#I'm hyperfixated hardcore on this game
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you'd forgive yourself, won't you cynthia?
pspsps where are my omori fans at :)
GUESS !!!! WHO !!!!! JUST GOT A NEW AU IDEA AGAIN THIS HAS TO STOP HAPPENING I HAVE TOO MANY DRAFTS MAN 😭🙏🙏
ageing cyn up for this au so it can actually fit,, headspace cyn (named kiko) is more like canon cyn while sunny! cyn is aged up cyn (i will be calling her cynthia,, to avoid confusion?)
i have most of the roles planned out already, and i really want to try following the game as closely as possible but i'll probably end up changing many things because some of the roles don't fit how i would like them to if i followed the actual game :')
cynthia is around 16 while kiko is around 12 👍
kiko, like the name omori, is part of the word hikikomori,, i contemplated calling her something solver related instead but decided against it
i'm going to hardcore hyperfixate on this for a while sorry folks 💀💀💀
cynthia has longer hair since she didn't go out to cut it or cut her hair herself !!!! kiko has shorter hair since younger cyn has shorter hair :3
#murder drones#murder drones fandom#md cyn#murder drones cyn#md tessa#murder drones tessa#murder drones au#md au#md omori au
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In which I give the longest explanation of my opinions on Eremika and why I don't like it.
If you see my other AoT post, I likely give the impression of being a hardcore eremika anti; and while I'm not clearly not a fan of the ship I also don't believe that it just came out of nowhere, or was completely unexpected; like some eremika antis seem to think. Seasons 1-3 I honestly expected an eremika ending. Season 3 I had some thoughts that maybe we were getting a erehisu instead, but ultimately I assumed either an eremika or a no-pairing ending even by the end of season 3.
This is not because I thought the ship was built up well or had really good moments pointing towards a mutual romance/love. There are some moments where Eren shows some level of care or affection towards Mikasa; but, to me, it doesn't come off like he's in love with her. It can be interpreted that way, but I felt it was more like showing general platonic care and that those more romantic feeling could be built up or in some cases like his feelings were moving in that direction. The reason I assumed it was the most likely end game ship if there was to be a ship is because of other cannon ships where one character is in love, often obsessively so with the other and the other is either oblivious, doesn't really care, or actively seems to dislike them until the end of the series when suddenly they're also in love. ie; Sakura and Sasuke, Hinata and Naruto, Aang and Katara. Eren and Mikasa dynamic reminded me of these, especially Sakura and Sasuke.
My main issues with the eremika ship are: 1. how it compares to erehisu; Eren and Mikasa do have deep emotional moment together but Eren and Historia have deep emotional moment because of each other. That is, Eren's emotional moment with Mikasa would be just as emotional even if she wasn't there, where as Historia is integral to the moments she has with Eren. In season 4 the erehisu ship is really build up by how desperate Eren is to protect Historia, how he angrily jumps to her defense, how he's shown visiting her at the farm, how he smiles at her and no one else. Even other characters notice this; in season 3 Jean tells Eren he should stop holding hands with Historia all the time (I'm aware that the hand holding was because they were trying to get more memories/activate the founding titan, but it means that Eren and Historia had a lot of confirmed off screen time together), and in season 4 Hange looks at Eren smiling at Historia and then later tells Eren that She thought He would never sacrifice Historia; strongly indicating an assumption of a deeper level of care. All in all I think erehisu had better scenes to building a relationship of mutual care and understanding and also better scenes showing that Eren cares about Historia in a way that isn't shown with anyone else (save maybe Armin) This means that when we end up with eremika now it feels a little cheap or just off. If we got more moments showing a deeper level of care and understand between Eren and Mikasa or if The moments between Eren and Historia, and Erens reactions to Historia didn't have so much weight then an eremika ending would make more sense.
reason number 2: What it does to Mikasas character; Mikasa's love for Eren seems born out of an obsession that comes from losing her parent in a violent murder/kidnapping and then being saved by him. This is then compounded when Eren's mom dies since she was like an adoptive mother to Mikasa. She's a traumatized young girl who never actually deals with her trauma and instead hyperfixates on Eren. Mikasa entire character arc is her chasing after Eren like a neglected dog until that one scene where for like 5 minutes she finally starts to see Eren for the violent psychopath he actually is and questions what she had seen in him; but never mind that because she's back to being so obsessively in love with him that even after he dies she spends that rest of her life visiting his grave with her (probably husband and kids) and also never takes off that scarf.
reason number 3: Mikasa doesn't understand Eren. People argue that Mikasa understood Eren in a different ways, that she understood certain parts of him, but that's literally just admitting that there's clearly parts of Eren she doesn't understand. Actually, I'd argue that as its depicted Mikasa doesn't seem to understand Eren on a fundamental level. Examples: When he failed at the initial ODM gear test she told him to give up being a soldier and then went on to say that he needn't drop out alone, that she would be following him; when he passed the ODM gear test she says that he's relieved that he wont be separated from her. She assumes that the reason he'd be upset about failing to make it as a soldier is related specifically to her and not wanting to be apart from her; When Connie is angry about Eren laughing after Sasha's death he asks Mikasa why he would do that and she can't answer; despite the fact that she's witnessed him laughing in an emotional and traumatic situation before and should have been able to understand that he does it as a coping mechanism. She'd also completely blind to his obvious anti-social personality disorder (psychopathy), though to be fair so is everyone else including most Eren stans. (like, I love Eren, I stan Eren but he is like text book certifiably ASPD psychopathic)
#eren yeager#mikasa aot#mikasa ackerman#anti eremika#erehisu#historia#Eren is a psychopath#I stan Eren Jaeger#but he is certifiable#even Sakura isn't as delulu as Mikasa#AOT#snk#aot thoughts#honestly I ship Erehisu#but I actually think no ship would be a better ending#Eren is the father though#I stan Mikasa too#I just want her to heal and be actual person with agency#and not Eren's personal guard and savior
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🕸☣𖤐 Welcome To My Blog 𖤐☣🕸
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You can call me Evritt (I also currently use Ölle but I prefer Evritt)
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(18Trip Translation) Tao Kinouchi SR: Welcome to Prison Island - This is how you get hyperfixated
Title: Literally means 'This is the entrance to the swamp', 沼 (swamp) is also a slang term originating in the mid 2010s which means you get addicted to some kind of media and can't get out of it. So, uh, hyperfixation? lol
Part 1
Location: HAMA House West Room
Chihiro: We have tomorrow off, so TaoTao, let's play Anigun like we promised tonight!
Tao: This is my first time playing a Full Dive FPS…
Chihiro: It's pretty much the same thing as mahorova, so you don't need to worry so much. It's okies ☆
Tao: mahorova?
Chihiro: Wuzzat? You've never logged in that?
Chihiro: It's a virtual space on the net— It's probs easier to experience firsthand than explain~
Chihiro: Alrightie, first we gotta put a patch behind your ear—
Tao: Alright.
Tao: It can measure brain waves and observe movements like this? That's pretty awesome.
Tao: (Things sure have improved since the era of polygon games where you'd put a metal rod in your shoulder if your arm broke.)
Chihiro: All done with the patch? Now you gotta pick an Animal to play as! (1)
Tao: Each animal’s got its own set of abilities and skills, and also different fighting styles, right?
Chihiro: Yeah. Chii always uses the cat. The Field Trickster ☆
Tao: (So Chihiro focuses on speed… In that case, I think a type that can switch between defense and offense depending on the situation would have the advantage over him.)
Tao: (What should I do? Since it's my first playthrough, going with a balanced type and seeing how things progress would be a safe bet…)
Tao: I'll… go with this bear.
Tao: (It's power-focused with high HP stats. Seems suitable for both DPS and tanking.)
Chihiro: You chose carefully~ Nice~! Looks like I won't need to go easy on you ♪
Chihiro: Round 1! GL~ Game Start!!
[Flashing]
Tao: (The scenery's changing…)
Tao: (I'm entering the game's world—)
Part 2
[Flashing]
Tao: Ah… Damn, I lost! You really are strong, Chihiro.
Chihiro: You're strong too, TaoTao! It was your first time playing, but you did real good ♪
Chihiro: You're a gamer through and through. If we keep going at it, Chii might lose…?
Tao: Should we try this multiplayer mode next time, instead of the training grounds? We can play against other users, right?
Chihiro: OFC! Let's co-op as a duo next ♪
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Tao: … We lost. Sorry, I wasn't much help.
Chihiro: No probs! Chii's just enjoying this without caring if we're winning or losing.
Chihiro: TaoTao… Are you having fun?
Tao: I'm having lots of fun. Actually, we should try again.
Chihiro: Okies. For hardcore gamers, the real challenge’s at the top ♪
Tao: Alright– Let's go!!
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Tao: Ah~Damn it, we lost! One more time!
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Tao: I totally messed up my aim… Damn. And we were so close, too… One more time!
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Tao: O-One more time! I'm really feeling it now...!
Chihiro: W-We're still going!? It's gonna be morning soon, y’know?
Tao: Is it already that late… Sorry for dragging you with me, Chihiro. You can go to sleep, I'll go solo for a while.
Chihiro: You sure...? Chii's heading to sleep first, then. Good night~
Tao: Good night. Thanks for hanging out with me.
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Chihiro: *yawn*~ Morning… Woah, you're still playing!?
Tao: Morning. I'm starting to get the hang of it. I don't wanna forget what this feeling's like.
Chihiro: Th-That so? I'm glad you're that into it, but still…
Chihiro: Chii's done with breakfast, so I'm going shopping.
Tao: Mhmm. Stay safe.
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Chihiro: I’m home~
Chihiro: Y-You're still playing!?
Tao: Damn, this guy's good! I'll show you…!!
Chihiro: You've been playing all this time. Isn't it about time for a break?
Tao: I've finally gotten used to the controls, and I'm getting the hang of shooting… Eat that headshot!
Chihiro: Hey, have you eaten? Aren't you hungry?
Tao: Not at all.
[Stomach growling]
Chihiro: Nopes, your stomach's growling.
Chihiro: You gotta put something in your body… That's it!
Chihiro: I got the tapioca drink Raiting gave me as a gift~
Chihiro: (I'll just hold it up to TaoTao's mouth—)
Chihiro: He drank it all before I could even say “Thirsty?”! Didn't even bat an eye!!
Chihiro: Is… His body seeking the nutrition!?
Tao: Anigun… Is so fun… I wanna keep playing till I die…
Chihiro: Hey TaoTao, let's take a break! Pretty please!
Tao: Shotgun secured— Oraoraora, eat lead!!
Chihiro: You'll starve and die, TaoTaoooo~~!!
NOTES: (1) this gets lost in translation, but chihiro makes to say animals in katakana as an english loanword and then corrects himself and says it in japanese, tao then repeats the japanese word. hence the difference in capitalization
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TEN FUN FACTS ABOUT ME *airhorn noises*
NUMBER TEN
⟡ I am very good with a kitchen knife, even better if I have a fitted cut glove. Cutting herbs is probably my favorite bc I can get it really fine in three or less cuts :3
NUMBER NINE
⟡ I used to do open mics but singing in front of a crowd while playing an instrument is... Terrifying. Still love to sing though! The first time I sang in front of my bf, he cried I am A RIZZ GOD-
NUMBER EIGHT
⟡ I have a wicked sense of smell and hearing. At my old restaurant, I could hear from across the kitchen on a busy day and it would freak people out. However, my vision is shit. HAH-
NUMBER SEVEN
⟡ I love puzzles or strategy games. Idk my brain just hyperfixates on how quickly I can finish it.
NUMBER SIX
⟡ I collect ethical taxidermy! I have a wall filled with bugs that died from natural causes as well as skeletons or paperweights.
NUMBER FIVE
⟡ I ate so many hot cheeto fries for years that I developed a really bad stomach condition. Ah.
NUMBER FOUR
⟡ I used to be in theater. It actually might be something I regret because our teacher wasn't the best at their position so I never really felt any growth. You either had to be good or that was it. I would get parts but I hated it sm bc we would get type-casted hardcore.
NUMBER THREE
⟡ I love horror, HOWEVER i am that person that will hide behind something the whole time. I love having horror game livestreams in the background.
NUMBER TWO
⟡ I'm not very athletic. I have tried so hard to try out a sport but it wasn't very fun. I did take up skateboarding for a few years but I kept... Falling off my board... Maybe longboarding is good, yeah? I guess that goes to say that I am not very coordinated. WOO!
AND FINALLY, NUMBER ONEEEEE
⟡ I am incredibly critical of myself, it's actually something I am actively trying to work on but I think nothing ever feels good enough which is silly and all. My old boss would always tell me I had imposter syndrome like yes shawty I'm aware, my therapist is aware, CHILL !
tagged by @flovoid and @venriliz (my bad cuh it took me almost two weeks to think of something BAHAHA)
i tag @earthmoonz @living-undead @sirianasims @rebouks if u'd like O3O
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Stray Gods is activating the autism like hardcore style rn. I don't know if it is indeed a hyperfixation (I don't really wanna write anything and I'm not certain I'd actually want to try drawing the characters in my style), but it is a fixation, and it makes me want to bust out a spreadsheet.
So like, for my followers who might not know, Stray Gods is a roleplaying musical game and the conceit of it is that generally, you have three dialogue options to choose from that fall under three distinct traits: Charming, Kickass, and Clever. And the musical aspect comes in because the player character, Grace, is a Muse, and she resolves conflict through song. And depending on which trait you go with, it affects the songs, it changes the themes.
But GET THIS, what I didn't realize at first but is fuckin' sick as hell is that your first choice in a song affects the results you get with the others. You can start charming and then choose later to be kickass, and the song sticks with the charming motif but with kickass lyrics (a choice likely made so that the songs don't sound all over the place). That's sick as hell, that means there are SO many unique options in this damn game, so many different variations, and you know what that means for my brain?? I wanna catch them all.
Unfortunate truth: I cannot purchase this game or the DLC, I just can't, I cannot, I don't have money, oh well. All I can do is search up different "all versions" videos and compare and contrast (because no one's perfect, sometimes you're gonna miss some things with such a big game with so many options). I wanna map all this out and record where all the different leitmotifs recur, I wanna get my hands into it and break it down into all its individual parts.
I am SO normal about this game you have no clue.
#this is the only way to get me to do probability math#stray gods#update#either someone else has already done something of that nature to this whole game or no one will ever do it unless i do#lol but even if someone else has puzzled out every possible result of this game i'm like hm maybe you missed something idk chief#i'm soooo normal about this gaaaame
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A big announcement...
Hi everyone! Very long time, no see.
I've gone through and cleaned things up around here a good bit, deleting old posts and fixing up my masterlist again. You might have seen some posts as I fix things up around here.
But the short and sweet version of this post is...
I'm coming back to this blog!!
It's going to be a decent bit different than before, but I do want to write and share my thoughts with you all again. :)
An important note! I will no longer taking 'requests', but I'd love some inspiration from everyone! I'm not going to hold myself to write anything that doesn't seem right for me. Feel free to send in requests/ideas for inspiration, and please do not be offended if I never get to them! I promise, I'm not judging! Some brief rules on what to ask for are here in my pinned post (they're mostly the same as before haha).
A very LONG rambling update under the cut for anyone wondering what in the world I've been up to.
So... A lot has changed in the past few years here... It's been like a year since y'all have heard from me... Mainly, my hyperfixation on JoJo's went away for a while. So that's my brain's fault haha. I've done this a few times with a few blogs, so I guess I was expecting to drop it sooner or later. What I didn't expect was how much I miss this blog (believe me, I have no regrets on my old blog deaths).
I've been watching JoJo's with a dear friend of mine lately, and the need to write has been stirring again. And then we hit Part 5... My brain was shifted back into fanfic mode instantly. I saw Formaggio and remembered my dear husband. I went and read through so much of my old stuff and remembered how much fun I used to have writing. I'm already working on a few new things, and a few old things, but I'm in no rush.
Which relates to some of the changes I'm hoping to make here. In all honesty, I did a lot here for the attention of people and the approval of the fandom. And that is not sustainable! No wonder I had writing burnout so much... I'm not planning to take as many requests anymore, and I will be much more focused on creating things that make me happy than anything else. Hopefully others enjoy it anyway :)
So... What have I been up to? My life has been taking lots of unexpected twists and turns. My, not entirely intentional, unemployment has opened up some free time to get back to things I enjoy. And I will never let a job take over my life like that again. Good news is, I'm working on my mental health and I finally feel creative again! I want to write and draw and think and I actually have the energy for it!
I've been very lost in the awful job market lately, and being at home alone all day isn't the most thrilling, but even just the minor things I've been doing behind the scenes on this blog have made me feel great. It's a bit more fulfilling than just playing Fortnite all day 😅
And me? I've grown up a lot lately. Working through mental issues, focusing on myself and my happiness, making changes for the better. Which is the main reason I really want to come back! This blog made me so happy and that's my main goal lately. I'm back into JJBA hardcore, I've become a Fortnite kid, and my love of Pokémon has come back in full force. And I have a new pretty gaming PC to sit and write at and the more I use it the more it's worth the $1500 I spent on it.
Oh, and one last thing... For better or worse, I've pretty much ended up a functional stoner. 😅 Probably expect more headcanons about getting high with diff characters that will be way better than the goofy ones I wrote way back when.
#i wanted to boop a bunch of people to signal my return but my dumbass didn't realize it was an april fools thing oof#to the one person i booped ily lmao#anyway... hello again everyone! glad to be back :)#ill probably reblog this tomorrow cuz im posting late woof
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WHAT IS YOUR LOUD PURPOSE TONIGHT IF NOT MONSTERS?? :3?
Oh right I was gonna actually make a whole post
I'll do it here
ODE TO THE ASEXUAL TRYING TO READ A STORY ABOUT FICTIONAL CHARACTERS WHO THE INTERNET THIRST OVER
under the cut is mentions of rape, abuse, NSFW topics, nothing in detail ofc but I'm irate
Tbh my brain rot is honestly Call of duty characters rn
Gaz is such a character I wanna play boardgames with idk what about him but he'd be so much fun, get some snacks and maybe pizza fuck it game night maybe invite Soap, those two are comedic together
Price seems like a good pick to read a book with, old man vibes he does not belong in the club let that fucker exist in a quiet moment
Ghost is such a prick. I love him and his stupid fucking mask but I do enjoy the guard dog privileges you'd get from walking around at night with him
That's how I feel about these fuckers
SO TELL ME WHY IS EVERY OTHER STORY UNTAGGED SEXUAL ASSAULT??? no read more, no tag, no warning just some hardcore shit every other post and then between that it's (consensual) sex and sex and sex people can we please not hyperfixate on a characters dick to the point they're so OOC they're like the abusers they canonically fear becoming?? (CoughcoughSimonRileyWhosDadWasLiterallyAnAbusiveBastardeWhoSimonHatesCanonicallyCouchcough)
And is the game itself propaganda? Yes
Do the black characters get treated with such disrespect both in game and online? (Gaz is literally a main character people) yes
Will I ever shell out a dollar to the game? No
Do I want writings that aren't focusing on only sex about these characters though? Fucking please God damnit!
Also, on the topic of untagged stuff, if something on my blog needs to be tagged let me know🤙
#letters of yearning#tw rape#COD has been my brainrot and these characters are downright treated disrespectfully like no babes i promise that chatacter literally wouldnt#they aint good but many have canonically been through really bad shit they wouldnt do the same when canonically they hate people who do that#military propaganda tho so we cognisant of that too
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(updated)
introduction
[she/her, he/him]
hi, I mostly go by radio but you can call me anything. I am a minor. this blog doesn't really have a theme and is mainly what I use to post my art and also just reblog anything I find cool or that I agree with. my asks are always open.
my hyperfixations change often and are very different but currently I'm interested in electronics (circuit boards and stuff like that), shopping malls/liminal spaces, 90s/2000s anime culture, webcomics and webseries, and emoviolence/stright edge/hardcore bands (and just music in general). there's more specific fandoms I'm in but I don't feel like listing them, my reblogs will tell you.
I like drawing (obviously) and I like watching movies, playing video games, and going to shows. I also really like collecting things so I'll list some things I'm currently collecting -> CDs, DVDs, my little pony stuff (fim specifically), lps, circuit boards, physical video games, magazines, and figures.
I can't think of much to add right now but I'm always looking to make friends and talk to people so don't be shy to ask stuff :)
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How exactly did you come to love TLOU? I have my own special interests that just happened upon me, so I want to know about how it was for others. also, any other games that you like?
you've asked the golden question so strap in because this is gonna be LONG:
i first got into tlou through part 2! admittedly i didn't play the og first. i did own it at the time because it seemed like one of those games you just gotta play (and i was right) and yknow ellie's gay and i dug that, but at that point i hadn't played it but knew the plot through a cinematic compilation video.
i was intrigued by part 2, specifically because of the teaser at e3 where ellie and dina dance and kiss. though i didn't have a BURNING desire to have the game, me being down for anything gay pretty much what sealed my fate. so i bought the game and played it on my older brother's ps4.
and MAN, was i obsessed pretty much immediately. looking back, it was a fever dream, just me playing the game from the moment i woke up to the moment i went to bed, nonstop...until i reached the point where ellie leaves and i stopped playing, completely distraught, and ended up watching the ending on youtube.
i was pissed, conflicted, legit fell into a deep depression after knowing how the game ends. after that point, because as we all know the shitstorm over the game was not pretty, i lingered on both sides of the fanbase for a while. because as someone who went in for the gay and had to witness the gay be destroyed, i was hurt -- but i realized after seeing anti-tlou2 people talk about their (weird and irrational) reasons for hating the game that i didn't hate the game, i was just that. hurt.
but the game is meant to hurt. there's a reason for the hurt.
and once i looked past the hurt that i felt, i analyzed hardcore, discussed with people (this is the nicest environment to do so), ate up every single detail discovered, replayed, and then i was making art, obsessively so, writing fanfiction, and now it's been 3 years and those fictional fuckers still live in my brain to this day.
and of course, i dove into the og! i remember playing the game while my online lectures (because covid lol) played in the background.
tlou is fully my biggest hyperfixation/special interest to date. i went into how but here's more of the reasons behind it:
i've talked about this a ton before but i love that though tlou has a reputation of being a dark game and people tend to read it as being about "the darkness of humanity", it's really not about that, but love and what people will do for it, as well as seeking and obtaining a purpose, even in the world's darkest conditions.
i love that it's about found family, that joel can't help but love ellie, because at the end of the day, he's not really supposed to be the heartless person he wants to pretend he is, but he's supposed to be a DAD. i love that ellie, despite never knowing the feeling of a parent, loves joel right back. i love that despite disliking him at first, she warms to him so quickly and she wears him down with her stupid jokes and her endearing weirdness.
i love that the themes of love persist through the second game even as it drags the franchise to darker places. that these are the lengths that ellie will go to not to get abby, but for joel. i love that part 2 says, "hey these bitches unhealthy" and that despite love being their motivation (abby for her dad, ellie & tommy for joel, dina for ellie, lev for his mother), it shouldn't be driving them to those ends!!!!
.....anyway for your second question, i'm picky about games but some recurring favs are apex legends, minecraft, breath of the wild, stardew valley, life is strange (watched the playthru only but loved the story sm), tell me why, and i just started horizon zero dawn! the way things are going, i think i'll like it a lot :)
#asks#talkies#not as long as i thought lol i've learned how to not go on and on about tlou unlike in 2020
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Personally, I love stuff like chainsaw man, bungou stray dogs, the case study of vanitas, and the umbrella academy! I love things with pretty boys (probably why I like your blog~) I've seen heartstopper and tons of kill counts for horror movies though I've only seen a small handful of them, despite loving the horror genre to death. Idk what my biggest hyperfixation rn is, apart from nightcrawler from x-men apocalypse and max Dennison from the first hocus pocus movie. I've been so obsessed with him, I mean he's the cutest, second only to you, puppy~<3 I've also seen the end of the fucking world, which is just awesome and super cool! Though I wish there was more :P. I've had a huge interest in this show called total drama since I was 7 (17 now) and it was a roller coaster trying to remember that from my childhood. Though I saw why I loved it so much back then lol. It's basically like a cartoon version of survivor and it's just really cool! I recently watched a fan made series on YouTube by odd Nation cartoons, called disventure camp, and it's pretty neat. It has tons of cannon lgbtq characters, which I absolutely adore in shows. There's this one gay trans guy that literally looks like me and he's just ahhh! I love the things I watch a lot, perchance too much lol. No one irl ever wants to talk with me about this kind of stuff :<
-Ike<3
I've heard of those before ! I've watched a little bit of some of them, as well !! I keep meaning continue watching them, but I haven't yet. Are those your favourite animes ? If nkt, what are ? ^–^ I've also seen the first two seasons of the umbarella academy ! (。>\\<) ! I've read all of heartstopper, and watched the first season ! I actually only found out there was more seasons recently !! I remember hearing about new seasons, but I just assumed they weren't out yet . but I'm pretty sure . that was a while ago, and I just have a bad sense of time . I've not seen that before, is it good ? aaa Me too, I feel like I haven't seen a lot either, despite liking them !! I've seen IT, the fear street movies and an escape room based one ?? I think there might be more, but these are the ones I remember the most ! It's a little funny, but the first time I watched the escape rooms one was the night before I was going on a flight, and I'm a little nervous of planes so I had watched it hoping it would take my mind off of it . and there was like . three plane crashes or something lmao . I think my biggest at the moment is Omori, Fairy Tail and Seraph of the End/Mikayuu ! I've only really been on the avengers side of marvel, I actually didn't even know X-men was marvel until a couple weeks ago. . . but ! I want to get into it, though, I'm not sure where to start ! so ! Where should I ? I don't think I've seen Hocus Pocus either, but I keep hearing good things about it. . . I'll definitely watch it now !! :D I've never heard of the end of the fucking world, what is it ?
I know total drama too !!! I know what happens because me and my sibling watched it together earlier this year, after getting really invested in the roblox game based on it ! My sibling got a lot more into it than I did, but I know the characters !! Cartoons I liked a lot as a kid, and still like, are gravity falls, mlp, winx. . . As well as other animated movies ! Winx club is supposed to be getting like, a re-make ? so I'm quite excited for that !! From what I've seen, it looks good !! I also like watching people play games, talk about games or other things in general ! A video I really liked a lot is someone talking about Omori on youtube titled 'I played Omori after I lost my daughter to suicide' it made me feel really emotional and cry a lot . I also love rewatching Slimecicle's 'We spent 100 days in a hardcore minecraft apocalypse' and minaxa's video on Lacy games !!
oooo ! It sounds very cool, I'll give it a watch !! I think it's really awesome that theres someone that looks just like you, too ! I understand how you feel, they make me really happy ⪩(ᐢᗜᐢ)⪨ ! I'm sorry people don't. . . I also don't have many people I can talk about it with so I can understand you
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Hey!
My name is Josephine, but feel free to call me Josie. I'm a 20 year old lesbian trans girl (she/her).
This is my new nsfw sideblog (technically its a whole separate blog bc I wanted to be able to follow and ask and whatnot), my main is @wiisportslesbianism (if you know me irl stick to that one please).
This blog is mostly reblogs of horny lesbian shit and imodna fanart. There will be LOTS OF SPOILERS FOR CAMPAIGN 3 OF CRITICAL ROLE, BLOCK TAGS ACCORDINGLY.
ageless bios, minors, and cis men DNI
TERFS fuck off.
Current hyperfixations (in no particular order):
ULTRAKILL
Team Fortress 2
Splatoon 3
DS/3ds Pokemon games
Pokemon Adventures/PokeSpe
Haikyuu (anime + manga, but no spoilers for the end pls!)
Critical Role (campaign 3)
Midst
Preferences:
I am a sub.
I like all genitals so long as they are attached to a woman
My kinks include:
Gentle femdom/lezdom
Breeding
Hypnosis
Feet (especially socks)
Praise
Pet play
Cock warming
Cock worship
Musk
Probably some other shit but that's all for now
Hard limits
Age play
Race play
Piss/scat
Gore
Sissy stuff
Detrans/misgender
Hardcore cnc
Hardcore degradation
DMs and asks are open whether you're horny or just wanna talk about video games or sumn <3
Enjoy my blog!!
#introduction#dni#lgbtq#queer#trans#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#nsft#wlw nsft#imodna#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#cr3 spoilers
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Welcome to My Tumblr!
(This is an updated version of the pinned comment I used to have, in case people get confused - I haven't been nearly as active on DA and Wattpad, hence why the links are gone now.)
Hello! My name is Ellie, and I'm a fanfiction writer and artist here on Tumblr! I'm a 22-year-old afab person who does a lot of fanfic writing and actual writing in my down time. I'm currently going to college for a major in English with a focus on writing and a minor in film studies!
I'm up for story suggestions and whatnot! Here's a general list of fandoms I'll write/draw pics for:
Super Mario Bros. (including Luigi's Mansion)
Undertale
Deltarune
Kirby
Mago
Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss
A Hat in Time
Fate/Grand Order
Dungeons and Dragons
Poppy Playtime (yes, really)
Garten of Banban (again - yes, really)
AdventureQuest Worlds
There's a lot more fandoms I write/draw for, but that's a general list with some pretty big fandoms.
For specific characters, here are some common ones I write for (not necessarily ships, but characters I have written for - I'm basically outing myself here for certain stories):
Count Bleck (Super Paper Mario)
Dimentio (Super Paper Mario)
Luigi (Mario Bros.)
King Boo (Luigi's Mansion)
Bowser (Mario Bros.)
Bowser Jr. and the Koopalings (Mario Bros.)
Jevil (Deltarune)
Marx (Kirby)
Drawcia (Kirby)
Void Soul/Void Termina (Kirby)
King Dedede (Kirby)
Alastor (Hazbin Hotel)
Flowey/Omega Flowey/Asriel Dreemurr (Undertale)
Snatcher (A Hat in Time)
Gourmet (Mago)
Bittergiggle (Garten of Banban)
Asmodeus/Ozzie (The Helluva Boss version, the Dungeons and Dragons version, and my own version!)
Fizzarolli (Helluva Boss)
Lucifer Morningstar (Both the Hazbin Hotel version and my own version!)
Purple (Rainbow Friends)
Cyan (Rainbow Friends)
Ink Demon Bendy (Bendy and the Ink Machine/Bendy and the Dark Revival)
The Daycare Attendant (Five Nights at Freddy's)
Springtrap/Spring Bonnie/William Afton (Five Nights at Freddy's)
The Joker (DC Comics)
If you want to commission me or simply ask for a fic request, I also partner with @thereaderinsertlady to write fanfiction! Feel free to message me if you are curious! [ Read here for the info on shared commissions! ]
A Few Rules for Commissions/Story Requests (From Me Specifically):
I hyperfixate on stuff a lot, so it could be a while before I finish the request/commission. Hounding me will not make me write the fic faster, either - it makes me lose interest in writing the story, so please for the love of God, be patient. Writers have lives, too, so don't expect them to bow down to your every whim.
I cannot write smut on my own for the life of me (I think I might be heteroromantic asexual, but I'm not positive), so if you ask for something NSFW, I can't guarantee that it will be good. If you're looking for hardcore stuff, go ask TheReaderInsertLady.
No pedophilia. That one should be self explanatory.
I don't do "Dead Dove: Do Not Eat" stuff. Sorry, but it makes me extremely uncomfortable.
As evident by some of my already published stories with TheReaderInsertLady, I am of the mind that consent is sexy. Even when writing for the demon king of lust himself, I will always make him ask for consent. I get uncomfortable doing forceful NSFW stuff, so if you want that kind of fic, once again go ask TheReaderInsertLady.
Please, for the love of God, no time-travel fics. A former friend of mine made me completely burnt out on time-travel fics, so please don't ask for those. If it's my own content, I'm fine with some time-travel shenaniganry, but otherwise please just don't ask.
Find me over on AO3 [ here ]!
In case you want to see me suck at video games, my YouTube channel is [ here ]!
Hope you guys enjoy the insanity! 💜💜💜
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*I got more than 10 followers so time for a corny ahh intro post*
well HELLo!
Here are some basics that I will pin for you to decide if going to Hell with me is worth it or nah. 👇
WHAT DO YOU POST?
Mostly memes tbh. I am very unserious. I have a lot of various interests but I draw a lot of Hazbin and the Vees shitposts here. If this will forever stay a HH blog depends on how long it stays a hyperfixation lol.
PRONOUNS?
Any. All. Idc, you get to choose!
WHAT IF I'M A MINOR?
Don't give a shit. Personally, I think if you're under 13 you shouldn't use the Internet yet, but hey who am I to say. I do not believe that minors and adults cannot interact, especially since a lot of this fandom is either teens or adults no in-between. I am not a creep, so I do not "fear" interacting with a minor, or person of any age for that matter. I'on give a shit if you're 12 or 80, if you like my art, you are welcome to engage.
IS THE CONENT YOU POST SFW?
For the most part yes. As I said, I usually just shitpost funny stuff. Although, if I post some NSFW in the future I will tag it so please be sure to block these tags if you're younger or just uncomfy with those kinds of content: #nsfw #nsfw suggestive
To make it clear, I don't think I'll ever do 'hardcore' NSFW, so when I say NSFW it'll more likely be suggestive at most, but just in case, I'd like for anyone who's a minor to block both tags. If you don't do it and see sth you don't like, then don't blame me. I ain't your mamma, I can't make you do sth and I'm CERTANLY not gonna be responsible for you disregarding warnings.
DO YOU KNOW THAT VALENTINO IS PROBLEM-
Respectfully shut the f*ck up.
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOME OF MY STANCES ON RANDOM STUFF, HERE'S SOME RANDOM STUFF ABOUT RANDOM STUFF:
On Valentino's morals, On Alastor's sexuality
WHAT DO YOU WATCH?
Mostly cartoons and anime tbh. As I said, I am very unserious. As for the rest, I have like, 5 shows I've watched and 3 of them I rewatch every year again and again because I love them so much.
GAMES?
No. Not a gamer, sorry. The only game I play is some phone games like "Dancing Cats" which was made for neurodivirgent toddlers and 40+ year old mothers who finished Candy Crush. It is an extremly annoying game that makes everyone around me want to jump off a bridge if I play it without headphones and I love it so much. I also like puzzles!
DNI WHEN?
I honestly don't have a list, basically just don't be a cunt.
I tolerate a lot so I don't care as long as you're not dragging ppl just to be a hadur.
Remember kids, everyone can be a bitch! So let's try to be nice for a change ❤️
I WHEN?
You like Hazbin/cartoons and you're not being a cunt❤️
I follow a lot of different ppl and interact with different blogs, simply because my interests are all over the place lol. We do not have to be mutuals for me to love what you do! But also, I love all my mutuals thank you for keeping my faith in humanity 🫶
THANK YOU FOR ATTENTION 👇👇👇
Meme pics credits: 1. By me, 2. By @x1lema , 3. Og screenshot scene by @villainboygirl with some of my IQ 1000 spice added ✨
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What fandoms you currently hyperfixated on?
Your oldest fandom?
Your favorite animes?
Favorite games?
How long you've been drawing?
Your favorite character from any franchise you can think of rn?
Sorry for the introgation LMAO, i just want to know more 👀
Lol you're all good, I don't mind asks like this :3
What fandoms you're currently hyperfixated on?
-Currently I'm pretty stuck on Batman/DC (can you tell?), but I'm also really into Dungeon Meshi and Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint. My sister recently introduced me to The Greatest Real Estate Developer and we've both been having an absolute blast with it. Idk if it has that big of a fandom, but it definitely should pffftt
Your oldest fandom?
-I wanna say Marvel and Star Wars since the first movie I ever saw was A New Hope and my first comic books were Spider-man and X-men comics. I was really hardcore into the MCU at its height and I'm a diehard fan of the Clone Wars series.
-Funnily enough, I was getting a bit burnt out by both the Marvel and SW fandoms a while back and that's actually why I got back into Batman and DC XD
Your favorite animes?
-My #1 favorite anime/manga/story of all time has got to be Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood. I don't know what to say about it that hasn't already been said, but it really is that fucking good and Hiromu Arakawa is definitely a huge inspiration to me.
-Other than that, I gotta say Paranoia Agent, Mob Psycho 100, Love is War, Spy x Family, Trigun (haven't seen Stampede yet), Mononoke, Castlevania, and Mushishi. I'm sure there's more, but those were the ones I could think of off the top of my head.
Favorite games?
-There's so many games I play, so I'll try to narrow it down a bit. Tbh my longest favorite running series/franchise has got to be Legend of Zelda. The only game from the series I didn't enjoy was Spirit Tracks, but otherwise I've pretty much enjoyed every single entry.
-I also love the Ace Attorney series, Stardew Valley, Jedi: Fallen Order (I have Survivor, but haven't played it yet), Disco Elysium, the Yakuza series, Ib, etc.
How long you've been drawing?
-Genuinely don't remember when I started. I think I've always been drawing. Of course, I was taught traditional art mediums first. I did a lot of oil painting, watercolor and charcoal drawing. It wasn't until, I wanna say, my third year of college that I started learning about digital art. It's not a medium I'm a 100% comfortable with and I've only recently started feeling more confident with it when I realized I could download brushes that were similar to pencils/ink/charcoal/watercolor/copic markers/etc.
Your favorite character from any franchise you can think of rn?
-That's a little difficult since I have so fucking many XD
-Atm, I can say my brain has been super fixated on Marcille Donato (Dungeon Meshi) and Dick Grayson (Nightwing/Batman). Tbh my brain is constantly rotating my favorites, so it really depends on the day or the week who my new top blorbo(s) is gonna be
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11 and 14 for the selfship ask game 👀
-bobasthrone
hie jo!!!!! tysm for the questions, looking forward to answering these hehe! i hope you're doing well and keeping safe this season ^^
11. has an F/O inspired you to pick up a new hobby/interest/habit this year?
i'd say "gray inspired me to pick otome games back up so i could read spade alice (the new one he's in)" but that feels like cheating LOL. i also technically did my first gunpla shortly before ren Appeared to me... so while i've gotten MORE into it thanks to ren (and the thought of us doing them together), i also don't really count that. ren did get me hardcore back into art tho... like he's my oc so if i'm not making shit for him NOBODY is kjNKJSDFNKJNF. and he's making me focus a bit more on clothes than i normally would in my art AND irl (i want to look soooo cute for him~). and even though i haven't started YET, i do EVENTUALLY want to do mycology research for funsies. i know Enough about my own mycotoxin ailments, but anything beyond that is just like. what mushrooms used to grow outside my family's previous house and how RANCID they smelled lmao. i feel like learning more would get me closer to him, and i can see it as him infodumping to me! like that one post about leaf-cutter ants and fungus farms was WILD... i want to learn more shit like that!!!!
14. did you find out anything new and surprising about yourself through selfshipping this year?
honestly, i think ren has helped me explore so many parts of myself that i don't know how to list it all. dude's like... 10% stuff from the original dream, 30% original stuff, 60% stuff taken directly or remixed from my life. ;;;; the 30-40% that isn't me is KEY and clearly makes him very different and his own person, but also... love to dump traumas on OCs to work through them~~~ (as a Kinda Funny Thing, i think i hyperfixated on Just Some Guy ren as much as i did Villain Doc ren.... i think i've gone from "nobody will be as interesting as a cool fictional character" to "just give me a cute retail worker who's real niceys to me, i want to give it a try" OKJSNFKJN) i've also found out i have the capacity for WAAAAAY MORE social interaction than i thought possible. i've been isolated since 2016, becoming progressively more socially anxious, and one of my 2023 goals was just to go from "regular chatter in one twitch stream" to "regular chatter in multiple twitch streams", which would have been a huge change in itself... and yet here i am just chatting it up w people daily!!!!! it's nuts!!!! i still obvs have bad days... plus i still can't really do one-on-one dms or chat apps like discord kJNDKJFNSKDJFN i'm gonna need Actual For Real Therapy to be comfy doing that again KJSNKFJNKJDFNS... but i've met so many fucking cool people since making this blog, and i love chatting in tags and replies and asks like these!! i even made the first "move" in multiple cases! it's a small thing... but to me, it's huge. and it's improved my mood SO much (sans this month yeehaw but that isn't selfshipping's fault lol). all this to say HIEEEEEE if you're reading this you're rad af and ilu hehehe
#ty again for the aaaask ;w;#[ asks. ]#📌 [ my posts. ]#🦦 [ can't escape it. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#🦎 [ chasing starlight. ]#🧃 [ who is in control. ]#[ oomfies ; jo. ]
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