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lucyvaleheart · 6 months ago

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#hhhh #another stupid. vent post #been a while but mostly I've just been too tired to write it down #is there like. A fun quirky way to say i wanna kill myself still #....no probably not #anyway. i do.#im... im still in that day program thing #partial hospitalization. It's a good program. Lots of classes and very judgement free #sadly i cannot help but feel I'm. doomed to failure #because i need so much higher a level of care than this #i. frankly i should be put in a nursing home #that's probably the level I'm at #it all hurts. so much. everything does. my body my mind trying to think trying to talk trying to type #everything hurts either physically or mentally #I'm tired and exhausted all the time #I can barely move some days #I'm a massive financial burden on the people who love me #and i can't really do anything but play videogames to distract myself and then vent endlessly to people who reach out #....if you see this and reach out #i apologize if i don't end up replying #I'm overwhelmed lately #i just can't keep up #and can't help being lonely as fuck despite that #....but i do read it all #every message i get i read. and i cherish. And i forget because of my adhd but when i read it #i feel good for a minute #......so.....#..if you've reached out before...thank you #...if you plan to now.... I'm about to sleep so i may not reply but #....thank you

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canisalbus · 7 months ago

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Today's tumblr experience.

#own art #own characters #CanisAlbus #boop #the boopening #art #artists on tumblr #Machete #Vasco #I've been trying to return as many boops as I can but if I don't get to you I'm sorry it's a little overwhelming and it's getting late #I just thought it was funny how the cat paw colors almost match theirs (+ my umbreon sona's)

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shimmershy · 1 year ago

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*But it wasn't funny.

Chara Week Day 3: Laughter

[Image Description: An Undertale comic that takes place in the True Lab. Panel 1: Frisk and Chara stand side-by-side, looking at something off-screen to the right. Frisk looks scared and is hugging themself while holding a stick. Chara, a ghost, is translucent and has a similar look of distress on their face. Panel 2: The amalgamate that resembles Snowdrake stands at the opposite end of the room, saying "Sn...o...wy..." Panel 3: A close up of Frisk's face. There are tears in their eyes. They hold their stick in front of themself as they open their mouth to speak, but Chara cuts them off with a laugh from off-screen. Panel 4: Chara holds a hand up to their face, smiling with their eyebrows knit together. They say, "...hehe. You laugh, and keep laughing." Panel 5: Chara is laughing in the foreground, hovering with their knees curled up to their chest and their arms wrapped around themself. They say, "It's SO funny, you can't stop." Frisk is in the background glancing sideways at them with concern. Panel 6: A closeup of Chara's face on a black background. They're laughing even harder and covering their eyes with their hand as tears run down their face. They say, "Tears run down your face." Panel 7: Chara looks to the side at Frisk, hand still covering one side of their face and still smiling, but their laughter dies out. They say, "... What?" Panel 8: Chara floats on a black background, alone, beside Frisk's red soul. They ask, "You didn't do that?" /End ID]

#posting this late at night because I just finished it and if I wait a second longer my impatience will overwhelm me #this took way longer than I thought it would........ but I'm satisfied with how it turned out at least #i love drawing comics I should do stuff like this more often. i'm really proud of the composition and everything #chara week #chara week 2023 #undertale #safeutdr #chara dreemurr #frisk #chara #amalgamates #undertale amalgamate #my art #frisk dreemurr #comic #undertale comic #true lab #frisk undertale #chara undertale #undertale chara #undertale frisk #EVERYTHING about the true lab is so interesting to me..... especially this part. i have many thoughts.#aughhhh #but basically here it's like. Frisk is very afraid and stressed out but they're being super brave about it. and Chara's kinda freaking out #for a lot of reasons. seeing the amalgamates. thinking about them 'losing themselves'. all that on top of coming across the tapes...#lots of Bad Feelings and distress yknow?#etc etc this is just how I'm interpreting it #edit: added an image description. this is my first time writing an image description so please let me know if i need to change anything!#i can't tell if i overexplained or underexplained but i tried my best!#🌼

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crabsnpersimmons · 8 months ago

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"Slow down, Sunshine. You're not falling behind and you are loved for more than what you do for others."

#fnaf sun #fnaf dca #dca fandom #crab art #traditional art #self-insert #my OC Esther #please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit #it's just been one of those weeks #been feeling overwhelmed lately #like i need to keep up #like i'm not doing enough and i tire or lose focus so easily #and i don't feel rested after resting #so i thought i should go back to my roots of drawing the DCA comforting me with words i can't seem to give myself #was debating whether or not to share this #but perhaps it may offer someone else some comfort as well #i'll be okay #this too will pass #it's just been a particularly busy and out-of-control week

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nouverx · 5 months ago

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Your little Alastor brings me immense joy

THANK YOOUUU I love drawing him as a dubious little creature. It gives me joy

#ask #answered #hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #SORRYYYYYY I'M SO LATE WITH THE ASKS #I got overwhelmed by my inbox again and turned into an hermit crab lol #I'm glad you like my little alastor it's some of my favourite alastor to draw hihi

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teaboot · 1 year ago

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(I'm a security guard.)

#There is an overwhelming number of traumatized people who work in security #So many of us have histories of abuse #Or other things #And I wonder so often #I'm good at my job #But am I attracted to power?#I like helping people #I don't like hurting people #Or picking on anyone #But it's hard to know what the right answers are sometimes #Part of my job is working with police #Even if I disagree with them #I tell myself it's better that I'm the guard here #And not someone malicious #Or cruel #But how much am I really changing?#And am I using my power correctly #Or will I become the unreasonable authority that made me the scared person I am #Is it already too late?#What if the calls I'm unsure of are the warning signs #Maybe I'm already too late #Maybe my sense of morality and justice is eroding #To fit the hole I've placed myself in #Maybe I'm not chipping at the walls fast enough #Maybe I'm being reshaped #Just being here #Maybe my conflict of conscience is the internal monologue of a sympathetic villain #Maybe I'm the bad guy #Teablart

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twisted-wonderland-shenanigans · 2 months ago

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Past Me: *-struggles for months on end to figure out how to write the next chapter of Kaiju!AU-* "I know what I want to write and I have the scene in mind, but how do I get it on the page????"

Today Me: *-decides to do a web diagram of potential scenes for said chapter after seeing the success I had with a different story's plot point and suddenly has a new plot device to give Yuu a bigger role in the story-* "????? How????"

Soooooooo...yeah, I've been productive, I swear, just words being stubborn with me 😅

#twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland kaiju au #twst kaiju au #been starting to suspect lately that I've got ADHD and that's why I'm all over the place with my writing 😖#going to try different methods to get back into the swing of things and enjoy the process #I have so many ideas and I want to answer everyone's asks! But then I overwhelm myself and get nothing done #going to do better guys but thank you all so much for being patient with me! You're all the best 💗

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draakart · 8 days ago

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My cooktown orchid pups turned one this month! They likely won't ever flower, as cooktowns are notoriously finicky.

#artists on tumblr #my art #traditional art #painting #watercolour #cooktown orchid #orchid #dendrobium #draakart #2024 #been a bit overwhelmed by everything lately #so have been avoiding social media a bit #also got some larger projects that I'm working on as well which is taking a while #and a decent amt of research on distressing topics to do #and I wanna make something for the solarpunk collab this year too #hopefully i'll get around to that #hope everyone else is doing alright #as alright as one can do in an ongoing genocide with governments that crave human extinction

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kirk-goes-to-gallifrey · 7 months ago

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🤍 the cure to all my ailments 🤍

#jinki art is BACK on this blog (back back back)#my drawing tablet was happy to come out of its drawer for a change #should I tag this as *not an edit*?#I've been toning down on the hyper-realism lately but I never know if it will confuse folks lol #anyway #I'm overwhelmed with excitement #he looks so goooooood #lee jinki #ThatGoodOldArtTag #onew #shinee #(I wish I'd had time to glaze and nightshade this but it was taking foreveeeer to download the resources and unzip and setup the #whole thing and I really need to go to bed cause these days I'm working like crazy and it's been stressful #so perhaps the next time I'll have more time to setup these softwares and make them work) *sigh*#shinee shenanigans

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monstersandmaw · 1 month ago

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Not only is Orctober approaching, but it's my birthday month!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

#orctober #imma try to pull my head out of my depression and get writing #but it's been really really hard lately #like i've dissociated a lot lately and i've been very Depressed #and I'm really just... Tired #but i'm trying (tm)#i have ideas but I'm a bit overwhelmed #oh also i have a filthy cold now too because london hates me and I should never go there

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dunkelrotzuschwarz · 5 months ago

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your honor i love them

#don't talk to me i just rewatched liebeswut #shoutout to the traumatized badass & the overwhelmed supportive aro #gotta be one of my favorite tatort dynamics #deren fälle sind ja eher durchwachsen aber die zwei sind echt toll #die sind auch irgendwie siblings v cute #linda “alleine sein ist gar nicht so schlimm” selb you are so special to me #und liv will man ja einfach nur in den arm nehmen ey...#tatort bremen #linda selb #liv moormann #i'm late to the party but i'm here now and i love them oki

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blanketforcas · 1 month ago

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"i had sam and dean. but i had something else that was extremely helpful. i had myself. just the basic me, as, uh, as dean would say, without all the bells and whistles" and other quotes i think about a normal amount

#castiel #one of my favorite scenes fr #been thinking about this a lot lately #being extremely overwhelmed does something to you lol #i'm just like let's go back to simplicity and love. let me focus on my friends and reconnecting with my basic self #and let's take it day by day

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canisalbus · 13 hours ago

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i was testing some new clip studio pens and i drew ur doggy

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#sorry for late post I'm going through my inbox and queuing asks I missed #this one is from june I think?#I really like his expression here #vague disdain or just too little sleep #you captured his characteristic squint well #thank you for taking the time to draw him!#again sorry for leaving these asks sitting there for months I'm not doing it on purpose I just get overwhelmed easily #gift art #butchprophet #Machete #own characters #the linework is really nice as well #especially up close #natural looking pencil texture if you ask me

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keeperthemultiversemom · 7 months ago

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nouverx · 8 months ago

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Your "I want to eat you" is their love language post reminded me of this post

YEEAAAHH I've seen it here and on twitter! It's so freaking cute ahah he looks so happy ❤ The only kisses he would be ok with and I'll die on this hill

#ask #answered #SORRY FOR BEING SO LATE MY INBOX IS SO FULL I'M OVERWHELMED #I'm glad people are sharing my vision 😌

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mogwaei · 1 month ago

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The fact that you only started drawing recently blows my mind, because you are beyond skilled!!

You can write, you can draw - can ya leave some skills for the rest of us?!

I consider you my friend and want to say this but I don't have the guts to say it off anon SORRY:

I AM PROUD OF YOU AND THE HARD WORK YOUVE DONE TO GET SO GOOD

ASKFFHJKF GAWD *ragdolls out with emotions* PRECIOUS.

This is what 10 years of Solas does to a frog previously marinating in a bog 😂

You're much too kind skjfhfjk I'm TRYING, which is a very strange feeling to have when I don't know where I'm going art-wise! I'm so overwhelmed with people being nice to me lately, and even more so that I have people that are proud of me?? My keyboard has a tear droplet on it now thx ok I'm going to stop before I say anything else ridiculous. thank you 💜💜💜

#mogwaei.txts #no one but my partner cares about my art IRL #fucking sobbing at the idea of people I've never met caring and watching me on my art journey #you all mean so much to me 'thank you' never captures the overwhelming love i feel for people like you anon 💜#emo on main lol #there's a lot i wish i could talk about or explain but i've been shamed by family members for Feeling so idk how to act anymore :D #plus i'd rather try very hard to be positive online. I'm sorry for sadposting here lately ig life sorta got to me #anon friend 👀

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