#I'm off the deep end now
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Mmm I'm thinking of making a ref sheet for the Sun and Moon designs I keep changing around. One idea I definitely want to keep the Pom-pom on the night cap, but that replaces the iconic bell.
So here's the deal:
What should the Pom-Pom be?
Just a really soft and fuzzy pom-pom? Should it have a squeaker to act almost like a stress toy? Or should it have a bell inside still, just with a fuzzy exterior? If not enough people vote I'll just figure it out myself, butttt it sounds fun to get other's opinions :)
#Long duration since I'm in no rush#I'm off the deep end now#But it's okay no regrets babyyyy#Personally I'm thinking of just leaving it as a normal pom-pom#But I have ideas for all of them lol#The all option sounds goofy but I can seriously do it :)#I can make it workkkk#Poll#my polls#dca fandom#dca fnaf#fnaf dca#moondrop#daycare attendant#fnaf moon#dca community#fnaf daycare attendant
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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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something i can't stop thinking about is the fact that Percy Jackson started as a comfort story for Rick's son to show him that his adhd and dyslexia doesn't have to be just a bad thing and the fandom then took Percy and Leo and made them into these stupid idiots that don't even know basic math or "big" words and wouldn't be able to even tie their shoelaces without someone else's (someone smarter's) help
don't yall see how fucked up that is? a big part of this fandom has adhd and/or dyslexia and/or other learning disabilities/neurodivergence and find comfort in those characters. they are called lazy and stupid all the time and then yall decided to take characters with those disabilities and ignore their inteligence and made them into something they are not just because their adhd is more "visible" (read more stereotypical looking) (even tho that's not true either because the fandom made them into chaotic gremlins but in reality Percy is more just sarcastic and snarky and even that is more just his internal monologue for his own amusment and to cope and Leo just uses humor as a coping mechanism to hide his depression and other issues but that's a discussion for another time)
Percy is canonically very smart and strategic. no he isn't very good at school. it's what happens when you're neurodivergent and have learning disabilities. that doesn't mean he's stupid. no he doesn't know everything about greek mythology and that doesn't make him stupid either. but when Annabeth tells him the myth he is very good at coming up with strategies and how to win a fight. he's not smart as Annabeth because Annabeth is literally a daughter of the goddess of wisdom so stop fucking comparing them. are you also going to call Annabeth weak and incapable because she can't control water? no you won't because that's fucking stupid. and Leo. fucking Leo. is literally canonically a mathematic genius and also genius when it comes building stuff. they're both smart. they're not fucking stupid. they know and understand words that are longer than 5 letters. no they do not struggle with basic knowledge. they're not fucking stupid.
and miss me with the "it's just a joke" bullshit
jokes are supposed to be funny
and it's not just a joke for many of you because the number of fanfics where they are written in exactly this way is too fucking high. it's actually surprising to find a fanfic where they are written right
in conclusion: the way this fandom portrays Percy and Leo is reinforcing the harmful misconception that people with adhd and/or other learning disabilities are stupid and i hate it with a burning passion
call me sensitive all you want i'll gladly accept it i will rather be called sensitive for hating that those characters are being treated this way than follow the fandoms harmful idea about them
thank you for coming to my ted talk <3
#i know no one will read this and if someone does they will just tell me that it's not that deep#but i just needed to get it out finally because this thing has been pissing me off for years now#also i'm not saying that they are actually always serious and never do anything goofy#they do#because surprise surprise they're complex characters that have more than one mood and characteristic#but it's not at all at the same level or the same way as their fanon versions#pjo series#pjo#hoo#percy jackson#leo valdez#percy jackon and the olympians#heroes of olympus#but at the end of the day i guess this is just my opinion and you don't have to agree 👍🏻
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He has no idea he's like a daughter to me. My middle aged male daughter
ASIT is making me real sad and lately I have been spending every waking hour thinking about nothing but Elim Garak
I have also been reading this wonderful fic by Cucumbermoon and it is making me sadder but it's beautifully written and very good https://archiveofourown.org/works/30310065 I am very enthusiastic to read the sequel once I am finished (it is possibly correlated to the fact I am menstruating as of current but I cried multiple times while reading so. Really good!!!)
#ferry yaps#ds9#star trek#deep space nine#elim garak#I might be mildly going off the deep end here#I feel a bit silly for being so strongly attached to a character#I'm not really sure why#I've had negative experiences in previous fandoms that have made me try to approach the#m#with a lot more caution I suppose#and I think that's making me anxious about everything I do#even though everyone's been lovely to me so far!#I'm also in general a very sensitive person#which makes posting things on the internet that other people can see and interact with#very scary#eek#just had to get that off my chest I guess??#now you know!
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fuck it eldenringposting. look at my tarnished isn't he such a cutie patootie. and messmer is also here i guess
#elden ring#elden ring oc#elden ring tarnished#messmer the impaler#creations of raptor#i love this fucking guy i'm having so much fun playing him#tanky dragon incantation build#he doesn't follow the the dragon communion or anything he just hunts dragons and eats their hearts for Sport#i headcanon him as blaidd's brother who went off the deep end after blaidd became ranni's shadow#he got jealoussss and started getting way too weird about it#so they put him in an evergaol and just hoped the problem would solve itself (it didn't)#and now he'a on the loose running around eating hearts and shit#and then him and messmer kiss or something idk oc x canon win
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I have noticed things about this Bumblebee design, and I can't stay silent about it anymore. (If I do not speak my mind now, I fear I may explode, so please bear with my unhinged screaming, this is good for my health.)
I have compiled my thoughts into a post because I want to spread my insanity like a plague. There are things about this YELLOW MOTHER FUCKER that I can not let go un-acknowledged anymore, THE WORLD WILL KNOW OF YOUR SINS AND I WILL BE THE ONE TO REVEAL THEM
Did you notice anything off or weird about Bumblebee in TFP? Did you? Did you notice? Anything?
BECAUSE I DID
BOY FUCKING DID I
TO begin, this fucker has no eye lids. No, I am not kidding, he never blinks. Ever. Entire show. Not one flutter of a wayward eyelid. Those eyebrows do SO MUCH heavy lifting. There are three other characters (Soundwave, Shockwave, and the Vehicons) that also do not blink, but they have either one big eye and no face or a full face mask, NOT TWO COMPLETELY NORMAL EYES THAT JUST DON’T BLINK
Second, his battle "mask." There are maybe like, 3 instances of a battle mask in the entire show: Optimus, Wheeljack, Bumblebee, and I think that's it. And Bumblebee's is the only one that looks like that, that barely-cover-the-mouth thing it's doing.
Why do his upper arms look so disproportionate to his lower arms? They look too small, the wheel looks like it’s most of the structure and, once again, no one else’s looks like this. Look at his horrific shoulders. What kind of unloving god would make this? (also im like 80% sure his left shoulder is clipping on his body just to accommodate this shot fUCKing hoRriFiC CHoicEs gENTlemen leTs KeeP fUCKINg doing iT)
Exhaust Pipes. I shant say more.
Yes, his insignia is fucking tiny and on his pelvis. Do with that what you will. no one else's is like this why-
Mothers and Fuckers I give you the BANE of My Existence, TFP BUMBLEBEE’S HOLLOW KNEES. Look at those fuckers I can thread a stick right through it. These stupid fucking triangles have been haunting me for YEARS, and, just like his eyes, NO OTHER CHARACTER HAS KNEES LIKE THIS!! I feel nothing but rage looking at this, I hate his knees with a fucking passion I am going to commit 8 felonies
Why do his knee spikes stick out so far? Why. Several other characters have similar spikes, why are Bee’s so far out. The Knees...are probably making it look worse than it is.
HIS FEET ARE TOO BIG FOR HIS LEGS WHY ARE THEY SO MUCH BIGGER! They look like clown shoes, why are they so enormous, they look so disproportionate to the rest of his body. It’s so suddenly too, his feet just abruptly explode out.
Bumblebee has no ankles. All of my emotions have shut off. Everyone else has an their joint is closer to their heel, more in the middle of their foot. Bee’s joint is too far away from his heel, more at the front of his foot. Why iS HIS HEEL SO MUCH BIGGER THAN THE REST OF HIS FOOT!! WHY ARE HIS FEET SO GODDAMN WIDE??
Let's look at a couple other bots to make my point. I'll stick to ones around Bee's size. Wheeljack and Knockout are both 21 feet tall, same as Bee. Knockout has similar wheel placement in his feet and Wheeljack has similar wheel placement in his shoulders.
would you look at that they look fucking n o r m a l. look at their NORMAL KNEES and NORMAL ARMS and NORMAL SIZED FEET THEY DON'T LOOK LIKE CLOWN SHOES HELD ON BY FUCKING STRING
I am having a conniption he is the only one that looks like this.
Would you like some very, very cursed knowledge? Yes, you would: TFP Bumblebee and RID2015 Bumblebee CANONICALLY LOOK IDENTICAL. Like, if you were in the ALC Universe, looking at two photos of him from both the time of TFP and RID15, you would not be able to tell them apart. How do I know this?
LET ME TELL YOU. So, in the episode “History Lessons”, Bumblebee takes his team to the ruins of the Nevada Autobot base, Autobot Outpost Omega One, which we all know was destroyed at the end of TFP Season 2, and they find an old recording from Before the base was destroyed. This recording is of Bumblebee in the base before it was destroyed, and his model is the same as his RID15 one. (see FUCKING above)
You’re probably asking yourself, “But why does that matter, it’s just the show’s different art styles and they needed to make sure we recognized Bee in the recording,” Why? Let me list the ways:
Bumblebee has spontaneously grown fingers in RID15. He only had 4 on each hand in TFP, but in RID15 he Suddenly just had 5. They did the exact same thing with Bulkhead, so I’m not just going crazy.
Bumblebee’s transformation sequence has drastically changed. In TFP he transformed face down head forward, and in RID15 he transforms face up head back. This is significant, and can’t be explained as artistic interpretation, because in TFP season 2 episode 4, Bumblebee drives through a ground bridge after Megatron, transforms then launches himself forward, diving to snatch the spark extractor from Megatron’s hand. You can’t do that if you’re leading with your feet. And It is very obvious that Bee transforms face up in RID15, his feet are the front of the car. I would show you pictures but I am not combing through the shows to find any more images I am so done someone please save me-
"The shows have very different art styles, maybe Bumblebee has just changed how he looks." I hear you say, and Yes. That is something that can happen in canon, Starscream “reformatted himself to his old body type,” which is actually true; his RID15 form looks a lot more like his WF/FOC form, and Soundwave shows up in his TFP form when he’s fresh out of the shadow zone, then he changes his form. We have direct confirmation that characters can change their forms. So there shouldn’t be any problems with Bumblebee’s design, correct?
YOU WOULD THINK, but because the video bee is identical to rid15 bee, but it's supposed to be tfp bee, this makes TFP Bee and RID15 Bee CANONICALLY IDENTICAL. Plus Bee's Rescue Bots Cameos are Identical as well, and one is from TFP time and the other is RID15 time.
The LOGICAL implication is that if TFP Bee and RID15 Bee are identical, then RID15 Bee actually doesn’t have eyelids and does not blink. fucking pains me in places that should not be able to feel pain.
Can you see why I'm insane now?
#can you tell he's my favorite character? bc he is#I feel like a feral animal I am tearing my skin off#personal stuff#transformers#i have had these thoughts in my head for years#i love this design but it physically pains me every time I look at it too closely#his goddamn knees are the worst thing that ever happened to me#tfp bumblebee#tf bumblebee#bumblebee#rid15 bumblebee#rid bumblebee#macaddam#i am having coniptions#the amount of time I have spent just staring at him#theres a fucking reason I can mentally see his body shape irl#I have every detail on his god forsaken body memorized#the worst part is the concept art has normal knees I am-#n o t o k#I really went off the deep end for this post I'm gonna go calm down now#maccadam
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hi his outfit is a fucking MESS rn but <3 bedi alter for your thoughts
#aaart#bedivere fgo#my sillyyyy <333#i have . notes about him in my brain#bc i think one of bedi's best attributes is his loyalty#but his loyalty isn't him yesmanning yknow? like he's WILLING to say this is wrong you shouldnt be doing this to arthur if needbe#but bedialter is that loyalty with the morality dial broken off#he does not give a shit if his master/whoever he's aligned with is evil or bad he is loyal to them over even his own sense of right and wro#also the misconception of bedi using dark magic is a real thing and VERY recent as far as i know#ive seen a lot of people claim very specifically that bedivere used dark magic or was a sorcerer and there was a story where he almost got#burned at the stake for it but arthur swooped in and saved him#but i can say with a good bit of certainty that there's no basis for that in the 'original' arthurian 'canon' bc i've never found anything#about it with a source#i may be wrong tho i'm autistic not a medievalist so .#anyway back on track. my pookie bedialter#mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah i wike him#his hair goes dark at the ends like that bc its another riot specific deep cut in that. his voice actor also acts for another white haired#character in another anime i like (konoha from mekakucity actors) and (spoilers for that ig) his character gets possessed and color swapped#so when he's possessed and getting sillay he's got dark hair and i thought it looked cute on bedi idk#i like him i might make changes here n there (and figure out his outfit more) but. im posting him now bc i think he's hot
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Me thinking about the fact that in every timeline (barring the original and final timelines for obvious reasons) someone had to tell Pah-chin that Draken, Baji, and/or Kazutora died while he was in Juvie.
#tokrev#tokyo revengers#pah chin#tokyo revengers baji#in the timelines where draken survived#he was probably the one to tell him#but in the timelines where died in august?#mitsuya probably did#i'm feeling sorry for mitsuya now too#he lost basically everyone#pretty much including mikey too#and hakkai when he killed taiju and went off the deep end
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were-cassowary
that's it, that's the post
if i could draw here is where i'd put the comics of some hot butch turning into a hell bird and disemboweling a man
#she was tramping through northern queensland when the Beast came upon her#she thought it was the end but woke up with deep claw gouges and a hunger for lost tourists#step off werewolves#i'm now only here for turning into the closest thing you could to a utahraptor or deinonychus
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more nuzlocke au doodling instead of fixing my save file to finish playing the game, have this wip of mega-evolved murphy
#i'm playing renplat w/o a mega evolution mod so it's purely story LMAO; murphy's rage + madness from timeloops And Remembering Them All...#it... further monster-fies his bogeyman form to be more draconic like a chimera!falin kind of dragon body below the torso etc#he now has his Own unique form (both Himself being a monster already + embodying the bogeyman he's called) bc he's gone off the deep end#murphy pendleton#silent hill#silent hill downpour#crosslocke#nuzlockes#my art#doodles
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my experience with maxing out the twins' friendship is just-
Hawke: So, Carver, my dear baby brother who I love and adore, I only need +10 more points to max out your friendship. I've done the grind; through gritted teeth I've kissed templar ass so that we don't raise suspicion. I've supported and defended you and let you take the lead whenever I could. You're my favorite warrior. I took you to the Deep Roads with me because you desperately wanted to go and then made you a warden and you found a place, a purpose. I've practically written my own guide on how to earn as much friendship with you because I love you and it's totally worth it so can I please please have the last +10...? Carver: Hawke: Carver please I'm begging you Carver: Carver: +5 Friendship Hawke: AAUUGGGHHLKSAJDLKAJSDLK-
Hawke: So, Bethany, my dear sis- Bethany: +50 Friendship Hawke: Bethany: :)
#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#bethany hawke#carver hawke#i love them both they're my favorites#but oh my god the grind of maxing out carver's friendship because it's absolutely worth it and then playing another run with bethany#where i blinked and suddenly her friendship was maxed out was a wild experience sksksk#and it's interesting to think about how carver is 'difficult' when it comes to getting friendship whereas bethany already starts with +50#so it's easier to max her out just by being kind to her and doing her quests early#but after act 1 carver becomes so much softer when your friendship is high with him BUT bethany? i'm leaning more toward making her a warde#and i know she's going to be so resentful of me for it despite having maxed friendship like that's so fascinating??#how the twins start off on such opposite ends with different attitudes toward hawke?? and how after act 1 they switch??#well for the warden routes anyway... i refuse to let carver join the templars and i really REALLY don't want bethany to go to the circle#she won't be happier there no one can convince me she's happier as a circle mage... 'accepting your place' isn't the same as being happy#carver can find a place he's content with whereas bethany is screwed over either way since her magic isn't something she can just let go of#like yes both twins are bitter that they didn't survive the deep roads but carver's always worn his bitterness on his sleeve#whereas bethany felt she had to hide hers because she felt she had to be grateful for the sacrifices her family made for her#and now they are both trapped and free at the same time... carver just happens to thrive but bethany feels she traded one cage for another#ugh the hawke twins THE HAWKE TWINS Y'ALL#I just want them to be happy and loved and alive... why is that too much to ask for??
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rarepair week day 2: running away/death
i’ve drawn so much cute fluffy art of them (definitely more to come in the future) so i wanted to give them something more thematic and sad!! they make me go a little bananas ok…… the tragedy of it all…….
@dr-rarepair-week-blog
#danganronpa rarepair week 2023#danganronpa#kaede akamatsu#kiibo#kiimatsu#drv3 spoilers#i've already rambled about them a lot so yall already know but i just love how their deaths are sorta like endcaps to the game#ik kaede didn't die first but her death sets it all in motion For Real which then starts breaking the fictional world apart#like shuichi becomes the protagonist & everything is different now and it all starts to fall apart yknow bit by bit#and it ends when kiibo blows himself up and takes the 4th wall with him#even if they barely interacted their roles are so intertwined... i think kaede had a lot of impact on kiibo’s mindset up until the end#just two protagonists who tried so so so hard and went off the deep end..... left it all to their bf smh#telling him 'do what i can't do bc i'm confined to my role end the killing game i believe in you'#also i found out one of their ship names is CHIPTUNE which is the cutest thing EVER IN THE ENTIRE WORLD#disclaimer may be a ship name that only one of my acquaintances uses BUT I LOVE IT
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"It's just you now. Take care of mother."
i have the normal amount of emotions about them (lying) <3
#a redraw but also not really cus i ended up tracing a lot from the old one hfldsjdfs#it was only supposed to be for reference but i ended up keep messing w it instead of redrawing it proper......#feel like i got his expression down better in the old one; looks more strained/ hearbroken like i feel#but thats fine#my art#my ocs#oc: liam hawke#i'm still not sure if liam or varric is the one who deals the killing blow#love both the thought of liam having his own sisters blood on his hands and never being able to wash it off fully#or his (future) best friend saving him that fate but now having that stand between them#cus liam would be grateful for it but part of him would always remember that and hold it against him#(both options also make the bartrand encounter crunchy in slightly different ways)#either way in that moment he kind of hates varric for even just being there. and fenris too#(though tbh im not sure how realistic it would be for him to take sb else except bethy and varric down into the deep roads)#((so maybe in canon fen wouldnt be there idk. havent decided this yet either))#logically he knows its not fair ofc but it just feels like an invasion of privacy. it feels Wrong.#they have no place in this they shouldnt have been there they shouldnt have been part of it they shouldnt have seen him like this#but its sth that binds them too#the rest of the trek is miserable and awkward for all of them in any case#but yeah.#idk if they would be able to bury her down here properly so maybe they end up doing it via lava?#theyre not leaving her body out in the open to rot and/or become food for darkspawn or spiders thats for sure
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Sorry for dropping off the face of the earth.
I got busy. drawing him.
#spider noir#noir#spiderman#spider man#do people still like him#autism be damned#that's why I'm still here tbh#oops#made him my special interest#thought it was just gonna be a hyperfixation#and here we are#over a year later#came back out of guilt#I've been told that the community needs me#I don't know how much community is left#also who wants to hear about my AU#oh yeah I went off the deep end and made this AU my college portfolio on sociology#that's why I've been busy#I've actually been busy drawing him#embarassing!#okay bye#and hello once more#for now.#oh and I need to update those albums#there's more.
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IF I DON'T LOVE HIM AT HIS WORST.
I DON'T DESERVE HIM AT HIS BEST.
#you could absolutely swap the order of these as well 💀#deranged good guy gone off the deep end vs innocent looking face of a corrupt government#self ship#💜☀️ray of sunshine☀️💜#mine#drugs cw#guns cw#I hope these tags are right I guess he does crack and uses guns now#laserhawk spoilers#anyways. I don't think I can say half the things I wanna say about him on this blog.#I'm down bad
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Went through The Princess and the Dragon route
*deep breath*
OPPORTUNIST YOU BASTARD!
#slay the princess#the princess was so cute in this route T_T#both of them! T_T#but wow pristine cut routes really love showing some of the worst sides of the voices don't they xD#smitten went off the deep end#skeptic broke the princess#paranoid dooms us in the cage#and now opportunist *angrish gestures*#i haven't fully explored the witch yet so i'm shuddering to think what problems he'll cause there....
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