#I'll probably post this on IG later

[d3adbr3inc3lls]

Guys guys

He's so babygirl coded. I love him. He can fix me istg.

[tradingjack]

"Once there was a Wolf, a very hungry Wolf..."

who knew having a near death experience (and the holidays in general ig) would be so exhausting lmao. anyway i'm past that and i'm back with my piece for my pinch hitter writer @noctifer-night for the @vashwoodbigbang! :D

he wrote this fun fluffy story, Patient is the Night, for the event so i can have a drawing that actually accompanies a story this time. i can say i'm really excited to read this story again, it was so so enjoyable the first time :D

of course i only had a month instead of several months this time around so this is a bit more rushed than i'd like, but it should be serviceable 😅 thanks again to mod sana for her hard work during this event and @priellan for beta-ing his story!!

[helielune]

i learned i could just copy paste my stuff to tumblr directly from my sketchbook app. like without the middleman of actually saving an image. but now it's transparent and nigh invisible on my phone on dark mode.

well. anyway crazy diamond boy says hi :) whether you can see him or not

[ashtcnirwin]

there is most definitely not a .rar file containing screen recordings of some randomass q&a with four dudes and a documentary about an album or something to be found here🌻

[humanmorph]

post that annoys me -_- don't mind me

fuckin hate seeing this post man

I think it's just an ugly way to summarize a quote that mostly makes sense to me & speaks to my experiences? It misses the (to me) more important point that loneliness warps your perception to the point it changes your behavior accordingly (eventually you end up confirming your own bias). & that you become worse at navigating social situations as you do it less (due to aforementioned changes in perception+behavior). I think putting the focus on how other people notice this is wrong, even though I don't dispute you can make an argument there.

Like I guess putting it that way specifically is just. There's not a horrible aura of loneliness around you people can sense, it's your behaviour. The mold is just a simile!! It's described as a prophylactic because you (subconsciously or not) are trying to shield yourself from perceived social threats (described earlier in the quote).

Idk like I said the op isn't /wrong/ I just think it's a bad focus & badly worded. That makes me feel worse every time I see it. It makes me feel like there's no way out & I already think about that enough on my own, thank you

[spiderdramaqueen]

hi hello! I was wondering if you had a full-color doodle (or anything really) of your Watcher Ren? I want to cosplay him one day and a breakdown of his outfit would be good to have, no worries though! thank you for your time!

~ @aethermod

hello! here you go:

feel free to change some details if you want to! but i'd like to ask that if you post pictures of your cosplay somewhere, please credit me (and also tag me or send them to me!! i'd love to see it! /nf) sorry i didn't answer earlier, i needed some time to draw this thing, because the two scribbles of au i posted before were like. the only ones i had anndmxkcnsksjhjf also, i really appreciate the interest for my au. it makes me really happy to see people being invested in it. so, thanks! <3

[stars-and-skyes]

I was a little girl and she was speaking over me. I didn't mind, my voice was loud and I could match her tone. I could yell about how my day went until somebody heard. Later, I wonder why nobody stopped her from interrupting me.

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As I grew my voice became softer and my yelling not as clear, theyd ask how my day was then turn to her in the middle of one of my words. Soon they didn't know what classes I was taking but could tell you her latest conversation with her teacher. I didn't bring it up. What if that's why nobody stopped her from interrupting me?

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I learned to close my mouth and to be a passive listener, along for the ride, to nod along and scroll through nothing in particular on my phone. I brought a book and sketchpad to dinner and only spoke when spoken to. I seemed content in my own little world. Is that really why nobody stopped her from interrupting me?

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Then she left, and conversation lulled. They'd ask me why I'm so quiet, why my voice shakes when I use it too long and why I can't debate like she could. I want to yell but I don't think I can anymore. I want to cry because it's the only thing I can do anymore. I tell her how she hurt me and she told me I could have spoken over her. Is that's what was expected of me? Surely someone should have just stopped her from interrupting me?

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Then I left, and they asked me why I didn't message without prompting, or why I don't speak to my peers. I don't tell them that I don't know how. How can I message when nobody will bother to read it? How could I carry a conversation when I've always just been on the outskirts of them? How could I cope with a room of people listening when I've never had one? What if they didn't want to hear what I had to say? It's not important enough. I'm not important enough.

That's why nobody stopped her from interrupting me.

[valiant-portabella-pirkko]

now that the weapons beta is over, here's just a few more fancy shots of temp characters left over from the event.

Pact Admiral Trin (Human Daredevil) Eimear the Sharp (Sylvari Mirage) Protector Glonn (Asura Willbender)

and under the cut, all the betas on the character select screen:

[dandyshucks-moving]

woah rare other system part sighting lmao, here's a Guz drawn by not-Juno

[end-orfino]

And you may ask yourself, "why do I even fucking bother"

[analyticallymindedaa]

i'm headed to fl for the week and gonna be stuck in the back of a v full truck for the next 10+ hours so if anyone wants to chat on discord or anything i'll be around

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning! it's friday so it's automatically a good day :D plus scara's birthday is approaching and so is zhongli's so excited ^-^

[holydramon]

should i risk putting my pride digimon designs on re.dbubble or no

[totallynotwaffle]

i don't know if it's because i'm trans, or just that i've interacted with so many jewish stories, or what, but jewish culture and beliefs just resonate so hard with me. certainly a lot has to do with oppression, being a linking thread with a lot of minority groups, but i honestly feel like there's something more to it than just the similar persecution. i really respect and feel for jewish people and the way they live, the outlook and the way they find solace and joy. the way they share stories, pass on memories, just exist. i guess it's just how i also see and interact with the world in a way.

i was born russian orthodox but my family seriously never did anything with that, beyond just having some religious bits and bobs around the house that honestly we just had to look nice than anything. i was baptised but that never meant anything to me or my family or anyone we interacted with. i self-identified myself as atheist the moment i really figured out what that word entailed. i shyed away from really learning what religion honestly meant beyond my interactions with certain christian stories i was told about. i really didn't care for religion.

and yet, i always stop and listen when judaism is brought up. i like hearing about jewish holidays, what they entail and what it means to celebrate them. jewish culture is intriguing, i get captivated by it. i just hope that's not weird, i guess.

[bibururokku]

I really lived up to the bibururokku name and almost unintentionally started a religious movement again. For the time, I nearly (?) began one in the Blue Lock fandom; see this post here.

At this point, I wonder if this is a sign to let people confess their Blue Lock-related sins to me or something in my ask box, LOL.

More yapping utc!

If you guys don't get it, my user/handle name, bibururokku, is a play on words/pun on Blue Lock, since it'd be romanized as "buru rokku," hence "bururokku" in the name.

The “bi” part is a reference to the character book, which is literally called the "Blue Lock Character Book Egoist Bible," and is popularly known as the Egoist Bible and is also a pun/play on words as "bible" is romanized as "baiBURU" so technically it has the word blue in it.

So if you think about it, my user/handle can be taken or interpreted as “bible lock” or, if we think about it phonetically, “by blue lock,” which, y'know, fits the “theme” of the blog as a Blue Lock sideblog.

And yes, it is not my first time nearly inciting a religious movement due to banter.

My friends like to call me "God" or "The Messiah" or "The Prophet" (but they go for the opposite when I annoy them LOL) bc I'm good at finding symbolism in things, which often leads to me predicting several coincidences and events to the point where they joke that if I say something the world will change itself to fit it. At one point, they claimed to make up my "cult" wwww.

Of course, I always deny being a deity bc being one sounds like a lot of work, but they always say that my denial sounds like something a deity would say. To which, I always ask them how they would know what I deity say and turn the tables on them until they gang up on me LOL.

[saph-writes]

may or may not have finished a chapter of a fic for the first time in over half a year 👀