#I'm doing this to myself tbh
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There's no Fanart Friday for this month either which has me tempted to fish for another prompt on here but at the same time, I've got too many WIPs and if I'm being honest, I'm not quite ready to abandon them yet
I don't know what the worst part of being an artist is but wanting more work while simultaneously wanting to finish my stuff yet not having time for either ISN'T my favorite thing
#oh woe is me#idk i just feel like complaining lol#THERE'S JUST TOO MANY IDEAS#NOT ENOUGH TIME#I CAME UP WITH 3 CONCEPT SKETCHES IN ONE SITTING LAST NIGHT 😭😭#I'm doing this to myself tbh#AND THERE'S 5 OTHER DRAWINGS I DIDN'T FINISH#not including the Rav I abandoned#I might draw him again#but I am not returning to what I started#mostly because I lost it and also I used a different brush at the time sooooooo#my stuff
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Commissioned piece for ACCamper! 🌼
#artists on tumblr#pokemon#eevee#commissioned piece#gotchibam arts#thank you sm for being patient w/ me!! ;w;#i'm also very glad to know you liked it! ;o; <3#also I just learned abt oriented aroace thru doing this piece (for the color palette of the flowers)#I still don't really know myself tbh but I just know I fall ~somewhere~ in the ace spectrum#hello fellow aces!! ;w;#queued
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courtesy of my left hand, again hahaha (my wright hand is still being foolish) anyway! the dress is from this official artwork:
also: process wips and notes also also: more left hand stuff
#franziska von karma#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#karuma mei#fanart#periwinkla#for the people who don't know & are wondering why on earth I would do this to myself#my right isn't in good condition and I can't use it until it heals properly / tbh the whole right side of my body hurts it's a long story#so I'm determined to learn to draw with my left in the meantime!
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handyman Bill au but make it a beach pool episode! idk what happened to the quality here (probably should've used a bigger canvas but oh well)
closeups:
edit: just realised i forgot ford's body hair smh
#stan is also there with them but i didn't have time to draw him so he's off camera#he's probably sat at the bar trying to rizz up women and failing miserably#reallyyyy wanna do like a proper gf/billford illustration but i have no time#so I'm stuck with silly doodles#tbh i didn't even have time for these i have sooo much to study but i couldn't stop myself#got that gravity falls brainworm#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#stanford pines#mabel pines#bill cipher#dipper pines#billford#handyman bill au#my art#grunkle ford#devllishy
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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Fiber arts update: Embroidery (derogatory)
Wedding gift for my lil' sis (who saw something like this on etsy, balked at the price and immediately went "hey I know some fucking idiot who'll do it for free" and then the idiot did in fact do it for free)
To my deep and lasting horror I'll have to do this again because my sister does, indeed, have two feet.
Also I'm helping out at an academic conference this week and my job is mainly just "sitting around looking like someone who would be able to give directions to places if asked" so I did this on the clock while everyone was attending lectures. I guess there's some poetic justice in bringing the worst project you have to something like that.
#embroidery#guardy's fiber arts tag#I don't usually embroider tbh#love the way it looks#but doing it myself Does Not Spark Joy#It sparks physical pain and a deep desire to stab someone#(also to be clear: by doing this I'm getting out of buying a wedding gift#so yes; technically 'for free'#but also... well you get the idea)
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my flawless bind is done!!! 🥹
this is my second ever hardcover, first ever faux leather, first ever metal corners, and first bind of my own fic!
featuring art by myself and @chernozemm , and a hand painted cover because i couldn’t figure out any other way to decorate it lmaoooo. now i just gotta do this three more times for mine, meg, and zemm’s copies ���
#good omens#gomens#flawless au#good omens fic#book binding#fanbinding#libratian#i finally understand paper grain direction and can't wait to cut the pages CORRECTLY next time ahah#i also took the text blocks to an officeworks for them to cut with a guillotine#and it looks terrible#so i'm keen to do the next one myself with a knife tbh
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#exposing myself here#do i mean writing or reading?#both.#btw i am in no way discrediting actual therapy if you can afford it i am begging you to go#i'm currently waiting for the state-paid one and in the meantime we cope#also sorry for the shit quality i did this on my phone and didn't expect more than 10 notes tbh i should've known better#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#staged#david tennant#michael sheen#good omens fanfic#good omens fandom#good omens fanfiction#good omens memes#good omens shitpost#ineffable fandom
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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question for the group
#isat#in stars and time#i don't think this counts as spoilers tbh#thank u isat script project for not making me go and find some playthrough to get the exact wording#im very curious!!#also i have the second part of a job interview soon and i'm doing literally anything to distract myself from nerves soooo
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I come on this platform mostly to just have silly fun, but seeing queer, and especially trans infighting on my dash is so frustrating.
Friendly reminder that if you don't support all queer identities you can fuck off. Building a community requires supporting eachother, but don't think I will keep people in my community who care only about kicking down others, that's crab bucket behaviour.
Support transmascs. support transfems. support intersex people. support non-binary identities. support trans men. support trans women. support bi people. support pan people. Support Ace people. Support Aro people. support lesbians. support gay men. Especially fucking support black queer people. Especially fucking support indigenous queer people. Especially fucking support asian queer people. Especially fucking support SWANA queer people. Especially fucking support Jewish queer people. And any intersections of the above, and likely the many I've missed.
No one else's identity is lesser just because it is different,
#Kind of a vent post#probably shouldn't post like this tbh#cuz it might invite bad faith actors tbh#But I'm so damn tired about people pretending transandrophobia doesn't exist#speaking as a transfem myself#I don't care about what the specific term is or how “clunky” it sounds#Transmascs have a right to discuss their own oppression#just as us Transfems do#And a proper queer community sees us support eachother#Transfems that do not make space for transmascs in their life are not my allies#Same goes for any other queer identity#Some INDIVIDUALS are truly shitty and are not part of my community true#but we don't abandon those in our community for speaking up for themselves#Transandrophobia#transmisoginy#To be clear I am upset with people bashing transmascs and blocking those on sight#transmascs venting/talking about their oppression or the harrassment they face are not doing anything wrong#Wether they receive said harrassment from transfems or not. does not matter#Also anyone trying to argue “those don't count as queer though” about any group of queer people is a ghoul and not an ally
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well, you’ll stand like you stood as a babe tugging at the house plants all on your own honest and truly
you’ll rise like land pulled up at the sound of some strange commandment a moon alight reflecting fully
and I guess it would feel like rebirth out of some kind of dying to see yourself so glowing'
I've been listening to glowing on loop a lot lately. it's been a favorite of mine since it came out. felt only right to draw my favorite little guy while listening to it on loop! you can download the zine this piece was featured in here
#isat#in stars and time#siffrin#isat spoilers#the oh hellos#fen draws#fanart#i am being so brave by posting about this tbh. i was just never gonna post it tbh but i decided to challenge myself#doing scary things hard#honestly i'm pretty happy with how this came out#there's something about the idea of someone who's so afraid of the unknown and terrified of straying off the path#they've made for themselves so??? resonant with us i guess#you got this siffrin. ilu. ur being so brave.
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A year ago I was thinking maybe I'd try to create more original content in a vain attempt to help pay for the various health supports I'm slowly starting to need.
I didn't really get too far into planning what I'd do exactly before a bunch of crap happened and I ended up doing nothing.
But I did create a mascot character for my "brand" (I guess you'd call it) before things fell apart. I had a few cool artists work on a few different versions of my original design before I ran out of cash, but out of the blue the other day I remembered she existed and that I'd never shared her with the blog.
She doesn't have a name (feel free to come up with one) but she's kind of a mix of everything I love about the magical girl visuals from Iczer Girl Iczelion, Ginga Ojousama Densetsu Yuna, Chou Kousoku GranDoll & Akihabara Dennou Gumi. Y'know, with an even more obnoxious faux retro colour scheme because of who I am as a person.
I've thought about using her as my icon here and completing the "rebrand" I suppose you'd call it, but I can't seem to bring myself to change my Hiwatari Saki illustration icon for now.
In saying that though, I didn't want my magical robo girl to go completely unseen after I spent all that time creating her so here she is, hope you like her.
#personal#i would say 'maybe i'll still do this!'#but i'm straight-up middle-aged now so i can't see myself pulling it off tbh#i'm not sure how i'll figure out my medical costs over the next few years#but i'll work something out i'm sure#this is really just me wanting to show off my cute little OC before i forget her again#feel free to doodle your own version of her if you like#just tag me if you do i'd love to see#she makes me smile so maybe she'll make you smile too :)
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1x04 - What We | The Ones Who Live
#i am utterly feral#like i cannot be introduced into society or an indoor environment rn#Rick Grimes#towl spoilers#The Ones Who Live#*#rg#HOW DOES HE KEEP GETTING MORE HANDSOME STOP IT#F U Z Z I E S#CHEST FUZZIES DO YOU SEE THEM#NECK FUZZIES#SCARS#THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS#I AM WINNING#even his adams apple is nice#i hate myself#the slope of his shoulders 🗣#if i could just rest my face on his chest for a few i think it could solve a lot of problems i have tbh#put me in traction#until i walk like i'm about to duel at the OK Corral#[redacted] inside me#hello welcome to the tour#on your left you will see A MAN™#i have a very hectic week ahead i need to go to bed#would give a kidney to draw idle patterns in his chest hair#*rabid whale noises*#i don't think whales can get rabies but if they could that's what i sound like rn#that man would look like an ancient capri sun pouch when i was done#go to bed lacey
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something i've already posted about in the past but am thinking about again because of the conversations in this episode is that i still truly do not understand bells hells'(well, particularly ashton's) view on what is going to happen if the information about aeor gets sent out to the people of exandria. obviously, i'm not an average person living in that world and am instead a viewer of the media with fairly extensive knowledge of the lore, so i could definitely just be missing what the impact would actually be! but the insistence that it would be a world shattering revelation that completely turns everyone against the odds just... doesn't make sense to me?
unless ludinus has a way of editing the information he presents and can take away the context, which would basically make the "footage" even more strange, what they're going to be seeing is... the gods saving themselves from people with the active ability to murder them all and having a rather humanizing crisis of what they should do about it? i guess the working with the betrayer gods part could be considered the controversial aspect of it, but overall, considering everything else that was destroyed in the calamity, aeor really was the one instance that was closest to being "justified". i don't think anyone who cares enough about the gods for this to cause any sort of big disruption of faith would have as big of a problem with it as they are assuming, nor do i really think it's something that would cause mass revolts against the gods in people who aren't devout.
#critical role#cr spoilers#i have spent so much time thinking abt this tbh. so much of my brain power is dedicated to thinking about religion in exandria#i do admit that i'm thinking about it in a way that is very logic-driven when if in the scenario itd be more emotion-driven#this is just nonsense from my thoughts attempted to be put into words that make sense to anyone besides myself LMAO#i was gonna add another part about why their idea that it will Massively interupt their power is strange also#considering the fact they watched a freshly Completely wiped out of followers everlight have the same power as all the other gods in aeor#but this post is long enough and i feel like whenever i post about this im worried abt how it comes across#so i dont feel like adding on to it anymore than i have sjskfn#i am honestly just very tired of god debates. i think there was more interesting parts in last night's than some of the others#but it feels so circular every time. and i still love you orym for being the one who sees this and i want to give him a kiss about it
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At the End of the Summer
Fic by @skylerlightingstrike | Art by @airu27-rkgk
Read it on AO3~
Summary: In order to fulfill his obligations as a noble, Shinichi attends Natsu no Ame summer camp with the intent to earn a medal of honor. Between lessons and spending time with friends, it should be a normal summer. Now if only someone could explain that to the dragon. Oh, and the dead body.
Hi hi! I'm here with another project for @kaishinbigbang 💜💙 Sky writes absolutely fantastic fic about dragon!Kaito and political dispute in fantasy setting, there's Shinichi solving cases, wonderful banters (dates), I cannot stop gushing about it, please give it a read!
#ksbb24#kaishin#dcmk#kuroba kaito#kudou shinichi#dragon!kaito#draping kaito in jewels and gold and accessories#while drawing shinichi mostly fashion-bare#mhmm truly not biased what r u implying#i'm honored to pinch hit this fic#this one is done in record time tbh#i had like less than 2 weeks to do this#but i want to draw a lot of scenes from the fic#had to stop myself to add even more details lolol
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