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find another role, carry on the show
#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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!!! I just think they'd be great company to each other and would love to see them hang out sometime, ah maybe one day.
#Qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp Tallulah#qsmp Missa#q!Tallulah#Qsmp eggs#I have too much I'd love to say about them like how they'd be able to reassure each other of their fears#and Missa could connect to Tallulah emotionally and in Spanish and it would be so nice to see aaaaaah#but it is too late for me to try and ramble about them in the description and tags here's another day of me manifesting them#Rose if you're out there- ppleASE
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a smile would be nice
#my art lol#persona 3#makoto yuki#minato arisato#p3 protagonist#kotone shiomi#persona 3 femc#hamuko arisato#aigis#aigis persona 3#p3 aigis#ryoji mochizuki#insert that audio like OH GODDDDDD IM SCAREDDDD!!!!!!!!! bc yes THATS HOW I FEEL RN AUGHHGHGHhhh. interpret that as you will#i s2g everytime i actually take the time to try and do a nice bg IT GETS COVERED UP BY THE CHARAS. EVERY FUCKING TIME#also bruh not THIS about to be the thing that forces me to actually properly draw ears. like i can technically but i dont like doing it#cus they look weird. but some of these character designs look really weird/wrong imo if i try removing/hiding the ears so GRAHH#its like how sonic forced me to reexamine anatomy in my feeble attempts to draw sonic styled charas. aughhh#granted i still think i suck ass at drawing sonic charas and my regular humanoid anatomy thangs aint that good either#but its considerablyyyy better i'd say comparing to my art from like 5-7 years ago for example. so thats a good thing ig?#anyways back on topic. upscaled this bc i accidentally made it tiny and honestly i still dont know if this looks that good#feel like smthns missing or the lighting looks weird but i think im just gonna stop looking at it otherwise ill go insane
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Introducing my FoM farmer, Radio! They're part fae, a bi disaster, and quite clumsy at everything besides music and mining surprisingly.
Better quality picture and lots of ramblings under the cut! 💖
They seem a bit ditzy and gullible at first, but are very knowledgeable about music and fey legends/magic! She tries to stay upbeat and positive, a huge contrast to her crush- uh, new friend March!
Pixel art is so hard I'm never doing this again
Their closest friends in town besides the super cute grumpy blacksmith are Valen(she spends a lot of time getting scratches patched up), Hayden(their shared love of animals and sunshine personalities meant they got along pretty fast), Reina(Radio can't cook for shit and she highly admires those who can), and Ryis(They're gonna build that fucking birdhouse if it's the last thing they do.) Once Caldarus is fully in the game they'll become really close too, chatting about magic and what Mistria used to look like. Although honestly, Dozy and the kids might be her overall favorites in town...
They moved to Mistria after losing the last family member she had left to try and get a change of scenery. It seems to be going pretty well- maybe it was destiny that she moved here after all.
A few fun facts about her:
She dislikes all cake and her hated item would be tomato.
She's VERY short, like one of if not the shortest adult villager in town.
They like to peel and eat straight lemons but stopped doing that in public after March told her it was weird. Absolutely still does it at home, though.
Yeah, Radio is a nickname! Her full name is something fae that's extremely long and pretty much unpronounceable to most humans so Radio is just easier. Her closest friends get to call them Reeds or Dee instead.
They would change their hairstyle every season along with the outfit, and the one I drew is the fall style which is why it doesn't exactly match her in game sprite!
Their ears wriggle a lot when she emotes, and tend to flush when she's flustered or embarrassed! They've started to wear their hair loose or wear hats more often around a certain fake redhead for no reason at all...
In the canon story in my head, March actually falls for her first! It's definitely "it's not like I lay awake at night thinking about them! ...Uh oh" vibes for the poor guy. Radio isn't too far behind in terms of gaining romantic feelings, but is much worse at recognizing their emotions and wouldn't realize it until someone else pointed it out.
If you wanted to know more, please don't be shy to send questions to my ask box! I'd love to talk about her more 💕
#fields of mistria#fom#fom fanart#fom farmer#oc radio#my art#fanart#i was more trying to incorporate my own style into pixels than exactly copy the fom one but i think it turned out okay!#there's a couple more details I'd like to add and touch up but I'm fucking done with this for now#i don't want to say how long this took me. whatever you think is a reasonable amount#it took SO MUCH LONGER#anyway enjoy! i love them dearly and can't wait to keep playing with the next update ahhhh!!#i want pets and the next mines levels and the new festival so bad#also the optimization. it would be nice for my laptop to not try and kill itself while running the game lmao
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i love them (the fankids) and honestly seeing you draw stuff you want to makes me so happy draw what you want and take care of yourself <3 we are just happy to share dojoshipping and submas with you
you guys as a bunch of people that walked into my house and cheer and clap when i hold up a drawing
#awawawawa this was nice to hear <3#I've never been particularly worried about posting things people ''want'' rather than what i want to draw#(it just happens to be that if someone says something i already wanted to draw#I'd draw it. fun coincidences)#but I've learned that. you're much happier and people are more inclined to like you if you're not super worried about what others demand#just be yourself and be kind and enjoy doing what you do‚ and you will draw people towards you#not that I'm trying to increase my follower count or anything lmao. scary....#but yeah if i get people demanding to draw something that I don't want to draw. i just ignore it#and if people are being rude‚ i ignore it#(that being said sometimes i will save asks in case i want to draw it later. and then forget lmao. my inbox is. very full. help)#uhhhhh right my point is. I'm just doing my own thing that might occasionally happen to align with what people want#and I'm enjoying doing it and i try to be kind and positive#and that has made my online experience so very much better than anything else#answered
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chat should I do the 50k words in a month this november, as per usual, or since we're ditching the site due to shitty management should I break free of the ill-timing and do the challenge in like. june.
#quil's unholy underworld#any mutuals going for this november who want to pair up or something? i could be persuaded that way#pair up as in we both/all do it november. because part of the fun is suffering together so. buddying up could be nice#but also we could buddy up in june just as easily#i'm torn#on the one hand the balancing is part of the accomplishment#and i've always managed in the past#and it does fuck up the annual streak#on the other. why make it unnecessarily harder?#i'll have more time and mental capacity for writing and will therefore probably write better...?#augh decisions#i've got like 5 days to figure it out#genuinely mutuals and friends feel free to try and influence me and say what you're doing#since it's pretty community suffering based (fondly) so if that can be retained. that'd be something i'd want to factor in
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sobbing and smiling and so fucking happy about one piece fan letter; bro i was NOT expecting the return of Usopp's melanin but :sob: im so happy about it
#funny as fuck & also heartwrenching with the brothers and AUGH man it's so good#i meant to take screenshots but i think if i tried to pause for a few seconds to do that i would've died#also there's so many pretty moments/frames i'd just end up grabbing half the special in screenshots kjdhgdfg#'i'll teach you something to say [for the bar]' except usopp didn't expect her to try and act like her idol kdjhfgkdjfg#god what a nice special aaaaaaaa#love all the outsider povs / how normal people perceive the SH's. it's really interesting
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in a hell of my own making (<- is a polite friendly guy and now someone wants to be friends with me)
#i can't take this somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if i wasn't a doormat i would try my best to say ''hey i'm a nice person but i'm not a good friend. DON'T BOTHER.''#wish they were a dick so i could just say leave me alone. but even then i'd probably still go along with it for too long.#also i'm not even a nice person. i don't think i qualify as a person at all.
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Am I crazy to say that Sapphire and Amethyst look like a married couple and Sapphire is pregnant?(i know she's chubby(a baby:])
I was going for chubby(though that's on me if didn't convey it better). It did cross my mind with how people ship the apprentices what the guardians' love lives would look like. It's kind of fun to imagine them as like adults with lives and families and stuff alongside of ruling fairytopia. +Kid design, she would've already been around by MoTR but didn't come with them to the crystal palace for obvious reasons
#The vibe I like to imagine them with is like easygoing goof teacher who can be a bit backhanded occasionally#/nice teacher who struggles with trying to reel in the rowdier students at times.#re. the kid being a moon fairy I hc that the guardians are different fairy types but take on similar wing forms for uniformity#I haven't decided how I wanted to play the different moon phases#like if they'd be different subsets of moon fairies or if their wings change to reflect the different phases as they age. but either way.#Also trying to figure out how I'd want to do full moon wings#I had a previous design for them but I uhhh didn't likeit anymore. Might work on this one too.#Also also are the guardians names every actually sourced? because like Sapphire is fine and it's what the wiki says#but I went Lapis Lazuli in an old fanfic once and I kinda liked that#barbie magic of the rainbow#barbie fairytopia magic of the rainbow#cakeart#barbie#cakeasks
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If you've ever replied to a post and I haven't replied to you just know if I saw it I nodded sagely and then either meant to reply and completely forgot or just had nothing interesting to add. We can all hold hands and be friends on this beautiful earth
#or the secret third option (got scared what I wanted to say might come across weird n Then forgot while trying to think of better wording)#love when people are so nice to me on the internet. sorry I can't be normal about it#sometimes I like to sit and think about the fact I'm almost 30.#whst they don't tell you in psychiatry is that you'll actually just be weird forever. and there's nothing you can do about it#<- was convinced I'd grow out of anxiety but it got worse lol#fuck twenty one pilots was right...#I forgot what the body of the post was I just like. started a new whole separate post in the tags. sorry#okay. 3am posting oval.#sunny with clouds
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I like the way you draw chubby characters, they’re cute in your style
thank you! 🩵 i'm still learning the intricacies of drawing larger body types that aren't just the typical anime protag proportions i was so used to doing before. i'm glad you can enjoy it while i try to improve myself 🙏
#not that i'm saying there's anything wrong with drawing in typical anime proportions#i personally just felt like i did it too much and didn't have enough variety#and before when i would try to draw fat characters i'd look back at it and go:#'oh no i've drawn them thinner than they actually are'#but i don't feel that as much now so it's nice to know i'm making progress#trash answers
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no bg ver because i once AGAIN added too many details and thet got lost with everything else
#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#scriabin#zarla s#what vargas did y'all read ahh art#I'M BACK TO BEING MENTALLY ILL ( drawing stuff from this timeline ? idk i want to call it au but it's not an au#i wanted to draw something with fireflies and it was about time i drew them like this again#idk what happened man i used to draw them ssssoo much#and guys oh my god this is the third time i want to make a piece of these two with a nice background#but this is like THE FIRST TIME EVER I MANAGE TO FINISH ONE#this took three days . it was suuuper fun to do#did i struggle ? yes#still . i promised a background#and i drew one . i didn't say i'd be ggood .#they make me SSSSICK AAAAAAHHHH#okay so i'm into yaelokre now . and the art style is SO PRETTY#i'm going to try and make mine as pretty because ooouugghh#I KNOW FIREFLIES AREN'T THIS BRIGHT IRL OKAY leave mmme alone#idk i've seen fireflies like . once#i drew this while listening to park bird . really really love the vibe . it fits them#i think that's all CODE LYOKO IS ON BYE#chapter 20/21#illlustration#fireflies#i love park bird's music . makes me feel melancholic#sunny's art
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I wish I could become friends with you but I have severe social anxiety and am also 17
there's nothing technically stopping you from being my friend! we've already got something in common-- anxiety buddies yay!!
#ask#anon#there's absolutely no pressure to talk to me if you don't feel comfortable#but i promise i'm nice! and i'm always down to talk to new people#if you ever decide you want to say hello then feel free! i try to be someone people feel comfortable approaching ^_^#also your being 17 wouldn't really get in the way of being my buddy. p sure one of my moots is like 13 it's all chill#so long as boundaries are mutually respected there's nothing wrong with making a friend with someone outside your exact age group#although i'm only 19 myself so idk if i'd consider ~2 years a big age difference anywho#ANYWAYS#point is i'm friendly. and i won't force u to talk to me or anything but if ur feeling brave i like yapping with folks :]
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—Sometimes it's an every night thing.
Summary : Lucio does his usual patrol for the night, but gets interrupted as he's wrapping up the routine.
Author's note: Lucio can be a good dad when he wants. He just usually Does Not want to </3
Warnings: Lucio is here and that sucks, but nothing bad happens.
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Quiet nights in Pandora are rare, worrying things. If you can't hear at least some ruckus in the distance, then something must be dreadfully wrong. Lucio knows this better than anyone. As he paces back and forth from the porch of his house to the outskirts of the yard, he envisions the danger closing in on his little house at the very end of his crossing. Thankfully, the entrance is always in his sights. Nothing and no one could get through so long as he is there standing guard. All he has to do is listen.
In the distance, gunshots go off, followed by the sound of cars revving up and driving top speed, dangerously close to the soft bodies that dared taunt such machines. There is a pause, and then a repeat in noise. Screams are added, tires burn against the floor, and then pause again. It's like that almost every night. Loud enough to be heard from where he stands, but faint enough to allow his family to rest. That was enough. You have to take the small victories and accept that sometimes they'll be all you get.
Eventually, he tires himself out. Patrolling around the plot of his land and away, to the very edge of where his territory ends and then back to where it starts, the exhaustion finally catches up to him, and with a satisfied humph, he lets himself in through the door...
But then.
Then he hears scurrying. Quiet little footsteps of a tiny creature, only barely heavy enough to cause the wood to creak. He doesn't let his shotgun down just yet, but he has a sneaking suspicion for what it is that's making noise. Lucio steps carefully around the house, the boots on his feet squeaking just slightly, surprisingly quiet for how unfathomably large the man wearing them is. His eyes are adjusted for the darkness, perfectly seeing into the hallway he was sure the little thing went into... but not the thing itself.
He stops to listen. There is still sound in the distance as expected, but nothing close by to indicate a presence. Until it comes from the kitchen, that is. A sniffle followed by water being dispensed from a mason filter, being poured into a glass cup while whoever holds it stays on his tippy toes to make sure it's not *too* loud out of courtesy.
Lucio relaxes, placing his gun back on the holster and double checking to make sure it's got its safety on, then stepping while going into the kitchen as quietly as he can. His presence goes unnoticed until the very moment it announces itself,
"Boy." Lucio speaks after a whole night of quiet, his voice booming and breaking the silence again. It makes the little boy in front of him jump surprised, almost dropping the cup he was filling. He turns around fearfully, small, before his eyes finally adjust enough to see his father was the shadow all along. Then, he seems to relax.
"Papa— 'm sorry," Archer scratches one of his eyes with a tiny closed fist, placing the cup on the edge of the balcony. He looks tired, still drowsy from the interrupted night of sleep. "M' eye was itchy, I don't feel good.. I wanted water," He looks down guiltily, as if having admitted to the most heinous crime of them all.
Lucio crouches down to his eye level, tilting his head back to face him with both his hands. He looks so small between his hands. So unbelievably small. A quick look around his face shows exactly what bothers him: One of his eyes is squinting and watering, little veins underneath it flared and red, matching red spots forming under the eye and on his cheek. Specifically the left one too— not good.
"Probably allergies. We don't got any medicine for that I don't think." He speaks again after a quiet moment inspecting his face, then hums. "D'ya eat anything different today?"
"Nnooooo," Archer places his little hands over his father's, somehow colder than them. He seems worried at the mention of not having medicine, features slightly squished from the small pressure being placed on the sides of his face. "Am I in troble?" He asks meekly, the word not quite coming out from his mouth right.
"What? No." Lucio grunts indignantly, almost a little offended. He is a fair man trying to help him here, why would he even be in trouble? Bah. Dramatic. "You're fine. It was probably dust in your room makin' you all red. Come on.." He lets go of his face, messing with his hair slightly before getting up again. He walks to the other side of the kitchen and reaches into several cabinets looking for something, grumbling curses under his breath while searching for something specific. The boy watches his movements, holding his hands together while he waits to see what's exactly being sought.
"Boy, turn the lights on for me. Now." He commands, and Archer complies with a little nod, reaching up to the light switch on his tippy toes and then sitting still again until something else is needed of him. Quiet takes over the kitchen again, aside from the buzzing of the yellow bulb above and the chaos outside as usual. It's interrupted by the occasional sneeze from Archer, who then wipes it off on the hem of his shirt without another way for him to clean himself. Finally, after minutes of searching and mumbling about where 'the damn thing' could be, there is an answer.
"Aha. There we go. C'mere," Lucio motions with his hand, then crouches back down to meet him. He pops the lid off the little container, then takes a small amount of the substance inside to dab on the underside of his eye. Archer winces from the immediate stinging sensation of the artificial mint, having it immediately working its way both to his clogged nose and into his eye, which now felt a little easier to open for some reason. "This stuff always worked for me when I was a lad. Ain't exactly meant for curing allergies but hey. Don't try explaining miracles..." His thumb carefully presses down on that spot, caressing the cream into it, then dabs a little more just under his nose. "Feel a little better?"
Archer sniffles, scratching his eye one more time and then blinking to make sure there was an effect. Sure enough, it feels easier to breathe and to blink. The itchiness doesn't bother as much anymore, even if there's still probably a bunch of mucus. "A lot! Thank you papa" He smiles, looking up to Lucio happily. "My nose feels way clearer now... how'd you know it would work?"
Lucio chuckles softly, "'Cuz I made this nose, dingus. And I know everythin' that happens to it." He shakes him by the nose gently, and giggles spill out of him like he just did the funniest thing ever. "Now go to sleep you little ruffian. Yer gonna wake up grumpy later."
"Heeheee, okay! I's cuz you're my papa, an' you know everythin'!" Archer parrots between little giggles, holding his nose. "And okayyy, I just wanna drink my water first, then I'll go bed. Promise."
"'S alright Archie. Take your time." He ruffles his hair again, watching as he grabs the cup full of water and sips its contents away, certainly bouncier than before. It's nice. He's glad he was able to help.
Archer makes him so angry sometimes. Be it with the incessant questions, or with his kiddy mannerisms that get under his skin, or with how cowardly he can be most of the time, or how he stares so much constantly, but god damnit, he's a good kid when he wants to be. Mostly. It's not his fault he gets annoyed, is it?... his eye stays on his direction while water depletes from the very full cup he's holding, but his mind is elsewhere. There are noises outside of gunshots and tires screeching, people screaming for their lives while they run away from consuming metal, trying to live a little while longer to get one more shot in. Elsewhere, a child cries after they skin their knee on the sidewalk, having to be soothed down amidst their overreactive tantrum, their parent scolding them for not being careful. Is it ever their fault.
Before he can catch himself becoming too sentimental, Lucio has already swaddled the little guy in his arms. Maybe it's just because he's tired too and wouldn't sleep well knowing he's up, but he feels the need to go tuck him in. Archer is saying something, he can probably decipher it if he really tries, but instinct is just running its course now.
Lucio opens the door to his bedroom with one hand while holding the kid with the other. He doesn't even notice the cup of water still in Archer's hands, jostling around until some of it spilling on his shirt. It's cold. He takes it out of his hands and places it on the ledge of the window.
"Keep the cup here. If you get thirsty again during the night you'll have somethin' to drink. Don't break that cup though, yer mama will be mad." He speaks more softly this time, laying his son down on his bed with his head on a deflated old pillow. Archer doesn't say anything in return, just staring at him with those big stupid eyes of his again. They're big and dark, just like his dad's. The right one is still a little red, and itll probably still be itchy during the night, but it'll go away by morning. He's not losing that. "Goodnight Boy." Lucio goes to leave, but a tiny hand grabs his own before he can, making him look back.
"Pa?"
"Yes Archie?"
"I love you," The words lock Lucio in place for a solid second, the intonation for how they're said almost tense, as if testing what the reaction for them will be. He doesn't know how to respond to it. He looks so small, illuminated by moonlight coming through his window and barely covered with frumpy fuzzy blankets. What does he say?
"...Yeah. I know. Go to sleep kid." He presses a kiss on his forehead, then leaves without another word. Archer is left in his room to think about what that meant until he lays his head back down in his pillow.
Lucio stands outside his door for a while longer, feeling rather restless again. There is screaming and gunshots and the sound of engines roaring. Unimaginable amounts of danger constantly. He has to be there to make sure it doesn't get close. He goes back outside, shotgun in hand, and stares at the road leading to his house, sitting on the porch. He'll go back inside eventually. For now, he has to make sure the next couple of hours are peaceful, if not all around the territory, then just here.
Just enough for one night of sleep.
#Magart#Magocs#Magwriting#txt#My writing#Caede Tales#my oc stuff#Society loss ! your father CAN be nice to you if he really wants to but he's just usually not exhausted enough to allow himself to do it !#oc: Lucio#oc: Archer#I wanted to try and explore Lucio's pov for once because even though I absolutely hate the cunt‚ I'd be lying if I said it wasn't at least#interesting to try and decipher what he means amidst his rambling thoughts. he's not a good dad and this is an exception not the norm#which is why Archer seemed to surprised when he went to tuck him in. he never does that and he got a little scared that it wasn't his dad#thankfully only the real Lucio is this emotionally unavailable so Archer was like you didnt say i love you back so you're definitely my dad#they make me insane !!!!!#character study#original character#oc#my ocs#fan character#fan oc
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Knowing that I likely have S.A.D and that's why it feels almost impossible to chat with people or do stuff I genuinely want to do is... a feeling
#Limbo Speaks#personal#tag later#delete later#maybe#It feels like that cartoon dog sitting in fire going 'this is fine!'#I wanna chat with and connect with so many people but my brain says thats way too much energy 😭#its literally not for the most part but here we are#gonna try baby steps#try hopping into discord chats I'm already in and go from there#another weird thing is my brain keeps thinking I should make art for people before i can talk to them again and I'm just ?????#like I have to offer gifts in order to apologize for not interacting as much 😅#just so weird#like I do wanna make people art someday but still#it's at least nice to know there's a condition that's making me like this but at the same time I'd like to get off this ride please 🥲
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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