#I'll do it myself if I can
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I've never even participated in a Zine before, let alone so much as thought about starting one and/or running one myself
But
But should I...? Should I try to organise one? Or run an interest check for a hypothetical Zine...?
Because... 👀 Because I want a SatanxSolomon Zine to exist so badly. But if I don't do it, who will?
I don't remember ever seeing fan zines dedicated to either Satan or Solomon (I've seen Mammon zines, Lucifer zines, Diavolo zines, etc. But never a Satan zine or a Solomon zine) so there's a lot of temptation to try get the ball rolling on dedicated zines for either of them
But
But I can't stop imagining a SoloTan zine 👀
Like?? The fan art and fanfiction all revolving around SoloTan?? I would die 😭
I'm 100% open to suggestions and advice, especially from anyone who has worked on zines before. I would actually want to work on making this happen if there was any interest in it?


I could call it "Pussy Magic" oh my god
#like is this something I should do?#I've NEVER been involved with a zine before#I have no idea what's involved in making one#I only know that it's a fucking lot of work and takes a lot of time & effort#I'd most likely try to contact people who've run zines before and ask for advice#idk#I just want a SoloTan zine to exist so badly#I'll do it myself if I can#I just need to know how#obey me#obey me nightbringer#omswd#obey me satan#satan#obey me solomon#solomon#solotan#zine#obey me zine
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Yearning from the nothing dimension [rambling in tags ^^]
#i really couldn't make a version with a bunch of eyes that i was happy with on the bottom part#and then i realized thats fine and not everthing is going to look cool and awsome all the time. kinda emphasizes the space though.#anywho do you ever think about how lonely it must be in the tree or dark side of the moon. like all you can do is watch and wait#imagine falling in love with someone you can only see glimpses of#someone who you just found your mind wandering closer and closer to untill you realize just how happy they make you and how they make#the vast emptiness of a prison feel because your so far from someone whom doesn't even know you exist#Anyway!! had some thoughts about sm I'll probably draw more laterrrrr bc I just cant draw today ^“^#cookie run kingdom x reader#shadow milk x reader#shadow milk cookie x reader#i hope my rambling made sence to someone. im not very good at articulating myself
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Out of sight, out of - wait.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#granny wen#a-yuan#It's always fascinating how colours translate from the page to the screen.#It would probably surprise a lot of people to see what some of these comics actually look like in physical form.#My lighter colours takes about 3-4 washes before it shows up on scan which means it tends to ripple the page.#And my yellows and oranges are drastically different colours when scanned compared to the ink colour.#There's about 20 or so comics where everyone's hair is purple - because it scanned in the exact same colour as my light grey.#Wait my book is right here in front of me so I can...yeah...Comics 57-77 were indeed purple.#This is all to say - is it not fascinating how what we see is often not the full truth of what the subject truly is?#Is it not fascinating to open another episode that reminds us that despite everyone's claims they could totally spot the evil YLLZ-#-The man walks around among them for months as no more than a man haggling for deals like the rest.#It's almost as if he's just a person. It's almost as if none of us - no matter what we do are really anything more than just a person.#Your good acts will be overtaken by how other's interpret you in negative light.#Just as easily are people willing to forgive crueler actions if they hold you in high esteem.#But what's real? Is the page I hold the real version of this comic? Is it the one you look at?#Is the man known as Wuxian the most himself when he is alone or on the battlefield?#Perhaps he is and has always been a scared orphan boy lost in the market.#I think there is no good answer to any of these questions.#But I do know that panic rising in WWX as he frantically looks for A-yuan was for more than one boy.#To be human is to have layers around a delicate center. We only really grow around our wounds from childhood.#In other words; Donkey from Shrek would also probably call Wei Wuxian an onion. I'll see myself out now.
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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Hirohiko Araki unveils his first public art, The Fountain Boy, located at Osaka Station.
#featuring some stands !!#IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL OMG#but that's to be expected from araki#araki once again looking younger than the last time we saw him in pictures#i've been waiting for someone to post this so i can reblog it but fck it i'll do it myself#hirohiko araki#araki hirohiko#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo#star platinum#stone ocean#gold experience#november rain#tusk#killer queen#dirty deeds done dirt cheap#d4c
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Happy new year folks!! 🥳🥳 Come get your kisses in!😘😘
#star trek lower decks#lower decks#beckett mariner#brad boimler#marinler#d'vana tendi#sam rutherford#tendiford#warp core four#when the show doesn't give you what you need#thanos voice: Fine... I'll do it myself#Many curses and blessings of being an artist#pro: you get to draw your blorbos smooching and nobody can stop you#con: WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE I HAVE ACTUAL THINGS TO DO#alt text#image described
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first session on this LORGE boy!!
if i had a nickel for every time i got a tattoo of a dnd podcast with 69 episodes that made me cry, i'd have 2 nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#tattoo apprentice things#it needs maybe another hour for shading + fixing some lines#i ran out of time today and i didn't want to rush it#i'm trying to do these inky grungy outlines so i'll go back with my 3rl and do some more details#and pack in more black bc i did Not go deep enough#every time i feel bad about myself i just have to scream 'i've been doing this for a month'#it can only get better it's FINE
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Pokemon team for day 2! I love them all lots
#spesilverweek#pokespe#pokespe silver#pokemon#my art#proving to myself I can still do bright colours but I went too far and all I did. was open SAI and do base colours there...#istg the colour wheel has to be different between sai and csp....#I know I'm posting just past midnight but I'll probably be stuck at school all day tomorrow... gotta skip day 3 too
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Huge shoutout to femininity in a bloody, giver/taker of life, body horror, witchcraft kind of way
#patriarchy depriving us of these cool ass themes in stories smh#fine i'll do it myself#shout out to#bloodborne#retsu unohana#plenty of#horror media#dimension 20#homestuck#idgaf how you feel about homestuck it's been over a decade and i've yet to see girls written to be as truly weird and complex in a while#so few i can think of sigh
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Doing one of these even if it costs me my shame 😔
if this reaches 500 notes I’ll clean my room regularly and not let it become a wreck again, which will help me feel less tired (it really does help)
if this reaches 1k notes I’ll try to go to bed before 11:30.
If this reaches 1.5k notes I’ll start to get homework and stuff done on time and not make myself panic over due work and delay because I can’t focus on anything and all I do is procrastinate.
And if this reaches 2k+ (it probably won’t) idk I’ll try to figure out something big that I can do to improve my mental state.
#kinda scared to admit i cant do things by myself but no shi ofc i cant#and bonus if you can guess the EXACT name or hex code of my favorite color i'll reduce these by 50%
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Blanket
#squid game#min su#minsu#squid game min su#park min su#park minsu#thanos#choi subong#choi su bong#125#230#player 125#player 230#230 x 125#125 x 230#thansu#shypill#thanos x min su#art#fanart#traditional art#if I don't draw a ship and the characters to sleep together am I even doing it right#if I push myself I can post as many things are in their tag. twice as many. but I'll spare you and I won't do that
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sonic movie monkey paw: knuckles is more popular now than he was prior to 2022 but it's movie knuckles and his character is still misunderstood
#DON'T TAKE THIS AS ME HATING MOVIE KNUCKLES BECAUSE I THINK HE'S CUTE SOMETIMES BUT THERE'S CERTAIN THINGS ABOUT HIM THAT MAKE ME SO ANGRY#and this is from someone who is like... emotionally attached to boom knuckles and who really liked movie knuckles AT FIRST#but I also am kinda blinded by “any knuckles is good enough knuckles to me” because I like him a lot...#I feel like with movie knuckles they have no idea what to do with him#he got his big intro story and now they don't even know what to do#repetitive jokes with the same lines#idk gahhh wish i could better articulate myself#I don't want it to seem like i HATE movie knuckles because I don't!!#but do I think knuckles needs to be more like movie knuckles? LESS PROBABLY??#the only thing that stands out about movie knuckles I like is that he seems like a total foodie that guy likes to eat lol#but otherwise....... no#god knuckles is so complex.... and interesting and it feels like movie knuckles took one side of knuckles#misunderstood it and ran with it#the difference with him and boom knuckles to me is that everyone in boom is stupid#no one takes boom seriously it's not a serious thing???#movies?? it's way more serious than boom and yet?? knuckles 9/10 times is the “I only know how to hit things and fuck up” joke ??#idk#PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY HERE#like hear me out I'll take any knuckles content I can get ALWAYS but grahhhhhhhh don't let this impact him please!!! I really don't like it
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Because I agonised for an hour or more this morning on how i would get groceries before 'allowing' myself to order them to be delivered:
You don't have to push yourself to your absolute limit constantly as a disabled person to prove you are worthy of care and support and recovery/improvement/symptom management. (I know this is a broad spectrum that varies for each person).
Abled people do strictly unnecessary things to make their lives easier all the time. You're allowed to do that too.
#seriously it was like- i can't drive so it's easier to walk to the supermarket with my crutches#but then i'll need both of them#and it's nearly impossible (for me) to shop in a way that isn't extra labour and frustration with two crutches#so I should probably take my wheelchair#but that still limits me to what I can carry home in a backpack#and I have to cross major roads to get there without traffic lights and that's more difficult in my chair#and I'm already trying to recover from the past two days#and I have hobbies I want to do today and class to attend tomorrow#so I don't want to max myself out just getting groceries#but i *need* groceries today because otherwise myself and (more importantly imo) my cat won't have anything to eat (literal)#anyway uhh... being disabled is so much work that abled people without disabled folks in their lives don't see#radio chatter#actually disabled#actually chronically ill#mobility aid user
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new lioden king except ive had him for a couple weeks :-)
#my art#lioden#his name is halo era (or just halo LOL)#HIIIIII im really gonna try to pick up activity again. or aim to at the very least. classes started back up this week and i'll be spending#lot of time on campus. ive got a loose plan to start reading wc again so we'll see if i can hold myself to it#and if i end up not doing that . then ummmmmmmm oops x_x#speaking of campus i really think im gonna have a good semester but i just need to adjust to the change in schedule#ANYWAY really enjoyed drawing him <3 worked on this for a few hours off and on instead of the hw i desperately needed to do LMFAO#its good to know some things never change. like my relationship with homework. and drawing BAHAHA#anyway if u guys want my lioden info please let me know O7
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what the fuck ever man
#what do i even tag this as.#frontier#im not putting this in nazo's tag im too shy#naztier#<- i'll use a ship tag but thats it thats all i can bring myself to do#art
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so? are we supposed to live like this until we die?
KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 1 of THE HEART KILLERS
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#gmmtv series#gmmtv bl#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#th: the heart killers#bibi gifs#userrlana#tusermona#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#scrumptiousstuffs#:: fashionbaby#:: thkoutfits#thk: bison#gun tw#tw gun#and i'm back with the outfits gifsets and this time each episode has a entire gifset since thk has less characters#but also because i liked the format when doing wan's#i've realized rather quickly that if i didn't make this by order or appearance i would get overwhelmed#so for this ep it's going to be bison fadel style and kant#and yes the slap in the butt was necessary for this gifset#... so you can see the pants' color better#i'll try to post these starting saturday so we get one per day until the next episode and so on#but know this was finished last sunday and i'm itching to post it but i'll refrain myself
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