#I'm so sorry ahah

[nouverx]

Louise never heard about puppy love, cause they don't know that term in France 💔

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Lyrics are from Louise by TV Girl ! I was listening to it yesterday and that specific line on the second page screamed Alastor I just had to draw something about it

[loveafterdeath-if]

Oh I don't like you at all. You made me ugly cry. This damn demo is a trap. You rein us in and then cut the strings. Like a puppet master.

Omg i was so happy. And then so sad. 😭😭😭😭

Horrible Horrible Horrible 😫 this made me so emotional and it was beautiful and sad and i was so mad because you literally warn us not to get attached but it was a trap!!

What the hell did you expect with writing like that? 😒😭

Also, juliet can go into the deepest levels of hell and get destroyed 1000000 over.

I hate how much i loved this. 😭😭😭😭❤️

[pearsandrust]

(this is a shortened version of my moze analysis!)

moze. where do i even start. abandoned at a young age and found by the disciples of sanctus medicus. told that to obtain the one thing he wants -- a family -- he must endure treatment after torturous treatment, sacrifice his very flesh for foreign matter. he thinks: perhaps i will be someone if i am loved. perhaps i will be loved if i am born anew. because if pain isn't a fair price for love, what did he suffer for? he builds his life around this ideal: that transformation begets love, that one must always exchange their past for the future.

when feixiao finds him, he tells her the disciples gave him everything he has, and she understands his obsession with "equivalent exchange". a strale for every mission you complete, she says, knowing he only finds solace in transactions. in return, one strale for my forgiveness after each assassination attempt.

and he holds onto those strales as if they're the only thing he has. he cannot let go of revenge, because he cannot bear to admit that his "family" of disciples was no family at all. and yet, we know that he desperately desires a new life on the xianzhou. we know this because he once again tries to transform himself, to rid himself of his past so that he might be deserving of a future. he cleans his hands of grime and blood and the echoes of ghosts. he throws himself into his work, seldom stopping to consider his actions. he finds himself on the battlefield with jiaoqiu, facing down the disciples of sanctus medicus, and there is only one thought in his mind: i cannot be haunted anymore i cannot be haunted anymore i cannot be haunted anymore. he kills them all.

still, moze never really gets what he wants.

perhaps i will be someone if i am loved. moze is the shadow guard, the crow-feathered weirdo, the odd figure clad in black. and all of those titles are entirely his own, earned through solitude rather than love. he becomes someone, but not through love, not at all.

perhaps i will be loved if i am born anew. moze is never remade. he's still solitary, still quiet. long, long ago, when he was the disciples' child, he dreamed of being heard when he spoke. but that isn't moze's ending, because he never manages to overwrite his silent past. instead, jiaoqiu and feixiao understand him even when he doesn't say a word.

transformation is not the price of love; family does not consist of who we promise our lives to. moze never realizes his ideal vision of family, but he still loves and is loved. and i think that's the best possible ending he could've achieved.

[mushyruuu]

alr, it's time to scare you all away with some multifandom stuff 🤺🤺🤺

I'm going to post EVERY fandom art here (including dt/dnf/dsmp!!), but if you want to see only dteam/mcyt, I'll reblog everything related here ⤵️

[mossistyping]

details on cold, cold, cold if you pleeease :)

Ahhh liquid ily <3

Cold cold cold (there is 🧊 in the title of my notion page) would be the follow up to I can make it better!

In which Charles finally sends Max the pictures from their wax play session... In the middle of a press conference. Max decides to see if he can take control of their dynamic and gauges how into ice play Charles would be at the club >:)

[alflis]

Hi I want to say that I love your game, love Orlam and love you too @just-a-carrot you're such a sweet person ✨

I'm suck at speak well or expressing my feelings but I rlly want let you know that your game wonderful and it's on my "favourite stories" top now :D

Thank you for your game and charactes I like all of them 💖 (Orlam just my favourite hehe~)

[sskk-manifesto]

A TWENTY SECONDS PAUSE???????

[badboysupr]

to all the muses out there who have been genuinely nice to leo:

i'm sorry

he is literally a disaster and a half (or maybe about 5385865363 disasters, tbqh) and is2g every single time anyone just shows common decency to him, he has an Entire Moment that should be backed up by a dramatic musical number at this rate bc jeezum

jeezum

[strawberrisoulmate]

what do you and shinjiro like that the other one doesn't like but still puts up with?

first date? did it go well or did you go for a second date in spite of it going poorly?

is he good at giving gifts? does he express emotions well or does he need coaxing?

thank you for asking!!!! ❤❤❤

what do you and shinjiro like that the other one doesn't like but still puts up with?

ahaha honestly i feel like there's a few things shinji is annoyed by, but he puts up with for my sake. i'd say the main thing is probably just the general attention he gets from others about dating me, especially from akihiko. after all, they are childhood friends and have known each other pretty much their whole lives, so it's to be expected that he'd get teased a little bit about it. junpei also doesn't shut up about it when he finds out, which actually does just piss shinji off for real 😅

PDA is another thing. shinjiro just generally doesn't like attention and doesn't like being vulnerable around others so it does embarrass him a lot if i want to hold hands in public or want to sneak a kiss in front of the other SEES members. he prefers that stuff to stay private, but he also doesn't want to reject me or make me feel bad either, so he just kinda deals with it lolol

as for me, it does bother me a bit when he doesn't tell me things and occasionally just goes off on his own. i do try to convince him to communicate more with me, and sometimes he does, but sometimes he just says i "don't need to worry about it" and then goes out for a while. which, i guess he needs his space sometimes, but i wish he would let me help him with more things instead of dealing with it all by himself. that's just how he is, though.

first date? did it go well or did you go for a second date in spite of it going poorly?

well, idk if you would really call it a "first date" since we weren't actually dating yet at the time, but when we first started talking and spending time together, we would often go out on walks down to the various restaurants in the strip mall or to the cafe just to grab a bite to eat and talk about various things. it was always very relaxing and i enjoyed his company a lot. he also would just sit and listen to me ramble about whatever was on my mind, and he'd never get annoyed that i talked too much or anything.

so, regardless if any of those times were actually considered a real "date" or not, i still think that they all went very well and made it a lot easier for us when we actually did start dating. there was still a bit of awkwardness once we'd both come to terms with our feelings, but it wasn't nearly as palpable because we were already so used to each other's company ❤

is he good at giving gifts? does he express emotions well or does he need coaxing?

he definitely needs coaxing when it comes to expressing his emotions lolol. he's very guarded when it comes to that. even with his own childhood best friend, he still acts all reserved and doesn't let him know what he's thinking. however, when you finally manage to break past the wall he's put up, he lets out a much softer, gentle side of him and it's very rare that anyone else will ever see it.

and if they do, he'll deny it to hell and back ahah.

when it comes to gifts, he wouldn't say he's all that great at it. he doesn't do it super often, as he's more of an acts of service kind of guy. one of the first gifts he ever gave me was a leather watch and his only reason for giving it was "i thought it would look good on you" and "i dunno, it's just something to tell time with, so..." and while i don't usually wear watches, i was still very happy to have received a gift from him in the first place.

but yeah, like i said, he's more of an acts of service guy. he'd rather cook me a nice meal than go out and try to pick out a present, ya know? which i still think is very sweet of him 🥰

[vitunhienokivi]

Whoever the hell invented being sick... Fuck that guy

[februarytodeath]

jane doe week days 2 + 3: alternate jane doe + you as jane doe :3 (really really terribly late whshshshsv)

just silly doodles rn because . school

on the left is day 2 with noel/monique :3 i think my fav/final design would be second rightmost one on the bottom, the one with the monique head and the fucked up dress,, i wanted to take inspiration from bisque dolls but idk how much you can really see that ahah

on the right is day 3!! some notes:

my hair falls over my face a lot so i brought that into the design

i think i also move really clumsily so i added that too but like, more exaggerated ,,?? i'd be bumping into objects/the cast often,, maybe slipping sometimes too wwshshshshs

i wanna up the creepiness factor but like . in a silly way :3 popping up behind the other members, silent for the most part

heavy makeup probably!! really dramatic eyeliner to mimic cracks

final designs are the ones at the very bottom :3

i see my version of the ballad involving Lots of movement,, like i'm flying and spinning around a lot (i say as if i could actually handle that)

[rimouskis]

about to give the red white and roy*l blue movie a spin even though I was like the only person in my friend group who did not adore the book aha this'll be interesting

[strawberrisoulmate]

hi hannah !! for ur baccano s/i, how does hanna meet luck ? :o - @dmclr

wahh hello clara!!! thank you for asking! 🥰

hmm, i don't have all the specific details of their first meeting thought up just yet, but i imagine that there would probably be a few brief meetings here and there before they are formally introduced and have any actual conversation.

i'll go ahead and write down my random little thoughts for you though~

the first time they see each other, it's in passing at the train station following the train's hijacking. it was supposed to pull into the station early in the morning, but was understandably delayed until later in the afternoon. hanna practically stumbles out of the doors as soon as they open and quickly gets caught up in the crowd of passengers all eagerly wanting to escape the metal container that held them hostage for the last 24 hours. as the path clears, and she watches as most of the others have either left by themselves or met with those scheduled to pick them up, the realization hits her that there is nobody waiting for her here in this new city. lifting up her luggage and juggling her sketchpad in her arms, hanna takes a step into the unfamiliar territory only for a gust of wind to blow the beret from her head and to the feet of a few suited gentlemen standing only a couple steps away. one of them leans to pick it up and returns it to her with a charming smile and the girl, embarrassed, thanks him before quickly rushing away.

i do imagine that there may come a time where luck happens to pass by and see her being harassed by some random men, degrading and discriminating her for her german lineage and the accent that she tries to hide. i imagine he'd step in and basically tell those guys to get lost if they didn't want trouble with the gandors. after they leave is probably when the two recognize each other and exchange names and make small talk. the next few times they see each other, it's more than likely by random chance. they happened to pass by on the busy streets or happened to visit the same dusty bookstore. they have small opportunities to exchange pleasantries, though its not much more than that.

it isn't until claire's and @sxturdaysun's wedding that they meet again and actually get to have a real conversation. they also share a dance during the reception party (that i have an entire scenario thought up for in my head but i won't post all that here cause it's kinda long >///<) and they pretty much stay in touch from then on through having mutual connections.

[nouverx]

Just for clarification, I am open to art requests BUT ONLY for prompts/ideas that are interesting to me and give me inspiration. Since I'm into Hazbin Hotel lately that's most likely what I'll draw, I'm very open to any cute ideas and scenarios that will come my way (especially if it's about the murderous deer man ❤)

However it's not supposed to be a way for you to get free art about your ocs ahah. Plus I'm free to draw whatever I want and I might never draw your prompts, please don't take it personally

Thank you ❤

[aceofspades-sml]

So anyway last week I took up reading screenplays because I was bored and it has slowly been driving me insane why did no one tell me to do this earlier

[starcchild]

((I am back from my little vacation! It was a lot of fun and my god did I need it lol, but now I'm gonna be working six days in a row so my activity will still probably be pretty sparse!