#I'm gonna stop talking now.
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You know I've been more talkative with my one friend yet I haven't said much to the other... honestly I'm struggling to find things to talk about lately... but that's just because I never really know what to talk about...
#normally ends up being murder or crimes...#so yeah...#I dunno if either of the two are uncomfortable with such topics and I'm trying to figure out how to really ask.#like I could do it over messages or wait until meeting in person.#but like... I also need to know how they feel towards me because my mental says so.#like if they see me as innocent little cinnamon roll like everyone else than uh... I guess I can add them to the list of surprised people.#but also if they are uncomfortable with it I don't wanna accidentally make them uncomfortable knowing I think about such things so like...#mmmmmm....#I dunno.#I've hardly ever been told to stop the murder talk or crime talk.#I know for a fact one of them was religious. I don't remember who the other was because we haven't talked in so long...#though for that one I think I just talked about it way too much.#... I'm just scared to lose anymore people.#and especially to what that might do to me mentally.#...#uhm#I'm gonna stop talking now.
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#okay I'm gonna stop#but look at my man#whoever that talked shit about him before. you're not welcome to thirst over him now#yes i make the rules#deleting this later#bucky barnes#sebastian stan#thunderbolts*#marvel#mcu#thunderbolts#buckybarnesedit#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#stansclan#marveledit#marvelcastedit#mcuedit#mcucastedit#gbbb
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do you think this might affect phandom conversations for a bit? like are we getting back to “we shouldn’t speculate” and people bringing up this screenshot to reinforce that?
some people are going full force with that already yes 👍 like what the fuck ever at this point, if you're stupid just say that. i'm so over it. it's like people have zero object permanence and only ever go by the latest thing they heard. dan and phil told a journalist to mind their business? that must mean they actively hate any and all mentions of their relationship even from their fans who they are currently performing a stage show more or less about their relationship for. like can we be so fucking serious. no a random ass reporter trying to get a quote for their front page is not the same as you making phan memes come ON. but again like, whatever, they can think what they want i guess. anyone who wants to have a boring ass time in this fandom because they can't utilise critical thinking to save their fucking life is free to do so lmao
#im SOOOOOOOO over all of this bullshit#quite fucking frankly dan and phil deserve less moronic fans like it's SHOCKING sometimes how dense people can be#sorry i'm in a mood about it <3#ok lets all stop talking about this now#i love being like ugh this is gonna cause drama and then participating in said drama#my forte#answered
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absolutely surreal to see william shatner seduce a man on the 1960s space show (don't worry there's a woman possessing his body)
#janice is threatening him here so there's also that element#but idk... the way the line delivery gets all soft...#and the touch to his shoulder#definitely trying to manipulate his feelings for her (janice)#like if janice were still being played by a woman there would be no question she was doing this#talking about this episode is so confusing i'm gonna stop now#turnabout intruder#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#captain kirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#1960s#science fiction#screencaps#my edit
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on loneliness jenny slate / japanese breakfast, posing for cars / corinne von lebusa, big glow / dadushin / alejandra pizarnik, tr. me / fka twings, home with you / avocado_ibuprofen / fiona apple, left alone / anne carson, “the anthropology of water”, plainwater / kiki smith, free fall / alejandra pizarnik, diaries
#hi my post#oooooohhh this is just a compilation of my own feelings lately#i know i have a red de apoyo i know i have my dearest friends but it's so hard to not feel alone when we're so far away#idk i just miss school and having someone to talk to everyday i'm not a text gal i need to hear your voice i need to see you i need someone#to caress my hair i need contact i need closeness i need to know somebody hears me#it's not all bad i do love my solitude but i just .... i just think in a room full of people nobody would choose me#lol i'm gonna stop now i just always use my tags as a venting space xd#also yes i had the audacity to translate alejandra pizarnik but i just couldn't find that bit already translated and i really wanted it her#web weaving#on loneliness#loneliness tag#being alone#jenny slate#japanese breakfast#posing for cars#corinne von lebusa#dadu shin#alejandra pizarnik#fka twigs#home with you#fiona apple#left alone#anne carson#plainwater#kiki smith#parallels#poetry#prose#words#lyrics
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S1 Pulp Musicals Gang my beloved
#minus Chester because drawing his hat was genuinely aggravating and I wanted to choose peace#I love these little goobers#y’know what else I love?#pulp musicals#belive it or not#god it’s so good#I will never stop talking about how incredible pulp musicals is#just fyi#so fucking pumped for pulp 4#god it’s going to be so good#These were so much fun#might do some more later#thought i'd just get these done and posted tho bc i'm been working HARD on curtwen week stuff yall#so far ive got two done#only 6 to go#thank god finals are over bc im gonna be on that GRIND#i'm really excited for em so far tho#I genuinely really like the first two that are done so far#ngl i kinda ate#but yeah it's all very exciting#alr time for our fun fact#fun fact: the hashtag symbol is actually called an octothorpe#no longer saying im going to leave it in the tags- it's in the octothorpes now people /j#rose stratford#samuel stratford#sir john herschel#john herschel#benjamin park#margaret cavendish#the great moon hoax
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truly what a guy
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#john doe#john malevolent#my art#ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least#adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump#straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur#still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days#tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy#john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane#this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate)#the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy#in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent#.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now#so yeah go listen to malevolent
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can you explain what makes stardew valley right wing?
It's a game about being a landowner in a small town. The game is anti-monopoly but the solution to monopolies is small business. A lot of people mistake being anti-monopoly for being anti-capitalist. Being anti-monopoly is a fairly common point even for libertarians to hold.
And once again for the people who take offense to this: the game's politics are right wing. This doesn't mean I'm calling you a trump supporter for playing it or whatever. It means the game is literally about being a landowner. I enjoy this game and I am a communist. Given the lack of understanding of class, you are probably right wing, you are probably a liberal, but not for playing stardew valley.
#asks#anon#I'm gonna probably stop talking about this now cause people are being very annoying on that post#and it's getting silly
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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for
More pictures under cut
#loscar#logan sargeant#ls2#oscar piastri#op81#and now starts the rant#my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate#so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had#run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before#even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles#also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height#also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os#so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here#next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes#(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it#and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue#middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash#then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here#and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work#AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as#usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too#and last but not least - Logan my beloved#first and foremost STARS#I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them#also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that#okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue#another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice#I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye
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Colson Baker (aka Machine Gun Kelly) | December 2021
#colson baker#machine gun kelly#mgk#mgkedit#words of wisdom right here okay#I've never made gifs of him before... mainly because I'm not a strong enough soldier to deal with the intense hate this man gets online tbh#but this has just been sitting with me for awhile now#the way it seems like everyone (mostly online but also irl) expects other people to always be perfect#to always have the most correct and perfect opinion. or always put out the best image of themselves.#or share the most perfect version of their art#to immediately know how to properly execute a new skill#what happened to growing together and encouraging growth in others?#we shouldn't be scared to be seen TRYING#and responding to people who don't have it all figured out yet with just hate or mockery doesn't encourage growth or change#I'll stop now thank you for coming to my ted talk#my gifs#I’m gonna queue this up for a random day and forget about it I’m sure#queued post
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Michael never really fit in anywhere. Maybe that's part of why i like him so much. Or maybe i'm just projecting lol – but hear me out.
Michael Shelley maybe really didn't have a purpose in life. Maybe doing research on his trauma was all he had. He was too good, too pure for his human life - a life that probably just wasn't great in general.
Now other people without other purpose in life than supernatural trauma reasearch become happy fulfilled avatars, like Mike Crew. But Mike Crew chose to serve his entity. Michael, on the other hand, was sacrificed to an entity that didn't fit him, that was the opposite of him. He was naive and kind and would never lie to anyone, and the Spiral is the incarnation of gaslighting and lies. Which means the Spiral wasn't good for him, but he also couldn't become a good Spiral avatar vessel. Helen seems to be able to coordinate humanity and inhumanity. Michael wasn't, because Michael Shelley wasn't made for becoming this.
In general - i'm still thinking about how Gertrude stopped the ritual by making Michael the Distortion. Maybe it was just because it disturbed the ritual and it needed to get used to its new identity. Or maybe it was because Michael just wasn't a good distortion. He wasn't strong or talented or spirally enough to complete the ritual. God, i made him tragic.
I gotta say: This seems to contradict what i’ve said before, but i’m only talking about Michael and Michael Shelley as one person to simplify this. What i really mean is the Distortion could never be good at being itself while having Michael’s mind.
Can you imagine? Not only being tied to the embodiment of your failure, but still being your failure. Thinking with a mind that represents the opposite of what you are, that contradicts your very essence. That stops you from living up to your full potential, that stops you from being good at being you.
#okay i have like 3 different michael analysis posts ready by now#i'm gonna put them in my queue so i don't flood you with all of them at once#so yeah in case you're wondering: i wrote them directly one after the other. at 2 am.#can you tell the way i view michael the distortion's identity changed halfway through this post?#i hope not#but yeah i wrote the first half before coming to the realization that i talked about in my last michaelpost#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#michael distortion#tma the distortion#michael shelley#tma thoughts#tma spoilers#and yes i know - the ritual was probably just stopped because the distortion was forced to take a human-ish form.#but i like to think if it had been a different person it would have managed to do it anyways.
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Blessings roll call!
#small group is back and i laughed and talked myself hoarse!! AND ANOTHER COUPLE IS PREGNANT!!#i'm soooo happy to be back with small group and my good buddy who's very intense about the Lord is a leader this year#it's gonna be lit#wow like. i'm so so glad we're back. this is how it should be. ah!! i love it!!!#i'm sleeping over at my cg mom & dad's house and i'm so tired i may actually sleep hard#on my way home from work i passed the farmer's market and i stopped and got flowers and sauerkraut and greens#and an award-winning pumpkin bar and some kale plants#it was so much smaller than the saturday market and they had this like kids' club happening and the lady playing guitar#was having the kids sing too it was so cute#i conquered a scary work task today and now i have only one more hanging over me that's scary and then things are chill for a while!#and i have felt very awake to beauty and goodness and the Lord this week
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Steve spending the night at Eddie’s because his parents are home and they’ve been arguing so he doesn’t really wanna be at home. Didn’t go to Robin because her parents might not let him stay the night and also Robin has work tomorrow and Steve doesn’t. The odd case of them not having shift together.
So he ends up with Eddie and in the morning he is having breakfast with Eddie and Wayne and they discuss their plans for the day. Eddie and Wayne have some plans for the day. You know, to spend some quality family time maybe? Or maybe they have just some errands to run, stuff to figure out because of all the shit that went down during spring break.. Whatever, they have plans for the day and Steve.. doesn’t want to intrude any more than he already is so he is not going with them. Even when they say he can come too.
And it’s summer time so the kids are busy with whatever the teens are busy with. And Steve loves them dearly and loves spending time with them but he tries to give them space and not smother them with his worrying so yeah he can’t spend the day with them either. They’ll come to him if they need him.. He could always go bother Robin at work but going to your work place on your free day because you have nothing better to do sounds a little sad.. So maybe he’ll just have to suck it up and go back home then.
But then Eddie offers that he could stay. You know he doesn’t have to leave just because Wayne and Eddie do. Like he could stay, it’s fine. They’ll be back by 6 or so and they could have dinner together then? And since Steve really really really doesn’t want to go home right now he accepts (after asking about thousand times if it’s really okay tho).
So soon he is left alone with a “Feel free to educate yourself with my music collection while we’re gone” and see you laters. Steve didn’t really have any plans for today and he kinda left in a hurry too so he didn’t bring much stuff with him but oh well he’ll figure something out.
He starts collecting the breakfast dishes and well he could wash them. He has the time and it would be just nice little gesture since the Munsons let him stay and all. And then it just makes sense to wipe the counters and the table after that. Like who would wash the dishes and then just leave crumbs all over the place? Oh. And I guess he just got some of those crumbs to the floor now. Well it’s just a quick little sweep. Could vacuum the whole place now too since he started. But first he needs to declutter a bit because goddamn Eddie why are your clothes and books just everywhere. Might as well do some laundry while he’s at it.
When Eddie and Wayne come back home around 6pm the place they’re in for a quite a shock. Not only is the place spotless but they’re greeted with the smell of food as well. “Oh you’re back! I’m making dinner, it’s just about done” Steve welcomes them enthusiastically but start to doubt himself a little after seeing the surprised faces. “I.. hope that’s okay”
Only then Steve realizes he may have got little carried away with his cleaning spree. Like maybe cleaning the windows was a tad bit too much.. Ugh he so hopes they’re not too weirded out.. Honestly he didn’t even realize he basically spent all day doing household chores that and it’s not even his own house. He glad the Munsons don’t comment on it too much tho, other than “you didn’t have to” and slightly awkward thank yous.
They start eating and now they drown Steve in compliments. (“Wow this is so good, what brand is this?” “Uhm.. it’s not a-.. I made it” “…Like from scratch?!” “Yeah..” “Holy shit dude this is seriously so fucking delicious” “Language. But he is right son, this is fucking delicious”)
At some point during dinner Wayne makes a comment about it starting to rain and Steve lets out a shocked gasp “my laundry!” and rushes out to collect it from outside where he hung it to dry. Wayne asks amusedly if Steve is a housewife or something, just ready to crack little jokes there but then spots the dopey smile on his nephew’s face, gaze still lingering in the doorway where Steve run off to. He smiles knowingly at Eddie when he finally looks back at him, now starting to blush and trying to stammer some sort of reply.
Steve comes back in and they finish dinner and hang out a bit together until Steve and Eddie go to Eddie’s room. Steve again apologizes because he got so carried away and hope he didn’t cross any lines. Eddie little amusedly asks if Steve really thinks they’d be mad at him for tidying up the place? Just helping them out a little so they can relax? Like in all seriousness, after all that shit show that happened during spring, Wayne could use a little break and just relax.
(“And you couldn’t?” “Well sure I could, but in this case he needs it more. If you haven’t noticed I’m not much of help in the cleaning department” “Oh yeah, I’ve noticed” “Hey!” “What? You asked!”)
Eddie then asks if Steve “educated himself” with the music. Steve tells to educate him himself. Eddie takes that as a challenge.
Steve spends the other night.
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#st steddie#wayne munson#anyone can be a baby girl but it takes a man to be a wife and all that#steve getting into cleaning zone might be me projecting but let’s not talk about that#he also feels like he needs to be useful to be welcome <3#I was supposed to write a quick funny headcanon but it became this monstrosity🤡#also waited too long to post this and now I'm anxious because this is so messy#Steve please come clean my brain too#silly thoughts#Also got tired of typing so I'm gonna just stop here good bye
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Shhh they’re sleeping
#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#l4d2#these aren't spoilers or actual scenes or anything i just love drawing them sleeping for some reason LMAOOO#but the few scenes so far where they've shared the same bed/couch/tree are sooooo special to me HRGNHH#i become the yes... hahah... yes! sicko like yeeeess cuddle and snooze away guys!!!! yeeees enjoy a few hours of safety and silence!!!!#like them waking up in the hotel room together and chatting & cuddling and being affectionate ARRGHHHH that moment is lodged in my heart!!!#i swear if there's a repeat of that in a future chapter i WILL be only posting gibberish for about a week!!!!!!! god i love them!!!#okay i'm gonna stop talking now or i'll ramble forever hehe
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Sometimes y/n is better than me cause istg I would crash tf out ✋
#I am not the one >:(#these x neglected reader fics have me in a chokehold and I'm livid. Deadass need to stop reading them for the sake of my blood pressure 😭✋#Ooooo I would've been gone so fast. Or those mfs would've had to catch these hands cause you ain't gonna talk to me crazy 🧍#poison exists watch yourself 🤨as lil Wayne once said I'm not a killer but don't push me 💀💀💀💀#Like you wanna talk mess? I can talk mess too as a matter of fact imma go for your fucking soul#ooo I'm so mad#Like the whole 'bitch you can't say that😰' type mad. Pero no pues they can act and say shit but I can't 🙄#we tried the high ground we pulling these mfs to the trenches now#this bitch is yapping#The real rage bait I swear 😭😡😭#Imma still keep reading them tho 👉👈 just needed to get that off my chest#y/n I ride at dawn for you bitch I'm putting my foot down for you
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I literally don't need to post about this bc my job is not social media and I don't owe yall anything lol but just bc my brain is going to keep bugging me until I do: I'm workin a big illustration job until the end of November so probably not gonna post much if any personal art until after that 👍
#I've been trying to stop myself from saying anything about this for like a month now bc it's completely unnecessary 😂#I'm sure no one's even gonna notice bc no one keeps track of how much art a person they're following posts lmfao but yknow#weird brain etc#literally just posting about it so I can stop thinking 'I should let my everyone know about that'#and then 'no I do NOT need to let my followers know shit 😤'#over and over man ADHD repetitive thoughts and all that#anyways that is all 🫡 continue about ur dash#lyla's talking again
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