but he can't disseminate into it. He's still conscious and cognizant in some capacity even as the Lifestream fights to strip away the parts of him that belong on the planet, the parts of him that were human. This is, presumably, why his memory is all fucked up postcanon, whether we're talking novels or spinoffs; the Lifestream has been trying to take him but it can't, because there's too much Jenova in him, so the parts of him that have survived are just the parts that are the son of Jenova. He hasn't been fully worn down by the time the Crisis rolls around, likely because his body is still partially intact in the Northern Crater. (Again, see Lifestream Black, as well as the OG.)
And here's where everything starts to hurt.
He's alone. No matter what Sephiroth does, he's entirely, completely alone. There is nothing in the world like him, the planet won't accept him—it's not death, it's a homecoming, and Sephiroth has nowhere to go home to.
And he's done this before, this is a repeating timeline, he's been through this before over and over and over. And he's always alone in the end. He's always there at the edge of creation, the end of all things, the kindling of a new universe, and he's still there. All alone.
So this time he's calling for the ultimate Reunion. He's not just calling his Clones home, he's pulling all of time and space together into a single planet, bolstered with the lingering Lifestream of hundreds, thousands of others, timelines where things fell apart and Gaia sat on the precipice of death before Sephiroth found her and tore the Lifestream loose to feed the timeline he's chosen as the most likely to survive.
Three friends go into battle. One is captured (Genesis, in Deepground), one flies away (Angeal, who chose his own death), and the one who remains becomes a hero.
Heroes save the world.
But it doesn't matter, does it? Because he's going to be alone. Zack asks how he could turn his back on everything, and he says "Easily." Aerith asks how he could possibly want an eternity alone—because she doesn't understand, that's what Sephiroth has waiting for him anyway. That's all he's ever had waiting for him.
Sephiroth is going to save a world that will never accept him, because that's what heroes do, and then he's going to be alone forever. But this time, for the first time in every timeline he's experienced, he's going to do it on his own terms. He knows what he is, he knows how this ends, he has no questions of that. But for once in his existence—and it's a long existence, unending, eternal in a way that neither human nor Cetra could never even comprehend—he's going to control exactly how that happens.
Sephiroth knows he can't control whether or not he ends up alone, but he can choose how it happens. He can do things right this time. Maybe if he saves the world it will be different. Maybe the planet will accept him. Maybe he won't be alone.
And if he is (and he knows he will be), at least it was on his own terms.
At least, for once in the whole of creation, Sephiroth had a single flicker of control over his own existence. For once in the entirety of existence, Sephiroth made a decision for himself.
He'll have to live with that decision, alone, for eternity—but it was his.
#ff7 rebirth spoilers#ff7 spoilers#ff7 rebirth#sephiroth#fandom ramble#honestly I'm in tears#I'm so sorry seph#I'm so fucking sorry#you didn't deserve this#you DON'T deserve this#and there's NOTHING ANYONE CAN DO#because he's RIGHT#the planet will NEVER ACCEPT HIM#he will ALWAYS be alone#can you blame him for all this?#can you BLAME him for wanting to take just a little control#just one time?#to do things right#just one time#to be what everyone said he was#heroes save the world#and only he will exist in the world he saves#because that's how this story has to end#and he's finally#FINALLY#accepted that#and in doing so he's rejected all the rest of fate#and he's going to do it on his terms this time#just this one time#that's all it takes
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FINAL FANTASY VII REBIRTH — the trial of cloud good, cloud, very good. fill your hollow heart with rage.
#final fantasy#final fantasy vii rebirth#ffedit#ffgraphics#gamingedit#cloud strife#*userbolt#ff#ff7r#gif#rebirth spoilers#ff7r spoilers#the remakes are so hamfisted especially when it comes to seph. but sometimes the visual symbolism just hits#whatever you say gorgeous i would never doubt the word of a morally ambiguous blond x#sorry about the agonies. i'm rooting for you
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danse macabre. — 'sorry, was this yours?' i may have just spent the last 3 hours on this without moving and woken up as if from a stupor afterward. anyway remember when i mentioned ken.ja.ku absorbing cursed spirit seph... i couldn't stop thinking about it and then my hand slipped i guess. this is what happens when you make a pact that turns you into a curse to protect someone you love — you might wind up losing everything in the process <3 or as i put it earlier, you might get hit with the kirby swallow (sidenote i truly. TRULY could not be assed to draw his robes so they're wearing the same outfits as the ref. refreshing change of pace anyway)
#>> MUN ART.#>> BLIGHTED WOLF ( hellhound. )#{ seph has too much experience getting shunted between powers that be i'm so sorry queen }#{ shoutout to hol threads for always giving me art ideas even though this didnt even HAPPEN }#>> VERSE ( jjk » where will you run to? where will you run? )#{ THIS MIGHT BE THE MOST FUCKED UP THING IVE DRAWN IN A SECOND? }#uhhhh.#hostage cw#???#ask to tag /
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having now read the manga one of the funniest things to me now is watching people talk about Sugishita's hair when watching the anime and assuming he's like. a raggedy man with split ends who doesn't do shit with his hair or whatever. And the reality is the man gets hair treatments once a month???? he just hates tying it up.
This is not a raggedy man with untamed hair, this is a vain motherfucker with long luscious locks of hair he refuses to tie up, cut or hide.
That long hair is a risk in a fight and a sign of cockiness and indulgence because he still loves that long hair enough to keep it and maintain it.
That's the opposite of the raggedy neglectful long hair trope. this delinquent has long hair because of hard work and effort. That hair's probably healthier than I am.
#seph reads wind breaker#I'm trying to figure out the right level to read into this series#because I'm starting to feel like I will start becoming a charlie day conspiracy theorist if I'm not careful#but I think the inclusion of everyone styling products is part of the theme#or at least one of the themes which is just masculine adolescence in all its forms#which includes that insecurity and desire to look good and grooming which I don't think shows up enough#I like that so many of the guys in wind breaker have styling stuff#wish it could be worked into the anime somehow since it mostly fits into the profiles in the manga...#knowing sugishita is not a raggedy punk but instead a well groomed punk is very important#I know I'm kinda late to this ride I'm sorry it's still really cool
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Even Sephiroth needs a night out.
#shitposting#sephiroth#sorry seph#my so called edits#sephiroth should become a DJ#i'm sorry for my lame jokes
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Hey sorry to bother you again but if you're still not too busy could you make a fluff story with Sephiroth? (And ik I always ask of him but I'd really appreciate this specific request) not gonna go into too much detail but here recently I've been feeling really sick and weak and on top of it I've been losing weight (I'm not for sure ofc but i see myself in the mirror thinning out) and i just want a small story doesn't need to be big or anything just something to kinda make me feel better for a moment please and thank you and if not i understand completely :)
Oh, I'm sorry. My prayers are with you and I'm wishing you a speedy recovery. In the meantime enjoy this, hopefully it will lift your spirits.
My poor baby (Sephiroth x Sick!Reader)
Sephiroth knew you were sick the moment he awoke and found your forehead to be much, much hotter than he was used to. He pressed his palms against your head one more time, confirming his suspicions. You were sick, probably with a cold. The only question was, how did you fall ill? Had he not taken precautions to prevent this?
Then he remembered you telling him one day in the height of his overprotective delirium that not every issue can be prevented, you were all bound to have something happen someday, one way or another, the only thing you could do was ensure it wouldn't be serious. Today seemed to be that day, though thankfully, a cold is not serious.
Sephiroth carefully pried himself out of your grip, his body reluctant to leave your cage of warmth. He knew, however, that taking care of you was more important than his own needs right now, so he endured the chilly, fresh morning air, and made his way to the bathroom to hunt down medicine.
He found some, but discovered upon his return that in the brief time it took to locate this medicine, you'd woken up and were now coughing your head off in bed, wondering why you felt so hot and sticky, and why your nose was clogged up.
"Seph," You whined helplessly, as he entered your room. "I feel awful. I think I'm sick."
"I had that same notion," He responded, opening the bottle of medicine and measuring a dose. "I've taken the liberty of getting some medicine from the bathroom; it's not expired, don't worry."
"Ok," You sighed, sitting upright so you could drink the bitter liquid without spilling it everywhere.
"And some water," Sephiroth insisted, handing you a bottle of water he pulled out of literally nowhere.
"Thank you," You rasped, barely gulping down the water before a coughing and sneezing fit overtook you.
"You wait there," Sephiroth said, surveying your situation. "I will get you some tissues and other necessities.
Before you could reply, he had already left the room, off to find supplies for you. He returned a moment later, carrying a small garbage can, a roll of garbage bags, a package of cough drops, and more water. He laid all these items out on your nightstand, arranging them so they're easily accessed by groping, shaky hands like yours, and kissed you on the forehead before telling you to get some rest.
"Seph?" You began, "Don't go...stay..." To a normal person, this would mean potentially catching whatever you had, but since Sephiroth was not a normal person, he had nothing to fear. He was immune to most sicknesses, so naturally, he agreed.
"Very well then," He mumbled, without a hint of reluctance as he pulled back the covers and slid into bed with you. "Come here, let me hold you."
Sniffling because of your blocked nose, you scooted closer to him and rested your head on his firm chest, the elevation doing wonders to drain your stuffy nose. You were still really uncomfortable, what with your itchy and sore throat, annoying fever and those occasional chills, but lying in Sephiroth's arms made it all the more bearable.
"My poor baby," You caught him whisper, after watching you shake under another bout of cold shivers. "I wish you did not have to suffer this much."
"It's fine," You replied, coughing. "I've been sick before."
"Still, you do not deserve to go through this pain. It is wrong and unnecessary."
"I love you too."
Sephiroth responded to that with a little "humph", patting your head gently.
"Get some rest now, Y/N. You will need it if you wish to make a speedy recovery."
#Ff7#Ffvii#Final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#ff7 sephiroth#final fantasy sephiroth#sephiroth ffvii#ffvii sephiroth#final fantasy 7 sephiroth#sephiroth final fantasy#sephiroth ff7#sephiroth#sephiroth x reader#sephiroth x reader fanfic#ff7 sephiroth x reader#Ffvii sephiroth x reader#sephiroth x you#Fluff#flufy fanfic#fluff fic#sickfic#requested#thanks for requesting#icycoldninja writes#get well soon
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i'm sorry I need more of that time travel au of cloud meeting sane sephiroth
HEHEHE
Sephiroth mostly spends all his time doing mundane paperwork in his office while Cloud spies on him in the vents. He gets really excited when he sees that Sephiroth is scribbling down something sus at the corner of one of the documents..........it's just a doodle of a cat.
SEPHIROTH BURNING DOWN THE ENTIRE BATTLEFIELD...and then immediately putting out the flames because he doesn't want his men getting burned. Fire safety is important!
Cloud bristles when Sephiroth starts hanging around Zack. Oh gods is he going to threaten to KILL him? Turns out Seph and Zack just went to engage in a casual training spar, complete with Zack telling Sephiroth about the history of cheese or some shit.
Cloud asks Sephiroth what the word "Jenova" means to him. Sephiroth perks up at once and shows Cloud the irl composite sketch he made based on his memory of his locket. He looks unbelievably proud of himself.
Cloud asks Sephiroth what he WANTS.
"Oh um...I would request that Lazard raise the AC a bit in the main office. It gets a bit drafty in the evening."
Cloud stalks Sephiroth in the kitchen. Sephiroth is just sitting there eating cup noodles.
SMUG SEPHIROTH SMIRK?!?!?! Oh it's because he "accidentally" spilled ketchup on the take-home medical form Hojo assigned him.
Sephiroth is sitting motionless on the couch, no doubt having a mental breakdown and plotting some sort of revenge!
....He's just looking at a scrapbook of memories Angeal made for him. The one in the middle featuring the First Trio dramatically pointing at a suggestively-shaped cactus formation in the middle of the fucking desert.
Cloud being so fucking pissed, so fucking DONE, so ready to find ANYTHING on this guy.
Sephiroth in the background asking Zack if knitting would improve his dexterity.
#asks#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#sephcanons#sephiroth#crisis core#AU#cloud strife#zack fair#final fantasy vii
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Can we hear about the day Lazard snapped from the firsts shenanigans?
The Day Lazard Finally Snapped
• It all starts when Angeal and Sephiroth are passing through the Skyview Hall when they spot Reeve with a baby in a holder strapped to his chest.
Angeal: Hey Reeve! I didn't know you had a child.
Reeve: I don't. This is my assistant's baby. I allow her to bring him in on occasion since childcare is hard to find. She asked me to watch him while she's in a meeting, but⏤
Sephiroth: What kind of mother abandons her child?
Reeve: ⏤but I have to meet with the editor of Architecture Weekly in ten minutes.
Sephiroth: What kind of mother abandons her child with a strange man who works for Shinra?
Angeal: I'm sorry to hear that, director.
Reeve: Wait, could you two watch him? It'll only be for an hour.
Angeal: I don't think⏤
*Reeve hands the child to Angeal, who is now sweating bullets*
Reeve: Great, thanks! By the way, I'm supposed to be locating some materia that went missing from the inventory this morning. Do you mind finding them for me? Here's the list.
*Reeve hands Angeal the list, Angeal hands the baby to Sephiroth, who holds it like a bomb with his arms outstretched*
Angeal: Reeve, I really don't think we⏤
Reeve: Great! See 'ya!
• Reeve literally sprints away. Angeal looks back at Sephiroth, who has now strapped the baby to the carrier on his chest. Angeal looks down at the list.
Angeal: Three Ifrit summons, sixteen fire materia, nine ice materia, thirty chocobo lures, four petrify materia, and seventeen lightning materia.
Sephiroth: The baby is crying because it wants its mother. I feel a strange kinship with this child.
Angeal: Why would someone need thirty chocobo lures??
Sephiroth: There, there. Don't cry because your mother abandoned you, rejoice because your father isn't Professor Hojo.
*Angeal grows exasperated and turns to Sephiroth*
Angeal: Seph, it's hungry. We need to feed it.
Sephiroth: Where will we find someone with functioning mammary glands on such short notice?
Angeal: FORMULA. GET THE FORMULA IN THE BABY BAG.
*The baby cries more, Sephiroth holds it closer to him*
Sephiroth: You're upsetting our child.
Angeal: IT'S NOT OUR⏤*Angeal takes a deep breath*⏤It's not our child, give it the baby formula, and let's go. We still need to find the culprit behind the stolen materia.
Sephiroth: Do you mind if we stop by Professor Hojo's lab first? I want to show him what competent fathership looks like.
Angeal: No. And you're acting insane. Here, give me the baby.
Sephiroth: I have only had this child for three minutes, but if anyone tries to hurt it or take it away I will kill everyone here.
Angeal: When this is all over, I'm signing you up for art therapy and getting you a cat.
• Lazard is away on a business trip and has left Genesis in charge. He's supposed to be getting work done, but instead he's sitting in Lazard's office with his feet up, reading a romance novel.
Genesis: I don't understand why Lazard complains all the time. This is the easiest position in this company.
•There's a violent crash right outside the office, followed by Zack's voice going "Wow! I didn't know the ceiling was that easy to break."
*Genesis gets up at the speed of light. He runs out and sees Zack and Cloud with tennis rackets*
Genesis: What are you doing? I thought I sent you far away on a mission to Cosmo Canyon.
Zack: We got back early! And since Angeal's busy there's no point in training. Plus, my mission report can wait until Lazard's back.
Genesis: And what's Strife doing here? Last I recall this is the SOLDIER floor, not the Infantrymen Who Look Like Baby Chocobos floor.
Cloud: Could've fooled me. I saw you and thought this was the Sephiroth Is Better Than Me So I Take It Out On Bad Poetry floor.
Genesis: Listen here⏤
*Zack jumps between them*
Zack: We were just playing some tennis! Where's the harm in that?
Genesis:
Genesis: Zack where's the ceiling
*They look up and six ceiling panels are missing*
Zack: We're playing pro tennis.
Genesis: Goddess.
Cloud: But we lost all of our balls and now we can't play anymore.
Genesis: Hm. Have you tried substituting them with something else?
Cloud: Like what?
Genesis: Materia are round and large enough to work.
Zack: Good idea, but we don't have any to spare.
Genesis: I have some.
*Genesis pulls a key out of his pocket, walks across the hall, and unlocks a supply closet where he pulls out a crate full of materia*
Zack: Woah! How many do you have in there?
Genesis: Three Ifrit summons, sixteen fire materia, nine ice materia, thirty chocobo lures, four petrify materia, and seventeen lightning materia.
Cloud: Why does the box say Property Of Shinra Electric Power Company? Wait, did you steal this??
Genesis: There is no such thing as stealing if your victim stole it from the planet.
Zack: Why thirty chocobo lures??
Genesis: Do not presume to question my actions.
• Sephiroth and Angeal have no leads on the missing materia, so they decide to go ask the turks for any information they have. They walk into a conference room where Tseng and Rufus are talking.
Tseng: WHY do you have a baby??
Sephiroth: Two men cannot raise a child without being criticized.
Angeal: We're babysitting.
Rufus: How may we help you?
Angeal: A crate of materia went missing from the inventory. Reeve asked us to locate it. Any chance you have an idea where it went?
Rufus: We were just going over the security footage, actually. A stunning, beautiful woman was seen entering and leaving with the stolen materia.
Tseng: Come take a look.
*They walk over and watch the security footage*
Sephiroth:
Angeal:
Angeal: That's GENESIS.
Tseng: Impossible. I had no idea Rhapsodos was a master of disguise.
Sephiroth: He's not even in disguise. He wore that dress to a Loveless performance yesterday. *said while he rocks the baby to sleep*
Rufus: Sephiroth, would you mind accompanying me to meet my father? I'd like to show him what adequate fathership looks like.
Sephiroth: Gladly.
Angeal: *exasperated* We'll get the materia back from Genesis, don't worry. There's no need to get involved, and we'll make him promise not to do it again.
Tseng: Actually, the issue is much more annoying. You see, the crate he stole contained faulty materia. We're not sure they even work, but if they do there might be some...explosive consequences.
Angeal: Don't worry, knowing Genesis, he's hording the materia somewhere until the search dies down and hasn't actually used it yet.
*The baby hasn't fallen asleep and is wide awake*
Sephiroth: Of course, how could I be so foolish? The baby needs to be tired out through playtime and proper enrichment first.
*Rufus takes a box of ammunition from his coat pocket and uses it as a rattle. The baby laughs*
Tseng: Sir, I don't think that's an appropriate toy for a baby.
Sephiroth: Nonsense. I had that toy when I was younger and I turned out fine.
Angeal: No the fuck you did not.
• Zack and Cloud's tennis match with materia is going smoothly. Genesis has made himself the umpire and is officiating the match. They're in Lazard's office so no one catches them slacking off.
*Cloud hurles a fire materia toward Zack at top speed. Zack shrieks and ducks*
Genesis: Five love.
Zack: No fair! He's just aiming it right at me!
Cloud: Because you're my opponent. That's how tennis works.
*Cloud sends another chocobo lure Zack's way that hits him right in the face*
Genesis: Six love.
Zack: WE GET IT, YOU'RE OBSESSED WITH LOVELESS. SHUT UP.
Genesis: ......
Cloud: I really need to get back and start getting ready for patrol tonight.
Zack: Nooo, come on! Just one more try! I'll beat you, you just watch.
• Cloud sighs and readies himself. Zack grabs a lightning materia and serves. Cloud hits the materia when it reaches him. Except this time it fuses with the tennis racket and starts hissing and billowing smoke. Cloud panics and lets the tennis racket drop. It starts glowing and vibrating.
• All of the littered materia on the office floor start emitting the same low whistle and vibrating, all at once.
• Genesis senses the incoming explosion. He grabs Zack and Cloud and dives under the desk.
• Lazard comes back from his business trip early. He's in the elevator thinking about the decision to leave Genesis in charge. He had initially meant to bequeath Sephiroth the responsibility, but felt for Genesis. They're always placing him second next to Sephiroth, constantly berating and expecting the worst from him.
• He thinks it's unfair. Genesis is one of the most competent SOLDIERs in the program. He's hardworking, responsible and authoritive. There's no doubt in Lazard's mind that everything is running smoothly in his absence.
*Lazard opens his office door*
• The three Ifrit summons went off and are raging, smashing the walls and ceilin. The fire materia also went off and now everything is on fire. It's shooting fire balls and one of them burned the office door clean off, shattering the glass. The ice materia has caused a raging blizzard inside the office and everything that isn't on fire is freezing over. The lightning materia is causing firework-like explosions to go off.
• Lazard stands there for a good five minutes, petrified (literally) (the petrify materia hit him)
• Once the last blast of lightning goes off and things seem to have quieted down, Genesis, Zack and Cloud poke their heads up from under the desk.
Zack: Hey, director! We didn't expect you back so early!
Cloud: How was the business trip? Have fun?
Genesis: My, my, director, that suit makes you look dashing. Have you done something to your hair?
• It's a poor choice of words because half of Lazard's hair is on fire.
*Angeal runs in*
Angeal: Genesis, you crook. Did you use Lazard's access card to steal all that materia?? Do you know how mad he's going to be when he finds out? He's already in trouble with upper management because he left you in charge.
*Zack points to Lazard in the corner, Angeal turns around*
Angeal: Oh. Oh no.
• And then the chocobo lures go off. Thirty grown chocobos come speeding into the office, two of them knocking Lazard to the ground.
• And then, as if things couldn't possibly get any worse, Sephiroth runs in with the baby.
Sephiroth: Angeal, how dare you abandon me and our child??
Angeal: Oh my god.
• The Firsts and Zack are sitting in the briefing room when Tseng walks in.
Tseng: Good morning. As you all know, Lazard has taken a medical leave. I'll be taking his place while he's away.
Genesis: How is he? I tried to visit him in the hospital yesterday, but apparently the mere mention of my name sent him into another cardiac arrest.
Tseng: He's sedated and fine. Don't feel discouraged. Two Seconds went in to visit him this morning, but all it took was one look at a SOLDIER uniform and he started screaming.
Angeal: If he quits, it's on Zack, Gen and Strife. Sephiroth and I were busy hunting materia and babysitting.
Sephiroth: No. You were looking for the materia. I was taking adequate care of the baby and giving it the attention its mother denied it.
Tseng:
Tseng: Sephiroth
Tseng: Sephiroth why do you still have the baby?
*They look over and sure enough, Sephiroth has the baby in a carrier strapped to his chest*
Sephiroth:
Sephiroth: I'm the most competent adult in its life.
#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#sephiroth#ffvii crisis core#final fantasy vii#genesis rhapsodos#ff7 crisis core#angeal hewley#crisis core#zack fair#cloud strife#tseng ff7#rufus shinra#storytime
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do you have gender/pronoun and sexuality headcanons for the three? I love your au
Aaaa thank you for the ask!
So sorry to everyone that hasn't gotten a response yet! I'm super busy lately and I want to make some art for each one so I'm sorry if I take long 🥺
But yeah! These are my hcs and also how I imagine them in my au
Particularly I feel like Sephiroth never really had time to figure himself out, mostly on the gender aspect, but slowly things are coming together with his identity in my au :) I like to mostly show it through the clothes he wears.
I have around a seven-year timeline since the beginning of the au (Seph and Angeal coming back) and the way Seph dresses develops as he figures himself out through the years.
#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#ff7 crisis core#ff7 rebirth#ff7 remake#sephiroth#ff7 au#genesis rhapsodos#angeal hewley
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What is your most niche reunion instinct idea? Or actually just tell me all of the ideas im genuinely intrigued
MY GOD I HAVE SO MANY. REUBUON IS LIKE MY FAV THING TO EXPLORE I LOVE IT SO MUCHHH.
this post is going to be kinda long also cw for nudity? perhaps?
1) I have this sfkr eva style fusing au where post-nibel seph seeks out cloud to try and become one w him and its like similar to black materia arc ish. but basically in this au seph is motivated by being betrayed by people again and again and watching them die and shes unwilling to try again and believe in humanity and do human relationships the way normal people do. so she basically convinces herself that cloud will Fix Her as the only person who could ever understand her (s and j cell connection plus having killed her once is a bonus) and this manifests in her tempting cloud like in black materia arc to give into his worst instincts etc.
on cloud's end the same ish thing is happening where he's also very sealed off and unwilling to believe in himself or others again + the allure of being praised, needed, and whole w your idol AND SO instead of giving the black materia and having it pass thru the crystal OGstyle she convinces him thru the arc to like, basically merge w her end of evangelion style human instrumentality style etc. and this complete dissolution of boundaries is essentially equivalent to death (loss of self) in that cloud is giving up on facing himself and facing the world as himself and giving in to the comfort of becoming one w seph to become god and float across the universe forever across timelines or whatever alone and forever immortal.
ANYWAYS. he sinks into her chest slowly and it feels really good and sephiroth lets his hands melt into her and finally finally almost feels him touch her heart directly. anyways. after this either 1) avalanche shows up and has to fight a seph thats merged w cloud to wake him back up and give him a second chance at making the decision to Give Up or not OR 2) cloud decides last second that no, this is not any way to live and that this is just an elaborate way to die. and he pulls away and seph feels the warmth leave her and is like NO! YOURE MINE I OWN YOU DONT GO etc etc. but cloud is like. i'm sorry. and they last boss fight<3.
^ my vision.....
wait also btw if avalanche fights seph post fusing or mid fusing w cloud cloud is like embedded in her chest that she will guard and its her weakness that u target in order to do dmg to her
wearing a shirt that says i 💘 violent painful yearning desire to be whole to consume and be consumed to become one to become conjoined etc
#i have mad drawings ab this but i will NOT put them on here bc of the nudity and also the weirdness#gomaff#sfkr#mine#sorry this was prob not at ALL what anyone but me wants to see but alas my brain works this way.#wait also yuri sfkr as usual im sory#the return... to primordial soup... and the womb... or whatever......#ff7#cave mail#sfkr merging au
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Easter eggs for player's name (spoilers ahead if u wanna discover it urself!)
I'll be including the dialogues when you enter it as the name/nickname
-maleyanderecafe
"Clever, are we? Do you want a round of applause?"
"Well, then you should know how it ends..."
"Don't you?"
-C4, Candy, Lunar
"Haha, what a sick individual."
"Perhaps it's best not to act so innocent..."
"When you know what you are already."
-Alpha, P1
"You just wanted to be accepted into the world, didn't you?"
"To be friends with everyone just like in the stories..."
"But what happens when..."
"You finally break?"
-Beta, P2
"You just wanted to be loved, finally and forever..."
"But they never would have stayed with you otherwise."
"I mean it's not really your fault..."
"It's theirs."
-Scientist
"Kind of a strange name for a prodigy, wouldn't you say?"
"But the guilt you feel is pretty immense..."
"This is all your fault..."
"And it always has been."
-Gamma, P3
"Why do you always pretend to be the villain?"
"You try so very hard to be unlikable and yet..."
"Hahahaha..."
"When will you finally succeed in making sure everyone despises you?"
-Delta, P4
"It must be really sad all alone like that..."
"You want to forget, you really do but..."
"Well, you just know more than you ever should..."
"Maybe like the fact you're playing on a ___ system or something?"
"Haha...just kidding."
-Emil
"With a smile of gold to hide a darkened heart..."
"Doesn't it feel like it's in your nature?"
"First Impressions are everything."
-Thella
"What a noble person to tarnish."
"But then again, it's just as they say..."
"First impressions aren't everything."
-Ryan
Eris: Why would you ever want to be him?
Eris: How disgusting.
-Milo
Eris: That's your perfect creation.
Eris: Let's not tarnish him just yet, alright?
-Desmond
Eris: Why would you want a name like that?
Eris: He's simply too meddlesome for his own good.
-Seph
Eris: Oh dear, that won't work out at all...
Eris: He's only interested in monsters after all...
Eris: And not the kind that you are.
-Valli
Eris: She's a bit too much of a chatterbox, isn't she?
Eris: That's not really your style though...
-Holly
Eris: It's a bad idea.
Eris: She will have your head otherwise.
-Y/N
"What a dull an unremarkable name."
"That doesn't suit you at all."
-Bussy, Fart, Butt
"Hahaha!"
"Very clever!"
"Now watch this!"
game closes
-Dick, pussy, bitch, boobs
"Ah, a prankster, are we?"
"That's pretty funny, I have to say."
"But oh well."
game closes
-Espoir
"My, hello there. It's you. And everyone else."
"You know I heard that using a certain Ashy name might give different results."
"But that's just a simple rumor..."
"Who knows if it's true."
-Ally
"Oh? Ally? How curious."
"It's such an Amiiable name..."
"It's unfortunate you won't live up to it."
-Tsu, Tsumachi
"Oh? It's you."
"Sorry...there's not really any white hair boys in this game..."
"Haha...hope you're not too disappointed."
-Reiynm
"Oho. It's you."
"Such pretty drawings you make."
"I adore them so."
"I wonder just how pretty the thumbnail would be..."
"Haha...it's nothing. Let's continue."
-Lionel
"Ah, so I'm not the only one who is watching."
"I've been watching you for a while."
"So I hope you enjoy."
"Alright?"
-Cherry
"The one and only."
"Don't worry, I'm sure you'll end up in the attic at some point."
-Mari
"You know, I have something special for you."
"Deep inside of the code..."
"Let's check it out, shall we?"
-Veronica, Jason Dean, Heather
"A song hums in your brain."
"I was meant to be yours..."
"We were meant to be one..."
"Don't give up on me now..."
"Finish what we become..."
"How fitting."
-Strade
"Oh, it's you."
"Well, isn't that something..."
"You'll fit right in!"
-Vance
"Don't you wish you were held more?"
"Don't you wish that someone could hug you...?"
"Even if it drove them insane?"
"So desperately you will crawl to make someone love you..."
-Virgil
"Child of the stars. Child of the galaxies."
"You take on many forms, many shapes..."
"Stay with me, you tell them."
"Force them to stay if you can."
"They have no choice."
-Mychael
"Was it hard living in the forest alone?"
"Some terrifying being that wanted to be loved..."
"Well, don't worry. You'll be loved soon enough."
"By force or by..."
"Suggestion."
-Nick
"...You look awfully hungry."
"Should you get something to eat?"
"An arm or a leg...perhaps?"
-Momo
"A peach grown with a small child that comes out."
"A demon ritual made to get the love of your dreams."
"What will be the ending for this tale?"
-Toma
"A older figure to some, or a cage for others."
"You will be taken whether you like it or not."
"It's a promise."
-Cro
"It's weird... I feel like I remember you..."
"Somewhere in a train going down the line."
"You didn't let me leave."
"Did you?"
-Catsket, Dorian, Aeron
"...A god?"
"...No, the devil..."
"Bloodless Art, perhaps..."
"Remake him into your own."
-Cassanova
"Let's try not to get our hands too dirty."
"We can't eat him up just yet."
-Theo, Riese
"Oh my, you should be careful where you tread."
"I've heard vampires like to come about around here."
"Just be careful when you walk around baring your teeth."
-Ezra
"My, I've heard that you have experience..."
"Let's put that to good use."
"Let's hope it ends up well."
-Krow
"An omen of something to come."
"Be careful of what misfortune you bring."
-Fone
"Don't worry, I can hear you."
"You will be found soon."
"I promise."
-Jack
"A ghost of that who comforts."
"At least, that's what it seems
-Alan
"A song hums in your brain."
"Do you know the Hatchet Man?"
"The Hatchet man, the Hatchet man..."
"Do you know the Hatchet Man?"
"Who lives within the woods...."
"How fitting."
-Louie, Mica, Allar, Josh
"My what a colorful name."
"So pretty and yet unexpected."
"Well now, Valentine."
"Try not to eat his heart out."
-Ren, Redacted
"There's no need for you to try to be someone else."
"You will make them accept you and love you."
"He doesn't have a choice.
-Tenebris, Keith
"Of flowers and monsters."
Keith:
"Such a pretty person...and for what?"
"Being too jealous isn't a good look for anyone."
"Tenebris:
"Ah, be careful that your rage doesn't break them."
"It's unfortunate to destroy something before they're even made."
-Aster
"An angel. Someone who lives for you."
"Well, that might have been what you were suppose to be."
"But now it's time to find someone else to be able to fufill that role, hm?"
-Leumin
"It's raining, it's pouring~"
"Milo is snoring~"
"Hahaha..."
"Let's see if he'll enjoy this rainy weather we'll be putting on then..."
-Koolie
"Ha. Are you some sort of dog?"
"Ah, that's kind of funny..."
"Hopefully this doesn't turn out to be as tasteless as milk."
-Zecharias
"Just as memory serves right?"
"Sometimes you can't find your perfect muse..."
"You have to make them."
-Sal
"The evil white shark of the waters..."
"You just wanted to be loved right?"
"Well..."
"Don't we all?"
-Sol
"A name like the sun..."
"Or so they say."
"When you're simply the kid in the back..."
"Would anyone even notice?"
-Eli
"You were made to be loved, weren't you?"
"Sometimes though, you have to make sure you follow your directive."
"And you just have to do it yourself."
-Zachary, Simon, Seth
"This world isn't really that colorful..."
"At least thats what you think."
"Don't look at it through some colored gaze then, alright?"
-Bo, Dachabo
"You look like such an innocent puppy."
"But it's wrong isn't it?"
"You're more like a wolf who lusts for more."
-Liu
"Watch carefully through that door of yours."
"Your eyes darting about."
"You had always watched him from afar."
-Ashton
"Ah, did you jump from another game or something?"
"Don't forget your garden sheers."
"Maybe you might need them."
-Harper
"Ah, are you taking a break from camp?"
"Well hopefully, you find someone for you..."
"And try not to murder anyone, okay?"
-Morgan
"Hm? Are you a librarian or something?"
"Ah, sounds like a quiet job."
"Well, you can hear a lot of secrets, I'm sure."
-Riker
"Ah, so many different endings, so many different faces."
"Keep it together for your love, okay?"
"You're going to need him."
-Griffin
"Ah, like the bird, huh?"
"Did you guys meet on IndyCent or something?"
"Haha, I jest."
-Dameon, Stalker
"What a fluffy figure you have..."
"You must be good at following the things you like, don't you?"
"Well, let's track him down then..."
"Our Perfect Love"
-Nial
"A parasite bringing someone to death..."
"A blue enigma with a killing blow..."
"Let's hope you can keep him alive..."
"He's going to need it."
-Z
"Ah, a real demonic character, huh?"
"Have you taken interest in someone?"
"Let's keep them closer to you..."
"So they can never leave."
-Gold
"Ah? What a peculiar name."
"You wouldn't perhaps have someone who is in a coma, right?"
"Ahaha. It's just a jest."
-Klein
"How long did it take you to finally get what you pleased?"
"Behind that plastic cover..."
"You'll finally break free."
-Friend
"Ah, what a friendly name you have."
"Despite all that, it's quite ironic."
"After all, being friends with you is rather...unfortunate, isn't it?"
-Adam
"Ah, you have experience hurting others, don't you?"
"Says the one above..."
"I'm sure you will get what you deserve."
-Doc, Dre
"Do you like vengeance?"
"You probably do, don't you?"
"Then please..."
"Enjoy to your heart's content."
-Valk
"May you be watched and possessed..."
"Just as you deserve..."
"I hope it's to your liking."
-Melencholy
"Ah, I remember you. You do your best, don't you?"
"Carried us when we all needed it..."
"Please, let's have fun..."
"Creating our very own perfect love."
-Sox
"A perfect househusband or a perfect wife..."
"Maybe both, maybe neither..."
"Well, I'm sure that this will end with someone being taken care of."
"Whether you'd want it or not."
-Calem
"As I've heard, you really are something."
"You love it when someone watches you from above."
"Like a cat, ready to pounce."
-Meru
"The one of the stars, the one of love."
"I've heard them say you're quite the artist."
"Let's make him into a piece of art, shall we?"
-Techno
"Oh? What a curious name..."
"Like a small, little hamster..."
"Well, they do say that if someone dies next to a hamster..."
"They use their face as bedding."
"That's a fun fact, huh?"
-Madelyn
"I did promise something for you, didn't I?"
"Someone or something that's quite cute or cuddly..."
shows image of a cat
"Someone like this then, hm?"
"Haha. I did promise."
-Jablue
"Can you hear him hiding in the walls?"
"Watching...waiting..."
"There's always someone out there, you know..."
"Begging for your love."
-Bambi
"A deer in the headlights, watching so carefully."
"Will you enjoy the corruption that has been brought?"
"It's more fun when they fall by your hand, you know?"
-Song
"A monster in the making is just as fun..."
"Watch as he twists and turns into his new form..."
"Watch as he hatches into something that's just for you..."
-Flaine
"Ah, welcome back, boss!"
"The cheeriest of all, the one who speaks loudly..."
"May we corrupt the one we love the most..."
"Don't forget to finish your comic..."
-Quiet, Quietaxis
"Did I forget about you?"
"You seem familiar..."
"Like you'd be friends with a cute pink character."
image of kirby
"Kind of like that? I suppose?"
"Haha, that's cute."
-Stranger
"Surprising..."
"I didn't think you'd be here."
"The god of death themselves."
-Manly, Manlybadasshero
"Ah, so it's you. And everyone else."
"I've been wondering if you would pick this up."
"So hopefully you enjoy."
"It would be a shame if you didn't."
whew that's a lot lol
I'd separate the nickname one since there is plenty
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"What if they kissed?" 👀
Send "What if they kissed?" and I'll write a scene where our muses kiss, even if they aren't shipped together. it is it's own thing and doesn't have to lead to an official ship. a "what if scenario" ACCEPTING.
WHEN PERSEPHONE AND MIDORIYA FIRST MET, she laid out a boundary. i won't do social infiltration undercover work. more than once, she's snarled at the idea of being put in a dress at any time, for any reason. then again, that first meeting had gone rather terribly for her. it quickly became clear that they would do what the shie-hassaikai required of them, or they would be sent back to fletch missing something more important than their arms.
to his credit, it took quite a while for midoriya to test this limit. but time and experience has proven that their best work is done in proximity to each other — alone, their quirks are powerful. together, they are unbeatable.
so here she is. at a gala. in a suit, at least, and with hair in a braid down her back whose length and weight keep her grounded. it's... something. still, it takes everything in her not to wear a constant scowl and jump at shadows, and as soon as she & midoriya are able to slip past the crowds into the back staircase, the tension in their shoulders eases a bit.
❝ stay on your toes, ❞ seph murmurs in warning as they step in front of him, quietly pushing the door open so that they can scout. the office is just at the other end of the hall. if they can just get to that safe —
but before she can call clear, the din of voices begins to float around the corner of the hallway. shit �� either the guards are on break, or the patrol information was outdated. it doesn't matter. she closes the door, but it's not fast enough and it's not quiet enough, and a look of utter, full-body exasperation washes over them as the footsteps pick up speed. hey — who's there? fuuuuck. fuck fuck fuck. ❝ okay. ❞ seph steps back down onto the first landing, staring up at the door, flexing and clenching a leather-gloved fist. ❝ i can probably choke them out before they — ❞
the door opens. before seph can do anything stupid, like ruin the entire mission by resorting to violence like they always do, midoriya takes her face in his hands and yanks her down to kiss her.
or that.
the reaction is instant: a bolt of panic, a closed throat, lungs struggling to breathe, hands. hands, sickening, nauseating grip —
but somehow, this time, they're able to ground themself before they slip into flashback delirium. they focus on the scent, or rather the lack thereof; no ozone. no petrichor. no thousand-dollar cologne. to add, their head is tilted downwards, not upwards; like a computer processing a line of code, it all runs through her head lightning-fast and comes up with an acceptable result; so they relax into it, even as an arm snakes around their waist and pulls them closer. it's — not bad. it's fine. it's okay. they are in immediate peril, which means they're as safe as they can be.
just a couple of twenty-somethings sneaking away to make out. the guard heaves an exhausted ( and relieved ) sigh and bangs his baton on the metal railing of the stairs. "hey, you two! you can't be up here. you wanna make out, go outside."
seph manifests a little squeak of surprise and giggles, hand over their mouth, face completely red. it is a shocking reversal of her normal attitude, her refusal to lie or put on an act — indeed, they're quite a bit better at it than they had midoriya believe. ❝ sorry! s-sorry, sir. we'll go. ❞
it isn't until they've started to bolt back down the stairs, and the door at the top of the stairwell closes, that persephone's strange, overfeminine mask drops. they round on midoriya with an absolutely murderous glare. ❝ what the fuck was that? ❞
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I did not bring Wyll to the burning building because I am playing the game mostly blind. so it is kinda funny in my head to be like.
"I thought we refused looking for the Duke?"
"We refused when some random noble lady asked and I figured like. 'Why the fuck are you asking me? I just showed up here, you don't even know who I am. I don't know who *you* are. Fuck off. If I don't commit, I don't get in trouble if I don't figure it out.' But then I found out it was Wyll's dad. And I like Wyll, and so I'm willing to put in effort to go find Wyll's dad. The difference is who asks for help, honestly."
which is a conversation Astarion and Lake had for literally no reason, but that I can't help but have little scenarios in my head. In this scenario Astarion learns that Lake is basically Chaotic Neutral. "May save your life, may steal your car." This may canonically not work for someone who is supposed to be a Selûnite Cleric but like. fuckin'. whatever. It was a fun goddess to be a cleric of and I admit I did not do a lot of research into her alignment and I suck at alignments and almost always play some form of Neutral. That's My Ninja Way, Bitch.
I should probably spend some time on the Forgotten Realms Wiki to figure out the lore I don't know for a bit. I am a fake DnD fan who knows more about Tal'Dorei than Faerûn. fuckin' oops. I'm sorry to everyone who knows me for every time I make a critrole reference especially since I care way more about the Mighty Nein than Vox Machina and Bell's Hells. which makes me like. The least relatable fan right now. Campaign 2 was my introduction to DnD and that's gonna hurt a lot of people's brain's and I'm real sorry 'bout that. One day they're animated series is gonna come out and it'll be easier to explain that. It was really good but there's just too much content to expect anyone right now to actually go watch and understand it...
#seph plays bg3#and also#seph talks about critrole#look when it comes to dnd it's hard to disconnect the thing that really got me into it#and the mighty nein gave me my love for DnD#and helped me figure out how the game worked so I could play it properly with friends#and now bg3 is kinda giving me a way to have some at home play#but it is making me think about all my favourite parts of critrole#which were campaign 2 because I really really loved the mighty nein#and I want that animated series to come out so I can make more of my friends understand that love#I loved the vox machina animated series without having seen the live play totally#so I'm hoping I can intro my friends to MN with the animated series and they can understand#or they do an abridged cut of the liveplay because there's no way I can make them sit through the whole of campaign 2#no matter how much it like... absolutely has the best characters hands down I'm sorry every other character#like I love vax and ashton and percy and keyleth and laudna and imogen and fern and all of them#but caduceus and veth and beau and fjord and caleb and jester and yasha and essek are like...#the characters that I think of when I think of characters that like... teach you how to grow#caduceus literally is a character that helped me deal with both the death of my father and my own suicidal ideation.#like literally changed me as a person#I don't know how to explain that about a liveplay dnd character????#it feels weird to say that. he's very important to me. and he does make me want to play a grave cleric at some point#my entire perspective on faith is different because of literal fantasy. but it's about death and decay.#idk I'm in a weird headspace right now maybe... I'm feeling sick so that always happens when I'm having a bad pain day...
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Promised (Sephiroth x Reader angst)
You, a youthful, yet extraordinarily sad teenager, were perched atop a cliff, feeling lonlier than ever. Your boyfriend, the young SOLDIER prodigy, Sephiroth, had been sent away to war and you had no idea when he would be back. If he would be back. Every day you traveled up to this precipice, where you two often met in the past. You found yourself curled up on the grass under the tree where you and he had carved your names into the bark.
Sephiroth x Y/N, forever.
Bringing your knees up to your chest and burying you face into them, you began to sob, worry and fear overwhelming you again, as it tended to do so every day.
"Y/N! Hey!" You turned and peered at the source of the voice with teary eyes, surprised to see a familiar, short teenage boy running towards you.
"Seph?" You sprung to your feet, dashing towards him and wrapping him in a tight hug. "You're back! I...I missed you so much." The young boy pulled away from you, standing on his tiptoes so he could plant a kiss on your forehead, all while smiling that sweet, calm smile he always did. You chuckled, remembering how you always teased him for being shorter than you.
"I'm back, you giant," He chuckled, gazing up at you fondly. Hope rising in your chest, you asked if he would be staying long, as there were so many new developments in your hometown; so many things you wanted to show and talk to him about. The look he gave you in response was answer enough; the way his eyes temporarily lost their shine and his mouth curved into the tiniest of frowns told you that the answer was negative.
"I'm...sorry, Y/N," He mumbled, fidgeting with his fingers. "I must go back next week. They're sending me to Rhadoran next." You nodded, crestfallen, though you tried to keep up a cheerful front.
Unfortunately, there was no fooling Sephiroth. His watchful, neon green eyes saw everything.
"I know it's tough," He whispered, taking you by the shoulders and pulling you close. "But you have to hang in there. I promise, when I get back, everything will be different. Just trust me."
You nodded, knowing that this wasn't easy for him either. You had to stay strong, like he was, and take comfort in the fact that soon, the war will be over, and then you could spend more time with your beloved.
"Don't worry," Sephiroth assured you, wrapping his arms around you and resting his head against your chest. "I'll never forget you." You nodded, biting down hard on your lip to keep yourself from bursting into tears. Sephiroth rubbed circles into your lower back; his touch cold because of the leather gloves he was wearing.
"I love you, Seph." You murmured, tightening your hold around him. "I always will. Forever." A faint smile tugged at the corners of Sephiroth's mouth. He pulled away again before fishing in his pocket, soon producing a tiny black case.
"I know we can't officially get married cause we're both still legally children, but..." He opened the case, revealing two simple, yet beautiful silver rings. "I got these from a jeweler who lived in a town we happened to pass through. They're promise rings, kinda like engagement rings, but for kids."
"They're beautiful," You whispered, causing a light dusting of pink to appear on the boy's pale cheeks.
"Really? You really like them?" He sounded uncertain and neverous, yet giddy at the same time. You nodded excitedly as he took one of the rings from the box and slipped it onto your finger.
"I love them, Seph--I love anything you give me." Sephiroth smiled, handing you the box so you could slide the other ring onto his finger.
"We're officially engaged now," He stated, once you were finished. You couldn't help but giggle at how matter-of-factly he'd said it.
"We are!" You cheered, hugging him tightly. Sephiroth let out a quiet sigh as he stood there, trapped in your hold, and silently wished that this moment could last forever.
Unfortunately, nothing ever did. After just one day of relaxing with you, he was once again shipped off to Rhadoran to fight in the front lines. Watching him leave was painful; the joy that had recently filled your heart quickly evaporated into despairing emptiness. He'd only just left and you missed him already. When would he be back?
You asked every soldier that came to your town, "When will Sephiroth be back?" Every time, they never gave you a straight answer. It seemed that they didn't know either.
You soon gave up inquiring and simply observed the passengers of each truck that arrived. Every time one arrived, Sephiroth was nowhere to be seen, and you lost more and more hope; the only thing you had to remind you of him was the promise ring he'd given you, which you wore every day without fail. You would treasure that ring; it was a symbol of your love and dedication, one of the few things that comforted you during these depressing times.
Several years later, you were perched atop that very same cliff once again, curled up under that tree where you and Sephiroth had carved your names, though the words had long since faded from view as bark, moss and flowers had grown over them. The only thing you had left of Sephiroth now was the ring, which still resided on your finger. Just looking at that simple silver band filled you with despair; you were soon sobbing into your arms, the many years of loneliness, worry, and sadness finally taking it's toll.
"Y/N?" A deep voice unfamiliar to you called, followed by the sound of jingling metal and heavy footsteps.
"Go away!" You shouted, thinking it was one of the village folks come to comfort you or persuade you to give up on Sephiroth and date someone else, as they frequently attenpted to do nowadays. The person sat down next to you; a sudden fruity scent filling your nostrils. A cold, gloved hand made its way down to yours, raising it up so that your ring shone in the sunlight.
"I see you still wear my ring." Your head snapped up; eyes widening in shock.
Beside you sat a familiar young man with silver hair and neon green eyes, though he was no longer the short, cute little boy you once knew. He was a tall wall of muscle, with a waterfall of gleaming silver hair; an imposing, threatening aura surrounding him unlike anything you'd ever seen. Was this really the boy you'd exchanged promise rings with all those years ago?
"Miss me?" He inquired, smiling that familiar, quiet smile. He chuckled after you failed to respond, a mischievous glint in his eye. "Do you not recognize me? I'll admit, I have grown," He pulled off one of his gloves to reveal a silver ring identical to yours sitting neatly on his finger. "But I have never forgotten."
Something clicked inside you, prompting you to throw yourself into his arms and pepper his face with kisses, all while tears of joy and relief streamed down your face
"I missed you so, so, so much!" You declared, squeezing him with all your strength. Sephiroth chuckled, pulling you into his lap and kissing your cheek.
"I know, I missed you too. But now, I am home, and now, we can get married. Just as I promised."
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Young Sephiroth x fem reader
Note(They are both the same age. Just a cute fluffy scenario.)
Sephiroth ran from the Shinra Building with Hojo's angry voice echoing in his mind. Where was there to run to at this point? (Y/N)'s? He knew her well enough, and had visited on occasion, but it was late at night. Would (Y/N) even be awake? Sephiroth's panic quickly shifted to hesitation and uncertainty. Perhaps it would be better to just face Hojo again, rather than risk a chance encounter with somebody who shouldn't see him like this at this hour... but the thought of returning to Shinra any time soon filled him with dread. He climbs up the fire escape and to (Y/N)'s bedroom window, he takes a deep breath to calm himself down, before tapping on the glass.
With a start, (Y/N) bolts upright in her bed, her hair in disarray and her eyes still slightly fogged from sleep. "Sorry for waking you up," Sephiroth whispers softly, his voice trembling slightly. "I didn't know where else to go. Hojo.. he yelled at me.. I'm scared, I don't know what to do." His hands shake, gripping the windowsill nervously. He needs help, and there's nobody else he can turn to. "Can I come in?"
(Y/N) blinks a few times, taking a minute to register his voice. "Seph...Sephiroth? What in the world are you doing here?" she asks, as she makes her way to the window, "And at this hour.. Come inside, angel boy, before you catch a cold" she opens the window, with concern in her gaze.
"Thank you," Sephiroth says, climbing through the window and looking around for somewhere to sit, settling for the edge of the bed. "I didn't mean to disturb you, I just didn't know what else to do. I ran away from Shinra.." He fidgets with his hands nervously, not meeting (Y/N)'s gaze.
(Y/N)'s gaze moves down to his hands, noticing his fingers wringing together. "poor boy.. what did they do to you?" she sighs faintly, as a hand cups his jaw. She brings his gaze back up, as she sits beside him, "And why do I feel like I know the answer to that.."
"H-Hojo did some experiments, he said it was to make me stronger, but.. it hurt, (Y/N).. it really hurt," Sephiroth's eyes well up, but he fights back tears, refusing to let them fall "I don't think I can go back there, I don't know what I'll do if I have to face Hojo again." He pulls his knees up, hugging them tightly, trying to keep the sadness at bay. "I'm scared, I don't know how to deal with this.."
(Y/N) gives him a tight hug, pulling him close and letting him rest his head against her chest. "It's okay to cry" she whispers, feeling the dampness of his tears through her clothing. She strokes his hair, trying to ease his mind. "I'm here. You're safe." She says, her voice slightly scratchy with sleep.
Sephiroth clings to (Y/N), allowing himself to break down and cry, feeling the warmth and comfort enveloping him. It felt so good to finally let go of the pain and fear that had been bottled up inside him for so long. He sniffles, lifting his head up slightly to look at (Y/N) with red, puffy eyes "Sorry.." Sephiroth mumbles, embarrassed by his display of weakness "I don't know why I'm crying, I just can't help it. It's just all.. so overwhelming."
"It's okay," (Y/N) whispers to him, as her fingers continue to run through his hair. She feels for him, her heart breaking at his plight. "I know it is.." Her gaze softens, giving him a quick, comforting kiss on his head.
"Thank you, (Y/N)," Sephiroth says gratefully, leaning into (Y/N)'s touch, feeling a sense of security and calm wash over him. He takes in a deep breath and lets it out slowly, trying to gather his thoughts. "I appreciate you being here for me. I don't know what I'd do without you." He hesitates for a moment, then decides to open up to her further "Can we.. can we talk about something else now? I don't think I can handle talking about Shinra anymore."
(Y/N)'s expression softens further still as she feels him relaxing, and her grip on him eases up a little. "Of course, angel boy," she sighs softly. "Do you want some food? Maybe a shower?"
"Food might be nice," Sephiroth says, his appetite surprisingly returning. "And a shower.. yes, that sounds good too. I don't suppose you have any clean clothes that I could borrow?" He asks, already feeling a bit more hopeful as he lets himself be drawn out of his dark thoughts by the prospect of comfort. "I left everything at Shinra, and I don't want to go back there to get them."
(Y/N) chuckles softly at his request, her mind immediately going to the clothes that she had hanging in her wardrobe. "How does some sweatpants and a baggy t-shirt sound? Sadly most of my clothes aren't really your style.. Unless you like women's clothes?" She asks jokingly, gently poking his shoulder. "Uh.. sweatpants and a baggy t-shirt would be great, thank you," Sephiroth replies, managing a small smile at the lighthearted joke "Just anything that's not from Shinra would be fine." he chuckles nervously.
She stands up, and takes a minute to think. "A shower and clean change of clothes... What would you like to eat? A warm meal..?" she asks, as she looks through her closet for clothes and a clean towel. "A warm meal would be wonderful, (Y/N)," Sephiroth says appreciatively, watching as she rummages through her closet "And thank you for helping me like this. I know I've been a burden." He looks up, meeting her gaze, his eyes filled with gratitude "I don't know what I'd do without you."
(Y/N) smiles at him, as she pulls out her extra pair of sweatpants out of her closet and hands them over to him. The shirt, a baggy dark blue band-tee, was easy to retrieve. "Don't be ridiculous, angel boy," she laughs fondly, giving his forehead a kiss. "You're never a burden." she scolds lightly.
"Alright," Sephiroth says, taking the clothes from her hands and holding them to his chest as if they were a precious gift "I promise I'll pay you back somehow." He looks down at the clothes, then back at her, hope shining in his eyes. "Now, why don't you go shower and get changed," (Y/N) says, as she gestures to the bathroom. "meet me in the kitchen when you're done."
"Alright, I'll be quick," Sephiroth says, standing up and clutching the clothes to his chest as he heads towards the bathroom. (Y/N) heads on over to the kitchen to make a plate of comfort food and tea. Her gaze is distant, lost in thought about the circumstances that led Sephiroth here tonight. He was here, safe. And that was what mattered most to her.
After awhile in the shower, Sephiroth emerged feeling refreshed and ready to face whatever came next. He had washed away the grime and exhaustion from the failed mission and Hojo's cruel experiments. Wearing the borrowed sweatpants and t-shirt, he made his way to the kitchen where (Y/N) was waiting, the enticing aroma of warm food filling the air. As he entered, he could see she had set up her small table with a plate with delicious-looking pasta, and two steaming cups of tea sitting on coasters.
"Sit down, angel boy," (Y/N) gestures for Sephiroth to take a seat, as she places the plate of food in front of him, and a cup of tea as well. "Dig in" she encourages, her gaze soft and gentle as she watches him. "Thank you, (Y/N)," Sephiroth replied, his stomach rumbling in anticipation of the meal "Your cooking always smells so good." He pulled out a chair and sat down, his movements a bit awkward and unpracticed in the borrowed clothes, but it was a welcome change to wear something that didn't remind him of his days as a soldier. As he began to eat the pasta, he couldn't help but marvel at the flavors dancing on his tongue. In this moment, surrounded by warmth, kindness, and good food, he felt like he could face anything the world threw at him.
(Y/N)'s smile broadened as he praised her cooking, a bit of flush creeping into her cheeks. "I'm glad you like it," she says, her gaze softening as he ate. It was nice, seeing him like this - vulnerable, but slowly regaining his confidence. It seemed that he genuinely felt safe here. "Feeling good?" she asks, as she leans back on her chair, her own cup of tea resting in her hands.
"Yes," Sephiroth says, his fork pausing mid-air as he meets her gaze "This is exactly what I needed. I feel like I can face whatever comes next, knowing that I have you by my side." His words hang heavy between them, a testament to the trust and bond that had formed in such a short amount of time. With each moment spent together, he felt more grounded, more whole. And he knew that he never wanted to leave her side "I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me."
"Aww, angel boy, you're making me embarrassed," (Y/N) chuckles, brushing away some hair from her eyes. She had the urge to reach out, and pull him in for a hug. But she resisted, for now. He was still clearly processing everything, and he had enough trauma as it was, she didn't want to add too much pressure onto him. "Don't mention it" she giggles softly.
"Embarrassed, huh?" Sephiroth says, his cheeks coloring slightly, a faint smile playing on his lips as he watches her brush away her hair "But really, I mean it. I appreciate everything you've done for me, and I'm grateful to have you in my life." He pauses, considering his next words carefully "Thank you, (N/n).. really."
(Y/N)'s blush deepens as she looks into his eyes, her gaze softening even more as she nods gently, "I'd do anything for you, angel boy," she says. Then, her playful side coming out, she teasingly adds, "But only if you keep calling me (N/n)."
"(N/n) it is," Sephiroth says, a hint of amusement in his voice "I'll try to remember that." He takes another sip of his tea, letting the warmth spread through him as he feels her gentleness seep into his very soul. Knowing that he had someone like her by his side made all the difference, and he vowed to protect her just as fiercely as she protected him. For now, though, he would savor this moment, enjoying the simple comfort of good food, warm tea, and the company of the woman who had saved him in more ways than one.
An amused giggle escapes her lips as she watches his smile. "So.. I just thought of something," she begins, leaning back on her chair. "I only have one bed... if you're willing.. we could share."
"Sharing a bed?" Sephiroth repeats, his eyes widening slightly as he sets down his empty plate "Are you sure, (N/n)?" He hesitates, unsure of where this could lead, but knowing that he needs rest and a safe place to sleep more than anything else. The idea of being close to her, in a way that was both intimate and comforting, fills him with a mix of nervousness and longing.
"I don't mind." (Y/N) gives him a reassuring look, letting him know the decision is his to make. If he wanted to share a bed, she'd make it the most comfortable he's ever felt. "Besides, I need some snuggles," she adds, with a joking wink.
"If you're sure.." Sephiroth says, his voice low and gentle, as he stands up from the table and offers her a small, shy smile "I could use a good night's rest, and your company sounds like the perfect comfort." He follows her lead, his heart pounding in his chest as the reality of what he's about to experience settles in. Taking a deep breath, he prepares himself for a night of closeness that would change the course of their relationship forever.
Wrapped in the warmth of her arms, Sephiroth finally allowed his body to relax, the tension that had been knotting his muscles since Hojo's cruel experiments slowly dissipating. He felt safe, cherished, and for the first time in a long time, truly at peace. Sleep claimed him quickly, his dreams filled with images of a brighter future, a future where he could be whoever he wanted to be, free from the shadows of his past. And as he drifted off, he clung to the hope that tomorrow would bring new beginnings, and that he would emerge from the darkness stronger and better than before.
They would lay that night, in her king sized bed. Their breaths would mingle in the darkened room, as they rested there; comfortable and close. Sephiroth's eyes would drift into the deep, dreamless sleep, while (Y/N) would watch over him intently, her mind wandering through memories of their friendship, his past, and all that they would later become. It would be a night to remember, one that they'd relive again and again. And all of their trials and tribulations would only strengthen their bond, until they were unbreakable.
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Zack gets AGSZC to play DND. What happens? Do they miraculously finish the campaign or does it go down in flames?
The DnD Game That Ended In Flames
Zack: Picture this—you’re all sent to survey a rundown reactor in the sleepy village of Nibelheim, and—
*Sephiroth raises his hand*
Zack: Yes, Sephiroth.
Sephiroth: Why would Shinra send three SOLDIERs and one infantryman to survey a rundown reactor?
Zack: …Uh… I don’t know. And you’re not SOLDIERs. You’re a fighter, Genesis is a wizard, Angeal is a Paladin, and Cloud is a Rogue.
Cloud: What are you supposed to be?
Zack: I’m the Dungeon Master. Anyway, so you have to hike up the mountain to—
Cloud: People have been known to go missing and die when they trek up Mt. Nibel. I wouldn't really recommend it.
Zack, ignoring him: As you begin your trek, you encounter a fork in the path. One trail looks—
*Sephiroth raises his hand*
Zack: What is it, Seph?
Sephiroth: Cloud doesn't recommend it.
Zack:
Sephiroth:
Zack, ignoring him: As you begin your trek, you encounter a fork in the path. One trail looks—
Sephiroth: What if we die—
Zack: PEOPLE DIE, SEPHIROTH.
Sephiroth:
Zack: One path leads through a dark forest while the other is a bit more dangerous, but climbs steeply up the mountain. What do you do?
Angeal: Obviously the path that climbs up the mountain.
*Everyone agrees*
Zack: Alright. As you climb up, the trail becomes treacherous! Rocks start to loosen beneath your feet—
Cloud: I told you so.
Zack: I'm going to yell at you and you won't like it.
Sephiroth: May I use my perception to scout ahead for dangerous spots?
Zack, rolling the dice: You spot a loose section of the trail and warn the others. But the path is still unstable!
Genesis: I cast a spell to help stabilize the rocks. You'll see, I'll save us all with my talent and sheer skill.
*Zack rolls the dice*
Zack: The spell causes the unstable rocks cause a landslide. You’re hit by a falling boulder.
Genesis: WHAT?
Angeal: How bad is it?
Zack, rolling the dice: The boulder hits Angeal with a fatal blow. He is now dead.
Angeal: HOW?
Sephiroth: Genesis killed him.
Zack: Yeahh…your path to the reactor just got a lot harder. You continue up the mountain, saddened after Angeal's death. Then you spot a Nibel dragon perched on the rocks. Its hungry eyes gleam as it notices you! Cloud, you’re up first!
Cloud: I’ll use my sneak attack and aim for the dragon’s weak spot.
Zack, rolling the dice: You deal significant damage. Sephiroth, your turn.
Sephiroth: I cast a fireball at the dragon.
Zack, rolling the dice: The fireball engulfs the dragon, hurting it. Genesis, you’re up.
Genesis: I taunt the dragon.
Angeal: HA! Like that'll help. Looks like you'll be joining me in death.
Zack, rolling the dice: The dragon is enraged and charges at you. Angeal, you die.
Angeal: I'M ALREADY DEAD.
Zack: Oops, sorry about that! *Zack rolls the dice* Genesis, the dragon is defeated and you live!
Genesis: Success.
Angeal: AKSJDGSJSKS
Zack: You finally reach the reactor. It looms before you, its structure old and decrepit—
Sephiroth: It’s typical of Shinra. Their greed causes them to neglect everything hidden from the public eye. What the public can't see, they do not care about.
Zack: A-ha! See? See why you need to survey the reactor? How do you proceed?
Sephiroth: We leave immediately and do not engage with the danger.
Zack:
Sephiroth:
Zack, ignoring him: You advance inside and notice something strange. On one of the doors near the core of the reactor, you see a name engraved: Jenova. Sephiroth's mother’s name!
Genesis: The plot thickens.
Sephiroth: What is this? Why would her name be here?
Cloud: What happens if we investigate the surrounding area?
Zack: The room is filled with strange machinery and pods containing…creatures. What do you do?
Sephiroth: I investigate the machinery and the pods. I need answers now.
Cloud: I’ll keep watch for any signs of danger.
Genesis: I'll sit quietly and eat an apple.
Zack: Angeal, what will you do?
Angeal:
Zack: Oh yeah, you're dead.
Zack: Anyway, as you investigate the pods, you discover grotesque, half-formed creatures floating in the mako. Suddenly Sephiroth finds a data log that reveals the horrifying truth: Jenova is not his mother, but an alien entity.
Sephiroth: I shall love her either way.
Genesis: That is the saddest thing I've ever heard you say.
Zack: Genesis, you have a choice here. You can either comfort Sephiroth in this moment of shock or make fun of him. What do you do?
Genesis: I choose to make fun of him.
Zack: Really? Damn.
Genesis: Well, well, Sephiroth. It appears mommy dearest is an alien. I can't say I'm surprised. After all, the apple does not fall far from the tree.
Zack, rolling the dice: This angers Sephiroth greatly. Genesis, you are now in mortal peril.
Genesis: WHY DIDN'T YOU MENTION THAT BEFORE?
Sephiroth: I choose to murder Genesis.
Genesis: HUH?
Zack, rolling the dice: Yeah, you're dead man, sorry.
Cloud: This is why we don't make fun of people's mothers.
Genesis: She isn't even his mother! She's an alien!
Sephiroth: The more you insult my mother, the more I feel inclined to recreate our fictional game in real life.
Zack: The creatures in the pods start to twitch. It seems your discovery has triggered something. What do you do?
Cloud: We leave the reactor and head back to the inn.
Sephiroth: A sound choice. After all, it's only the two of us now.
Zack: You head back to the inn, but in the middle of the night, Sephiroth slips out and heads to the manor library, searching for answers.
*Sephiroth raises his hand*
Zack: Yes, Sephiroth?
Sephiroth: I’d never do that. I adhere strictly to protocol and my rank. I would not abandon my men.
Zack: You have no men. Only Cloud.
Sephiroth, turning to Cloud: He's insulting your masculinity.
Cloud: Not cool, man.
Zack: Hang on! You have the choice to either follow Sephiroth or stay put at the inn.
Cloud: He might need my help. I should follow him.
Zack: You go after Sephiroth at the manor. You reach the library door. But you feel as if once you go inside, you will never be the same again.
Cloud: Just let me go in.
Zack, rolling the dice: Angeal dies.
*Angeal flies at him, but Sephiroth holds him back*
Zack, unbothered: As you step inside, you see Sephiroth at a desk, reading over a thick book. He looks up as you approach, his eyes filled with a strange intensity, bags under his eyes spinning tales about his lack of sleep. He looks depressed, sullen, confused.
Genesis: That's just what you see when you open his office door on any regular day.
Zack: Sephiroth shows you the book, which contains detailed records of experiments involving Jenova. The more you read, the more you realize the horrifying truth about her origins and the experiments conducted by Shinra.
Sephiroth: This changes everything.
Zack: Sephiroth, you have a choice: you can either take out your anger on your surroundings in a fit of rage, or return to the inn with Cloud. What do you do?
Cloud: Well that's a fucking no-brainer. Clearly he comes back to the inn with me. Why would you even include that as an option?
Sephiroth: I choose to burn Nibelheim to the ground in a fit of rage.
Cloud: WHAT?
Sephiroth: Gaia needs to pay for the sins committed by her children.
Cloud: WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?
Zack: Sephiroth begins to channel his rage, summoning flames that spread quickly through the village! Nibelheim is engulfed in fire as villagers scream and flee!
Cloud: I have to stop him!
Sephiroth: You are too weak to save anyone.
Cloud: !?
Cloud: Zack, how do I stop the fire and save the people??
Zack: Hm, you can try.
*Zack rolls the dice*
Zack: In a shocking turn of events, the fire is contained and all but one person survives the fire.
Cloud: Who? Is it my mom?? Is it Tifa?? WHO DIED?
Zack: Angeal dies in the fire.
Angeal: I ALREADY FUCKING DIED YOU IDIOT
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