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#YAHOOO#i finally finished editing this first scene in the fic lmfao ... so updates will probably be faster in the coming days#also still unsure as to whether I'll draw... the whole fic#it's like 10k words+ so#im still on like page 4 rn I think. out of like. 20.#let me know what u think tho do u guys want this all drawn out cause .. .. it'll take a lil while also i'll definitely still post the fic#ive put too many hours into that bad boy at this point to let it collect dust#and i think u get something different out of reading that than the comic anyway tbh#which is fun !!#ok enough tag essaying thank u all for reading if u did : )#wut#what's ur type#klance#vld#voltron#my art
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So in this AU, where Snow decided to fight against the Capitol. How did that happen? What happened to him that had him go "Wait...maybe this isn't the way to go. We should leave for now."
I'm so sorry for not answering sooner.
You see, in this au the ending never happened, Coryo never lied and Lucy Gray accepted him yada yada they travelled and ended up in 13. When they were found they presented themselves to 13 as runaways (himself a trained peacekeeper assigned to district 12 from district 2) Though, they were relatively safe and stable and he was able to climb to power and took back what was "stolen" from his family, Coryo does not want to stay down there forever. He hates the lack of opulence, luxury and life. He also holds a grudge against the Capitol for his "downfall".
In 13, he holds a different name along with Lucy Gray and he wants his name back and his family name's old glory back and of course he wants to get back to Tigris and Grandma'am (tho, grandma'am croaked before they meet again). He hates that he is in hiding, he hates that he is hidden and as president there, He cares little about the people in 13 but Lucy Gray does so he does his best to make the place better for her and his kids (of course himself, he is ambitious and wants some kind of privilege no matter how small in 13) so he's in semi-in contact with the rebels and the Capitol themselves, exchanging goods with them and accepts refugees due to 13's little supplies and population. Then the pox outbreak happens and it was when his son, Orpheus Sage, almost died that he can no longer bear it and so he had 13 join the rebellion fully. After the war was won, he was elected as president of Panem (and all the things it entails) and moved his family to the Capitol.
I hope this sound coherent and not a bumbling mess
Aidoneus Thorne, president of district 13 A.K.A. Coriolanus I'm-only-nice-to-my-family-Snow.
#snowbaird#coriolanus snow#district 13#do you see how I can't take 18 year olds seriously and I'm in my 20's I still don't have my shit together and this guy got a baby at 24#lucy gray baird#Coryo does good things either for bad intentions or to make Lucy Gray happy#that's baby Calvy in his arms#Lucy Gray knows her man is ruthless#she loves him tho#his alias is an epithet of Hades#look up hades' epithets you'll now what I mean#I noticed that the names of people from district 2 are greco-roman too.#he is ruthless and ambitious man who loves his family and he will give them the world#if it means making it making it better for them he will but not without destroying a few people first#I'll do lucy gray next once I get the time#tbosas#district 13 au#Snowbaird au
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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled
OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY
#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it#rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf#you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something#he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing#i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience#like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that#SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY#anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels#would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes#but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance#at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down#rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety#because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL#yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is#i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden#eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so#but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too#eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol#yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels#yes. yes this is the vision#yakurei#replies#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival rei
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Sigh
#sometimes my guy friends mame me think ''yea some guys are actually cery soft and nice and cool and i like tjem''#and then sometimes a man will do something horrid and I'll remember why i ever had such hatred for them as a kid#anyway i dont hate ALL men#but man#i hate most of em imma be frank w yall#i hate the ones that cant take no for an answer#cuz tell me why i told tjis guy i wasn't interested like 20+ times and he jusy#kept talking#muffled screaming#it was such a nice day too 😭#we went to the river today and swam and it was awesome and he was our guide#and he looked p young so when we started goofing off i thought ''#cool new friend#ERRR#WRONGGGGG#screaming cryinh tjrowing up#he bought me food even tho i explicitly told him not to and then he complaiwd abt how i made him waste money after i rejected him for the#tenth time#i cant bro#anyway yea#people who don't understand what rejection is! explode#please#ruined my day#damn#tw vent#vent
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"i can't put any more effort into being a daughter" -- tula, played by brennan lee mulligan
this hit something in my trans masc core
#dimension 20#dimension 20 spoilers#burrows end#why did this make me choke up lmao#i know this takes the quote out of context but jesus lord#you can put the mother into the man but you can't take the man outta the mother??? that's not right. i'll ruminate on it later#relatable as hell tho
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Instant regret
I'm nervous now
#guys is 7 benadryl a lot??#I'll tell you if anything happens tho#i dont think so#but also i take about 15-20 dxm pills when i have them#so im not sure im really the best judge of whats too much#but if i go REALLY silent at any point tonight#im probably hospitalized#or dead in my room idk#jiraiblogging#jiraiblr#jirai#jirai kei#landmine girl#jirai girl#landmineblr#landmineposting#jirai onna#landmineblogging#landmine kei#landmine type#landmine fashion#landmine#lifestyle landmine#lifestyle jirai#drugblr#drugcore#tw drugs#drug blog#can you tell i had nothing better to do tonight?#jirai activities
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Yesterday I've been doing some proper physical exercise for the first time since last year and I'm just imagining how proud my f/os would be of me🥹
#it was just a 20 minute beginners home workout and I can feel every muscle in my body now but I think they'd be so happy I pushed through!#I've had particularly Heinz and Maximilian on my mind I think they would be sooo happy that I'm trying to take better care of myself💖#Heinz because he's always there anyway of course but I kind of imagine Max is probably overall the fittest out of my f/os#he seems like the kind of guy who'd want to be an example for his soldiers and always hold himself to the same standards as them#he'd be so supportive and cheer me on and be proud of me every time I get myself to do something😭💖💖#I've never particularly enjoyed doing sports (aside horse riding but in the past year I didn't have time anymore for that bc of uni😭😭)#so I didn't really do anything anymore after I finished school#I started doing simple home workouts last year but in winter my mental health went a little📉 and then I had no motivation to keep going#dunno how long I'll go through with it this time but better than nothing I guess#again with the home workouts lmao bc driving to the nearest gym ain't worth the time for me and I'd need some basic fitness first anyway#I'm doing it mainly for health reasons but this time I'm also motivated to actually get a bit stronger#I don't mind looking like a stick figure and I'm overall content with my body (maybe it could help me to look a bit more masc tho?👀👀)#but I know especially for my posture and such it would be good if my muscles were just a tad bit more developed#my mum was proud of me too when I told her about it hehe :) she works in healthcare she's always a little concerned#she's just a little worried about me getting health issues when I'm older that could be avoided by taking proper care of my body now#I get where she's coming from but it's not easy but at least I'm motivated to try again now :)#selnia talks
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guess how many times i had to reload for this boy^ (8 CHA, absolutely no proficiency) to successfully fail a DC 15 persuasion roll
(it was 4. I reloaded 4 times until he finally failed it.)
#squirrel plays bg3#oc: petyr wildbrook#just.... 16. 20. 19. 18.#finally rolled a 14 (with his -1 so technically that was a pass too) and i was like........ yeah i'll take that#who needs the lucky feat if you roll so goddamn well that it DEFIES PLOT#entered act 2 tonight and we still have yet to *non-purposefully* fail a roll of any importance#(tho i do admit to cheesing the zaith'isk positively because i didn't want lae'zel to have perma-debuffs)
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I was getting bored on the bus and I remembered "hey I haven't sketched anything with my fingers in a while huh..." (years) so I said why not and decided to sketch a quick self portrait and a study of my nose
#the results is slightly uncanny#maybe that's the white lineart#why did i make it white tho?#idk weird choice#btw I'm so happy i don't have a super straight nose :3#making self portraits is a way to learn about myself and i discovered i have a sliiiiiiiiight curve on my nose#which is great because it gives a little twist to an otherwise boring profile ahshhdhff#art of steel#btw i have never drawn anything this “good” either way on my phone so I'll take this as a win#i couldn't expect Michelangelo from a 20 min sketch anyway
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Y'all like my Tim Wright pills/lh
#it's my old container of pills#I got new 20 milligram prozac today tho so I'll take it tomorrow#tim wright
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Getting ready for bed now. Ended up taking no nap. Realized that I have gotten about 4 hours of sleep over the past 58 hours. Which is not recommended.
Also realized upon taking them off that id been wearing my glasses for Most of the past 23 ish hours. Maybe closer to 22 hours (for shower and such). My ear kinda stung a lil when I took it off. Which made me realize how long I'd been wearing them but ALSO the fact that they HAVENT been hurting my ears in daily wear. For a while there, wearing them for too long would make my ears Hurt. Hell, I literally ended up getting scabs on my nose where they rested. But it seems like my body has been adjusting to them... it is accepting that we are a glasses wearer now... this is a marvelous realization
#speculation nation#and now im up in bed and im hanging out with june. who im still kind of mad at for clawing my thumb so bad this morning#(like SORRY i had to move u from my bed!!! instead of my normal tactic of annoying u so much u move urself. i didnt have the TIME!!)#at the same time tho she laid on my stomach for like half an hour while i was trying (and failing) to take a nap last night#which she almost never does. neither of them like sitting on me usually. so it felt...very special.#baby forgiven. also forgiven simply for being baby. June doesnt mean bad by it she's just easily startled & i moved her too quickly...#i was on the way to 20 mins late leaving for class tho i did NOT have the time to take it slow. sorry June.#(cant leave her on the bed when im not here bc the door stays shut so tally wont try to eat my plants when im not watching)#(usually i just smother June with love in the morning so she gets up by herself. Tally too. then i shut the door once theyre both out lol)#anyways i took a melatonin so hopefully TONIGHT after a day with no sleep and a day with half sleep i can actually sleep thru the night.#still mad that i laid down for 3.5 hours last night and couldnt sleep a wink. it was still rest but it could've been SLEEP!!!#whatever. 8 hours sleep here i come#(unfortunately not more than 8 hours bc i have to get up to do my readings. but 8 hours is still better than what ive Been getting lol)#(i'll... try to catch up on my sleep some more over the next few days...)#anyways goodnight 🫡
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well i guess i can play bg3 now, assuming it finishes downloading sometime in the next 2 months
#personal#despite following many people who are very into it i still know absolutely nothing about what it's about#like i know the premise of the brain tadpoles but that's it#i definitely need to do something fun after the last few days of supervising peach#(update: after not eating or sleeping for 3 days she is now doing both! she's very hungry and very tired and im very relieved)#but also after the last 6 hrs of just non-stop downloading and installing things. windows is sooo bad for upgrading#all the dai dlc probably has another 20-30 mins left and then ive finished all the da games and also all my modding tools#i think im actually not bothered even transferring my old saves for the da games. i never go back once ive finished a playthrough#i guess the only thing is if i wanna play da2 before next playing dao and have to use a custom worldstate hm#the only other thing is that dao doesnt connect online anymore so i have no achievements or rewards for completing dlc#it wouldnt be too hard to find my user profile file on my old hard drive but i almost wanna start from scratch and see how long it takes#the thing with that tho is that it's probably the worst (or maybe best lmao) game to have my achievements reset#because it takes a minimum of 6 playthroughs to get all achievements (assuming you finish every game you start)#for da2 it's 3 (reach kirkwall with each class) and for dai it's 1#but dao has an achievement for each origin and even other than that there are achievements for filling each ability tree#(min 5 playthroughs of the base game or 3 with awakening) and all romances (4) and all endings (3 i think)#anyway. whatever i'll decide later. the only utility of achievements are the dlc ones that unlock items#huh this is a post about bg3 and i spend most of the time talking about da#anyway bg3 currently says 2 hrs remaining but that'll probably speed up once the dai dlc finishes. only have trespasser left#and whatever tf 'english voice over pack' is??
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ack.. if i don't check my work email soon i'm going to miss my chance to sign up for a workshop for the next semester....
#teaching without going to a workshop first would be awful i HAVE to take a workshop#i have to!!!!!!#but i rly rly don't want to check my email it feels like opening pandora's box#if i check my email i'll have to stop ignoring my job#and i'll have to reply to people and set up the new semester and advertise and take the workshop and start learning the new songs#i don't want to!!!#i only want to think about loop!!!!!!!#and sit around the house being depressed!!!#summer break didn't end up curing me so it can't be almost over#i can't work again yet i caaan't#:( :( :(#being a full late-20s adult SUCKS i'm rly good at fanart but at what cost......#silverstarschat#maybe i . need to talk to my dr abt upping my antidepressants or smth#i'm not sure tho bc like#i'm successfully completing fan art projects#which usually i can't do when im depressed?#so i genuinely can't tell if this clinical depression that requires stronger meds or#just burn out still#that requires. idk even. more rest? i BEEN resting. as much as possible at least#idk :(
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Forgot to mention it but there was a huge debate at my study group the other day about wether or not you could call yourself an historian after getting your bachelor degree and two of my favorite profs were defending opposing views and they were trying to keep it light and funny but you could see that they were getting lowkey heated and for a so-called academic I actually don't do that well with conflicts so I was like haaa mom and dad stop arguing!! T_T but anyway, my one german prof that some have called 'intimidating' went to see me me and my buddy who accidentally started the debate earlier (by joking that he was about to graduate and could finally call himself an historian), put his arms around our shoulders and kindly told us that we could call ourselves historians if we want so I guess that was some nice validation lmao
#i'm not even about to graduate right away but i'll take it lmao#i don't care what the world says as long as mr. B agree with me i know i'm in the right#and he's like a real historian if you google his name that's how google define him and he published cool books and all lol#tho to me he will always be the very sweet man who asked me if i needed him to call me an ambulance after i almost passed out in his class#(i was like nooo can you just go get me some water and i'll walk home. he was perplexed but i survived lol)#for some absolutely cursed reason he looks a little bit like ben shapiro on his google picture but oh well that's not his fault lmao#i don't want to actually doxx myself by naming him but i probably will when i graduate or something 'cause he's cool and sweet#btw no i don't think you can be fully qualified as an historian with only a bachelor#but yes i do think that the question is a bit more nuanced and that's pretty much what my nice prof defended#like my druggie early 20's self had some genuine understanding of the middle ages and interesting thesis about Edward II and his bunch!#and many other 'amateurs' have something to bring to the field and we should very much embrace that! i'll that on that hill!!#but my other prof is also super nice and not an elitist asshole btw i'm not even trying to talk shit#he's this stern italian man who always gave me As and then wrote long paragraphs about how i could do much better and i love him lmao#he thought me about medieval poetry and every single one of his classes is a great memory#but yeah he's uptight and european and old-school and tbh i kinda respect that too lol
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I usually have the problem of not knowing what to draw and not having the motivation to finish shit, but lately I'v had too much I want to draw, and I want to finish. everything. (I even started a small animation this morning.)
It's a good problem to have, but my wrist is yelling at me to take a break lol. (Maybe I'll do that tomorrow.)
#it's too much#but i lov it#mostly i wanna draw my new blorbo#(and fell sans)#didderd talks#i'v been wearing a wrist brace while drawing#and i changed my pomodoro timer to 10 min work. 10 min break. and 20 min long break#still probably need a day's break tho#maybe i'll take a longer break after posting the next comic update#(donno when im posting that. my wrist is slowing me down hhhh)
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crazy how wyllzel is literally canon 🥰🫶
#chelle.txt#i had to watch that clip like 10-20 times and i am convinced 🥰#wyllzel crumbs..... i'll take anything i can get 🤲#this was like a loaf of bread tho basically 🥰🫶
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