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I brought kafka home (hsr)
at pity 20
and my first 5 star was bronya
i think im lucky for once
#honkai star rail#hsr kafka#bronya hsr#I'm lucky now#someone at hoyoverse just got fired because of me#like im the same person who got scara at pity 88 after losing the first 50/50 at pity 86
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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"You can only be jealous of someone who has something you think you ought to have yourself." Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale
#art donaldson becoming the most interesting character to me#i'm just obsessed with his jealousy and desires#he's so opaque bc he rarely speaks up but he's an open book when you know how to read him#that much jealousy should have consumed him entirely from the inside we're lucky he's still standing#“was anyone going to tell me about this parallel or was i supposed to notice it by myself?”#i say as never check the tag bc i'm easily annoyed#this seems like an obvious parallel considering the next scene that happens with tashi but i never realized it before now oops#nasty snake donaldson they will never take you away from me!!#art donaldson#tashi duncan#patrick zweig#challengers
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I DID IT I GOT MY PINK HAYATE now I am never doing that again!
(at least until they give me, like, a frilly unicorn Kamui or something)
#art#ride kamens#last note#i did this SO fast i'm sorry#i was just so excited i actually managed it!#look as a super casual f2p player who has never made a chaostone higher than a+#350k points is a frikkin ACHIEVEMENT#but how could i say no when i got lucky enough to pull the fancy ribbons-and-lace birdboy#and then they tell me i can turn him pink on top of that?#(i'm definitely not still bitter about missing out on a certain other card in another game NOPE)#plus. i mean. i also just kinda wanted to see if i could.#but now i have pretty pink perfume hayate on my home screen and i am Fulfilled#i haven't even read the story yet because i've been so focused on grinding out tickets i have NO context for why he is so fancy#now i have literally thousands of event seals i have to figure out what to do with in the next few hours. hm.#i also have to keep telling myself to save my diamonds and not do just oooone more pull to see if i can get a shion to turn blue...#it's not going to happen and it's not worth it#but whaaaat iiiif...
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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Idk I just wanted to draw him with long hair
#when it's 2023 and you're experiencing Bleach for the first time#I have a bit of a love hate relationship with this series xD#Buuut in fact I'm lucky that I've only been watching anime for a few years now.#A lot of interesting series with interesting characters are still waiting for me.#my art#anime#bleach#hirako shinji#It's funny that at first I hated his character and now he's one of my favs in this anime
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some new sad girl guy spring dialogue for sebby!
also bonus bc its summer 13 now and i already gave him a bouquet
#I was at 5 hearts on spring day 23 year 1#as it turns out if you're lucky you can get a ton of flounder really early now to give him a lot of liked gifts#i'm like 99% sure these are new#i dont recall seeing them before with OR without mods#I'm playing without mods rn tho#stardew valley#sebastian stardew valley#sdv spoilers#1.6 spoilers#1.6 update#stardew valley 1.6#sdv 1.6#like every time i've asked seb out before its been 'i cant believe you feel the same way' so like#i'm FAIRLY positive this is new#or i've just never been lucky enough to get alternative dialogue#MY GUYYYYY#depression cw#1k
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FRI(END)S for @thv-hyung ♡
#btsgif#dailybts#btsedit#userbangtan#kpopco#bts#bangtan#btsgfx#gfx#usergif#usersky#usermaggie#userkelli#usersan#tuserandi#userpat#underbetelgeuse#*th#*gifs#*gfx#hi my love....this is for you <3#I peeked at our chat and saw you talking about loving the song and video#so I took the opportunity!#this is rather silly but then again it was a silly mv#this is now a proper 'thank you' for your endless kindness and generosity#I'm so lucky to have you and I love talking to you so much#I love you natalie!!!
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MASTERMIND SPOILERS
I gotta say this episode goes to everyone who said there's no hierarchy in Helluva, or that it doesn't matter!
Obviously, we focus on special demons, special imps, cause that's how stories tend to go - we focus on characters who aren't exactly the usual. That's not even going into how he even managed that, by basically giving his body to royalty.
That being said, this episode really showed that rank discrimination does happen. Blitz was brought into Hell court based on hearsay and was going to be executed without the other party (Stolas) even present! Loona was muzzled! Would they do that to Beelzebub? He barely convinced Satan not to execute his whole team by association and only him.
And obviously, I don't want Stolas executed, but it just goes to show even further; when Stolas came in and took responsibility, he wasn't executed. No, his life was actually valuable.
This is the hierarchy right here. An imp could get accused of something by a royal and have their whole life turned upside down, executed, but when a royal is accused of something... Their life is valuable.
Imps' lives are not considered valuable in Hell. They're servants, workers, punching bags, but they're not valuable lives.
Of course Blitz went to such heights to build his life the way it is.
#And while Fizz was lucky in that he scored a deadly sin to help him out#And rose to incredible fame#His position right now is also thanks to not one but TWO deadly sins. Two of the highest ranks#And I'm sure that even like this he's still facing discrimination and judgement#Helluva Boss#Fizz#Fizzarolli#Ozzie#Asmodeus#Fizzmodeus#Ozzarolli#Fizzarozzie#Blitzo#Moxxie#Millie#Loona#Mastermind#Mastermind spoilers#Satan#Leviathan#Mammon#Helluva Boss Satan#Helluva Boss Leviathan#Helluva Boss Mammon#Helluva Boss Mastermind
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baby foodie! for @jung-koook are you sure?! | episode 05
#jungkook#jungkookedit#jeon jungkook#jeongguk#bts#btsedit#btsgif#gif#maknaelinegifs#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#tuserandi#useremmeline#usermaggie#underbetelgeuse#userzaynab#dailybts#are you sure?!#sky my baby ♡ i hope you're sleeping right now! the sleep you deserve.#this is just a smol thing to show you my love as always ♡ i'm so lucky to have you as my friend! YOU are the precious one and i love u sm.
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Silly little darling!
#utahime#jujutsu kaisen#Jjk#iori utahime#utahime iori#Art#My art#Artists on Tumblr#The way mappa gave her all that screen time with the emotional range of a silly young woman with a earnest heart#Ma'am I'm in love wichuuu#Also her voice actress is so goood#Now I wait for shibuya just to see her again for 5 seconds and repeat#It's literally 1 Utahime appearance per arc if we're lucky
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"Let's fix this drawing" *redraw the whole thing*
#star wars#star wars fanart#star wars the clone wars#star wars rex#wip or finished?#no one knows#sorry for the spam#I disappear a week and come back with *nothing*#But don't complain you're lucky#meanwhile my twitt is without content since a month#Cause I'm battling with illustrations V_v#anyway I went hiking with friends#we end up getting lost and having to go through like a feet of mud#a river#and 4 hours of walking#And my body took it well wtf like zero cramp#But then two days after I think I may have gotten a cold#so idk#still pushed to the gym#tho ofc it's summer now so they are much people#and BOI lemme tell you#for a city were half the population is right-wing elderly#the only people I see at my park are doing handstand on bars or whatever high level jedi sh*t#or maybe it's the only good streetpark at miles around so cool people can only go there#and me a shy potato with my cat-ears headphones and messy hair#anyway#that's it for my life.#good night#or I will redraw his face AGAIN#TAT
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Late night Magma doodles
(Also because I feel like this needs to be clarified; the joke is that Clover got the step dad shirt from Starlo ((hence why its oversized on them)). Clover still uses they/them pronouns in this AU.)
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#clover#clover uty#undertale#frisk#frisk ut#lucky clover au#the cowboy hat draws#I feel like that disclaimer goes without saying but. Just to be sure LOL#I've gotten some weird anons (that I never posted so dw to people who have sent asks I've published) so. I'm hyper vigilant now LOL
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Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art.#It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off.#Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways!#There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough'#only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize -#-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*)#And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans.#The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement.#I really can't describe how grateful I am.#Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out.#Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house.#But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants.#I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry.#Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.
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PAPA IV and the SKELETONS in Rite Here Rite Now
#ah yes my favourite film RI H RE IE W#the band ghost#rite here rite now#papa emeritus iv#user copia all tag#these are a bit shit i just wanted to gif skeleton dancers#sjhdbjh when the art came out and everyone was like 'what if the skeleton facepaint is the same as the dead papas facepaint...#what if its THEM' it was never that deep rip#right. logging off to do my work#see u in#checks watch#maybe 20 minutes if i'm lucky#user copia edits
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✧ Hello again Epic Mickey fandom- I have finally finished drawing the cutest couple in Wasteland! ✧
✧ Question...Pink or Green Ortensia? 💭✧
#epic mickey#ortensia the cat#oswald the lucky rabbit#oswald and ortensia#fanart#my art#digital art#i might make a poll because i'm genuinely curious#i could be biased and say pink because well-#pink is my favorite color#but she looks so cute in green too-#dang it#anyway i have an idea for an oc i want to make now heheh#and concept for a certain toon if they were in epic mickey 👀#i am cookin'
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