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~ { Made In Kisekae 2 } ~
x My sona is based off a moth and a scarab
x I’ll get around to drawing her in her proper appearance I just wanted to get the concept out
#I just noticed I changed the necklace......#I'm not changing it sue me#melanie martinez#portals#portalsona#kisekae 2
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Love, Dhes
Parker,
It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.
I hope the next 10 years pass slower.
Love, Dhes
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#sue#dhestyn#kelly#bow#stella#duder the cat#marky#jax#i'm not fucking recovering from this#critical damage has been dealt to me#GODDDDDD this edit took me so LONG.#the GOOD news is there ARE other versions of them & they DO in fact find each other in every universe !!#whether or not they are happy though. well. that's a different story#cough monster boyz. cough slaughter house.#:-)#ngl a lot of the time i was working on this edit all i could think about was how much dhes has grown as a character#like baby dhes genuinely was such a punk. wouldn't be caught DEAD writing a love letter#let alone to kelly of all people#idk i'm just proud of him. seeing him so comfortable with himself... how he's able to show that to others & not feel afraid or ashamed...#it's really sweet!!!#like ik y'all don't know a whole lot about the boys as kids (bc i'm v protective of them so i don't share a lot lol) but trust me.#dhes has come a long way.#genuinely feel like i have watched him grow & learn & change & it does. give me feelings.#n e way. that's it.
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so i'm trying to come to terms with starship iris ending, y'know, as one does when there's a project that you auditioned for on a whim as a total amateur, eight years and a lifetime ago, that is finally coming to a close, and i am really truly trying not to get sappy about it. but.
in another universe, there is no ishani kanetkar. she was born with this show, for this show, and it's still a little unbelievable to me that there are people i've never met who know who she is. it's even wilder that there are people i HAVE met who want her, this person who has never been fully real but has always still been me, to help them tell their own stories.
i recorded the pilot episode on my wired earbuds' built-in microphone, in a bedroom in my grandparents' home in mumbai. those grandparents are gone; that house of my memory too. but every time i come back to this show, i remember sitting on the bed of the small room that once belonged to my great-aunt, trying and failing to find a scrap of quiet so that kay grisham could tell violet liu it would all be okay.
so maybe some of the things i'm feeling are for the end of a story, but i think some of them are also for the ishani who started telling it, who can't go back. some of them are for ishani kanetkar, this ephemeral self and not-self, whose own time is one day going to be over. and some of them are just for me, now, who looks forward to a future with other projects and other people but not this project, with these people, and is sad to say goodbye. i hope i can do my part to give it a truly phenomenal send-off.
#tscosi#ishani speaks#urgh i DID get maudlin but like.#what do you do when you can pinpoint a decision that changed your life in ways you didn't even know it could be changed!!!#if i hadn't gotten the role i would have gone right along with my perfectly reasonable life plan and probably never acted again#but instead so many of my memories of the last 8 years are overlaid with the stories i got to help tell. because of this one#always‚ in the end‚ because of this one#SUE ME I'M AN ACTOR I GUESS I'M GONNA BE A BIT DRAMATIC
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I finished reading 4 books from Earth's Children series. The last three were really hard to read. After finishing Plains of Passage, I have come to really appreciate Clan of the Cave Bear as a standalone. I miss all the Neanderthals and Ayla's character arc. Gotta do some fanart!
PS. I MISS IZA! Best character in the series.
#clan of the cave bear#earth's children#after the first book it just goes downhill#REALLY DOWNHILL#Ayla becomes the biggest mary sue EVER#in the first book it was believable because it's established in the story the Neanderthals have different skills that Ayla must adapt to#and she wasn't doing anything over the top#She was just adapting#but later she starts doing insane things#like wtf?? NO human ever figured out they could strike iron pyrite to get sparks?#NO ONE ever figured out they could make a needle?#She invented the arrow too (or whatever that thin short spear things they did? not the spear thrower#I will not be surprised if she ends up inventing the wheel in the next two books#also domesticating animals#also there were so many traumatizing scenes#three different rape scenes in book 4 !!???#I was going to throw up#It just.. got very uncomfortable to read#it changed me#so I now I'm thinking about the first book#yes it has all these same elements from the later books but they were sparse and were actually part of the plot#part of the character development. in other books they were just things that happened. Like. the characters are not impacted by it at all.#you could read the end of the book and nothing about the characters change after witnessing these traumatic experiences#they are the same from beginning to end#uh um sorry for the rant O_O#anyways I miss izaaaa#bye
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#can you tell i had no idea how to front-face this thing. on the bright side i created two images that are like#perfect aspect ratios to be phone wallpapers and desktop wallpapers#garganacl#remember when that was a big trend?? creating phone and desktop wallpapers. that used to be a big thing i feel like#i used to change my wallpapers like every other day. but nowadays i just sorta settled on some that i never change#and it basically was like. one day i just stopped changing it. which means whichever one i landed on just stuck#on my phone it's some deltarune wallpaper on my home screen and some nice espeon art‚ both of whom the artists' names i forget#and on my desktop it's this real nice outer wilds graphic with all the planets by this evanly individual on reddit#i know. reddit. sue me. i think i just got it from googling “outer wilds wallpaper” and seeing one that was pretty and then it just#stuck. and now i'm still using it#this is not about garganacl??? it's a fucking pokémon i already exhausted all my things to say in the previous two evolutions#i feel like i do this for three stagers and then i have nothing to say for the third stage
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@wolfstarmicrofic September 20 - prompt 20: Centaur [word count 716]
It had been the first thing James had said on the train that September 1st: the now-renown Marauders couldn’t go their whole second year at Hogwarts without setting foot in the Forbidden Forest. So there they were, one cold October night, sneaking through the trees, their wands lighting the path.
“Okay, we’ve seen it, can we go back now?” Peter whispered.
“Come on Pete, where’s your sense of adventure?” James asked.
“In my bed as I should be,” Peter mumbled. “And this path is too narrow.”
“There’s a clearing a bit ahead,” Remus said distractedly.
As soon as the words left his mouth, he felt the stare of his friends and froze. He had missed them so much over that first summer apart he was growing careless around them. No need for them to know the wolf’s nose could detect a place in a forest from miles away. No need for him to lose the only friends he had ever had once they found out he was a monster.
“Remus darling,” James smirked. “Have you been exploring the Forest without us?”
“Of course not, I’m from Wales, I know about forests,” Remus answered quickly. “Come on, let’s go.”
He sat out again, looking away from Sirius who was detailing him with a piercing gaze. And after a couple of minutes, there it was, the beautiful clearing with a glorious view of the starry sky, the moon reflecting itself in the pond. Beautiful, and peaceful and clearly occupied by the figure leaning over the pond.
“It’s a Centaur!” James whispered way too loud.
Remus cringed as the Centaur looked up at them.
“That I am, James Fleamont Potter,” he smiled benevolently.
“You know my name?”
“My people have been blessed with the gifts of Prophecy and Intuition so yes, I know all your names. Mine is Firenze.”
“Like the Italian town?” Sirius blurted out, and Remus cringed even more.
“Who knows, Sirius Orion Black,” Firenze smiled. “Maybe the town is named after me. Both Past and Future are so complicated for you humans after all.”
“So you could tell us our future?” Peter asked.
“I’m so sorry, sir,” Remus clamped his hand on Peter’s mouth. “We’ll leave you be, sorry again for bothering you.”
“You’re not bothering me, Remus John Lupin,” Firenze chuckled, then he turned to Peter. “I am not allowed to tell you your future, Peter Edmund Pettigrew, but I could offer you a sentence to accompany you through life. It may help you, or not, you may never know its significance or realise it too late. Would you like that?”
As the others nodded, Remus shook his head vigorously. However vague, he didn’t want any sentence telling him how shitty his life would be.
“Sirius Orion Black,” Firenze fixed his gaze on Sirius. “Remember that the Walpurgisnacht won’t devour the heart in the end, nor will it engulf the light.”
Sirius shivered, his hand reaching out to clutch Remus’s as the Centaur turned to Peter.
“Peter Edmund Pettigrew. Remember that fear can save as well as destroy, as the tiniest animal like the termite can destroy a whole wooden house.”
Peter frowned and Firenze turned to James, who was almost bouncing with excitement.
“James Fleamont Potter. Always remember to get up with your hands full,” the Centaur seemed to linger on James’s confused face, then gracefully inclined his head. “And now I shall bid you good night, young humans.”
As Remus made to follow his friends away from the clearing, he turned around one last time to look back at the Centaur.
“Remus John Lupin,” Firenze smiled.
“I don’t want to know my future.”
“I know. I just want you to know you will always be welcome under these trees, despite what you think.”
Remus swallowed, looking deep into those clear eyes.
“You… You know?” his voice was strangled.
“We always know our own. You have found some good friends, Remus John Lupin, cherish them. And remember that even now, the star always needs the moon.”
Feeling his cheeks heat up, Remus nodded and ran after the others. When he had caught up with them, Sirius slid his hand in his again.
“You were limping the other day, I don’t want you to fall,” he said.
“Thank you,” Remus answered, his heart beating faster.
#I changed like three times Peter's middle name because WE STILL HAVEN'T GIVEN HIM ONE#yes I'm aware I named him after two kings of Narnia sue me#my other option was Clarence (hello Narnia again) and not even Peter deserves this#I like the idea that years later Firenze saw Harry and remembered his father#also second year wolfstar already falling for each other they're so cute#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#marauders#marauders era#james potter#peter pettigrew#forbidden forest#the marauders#the marauders era
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Do you think there’s a chance OPLA will make non canonical ships into canon? I saw people noticing zo/lu got a lot more obsessed with each other scenes together and said it’s possible. Or mish/anks with how the actor openly supports the ships, with likes, comments, being open to fan bringing it up. What do you think?
Nah 😭 First things first, I HIGHLY doubt our dearest (sarcastically) (derogatory) Net*lix is going to make queer couples if it's not necessary. We're lucky we didn't get the show canceled with the amount of sapphic energy Nami and Kaya had going on, honestly. Two girls holding hands is enough to get a show canceled on that platform. And if they do make queer couples canon they're not going to be between the main characters, keeping in mind how much they're risking doing so.
And also,, I don't want any of the ships to be canon, either. The whole point is to not make romance between the straw hats in canon so it doesn't take the spotlight of their development and you view their dynamics however you want. I'd be annoyed if something as awesome as the next arcs that are to come get sidelined because Net*lix wanted romance. I mean, I wouldn't be annoyed if they made Namivivi canon or at least confirm some main characters to be queer, but it just feels like they'd do it to put their "we are so woke and cool we made your favorite character LGBT" pin and then... Do nothing about it later. As per side characters, idk, maybe there are some non-canon couples here and there and I don't really care but I wouldn't want it to be with the main characters. Especially with Luffy. Do not touch Luffy.
Luffy has such deep bonds with all characters in different ways, and you can see them as romantic, but making it canon just takes away that magic by putting a label on his feelings, something that I feel he wouldn't even do.
Worst case scenario they make Vivi x Koza or Zoro x Nami canon because if Net*lix doesn't have its daily unnecessary romance in shows it dies or smth.
So I don't think it's happening and I don't even want it to happen. The next arcs are so damn good and I really don't want to have to deal with ship wars or shit like that next season.
#please leave the characters the way they are i am begging you#the only exception is kaya and usopp because their relationship was already romantic coded everywhere and it doesn't change anything#but have you seen the amount of scenes zoro and nami have together???? i am so scared there is someone there wanting to make them canon#i'd directly stop watching babes you wouldn't see me talking about the show again#i mean i already don't really like opla so that'd be another reason#look the only ship i can get behind on season 2 is namivivi bc we barely have sapphics and every damn show with girls kissing gets canceled#and also because their relationship is extremely romantic too and it wouldn't change the dynamics of the crew and i'd understand#but it's not going to happen so i'm just here accepting it#also if luffy gets paired up with somebody i will personally go to the studio and sue them somehow idk how but somehow#one piece#opla#one piece live action#ask-bean!
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#patreon#announcement#yes i know the style changes like four times sue me LOL#i always feel bad advertising my patreon but i'm more confident in it now i suppose#plus my need for food wins over my anxiety lol
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We need to kill the guy who wrote the child scene in in book 7 because it is gating people from enjoying one of the coolest fe villains of all time.
#fire emblem heroes#its not even that I think anything about the storyline needs to be changed its literally just the joke#about having a child with her. thats not even really what the ritual is Heidr pops out of light as a fully formed god#Gullveig I'm so sorry your storyline about being a victim is bogged down by *gestures* all that.#I know that this isn't exactly a high bar to clear but I love time travel stories so sue me
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I hate this common fandom headcanon of "if Merlin had told Morgana about his magic she wouldn't have turned dark" for countless reasons but the worst really gotta be the underlying "if only the man had deigned himself to help her, she would've made better choices uwu" like oh my god let women have some goddamn agency even if that agency manifests as bad choices I am begging
#bbcm#again i can probably name you 5 other reasons I think it really is THE headcanon I loathe most I'm not even sorry#unpopular opinion i know i know sue me#mona rambles#like i genuinely 100% believe it would not have changed a goddamn fucking thing. maybe for 3 episodes but long-term?? no way
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I woke up to this and am really thinking about this
#this guy proudly proclaims being an ''extremely progressive bisexual interested in expanding democracy & ending poverty''#how progressive and effective in ending poverty by ranting about helping OTHER countries when natural disasters destroyed all the resources#what do I expect from someone that brings up democracy unironically though#when these people realize you gotta make change for your OWN place of living first if you wanna have this mindset I will know peace#sounds like my damn mother if she wasn't racist you gotta choose something to put work into and stop fretting over the whole world#yeah it fucking sucks and needs to be addressed but what are you gonna do by bitching on a fascist social media site?#you're not ending world hunger by ignoring the very people you spout performative nonsense in the name of#you may be a POC too sir but in the end you are also American you're not immune to what the Residue(tm) did to POC here#sue me for saying I don't really keep up with most politics because I can't vote or anything but fuck even I know this shit#care about politics and changing lives? do something to make that happen because bitching ion the internet isn't changing anything#I'm not even fucking mad I'm just in AWE because I've NEVER encountered one of these people responding to ME before#I'm speechless yet have so much to say because I got this reminder that this really isn't deemed common sense like it is to me#this is my most popular tweet too and it's a damn political reply I'm kinda pissed at that though dhyuigbfuyh#EDIT I JUST REALIZED THAT HE'S NOT EVEN GOT ANY AUTHORITY TO SPEAK ON THIS SHIT BECAUSE HE'S 4TH GEN ARLINGTONIAN#say to my Native ass that the fascist regime should collapse by destroying the whole country to help the reservations boy#you're throwing yourself into the gringo corner of your own volition this is too funny
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There are a couple tropes I really love in the space of Miraculous Ladybug fan works, but quite possibly my favorite is when the miraculous holders just get creature from using their powers.
Like yeah, I would say that hosting the power of an abstract concept given sentience, that got shoved into the shape of an animal and bound to a piece of jewelry, would kinda mess with your body a bit.
The little bit of this we get in canon is basically that Adrien loves being a cat and the whole Tikki munches incident.
But I love it when people give them ears and wings and tails, give them eyes that aren't quite human anymore. Fuck with their gender and their sense of body. Sometimes it's body horror, sometimes it's just aesthetic. Love it either way.
I just think it's so fun, a lot of the time it's combined with the like "when a holder and the kawami really respect and bond with each other there's nothing that can be done except having magic bleed into the holder" I think that's fun, but also just making the animal of the kwami a bigger deal is fun. Like if you're going to make it a ladybug you might as well give her wings and antenna and mirrored eyes.
#yes I do like ml#there's just so many characters I like to mess with in my head#also sue me I'm trans and have a certain respect for body horror. for the forced change of your physical self especially when you chose it#anyway I alwasys ramble in the tags#I set up this side blog to hide random writing thoughts I had and oh boy do I have a lot and none of them are on here#and recenetly (and by recently I mean like the past year) I've been hit with so many ml thoughts)#they're all gay#and some of them are cohesive#actually a lot of them revolve around chloe and au's where she gets a meaningful improvement arc#give that gay girl intresting stuff#miraculous ladybug#ml#although one of my ideas is also my very fun very gender take of ml where to conceal their identities ladybug and chat start pretending#to be different people under the masks like they don't need to like explicitly say. they just#switch costumes a lot and they like slyly hint at maybe theres dozens of people who pass around the miraculous to make sure that their#Identities are always safe#and to support the act they also start changing the genders they present as as holders. everyone is like “it's clearly multiple people”#and during this process marinette and Adrien are both like slowly having personal gender revelations#and gabe is like tearing his hair out over having to fight this secret group of superheros that he can never find or catch#but he's still just getting his ass kicked by two kids who're doing the world's most successful costumes change bits#it's like those “fake dating” tropes where they're like “oh but we really do love each other” but with gender#“oh I've got a great idea lets pretend to be different genders sometimes”#cut to “hmh ok so I think I'm not pretending anymore”#oh I do always ramble in the tags
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#creator speaks#a funny i saw on my twitter thought i should insert my ship into it 👍👍👍#WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL *IS* A TUMBLR POST but oh well#man the thoughts that simmered in my head in the past year and a half over them and how her inclusion kinda changes the story...#lol ik i always “speak” of it and discord besties would know a little more than those who aren't but i digress#i love it i love the thought of just...Madison putting so much of her faith and trust and love in them that she just becomes loyal to them#helping their cause and personal issues wanting to be a reliable friend and loved one to them#(probably the abandonment issues that's operating in that brain of hers lmao but) she just wants to stay by their side !!#and hope that they let her stay there in the years of them growing up together#somewhere in the messy notes in my brain and in my laptop's notepad did i think far in changing their overall fate to make the ending happy#but i just feel like that's just gonna stay there or be discussed in really tight circles IF i feel like sharing it hehu#i feel like madison and me inserting her into the jojo universe as a sort of “fix-it” tool is one that araki and many others wld surely hat#HAHAHAHAHA#when my notes and lore try to go against the biggest theme of fate in the series and how we're destined to go through it-#-that it can't be changed. how the joestars are cursed yadda yadda#i'm so normcore domestic life happy ending mary sue fix it canon divergence pilled okay !!!#i want both jotaro and kakyoin to be happy and alive !!! and making that possible by inserting my lame ass op oc 😎😎😎#HAHAHAH whatever i'll stop yapping <33
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Just spent several minutes agonizing over the timeline of Accidental Siblings and tweaked parts of my fic yet again to match the canonical timeline better
#back when i first wrote it i had no idea of when anything happened at all post-wc#and i didn't give enough of a damn to properly research#sue me i was 17#so anyone who's read the very FIRST version of accidental siblings up to chapter 19 or 20 before my 6-year hiatus#you will know i very heavily changed the first part of the fic that had the most frequent references to the time of year it was#which in turn changed some of the scenes i wrote early on because the reasoning for certain plot points no longer made sense#it was nothing i didn't find a way to work around but still#i like being canon compliant very much so that's why i had to rework so much of the fic before i could share it on my page back in january#and even now i'm still making minor adjustments to fix the inconsistencies#ahhhhhhh it bothers me so much#sorry to anyone reading that may be thrown off by the changes but they had to be made!#i thought that even if the timeline wasn't super compliant i would be fine with that#but i don't wanna commit to an incorrect timeline so sorry#anyway lemme stop rambling hhhhh#kuroko no basket#knb fanfic#accidental siblings
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god give me the strength to not be weird about it
#if i thought the calamity post was actually going to get reblogs i would have cut out the beginning 💥💥💥💥#aspen tag#i don't think it'll change anything for reblogs if i edit it. is the thing.#but the seed is there now and it will continue to be under my skin until i do something about it#sighs. i am so well in the head i think#........ fuck it i'm editing it#maybe it will not matter for anyone else but it will matter for shutting my brain up and that is as good of a benefit as any#certified aspenpost#<- it's a good sentence. sue me
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Bless @ladamereveuse for helping me with my new icon border <3 I am so in love with it now I can't stop staring.
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