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~ { Made In Kisekae 2 } ~
x My sona is based off a moth and a scarab
x I’ll get around to drawing her in her proper appearance I just wanted to get the concept out
#I just noticed I changed the necklace......#I'm not changing it sue me#melanie martinez#portals#portalsona#kisekae 2
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Love, Dhes
Parker,
It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.
I hope the next 10 years pass slower.
Love, Dhes
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#sue#dhestyn#kelly#bow#stella#duder the cat#marky#jax#i'm not fucking recovering from this#critical damage has been dealt to me#GODDDDDD this edit took me so LONG.#the GOOD news is there ARE other versions of them & they DO in fact find each other in every universe !!#whether or not they are happy though. well. that's a different story#cough monster boyz. cough slaughter house.#:-)#ngl a lot of the time i was working on this edit all i could think about was how much dhes has grown as a character#like baby dhes genuinely was such a punk. wouldn't be caught DEAD writing a love letter#let alone to kelly of all people#idk i'm just proud of him. seeing him so comfortable with himself... how he's able to show that to others & not feel afraid or ashamed...#it's really sweet!!!#like ik y'all don't know a whole lot about the boys as kids (bc i'm v protective of them so i don't share a lot lol) but trust me.#dhes has come a long way.#genuinely feel like i have watched him grow & learn & change & it does. give me feelings.#n e way. that's it.
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so i'm trying to come to terms with starship iris ending, y'know, as one does when there's a project that you auditioned for on a whim as a total amateur, eight years and a lifetime ago, that is finally coming to a close, and i am really truly trying not to get sappy about it. but.
in another universe, there is no ishani kanetkar. she was born with this show, for this show, and it's still a little unbelievable to me that there are people i've never met who know who she is. it's even wilder that there are people i HAVE met who want her, this person who has never been fully real but has always still been me, to help them tell their own stories.
i recorded the pilot episode on my wired earbuds' built-in microphone, in a bedroom in my grandparents' home in mumbai. those grandparents are gone; that house of my memory too. but every time i come back to this show, i remember sitting on the bed of the small room that once belonged to my great-aunt, trying and failing to find a scrap of quiet so that kay grisham could tell violet liu it would all be okay.
so maybe some of the things i'm feeling are for the end of a story, but i think some of them are also for the ishani who started telling it, who can't go back. some of them are for ishani kanetkar, this ephemeral self and not-self, whose own time is one day going to be over. and some of them are just for me, now, who looks forward to a future with other projects and other people but not this project, with these people, and is sad to say goodbye. i hope i can do my part to give it a truly phenomenal send-off.
#tscosi#ishani speaks#urgh i DID get maudlin but like.#what do you do when you can pinpoint a decision that changed your life in ways you didn't even know it could be changed!!!#if i hadn't gotten the role i would have gone right along with my perfectly reasonable life plan and probably never acted again#but instead so many of my memories of the last 8 years are overlaid with the stories i got to help tell. because of this one#always‚ in the end‚ because of this one#SUE ME I'M AN ACTOR I GUESS I'M GONNA BE A BIT DRAMATIC
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The weight of holding something so fragile and important
"Are We Meant to Read the Footnotes?" by @riathedreamer
Today marks the day that exactly one year ago I joined one of the lovliest Discord communities I ever had the pleasure to be a part of, the Footnotes Server, which has become so much more than just a fic server.
One year of wonderful, hilarious, unhinged and emotional conversations, of crying, of laughing, of a Bread War. One year of gaining a community for my GO brainrot, my art, my unhinged humor.
For this special occasion, I decided to redraw my very first fanart i ever drew for this wonderful, heartbreaking, gutwrenching and overall so damn INTRUIGING fic. Thank you so much, Ria, for your friendship, the fic and the wonderful community you brought into this world<3
I’m so grateful for this community and this fic and all the friends and wonderful people it brought to my life <3
I love you all, sad gay birds <3 You are my people <3
To our world (and a lot more years to come!) <3
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The original drawing (January 12th 2024)
#good omens#good omens fanart#fanart#ineffable husbands#crowley x aziraphale#aziracrow#david tennant#michael sheen#art#are we meant to read the footnotes?#metalmiez#metalmiez art#procreate#i'm so weak for forehead touches and gentle Crowley#sue me#to our world#sad gay birds#sad gay birds squad#anniversary#redraw#still can't believe how much my style changed#riathedreamer#just kiss already#say no to toast#toast war#bread war
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I finished reading 4 books from Earth's Children series. The last three were really hard to read. After finishing Plains of Passage, I have come to really appreciate Clan of the Cave Bear as a standalone. I miss all the Neanderthals and Ayla's character arc. Gotta do some fanart!
PS. I MISS IZA! Best character in the series.
#clan of the cave bear#earth's children#after the first book it just goes downhill#REALLY DOWNHILL#Ayla becomes the biggest mary sue EVER#in the first book it was believable because it's established in the story the Neanderthals have different skills that Ayla must adapt to#and she wasn't doing anything over the top#She was just adapting#but later she starts doing insane things#like wtf?? NO human ever figured out they could strike iron pyrite to get sparks?#NO ONE ever figured out they could make a needle?#She invented the arrow too (or whatever that thin short spear things they did? not the spear thrower#I will not be surprised if she ends up inventing the wheel in the next two books#also domesticating animals#also there were so many traumatizing scenes#three different rape scenes in book 4 !!???#I was going to throw up#It just.. got very uncomfortable to read#it changed me#so I now I'm thinking about the first book#yes it has all these same elements from the later books but they were sparse and were actually part of the plot#part of the character development. in other books they were just things that happened. Like. the characters are not impacted by it at all.#you could read the end of the book and nothing about the characters change after witnessing these traumatic experiences#they are the same from beginning to end#uh um sorry for the rant O_O#anyways I miss izaaaa#bye
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#can you tell i had no idea how to front-face this thing. on the bright side i created two images that are like#perfect aspect ratios to be phone wallpapers and desktop wallpapers#garganacl#remember when that was a big trend?? creating phone and desktop wallpapers. that used to be a big thing i feel like#i used to change my wallpapers like every other day. but nowadays i just sorta settled on some that i never change#and it basically was like. one day i just stopped changing it. which means whichever one i landed on just stuck#on my phone it's some deltarune wallpaper on my home screen and some nice espeon art‚ both of whom the artists' names i forget#and on my desktop it's this real nice outer wilds graphic with all the planets by this evanly individual on reddit#i know. reddit. sue me. i think i just got it from googling “outer wilds wallpaper” and seeing one that was pretty and then it just#stuck. and now i'm still using it#this is not about garganacl??? it's a fucking pokémon i already exhausted all my things to say in the previous two evolutions#i feel like i do this for three stagers and then i have nothing to say for the third stage
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Huh, what's that? Oh yeah, I'm perfectly normal about Epic? On a completely unrelated note, wanna check out my sketchbook?
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#He's a tired old man willing to do anything to get back to his darling wife and son and i love him for that#honestly he is so real tho#if i had a wife i too would stab Poseidon for her#We love our wives#he's so girlypop for that#Wife life or no life#epic the musical#epic odysseus#epic hermes#i guess#he's here too! btw he's my favorite#I'm basic#sue me!#my Hermes design will definitely change this is just a place holder until i actually sit down and work on it#epic fanart#odysseus fanart#ghosttart#btw i don't think anyone is going to see this but I've been thinking of changing my art tag but idk what to#suggestions are welcome ToT
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Do you think there’s a chance OPLA will make non canonical ships into canon? I saw people noticing zo/lu got a lot more obsessed with each other scenes together and said it’s possible. Or mish/anks with how the actor openly supports the ships, with likes, comments, being open to fan bringing it up. What do you think?
Nah 😭 First things first, I HIGHLY doubt our dearest (sarcastically) (derogatory) Net*lix is going to make queer couples if it's not necessary. We're lucky we didn't get the show canceled with the amount of sapphic energy Nami and Kaya had going on, honestly. Two girls holding hands is enough to get a show canceled on that platform. And if they do make queer couples canon they're not going to be between the main characters, keeping in mind how much they're risking doing so.
And also,, I don't want any of the ships to be canon, either. The whole point is to not make romance between the straw hats in canon so it doesn't take the spotlight of their development and you view their dynamics however you want. I'd be annoyed if something as awesome as the next arcs that are to come get sidelined because Net*lix wanted romance. I mean, I wouldn't be annoyed if they made Namivivi canon or at least confirm some main characters to be queer, but it just feels like they'd do it to put their "we are so woke and cool we made your favorite character LGBT" pin and then... Do nothing about it later. As per side characters, idk, maybe there are some non-canon couples here and there and I don't really care but I wouldn't want it to be with the main characters. Especially with Luffy. Do not touch Luffy.
Luffy has such deep bonds with all characters in different ways, and you can see them as romantic, but making it canon just takes away that magic by putting a label on his feelings, something that I feel he wouldn't even do.
Worst case scenario they make Vivi x Koza or Zoro x Nami canon because if Net*lix doesn't have its daily unnecessary romance in shows it dies or smth.
So I don't think it's happening and I don't even want it to happen. The next arcs are so damn good and I really don't want to have to deal with ship wars or shit like that next season.
#please leave the characters the way they are i am begging you#the only exception is kaya and usopp because their relationship was already romantic coded everywhere and it doesn't change anything#but have you seen the amount of scenes zoro and nami have together???? i am so scared there is someone there wanting to make them canon#i'd directly stop watching babes you wouldn't see me talking about the show again#i mean i already don't really like opla so that'd be another reason#look the only ship i can get behind on season 2 is namivivi bc we barely have sapphics and every damn show with girls kissing gets canceled#and also because their relationship is extremely romantic too and it wouldn't change the dynamics of the crew and i'd understand#but it's not going to happen so i'm just here accepting it#also if luffy gets paired up with somebody i will personally go to the studio and sue them somehow idk how but somehow#one piece#opla#one piece live action#ask-bean!
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Come join my Patreon!
#patreon#announcement#yes i know the style changes like four times sue me LOL#i always feel bad advertising my patreon but i'm more confident in it now i suppose#plus my need for food wins over my anxiety lol
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I woke up to this and am really thinking about this
#this guy proudly proclaims being an ''extremely progressive bisexual interested in expanding democracy & ending poverty''#how progressive and effective in ending poverty by ranting about helping OTHER countries when natural disasters destroyed all the resources#what do I expect from someone that brings up democracy unironically though#when these people realize you gotta make change for your OWN place of living first if you wanna have this mindset I will know peace#sounds like my damn mother if she wasn't racist you gotta choose something to put work into and stop fretting over the whole world#yeah it fucking sucks and needs to be addressed but what are you gonna do by bitching on a fascist social media site?#you're not ending world hunger by ignoring the very people you spout performative nonsense in the name of#you may be a POC too sir but in the end you are also American you're not immune to what the Residue(tm) did to POC here#sue me for saying I don't really keep up with most politics because I can't vote or anything but fuck even I know this shit#care about politics and changing lives? do something to make that happen because bitching ion the internet isn't changing anything#I'm not even fucking mad I'm just in AWE because I've NEVER encountered one of these people responding to ME before#I'm speechless yet have so much to say because I got this reminder that this really isn't deemed common sense like it is to me#this is my most popular tweet too and it's a damn political reply I'm kinda pissed at that though dhyuigbfuyh#EDIT I JUST REALIZED THAT HE'S NOT EVEN GOT ANY AUTHORITY TO SPEAK ON THIS SHIT BECAUSE HE'S 4TH GEN ARLINGTONIAN#say to my Native ass that the fascist regime should collapse by destroying the whole country to help the reservations boy#you're throwing yourself into the gringo corner of your own volition this is too funny
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#creator speaks#a funny i saw on my twitter thought i should insert my ship into it 👍👍👍#WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL *IS* A TUMBLR POST but oh well#man the thoughts that simmered in my head in the past year and a half over them and how her inclusion kinda changes the story...#lol ik i always “speak” of it and discord besties would know a little more than those who aren't but i digress#i love it i love the thought of just...Madison putting so much of her faith and trust and love in them that she just becomes loyal to them#helping their cause and personal issues wanting to be a reliable friend and loved one to them#(probably the abandonment issues that's operating in that brain of hers lmao but) she just wants to stay by their side !!#and hope that they let her stay there in the years of them growing up together#somewhere in the messy notes in my brain and in my laptop's notepad did i think far in changing their overall fate to make the ending happy#but i just feel like that's just gonna stay there or be discussed in really tight circles IF i feel like sharing it hehu#i feel like madison and me inserting her into the jojo universe as a sort of “fix-it” tool is one that araki and many others wld surely hat#HAHAHAHAHA#when my notes and lore try to go against the biggest theme of fate in the series and how we're destined to go through it-#-that it can't be changed. how the joestars are cursed yadda yadda#i'm so normcore domestic life happy ending mary sue fix it canon divergence pilled okay !!!#i want both jotaro and kakyoin to be happy and alive !!! and making that possible by inserting my lame ass op oc 😎😎😎#HAHAHAH whatever i'll stop yapping <33
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Just spent several minutes agonizing over the timeline of Accidental Siblings and tweaked parts of my fic yet again to match the canonical timeline better
#back when i first wrote it i had no idea of when anything happened at all post-wc#and i didn't give enough of a damn to properly research#sue me i was 17#so anyone who's read the very FIRST version of accidental siblings up to chapter 19 or 20 before my 6-year hiatus#you will know i very heavily changed the first part of the fic that had the most frequent references to the time of year it was#which in turn changed some of the scenes i wrote early on because the reasoning for certain plot points no longer made sense#it was nothing i didn't find a way to work around but still#i like being canon compliant very much so that's why i had to rework so much of the fic before i could share it on my page back in january#and even now i'm still making minor adjustments to fix the inconsistencies#ahhhhhhh it bothers me so much#sorry to anyone reading that may be thrown off by the changes but they had to be made!#i thought that even if the timeline wasn't super compliant i would be fine with that#but i don't wanna commit to an incorrect timeline so sorry#anyway lemme stop rambling hhhhh#kuroko no basket#knb fanfic#accidental siblings#AS rambles
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if there is one thing the internet will consistently ALWAYS do is throw a hissy bitch fit about things getting changed. doesn't matter what gets changed or how it gets changed people WILL complain and pretend it's the worst thing to ever happen only to get used to it within a month
#mona rambles#(it's me i'm people)#but also i don't think the discord change is that bad sue me#that said i still haven't forgiven the font change so i'm not judging and all that just. yk#it's nice to have Some consistency in my life#*mine
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Bless @ladamereveuse for helping me with my new icon border <3 I am so in love with it now I can't stop staring.
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I can't sleep again
#it's all just too much#i need to be sending out emails and arranging stuff for a whole load of different things#but doing that fills me with such anxiety because i dont know how the fuck it works#but every moment I'm not doing those things it fills me with anxiety because i realise I'm standing still#and the only way forward it seems is through this#only it's not because the previous thing i was going was actually working and helping me forward but then my local gov said no actually#you're not allowed to do the thing anymore because we think so even tho we dont know what were talking about#so now you got the offer to look into this other thing that really just feels like the thing you already had but worse#so you have to contact the new thing and see what exactly they're about but already deep inside you know it probably wont work out#so it feels like you'll be doing that only so you can see it doesnt work in the hope that maybe if it doesnt work you can go back#to the gov people and show them the old thing was actually right. but that might not work and then you'll have to sue them#and all the while you spend your days just sitting at home doing nothing and slowly wasting away#getting a little bit worse every day. as you feel all the progress you made in the last year slowly slip through your fingers#and you start to think that maybe this is it. maybe it just doesn't get better. maybe this really is the best you can do and any more just#isn't in the cards for you. maybe you're just not cut out for this whole adult life business. you'll forever be...a failure#and that's just one thing. one thing of many you constantly need to worry about. it's not even adressing that your adhd treatment is still#kind of unclear who exactly is responsible. you've been running out of meds for a week and still haven't called because it's too much stress#or the way its been almost five years since you got on the waiting list at the gender clinic#three years of which were spent on the waiting list#but even now you've been “in treatment” for the past year and a half you still feel like you're no further. still no official “diagnosis”.#still no approval to change your birth certificate. your passport will run out by the end of the year and you'll have to get yet another#new one with your dead name on it. still no idea when you might finally get their approval to start on HRT. no idea when you might finally#get to stop feeling like every single day your body becomes a little less yours. where you look in the mirror and see someone stare back who#just simply looks wrong. feels wrong. you look at the hair on your head that really needs a haircut but you dont dare touch it because its#the one little thing that keeps the dysphoria at bay. and then you think of your dad and his bald head. and you look at your hairline and#cant help but wonder “is it receding a bit more right there?” always wondering if you'll lose this little bit of safety too#its all just too much. i dont know how much longer I can keep pushing myself forward at this rate. when all the good things get taken away#and I'm left having to deal with all of it on my own. i dont want to be alone but i dont know how to reach out to those around me. not even#to my friends sometimes. i know they're out there and i know they care but at the same time i dont know how to#let them. so I'm left alone and it's all my fault? isn't it. i know not all of this is my fault but also all of it is and i just
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This mc's personality is terrible but I do appreciate the attempt at making the wlw version different from the wlm version.
#Tho I don't really like rwb and fcl#I've noticed changes in their writing#For wlw that's just not present in older books#I noticed since kod actually#Talking about the f!chosen goc LI#The mention of breasts and way her dress fits her#I like that the writers are trying more#Credit due where credit is due#blake marshall#F!Blake marshall#FCL#first comes love#choices#pixelberry#playchoices#I know I'm late to the party#Sue me#I work a lot
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