#I'm not gonna bank on it though
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The night after everything goes down, when the dust has settled and it's time for everyone with a home to go back to it for some hard-earned rest...Chai ends up sleeping on the couch in the hideout.
With permission, of course! It's not like he snuck in or something. Anyway, he could have found somewhere else to sleep, if he had to. Y'know, if Peppermint hadn't offered. He's a grown adult, not a stray cat, even if it does feel like he has nine lives sometimes. He can take care of himself. (Mostly.)
It's just that, after Roxanne and Korsica and Macaron and CNMN have said their goodnights and exchanged one more round of hugs and left for their own respective apartments and houses on the Vandelay campus, Peppermint catches him a little off-guard. It's not really fair. He's distracted, kneeling down to give 808 a scratch behind the ears, when she turns to him, one hand on her hip, and asks him point-blank, "Sooo, do you actually have anywhere to crash tonight, or...?"
Chai hadn't expected her to just...throw it out there like that. Also, no, he does not, exactly, have such a place. At the moment. Strictly speaking.
(Look, he got himself as far as the Vandelay campus to volunteer for Project Armstrong--and geez, doesn't that feel like it happened a year ago?--but his plans for the future kinda had a big "???" penciled in for the part between "get a kickass robot arm" and "become a rockstar".)
And when he opens his mouth, then hesitates before answering...when he glances uncertainly sideways, as if hoping to spot a convincing lie scribbled on the wall...Peppermint's brows snap together, and she immediately says, "You can have the couch, for tonight. At the hideout. If you want."
He must look surprised or something, because she lets out a self-conscious huff and says, "What? I'm not gonna make the new Project Armstrong ambassador sleep on a bench in the park. That's terrible PR."
She's not looking at him, but 808's eyes have lit up. The robot cat bounds up Chai's outstretched arm to perch on his shoulder, and gives his cheek an approving lick.
Well, there's a vote of confidence if he ever got one. Chai isn't the fastest on the uptake, but he's figured out a few things in the last couple of days. "Thanks, Peppermint," he tells her, smiling, and stands and dusts off his knees, careful not to dislodge the kitty. "I'd like that. Uh, the couch, I mean, not the park...bench...thing."
Peppermint immediately makes a face. "Whatever, it's no big deal," she mutters. Nudging him on the shoulder with her knuckles, she adds flatly, "I'm kicking you out if you snore, though."
"Joke's on you, I'm too tired to snore," he shoots back, well aware that this is as close as Peppermint ever gets to admitting she cares. Whatever, he'll take it.
She rolls her eyes at him. "I'm almost positive that's not how it works, Chai..." But she's already headed for the door, and he's getting into the habit of following her lead. It seems to be working out pretty well for him, so far.
They end up hiking to the nearest elevator together, and pointing their weary feet toward a L.I.F.T. station with a line headed in approximately the right direction. 808 rides gamely along on Chai's shoulder, gently switching her tail.
Time for all three of them to go home.
(AO3 link for the rest)
#hi fi rush#chai hi fi rush#peppermint hi fi rush#808 hi fi rush#chai & peppermint#hi fi rush fanfiction#gen fic#my fanfiction#they live rent free in my head#maybe if i write enough fic for them the brain worms will be appeased#I'm not gonna bank on it though
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Okay no-one hold me to this BUT...I think I may have only two chapters left of campervan part 7 left to write...
#it MAY turn into three chapters#depends on how well-behaved everyone is#which is never a given tbh#in fact i can almost bank on them NOT behaving but...we'll see...#taka rambles#campervan au#WE'LL SEE!!#i'm EXCITED!!#I finally got to parts I've been wanting to write for ages and zoomed through them#this sucker is probably gonna need some Edits though#we'll see! it might not be as bad as I think#but there are definitely some gnarly corners haha
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trying so so hard not to spend any money but the power bank I bought 4 years ago and use constantly has started to swell and crack the case and google says that's bad so I have to buy a new one 😭
#i've been doing so well about only buying the essentials#and I know this is an essential purchase too but it's just another $50 down the drain 😭#getting the exact same power bank though since I know it'll last me a long time#if they've changed it at all in the last 4 years I'm gonna be upset
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Wanna know something funny? When I saw the launch price for the Switch 2, I initially went 'aw, sweet! That's not much more than the OG Switch!'
(it's a v2 but that's how much I originally paid for my Switch near launch)
Then I started reading the discussion threads and I realised something was off. That's when it fucking hit me.
The OG Switch was $299? Did they seriously bump up the price that much for us, even though our minimum wage is way lower than the US minimum wage? (and no, it's not just VAT/EU stuff, even taking into account the taxes the price is still higher)
Man, gaming sure is fun, huh.
The only reason I was able to buy the OG Switch was because it launched around my 18th birthday and have a huge family. Everyone gave me a little something and I ended up racking quite a sum, decided to use the funds to get myself my first brand new console.
I'll be working full time soon. I will not be spending more than half my wage on a Switch 2. It's even worse for people in like, Latin America. I've seen the price comparisons there, it's a joke. The console is only priced reasonably within Japan. US Americans are complaining about the pricing, too, which is a bad sign. And physical games for up to $90?? I don't fucking think so, especially since Nintendo stuff hardly goes on sale.
Yeah, if I'll be buying anything, it will be a Steam Deck. And I think many people will pass on the new console, even if it has a new Mario Kart as a launch title. I think we might have another 3DS situation on our hands.
#and no OLED?? Presumably so they can sell us an OLED model further down the line???#yeah no thank you#at least a Steam Deck is a full-blown computer with specs better than my laptop. I could use that fucker for stuff other than playing games#this pricing is a joke and a rip-off frankly#oh yeah let's not forget the MicroSD Express requirement#and the fact that some games are apparently not even on the physical cartridge? but serve as a key???#so you need to download it but STILL need the game cart to play?????#the new Mario Kart looks sick but man. what the hell.#for the record I'm not surprised Gamecube emulation isn't gonna be brought to the OG Switch. If they worked they'd be choppy as hell.#The OG Switch is a wonderful piece of technology in my humble opinion but it has it's limits#Come on. It's not exactly a powerhouse even with overclock. Leave the poor thing alone lmao#for the record I wasn't exactly hyped for the Switch 2 to begin with#though after getting the job I did consider it for a sec#yyyyyeah I definitely won't be getting it#but hey they're gonna make a bank in the domestic market I think
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Hi I got back from game night, I had the worst performance/luck but I still had a lot of fun :33 Was much better than the other ceremony, honestly ^^;;;
My headache shifted to the middle of my head (mostly) btw which sucks :( the headache/pain meds have done nothing for me 🥲 so I'm just gonna try and sleep now ^^;;
#sepiasys.txt#shafted socially because the other two bonded over fashion and opera; and I just kinda stayed quiet and tried to listen and/or rest#But hey; was still fun <:3 I super need sleep though. and like maybe a good meal honestly though idk if I can afford to get that#I think Tuesdays are gonna end up being food bank days; regarding getting stuff; and Thursdays are volunteer days for a while#And idk about the rest. I should rlly rest ofc but. now I'm mostly free to do whatever?#Gotta work on that job stuff now 😔#Anyways I'm. so so tired. goodnight @_@ 💤
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#i've had many people ask me in the DMs what could be done to help me out given the orange menace is coming back into power#the best things for me right now (I can't speak to others) is this: 1. Keep supporting my creative endeavors#no matter how little I might post or interact. Please hype me up. I need community. I need spirit to survive.#2. Help me find resources that will help myself and others. Food banks. Community meets. Passports. Finances. Mental health etc.#these are important and I don't want others feeling like sitting ducks. Even though I'm scared I want to be a solution to the problem.#I am going to be a helper in this mess cause that's who I am and I need ammo in this capacity#3. Donate so I can up my ration storage. I've been collecting food water and nonperishables and I'm trying to stock up on medication#and other basic necessities. I'm collecting as if I'm preparing to be homeless again and if I am over capacity I'm giving rations to others#I've had to make peace with the fact I can't run away. I can't move to another country as I'm broke and poor like the rest of my loved ones#4. If you have friends who are disabled or a minority or lgbtq etc. do what you can to protect them and show them that you love them#and build community#5. Share my work and that of others. Who knows if we're gonna have sites like AO3 in the future or even access to tumblr.#this is all I can think of at the moment and again I can't speak for others this is what comes to mind for myself#And I admit I'm coming from a place of the worst case scenarios#because in my mind if I imagine I'm dead or homeless etc. and work my way backward to the next worst thing before that it unravels my fear#and it gives me back my power in the situation by sitting with those fears and giving them time to speak#because in my mind if I'm already dead if I'm already homeless or at war etc. etc. then its already happened and what else is there to fear#if I've been through everything already in mind?#I'm hoping that the worst case scenarios don't transpire but I can't ignore the fact many of them could and probably will happen#in some capacity but I can control the actions I take through prep and facing these fears one by one#and most importantly sticking to routine by making sure im healthy to help people#anyway this is why ive been quiet for a while besides for spending time with friends and loved ones recently to get over what happened#im going to keep going to my classes keep helping people through my jobs try to be creative when I have spoons and little by little#make sure I have enough of what I need to get through the storm and outlive the bastards in power#I'm not sure what sort of pink variant to assign this to but its along the magenta spectrum#love you guys#we'll get through this
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off to play baldur's gate 3 to get some words of affirmation from my wizard boyfriend
#bg3#i'm nearing the end of my first playthrough#i just robbed a bank pretty thoroughly with said wizard boyfriend#no spoilers pls#i've been avoiding the fandom until i could get through it at least once#i messed up act 1 for wyll though so haha#i think i'm gonna do my next playthrough as one of the characters#and i wanna do one where i make the opposite decision to all this#now that i'm not afraid of the combat haha
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WIFEY. WIFEY ARRIVED TODAY

I CAN FINALLY SQUEEZE THE T1 SCRUNKLY

AAAAAA I'M SO HAPPY LOOK AT THEM BOTH THEY'RE SO CUTE

#🐺🐏;;#I'M GONNA SLEEP WELL TONIGHT#I always sleep holding the t2 kotoplushie but now I can sleep holding both kotoplushies <3#kind of a shame how her ears dont have piercings like the t2 one but oh well...#also yes I showed the acrylics in the bg on purpose#not rlly related but I got a lot of new merch that I'll prob show once it all arrives#though now I don't dare to check my bank account lmao#aaaaaaaa I'm so happy rn !! <3<3<3#god I love her so much#merch and stuff aside#sometimes I just think about how happy she makes me and it's like. woah. holy shit#anyway gonna stop gushing bc this will turn very cheesy if I don't
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babygirl's apartment is now almost completely decorated!!! Just needs a couple lamps, a couple little tables, an orchestrion, and a few plants and boom, mission accomplished!! Oh and a couple more designs for the blank walls flkjghlfdjkgh but we'll get there :)
A million thank-yous to @coldshrugs for coming up with the base design and helping me figure out how tf to do this housing thing! ❤️❤️❤️
Bonus close-up of Puck under the cut because he's such a funny little gremlin and I love him:
he's lion king-ing that little rock lmao
#i had around 2.5 million gil when i started this project and now i'm sitting somewhere around 1mil 400k fkjghkgdjh#and i spent half my gil savings but it's fine cause i already got back like 30k of it if i counted right LOL#that dining table alone was like $500k for some reason#but it was all 110% worth it cause what's the point of making all this gil if i'm not gonna spend it!!!!!#im so excited i can't wait to gpose a bunch in here fkdgjhfdkjgh#i'm already thinking about designs for a free company apt too though i am NOT gonna buy one#until my bank account has had a chance to recover !!!!#o'ravi soltholia#ffxiv#ffxiv housing#the bed cave is so perfect....shhhhh the catgirl is hiding from her responsibilities and the horrors 🤫🤫💤💤💤#kitty in the box what will she do !! (take a frickin nap apparently djskdjsks but man does she really need it)
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Realizing I just want enough money to be able to pretend I'm rich for a few days and that's really it
#when i went to that con and only checked my bank account towards the very end bc i was stable enough#to just mindlessly spend for a bit.. oh yeah baybee that's what it's all about i heart consumerism#i am in fact using the stuff i get though! yeah i have like 30 candles but i take the time to actually use them#it's also like. being able to give myself experiences that i never could have had growing up bc we were poor and hated life itself#something as simple as going to the beach and getting myself ice cream..#listen man i live in a touristy area and we have lots of little shopping centers and they captivate me#also. the support i could give to artists i see on here.. anyways on track to pay off one of my credit cards by the end of march#it'll leave a huge one for me to chip away at but it'll be the only thing I'll have to be worried about + one less major bill#I'm feeling good. i slept a lot last night and am gonna make myself a lot of food to have before i go to work#it's okay now actually#shai speaks
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Guess who finally got some quotes for a roof replacement and bathroom plumbing!!
Gonna be about 10 grand all together which, yes sucks a bit but is far better than I was expecting! I will have two whole functioning bathrooms in this house for the first time since I bought it finally c:
#Dee talks#Now all I gotta do#Is figure out how the hell to take out a personal loan from a bank#I mean I know how it works and I've done some research#But specifics are beyond me#Hopefully shouldn't be too hard thankfully since by some miracle I have really good credit#But ye!#Helps that I'm now working a mid shift rather than Nights entirely#Though they keep moving my scheduled days around so that's hard to plan#Gonna have to fit it around the trans-masc therapy program I'm starting next month too uGH#Being an adult is so busy sometimes
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Things are changing.
At the house meeting tonight it was announced that He-Roomie had been talking to his boss about remote work from another city and that his boss had said yes. My roommates want to move closer to their family, which is 600km away from the city we live in. They aren't asking me to move with them. Their PLAN (not set in stone, not even outlined nor started) is to go for the autumn. So I will need to make arrangements to be.. elsewhere.
With rent prices being what they are, the only living spaces that MIGHT be available to me in my current job price range are bug-infested mold holes, as the last time I went apartment-hunting in 2018 that's what I could find. Back then the pickings were dire. Things have NOT improved since then in that regard.
Also, my top surgery was projected to occur in the autumn, and my roommates had said they'd help me during my recovery. This is all up in the air now. I might have to cancel it.
I'm going to go into this with a clear plan. Stop spending money and hoard it all. Sell things rather than just donate it away. Talk to people who'd have resources to help, talk to the local queer community, try and connect with more people about selling my books. I can't take all those with me; I have over 2000. I better get reading.
Anyway that all sounds rational and not panicking, because I'm trying hard not to freak out.
#london ontario#I have 6 months to figure out where I'm going#glad I got the tattoos bec my next ones are gonna be in a decade#need to find potential roommates to try and get a better place than by myself#though I CRAVE living alone and I miss it terribly#the worst is that places still use the '35% of your income will be rent'#when NOBODY MAKES THAT unless you're exploiting others via wage theft#but I'll be saving all of my money from now on#in order to have money in the bank and proof that I can scrimp to afford it#gotta gather up my records of prompt rental payments from the last 10 years here
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I have to submit a list of every item I want to sell & an ingredient list for each item to the county for my cottage food license 😵💫
#like look I do think there should be rule to do this obv you're selling food! that can't just be a fly by night thing!#food can be dangerous if not prepared & handled & labeled correctly. I get that it's serious!#but also holy shit. you're telling me I gotta inform the county of EVERY FLAVOR of cake & cupcake I wanna make?#every flavor of cakepop. every kind of little chocolate I wanna sell#I have so many chocolate molds like hearts! roses! teddy bears! kitties! hello kitties! sports balls! mermaids! normal squares!#that's not even taking into account my Christmas molds bro#I gotta register ALLLLL that with the county? like. it's a lot.#all the blondies and brownies and zucchini breads and banana breads and muffins and rice crispy treats#all the different cookies#I'm gonna have to pare down my menu maybe idk#and if you wanna ADD a new menu item? you gotta submit it to the county#so I'm trying to think of EVERYTHING the first time so I don't have to constantly be submitting menu items to the fckn county#at least so far what I've found it's not like HELLA expensive to get the license. it's not cheap but it's not like a grand#watch my county be a grand they're such cunts ughhh#and then I gotta get a business license with my city. that one I'm really nervous abt cost on#it's just. a lot. lol. once it's done though it's done! I'm just like ahhhhh#should I do a separate bank account? do I need a DBA? it's crazy#I don't THINK I need an EIN cause I won't have employees#like lmao I'm so tired at all times rn#cause I'm doing all my usual stuff#with all this shit running in the background at all times#I'm literally like 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#erin explains it all
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#daily life in wonderland#they said they'll give me a response towards the end of the week - latest monday#but they (and i too) most likely forgot that the week starts with multiple holidays#so i'm not expecting any reply back for this week at all#though i'll say#i'll be a bit pissed if they were making me wait this long just to reject me#like if they weren't gonna hire me then they should have just sent out the rejection mail on friday#if i can't get a job lined up within this month then i'll likely just start applying for an actual job ahead for after i graduated?#idk#also... i hope the other thing works out and i don't get exmatriculated accidentally#because teehee. i should have paid last friday#they did write that the money should be on their account on monday#but it's like. again. holidays. so the bank isn't working.#but once it's a business day it should be there within a day#technically i think they would be lenient since it's also my first offense in that regard and it's literally within the grey zone deadline#but. anxious teehee......
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after my finance internship hbo industry is lowkey triggering as fuck
#and mine wasn't even investment banking it was fixed income for a financial services company#but the whole reason i didn't pursue finance is because it is WAYYYY more male dominated than it is in the show#absolute old boys club that is set up to keep women out#i was literally just interested in it for the money though so i found something in tech that i'm way happier with#my team is lichrally majority female and there's so much room for growth it's gonna be so hard to ever leave this job
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After the hospital bombing, I finally heard back from my grandmother and confirmed that several of my relatives were murdered by Israeli bombing. Seven of them, to be precise. Three are still going, including her. We've been talking constantly ever since.
Asked if it was possible to head south, and was told they did but were also bombed there. So they decided to go back home, in Zeitoun. Their home was bombed and they were pulled out of the rumble, then driven by ambulances to the al-Ahli Arab Hospital. There were people in every corner. Gazans sheltering, sleeping on the floor. Gazans dying on the floor, waiting for beds.
Four were declared dead on arrival, three were in need of surgery and other three were just bandaged. Then, a bomb was dropped in the parking lot that made parts of the ceiling collapse, like Dr. Ghassan Abu Sittah reported in that horrific conference/interview. Those in need of surgery died.
By the way, just in case you didn't know: the Church of Saint Porphyrius, the third oldest in history, bombed by Israel a few days back, was located near the hospital.
When looking for new shelter, they saw schools with signs hanging outside, "We can't take any more families." They met families, sympathetic but already sheltering too many people. They're now staying in an apartment building they found empty. Sleeping in the corner of the living room. If the family comes back, they'll apologize and leave.
Told me she was saving her phone battery for when the bombing stopped, and she had to ask for help to rebuilt the neighborhood. But she doesn't think it's gonna stop anymore. The ones still with her are mute most of the time, like they're saving energy, but she feels lonely and wanted to talk. There's no internet and to connect to WhatsApp, people are buying "a card from the supermarket, there's a password and username." Not sure what she meant. Still, the internet is inconsistent and won't load neither videos or images nor pages, so she doesn't know what's happening on the outside world.
Told her there were a lot of people protesting to stop the genocide, she replied, "The bombings are getting worse by the day." The bombing yesterday was the worst she ever witnessed. The entire neighborhood is infested with the smell of death, of decomposing bodies. Bodies are piling up in the streets and she's not sure if it's because they ran out of places to store them, but most of them are in bags. The smoke of the bombings hide the blue sky—she hasn't seen the clouds for a while.
Asked if I could share their pictures, names and dreams with people and was told, of which I partly agree, "they're not entertainment." If anyone genuinely cared, they would be alive—I'd argue there are people who do care, but I'm not gonna lecture her pain. And they don't deserve to be used to fulfill someone's sick fantasy. Told me to remember what some Israelis do with pictures of dead Palestinians. And I do.
For those of you who are not familiar, many times before settlers got together to celebrate the murder of Palestinians. For one, in 2015, Israeli settlers set a house in Duma, West Bank on fire. An 18-month old baby, Ali Dawbsheh, was burnt alive. Both parents later died of wounds and only a 5-year-old, Ahmad, survived, although severely injured.
Two celebrations of their murder are widely known, one at a wedding and others outside the court in which two were indicted for the terrorist attack. In the wedding, guests stabbed a photo of the toddler, Ali, while others waved guns, knives and Molotov cocktails. Israel's Minister of National Security, Itamar Ben-Gvir, was present.
That's what happens in an apartheid. Palestinians are so abused by authorities that their "innocent civilians" come to accept the brutality as necessary or are desensitized by our suffering. After all, it's been 75 years—get used to it!
So I won't risk the image of my loved ones, in fear they are used in these kinds of depravity. I will say, though, the world lost a young footballer. Lost a female writer and an aspiring ballerina. Lost a kind father, who was also a great cook, and a loving mother that enjoyed sewing and other types of handicraft art. Lost a math teacher and a child that wanted to become one.

People think Israel is testing new weapons on them. There's civilians arriving at the hospital with severe burns, which they thought was from white phosphorus, but apparently the pattern is different from the one caused by white phosphorus. It's widely believed Israel tests weapons in Palestinians.
Jeff Halper, author of War Against the People, a book on Israel's arms and surveillance technology industries, said: "Israel has kept the occupation because it's a laboratory for weapons."
They've ran out of drinkable water and the "aid" Biden sent was only for the South of Gaza and no fuel, for hospitals, was allowed in. Many shelves in the supermarket are empty. She said many are convinced that if they don't die from the bombing, they'll die from starvation or dehydration, or whatever disease will develop from the dirty water they're drinking.
Told me all people do now is pray, cry and die. Told me she hopes West Bank is spared. Told her Israel bombed a mosque in West Bank and dozens of Palestinians in West Bank are being murdered by settlers, so she bided me goodbye.
#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#may allah protect them#may almighty allah see our pain#hopefully she'll message me tomorrow
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