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daffythefox · 1 year ago

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me: ugh i hate having my disability(ies), I want to do so many more things that I can't do

other ppl: you know doing stuff doesn't equate to your moral worth, you don't have to be doing stuff all the time

me: no you understand I want to do more stuff! I don't feel guilty or inadequate, I just want to make more things! I want more time to spend on my hobbies!!

#me when i #I'm a very creative person #i like to sing i like art i like to cosplay i like to act i like to make things!#i make things a lot!#but I wish i could make more things #i wish a significant portion of my time wasn't dedicated to like #being disabled #it sucksss

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artfucksmylife · 4 months ago

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My bitches, I am very much open to take requests. Send an ask or comment if you have an idea.

#I'm not a very creative person sorry #delicious in dungeon #labru #farcille #← thess two are on the list of ships I draw #dungeon meshi #fanart #I've read the manga and lots of extras sooo yeah that I can scribble too #fucking pondering

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cookkoo · 1 year ago

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Drawtober 2023 day 22: Scratch

"Am I dating a cat?" *Purrr*

Previous days: [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12][13][14][15][16][17][18][19][20][21]

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rosenfey · 2 months ago

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things that are hard to find: writing advice that isn't condescending.

#ambie.txt #I've been really thinking about this story in my head and wondering what caused me to get burned out from writing #and realising it's all the formal bits. planning an outline organising things into a timeline. I'm more of an impulse writer #and having to think about all those dry and formal things makes me quit before I even start #this is my autism but I hate having to stop and figure out all this before I write because that way I won't write at all #ever since I started free writing I discovered that I still love writing. I love it so much #but I hate doing all of the other things because they are not my special interest and they keep me from pursuing my special interest #it's just very hard to find writing advice that isn't condescending in this aspect #people stressing out you need an outline first are very common unfortunately #I'm more of a vibes no plot person and like to just discribe the vibes in vivid detail #before worrying about the plot too much. and yes in a story there had to be a plot #but if worrying about the plot and connecting all the scenes is killing my creativity #I want to just go from details first and bigger picture later #again. autism. also writing dialogue is the worst. idk how people talk. I don't understand body language etc etc #I have written some pretty good dialogue before so I know I'm capable. it just really sucks when I have to scrutinise everything #and think “would people say this? do they talk like that?” its draining #so I was thinking about writing dialogue separately. maybe write it as a script for a play #which is essentially just dialogue. and then match it with the scene descriptions I have written #like. I know I'm a good writer. I very good one. but the way I have been writing so far has burned me out #because it was too much focused on all the boring bits and not enough on the freedom and joy of just writing #which is why I love free writing. it allows me to focus on a few tiny details and then develop them into something bigger #also I hate writing on a computer so I got some notebooks so I can write on paper instead #it's where I'm most creative I've found #anyway this all just to say that I think following writing advice is not for me at least not now when I'm rediscovering my passion #and that I need to trust myself more and do things that make me happy #so um yeah. best writing advice is to just write and worry about it later

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neil-neil-orange-peel · 2 months ago

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I was thinking to myself recently how wild it would be if this fandom was big enough to do a kinktober. Alas...

#me rambling #or like at least one of those week things for a ship or a specific show #maybe that's more attainable #also i say any of this as if i am a known smut writer when i definitely am not 😂#i would like to be i'm just not confident #but there could be gen options too #it's just funny to me because the source material here is so out there it kinda lends itself to kinks right?#i mean there is canonical mpreg in tyo #eddie is sticking a whole sofa up richie's arse in one of the bottom lives #alan b'stard is a canonical sadist in bed #and out of it too #there's other examples i can't think of now #i also just constantly think about fandom events i'm afraid #idk why my brain is like this i just constantly wanna set up creative events but unfortunately for the nichest things 😂#the rik and ade fest is great but only runs once a year #sometimes we do scumbag secret sanata #but those things both depend on collaboration to a certain extent in that one person is creating for another #which is great!#but what i'm proposing here is free reign to just take a vague prompt and make something for it #fic art edits literally whatever #to be posted here or ao3 or instagram or wherever else #because it could be fun and we could all hype each other up #and sometimes creativity needs a nudge #or just the chance to break from a bigger project for something short #i am waffling a lot i'm sure i'm gonna run out of tags soon but let me know if this appeals to you #even by an anon if you're shy!#this is very vague i'm not even sure what the specific event would be centred around #like should it be for a single show or everything #maybe i will open a discussion? probably not but maybe 😂#rik mayall

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jessamine-rose · 3 months ago

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*lovingly tackles Aine*

Read my Yandere! Pierro longfics first ♪( ´▽｀)

Last week, my beloved mutual @ainescribe surprised me with Savior! Darling fan art and AHAI9232@2-!/! CRYING SCREAMING I WANT TO LOOK AT THIS ART AND WORSHIP YOUR VERSION OF SAVIOR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR ART—

*clears throat* Anyway, now that I finally have the time to properly sit down and comment on the fan art, I’ll do just that. Feedback will be in the tags and it will be unhinged. Once again, thank you so much to Aine for drawing this <3

#feedback #fan art #ainescribe #AIIINE ;-; once again. thank you so much!! it rlly means a lot to me that you enjoyed my writing and felt inspired to draw this :'>#and as someone who loves fashion and character design. it's so so interesting to analyze your version of savior #there's so much symbolism and visual storytelling in each sketch/ outfit and i shall now proceed to pick apart each detail as best as i can #her snezhnayan fit.....god i love it. it's regal. distinctively snezhnayan. and draws attention to her--and you just know that was pierro's #intention when he dressed her in those garments. IT'S JUST SO...!! savior's wardrobe scrubbed clean of her original culture and preferences #replaced with the foreign garments of her captor's nations.....in line with this. i love how her kokoshnik and khaenri'ahn earrings are big #and attention-grabbing. you can't look at her without taking note of those accessories. it begs the question:: how many times has savior #looked at the mirror after being dressed up in snezhnaya and was unable to recognize her own reflection?? :'>#also shoutout to some details aine shared with me: 1) the face marks are inspired by weeping angels 2) the kokoshnik was traditionally worn #by married noblewomen BUT the veil was normally for unmarried women so savior's outfit can be seen as a form of compliance + rebellion #(though later on in history it became accepted for married women to also wear that veil. also my apologies if what i said is inaccurate)#lastly shoutout to savior's expression!! very poised and mysterious....due to her emotional state or pierro's rules on how to act as his #spouse in public?? we'll never know~ the first drawing hits even harder when you compare it to the next one!! such an interesting contrast~#savior in her plain attire. casual and domestic with a smile on her face....i'm guessing this is her pre-fatui version?? she looks so warm #and friendly. and i can definitely understand why pierro fell for her smile <3 #also i fucking love the caption. sorry pierro but you are cursed to be a loser/ simp/ pathetic man in all of my fics and AUs xD #NOW ONTO GODDESS! SAVIOR AAAHHHH!! i love the greek goddess motifs. she looks so regal and awe-inspiring but in a different way from her #snezhnayan attire--archaic. divine. and more suited to her personal style.....yet both versions of her look so painfully isolated :'>#her blank eyes. emotionless face. and veil give me the vibes of a spooky victorian ghost...or would a statue/ portrait be more fitting??#the lack of a necklace is also an interesting design choice given what happens in the fic. and now i realized i forgot to comment on your #version of her snezhnayan necklace oops. similar to the kokoshnik and earrings. the size + grandeur makes it impossible to ignore #that and big jewels = expensive af. ohhh and i love the sparkles on her veil!! pierro rlly spared no expense in dressing up his wifey <3 #it's also funny how all of these outfits are similar to my own version in terms of 'savior wore grand clothing during her glory days as a #goddess -> wore simple attire after her decline for practicality and to blend in with humans/ disassociate from her old identity -> is now #dressed in even grander clothing as the harbinger's spouse. but it's used to reinforce her new identity and pierro's control over her'#tldr:: your design is so creative and i can see the effort you put in analyzing her character and depicting her based on your interpretatio #thank you for being my mutual + reader and i hope we can share even more harbinger/darling brainrot in the future :>

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silusvesuius · 5 months ago

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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑

#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text #i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately #actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at #especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw #and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu #i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 #but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress #not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself #i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on #and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now #especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work #worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it #fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense #but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill #not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person #who am i competing with? Myself #i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode #which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists #i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist #like me .......(?)

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levil0vesyou · 4 months ago

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Y'know I used to always say I liked kids in person but not in theory (reverse from my feelings towards dogs) but I think I finally realised how to word it more accurately. I like kids as people, but not as a responsibility. I do not trust my ability to take care of a kid even temporarily if there's no well-adjusted adult nearby I can ask stuff and call if anything happens, but I love the passion children have for their interests, their fearlessness wrt breaking societal rules they haven't been forced to learn yet and their curiosity about almost anything that's even remotely interesting. I like children, I just don't like being given responsibilities I'm not equipped to handle

#personal #mine #not intended to be reblogged but i don't think i'd mind #and tbh basically any child that can communicate in any way (so... any child i think) is fun to hang with. babies will be so fascinated if #you show them cool things. and lbr the grabby thing is adorable. was even back when i had long hair lol #you know that 'i want a baby' texts meme where one of the partners replied 'just to hang out with?' that was for me. i don't like being #given responsibility for children but i love to just hang with them lol #i mean obviously i'll take basic responsibilities like making sure they don't fall off the balcony but ykwim #back in the place i lived temporarily for a bit there was a kid (didn't ask how old but she was in the middle of her teeth exchange) and sh #was so funny and creative. great kid to hang with! very energetic tho lol i'm glad i didn't have to race her #and tbh hanging with kids like her gives me hope for the future too. we'll be okay actually. like as a species

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dontknowwhatiamdoinghere · 1 month ago

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I feel that humans are really similar to stars. The less pollution there is, the brighter and more intense they shine. If a pair of nuclei get too close, they end up exploding, killing each other. We appreciate a dead star even if all we see is its residual glow. We are attracted by the colors of stars that are about to fade. All too far away to know what we look like. We often don't realize our own brilliance and we are often blinded by others. Everything would be dark if we were alone.

Isn't it beautiful?

To be able to find so many similarities in things we unconsciously admire?

#Quotes #literature #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity #writer stuff #creative writing #Writing even though I'm dead inside #I'm a compulsive pessimistic person #Even though this seems easy I tried and post it I wasn't sure any one would like it #Thank you very much for reading and staying

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kingcreativityau · 10 months ago

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Summary:

After fusing with Remus Roman is dissapointed to wake up and find that he's still "Roman". At least he's not alone. In whatever this limbo is.

#sanders sides #king au #king creativity #writing #there you go <3 #that was very fun to write #I'm a dialogue person so me tryna do descriptions #is very funny haha

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averlym · 1 year ago

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4 on the angst list with Araleyn please I need them to suffer

4 : "but it's my fault, right?" (prompt list here)

#<blinks> very gently implied angst i suppose. usually everyone makes anne suffer so for a change #here's catherine struggling with the idea that if she hadn't been so stubborn about divorce-#maybe it would have been more okay for henry to divorce anne instead of. yknow. chopping her head off.#gently implied angst with the. well. i hurt this person i care about. unintentionally. but still. hence also the historical counterparts bg #... i feel like this isn't suffering (italicised for emphasis) but unfortunately? i am in a more melancholy mood #and also coming to conclusion that whump isnt really my taste.. so quite literally you'd have to pay me to draw it .. dfdsghjkl comms open #anyways yeah i think the most you'll get from my own stuff is <reference to beheading> <mentioned death> <abstract reds that might be blood #six the musical #six the musical fanart #anne boleyn #catherine of aragon #pssst drew anne extra pretty bc coa pov. if you get what i mean.#oh that got off tangent. but also tldr; requests mean free art!! (also idm if you ask for specific things. like your own aus. just to put #that out there)#but also requests: 1. up to my creative freedom and discretion so you probs won't get exactly what you want + 2. no time limit so #can take literal years to reply to.#so ig ? if you have specific things in mind. that you want me to draw. commissions would be better for you if you'll pay!#but if you don't have the money i'm also. lowkey willing to draw for free.. stick it in the inbox .. there's just no guarantee you'll get it #within the next year.. or at all! but you may as well try your luck o.O #(this plan is terrible for business but because for a very long time i was unable to buy anything online. i sympathise greatly ig)

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spaceratprodigy · 9 months ago

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🎉 [ Art from 2022-2023 ] 🎉

Happy Birthday to my most favorite person in the world, the love of my life 🖤

I still can't believe this'll make our 10th year of being best friends and even more I can't believe we get to celebrate our 8th anniversary this summer 💖💕

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#I was gonna type out more but I decided I didn't want to be too sappy and emotional on main #so much has happened in these past 10 years #I can't believe I made it this far I really did not think I was going to have a future #but I did and I do #I have the most wonderful partner who I connect with in a way I never thought was possible #I am capable of being loved I am capable of loving in return #I learned how to love myself and be unapologetically myself for myself #I lost a lot of people and some very much for the better #I've become so so much happier my god I never thought I'd ever know what this felt like #I'm still angry and numb and having to battle depression but I've grown I've finally become someone worth being proud of #I'm no longer letting that anger and grief and everything that comes with it take over #I can't believe I've actually become gentler and kinder #I can't believe I've actually made genuine friends with people who are nice and caring and supportive #and are actually happy to see me and not trying to take advantage of me at every opportunity I'm finally seen as a person #I can't believe I'm finally in a safe environment I don't have to be terrified anymore I'm not going to be hurt anymore #I can't believe how far I've come creatively bc of how much bf has supported my every passion wholeheartedly #he is the reason I have a drawing tablet he is the one who encourages me and cheers on everything I do #god I still don't know how I could ever in my life thank you enough for every goddamn wonderful thing you do for me #you have changed everything for the better none of this would have ever happened if it wasn't for you #it's always been you #I fucking love you #more than anything in this universe and the next #forever and always #my art #glad I listened to my first tag lmao

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sillzillartist · 2 months ago

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Happy 9th anniversary for Undertale!! Yippee!!!!

I wanted to do a simple and cute thing for the anniversary, so I did this!! I kinda hate it, but maybe when I actually get some sleep I'll like it. I almost missed it, if it wasn't for the newsletter telling me about it, I'd have no clue.

Anyways, I love this game so much. It's very important to me, and I will always have room in my heart for this game. I just wish I did a better job showing my love for it :(

#undertale #utdr #toriel dreemurr #frisk undertale #frisk dreemurr #flowey undertale #flowey dreemurr #idk if i should add the last name but i imagine tori adopted frisk and flowey fairly quickly #this game really did bring me out of a bad place when it first came out #i wasn't the best person to be around y'know that kinda thing #this is gonna sound lame but this game kinda turned my life around #it inspires me not only creatively but also inspires me to keep going #inspires me to be a better person #so I'm very Normal about this game lol #ANYWAYS I GOTTA SLEEP BYE

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buttercup-barf · 6 months ago

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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.

Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.

That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.

The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.

Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.

Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.

#team fortress 2 #tf2 #that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it #while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble-#-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity 👍#backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft-#-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team.#cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the-#-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends!#backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever-#-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture-#-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under.#cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he-#-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got-#-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory.#backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people-#-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being-#-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao #cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn-#-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent-#-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret.#i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady-#-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way #it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about-#-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly #OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)

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elitadream · 1 year ago

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Hi again!

i imagined a scenario of Bowser finding out from maybe a servant that his son has died, how would he’d react?

I know you probably wouldn’t do death or anything in your mario universe but humour the thought lol

also he probably wouldn’t be dead, just gravely injured and near death if that’s more comfortable 🙇‍♂️

Oh, trust me, you do NOT want to see my Bowser in a scenario where he would either believe his precious son to have passed or find him on the brink of death. 🫣

He has vicious and highly destructive tendencies on his best days. With that said, I think it's fair to say that the sight of him consumed by indescribable grief and devouring wrath would be downright apocalyptic. 🙇‍♀️

#But- that doesn't mean I'll never draw it 🤫#I'm still quite unsure about some of the pivotal scenes I have in mind and how I want to present them #It's certainly a very interesting thing to contemplate in the meantime though!#Albeit tragic 😣#Pushing characters to their limit is admittedly one of my favorite creative things tho #So who knows! 👀💁‍♀️#Asks #mario #bowser #junior #bowser jr #concept #angst #drama #characterization #personal portrayal #ideas #thoughts and ramblings #tw death mention

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primordialruin · 3 months ago

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Honestly been considering to write erotica/smut. This and fighting threads are the only genres I haven't really tried my hand at. I don't think I have the creativity for the latter, although I have been reading action books lately....... I dunno. I'd hate to powerplay.

#ooc : the mortal #I'm pretty flowery as a writer I'd wager 🤔#If a thread leads to a sex scene then I think I could write the act out #I just can't do smut for the sake of it because I'm not a very creative person with unprompted things #Need the story to create the context #Same with fights

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