#I'm disgusted with myself

[starmocha]

Physically I am still at work

mentally I am getting impaled by Sylus

[sundaifm]

I found somebody cute again

why me...

[amygdalae]

I still can't believe I've found someone I'm this compatible with and who hungers for me so

[sluttyten]

I was working on a new fic that I was really looking forward to, but in light of recent revelations, I'm gonna be taking a step back I think

also i removed him from the member masterlist and all of his fics, excluding things like YIMA and the poly series which I'm considering re-editing to get rid of him

[geekgirles]

I'm obsessed with the fact that Amalia and Yugo have individual thrones while Armand and Aurora had to share (I don't have a screenshot for it, but if anyone could add one, I'd really appreciate it).

That's right, babies! You show 'em how to be a literal power couple!

[morphestic]

mentally, i'm playing with my chuuya and dazai dolls, making them kiss then giggling and blushing into my pillow as I die from happiness.

[ladyhoneydarlinglove]

Soft Like Moss

One Piece | G | Zosan

For all that he appears to be a man made of nothing but hard, sharp edges, Sanji has learned over the years that underneath his rough exterior, there is a remarkable amount of softness which makes up the core of Roronoa Zoro.

Tags: established relationship, fluff, character study, relationship study, sanji is so fucking whipped, figuratively and literally soft zoro Notes: was thinking about all the ways in which zoro is actually kind of soft and then promptly entered a fugue state which produced this absolutely appalling piece of fluff, so enjoy while i go hand in my membership card to the toxic yaoi fan club because quite frankly i don't deserve it anymore.

{Read on Ao3}

[fiddlezips]

canon accurate Krieg

[farawaywiththefairies]

thank u fanfic writers who write disgusting age gap + fauxcest/incest fics about my favourite fictional men, you are doing god's work🫶

[graveyardcuddles]

Astarion when you call him out on his manipulation: "Oh hehe I know, I'm just soooo silly throwing those three little words around, aren't I? But it can be true for...if only for tonight...😏" (Is being eaten alive by guilt and shame).

The Emperor when you call him out on his manipulation: "Be grateful I don't fucking end you right here and now."

[terresdebrume]

I keep going back and forth on the topic of where I fall on the allo/aro spectrum, partially because I kind of like. Don't wanna be aro (I'm already trans, queer and autistic with depressive tendencies, I don't need to add another thing to the list)

But another part of it is that even if I am capable of romantic love I probably just wouldn't know, because I already don't really know what platonic love feels like? And I'm not saying I can't love anything or anything like that it's just. Like many other emotions, I kind of have to retroingeneer it, sort of

I know I love my cats, not because I feel a surge of Something when I look at them, but because it makes me smile when they do something cute—my face knows what I'm feeling in those moments, I'm not sure I do. I know I love them because when Pouet died I cried every day for a month and I still cry sometimes, when I think about her. I know I love my cats because my brain keeps lighting up with fear signals when they're sleeping and I don't immediately see their chest move as they breathe.

I know what anxiety feels like, I know what anger feels like (when it explodes), I know what depression feels like because I dealt with them for so long I learned to recognize their physical symptoms! If these emotions didn't leave specific signals in my body then I'm not sure I'd know what they are.

And the thing is... I don't really like. Know what love or affection feels like, I think. Yes I can feel myself smile when I speak to certain people, but I also habitually smile at everybody because it makes things easier socially. I know I like people because if they ask me if I want to do an activity I either say yes or I have regrets about saying no.

My point is: I feel like I don't know my emotions so much as I know the buttons they push in my body, so to speak, but the problem about platonic/romantic love is that I can't imagine they make that different a shame, so who's to say which one it is?

It's funny, in a way, that I don't know something like that at my age. It's also really inconvenient, tbh. There's not really a reason for me to think about this rn except sometimes if I meet a cool dude whom I know is gay I wonder for a minute or two what a relationship with him would be like (which I'm going to assume is not that weird a thing to do) and the last time that happened led to, well. Ponderings about romance I guess

Anyway, the tl;Dr is that it took me decades to figure out the emotions I can recognize now, and I've largely approached social interactions with the inner spirit of a wet Chihuahua for most of that time, so how the fuck do I know if I can't identify those because I'm shit at self understanding or because I don't feel them???

Idk, it's complicated

(Tho honestly it would also be a little bit hilarious if after all this shit I landed on nah just aro. Not my preferred option right now but eh xD)

[theeggoman]

it is hot as balls and humid as heck in Singapore but at least I can wear crocs in public

[youremyonlyhope]

I took this quiz. And some episodes were easy. Some made me just plain mad (Anti-Mavity Motorbike. No. I hate this stupid running joke). Some made me mad because I understood IMMEDIATELY what they meant (Awkward Bed Sharing, Paving Slab, Smacked Bottom) and it annoyed me that it made sense. And some made me mad because I knew the exact episode but could not remember the actual title for the LIFE of me (PE Teacher, Floating Fingers). And others made me want to sob (Cup-A-Soup, Solid Right Hook) because I loved the description choice so much.

Anyway. I need there to stop being so many "the [Blank] of the Doctor" episode titles. I can't keep track of them. At a certain point if I knew it was an 'of the Doctor' episode I just skipped it.

[mychlapci]

"smash or pass tfa Ratchet" the fuck u mean "pass" i would literally [THE REST OF THE POST HAD BEEN DELETED FOR VIOLATING TUMBLR'S COMMUNITY GUIDELINES] no just kidding i would dig my own cum out of his pussy with my tongue and then suck on his prolapsed cervix until his ovaries fall out

[novice-comics]

Saw this post and had to make it StanXeno