#I'll be okay tomorrow I guess

[terresdebrume]

Two things that happened today:

One of my homeroom kids asked me if I thought that ignorance was bliss and I said 'sometimes it can be'

And then after classes through a conversation I was informed that pretty much no one in my hierarchy talks about me in the masculine when I'm not around

And you know, they barely ever remember to do it when I'm right there so I'm not surprised and yet

Well

Sometimes.

[simplykorra]

sister beatrice + season one

[lacecap]

song about something you'll never be forgiven for. beepbox link here, and a singalong under the read more :''-)

starting point "…so don't look back" i took your hand and led you astray into the light i fear i might have made a fatal mistake walk in a straight line walk in a straight line i couldn't ask i only hope that sinners are saved but in all honesty, my honor keeps me somewhat afraid walk in a straight line don't dare look behind ♫♫♫ i had a dream we tried to reach the finishing line but in the silence still the time we killed had come back to life walk in a straight line walk in a straight line the signs had merged into a single "end of the world" where every undead thing was damned to sing "esrever ni gnos a" walk in a straight line …tell me that you're fine ♫♫♫ walk in a straight line (walk in a straight line) don't dare look behind (don't dare look behind) tell me that you're fine (something that had died) you're still breathing right? (are you satisfied?) walk between the lines (how to save a life) don't dare look behind (change the ending line) reach the end this time (tell a little lie) bring me back to life… ♫♫♫ if i'd look back and held the hands that led me astray into the light i'd proudly cry "this is my final mistake" walk with me this time walk with me this time i should have asked i know the answer's somewhat cliché but was it worth the price and worth the pain? you're fading away— walk with me this time bring me back to life… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if you'd look--

[a-s-levynn]

iv & iii

[alkeneater]

sharing random details because why not

If you visited my wiki (which is still WIP and i'm kinda sick and busy to update it rn so pls be patient) you've probably seen this on Abe's page

Well you should know that Abe's obsession with living up to his clonefather's name is my roman empire and I just LOVE that, because Abe chose a great role model :) This is why I wanted to bring up this topic way more often in my comic, because this is pure angst material (and also extremely relatable).

SOOOOO about that so-called debate contest...

Of course Abe lacks charisma and attractiveness so nobody listens to him. YES, I MADE ELECTION BLU-GALOO BUT MORE DRAMATIC BECAUSE..... BECAUSE WE LOVE ANGST 😋😋😋 IT'S ENTERTAINING

ALSOOOO not only do other clones not care about Abe, but the shadowy guys as well (which is not surprising cus they don't give a shit about anyone in this place). They literally don't treat him like a human just because he is not as great as the Abraham Lincoln himself. They wanted to raise him to be a leader but they gave him anxiety, low self-esteem and a strange obsession :(

So yeah after some failures he tends to spend a couple of days in his room, crying to his Lincoln posters (fun fact some of them are ai generated) and literally talking to them because..... coping mechanism? 🤷‍♂️

I tried my best to add something but this sketch comic thing basically explains everything so okayyyyyy you got my point :з

I'm thinking about his character development in the comic, I want him to start loving himself, be able to defend himself and just FIND HIMSELF. Because OKAY you can't be THE EXACT clone of your clonefather, it's not the 19th century, but you're still a human, right?? So just be a good human!! :) You're already on the right path since you began to fight for your friends' well-being.

Omg wait i'm already talking to him in second person OKAY YOU GOT ME PLEASE READ EXCLAMATION!2080 THE THIRD PART IS IN PROGRESS BLAH BLAH BLAH BYEEEEE

[running-in-the-dark]

I have officially started painting the walls in the living room.

well, I've mixed/adjusted the paint and painted some swatches and put up masking tape and all that stuff. I'll be painting tomorrow. I'm so excited (to get started, but mostly that I'll finally be all done with evvvverything*)

*until I think of the next thing I want to do, and the next one after that, and -

[schnaf]

good morning, sunshine ~

[kyouka-supremacy]

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[justatumblinweed]

Goddammit.

Look. I love modern medicine. It's great.

But can Albuterol please fucking not with the shakes. I am trying to figure out whether the whole mystery breathing issue is getting worse thank you and the anxiety-adjacent side effects are not helping knock it off.

[kozidraws]

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[thedissociatives]

may or may not have a bit of an infection in my finger

[dailypokemoncrochet]

Level 3 Silhouette

Who's that Pokemon?

[auphelia]

Guess who just found out they have a project deadline tomorrow 💀

[ilstar]

𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐲, 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐧 re: caelus

whether crafted to serve a specific purpose or once mortal flesh, taken and modified to contain the force of a stellaron — there's something undeniably artificial about caelus' body. to the naked eye, even upon thorough examination, they function closely enough to the average human that it's hard to tell the difference. but he is far more durable, to be able to withstand the energy that courses through him.

it does scare caelus sometimes, the cancer of all worlds. a stellaron capable of plummeting jarilo v into eternal freeze, and powering penacony's dreamscape — one person is so small in comparison. he thinks his existence might be a disaster waiting to happen. but he also files it directly under " crossing that bridge when we come to it, " at least when aventurine isn't threatening to detonate him.

the stellaron itself is stored somewhere near or within their heart. his pulse carries an undercurrent of constant ( but soft ) hums and vibration, and is strange and irregular in itself. he gets palpitations a lot, but as far as anyone can tell, this is their normal. not anything to be too concerned about. his blood runs gold.

energy from the stellaron improves caelus' neural pathways: he has ridiculous reaction speeds, beyond what would be considered naturally quick. he moves as if guided by a cosmic intuition, perceiving movement exceptionally well. his attention span, on the other hand, is nothing to shout about — being pretty easily distracted and prone to a wandering mind renders this a situational benefit somewhat exclusive to combative / high alert states.

it also causes him to run hot. pros: he can endure colder climates fairly well, he's more often that note noticeably warm to the touch and therefore an ideal person for huddling with. maybe even holdings hands. cons: they also overheats easier than most. makes them kind of grouchy.

caelus is always vaguely aware of the stellaron within him, but under duress he locks in on it. this is down to a combination of the energy itself seeming to intensify with his stress and cae paying more attention to it as it grows more apparent. both obviously feed into each other. it throws him into a state of hyper-awareness and makes him more vigilant — very useful in the right circumstances. if his stress is mental, and he's in a safe place, it can serve to make him feel worse, but this isn't something that happens very often.

he can give people little electric shocks on purpose. happens accidentally sometimes too. also sometimes his eyes twinkle like stars how cute :(

[moe-broey]

Would I be proving my therapist (who has been voicing some concerns about my depression maybe getting worse but like I feel like it's fine) right by cancelling my appointment tomorrow cause I just don't wanna. Like all I have to report is that I'm tired and I wanna rest and I just don't really feel like it y'know

[lyxchen]

You know the Good Omens announcement really kinda ruined the rest of my day and I didn't think it would have that much of an impact on me