#I'm in such a fantasy mood

[thepenultimateword]

Why do the cool ideas live in my head but don't want to come out onto the page? I'm in such a writery mood right now, but just...nothing wants to be actual words, just little daydream pictures. Also no plots, only premises.

I also just finished a show, and I'm messed up over it. Do people actually just watch shows and move on when they're done? They don't live with an empty feeling in their stomach and their head full of thoughts for the next however long it takes to get over it?

Anyway, that relates because now I want to make a really cool story with lots of emotions and likable characters just like this show, but it's so hard. If only the little daydreams would write themselves for me exactly how I want them written.

[honeyssweetened]

maybe if I had a guy with his face down and ass up and I'm fucking him with my thick strap-on, had him crying tears and moaning like a whore into the pillows, fucking him so hard that his poor, hard, dripping cock is forced to bounce wildly beneath him as I'm forcing orgasm after orgasm out of him without stop... maybe that would fix me

[altocat]

Is Sephiroth really stalking Cloud or is that just the Cat Distribution System at work? 🤔

[knifefightandchill]

FINAL FANTASY XVI (2023)

I remember what you told me; that if no one is listening to what you have to say, you may as well not say it... but i will say this, old friend.

[icewindandboringhorror]

Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

[tifa-simp]

“At that moment, she’s accepted the embrace of Death.”

[ooeygooeyghoul]

Okay so like, what is the FFXIV community's general consensus on the perception of Thancred's height? IDC about canon height I wanna know what y'all think

[hawnks]

I've gotten a couple of asks about romance book recs, and as a general rule I try not to rec romance, but if you would like to participate in my current readings with me, here's what's cooking:

Regarding the Duke, Grace Calloway

[13 chapters in, a lot of fun so far. Very possessive and manipulative MMC, shy & anxiety-ridden heroine. Medium on the heat scale. I would argue this is basically a marriage of convenience plot, but also there's murder? If you don't like pushover heroines this one probably isn't a good fit for you.]

His Forsaken Bride, Alice Coldbreath

[Halfway through, entertaining but not super impressive. Good for a quick snack. I like the MMCs brother better :/ this one's a little too uppity for me. Medium-low on the heat scale. Possessive hero, stolen bride heroine. Strayed from regency to give pseudo-medieval a try for this one naksjsks]

[akitalockwood]

Day 12 - Centaur + Ancient

[nihilismtrcit]

it's bc of all the bg3 on my dash

[leahnardo-da-veggie]

Convenience store Vampire, part 2

Part 1 here :)

“Ya do know there's a dead Exorcist outside yer door, right? 'nd I think he's forming a ghost.”

I gaped. The mental image of an Exorcist becoming a ghost was hilarious, enough so that I was tempted to throw on my cloak and brave the morning light to see it. “You are not pulling my leg, are you? What kind of Exorcist ends up as a ghost?”

Ghosts were formed from the dregs of a soul, the determination to stay alive. I could have sworn all exorcists were taught ways of avoiding becoming ghosts, right along with their killing-vampire classes, but I guess this one missed the memo. 

“'Swear on my bruised ‘ittle heart, I ain't! Come take yer 'brolly and see,” she exclaimed. “I’ve never seen anything like it.”

Reluctantly, I threw on my cloak and pulled out a parasol. With Hash hopping up and down in excitement by my side, I stepped out.

The morning sun burned and stung, even with the layers of clothing I wore. But it was worth it, to see the ectoplasm slowly coagulating into the form of a young man. “Did he get run over by a car? He's completely pulverised,” I noted.

Hash shrugged. “Dunno, but he's a wreck. 'Ink we oughta call someone?”

I considered the corpse. “Let's pull him into the shop, first. We can store him in the broom closet,” I said. The idea of one of my regulars finding two inhumans staring at a dead exorcist was not a pleasant one. I could already smell the smoke from the torches and taste the garlic oil on the stakes. Beside me, I knew Hash was thinking of it too.

“Wouldn't it be worse if we got caught with a corpse in yer shop? Maybe we oughta just call ‘em coppers, and be done with it,” she said dubiously.

“Yeah, but we should help him… Right?” I knew what the exorcists would do if they found one of their kind forming a ghost. It would be a quick bullet to the head for that newborn wraith. “It would be wrong to leave him out there for them to kill,” I said, thinking furiously. “But…”

Hash was one step ahead of me. “What if we bring the ghostie in and then call ‘em? We can pretend he didn't form anything, ya know?”

“I mean, it works, but they can sense the presence of twice-dead. They will know something is nearby, and they can probably put two and two together,” I said, and gave the corpse an experimental prod with the toe of my shoe. Ectoplasm and blood, along with something worse, oozed out.

Hash scrunched her face up. “Ya know, I think I know how to solve that,” she said. “Lemme call someone. You better drag ‘im in.”

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[kiawren]

Not only does shipping with Kiawe bring me so much comfort, it has me interested in different places, cultures and biodiversity. It makes me want to learn more to love more.

[stalwart-spirit]

Sometimes it's good to get out and enjoy the early morning sun.

[astral-sphere]

[icewindandboringhorror]

little lord cottonball gazing down from his ominous perch

[siringadev]

I read almost all the Weinero fanfics that existed, some multiple times, so I decided to check the fanfics for the Nero tag. This was a bad idea.

There was a fanfic where the main pairing is Sefikura, but at first Cloud was in a relationship with Tifa, and Sephiroth with Nero the Sable. The writing style seemed interesting, the plot intriguing, all these moral torments of Cloud that he is cheating on Tifa with Sephiroth, and Sephiroth was kind of dating Nero at that time. But as soon as the author described Nero rudely and unpleasantly, who is already poorly present in the plot and, unlike Cloud and Tifa's sexual and dramatic relationship, Sephiroth did not have sexual or romantic relations with Nero, and in general, weird, and Nero turns out to be "despicable and hateful, and repulsive" according to the Sephiroth, and I just... could not read it further. I felt offended for Nero, he does not deserve such a shitty attitude and description. There's so much illogicality in this, like Sephiroth complimenting Cloud on how good and understanding he is, but by humiliating his partner, Nero, who he went on a date with. He didn't really know him, and he's already saying such humiliating things to make Cloud feel better? But then Cloud should also humiliate Tifa to make Sephiroth feel better, but that didn't happen.

That is, all the characters are described more or less decently, but Nero is some kind of crap.

Another fanfic with a different pairing also features Nero, who is brutally killed by being burned alive in a glass tube while he was calling Weiss... and all the characters are like, yeah, that's what he deserves, evil is destroyed, let's celebrate it.

Like...

Wtf.