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Hello! Welcome to the Blue and Violet Ask Blog!
As you might have guessed, this is an ask blog where you can ask the Mayor (Blue) and Macaque (Violet) from LMK questions! However, before anything else, there are a few things that you need to know.
General Things:
First things first, if you are not aware already, this blog is not based 'completely' on LMK canon! Instead, it is directly based and linked to the Blue and Violet Fanfiction series on AO3. Written by yours truly, me (haha!). Link to the fic series is in the bio/under the header. If you want to ask questions, please make sure you are up to date with all the chapters in ALL the fics in the series. (Also by the way YES THIS IS SHADOWPUPPET >:DDDD. If you don't like it and have a desire to assert your opinion regarding that? Then please, I kindly ask that you do not interact with this blog for your sake, my sake, and for the sake of everyone else who might want to enjoy this. Thank you :))).)
What this means is that the only things that Macaque and Mayor have experienced is within the context of this fanfiction series (which contains lots of establishment of how they know each other and their perspectives during seasons 1-3). Therefore, you definitely cannot ask these two about season four related things, because it hasn't happened to them yet!
Due to this, this blog will follow the timeline and events of what happens in the newest instalment of the series, 'Winter Mornings, Summer Nights' (previously, it was 'Colours'). After every chapter is posted, you will be able to ask Macaque and Mayor questions relating to what had happened to them in that chapter or any events prior in the fic series.
IMPORTANT: Whatever happens in this ask blog is NOT canon to the fic series. However, what happens in the fic series directly affects this blog. This means that nothing you ask or say on this blog will affect the Blue and Violet storyline.
Rules (or just... things to remember?) Regarding Asks:
I think I will be able to answer every question that you all submit. However, if I find a question too offensive, too uncomfortable, too strange (meaning I just don't understand it :'D) or something that will potentially spoil the future events of the fic series, then I will have to unfortunately ignore the ask. Either that, or I simply answer the ask with a silly picture of some sorts. On that note, please don't ask any character or me what will happen next! They probably don't know either! You'll all just have to wait and see ;D.
You can ask both Macaque and Mayor any questions you desire. However, I would highly recommend with each chapter posted, we stick to asking questions to whomever the new chapter's POV is in!
Also, if you wanted, you could also ask side characters any questions you wanted! Like Baihe, or any one of my OC's for Mayor's side of the story. But, keep in mind that this is technically a Shadowpuppet ask blog XDDD thus, they should be the main focus.
Not only can you ask the characters questions, but you can also just ask me questions about the series in general? Or just... Say something I guess? I've had people do that on my main blog, and it always makes me happy to see that people like what I am writing!
I will be honest, I am not expecting many asks to come to this blog. But, on the off chance I am overloaded with asks, please know that I can only work so fast! If it really does get too much I will temporarily shut the ask box, but I will make sure that every ask is answered to the best of my ability (Update: I look back on this statement and I realise oh how so very naive I had been)!
IMPORTANT: As of right now, it seems I should be able to answer one-two questions per day (although it could be less frequent due to potential circumstances in the future) so keep that in mind!
After experimenting with the ask box I have decided that the box will be open for 24 hours whenever it opens! This is just so that people from different time zones can like, have an equal chance to get something in if they want, haha. No cap limit on the box for now, just go wild!
Master List of Asks :D (WIP)
Key:
💙- Mayor
💜 - Macaque
🩷 - Baihe/LBD's Hostess (because of how many times she appears, she deserves her own key, haha :DDD)
Colours
Chapter One Asks 💜🩷
Chapter Two Asks 💙
Chapter Three Asks 💜🩷
Chapter Four Asks 💙
Chapter Five Asks 💜(🩷)
Chapter Six Asks 💙💜🩷
Chapter Seven Asks 💙💜🩷
Chapter Eight Asks 💙
Chapter Nine Asks 💜🩷
Chapter Ten Asks 💙
Chapter Eleven Asks 💙
Chapter Twelve Asks 💜
Chapter Thirteen Asks 💙
Chapter Fourteen Asks 💙💜
Winter Mornings, Summer Nights (Announcement Post)
Chapter One Asks 💜
Chapter Two Asks 💙💜
Chapter Three Asks 💙
Chapter Four Asks 💙💜
Chapter Five Asks 💜(💙)
Chapter Six Asks 💙💜
Chapter 'Seven' (now Eight on AO3) Asks 💙💜
Chapter 'Eight' (now Seven on AO3)💙💜🩷
Chapter Nine 💜💙
Chapter Ten 💙💜
Chapter Eleven 💜🩷
Chapter Twelve 💙💜
Chapter Thirteen 💙💜
Chapter Fourteen 💙💜
Chapter Fifteen 💙💜
Chapter Sixteen 💙💜
Chapter Seventeen 💙💜
AND THAT'S IT! I... think? This post will update as time goes on the more and more I learn how to help this blog function to the best of its ability. So please check this pinned post every time before you ask a question :DDD.
#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#I'm ngl I'm kinda scared to do this#but the worst thing that can happen is if nobody asks questions lmao#that to be fair thats okay#I don't mind#its just less work for me to do haha#ask blog#blue and violet
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"what do hands mean about a character?"
Their hands mean they love eachother
(webcomic)
#i almost wrote 'source' instead of 'webcomic'#that's a little twitter brain rot right there ngl#it's so bad on twitter rn yall like#straight up isn't showing my posts to my followers anymore#and art in general does. so much worse when it's actually the artist posting them#like provably art performs better when the artist pretends they stole it...#so so so glad I'm still on tumblr LMFAO#every time i use twitter i take psychic damage#'ohhhh why do you still use it' everyone is asking me this#my job. is to post art#kinda gotta post#I mean. ok that's not my job#you know this and I know this#but it's an important part of my career#its gonna be my job after i leave webtoon tho#god i hope that works#im so scared#LMAOOOO#anyways. these hands look good as hell#i think all the hands i draw look good#caus i love hands#but i loooove drawing hand holding...#the amount you can say with how a hand touches another.#im gonna be thriving with wwl#cause they have to hold hands or hell die#pump it into my veins#ok i can tell my bf js getting annoyed ive had my phone on for 3 hours in bed by#time and time again#adam and Steve#webtoon originals
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Day 28!!! (Which I actually did on day 2 cause I couldnt contain myself-)
Does this count as ender dragon? I saw the opportunity to link one of my aus and I COULD NOT OASS IT JP-
Mcsmtober by @bumpkin-bug
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm jack#jack mcsm#clemont_ine#Mcsmtober#mcsm au#I LOCKED IN.#THIS KINDA ATE IM NGL-#Fun fact I'm writing these tags on the second. I'm hoping this still slaps when I go to post it-#UPDATE IT STILL SLAPS LETS GOOOO#I'm meant to do some scare acting later today pray for me guys#Real ones know that I jump at EVERYTHNNG#the children are gonna scare me more than I scare them 😭😭😭
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An idea I had for a different Rob desing . .
#Ngl I only did this because I wanted to have an idea on what should Rob look like in my brother's videogame#Because on his game there exists this place very similar to The Void and I asked him if he could add Rob in there and he said he could#But if he was gonna do it I had to change his desing so#yk- Copyright doesn't kill him#I tried to make it different but i'm not sure if it's different enough and that worries me#Buuuuuut aside from that I LOVE this drawing so much srs ^^#It kinda scared me to share it here though#Idk I felt it would be kinda cringe and maybe you all won't like it but whatever I have to keep this account alive somehow#i'm also travelling so that's why I won't be able to draw as much#(though i'll probably procastinate on it because I have no ideas)#the amazing world of gumball#tawog#tawog rob#rob tawog#my art
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semi-heavy adhd vent tw 🫢🫢
personally of the opinion that the worst thing about adhd is the subtlety. we joke abt how obvious and silly it is but its barely visible 95% of the time.
& u spend your whole life not knowing if the mental struggle you have doing basic shit is what everyone deals with or if something's wrong. even when you KNOW you have adhd and even have it TREATED you STILL don't know if you're having a normal amount of obstacles.
i've been on meds for two years now and i just spent a whole fucking summer semester not sure if i was having adhd burnout or if my meds weren't working or if i was actually just being lazy. i think its all three, but who knows! and now i have a final tomorrow that i have to pass and i dont know if i can because i could barely fucking do any work all semester.
this happens like every year/semester but this one particularly stings cause it was supposed to be really good this time!! lots of free time, one class to worry about, the best nd-friendly note-taking system i've ever used, lots of flexibility, and friends to spend time with. it was even a science class!! chem, not bio, but better than non-science, right? but apparently, the only way i can ever stay motivated and on the ball is if im chained to a super-stressful and merciless schedule. so i have to choose between my long-term success and my mental health!!
i don't envy neurotypicals for the weird fucking ways they operate sometimes but good lord fucking jesus it sounds nice to be able to do things. i feel like a loaded gun with a busted trigger; i have all these amazing ideas and well-thought-out schedules and all the passion and desperation to follow through, but my brain and body just. won't. do it.
#vent#adhd#im really freaking out ngl but i will pull through because i HAVE to#i did the math and as long as i get like a 50 on this test i will almost definitely pass#but i'd at least like a -B#im just trying to find a way to be productive without destroying myself#cause i tried the insanely busy routine in the spring semester of my senior year of highschool and it worked!!#but i was sickly and exhausted and losing weight and everyone but me noticed#i kinda promised my friends not to do that to myself again#god i hate having adhd sometimes FUCK#i keep telling myself im only 18 and i'm still figuring out my adhd and unlearning the habits i learned growing up to survive#and that a lot of people do stupid shit and struggle in college even WITHOUT adhd#but omg how long is it going to take until i can rely on myself#im really scared im never gonna figure it out and i wont be able to do the things i wanna do#i just wanna sit in a lab all day and research cells or some shit man!! put me in a room full of bugs or worms or something!! jesus!!#this isn't the fun witty adhd stuff i like posting about but hey at least my brethren out there will be able to relate :)#adhd student#adhd struggles#adhd mood#adhd problems#neurodivergent#neurodivergent student#college#stem student#buggie's nerd stuff
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— Y'know what, I'm going to make my John askblog real. I was thinking a lot about it since I barely know how to handle one, and the last ask-blog I did didn't go really well and I felt weird because i'm bad at trying to stay as Canon as possible/make it interesting. But I really do want to make this work. So i'll guess i'll just make more art and plan my ideas out for it and try to actually make it work? (even if I think i'm really bad at trying to not be ooc).
#I have a whole idea about what's it about#it would be like more of an au thingy that I have in mind#but nothing too oc#i'm just too nervous to interact and do an ask blog again#i'm kinda scared about trying to do that ngl…#homestuck#john egbert#ask blog
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Um so this is kinda smthing I wanted to put out here and even though I know my followers are lgbt friendly I want them to know that i am not from an lgbt friendly country so i just wanted to get this off my chest, i am not straight i dont know if im lesbian or bisexual but i always feel like kind of an outcast because of the fact that i am from a country that does not support such and it always makes me feel terrible so i dunno some likes,reblogs or even support would be nice i guess? Sometimes I even go to the LGBTnigerian or lgbtafrica tag in tiktok to not feel left out and to not feel like an outcast but man is it a different feeling of loneliness and depression, the fact I could get arrested for just making this very post if someone found out and decided to report it to the police plus the fact that there is an organisation of ppl in Nigeria finding LGBT Nigerians and blackmailing them for money so i dunno i might delete this later but I just wanted to get this out, love you guys
#I was also kinda contemplating making a certain character from my indie-show gay actually#But I'm kinda scared NGL#Even if I want to do that I have to do it very discretely#But rlly you guys support is all I need#Support would be nice#Thank you!#It can be lonely here sometimes#That online is the only place I can be myself#I wouldn't wish this on my enemies fr#And the fact that I know I might never date the girl I want hurts me seriously#I mean I could go for a guy but idk it wouldn't give me the same feeling#I'll tag this as both lesbi and bi since I'm still figuring myself out#Gay#LGBT#Lesbian#Bisexual#coming out#Revealing myself.... I guess?
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Um actually, I inhereted all my "masculine" attributes from my mom, so jot that down
#when you're a woman they call that being a bitch#ngl i kinda like it I'm gonna keep that part of ~womanhood~#my dad is very passive and emotional. when he's sad my mom and I get confused and a lil scared#not because there's a reason to be scared we're just both emotionally stunted#and don't know what to do#she's the reason I'm so direct and never let anybody walk all over me#(affectionate)
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Hey guys
Sorry for the inactivity, but it turns out that Tumblr is banned in the country I'm in 💀
SO LOGGING IN IS KINDA PRECIOUS RN I'll only log in when I wanna make a post or the rare times I want to check up on how you guys are doing I'm so sorry again, I was trying to figure out why Tumblr disappeared from the app store lol turns out it's just the place I'm in Stay safe you guys and I hope they unban tumblr because dammit this was one of my favorite apps 😭 (check tags if you wanna message me on discord cause that's the only place I'm active at lol)
#ayah's shit#non hphm#THIS IS SO RANDOM I'M SORRY#I WAS SO WORRIED#THIS SCARED ME SHITLESS#If you wanna message me#discord is the place to go#my discord username is ayahbahaha#send me a friend request and please do tell me who you are#On a completely unrelated note#I'm fine and not dead#doing AP courses and working my butt of#been kinda working on my art but not much improvement there ngl
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those past few days are really testing my patience with some of the takes and opinions i've seen on the internet and i'm so fucking done with all of this i just want to delete all my accounts from everywhere and live somewhere in the woods (as far away from russia as i can) and to never come in contact with another human being again
#i'm so exhausted i just have to rant even tho nobody will care#i have some trouble sleeping because i'm either waiting for another attack to happen#or reading the news about dozens of missiles flying at my country#or hiding in the bathroom while listening to explosions because it's supposed to be the safest place in our appartment#and then i open social media and see all the destruction and casualties and deaths that happened overnight#and at the same time i see people adoring and praising and defending russians and their culture and language#and creaming themselves because of their “mysterious russian soul”#and telling ukrainians that they are stupid and toxic and that what they feel about their killers and occupiers is wrong#well newsflash y'all#russian culture is nothing but blood and death#russian language is nothing but blood and death#it's not just fucking putin doing all of this shit#he wasn't there when ukrainian nation and culture and language were oppressed for literal fucking centuries#did russia invent human cloning for putin to be all those soldiers at the frontline and all those people building drones and missiles?#open your fucking eyes and think for a fucking second#i go to sleep every night fearing that i may not wake up#and then in the morning i see people admiring russians and foaming at the mouths defending them#and then also fucking michael sheen of all people sending his love to them#and i become so insanely pissed#get a fucking reality check#i'm so sick of people excusing russia and its actions#once again guess i'm a walking big bad angry ukrainian stereotype#well that's what war does to you#i won't wish for anyone to experience this but also it may be the only thing that makes some people aware of what a rotten thing russia is#i'm so done and i don't want to feel all of this and i don't want to be a human and i don't want to have thoughts#maybe it's for the best if a missile flies into my room so i won't have to be here any longer and witness all of this shit#(it's a thought i've been having lately and ngl it kinda scares me)#ukraine#russia is a terrorist state#btw i've just discovered there's a limit of 30 tags
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saw a really fun show tonight! got home took pee and became an ex-member of the never passed out club
#it's oversharing time on tumblr bc I'm a little freaked and have never fainted before haha#we got home and I just suddenly got a lot of pelvic discomfort and nausea like food poisoning#at some point I was thinking oh better go tell my mum in case she needs the bathroom/wondering why I've been up there a while#hey listen don't come upstairs I'm gonna poop massively#and apparently I did actually do that. but I don't remember because the next thing I saw was her looking over me on the floor downstairs#so I still feel like I dreamt that conversation and also the first few things said to me waking up#which is probably normal for passing out right.#really surreal and not a fun thing to happen. fortunately only happened for a few seconds but felt like I was out longer#I'm sure experienced faintees are looking at this as no big deal but it kinda shook me ngl#I'm better so I think I'm just dehydrated (I do drink through the day. maybe it's still not enough as it should be tho?)#but apparently I went grey and blue lipped which is just scary for everyone! I'm ok now#I'm just lying here searching my symptoms and going hm. fascinsting like a cartoon scientist in-between being dramatic and scared#I never did poop
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What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in?
I never actually lose interest in something. Sadly, my brain just works in a way that I absolutely have to put the 100% of my energy and free time on the thing I'm currently brain rotting or else I can't even concentrate :'// but I always loved all my projects, and I continue to do so even when it seems I'm not thinking about them anymore.
The moment I overcome brainrot I'll be so powerful, guys.
That said, insted of "lost interest", I'd say "lost against weakness of the mind". And in this case, one I regret not finishing (but not forgetting, as I still have all my file saved for when I feel like working on it), is my beloved Nier: Submas!AU y_y I still have a little comic to finish that would wrap everything nice and clean AND I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH THE CONCEPT OF IT. I swear I'll finish it. The "?" on AO3 is hunting me.
Another little thing that I'm really sad of not concluding is the "Swan Song" from The Mechs animation I started some years ago and I never finished because it was too much difficult for me to do.
#ngl this ask kinda made me sad because I remembered all the things i never finished#and reminded me why i'm so scared of trying doing more longer projects now with the trigun brainrot#i'd hate to never finish what i have in mind#but i'm gonna overcome this#because is always better finished than perfect!#so thank you for the ask!!! this is a good reminder for what i want to improve!
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i remembered this morning i was trying to help with preparing materials for cny deco, and @colt-peacemaker was being a lovely dj by playing songs i know, so i was like quietly singign along........ and then my friend next to me said (out of nowhere) i had a pretty singing voice and it was so sudden but i. i wanted to melt and dissolve and cry??!? cuz that was SO SWEET of her?!? i was giddy and happy for the rest of the deco and dj session heurheuheee ☺️
#[ mio talks aloud: ]#like unless its with that one rlly close friend i have#or by myself#im kinda. insecure with ppl listening to me sing cuz i don't know the proper singing techniques#and i'm scared ppl are like “HEY YOU'RE OFF KEY” or cringe and i don;t like judgement so ARSHDFHHG#but i love karaoke-ing#so like ??!?!??1 what do i feel#(IS THIS CONSIDERED OVERSHARING LMFOAOFO)#anyways!#i love my friends#i shld bring them to karaoke and serenade them (with their consent) ngl!!!!
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... 📓🖊
#my mom has started talking abt moving...#and it is kinda ridiculous because i'll be 25 soon. and i'm still clinging onto my mother#i *want* to be independent and live on my own. but i think i'm too weak to do it.#and her just talking about moving away soon makes me feel extreme dread and fear...#(she also says i should stay in this apartment and have it on my own. she says it in a loving way tho. she wants me to grow up)#(but i dont want to.... so many parts of my childhood are missing from me. i dont think i can)#(the thought of being resonsible for rent... finding a job... fear of being without a home.. too much)#i dont want to... and if i dont live with my mother i'll have NO ONE to talk to#i'll be so lonely... for real... i will probably not talk with anyone at all. and just spend my existence on my own#my mom is the only one i have... how can i live without her???? she's also my only friend#what am i gonna do what am i gonna do... im so scared#i feel so alone :((#i dont know how im gonna fix this or what im gonna do#when i talk to my mom... she's understanding she is. but we both know i cant spend the rest of my life living with her#she also wants her own life T-T and it'd be embarrassing to stick with her thru my entire 20s... 30s.. 40s... idk#i have to be on my own but i dont want to#im also scared that with my avpd... i'll grow distant from her and never feel truly connected to her again#she doesnt understand my personality disorder. even if i try to explain she just dont get it!!!!#i'll always be alone and disconnnected from everyone. esp if i dont even have my mom...#i just wanna d1e ngl.. :(#💭diary
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my dad just played a bit of Nothing Else Matters just now on guitar he's so cool
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#heyy i am shy with music with my dad ngl. he's the guy who really got me into music after all#on our trip like a couple of weeks ago tho? he now knows my top 3 favs are the 1975 and hozier and mcr ^___^#today apparently his coworker was like hey anyone wna come with to mcr concert! and i got rlly excited and like damn but it was in aus so..#and then mom asked if that was a kdrama LMFAOOO and then dad said no theyre emo band..... hes not wrong but i tried to say theyre punk rock#he said No They're Emo LMFAOOOOO i suppose he's not wrong. anyway#idk i really want to learn guitar uh it's good i have my dad who can possibly help out but id rather he not tbh!#+ also uhh we were walking around the other day talking about courses and he was like maybe music (for non-quota course but idk anymore lol#it's complicated) but he was like. music nah bcs you guys arent really musically inclined/talented (?) i forgor anyway a bit taken aback but#hes right unfortunately...? used to play piano as kids. doesnt feel like long ago but it was ages ago#and then i wanted a guitar and we got one but since then i've learned only like 2 chords and it's been over a year now i think. or almost.#idk anymore tbh! time crazy but anyway i will do my best fr. with everything. gah#i'll be honest i kinda really do want to pursue music actually but i'm terrified and confused? uhh complicated complicated complicated frfr#its an acoustic guitar btw. might have been easier if it were electric bcs damn its hard for me to place my fingers right#+ i think theyre cooler but not the point! if i do learn the guitar dad said we cld maybe buy an electric one or a bass so... ^___^#anyway i think mom is warming up to cats and we might convince her more soon to. yk. allow us to adopt#not buy! i want to adopt. i love cats they deserve everything but i also really love dogs sobbing but moms scared so its fine#i forgot my other thought oh my god goodbye#oh. right! violin! lune likes the violin and considering we now know its our moms fav instrument we may convince her to let lune learn ?!
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