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lazygyodza · 1 year ago

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I spent all my Friday night and weekend going through food poisoning

And I'm still feeling pretty weak, wobbly and woozy from the consequences of my actions. Hope u, magical creatures had a better weekend than I'm ʕ⁠ ⁠º⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠ ⁠º⁠ʔ

So, please accept this sketch of happy Chibiske - she's proud of her catch, the only thing left is to present it to her bull husbando and hope that he'll cook smth nice out of it.

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fratboykate · 3 months ago

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Papi, are you alive? Thunderbolts trailer leaked and we got Hailee back from the dead (and there's the movie with Andrew and Florence and its KYAU coded as fuck) Kate and Yelena content galor this week. PLEASE COME BACK. We've been deprived for a year. It's been jail for too long. Grace us with Kate x Yelena content again. Pretty please.

*taps mic* Is this thing on?

#i don't even know what compelled me to open this again tonight but this is a funny message to get today #man it really has been two weeks short of a year #hi #life has been.........interesting lol #and yes #I have seen all of the kate x yelena content and if you don't think I have fifteen million new AUs in my head in a year you don't know me #also like 59 new clexa AUs #my brain is my brain #just because I wasn't here doesn't mean writing wasn't gettimg done #man WHAT A YEAR lol #but I'm glad y'all even care what I have to say about anything lol #I got an email a few weeks about that this blog turned 18 #like a 'happy birthday to your blog' or some shit tumbrl email #and nothing has ever made me feel older #this blog is old enough to vote lmao #and I had a tumble before I just deleted and started fresh #I've been on this hellsite too long #anyway...Papi has been through Some Shit #some GOOD some almost legit killed me #the last four months have been...SOMETHING #but I'm here I'm gay and I've never stopped coming up with AUs #for clexa or bishova #I was just...doing life #rants #anonymous #answers

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butterflieswhisper · 4 months ago

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looping echidna beastlife gif from trying to figure out toonboom

#based loosely off the bird who keeps taunting my cats through the window. brown headed cowbird who will sit there #and flap it's wings and yell until the cats show up and then it starts pecking at the window and jumping back and forth in front of them #weird bird.#it's done this for like two years now i think #anyways. sound it makes when it fluffs up is vaguely similar to echidnas birdsong soundboard noise thing. so. yeag #whisp whispers #my art #ALSO. ANIMATION PRECOLLEGE IS SO AWESOME. IM SO. AHRHRHNFMDM GET ME OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL PRLESDRRRE GIVE ME AN ART TEACJER WHO CARES ABOUT ART #it's so awesome here. toonboom access!!!! this is so awesome. guys toonboom is so awesome. not to turn a hobby into a job but like i was #genuinely kind of sad when i didn't get to go to school over the weekend it's so awesome here. who was going to tell me college doesn't suck #miserably all the time. like it's a precollege but still this is so ??? so much better than anything i've done in the past 8 years #<-except for fine crafts one i miss u fine crafts ...... not even a fine arts credit. but it was a nice class #anyways point being. hm. maybe i could animate for a job. i used to think about it but hs art magnet is so bad guys it's so bad .and i #was like hm this sucks actually. also like worst period of my life but that's unrelated . but this is so. nice? and im DOING things and i #feel like i'm learning??? god i hope dual enrollment goes well maybe i will be able to make it through college...#im so. this is so awesome. precollege animation 2-week intensive thing i love you i love you i love you #BTW GUYS DID YOU KNOW ALL AUTODESK PRODUCTS ARE FREE AS LONG AS UR IN ANY SCHOOLING. MAYA. FOR FREE. FOR AS LONG AS ENROLLED IN ANY SCHOOL #AND THEN SOME !!! i don't even like 3d modeling that much but. maya for free??? that's awesome. that's awesome!! anyways #rambling. i think i missed all normal tags. uhhhhhhhhh #beastlife #<-oh no i only missed that one. awesome. guys i love it here this is so. arbrnsnnm i love you figure drawing. i'm having fun!#with charcoal!!!!! i thought i hated charcoal but this is like !!!!! so aweosme ?????? i'm #this is so awesome. this is so awesome. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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scorndotexe · 17 days ago

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"your father thinks it's all my fault, your sister thinks it's all my fault, you think it's all my fault" okay at a certain point you have to look inward and ask yourself "am i making life difficult for everyone around me?"

#told my mother some things. well i cried about them. and her response was ''this is why it's so important that you go to therapy''#or you could. try to become a better person. that's also something to consider #at a certain point i have to think ''what is WRONG with you''#imagine your child telling you that they're afraid of you because they never know what you'll be like in 5 minutes #because even if you're happy and loving one moment it could all turn around in 5 minutes.#and you say ''this is why you need to see a therapist every week instead of every two weeks''#WHAT. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU #HOW INSENSITIVE CAN YOU *BE*#''i don't understand what you mean. i care about you so much.'' then don't act like i'm just there for you to take your anger out on????#what the fuck am i still doing here man #persimmon's rambles

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shirogane-oushirou · 27 days ago

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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.

i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.

[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!

also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]

#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch #on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or #old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing #and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me #even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me #housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong #(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display #outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in #some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt #my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's #only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then #disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -

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ningtual · 3 months ago

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not a sunwoo edit of him saying shibal going viral on tt again, you guys come back when you actually care about the boyz and aren't being babies about someone swearing ....

#idk if it's bc i'm german and we swear very loosely and comfortably over here but seeing people go like he is so unhinged 😭😭😭 he's such a #bad boy omg in front of cameras sir pls behave 😔😳😵‍💫🫣 like grow up that's so embarrassing to read for me 😭😭#i say fuck at least 10 times a day if not more and i'm so tired of people acting like swearing is a federal offense in the kp0p space #ALSO if you only think he's hot move on rn bc tbz deserve better ... go look at jaehyun or smth ...#i also don't care if i sound like bitch rn bc i'm just so tired of one edit going viral for tbz every few weeks and then ppl go back to not #caring about them at all #000

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nobodybetterlookatme · 2 months ago

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Update: gave my asshole partner my lunch bc I always bring soup when I work and bro sounds like he's dying, he tried to give me his card so I could go buy food at one of the booths, I literally said ew and leaned away, he glared at me but said nothing. He's already gone through four masks bc he's literally soaking through them like 😭 I've never been so horrified at work and I've seen some shit lmao like this is so bad. We've got seven packs of tissues between us but I don't think they're gonna last all day, he literally won't stop sniffling and he's coughing like every thirty seconds, like I really don't think I'm gonna survive the shift and I don't think he is either 😭😭😭

#kinda snz #i hate it here so fucking much #like okay i get it he needs the money whatever #but i don't need his diseases 😭#he's real apologetic about the whole thing but idc I'm disgusted still #like there is no social distancing going on here get AWAY #obsessively disinfecting everything at all times and he's like 😒 about it but he literally can't say shit #like again i feel bad that he's sick but he can be sick away from me #feel worse bc he was worrying about me a few weeks ago and checking on me but also i wasn't fr sick????#germaphobia vs the fact that i care about my partner lmao #we'll see what wins but probably the germaphobia lmao I'm white knuckle gripping the wheel every time i drive #genuinely can't remember ever hearing someone sound this bad minus chf patients #like bro don't die but also don't kill me 😭😭

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aeolianblues · 3 months ago

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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life