#I'm done trying

[shadowwolfmemes]

I'm so done

Fucking hell, I'm actually done with @your-little-dead-angel-girl-200k. She made this post when I saw her post she made after blocking @rainbow-starheart for holding antis and proshippers responsible.

There are so many goddamn flaws in this whole entire paragraph, I can't even. I get she has BPD, but this is beyond bullshit and I'm sure as hell not letting it slide!

1.) I'm not trying to control you, Angel. Giving advice is not controlling. I was just shocked is all.

2.) "-I'm autistic and guessing, you're aren't autistic so don't police my language-" Well, excuse the fuck out of me for warning you out of goodness of my heart. Very bold of you to assume I'm not diagnosed from an actual professional that I'm actually autistic. As someone who is autistic, I've actually been hurt from the word "retard". That's why I, myself, refrain from using it on other people.

3.) I've been bullied from being autistic, too. You don't get to say that I haven't because you don't know shit about me either. Shut yo bitch ass the fuck up!

4.) It's not your age I'm worried about, it's your wellbeing. If that's such a big issue, then I'm no longer sorry for blocking you. "-worry about yourself" Fine, then you don't deserve friendship from anyone if this is how you talk to your friends.

5.) I don't want to be your goddamn online mother. It's not my responsibility to treat you like a motherfucking toddler. I'm sorry your parents don't give you much attention, but to assume that all I want to do is control you when it's the opposite is just too much for me. I'm tired of hearing it over and over.

You know what? I don't care anymore. I'm actually done. I blocked her a long time ago, but this post is the last straw for me. It doesn't matter that she was under a whole lot of stress then because when you lash out at other people, that makes them lash out right back at you.

If anyone is friends with her, y'all can let her see this for all I care. I'm just tired of her toxic bullshit.

@beecha @ennuizrealblog @freakyroma

[freckledsweetpea]

the blatant fatphobia coming back full force into everyone's everyday lexicon is really truthfully making me want to cease living.

done with the big back, ozempic, mixed weight, what i eat in a day, body checking, being mad that plus size retailers exist because they don't cater to straight sizes meanwhile fat people want plus sizes in every store so plus size retailers don't need to exist, "see so demure so mindful I don't get sour cream on my chipotle bowl because I don't want people to fear me getting on an elevator", "wow this post gave me diabetes" in reference to a pasta recipe, etc. etc.

like what's the point of being alive if we're going to treat others this way? there's no way out. so like what's the point to living if you're constantly going to move through life being laughed at and treated like a beast by the entirety of humanity for existing.

[eschynite]

part 3 is that while I know women are just as funny, courageous, bold, etc. as men, idk why we need to pretend that social factors don't prevent women from expressing themselves as freely as men do and imply that women who aren't able to connect with women for that reason are nefarious or something

[lightpost]

I don't know what to say anymore babe I've said it all

I just want to move on now at this point

Find myself and be happy with hopefully someone too

Start my life and get married because I want kids too

Your voice will always be a huge part of my soul but I can longer let it rule over me and the life i know i can have too.

I have to move on and make me feel alive happy and whole

I'm done.

[lazylittledragon]

some domestic shadowlachs <33

[charrammedher]

I think it's time to finally accept that nobody wants me around anymore. It's become painfully obvious at this point. I haven't actually seen any of my friends in years. I don't know why it's taken me this long to finally accept it. People don't want me around. That's fine. Life sucks and I need to stop trying. I'm over it at this point.

[kuuhaiyu]

i really can't emphasize how heartbreaking it is that the recent harassment campaign against @/90-ghost (among others; see: 1, 2, 3) has led to well-meaning people telling others not to listen to him. he is one of the most visible survivors of the genocide here on tumblr. his entire journey of escape is so well documented! and yet, it only took a few people confidently pointing fingers to create an entire witch hunt accusing him and other palestinians of being disreputable scammers and liars.

i can't help but feel like the reason why people were SO eager to believe those accusations, is because it was uncomfortable to see posts from palestinians every day asking for our time, attention, money, and support; so when someone presented the perfect excuse to ignore all those posts and asks while also taking the high ground, people just LEAPED onto it. they wanted to believe it, because it would be more comfortable.

honestly, i understand feeling overwhelmed by bad news, by the number of asks and messages in your inbox, and so on and so forth. i understand needing to set boundaries for yourself so you don't get burned out. i think this is really when you have to have a set of principles to fall back on, even when you're tired, uncomfortable, angry, and/or sad. so here's the one i suggest, which has been working for me best: don't make your discomfort with this situation into someone else's problem, and for god's sake don't make it a public problem.

if you hate seeing fundraiser posts or news about gaza, i can't emphasize this enough, JUST MOVE ON. KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AND SCROLL PAST! all you have to do is absolutely nothing. which is what you were doing anyway, so it shouldn't be hard. if you don't have the heart to read, or reblog, or share, or donate, or support in other ways, at the very least, don't obstruct the efforts of people who ARE trying to make a difference. this is, quite literally, the least you can do.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The squad of all time has arrived on scene.

[blackkatdraws2]

[Toon x Mobster] drawn for fun, he doesn't know how to hold that thing wwwwww

[barghest-land]

3 days in the arctic. not much time to draw, but a lot to see 🌠 kola peninsula, august '24

[eprime2211]

I thought the year was going to end on a decent note but I was wrong. 2023 just couldn't let me have a good end of the year could it. It just had to make me suffer one last time.

My step father decided to walk out on me and my mom last minute, packed up his stuff, cleaned out the bank account and has basically screwed both me, my mother and my sister his daughter. How low can you get? That low apparently, I don't know how someone can just do that and not care about how it's affected others. I see now what kind of scum he really is.

I'm just doomed to never have a good father figure in my life that's the one thing I'm not allowed to have. I'm done trying with him and my biological father. They trip head over face first into a cactus.

[somethingvicked]

Done with people. Just done.

[journey-to-the-attic]

"karasu search how 2 cheer human up"

"karasu search difference between sad human and zoning out human"

"karasu search how long is it safe for humans to zone out for?"

(+ a longer look at each scene:)

[allysketches]

"I loathe him. And, despite myself, I respect a worthy opponent...Which he isn't because he's a demon and I cannot respect a demon. Or like one."

decided to draw a small part of the bookshop opening deleted scene bc not one day goes by where I don't think about it 🥺 we lost so bad by not getting this one 😭😭 especially bc it contrasts the season 2 finale so well… I could write entire dissertations about it 🤧

[monstermonger]

I recently bought an art book on Caspar David Friedrich, whose emotional work stuck with me since I first saw it in a museum years ago. Over the course of a few weeks, I read about his life and at the same time did studies/interpretations of many pieces. It was a really enjoyable and fulfilling project; here's a good lot of them together :)

I was happy to see many people enjoyed Friedrich's work+my interpretations while posting them individually. It took way too long, but I FINALLY set up a print shop for some of these + some other pieces for those who expressed interest. Thank you so much!

[itsmeglycine]