#I'm gonna lose my entire mind
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See, the problem is that aesthetically Vesper makes the PERFECT vampire. Pale, dark hair, big dramatic cape, sharp teeth, elegant. But story-wise never has there been a more ideal character to tip their head back and expose their neck so a vampire can homoerotically drink their blood.
#Plus like... UGH with his blood-related backstory??#This cold and suspicious guy becoming SO loyal and devoted to a vampire that#he allows them to drink from him even after everything he went through???#I'm gonna lose my entire mind#AND it would be homoerotic REGARDLESS of the vampire's gender bc Vesper uses HE/SHE PRONOUNS BITCHES
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do skully have pokemon?
Pumpkaboo is the obvious one, but y'know, sometimes the obvious one is the right one! (we'll say SUPER SIZE Pumpkaboo, just for fun. big pumpkin for big skeleton boy.) and another person actually also suggested Greavard, which I somehow hadn't considered, but feels so perfect that I feel like I should have. dangit.
(they can also have little Nightmare Suit costumes :D)
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(sorry for leaving anon off for a while! i've gotten a rash of spam and i'm gonna wait it out a couple days before turning it back on)#also apologies for the rest of this not really being pokemon related#i don't have anything right now for part 4 of the event so i'm gonna use this space to go off about it#because. oh man.#a sad lack of the scullsman but a FEAST of everyone else#gotta love malleus and leona uniting in the common goal of hunting trey down for trying to game their whiny pettiness#(trey doesn't know what to do with someone he can't easily distract with cake)#also further confirmation that malleus WILL kill a small child and leona WILL point and laugh the whole time#also sebek's plans revolving around what he knows he's good at: screaming extremely loudly and hoisting nerds#and let us not forget what i consider to be the crowning jewel#which is jamil figuring out IMMEDIATELY where scully has taken his prisoners#only for everyone else to just. literally refuse to do anything about it.#jamil just standing there and going 'WE KNOW WHERE THEY ARE! WE CAN JUST! GO GET THEM!!!! WHYYY AREN'T WE GOING'#visibly losing his entire mind and it's beautiful#top 10 twst event moments honestly#also some delightful character consistency from jade being all#'actually my dicking around is a sign of my immense trust in your abilities to get things done :)'#'but also consider: there are currently two housewardens chasing a child'#'alternately angrily screaming poetry and begging them not to sue'#'and if you will pardon my city of flowers...there is no fucking way i'm missing that'#lock shock and barrel did not sign up for this. how did these idiots turn out to be somehow weirder than the three of them.#twisted wonderland must be a frightening place indeed
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regret (maybe you shouldn't have fucking panini pressed your mancrush, dipshit)
#if i look at this any longer i'll lose my entire goddamn mind#is he imagining it is strahm really haunting him who's to say#oh yeah one of my friends discovered one of those dudes i'm being weird about from those saw movies is the computer chip guy from parks and#rec and i am enjoying their reaction greatly#anyway#art#illustration#my art#coffinshipping#peter strahm#mark hoffman#mark hoffman saw#peter strahm saw#is there an actual shipname for them. who's to say#saw#saw movies#hoffstrahm#saw fanart#i am consistently dogshit at tagging raise your hand if you're surprised#i'm gonna regret hitting post on this later. oh well not a now problem i will black this out of my memory#take your scraps my children#gore cw#blood cw
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oh damn, it's one thing to speculate, but it's another thing to learn that 60 Million Dollars was spent on covid-19 safety/compliance, which is why the 10th episode was inevitably cut
#oh god i'm in so much painnnnnnnn#AGONY!!! MISERY!!! WOE!!!!!!!#that's an entire quarter of their budget......AGONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#masters of the air#hbo war#damn what do i even tag this as?#i'll figure that out later. but (and i know i say this so liberally) i feel like i'm gonna lose my mind
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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow
#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT#like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck#its been so many years i cant do this anymore#we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp#to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth#because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess#like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE#anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot#so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO#cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment#where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc#public#and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long#so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine#and they wouldnt set the diagnosis#because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult#even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT#which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened#man i hate my fucking life lol
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I tried so hard to be nice and not block but I draw the line at 1) comparing the antiblack criminalization of weed, with me being sad that it's hard to find other goths because too many people who aren't goth dress goth, because "generalizations", and 2) @'ing me about it in someone else's viral post about the prison industrial complex in relation to weed criminalization MAKING IT SEEM, IN PUBLIC, LIKE I WAS SAYING SOMETHING AWFUL IN RELATION TO THAT SUBJECT WHEN I WAS JUST TALKING ABOUT FAKE GOTHS.
I'm too patient for someone who constantly warns others that they have extremely little patience. 🥴
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preemptively calling out sick on may 10th with female hysteria (colin hughes coming out episode)
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I'm already preparing myself for the 2 week gap between ep 5 and 6 because I'm not at all ready for this shit, and the fact we still don't have a 8x06 title is making me fucking feral.
#I've been burned so many times that i refuse to get my hopes up. but still. something is fucking going on here right?!#if ep 6 is eddie begins again I'm going to throw up i genuinely cant handle this rn#and olivers recent interview has me losing my mind#if they've been fucking with us this entire time I'm gonna lose it. i did 15 years of spn i cant do another queerbait. i will kill someone#911#buddie#buck x eddie
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Saw the tags on ur previous ask, Atreus having to mercy kill his father so obviously kratos does not want revenge on his killer literally pshhhh crying so hard rn
Listen there's this snippet of Lore called The Cycle Of Patricide, and I spent the entire four years between GOW 2018 and Ragnarok EXPECTING Atreus to stab Kratos. Cory Balrog baited me. When I saw that final image on the wall in Jotunheim, I fully interpreted that as Atreus stabbing Kratos and offering his body to Thor. My evidence:
"Is this what it is to be a god? Is this how it always ends? Sons killing their mothers, their fathers?"
We saw Kratos kill Zeus, and more importantly, Atreus saw Kratos kill Zeus.
The repeated motif of violence in parent-child dynamics (Thor and his sons, Thamur and his son, Freya and Baldur, everything with Odin, that side quest with the son who regretted killing his father in Fafnir's Storeroom, pretty sure there's a lot more I'm forgetting)
The enduring question of whether or not fate is inevitable. Is it possible to break the cycle?
Atreus's anger and thirst for blood.
Atreus literally shot Kratos and sent them into Hel.
"So you'd let me kill you?" "If it meant that you would live... yes."
SO IT'S NOT MY FAULT IT'S SAD, AND IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT I WROTE THIS. THIS IS LITERALLY NOT MY IDEA--
#god of war#bluestonewings#THIS SHIT WAS FORESHADOWED SO HARD AND THEY DIDN'T DO IT? SMH#atreus is gonna go evil in a later game and stab kratos i'm calling it now#it will break me in two and i don't think he'd actually kill kratos (unless it is a mercy kill situation)#but you can't just fucking foreshadow this and drop it entirely i'm losing my mind#they didn't even do a metaphorical death.#i spent years bracing myself for Maximum Grief and then they swerved#i love ragnarok a lot! but The Plot Thread. Tie it off. Please#asks#lazuli talks#lie by omission gow
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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priscilla and riya i'm going to throw UP
#i'm gonna CRY i'm gonna SCREAM i'm gonna sit silently at my desk and lose my entire mind#thinkin about all the times priscilla avoided starting conversations w riya bc she's not good at emotional talks#n how she probably fuckn regrets that shit big time now w riya Gone and constantly in mortal danger#she's always felt bad she can't communicate fully w her kids and it's never haunted her so terribly!!!!#ch: valeriya de clairmont#campaign: the vigilant#do i have a family tag for them?? idk#f: clairmonts
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I am in such a sour mood rn. I was out & around a lot of people all day & then only got maybe an hour to myself before husband came home & I just instantly turned into sourpuss when he walked through the door 😑
#nothing on him it's just really hard to mask for an entire day and not get to decompress before being around another person again#I'm alone in bed now bc i was gonna lose my mind if i stayed in the living room bc i didn't want the tv on#i feel a little bad for Husband but he'll live#💜#szpd#actually autistic
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Also something that's fucking me up actually. Nothing of huge note is said in Tana/Peony duo's bio, but the associated characters...... they're all either someone's brother or in Eirika's case, someone whose brother is extremely significant to her esp as her twin
And. That paralogue dialogue again.
I am. So. I'm. This HAS to be intentional WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#fire emblem#feh#they're actually on a banner rn but. idk if i even wanna go for it bc i've been having shit luck w edelgard.#STILL.......... the potential for alfonse and peony interactions. the angst. the grief. i'm going to lose my mind.#ALL OF IT. UNEXPLORED.#but you know what actually boldly i'm gonna say maybe it's for the best. bc I'M the one who's gonna do it justice do it right 😤😤😤😤😤#when. i get to it.#fe peony#fe tana#sharena#<- this IS ABOUT HER‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#I MEAN. FOR FURTHER CLARIFICATION. OBVIOUSLY. in fe charas w siblings is just. extremely common#and it's an extremely common trope within the series to have the older brother/younger sister duo#BUT. PLEASE. LET ME HAVE THIS. MY SHRIMP COLORS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IN ADDITION ACTUALLY. they could have had triandra be peony's closely associated chara and tbh it would have made more sense#since at this point triandra HAS been established as peony's sister. BUT. THEY CHOSE FREYR?#who's entire character is older brother who dies for story reasons. he is not really relevant to peony anymore!!! on account of being dead!!#BUT THEY STILL CHOSE TO LIST HIM.............#it's about the absence. the implication. the allusion.
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i have. an analysis. idk if i actually believe the whole thing.
but it's so interesting. like. i've connected. the dots.
i have identified a potential root of the deslandes family issues.
#like. aside from the obvious roots of their family issues we see in the show. i've found something. i'm frantically typing this out.#there is a new layer to every argument between sam and victor that i've just discovered. i'm gonna lose my mind. stay tuned everyone.#their entire family has a very specific problem that they share. learned behavior perhaps. idk. analysis coming soon.#disney parallels#disney paralleles
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i wanna draw so bad oohh but i'm literally just a floating speck of dust in this baka life
#had one of the worst days of my entire fucking life tuesday and now i'm not reallu feeling#it wasnt really anything serious either got bit by a tick and now i'm literally losing my mind (i have v specific phobias idk)#and i can't get a refill on my add meds#if i want that i'm gonna have to make so many phone calls and OOPS guess who has a weird thing about that too!#UGH BLERGH AUGGGHHH PTOOI HUFF HUFF i'm done#suru.txt
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When Liz Donnelly told Alex Cabot, “You want to be a crusader for victim’s rights, go work for social services. Your job is to prosecute crime.”
In season three.
#idk y'all alex changed so much in just her initial first few years#in a way i feel like i don't see her given credit for#that this is something liz has to remind her of so early on#that she says it this baldly#it's already something alex is struggling with professionally and existentially#i don't know the bts details ofc but it makes sense they would have written this in to make her a little more sympathetic#and dynamic#but also it's just interesting#bc how CAN a prosecutor survive the general Environment if theyre like this#and the answer is lo they cannot#hence the entire rest of alex's appearances - and yes what i'm gonna call her arc - where she tries in different ways#and fails#over and over and over#to reconcile things that are irreconcilable#i love my disaster bb#i just want her to come back#i just want her to be happy#for like. a minute.#losing my mind over alex cabot#alex cabot#svu
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