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If me from a year ago saw me now she wouldn't believe I'm actually her.
#That's a good thing btw#younger me was so socially awkward and scared of talking it was really bad#I mean I'm still socially awkward but#not as socially anxious#so that's good#Like wow I'm actually talking to people#strangers for that matter#past me could never#so yeah I'm quite proud of myself#And I hope my past self is too#I like to believe she is#I'm doing this for her after all#hope#growth#happiness#joyful#uni#university#<-technically uni is the place where this started so I'm tagging it too#for my fellow awkward people scared of talking: don't give up. one day this might be you#I believe in you#I'll root for you on the sidelines every time you make that step out of your comfortzone#hopecore
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i'm really so curious how deeply tbhx is gonna go with its whole premise of "heroes are made and gain powers based on trust" because i really wasn't anticipating that
1) moon/xiao yueqing has teleportation-based powers but because everyone wants her and nice to stick together, her teleportation leads back to nice which was INSANE to me
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2) lin ling is becoming increasingly more worried about being clean and perfect which is a side effect of nice's image of perfection which is indicating that this whole trust system can have mental effects??? and that's horrifying to me???
we are 2 episodes in, how deep is this gonna go
#pj talks#y'know this kinda makes how moon didn't rly fight during the first ep fight make a little more sense#'cause like if her only thing is being able to tp to nice and they're kinda in a very enclosed space#where the termination letters are getting shot out and all then she can't do much#also moon's entire job kinda being planned from the start even from when she started travel-blogging.......#we're probably never gonna see moon again after that episode and thank GOD for that go get your life back queen#but thank you for the bits of your life you did tell us#i'm eating this shit up#eh y'know what#to be hero x#need to see other ppl speculate on how bad this could get#also need other ppl to be rly deeply worried about the mental side effects thing w me#bc i was considering that#before the episode#is it possible for ppl to believe so hard in lin ling being nice that lin ling starts to just forget who he is#but i was like. pshhhhhh no right.#that couldn't happen right?? you can't literally affect his brain and sense of self right??#um well. i'll be the first to say i was Wrong
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ok no I need to talk about this
the reason ralsei is changing is because of susie
the way he said it, darkners that are based on memories of loved ones can "only appear in specific darkness". meaning, originally, ralsei was kris' memory
and, similarly, gerson was presumably Alvin's?
except. gerson came back. it's the third sanctuary. a different dark world. but he's still here. and why?
because SUSIE remembers him. she wrote alvin the letter from him. she fought him and won and came back to look for him. because now he's in her memories, too.
following that logic, of course ralsei is in her memories too. more prominently, too, each time she returns to an adventure. he strays further from the blurry memories kris has, into something that's both theirs and hers
and, while we're at it, maybe ours, too. we shape him with our choices because we're part of this team too
#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter four#deltarune chapter 4#deltarune chapter 4 spoilers#deltarune chapter four spoilers#deltarune theory#susie deltarune#ralsei#gerson#I'm so sorry immediately after seeing him again my immediate thought was “oh no its about memories”#well technically I thought that when ralsei was talking about darkners made from memories too but like#less coherently#this is just. fucking with me on so many levels#ESPECIALLY since susie DOES have gerson memories too?? specifically the bench. that she was sitting on in the memory#the one toriel found her on? thats been a memorial to gerson? yeah.#but dark world memories should count too#and. if they don't? whose to say WE aren't the ones corrupting ralsei#with our undertale memories of asriel and all that comes from that#like I'm pretty sure there's several points in chapter 4 where ralsei directly quotes from undertale#like things that without the specific mindset you wouldnt think about but like. the way he apologized to susie?#that he can clear every room ahead of us if we just let him be useful?#yall who played undertale would know EXACTLY what that reminded me of#and the scene where kris hugs him mirrors a similar one in undertale too. like I had to pause the video I was watching to take a breath#I have sooo much thoughts I am so normal do not talk to me about deltarune ever thanks
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Her eyes meet his. He reaches out his arm and takes an enormous breath. With terror clear in her eyes, her hand reaches for his, and he locks his grip on her wrist, and her fingers dig into his arm.
“I got you! Hold on!”
Vermillion Seas, Cardinal Skies Chapter 22: A Second Chance
The Fall took my breath away when I first read it. The intensity, the terror, the beauty... I loved each and every second of it, and I know you will too.
Go read Vermillion Seas, Cardinal Skies by @geothewriter if you want to find a perfect balance of love and adventure!
#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#azula art#azula fanart#atla azula#princess azula#azulaang#azula#aang art#aang fanart#avatar aang#atla aang#aang#Vermillion Seas Cardinal Skies#atla fanfic#atla fic#atla fanfiction#the western air temple#Okay but LISTEN#This chapter was breathtaking#The scenes were so vivid and the emotions so intense and WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DOVE IN TO SAVE HER AFTER EVERYTHING SHE DID#Each new chapter of VSCS further convinces me that Aang's a sweet darling sunshine that must be protected at all costs and Azula needs a hug#Or therapy#Or both#(My girl is experiencing The Terrors and I am not going to survive her storyline in this no sir I won't)#LET HER BE HAPPY GEO#I'M BEGGING YOU#The Comet won't be good to me I just know it
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ok so i don't like to air my real life dirty laundry but i found out today that one of the other apprentices at work (who has since been fired) has stolen artwork from half of the studio INCLUDING ME, and she literally did one of my designs on the other apprentice WHILE I WAS SITTING NEXT TO HER
#ramble#tattoo apprentice things#disclaimer she was let go a couple of months ago. i just found out today that the shop hated her and all the reasons why#i'm so fucking upset akfdhdfj#at the time i gave her the benefit of the doubt bc it was one of my medieval creatures and i assumed we used the same reference#but then i found out she stole from someone else and i was like. wait#and then i checked and she posted a flash sheet with one of my designs 10 days after i posted it the first time#can you fucking imagine if i hadn't forgotten i posted that design and walked in on her doing it#it would've been like dropping a NUCLEAR BOMB#and i've had to message my coworker to say 'i'm so sorry but the design *X* did on you was stolen from me'
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totally lore-accurate swanqueen screencap redraws 4/∞
they're on their first date :3c
#swan queen#swanqueen#regina mills#emma swan#once upon a time#ouat#my art#sq art#sq redraw#i wanted to draw this scene mainly because regina just looked SO PLEASED WITH HERSELF i love her face#but i'm not super happy with the result :<#shoulda picked a different scene after all i felt like i couldn't really do much with this one#(or maybe i'm just not good enough at drawing her yet she's so difficult aaaa)#but i still wanted to finish this anyway!!#i hope you enjoy :>#thank u also for sending me asks with recommendations for scenes for me to redraw!!#i'll keep them in my inbox until i get around to them#thank you so much for the warm welcome to this space ; -; 💜#i'm so happy to see this ship still very much alive after all this time
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no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh
#star wars#clone wars#star wars fanart#ahsoka tano#captain rex#anyway i bring you this a) because i'm going back to my tcw roots of late and b) because i miss them terribly#as you can see because i can't handle reality i put her in the novel design#cause wdym they split up after order 66 haha what no that didn't happen you're crazy#read it however you want idc ^^)b any interpretation of their dynamic is the best one i think#yea anyway in this amount of time i've gotten a lot better at anatomy and i don't really care about social media anymore#but i have like nowhere to put my art now so *shrug*#star wars the clone wars#artists on tumblr#i've wanted to do one of those post-type drawings and i am .-+ too lazy +-. to color it sooo#signature got cropped sigh. whatever#if you see a mistake no you don't. you know the drill#also i finally watched bad batch season 3 around christmastime and hewiutgeh.#singlehandedly took the show from a 4 to a 10 for me so thx dave filoni we love u as always >>>#lowk kinda missed it here *gazes fondly at the bot spam and screaming and cursing in my feed*#btw i have never used instagram in my life so if this is formatted wrong it's your fault. bye#someone tell me whether or not i should tag this as rxsk because i am very much debating#does tumblr even like them anymore ?? i know ao3 does they're still going crazy over there (>1k works God bless)#“bro's first post back and she's yapping her head off” cmon you know me by now anyway can we talk about season 7 ahsoka#i find no fault in her. she is perfect. she is the greatest version of any star wars character ever at all#no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told her about fives. no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told echo#ok that's enough bye i'll wait for this to get four notes at most and three of them being comments screaming at me#one more thing uhh suspend your disbelief since anakin liked the post. rots didn't happen and everything is fine !!#my art
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pokemon au
#akia art#our life#olba#baxter ward#olba mc#pokemon#we're back to the obnoxiously long posts w this one 🤣#i'm only a casual consumer but pkmn is probably my fondest childhood ip.. it'll always be famous to me#i was going to do trainer splash art for each page but gave tf up LOL#there's maggie's drinks fit that i haven't shown before tho 🤣 it's her senior prom dress#+ the fankids bc it wouldn't be pkmn w/o pkmn childhoods#(i hope everyone stateside is taking care after this past week 👴)#i wasn't even old enough to vote the first time this happened so it's unreal to me that we're here again all these yrs later
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never gonna stop losing my mind over this scene i fear
#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwdits spoilers#laszlo x nadja#ladja#laszlo cravensworth#nadja of antipaxos#they're so in love i truly can't#couple of all time#gosh i'm. really happy we got this from nadja as well after his scene to her in ep5 <3#the. i love you for you not for the hero you feel like you have to be to deserve it 🥺 something just like this coded#also her mentioning his hair. so real it is one of his best qualities#and the similarites between both scenes with them bickering & sitting back to back but so close to each other still!#old married couple fr#only thing that would've made this scene even better was if they kissed fr. even in the background or something#but it's alright in my head they did#and yeah while she obvs doesn't really need it i still do think that him training the monster specifically to protect her was a lot#god i love them so much. it is i who can't live without them i fear i can't believe we only have 2 eps left :(
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rewatching s1 meljay scenes just to feel something and while I want to do an analysis of their relationship to argue against every bonehead that touts "mel manipulated jayce" I got to the end where jayce tells the council to go fuck themselves BUT THEN POINTEDLY TURNS TO MEL AND SOFTLY SAYS "Except you. You were right. You were always right." And I CRY OKAY. Her eyes widen and it sinks in that there's someone who supports the same vision of peace she has, who VALIDATES her views. And one of the LAST scenes is them smiling at one another when the council agrees to Zaun's independence. They made peace without going to war. Without using hextech and corrupting jayce and viktor's dream. Without compromising mel's values.
And then s2 fucked that all up.
#i'm in the trenches rn i'm in like stage 4 of my grieving process lol#meljay#onlymeljay#goldenforge#mel medarda#jayce talis#arcane#text post#i will say that after rewatching all their scenes mel didn't manipulate jayce for SHIT#there were multiple moments where he went against what she wanted#and guess what she still fell in love with him#everyone points to the scene in the theater as the ultimate manipulative scene and you know what she's doing?#fucking helping his ass because he just made every councilmember his enemy (except mel) with his security measures#and it was only when HE said that THEY made a great team did she make a move on him#everyone likes to say mel seduced jayce but he charmed her too!! quite clearly!!#anyway I'm going insane rn they loved each other :''')))
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Daddy, don't go.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#jiang fengmian#Scenes that are tragic but still made me laugh: JFM wrapping the boys *right back up* after finding out it was YZY who tied them up.#I know he did it because he understands the severity of what's going on in lotus pier & the need to protect his children.#But it also comes off as 'Oh your mother said so? Yeah I'm not overruling her. Listen to your mother kids. I gotta go.'#You guys ever think about how the last time Jiang Cheng saw his parents alive it was them both pushing him away one last time?#I do!!! I sure do!!! Now you can too! Welcome to my sad little club. The refreshments are all saltwater.#And the subtle difference in who the parting is intended for. YZY meant to leave WWX with JC as a protector. JFM wants them both safe.#The reveal that Zidian responds to JFM aches so badly.#The fact the weapon she literally lashes out with also reveals her heart is so poetic.#I sure hope they can reconcile their feelings. I hope it all works out.#This is the last of the math boat jokes. Back to labeling the boats properly after this.
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tfw you're out lesbianed by your filterless wife...



i take it they like bones' new haircut?
#star trek#star trek fanart#mcspirk#mcspirk fanart#fem!trek au#star trek tos#jim kirk#spock#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#spones#mckirk#fem!mcspirk#LESBIANS <333#we are SO back btw. Sorry 4 being gone i finished the biggest exams of my life so far and have only recently regained some gay energy--#after getting my ears pierced. trying to speedrun my character customisation now idk we'll get there someday#oh to EXUDE gender like old woman bones. do i want her or do i want to be her (it's both. I'm not picky)#last panel jim im imagining like smosh amanda tone of voice for some reason. btw just noticed all 3 of em use pet names here that's so cute#star trek v: the final frontier#*butch lesbians your butch lesbian* whoopsie daisy dropped my pen#leonard bones mccoy#man i got into SO MANY things over my exams it's diabolical. Im also embarrassed to talk about them so mums my word til i get my shit tgt
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The people demand more Minlach. ( please more we are desperate and your art of them is so good 🥺🥺🥺)
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my beautiful yuri... sooo critical to me that minthara 1. fell first 2. fell harder. something abt the idea of this self-avowed villain being utterly and inexplicably smitten with the sweetest nicest golden retriever girl in the world
#minthara is BEGGING to be fixed. i'm SO MAD that you can't fix her in the game#i do not understand people who are like ''she's irredeemable'' OKAY LET'S BE CLEAR i don't want her to be an unproblematic queen or whateve#she should be a murderer and stuff your honour she did in fact do all that. not discounting that in the slightest#BUT ALSO she did fall for karlach because karlach represents like. hope and happiness and peace and kindness and mercy#it's healing. for minthara. she's not like that cuz she's inherently evil she's fucking traumattiiizzeeeeeddddd#tbh when i first started shipping them i chased my tail a little on why karlach would even like her back but like#come on. karlach would kill for anything if it held her right#literally her greatest fear is being annoying and unlovable#she's a bit of a groveler. and minthara is the opposite of that so she can teach her to stop being a groveler and they meet in the middle#and it's perfect and they lived happily ever after#anyway#the meme on the right is old as fuck and i just never posted it. it's from months ago#which is a little unfortunate because i do think i might like it more than the drawing on the left#which is fresh from the factory (my hand)#but it's fine. it's fine#i also kinda wanna draw them with that 'short girl holding tall guy by the tie' meme? you know the one. that's them#ALSO VERY 'she ask for no pickles' as well#leave it to me to FOR ONCE get into a big fandom and then i pick a NICHE ASS TINY SHIP to get obsessed with#BUT THE BIGGEST SHIPS IN THIS FANDOM ARE FUCKING AWFUL#i fucking despise ********** and ********* IYKYK I WON'T BE A HATER IN THE TAGS BUT FUCKING IYKYYYYK#dm me if you want to hear me go on a tangent about the most popular f/f ship in this fandom and why i hate it with a deep passion#SO BAD#A NY WAY.#bg3#karlach#karlach cliffgate#minthara#minthara baenre#mintharlach#minlach
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I am shaking the wizard Steel in my jaws like a squeaky toy. I've loved her since the beginning but we are beginning to really peel into what makes her who she is. It's the new world she believes in, not the emperor. I would venture to guess that she despises a man who would have her fly a damaged ship of wounded people over a military parade "just for morale." That's never been her. This was the first time we have seen the emperor or Steel interacting with him and his entourage and she fucking hates them.
And the wizard Gray calling out her ability to end a whole bloodline. All but threatening to tell on her to the emperor. Combining that with her telling Suvi that this new world has no need of a sword of the citadel and everything she does, but it will have need of Suvi.
A world without war, without fear. And I wonder, if she has no faith in the emperor and this new world has no need of her, what would that world need of an emperor?
Or, say, his bloodline?
#SHE IS SO CRUNCHY. THE MOST CHARACTER EVER.#I'm sure I've oversimplified!#Maybe she intends for there to be an empire after all and Suvi to lead it! I don't know!#But I see the crumbs that have been laid out this episode.#I heard her say she would tell Suvi what they're really REALLY doing#And I'm vibrating in my chair about it#God. My friend said this is the correct way to write a martyr and she's right#Steel wbn#worlds beyond number#Wbn spoilers#Edit with a huge sigh bc this is tumblr where reading comprehension goes to die#I support women's wrongs and this is not tacit approval#This is just more light on the tragedy I've seen coming for years. I just am only now getting the shape of it.
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lottie "i'll stay but i wish you would stay with me" matthews vs natalie "i'll leave but i wish you were coming too" scatorccio
#this isn't a completely accurate interpretation of their scene in 3x08#but i'm trying to lottienat ok#lottienat#yellowjackets#i do genuinely believe lottie was devastated by the thought of being left all alone#but not devastated enough to leave#and in the end natalie saves her and brings her home even after everything she did to her.
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I would find Blondie Lockes very annoying in real life, but I love her in fiction. She's a genuinely good journalist in terms of both skill and ethical integrity, who only occasionally forgets to check the facts because she's fifteen and holds herself accountable when she does. She has incredibly high standards for everything and believes herself to be the ultimate authority on quality. She has magical lockpicking powers because her fairytale is about Goldilocks breaking into a house. She somehow completely ignores the story's moral that Goldilocks was wrong to break into the house, feels entitled to go wherever and help herself to whatever she's able to and cannot comprehend why people dislike this. She's been terrorizing an anthropomorphic bear family with her cheerful disrespect for privacy and is convinced that they love her. She has a non-anthropomorphic pet baby bear. Her motivation is dependence on external approval rooted in deeply internalized classism. She's desperate to be useful and important to those with higher social status and feels the need to lie that her family is technically royalty to fit in with her royal friends, even though they treat commoners like equals all the time. She positions herself as a conduit of true greatness; closer to it than the masses, but never the hero, always reporting on other people and evaluating what they've done. Because what she's done isn't enough to be worthwhile. What she is isn't enough. But this performative lifestyle makes her anxious about being judged as a fraud and an interloper, and ashamed of selfishly transgressing against social norms. Her microphone head looks like an adorable little bear head. That's one hex of a character alright.
#most of the time she's so fun and silly and happy#but every now and then she's like 'yeah i'm totally a princess! basically! don't question it!'#or 'cupid is it wrong that i want to be richer? aren't i pretty much a terrorist if i don't accept the life i'm born into?'#or 'i don't know what to do now that no big events are happening. what is my life without other people making it interesting?'#and then the plot moves on/inspires her to feel better but not stop lying/gives her a big event to get involved in#and i'm like 'GIRL. CAN WE UNPACK THAT?''#i do think shipping her with cupid is poetic as well as just nice and cute#cupid is all about love. if anyone could get it through blondie's head that she unconditionally deserves love attention and validation#no matter what background she's from or how interesting or trendy or 'just right' she or her content is#it would be her#blondie lockes#ever after high#eah
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