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The urge to whine about my personal troubles on my blog: NRRRRGAAAAHHGHGHGHHH!!!!!
Me: Pls no, I don't want anyone to think I'm cringe...
#cringe is dead but seriously no one would ever want to follow my blog...#I'd have zero friends#online or in person#so i try to keep it all in... and sometimes I fail#and then i get no notes...#trust me i've been through this before#i was 16 and never proofread my posts before posting them#what you see on my blog is me but put through a strainer#like pasta
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finally finished cricket's group
#minus the journalists who are doing the doc on him but like. whatever.#cricket has friends!#yay!#in order it's cricket (duh). kai. tabs. emmy. mari. alice.#none of them have apocalypse nicknames yet. except. cricket. which we have established. i'll get to it.#mari & kai knew each other prior to the apocalypse. so did tabs emmy & cricket.#emmy is cricket's gf & tabs is his best friend :-)#they sort of just found alice along the way. her & kai get along really well#half of these guys are dead by the time the cricket arc is over lol#all of them are dead by the time mbz is over. only because. the apocalypse in mbz is not the kind you can survive long term#the ground is literally poisoned.#fun fact about mari: in the original version of the kel & co story (the one with the portal...)#her & kel dated lol#um. but in mbz she's like. a decade older than him. she's i think..... 29? i'd have to check#they don't know each other at all in this universe. this group & the main group have like. zero connection.#these guys are just a lil side story bc i kinda missed them & wanted to bring them back#i legitimately have not touched them since probably 2012#n e way#mb:ex#rainyrambles
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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The woes of being a ze blogger and tagging these two's names
#also this is worse now that relevant tags are brightly colored cause#I can't show innocuous fanart to friends who haven't played yet without having to block the name from view somehow#before like it at least didn't call enough attention y'know#zero escape#vlr spoilers#zero escape spoilers#hehe spoiler tagging the post about tagging spoilers#junpei tenmyouji#aoi kurashiki#I'd like to personally apologize to anyone spoiled through my tumblr tags specifically if that's ever happened 😔🙏#also eh technically Aoi's first name's a spoiler too but I've alipped on it before and it's not as big of a deal#slipped#as in called him that by accident whrn someone else was playing it
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lil sketch of kairi and her kestrel bestie as i try to beat this artblock
#'artblock' more like zero energy and time but yknow#goodnight 🛌#kairi higashi#i've done literally nothing w this character but i'd been thinking of them having a tengu friend bc i keep seeing them in arborstone so.#there we go#my art
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hey, what's something positive that happened today? no matter how small. i read Which Super Little Dead Girl™ Are You? by Nino Cipri for class today and adored it
#positivity#i read a fun story i saw i teacher i really liked#i'm going to a show on sunday#and planning to see a movie with my partner maybe saturday#arcane's coming out this saturday too#spoke with more friends in a single day than I have maybe ever#they told me they loved me for the first time#my dad's got a book to give me#and my teacher loved my last creative writing piece. she left zero notes. that NEVER happens she's ruthless (in a good way)#and i'd thought she wasn't gonna get it#i complimented a stranger's outfit today and she smiled and told me where she'd got in on sale#my strict instructor said i had really meta awareness and contributed good feedback and questions to the discussion#one of my other teachers had a dragon mini squishmallow with her today
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Why did Marcille get so intensely flustered when Laios reacted to her and Izutsumi's entrance?
What did she think he was going to say? I didn't think she'd be that overwhelmed if he was just calling her beautiful in some way, so it seems like it'd be something else, but I can't think of anything.
#it miiight just be that i don't relate to her and it is indeed my first guess#idk man‚ if i was in the bath with a no-longer-dead platonic friend who i don't realise i'm in love with yet#and she held my hand like that while gazing into my eyes#i'd blush a hell of a lot more than i would upon receiving the faintest hint of a compliment from a guy i have zero Interest in#so either it's something else‚ or i'm exhibiting a major autistic trait#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#laios touden
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men will simply take back their old job as a favor to their boss and then immediately remember why they left their old job
#(face in hands) listen i love doing this but like#once again. they are pulling the whole 'oh i promise you won't have to do any prep we'll have everything ready for you'#and the 'everything ready for you' is a bunch of unsorted google docs and powerpoints with zero context#and i ask 'hey where's the activity guide and all the materials and also literally any of the context of what i'm supposed to be doing'#and they're like 'you'd have to ask other boss for that i don't have that' (which is understandable)#but then i ask other boss and they're like#'oh it's simple it's (just vaguely explains to me what the activity guide would be like but does not give it to me)'#and then i look in the materials box and it turns out other boss has cannibalized it for twelve other activities#which i must now dig through 40+ boxes to find#(face in hands) why am i doing this#because money and because they offered to pay me the same i'd make at the other job i was looking into#and because my old boss is halfway a friend and has been really stressed about all of this#because other boss just. left. despite them being like 'hey i can't handle all of our bookings alone'#d a m n b#i'll survive but oughhhhhhh i'm mad at myself for waltzing back into this (but at least i get money)#(thank fuck i get money . . . . . . . )
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I can't help but feel the BostonNick blow is especially harder to bear, knowing that we were expecting NeoMark to return in Cooking Crush soon after OFTS. But now, that won't happen! Like we were getting them BACK but now we won't , and it probably wouldn't have sucked as much if Mark had never been a part of it in the first place. However, there's a whole pilot with them, and it's STILL UP ONLINE.
It's like winning the lottery and going to collect the prize, only to discover that you DIDN'T actually win cause they made a mistake in the calculation oopsies.
And they don't have any other upcoming shows that we know of and we have no clue if we'll get NeoMark back. They just bid us goodbye with THAT ending, and it's making me feel so frustrated.
#tbh the fact that neomark were paired up again for cooking crush but it couldn't work out gives me hope that they'll be paired up again?#but i dont wanna be TOO hopeful i'd rather have zero expectations than be disappointed#im honestly so upset i want my neomark back#neomark#bostonnick#neo trai#mark pakin#cooking crush#only friends the series
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it's really funny seeing everyone salty posts about the hidden agenda finale and i actually agree with everyone but the thing is!!!! i'm just vibing!!!!
i went into this show with absolutely ZERO expectations (and in fact, i would have been extremely surprised if this show ended up being actually good dkfjkfddf), i've never given a single shit about the plot and/or the writing bc i came here for the joongdunk vibes and the joongdunk vibes alone and i had a blast watching this series
like, i'm not even gonna bother criticising this drama bc from the beginning i didn't expect it to be very impressive anyway and so i'll just keep sitting here in my pile of garbage and vibing with it <3333
#watching joongdunk flirt on camera and be cute makes me feel good and that's exactly what i came here for#i got what i wanted and i don't care about the rest#as i said i'm just vibing!!!!!#the finale was underwhelming? there was no Real hidden agenda?#so what!! at least i got the funniest kiss scene ever with zo yoinking joke inside and kissing him stupid and yeeting him back out again!!!#that's all i need thanks dfkdfkkdfgdfkg#hidden agenda#ha ep12#airenyah plappert#adrm#sometimes thing's just ain't that deep and that's ok#(though i get everyone's frustrations very well and i would have been just as annoyed if i'd expected anything from the show at all)#(apart from mindless fluff that i need zero braincells for)#(for me personally this show is perfect kjdfjkdfkjd)#also congrats for joongdunk on getting to do a sex scene i guess lol#(well. heavy make-out scene more like it)#anyway seeing how excited they were for that scene to drop and considering their lolfanfest performance of dum dum#also with them coming up themselves with the idea of switching positions for the bite#i can see them do a show like only friends lmaooo#i'm generally against set actor pairs but i do hope joongdunk will do more series together jkkjkdf
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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#You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Starting from#zero got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me myself I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us outta here I#been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just 'cross the border and into#the city You and I can both get jobs And finally see what it means to be living See my old man's got a problem He live with the bottle#that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his My mama went off and left him She wanted#more from life than he could give I said somebody's got to take care of him So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it#fast enough so we can fly away? We gotta make a decision Leave tonight or live and die this way So I remember when we were driving#driving in your car Speed so fast it felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder#And I-I had a feeling that I belonged I-I had a feeling I could be someone be someone be someone You got a fast car We go cruising#entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job And I work in the market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and#I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house and live in the suburbs So I remember when we were driving driving in#your car Speed so fast it felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I-I had#a feeling that I belonged I-I had a feeling I could be someone be someone be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills#You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together#you and me'd find it I got no plans I ain't going nowhere Take your fast car and keep on driving So I remember when we were driving driving#in your car Speed so fast it felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And#I-I had a feeling that I belonged I-I had a feeling I could be someone be someone be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can#fly away?You gotta make a decisionLeave tonight or live and die this way#le song shouting
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Wow they weren't lying, the Splatoon 2 servers are dead dead
#found out a friend of mine has splat 2 and wants to play it with other peeps so I thought I'd crack it open again in advance#yikes#good news is salmon run lets you start a game if nobody joins#bad news is profreshional solo is IMPOSSIBLE AHHHH#also for some reason the maws have zero sound effects? that's a glitch right surely they used to make noise in splat2?#anyway my friend never really played the game before so I'm sad that they're going to experience it dead and probably not have much fun
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I regret befriending Merrill. Girl, leave that creepy eluvian alone.
#she talks#she plays#da2#I wish I'd spoiled myself further so I'd made a rival out of her#she's nice and all very knowledgeable and you can underestimate this 'Daisy' really easily#but damn I can't help but feel like she should've left that portal alone and the last dialogue you have with her in friend or foe sucks#I don't want to tell you it's not your fault or to not think too much about it or that Merathari was a fool#I want to scream in your face that you had it coming even if you thought you were taking conscious/calculated risks#to think that this can lead to the whole massacre of her former clan if you don't take the responsibility#but I was too focused on getting 100% friendship with Fenris to secure the romance lol#he's so harsh to her when we leave sundermount after the keeper's death#he's so harsh in general and I eyeroll every time he shares his views about magic but eh he's hurt and I love him#I considered romancing Merrill but now I'm glad I didn't#also absolutely zero feelings about Anders and Sebastian like noooooone#that's the big difference for me personally between DA2 and DAO like I enjoyed all the companions even if I had favorites but in DA2...#I've made the companions quests because I was curious but there're really some I don't care about#my only regret is not befriending Isabella but I already play a dual weapon rogue so I didn't bring her with me much#I wish I had more friendship with her so she came back with Koslun's book instead of fleeing#also bless the mods that allowed me to give a romanced Zevran the right dialogue and a decent look like they bothered for Alistair#gonna play the dlcs before the very last quest now#I'm ready to be done with this game
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bg3 is crazy for being a massive $70 larian + wotc collab game whose accessibility menu features subtitles that are present for less than half of all idle character dialogue and almost zero battle dialogue
#succ speaks#not to be the 'paizo wouldn't let this happen' guy but god this is actually insane#like why even have an accessibility menu at that point? i'd rather watch a youtube video with automatic captions#same energy as devs complaining that everyone was making their pcs a white human guy in early access while they had no asian human options#like bro i just want to know what bestie karlach is saying but if u make her mumble with no captions even tho i have subtitles on#tf am i supposed to do.....🤨😡😭💀#baldur's gate 3 is fun but this is pissing me off. like i'm prob not gonna keep playing this solo & only play online with friends#it's fun but. not fun enough to mimic the actual wacky bullshit i do with charisma rogues and bards in dnd or pf#i think i'm also used to having real humans around for ttrpg antics and dynamic character interactions so bg3 feels bland in comparison lol#also because irl i can ask people to repeat what they just said 🙃🙃🙃#joining the mob by accident was admittedly funnier in bg3 than it was in dnd though considering i stumbled into the base out of nowhere#i guess it just falls under ny philosophy that dnd is most fun when wotc has zero actual say in what happens and what we can do 👍#however as much as pf > dnd...bg3 > kingmaker. i think pathfinder is just to true of a ttrpg to adapt into a video game super well#like. the writing in wotr was WAY better than bg3 but still sometimes bad enough to be infuriating ESPECIALLY in regards to iomedae#but the weird ass iomedae stuff is also true in the adventure path itself and plenty of other people have complained about it#but hey at least in wotr the subtitles told me what she was saying every time she spoke 👍#wotr was still rly fun tho no hate to the game in general this is a quick slam of being pissed at bg3 again 🙏🙏
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i had a dream this morning that Jotaro had special boots with detachable soles so he could take the sole off but keep his boots on inside and i just...............why is that so on brand tho???????
#like hello?????#i need it to also be known that there was literally zero reason for him to be there#I was just having lunch with this nice Japanese man (who was apparently an old friend) and his son at his house and then out of nowhere#fucking Jotaro Kujo walks in and detaches the soles of his boots at the genkan#i then made him go back and show me again so i could confirm that was what just happened lol#i sent a snapchat video of it to my friend in the dream and she was like 'he would lol'#anyways i just thought i'd share my unhinged dream brain#also for the record it was part 6 Jotaro because of course it was#anyways...#Sophia talks too much#Jotaro#Jotaro Kujo
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