#I'm feeling very like. 😮‍💨 today so far

[shittygothbitch]

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[latenightdaydreams]

Hello, first I wanted to say that I love your writing, I read everything you posted and I'm always on your page, forgive me if my writing is bad because English is not my language, I don't know if requests for fanfics are made here, but I wanted to ask you to write something about König, he is a very special character to me I've seen something like könig viking and könig werewolf on your profile, really strange that I want a mix of the two?😂 I've really been thinking about this but I wanted a little more passionate könig because I'm very needy and silly🥺 I will be happy to receive your answer🫶🏻

Okay, that's a hot idea😮‍💨 Thank you so much for the love💗

Viking!Werewolf!König x Reader (fem)

MDNI🔞

Part 2

Master List ✍🏽

>cw: fem/afab, mention of blood and violence, p in v, oral, knotty, breeding

2.2k word count

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No one knows exactly when the folklore began, but there has always been talk about a creature they call ‘The Wolf of the North’ said to be a Viking warrior. A man that stands at 9-feet tall, covered in thick black hair with a face like a wolf. He’s said to have blue eyes as pale as ice. With the strength of one hundred men, there are stories of him destroying villages by himself.

Even though the stories are old and popular, it’s not something that you’ve ever believed. A creature that is half wolf and half man defies the laws of nature; therefore, there is nothing to fear. The mountains surrounding you protect your village, so Vikings have rarely traveled here.

Today is the day that all changed. As you sit in your home, patching clothing by candlelight, when you hear an earth-shattering howl travel though the village. Your eyes snap to your husband, Bjorn. There is a slight panic in his eyes. His mind goes to the thought of it possibly being the infamous wolf man. He stands and walks to the front door.

“Stay here.”

Bjorn opens the door, stepping out to see other villagers also outside, questioning where that sound was coming from. There is a strange tension in the air that everyone can feel. Nature has gone quiet, and the air has grown thick. You stand and walk to the doorway to see what is going on. Bjorn turns to you with a worried face. As he opens his mouth to speak, the sound of a horn cuts him off being blown.

In that moment, panic rushed through everyone’s bodies. Vikings, they’ve arrived. Bjorn turns quickly, his hand grabbing yours and pulling you inside. His hands caress your face, hands shaking ever so slightly. He places a kiss on your lips, just in case.

“What are we going to do?”

“I—”

Another deafening howl vibrates through the walls of your home. A sharp scream echoing through the village triggers a widespread panic. The sound of neighbors fleeing their homes in panic erupts. The Vikings have begun their assault on the village.

König stands at his full height over the body of a man he just mauled. Blood soaking the fur on his face and claws. His eyes gaze around at the destruction he and his men have brought to this once pleasant village. He takes a deep breath, sniffing the surrounding air. There is a scent that lingers, attracting him. His pupils widen, feeling a rush of excitement come over his body. A fertile mate is nearby. Abandoning his men, he searches for you.

Bjorn holds your hand, running with you to a barn that is further out in the woods. He hopes that they simply overlook it since it’s so far away from the village. There is an unsettling feeling in your stomach, as if you’re being chased. You look behind you to see nothing in the darkness. The trees covering you both blocks out any moonlight from breaking through.

Finally, the barn comes into view. You both rush inside, gently closing the door behind the two of you. As you both search for places to hide, Bjorn grabs you by your waist, lifting you behind stacks of hay. He places a kiss on your forehead before turning and hiding behind piles of chopped wood.

The air is still as you both listen to the sounds of the neighbors being slaughtered. Tears flow from your eyes as you feel a heavy guilt in your heart. You begin to pray to your god for safety and peace, praying that some might survive. The thought of returning to the village is terrifying, what will it look like? Who will remain? What of the children?

König stalks the trail of your scent, leading him to your empty home first. He walks inside, taking a deep pleased breath. The scent of you is heavy in the air here. As he continues to follow the trail, he leaves in the direction of the woods. He walks through the darkness with his arousal growing with each step. You’re closer. Very close.

Your tears stop once you hear footsteps outside of the barn. As you try to calm your breathing, you place a hand over your mouth to help silence yourself. There are a few moments that pass with no other sounds. Maybe it was just a wild animal passing by? Or simply you’re just hallucinating from the high stress of the situation?

As you begin to relax, the sound of the barn doors swings open with great force. You close your eyes, trying your best to be still. Heavy footsteps enter the barn, a low growl can be heard as if this is a creature, not a human. Instantly, your mind rushes to the howls you heard earlier. Did the Vikings bring a wolf?

From where Björn is sitting, he can see slightly through gaps in the wood. He watches as the giant, 9-foot-tall creature approaches your hiding spot. Deep inside he knows that he should jump out, distract the creature from hurting you; yet, he remains frozen in place. Fear completely consumes him. As he sits frozen, he watches the creature sniff the air before beginning to tear through the hay with his claws.

Your loud scream fills the space, you scramble back trying to get away from whatever stands on the other side. Soon, you are face to face with the creature. Icy blue eyes gaze down at you, looking over your body in a plain beige dress. A giant man, with features of a wolf. It’s the Wolf of the North. He’s real.

“Please, don��t hurt me!” You cry out as the creature continues to study you.

König sees you finally, and you’re beautiful. Being face to face with you makes your scent become overwhelming. You’re ovulating, ready to accept seed. He reaches out a hand for you to take, but you’re too overwhelmed with terror to realize that he is not going to hurt you.

“Come…here…” König speaks, his voice incredibly raspy as he looks at you.

The fact it spoke made you freeze. The fear turned to curiosity. Why hasn’t he killed you yet? Your eyes look at his massive clawed hand that is extended to you. The blood soaking his fur clean from the little bit of moonlight shining in.

“I won’t…hurt you.” König says as he sniffs your scent more.

You stand to your feet, putting your hand in his. König looks at your small hand trembling in his before looking back into your eyes. With his other arm he grabs you by your waist, pulling you from your hiding spot. He places you back on your feet before him.

“König.” He says his name in almost a whisper.

“Y/n…” You reply confused by his gentle behavior with you.

König leans in and sniffs your neck, taking in a deep breath. A growl leaves his lips, causing you to jump. His arm tightens around your waist so you can’t run away. He can’t let you go now that he’s found you.

“Mate.” König says as he leans back to look into your eyes.

A look of pure confusion takes over your face. Did he just call you a mate? You look around. Why hasn’t Bjorn come out to your rescue? You’re snapped out of your thoughts once König’s large hand drops down to your ass, squeezing it in a firm grasp.

“You’re scent…so sweet. Fertile.”

König grabs the fabric of your dress, just over your breasts, and tears it as if it were paper. He rips it enough to expose your perfectly shaped breasts. The cold air hitting your nipples causes them to harden instantly.

Bjorn watches as this all unfolds before him. He watches as König leans down, licking your nipples as if he is savoring the feel of your body. His massive hands groping you as he groans with excitement. It’s hard to ignore his cock becoming erect. Knowing König said y/n is fertile, he knows what he’s about to witness. While he wants to look away, he can’t seem to.

You suppress moans as he licks your nipples. The sound of fabric tearing echoes as he rips into the fabric covering your rear. König scopes you up in his arms and lays you down on the barns floor, resting you on your stomach. On all fours he approaches you, his hands tearing more of your dress until the skirts torn off.

König presses his face between your legs. His cold wet nose causes a weird sensation to travel throughout your body. As he smells your pussy, he sticks his long tongue out, pressing into your cunt. He wiggles his tongue, tasting you for the first time. You let out a surprisingly loud moan. This was a new sensation you’ve never felt before. Your hands grasp at the dirt in front of you as your legs tense.

Bjorn sees König’s massive body dwarfing yours. His mouth opens to be able to fit his whole tongue into your cunt. The sounds you’re making are sounds he’s never heard from you before. The way you thrash and squirm…as if you’re thoroughly enjoying this. He tries to ignore his own cock hardening in his trousers.

König pulls back with the taste of you on his tongue and your scent smeared on his nose. He lifts your hips up into the air with both hands. You get up on all fours and look back at König. His eyes are glued to your glistening cunt as he approaches you.

His massive body looming over yours as you wait for what’s coming next. The visual of your smaller body under König’s terrifyingly massive body mounting yours was erotic to watch. Bjorn can’t look away as König lines himself up with your entrance. His hips slowly bucking forward causing your head to drop. His cock just as monstrous as the rest of him, he knows it’s stretching your tight pussy to the brink.

König pants loudly as he begins to buck into you at a rapid pace. He gave you no time to adjust, his need for you is too great. Your scent is the first scent he has ever smelled that brings the want to breed. His mind isn’t focused on your pleasure, but more so making you the mother of his children.

Your fingers dig into the dirt as you moan pathetically. König’s name slips from your lips without much thought. His strong musk surrounds you as his heavy balls slap against your swollen clit. You try your best to maintain up as his rapid thrust begins to push you down.

König notices you slipping so he pulls out, flipping you to your back. He grabs your legs, parting them and pushing them back slightly. You watch as his cock pressed back against your pussy, forcefully shoving himself back into your welcoming warmth.

You look up at him as he continues his wild bucking. König’s eyes glued to the motion of your breasts. He can feel your cunt flutter, occasionally clenching down. Your back arches, you close your eyes as you climax on his cock. Rapid burst of ecstasy consumes your whole being. You turn your head to the side, giving König what he wants.

König leans forward, slowly sinking his teeth into the soft flesh of your neck. You let out a pained moan as his teeth break the skin. His thrust becomes more sporadic, losing himself as he feels the need to knot you now. Having you pinned down with his teeth in your neck, he slowly pushes forward more. His knot is nearly double the thickness of his cock struggles to enter your pussy that is already full.

“Oh my god!” You whimper as your body feels different pains and still the orgasmic high.

Finally, König becomes too impatient and pushes forward. His knot forces its way into you. A stinging pain radiates over every inch of your cunt. Your eyes wide with surprise. You can feel every throb of König’s cock as he cum deep inside of you.

König’s tongue softly teases your skin as he bites you to attempt to bring you pleasure so your body can relax. His tail wags slightly, he feels relaxed for the first time in a long time. He’s been aware of your husband in the corner this whole time; as he relaxes, he keeps his guard up just in case he tries to protect you now. You’re his now. He’s claimed you in front of the other man.

Bjorn is forced to sit there and watch as König gently caresses your body as he waits for his knot to go down. The events in this room distracted him from the chaos that plagues his village. The sounds of screams have died off, assuming no one is left standing. There is a storm of emotions deep inside, but he is still not brave enough to face König.

Once König is able to slip out from you, he removes his teeth from your neck. His eyes study your face, seeing the look of pleasure lingering. With one hand he caresses the side of your face. He couldn’t have been blessed with a more perfect mate.

“You’re mine… my mate.” König stands up, carrying your naked body in his arms and leaves the barn.

Part 2

[faeryarchives]

let me kiss you

summary: after waiting for the right moment, you finally get to kiss your lover on the lips for the first time note: my canva and grammarly are both down so i can't do the requests today 😭 but hihi omg omg omg im sorry if it's bad okay i tried tags: gender neutral, fluff and maybe suggestive or ITS VERY SUGGESTIVE HONESTLY 😭 recent works: i'm not jealous !! (savanaclaw x gn!reader) & octavinelle with a fischl like female reader! & to my beloved (octavinelle x gn!s/o)

༉‧₊˚. look at me: now don't go hiding your face from him after pulling off such trick 😭 before you could even run away, his hands wrapped around your waist and already pulling you in for another kiss - lips pressing against each other somewhat aggressive + you could feel your blood rushing through your veins, legs almost giving up causing you to hold on to his neck and after what seems like hours - you both took a step back to take in a deep breath 😮‍💨 you just want to give him a peck why did it escalated so far? not that you are complaining 🧍🏻‍♀️

— trey clover, LEONA KINGSCHOLAR, jade leech, vil schoenheit, MALLEUS DRACONIA (im on the floor)

༉‧₊˚. kiss me again: at first they would be stunned but they would hold your cheek gently, letting yourself sink into his embrace before your lips brushed against his so tenderly - feeling his hands caressing your hand in circles and your body start feeling warm over as he slowly inched towards you until your foreheads are touching + whispering "kiss me again?" in the softest voice and you couldn't help but swoop in and give him a fleeting kiss 😚 beware of this greedy man because he will and can sneak and give you a lot of kisses every time you would see each other 😍

— cater diamond, ruggie bucchi, FLOYD LEECH, JAMIL VIPER, rook hunt, lilia vanrouge

༉‧₊˚. am i dreaming?: now this man hasn't felt the touch of someone in a romantic way !! he knew that he is brave to do pda stuff with you is when he is dreaming 🛌 so the moment you pecked them - they would start to malfunction very much 🤯 and start mumbling like "this is not another dream right?" and you had never seen him in such mess before so take it easy on them + would be hesitant in asking you but after taking in some courage he will hold your hand and look you in the eyes very determined - i've never done this before. i’m probably not going to be great at it and that is okay because you are trying it together !! his first time initiating it might not be perfect but for sure it won't be the last time 🫡 after all, practice makes perfect 🤩

— riddle rosehearts, ACE TRAPPOLA, kalim al asim, epel felmier, SILVER

༉‧₊˚. speechless: oh great heavens help this guy because one moment he would be talking your ear off and the other second he is just all stunned and speechless, staring at you in shock 😳 + his face and ears are a shader (lighter/darker) due to him blushing and what after seems like an eternity he finally realized that you actually kissed him + would ask you to do it again for one time, then it will become two times until you spend the whole afternoon showering him with kisses and he will wear it as a medal if your lipstick / lipgloss is visible all over his face 🤩

— deuce spade, jack howl, azul ashengrotto, IDIA SHROUD, SEBEK ZIGVOLT

[sunnylands-world]

stepdad draco getting mad at y/n and smut after?

You little brat

Pairing: step dad draco x fem reader

Summary: your way of coping with your mother's death is not okay with your step father. I mean why sleep with little boys when you have your step dad who is sexy as hell…

Word count: 1,371

Warning: squirting, aggressive Draco, daddy kink, mentions of spit?, unprotected sex, oral [male an female receiving], fingering, degrading kink, mentions of dead parent, spanking, slut and whore are said, possessive Draco, age gap but the reader is of age and yeah I think that's it let me know if I missed anything 🙃

A/n: Sorry it took all day, today was a bit of a mess but nevertheless I wrote it!! Hope you like it Also I'm obsessed with the banner for this one 😮‍💨

You knew better than to sneak boys into your step dad's house but you did anyway, it wasn't like you'd been caught and after the first time you did it a few more times. Today your step dad was out grocery shopping for dinner which is when you'd snuck the next one in. With your door locked and your body pressed against your bed as Mike or whatever his name was thrusted into you, your headboard hitting the wall as he threw his head back groaning.

You were feeling like a sex doll as he chased his release and for a second you wondered why you were doing this until you felt that horrible ache in your chest, your mother. She had passed and you needed a way to forget, a way to feel better so you did hook-ups. This felt good or it was supposed to but it didn't, and now you were fucking people in the man's house who had opened his door for you after you'd been hurt by loss and every once and awhile you'd feel guilty but then it go as quickly as it came.

You were a grown woman who had needs, what did he expect but what you didn't expect was your step father to come back early. "Hey! [Name] the funniest thing happened. I went to the store and forgot my card!" his deep voice came booming through the manor and you moaned pushing at whoever this was chests and he halted in place, had he been that far gone? "Get up! My dad's here!" you whispered, pushing him. He looks at you in horror, grabbing his clothes.

Everyone knew Draco Malfoy and how possessive he could be over his little girl but it was too late, Draco had already started to unlock your door with his key assuming you were sleep when you didn't answer but to his surprise you were very much not sleeping, you were naked while a boy was pulling his clothes on. His eyes went to yours that held a look of panic sending you a piercing glare before looking back at the boy.

"Get the fuck out of my house or I'll lock you in my personal jail downstairs till your pissing your pants and calling your mother" the boy ran faster than he was thrusting early and you sighed. "Daddy i- ow! What are you doing?" He didn't answer because you could clearly see what he was doing. He was pulling you by your hair to the floor. You try to walk towards him to ease the pain in your scalp as you stumble. "So I go out to make us dinner, and you whore around spreading your legs for some coward?" He asked.

It's then that he drops you on your knees causing pain to shoot through you as you look up seeing him unbuckling his pants. "It's not that big of a deal, your-" he's shut you up, literally, forcing his cock into your mouth and fucking your throat. "Now, you're gonna actually listen to me and stop mouthing off" he says breathlessly, thrusting into you till your face touches his base, making you gag as drool runs down your neck to your bare breasts. "Fuck!" He hissed as you contracted around him. The room fills with your moans as you push at his thighs.

He pulls back a string of saliva the only thing connecting you as he picks you up, tossing you back on your bed. "You can't do this i-" "what? you don't want to fuck your daddy, I'm not your type" he pouts. "Sure seems like you don't really care about that, do you?" He says yanking you towards the end of the bed causing you to gasp as he pushes your legs apart holding them back so they're in the air, planting a kiss on your clit making you sigh. "But you know what I can do that they can't" he says, his breath against your wet center adding a cooling feeling.

He waits till you sit up before he finishes. "I can actually make you cum." His mouth latches onto you, licking through your folds rapidly and your head falls back with a loud moan. He smirks against you, practically making out with your pussy till your coating in spit, then pulling back to rub fast circles against your clit with his fingers. Your hips buck in need of more, he takes the hint adding two fingers into your empty hole; his lips taking the place of his digits working on your bud.

"See they didn't stretch you out properly, poor thing haven't been fucked right" he says biting down and you cry trying to pull away. "Ah, ah, ah don't run from daddy" he teased, kissing the pain away, stroking his tongue across everything that fit in his mouth, lapping up the juices as they come from you. Your body shakes violently as you arch like a back. "That's it, come on, give it to me" he says as he grabs your thighs holding them again because they were on the verge of shutting. He continues to fuck his warm tongue into your dripping cunt till your finished, slapping your face gently.

"Your not going to sleep yet darling, still wanna fill this pretty little pussy of yours" he chuckles, flipping you over, manhandling you till your Face is pressed in the mattress and your ass is up. He lowers down licking your throbbing entrance a few times causing you to relax into the bed, moaning softly. He pulls back hitting your ass cheek once watching as it jiggles from the empact before he thrust into you roughly, not giving you time to adjust as he slams his hips into yours. You grip the sheets weakly, your eyes shutting as you whine under him.

"Daddy" you call and he slaps your ass, you yelp as you shake again. "So sensitive" he teases, pulling back slowly leaving you feeling empty and clenching on nothing before bringing himself fully inside you again. His hand snakes around, grabbing you and pulling you upwards so your back is to his chest as he cuts your air short. It only adds to your pleasure to think about how he's got complete control on whether you breathe or not but he drops you as quickly as he'd picked up, letting you fall, grabbing your hips to bring them back Against his as he hits your ass again.

"Move" he says and you try to muster the strength to move against him despite feeling like you're gonna collapse while your body spasms from the intense pleasure. "Come on you little slut, you had all that mouth till you got an actual man's cock in you" he says and you just whine. "Pathetic" he scoffs, taking control of your twitching body, thrusting into you while you roll your hips back against his as they come forward. "Daddy I need to cum!" You cry out desperately and he hums in thought.

"No" he says before quickening his pace and you sob probably being heard through the giant house. "But" "I said no! you'll cum when I want you to. Do as you are told and take it!" he says and you can barely hold yourself together. Draco basically has to hold you both together because you've gone almost limp. He thrust into you with long strokes, rubbing his veiny cock against your battered walls. He's grown sloppy and begins rocking into you faster while planting kisses to your back. His hand moves down, toying with your button. You lay there only letting out quiet cries now.

"You can let go now princess" he says as his own climax approaches. He's gone haywire biting your skin, groaning and muttering how good you feel. Your whole body tenses as you clench around him and he groans loudly. "Oh my god, Draco" you wail squirting all on him and your thighs. He follows suit filling you full of him, thrusting a few more times falling on top of you. His breath kisses your skin before he lays beside you. Your eyes shut from exhaustion only seeing his Blue ones.

Request open 👐

Draco's lovers and requests:

@alexxavicry , @sarahthehuffpuff,

@supercoffeeblogs , @thatwattpadobsessed

@amyclare04 , @kyracanwrite @animeloverfreak310 @imafangirl22

@phildunphyisadilf @jac1ndaa

[julianalvarez9]

national kai day / kai havertz

summary: you're not very active on social media -at least, on your public profile. so, the post you dedicate to your boyfriend on every birthday of his, seems to turn the day into a national holiday for fans.

author's note: wanted to do sum for kai's birthday, sorry it's too late 😮‍💨 it's still his birthday where i am so happy birthday to himmm 🤍

yourusername

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yourusername i'm not very much into public demonstrations of affection, you already know me well enough, and that's part of what makes you so special: you take me as i am. i love you liebling, happy birthday. you know who you are.

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kaihavertz29 🤍

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jun 11, 2020.

yourusername

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yourusername with every year that passes, i feel it's only right of me to share a bit of you to the world. the part they don't know about you, not the one they see every weekend on the pitch. still, words couldn't even begin to describe how special you are. i love you, k.

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kepaarrizabalaga los adoro ❤️ (i adore you two)

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user1 i knowwww we don't know much about her but she seems so sweet 😭

user2 FRRRR and i had this idea of kai being like so serious but every year she posts something for his birthday it's always the cutest pics 😭

user3 grumpy x sunshine trope going so hard with these two

kaihavertz29 hate being far away today. i will make it up to you, schatz.

yourusername we'll see each other so soon. you don't have to do anything 🤍 the pups and i are gonna be happy just by seeing you again.

masonmount a man of many talents 🎹

kaihavertz29 thought you already knew me

jun 11, 2021.

yourusername

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yourusername holding your hand forever. or until you get tired of me fiddling with your rings during the fancy events. i love you, k 🤍 happy birthday to the sweetest man on this planet.

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user1 never seen kai smile that way before 🥹

user2 they're literally the cutest couple ever

masonmount he never holds my hand like that 🙁 happiest of birthdays to the man!

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benchilwell 😂

user3 this is what he meant when he said that he doesn't wear jewelry unless he's with his gf? stop that's so cute :(

jun 11, 2022.

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yourusername kai, you amaze me every day. i've known you for so long i feel like our lives where always intertwined, somehow. will always cherish the possibility of waking up next to you every morning, but especially today, when i can wish the happiest of birthdays to the man i love.

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benchilwell i love both of you so much 🤍

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user1 we went from "you know who you are" to tagging him 🥹

user2 also i think this is the first time she shows his full face 😭

kaihavertz29 waking up next to you is the biggest birthday gift. can't ask for anything more. i love you,

user3 she has such a way with words every year I shed a tear or two 🥲

user4 can't wait for the wedding vows it's gonna get emotional real fast 😭

jun 11, 2023.

[pianistbynight]

waning summer days

i cheated and recorded in sections, then spliced them together because i can't get a single clean take. if it's not me making a mistake, it's noise surrounding me. this way, the pressure was lessened and i think i did better (far from "perfect" tho) and it was less frustrating.

thursday | 08/15/24

no piano today. i'm tired. but i did read more of sweet bean paste and continued to work on the databases course. today was a bit chaotic, so i couldn't get 2h of studying in, but if i sleep early, i can maybe hopefully wake up earlier to work on it.

friday | 08/16/24

tried to play piano but then stopped because i got tired sooner than i expected. (also tried out a voice recorder app to record the piano audio instead of my phone camera but didn't like it...too much treble.) i finished 1 subsection of the databases course. caught up with @zzzzzestforlife. listened to some lofi and watched some youtube.

i'm trying to get myself in the mood to prep for the upcoming school year 😮‍💨 i...find myself dreading more and more each coming school year for some reason. ... it's not the work i fear. i know i can do it well but it takes so much of me. and i wonder what i'm doing this for. because i don't have all the stepping stones laid out yet. 😮‍💨 i need to work on that, so i'm going to sleep now so i can have more energy to continue doing this tomorrow. good night.

saturday | 08/17/24

i had a much more ambitious plan originally, but the only solo activity i actually had time and energy for was journaling because coming back to my hometown reminded me of and clarified some memories and opinions i had formed long ago, how they've shaped who i am now... the rest of the time i spent with family with real conversation for the first time in a while, so that was nice.

sunday | 08/18/24

sigh. i have never felt like i belonged in my former hometown and the loneliness is striking much stronger now. i was so tired i couldn't do much today except start filling in the YearCompass because who said the new year had to begin in january lol. i'm glad today was a chill day spent at my temporary home.

i will try to sleep early tonight. hopefully i won't wake up in between and be unable to fall back asleep again.

monday | 08/19/24

today was my first day of passable sleep quality in the last couple days. i woke up later than i expected. yet i still didn't feel like doing anything. i forced myself to do some duolingo for cheap dopamine, and later in the afternoon, i attempted to get through 1 more subsection of the databases course but couldn't focus. instead, i researched how to apply to take courses at another university in my area since there are some interesting courses there that aren't available at the one i attend. at night, i practiced the last bit of the clementi sonata and tried to record the whole thing but couldn't get a good one. i'm too tensed and distracted. i need to practice playing while relaxed, focusing only on what's relevant in the moment.

review U1 japanese, start hiragana practice ✅

work on databases course 🟨

practice piano ✅

tuesday | 08/20/24

fill in the YearCompass bc i'm too tired to journal unprompted and i want to be filled with hope for this school year instead of constantly drained and increasingly discouraged, disappointed, and depressed (why do so many negative things start with "d"? even the saddest songs are in d minor...)

practice playing clementi sonata while relaxed throughout and focused only on what's currently relevant

DATABASES COURSEEE - finish 4/13 subsections ✅ (ended up finishing 2 and starting a 3rd...this is harder than i thought it'd be but it'll be good for me to keep going...)

wednesday | 08/21/24

i don't even remember what happened. probably because i wasn't very productive. i was unusually angry and moody. i tried to record a single clean take and kept failing. i merely inched forward in the databases course. it was a day full of frustrating but necessary interruptions. it was tiring. i can't wait to go home.

thursday | 08/22/24

recorded the clementi sonata in sections...with more time and energy, i probably could've done better. almost 50% through the databases course. feeling a little better today than yesterday but always easily tired. this might be my last summer-themed post for the year as i'm already in an "autumnal mood." 🍂😅 i'll see you later either here or on my sideblog @studentbyday 🙂

[fitgothgirl]

Hello again! I've either been on my other blogs or no blogs. October was crazy for me and today is the first day back to normalcy; I've been looking forward to this date for a while haha. Part of the return to normalcy is being employed but also fully trained and starting to do regular shifts. My Meowtel reservations are done and my calendar is hidden from searches right now - I won't be going back to that unless/until I get a regular schedule at work. But part of that regular schedule will be full time hours, so even if I do go back, it'll be minimal. I should still be getting in DoorDash since I'm still very much part time at work, but that's much less demanding & restrictive than cat-sitting, so I feel like I've gone from having two jobs to one job which is nice. 😌 And job hunting felt like a job by itself, so even before I got hired, it was still like it was two jobs lol.

Work's been great so far! It's fun and the place has good vibes and people take pride in their work. And just the nature of the business itself - even if I love healthcare, there's a difference between that type of work and a fun restaurant with specialty drinks. And not only was my last job healthcare-related, but it overlapped with the legal field, so I feel like that makes the difference even more stark lol. It's still challenging in its own ways, but I feel like I'm under the best kind of mental stress. I've also been so glad to be back on my feet and not sitting all day. 💪🏼 There's plenty I loved about working from home but that was not one of them.

Honestly, it's making it kind of hard to be motivated to study for my CPC lmao. 😅 But I am still interested in that and want to pursue it. I just want to get settled here though and get to full time hours. Also my work will train bartenders but I'd need to be more solidified on the food service end first, but I could do that eventually which would follow my original plan of bartending before being a CPC. I originally wanted to take a break from the medical field and do something fun, especially bartending which I've always been really interested in. So this could definitely be a path, which would take more time than I'd need to study for the exam.

My poor fitness habits have been put on the backburner for a while with all this going on. But with this other stuff settling, I can get back to that too. I said that in a post a couple weeks ago but I still had more Meowtel reservations and I just got back from a long weekend away for a wedding, so it didn't really work out then haha... But now I'm on the other side of all that and there are minimal plans in November. 😮‍💨🥳

[stoopid-turtle]

hello... 😅 uhm, first of all, i truly am sorry in advance for being awkward 😭 but for once i decided not to let my awkwardness keep me from sharing (what i think/hope are) positive thoughts with a stranger on the internet, so here i am.

i'm not around much and legit only made this acc bc like you i'm a late bloomer here and needed as many outlets for my yizhan/wangxian obsession as i could get my greedy hands on, in the big year of 2023... sigh. anyway, as an avid lover of meta/analysis posts since my early fandom days began around 15 (oof 🥲) years ago, finding your acc was such a lovely surprise. i agree with your views a LOT, and really appreciate how eloquent and well-written your posts are! even more so bc there's a lot i still don't know and most of the time the source material is very hard to reach and/or understand due to the language barrier, so having other turtles to rely on to access those, even if filtered by their own biases/opinions, is wonderful. besides, such input coming from a new fan is also comforting and imo refreshing, juxtaposed with that of older fans... it keeps the fandom alive and all that jazz. it's also very brave given how ruthless some folks can be on the internet, and on this corner in particular 😮‍💨 it just felt like reading my own thoughts written by someone else sometimes. i gasped and nodded at your posts soooo many times djskdjdj thank you for that!

(btw you followed me back the other day and i legit fangirled irl bc ??? whatttttt 😅 i still think it was an accident but okay omg djskdjdj AHEM. sorry)

then today i logged in and read your recent posts feeling squeamish about sharing more thoughts and as much as i 100% relate to you saying that kind of attention makes you anxious, i just... idk, i had to let you know i enjoy everything you post, even though adult life has kept me from being able to read it all so far. i understand you stepping back and i respect that decision, i'm not by any means asking you to go against what you know is best for you. at the same time, i can't help but hope you'll still show up every now and then bc your posts will be missed 🥲 i guess the whole motivation behind this is that it just made me sad to think your valuable insights will be something i'm yet again late to, if that makes sense?

djskdjdj again, i'm so sorry for being awkward and weird and dropping all of this on your inbox unprovoked. you don't have to reply (or read this AT ALL omg 😭😭), in fact i'm so embarrassed by this that you'd probably have to reach me through inquiry lmaooo 💀 anyway, have a great life, thank you so much for the great job, bjyxszd etc ❤️💚💛

Oh, don't be anxious! I'm really not a big deal.

Thank you for dropping into my inbox! I love hearing from other turtles, especially relative newbies, like myself! One of my fav parts of coming out of lurking mode is getting to talk to other people. I kinda follow back anybody who follows me, cause it seems polite? I don't know tumblr etiquette. I just follow the tags when I get the chance.

I appreciate the encouragement! I try to avoid dramatics, so I'm sorry for the upset last week. The situation is largely resolved, and I am feeling more okay. I kinda backed off because I wasn't sure of my footing here in fandom as compared to others, especially as I do think I have some takes that fall outside fandom consensus. Again, I don't mean to rock any boats and I'm not invested in convincing anybody that they should have the same opinions as I do. Hearing from turtles who do want me to continue posting gave me some more confidence there.

So, yeah, I expect I'll post some more as I have time. I'd like to post more on dd (cause he's my fav). I'd also like to try to figure out gg cause that dude is so confusing to me. I do have RL stuff going on, and I don't have the time to be super-active outside of occasional posts. But I'd like keep posting stuff. At least until I get all my Yizhan thoughts out.

[l-norris]

Spanish GP 2024 Recap

Part 3 of this strangely therapeutic thing I call content!

Forgot to write out stuff that happened pre-race cuz I was busy stressing over final exams tomorrow and realised it only as the formation lap was complete lmao.

('Tis the reason I'm posting it today already as well, brother I am SUFFERING I HATE FINAL EXAMS)

Anyways, enjoy.

And, as always, numbers in brackets are lap numbers.

(Disclaimer: Remember that this is just for shits and giggles, I'm not trying to actually hate on anyone here cuz all the drivers are very dear to me)

- IT'S LIGHTS OUT AND AWAY WE GO!

- Lando looses P1 almost immediately

- and drops down to P3 in the first corner

- That was horrible my man

- But DAMN where did George come from tho??

- No crashes so far

- Oop Ferraris touched actually, nevermind

- Max in the lead (3)

- Is it even worth it to keep watching

- Like we all know how this is gonna end

- Fuck it, never say never

- Lando is back in George's DRS window (7)

- Somehow Fernando dropped down to P14

- Lando is slowly creeping up on George

- First pitstops happening already (Guanyu and Yuki) (10)

- Oscar is literally up Pierre's rear

- Haas fucking up yet another pitstop

- Oh brother I can see the negative points in my F1 Fantasy already

- Kevin apparently did a false start (this seems familiar)

- Max binned it in turn 7 (13)

- Which we never got to see btw

- Alpine fucked up Pierre's pitstop

- Kevin gets a 5-Second-Penalty (now hold on...)

- George in Pit (16)

- Mercedes also fucked up George's pitstop

- What's in Barcelona's air today lmao

- Lando is 8 tenths faster than Max

- Max comes in (17)

- 1,9 second pitstop😵

- Rejoins in fourth

- Carlos is complaining a lot today

- Stop yapping bro, DRIVE

- I'm scared of McLaren's strategy

- I need to go to the restroom but if I've learnt anything it is that something crucial happens if I do.

- Oscar in pit (22)

- Oscar flying past Nico (23)

- Lando pitstop (23)

- Rejoins in sixth

- Lando fastest lap (26)

- Lando closing in on Carlos

- Aaaand he's gone!

- Oscar overtakes Checo easily (28)

- "Tires are very inconsistent" - Max (30)

- OH?

- Lando is getting ready to overtake Lewis

- Gets by easily (32)

- Oscar flies through the field

- Lando is up in P2!

- But George ain't giving up without a fight

- Fight! (36)

- They're side by side for like half the lap

- Lando wins the squabble (37)

-George fastest lap (39)

- Checo is in P10 btw (38)

- I give up, I need to use the restroom

- Nothing happened, nice.

- Lapping starts (42)

- Max pitstop (44)

- Lando is speeding away

- Mom I'm scared

- Lando boxes (47)

- Rejoins P2!!!

- Nico gets a penalty for speeding in the pitlane

- 7 second gap to Max

- Is it too soon to say I can hear the Dutch anthem playing already?

- Wait hold on Lando is actually gaining

- Yuki also gets a penalty for speeding in the pitlane

- 15 laps to go!

- Lewis in P3!

- Max is pulling away again😮‍💨

- Alex bins it (60)

- My hopes are dead

- Max won

- silently fuming

- Not only because Lando didn't win but because somehow Oscar was kinda forgotten again? Correct me if I'm wrong here tho

- At least Lando got DotD

- AND LEWIS PODIUM!

- Everyone actually finished🤯

- This race was... meh.

- Not a single yellow flag, no safety car, no carnage.

- Only plenty of overtakes and battles

- Some of them were GODLIKE but still...

- Turned off the broadcast as soon as the podium celebrations started

- I do NOT want to hear the Dutch anthem rn

- I cannot physically handle hearing it I will cry

- Lando didn't do his signature champagne celebration apparently - very understandable.

- But at least he's second in the WDC now🥹

- inhaling the copium

- ... feel free to add on!

... Yeah. A rollercoaster of emotions, this one.

But hey! My homerace is next! YIPPEE! See ya in Spielberg!

[mysticsparklewings]

Obscutober 2024 Day 27: Whelve 🕳️

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Whelve (v.)

to turn (as a dish or vessel) upside down usually to cover something

to bury something deep; to hide

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Whichever one I was the most lost on how to handle before? Scratch that, this one takes that cake now. If it wasn’t obvious. 😅

It was also yet another chaotic day with not much time to play. I hope that doesn’t continue for the remaining 4…🫠

Click the "Keep Reading" and we'll talk a bit more about my general thoughts/process. ✨

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😮‍💨 Sparklers, I'm tired. Remember how I said yesterday was a chaotic day around the house? That was true again today. And now you know why this piece both went up particularly late for the Obscutober pieces and spent a fair bit of time without a proper description afterward, too. 😅

Now, also to be fair, I wasn't as upset as I probably should have been about the chaos and the delays it caused because I had exactly one idea for this mandala, and it did not feel like a good enough idea to carry the mandala on its own.

...And yet, that's essentially what I did: Go with that one idea and make it carry the whole mandala. Care to take a guess what said idea was?

Granted, if I'd had more time when I was finally about to sit down and worry about the art for today, I probably would have experimented and dug for more ideas, at least to see what my options were even if the outcome wasn't that different. But that was time I just didn't have today.

So. In case you couldn't guess, my main idea was shovels, after the whole "bury something" part of the definition.

...Alright, I admit that I did briefly toy with the idea of turtles, since they tie in well with concept of hiding. But I didn't end up incorporating that both because the longer I thought about it, the less it seemed to fit, and also I really could not be bothered with the amount of trial-and-error I knew it would take to get a turtle in this style that was to my liking. 👎

I think generally this word, for me, would've been better suited to a mini-magnet approach. I could just as easily be wrong, though.

Still, with shovels as my base, the next logical thing I could think to do was just make some ground surrounding the shovels; Emphasizing how you'd use a shovel to dig down deep, through multiple layers of dirt. And that explains the bulk of the mandala, except...

Those square not-quite-flower things at the end of every shovel. What's that about?

Honestly, I just wanted something else that was less doodle-y, less specifically tied to the ground/shovel concept, and maybe kinda felt like it tired more into hiding.

It's a very loose connection, but I was sort of thinking this square-ish motif at least vaguely went with "hide" since the edges are dark and the center almost looks like a mid-bloom flower or something. So maybe in some sense you'll get a "flower hiding secrets" kind of vibe from it?

Similarly, the fill-in colors for those wasn't really thought out. I just went with colors I thought would look good—Which I think was a success, at least!

There might have been hints of "gold for treasure, like you'd bury" or "red like an X-marks-the-spot would be on a map" influencing me there, but I won't swear to it, and I'm genuinely still not sure of where the blue came from other than making a nice primary palette. 🤷‍♀️

Sooo...That's kinda it. 😅 I do think visually, as a piece of art, it came out well—pretty, even! My hang up is purely that it doesn't tie back into the definition for the word super well. Quite possibly the worst so far on that front.

But, given the events of the day, I'm going to mostly let it go and just be happy that it does look nice and that I was able to get it done and posted in time.

I am hoping though that this coming week, things will calm down a little bit so we can end the month on a higher note...I'm expecting that, because I know how these things tend to go, but I can dream, can't I? 🫠

Now if you Sparklers will excuse me, I need a bit of a rest before it's time to start on the next one of these. 😴

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[singsweetmelodies]

gooddddd morning! thank you for the tag, @boxboxbrioche my love - this is a very cute way to start the day! 🥰

name: katie, kt, occasionally KATIEEEEE!!!

sign: SCORPIO 😏 that'd explain a lot, wouldn't it? but no. it's actually virgo, i believe.

time: it's 6:39 AM as i'm typing this out. i know, i know 😮‍💨 i'm not actually a morning person, either. but the job & the studies are relentless 😔

favourite band/artist: band is little mix, and artist is taylor swift 💕

last movie: barbie!! loved it. 🩷

last show: heartstopper 🥺🫶

when i created this blog: i think it was around april/may 2022? not entirely sure... somewhere thereabouts

other blogs: yep, one - @ohmygasly. but before anyone gets too excited: no, i don't actually do anything there. i just use it to save ask games and prompt lists to my drafts there (because god knows my drafts on this blog are far too crazy/too many for me to ever be able to find anything here, lmao.)

do i get asks: oh yes! quite frequently. i love them 🥰 (though it must be said, i am rather terrible at replying in any kind of timely fashion. i have great intentions but am also very forgetful and very busy. oh well!)

followers: let's just leave it at well over 300 xD which is a very decent number for a primarily fic blog!! appreciate you all so much <3333

average hours of sleep: probably around 6 🤔 i'm a bit of a night owl, and definitely don't get to bed early enough considering what time i need to get up in the mornings, hah.

instruments: 🎶 yes! i can play the piano reasonably well, and the violin badly 😆

what i'm wearing: jeans, sneakers and a reasonably nice button-up blouse that i can teach in later today (but for the time being, it's about to be covered all up by my lab coat 🥼)

dream job: OOOOHHHH 🤔 heading a division in the FSL (forensic science laboratory) in south africa, and maybe some part-time lecturing at my old beloved uni there as well

tagging @welightitup, @hourcat, @effervescentdragon, @mssr-monagato, @duquesademiel, @wolfiemcwolferson, @river-ocean, @pinkierre, @yukierres, @moonlight0starlighte and @francophones, if any of you guys feel like giving this a go! 🤗

happy friday, friends 💕

[safesthaveninexistence]

So grateful I deadass don't have to wait. Like I don't ever have to think "wonder if I'll have to wait another month, day, second, week, month, year" like my brain my subconscious mind emotional world is literally physically unable to think that or feel that it deadass feel I have it all today and I'm so grateful because as a result I do. That's why I effortlessly have Laika today. So grateful she's cuddling lying on me watching tv as I type on my phone and watch TikTok. She's so fucking cute watching Korean drama wow she's so me fr LOL. Fascinating cause that be the very same show I watched when it gave me signs Laika's coming and now she's here it's even far more incredulously Magical and out of this world. I'm telling you it's never Magically boring with this girl. I love her fr. It's shocking how she treats me like the Queen. It's shocking how she treats me like the supremest greatest Deity. She even calls me God. SHE EVEN SAYS IM GOD. SHE FREELY CALLS ME GOD. SHE FREELY CALLS ME HER GOD. UGHHHHHHHH UTMOSTESTLY SUPREMEST SATISFACTION IM FEELING UGHFUFUFUFHFUGHUGH ORGASM TO MY SOUL. So grateful Laika reads my scripts/manifestations and be SO INCREDULOUSLY SHOCKED I GOT EVERY SINGLE WORD AND LINE ACCURATE ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE VERY UTMOSTEST T. So grateful Laika accepts ABSOLUTELY ALL OF ME. So grateful my Laika loves ABSOLUTELY ALL of me. So grateful my Laika my Laika my Laika my Laika I LOVE SAYING MYYYYYYY LAIKA. It's stuNNING HOW HER NAME IS EVEN LAIKA TOO WOW SORCERY BLACK MAGIC CAME THROUGH FR!!!!! PRECISION AND INFALLIBILITY ON FLEEK!!!!!!! So grateful Laika doesn't live in fear along with me. So grateful Laika doesn't spread fear. So grateful we both don't ever live in fear and as a result we live the most Magical life ever. The way Laika's so attentive to me is incredulous so listening so in love with me. Like she doesn't want to miss a damn word I said. Her sense of humor is God notch too whewwwww😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 her sense of humor SHOCKINGLY HITS THE VERY G SPOT OF MY SOUL EACH AND EVERY TIME LIKE I LOVE THIS GIRL! So grateful Laika is sexily immaculate at quelling my anxiety. So grateful I effortlessly let go of the past. So grateful my self concept is immeasurably far more superior and Magical and effective and powerful than the past. So grateful Laika never plays games with me she overexcessively respects my mind body soul feelings and pussy too much for that. So grateful she takes me to the moon and we fly together to the moon and we make out on the cloud and the moon is so LARGE AND SO BIG. I'm so mystical so ethereal Laika is deeply happy and blissful to have me she deeply cherishes me each seamless moment that passes with our wedding rings on. It deeply heals me how ready and quick Laika craves to marry me. Absolutely everything Laika says incredulously heals me. Absolutely everything. I'm actually incredulously proud of myself for doing this. Wow chills. I did this. My life's the most FANTASTIC DREAM. Laika and I have the most Magical results from having sex with each other in the physical realm I SWEAR! Thank God the separation before we met each other was REAL TEMPORARY INCREDULOUSLY TEMPORARY BRIEFLY TEMPORARY. Like it didn't even take long cause Laika and I were insanely and rapidly manifesting each other like HELL. Like Laika were scripting all of her ideal situations with me and I'm scripting all of my ideal situations with her and SHOCKINGLY OUR SCRIPTS UNERRINGLY ALIGN LIKE OUR DESIRES ALIGN. Like for instance I want to be passenger princess she scripts she wants me to be passenger princess. I want to be the worlds biggest movie star and Zillionaire, she actually scripted in how I'm the worlds biggest movie star and Zillionaire. I scripted she's my slave and Laika scripted how she would be a slave for me cause she loves Dom fems who she can top in bed🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 LIKE WE'RE JUST TOO SHARPLY AND SATISFYINGLY IN SYNC LIKE WE'RE DEADASS EACH OTHER DREAMGIRL. It's the fact at times Laika be soooooo TURNED ON FROM ME SHE CUMS INCREDULOUSLY FAST ON MY PUSSY

[bishiglomper]

I got 2.5 hours of sleep last night. And then we had a very long day. My cardiologist appt was at 8:30.

Which went well. My doctor was nice. I mean I told him I didn't exercise much and everything. Had coffee occasionally. He didn't say anything about it or make me feel defensive about anything. I have to get another Holter monitor and echo. Ugh.

But he also took blood to look for a protein that might explain my symptoms so that was different.

I told him I wasn't having problems right now as far as a holter monitor but he still wants a baseline. Alright. And he's dubious about the results of my last echo. So I have to get another..

The last time I got one..

I had to be topless and the tech wrapped her arm around me from behind me in a cuddle to ultrasound my heart. 😐

It felt awkward as shit. Not looking forward to that.

And then we were in des moines until like 7pm because mom needed an endoscopy and then we ate lunch. Dinner?

I immediately went to bed. I needed my onesie because apparently I was somewhere around having chills. I woke up after breaking out of it..

I'm beginning to think I'm just a bit hypothermic when I go to bed. I did read that bedtime was when your temperature was lowest during the day, so...

But omg I am so hurty. It absolutely does not help that the nephew is making us arm wrestle him several times a day. Ow. 😬

Also I had a migraine today. I had coffee and tylenol.. did nothing. I start feeling nauseous and took my Maxalt. And then I got so nauseous. I couldn't get my nausea pill open fast enough. I was dry heaving as my sister rushed it for me 😅 it escalated so fast.

Ugh it feels like someone took a tuning fork to my bones. So achey.

Stupid fibro 😮‍💨

I'm probably gonna be ded tomorrow

[oongaboonganerd]

January 14th, 2024

Things are... Better. I'm at least "away from the edge I've been sitting at" for weeks. I can breathe and enjoy life a little. Typing this is contradictory to my mental health right now but whatever. It'll be nice to read this later and remember that the things so get better, even if not by much. This is proof.

I got my medical insurance issue squared away, so that's a whole load off of me.

I have started digging around for new online friends that are happy to sit and shoot the shit with me for hours. Well, just one so far. There's another guy but he's definitely not my type of friend. 😮‍💨 He's a bit of an edge lord. He completely avoids social media which is understandable... But that includes not using YouTube. And he uses Apple music, which means he likely uses Apple tech and an iPhone. Which I think is hilariously contradictory to the spirit of the idea of what he is trying to be.

My cat was being very cute today so that was definitely a big up.

I'm still suffering from remembering things from the past year, at least once an hour if I'm having a really bad day. Although I think with that previous statement I'm probably fooling myself. It genuinely feels like the opposite is true at least once an hour, I'm dealing with negative thoughts regarding my past. I'm tired of being haunted.

I need a new life. My job is getting boring. My life is a bit boring. Existence is frustrating.

[studentbyday]

Day 1/14 - Chem

Realizing that Khan Academy's AP Chem course is better organized for learning than their Chemistry library, but it assumes you know things...things I have forgotten from high school chemistry, things I can find in the Chemistry library, so I have to figure out the right order myself which isn't too much of a biggie...like at least all the content is there and it's all very well explained. E.g. of the weird organization:

AP Mass spectrometry lesson = chem library U4

AP videos on elemental composition of pure substances is actually a later lesson in Chem library U5 on stoichiometry, tho its exercise is in Chem library U3.

Progress in AP Chem - below the red is what i finished today (had Saturday and Sunday to do Chemistry library U1-2 which was...mostly a breeze except for the readings cuz reading always takes longer AND there are some connections to future content that I currently don't have a good understanding of. I still have to finish reading the Polyatomic ions page...). In green (see pic 1) is what I need to finish tomorrow to complete Chemistry library U3.

Also gotta re-organize my notes so far. Today did some on paper, very rough cuz I was tryna figure things out myself whenever "I feel inspired" as Sal says. So transfer paper notes to OneNote. Yesterday added to my one page of notes in OneNote and was starting to have trouble navigating. I NEED TO SEPARATE NOTES INTO THEIR OWN THEMED PAGES. TITLE THINGS LIKE THEY TITLE THE VIDEOS (like how I did for my high school chem lecture notes...). And be very clear about the logic in my example follow-alongs/practice as if I were teaching it to beginners, don't skip any steps and explain each one. This is important because I'm starting to get confused at the math in new topics like mass percent and the subsequent topics that use it. (I'm pretty sure this is new at least? It feels new... Got 50% on elemental composition of pure substances, so it recommends that I keep practicing 📚)

Feeling slightly overwhelmed at the size of the Chemistry library stoich unit (U5)... 😵‍💫 ...which I had originally planned to finish tomorrow along w U6... Idk if I can do that... Why do I keep setting unrealistic goals 😵‍💫😮‍💨 I do wanna get to everything b4 I start university chemistry tho... Ugh Idk...

Update: I was feeling overwhelmed so decided to get started on the stoich... In green is what I can immediately do tomorrow. I wanna do the ideal gas thing after I finish the gases and kinetic molecular theory unit, which I might do sooner than I had planned.

[modernmanblues]

Hi again! Sorry it's been a few days, I've been busy trying to get everything together for Christmas while juggling work and studies.

Thank you for the recommendations! I'll definitely want to listen to them. And that's really cool that they include all the members on vocals like that! I put on Deceptive Bends now, and I'm only on the third song but I like the softness of the music, it's something I'd put on on a sunny Sunday or a relaxing Friday night. But that's just the first impression.

Ooh, do you have any favourite songs from Beatles or Zeppelin?

Well, White Christmas (Bing Crosby version) is one that always makes it feel like Christmas for real. Also The Christmas Song and Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas. Holy Night is one that can bring me to tears with the right arrangement (even though I'm not a bit religious). I also always thought that Kenny Rogers and Dolly Parton's "Christmas to Remember" was so very romantic.

What are your plans for the holidays? It's so close now! Me and my partner managed to get a tree today, though forgot to ask to have the bottom of the trunk cut fresh so we're going out for a new try with that tomorrow x) and also to get some presents. Tomorrow we're also gonna try to get the apartment finished decorating. Christmas Eve is the big day here, so there's not much time left, and we would like to have the 23rd to just relax.

/ 🌻

Santa darling, how goes it??

I hope you’re doing well! and no worries, I’ve been busy with work and school myself. I’m just glad this semester is finally over and that I have the rest of this week off work to just take a breather 😮‍💨

Omg! I hope you know you just put a smile on my face knowing you were listening to DB 😭 Please that entire album just screams ✨Eric Stewart supremacy✨ to me 😫 that man literally put his heart and soul into that album and I’m so proud of him for that 😌 Eric plays both guitar and piano and probably other strange instruments on that album and if I’m not mistaken, he was also the mastermind behind producing Bends. I feel like DB was Eric’s way of showcasing his brilliance as a multi-instrumentalist and I think that’s what makes that album extra special to me. I know I’ve probably mentioned this before, but that album was really what made me fall in love with 10cc, but more importantly with Eric. Also as an aside, I don’t know I’ve mentioned this already but I kinda have a thing for multi-instrumentalists lol (i’m talking to you Eric Stewart and John Paul Jones).

As far as Beatles songs, I love Helter Skelter, While My Guitar Gently Weeps, Here, There and Everywhere, Day Tripper and Paperback Writer. My favourite Zep songs are probably Misty Mountain Hop, Black Dog, Stairway, Immigrant Song, When the Levee Breaks, D’yer Mak’er and No Quarter.

And those are some great Christmas classics also! I know this is probably gonna sound silly but I also like The Chipmunk Song by Alvin and the Chipmunks. I think that song is just too stinkin’ cute! 💗

Ah and the holidays, I’m always bad at preparing for them lol I still have to do some Christmas shopping. Not that I have a lot to buy or anything BUT I always get extra generous around this time of year and feel obligated to buy presents for people. Also I’m pretty stoked bc this week, I’m thinking about buying myself a bass guitar for Christmas (thank you, John Paul Jones). And that’s nice that you’re taking some time off for a little R & R, we all need that sometimes ☺️

Wishing you a lovely rest of the week and happy holidays in advance! 🎄