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ohyespotatous · 11 months ago

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Weekly Study Reflections (June 9-15) 🌿🧠🤍

🎯- Weekly goal: be prepared for the Economics exam by at least 80% -> asses through a practice test/explaining everything I’ve learned while making mindmaps

💌 - I think I get the hang of it now. Treating burnout is not enough, you need to prevent it.

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I didn’t use duration-based goals anymore

I focused on the depth of the focus instead

I stopped when I had learned/done enough (at the end of a topic/after completing some quizzes, etc.) or was tired

I rewarded myself with less brain-stimulating activities (journaling, walking, stretching, listening to soft music)

I still aimed to revise 4 chapters a day, but it’s alright if I can’t

I set a large window of time and started when I was ready. I made sure I was physically and mentally ready by taking care of my nutrition and physical movements, and applying cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) to myself

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On burnout:

I figured that studying endlessly without being sure my effort is sufficient to achieve my goals leads to burnout. Only relying on motivation also leads to burnout

Changing the study system helped me unchain motivations with studying, so I can keep studying without having to rely on it

My root of excessive (and unstrategic) studying is the fear of failure and not having enough time to be fully prepared for it

I changed my mindset that I should be grateful for the time I have to prepare for my exams and do the best I can (in a healthy manner)

If I use the best of my time, it should be enough to help me pass the exams

If I don’t get the best result, that’s okay. The world doesn’t end. At least I learned something from it and could improve next time. (I shouldn’t let myself loose too much, though!)

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I still struggled to sleep before 12, but I woke up earlier these days.

My next goal is to go to sleep earlier, no matter what

(づ￣ 3￣)づ

#EXAMS IN FIVE DAYS I'M OKAY #I'M LITERALLY OKAY :0 #NOT NERVOUS AT ALL #:v #potato's journal 🌼#study reflection #weekly journal 🌼#productivity #uniblr #studyblr #exams prep #exam season #exam stress #exam anxiety #breathe!!!#*grounding*#i love you i love you i love you! <3 #can't wait to make money again in July HAHAHA

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snepfeathers · 8 months ago

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pros of being mostly immune to online impulse purchases: I can save my money and use it on more necessary things, like rent and groceries

cons of being mostly immune to online impulse purchases: I don't get to have The Thing

#sobbing crying etc etc. I'm okay just dumb #ordered a custom thing but the colors ended up looking different from how I thought they would. 0 dead 1 dying of Stupid About It (me)#it's still very cool in its own right and it was Expensive for us. it was just me fucking up and choosing the wrong color...#and there's no real way to request a different version without just. buying a new one basically #but the site is still having a sale and it's chewing at me so bad right now. but it's not something I can afford to impulse buy #and even if somebody did just plop a big donation/order a big commission etc etc right now I still couldn't justify it #because there are other things I should take care of first #instead of replacing something that's not technically broken. it's literally just not the color I thought it would be but aaaUUUUUUUGHHHH.#I'm just mad and sad and tired and stressed and should go to bed and stop thinking about it. it's fine. it's literally fine.#just kicking myself for it and about a billion other tiny stupid things right now.#storm speaking

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klanced · 2 years ago

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Keith walking into the holding cell greeting all the regulars by name while Lance is sobbing lamenting that his life is over and his future is ruined (they were like. Trespassing or some shit he’s going to be fine)

lance: (actively dry heaving in the corner, on the verge of a panic attack as he imagines having a permanent record)(actually what does a permanent record even look like?)(omg is he going to have to go to COURT? like in JUDGE JUDY?)

keith: remy, this is lance. lance, this is remy, she’s my favorite alcoholic :)

#voltron #klance #honestly I imagine they got caught trespassing while ghost hunting #if they’re in Texas then they will most likely get a full on misdemeanor on their record. Texas is very big on property rights.#trespassing can quickly elevate to criminal charges in texas it is actually very serious. do not trespass in texas.#meanwhile in Maine trespassing can be just an infraction & not added to your record #like sure they're teenagers so they could get their records sealed or expunged when they're 18. but like. the garrison would know. not good #sorry i just like talking about the law #speaking of which let me go on a tangent #i do think keith frequently gets charged with trespassing. at his own shack in the desert.#and so now he is Really good at juvenile law specifically because he is constantly arguing with cops #keith: this is not trespassing. my dad owned this property & he died unmarried without a will.#keith: i am literally his child and i inherited this land after his death YOU CAN'T ARREST ME FOR TRESPASSING ON MY OWN PROPERTY.#cop: okay well the house is all burned down it's a safety hazard #keith: I AM NOT IN THE HOUSE I AM IN THE SHACK WHICH MEETS MINIMUM SAFETY REQUIREMENTS. GET FUCKED.#cop: okay but you're out after curfew--#keith: is this a game to you? drag me in front of that judge i DARE you. you want to take the ORPHAN to court over CURFEW?#keith: you want to arrest my parents? WHAT PARENTS? everyone in this county knows me as the son of a hero firefighter.#keith: a hero firefighter who died in the line of duty btw. in case you forgot. since i'm an ORPHAN who has no one who CARES about CURFEW.#keith: my dad is dead my mom is gone my brother disappeared in space im 0 for 3 parents-wise. drag me before a judge. make my fucking night #sometimes i answer an ask or make a post specifically so i can do my own separate thing in the tags #i just like talking about law. i'm so excited for law school u guys #keith #lance #lance: (freaking out)#keith: (relaxed because he knows a really good lawyer who specializes in juvenile law)#shitpost #ask #anonymous #otp: we are a good team

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softceleste · 1 year ago

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Christopher Briney and Suki Waterhouse in Dalíland (2022)

Please do not save, repost, or edit these gifs for any reason, use the reblog button instead. Also please do not interact if you’re a celeb rp blog or if you write taboo content on your blog, thank you!

#chris briney #Christopher Briney #suki waterhouse #Dalíland #filmedit #cbrineyedit #swaterhouseedit #userdevon #gifs:mine #smoking cw #smoking tw #daliland #opp: jason fields #serissa branwell #...the fact i have a chris set queued for now too is not lost on me but this one was not planned #i mean 0/3 were planned but this one was extra not planned but i want to post it before i crash because it's way past katie sleep hours #it's okay knowing me i won't post new sets for like 3+ months so it'll all even out right??? ngl mostly made this one to rb to my oc #musings side blog it was too jason x seri vibes to not and i'd wait to post but i wanna slide this link to someone before i crash #and i'm so tired i'm shocked i'm not literally collapsing so... bedtime for me <3 if i ever post 3 chris sets this close to each other #again remove idm AND photoshop from me please and thank you <3 night night time though ily guys <3

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wizardnuke · 1 year ago

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i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group

#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time.#i LOVE playing cleric turns out.#though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support #it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration'#doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible)#aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard #my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can'#the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here #functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me #i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in #a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and #try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl'#a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be'#anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is.#she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp #but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again #she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her.#i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to #0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again.#do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag!#she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down #aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and #reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration #badass

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fishparasite · 11 months ago

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gave up on dnd. one day i'll get to dm.......

btw this WHOLE thing was about 3 sessions at the most. this is not fucking curse of strahd

#i said ''if we can't even find a spare hour for the session 0 we should not be playing dnd''#and only one person replied with ''okay we can leave it. or if you want come back to it another time''#I WANT TO PLAY #IT'S LITERALLY SUPPOSED TO BE A 1-3 SESSION GAME.#IT IS NOT A MAJOR TIME COMMITMENT. I WANT TO PLAY!#but it is NOT working out. don't make this about me. i'm trying my fucking best with what i'm given #''june 3rd that's a date that's alright with everyone let's do our session 0 then. not ideal but it's fine''#''um i'm very busy i'll have to check''#WE MADE A CALENDAR FOR THIS #''okay since the session 0 will happen later rather than sooner as i would have liked can everyone make their characters before then?#just the basics at least''#[no one replies]#thanks guys! thank you all! i truly love how excited you are to play dnd. thank you for being noncommital and silent #so i'm done.#either they say ''yes kaz that time works great i'm glad we figured this out''#or we don't play #3 SESSIONS. LITERALLY 3 SESSIONS OF GAMEPLAY. AT MOST.#IT'S LIKE 2-3 HOURS A SESSION #ALL THIS. ABOUT A FEW HOURS. COME ON YOU'D BE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES ANYWAY #okay. i'm done. i am genuinely done. unless they say some other shit.#in that case i'll be back #persimmon's rambles

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c6jpg · 9 months ago

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HOLY FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

#0.txt #okay okay. obviously i don't want to detract from ypc's solo work by talking about/comparing to genshin #but since this is my genshin blog.#this genuinely has so much sumeru energy with a CRAZY FUCKING ACCORDION thrown in. its so fucking wonderful #i'm mainly saying this because if you liked the vibe of sumeru's ost (main theme specifically) PLEASEEEE give this one a listen #listening through the album rn and this one just grabbed me by the fucking throat #jaw literally dropped when the full orchestra came in after that insane accordion solo #in general this whole album lowkey feels like. ypc found an accordion and went oh FUCK YEAH #only 3/11 songs don't have an accordion going off in it lol #i'm crying in the club over this song yall

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cowboylikedean · 4 months ago

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y'all be so proud of meeee this high wants me to overthink so bad. like soooo bad. because it wants to feel something deep and I am doing SUCH a good job holding it at bay. this is mental health <3

#this is 0 sarcastic #i felt it trying and then i identified it #and then i was like “oh lol yeah i'm not doing that tonight sorry guess that was too much for the vibe tonight oops”#and then said “oh well lets cary on and eventually it'll find a different way to be high #“#and that's been working #i'm so fucking impressed because i realized this trigger and pattern to my depression at the moment literally yesterday evening #and i've already got this kind of mastery over it #i'm doing so fucking good #i'm going to be okay #i had a rough couple months of steady decline before i realized this one pattern #but i'm bouncing back #i'm going to be okay for real #therapy thoughts

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lord-squiggletits · 1 year ago

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Man there's nothing wrong with genderbends as a concept but there's something lowkey infuriating about this fandom's tendency to take canonically gay (or at least, MLM) male characters and genderbend them into women like. Is that not at least a little bit uncomfortable for anyone else here or is it just me

#esp since like for example you never see it happen to any of the female/sapphic characters #could just be bc TF's cast is overwhelmingly male and thus ppl want to even the gender ratio a little #but like. ppl spend more time genderbending male characters into women than they do making content for canon women including the sapphics #discourse #like idk sometimes if the art is really good or if i'm in a really good mood i'm like 'yeah this is fine. i admit i like it'#but then there's other times where i'm like. did you rly think it was a good idea to turn a canon gay man into a woman in your AU #like. really really?#idk it's just one of those things where as a baseline i understand genderbend and even enjoy them myself #it's just in this fandom specifically where the way ppl do it sometimes. feels uncomfortable. or at least poorly thought out #that or it's just me getting annoyed by ppl going 'omg i love TF women' and then making 0 content for them #and then complaining that there's not enough female characters #like okay you literally dont even pay attention to the women who are there and just make fanart of men and m/m stuff #kinda feels like you should either put your money where your mouth is or stop complaining about it #or maybe start supporting franchises that actually have even gender balances instead of inventing representation #that only exists in your brain/friend group and the ppl actually making shows (or watching them) dgaf about

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softceleste · 2 years ago

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The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce)#and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition)#otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl)#im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

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anderfels · 3 months ago

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there are so many characters where i'm like... if she was a man the fandom would be so much nicer to her.

#specifically i'm thinking about ashley lol.#y'all will be like '0% survival rate!' then bend over backwards to defend the male characters who quite frankly say much worse.#actually not even defend because i see pretty much no one in the fandom as a whole bring up some of the stuff the men can say.#and it's so crazy too because if you say you like ashley people /immediately/ bring up the 'i can't tell the aliens from the animals' line.#like... okay? what do you want me to say to that? you can literally have sh3pard call a hanar a 'big stupid jellyfish' but it's only okay -#if you do it? you think it's some gotcha? you think i'm gonna say i agree with her? you think i'm gonna immediately denounce her?#you like g*rrus? do you agree with him saying the g*nophage was correct? do you agree with him looking down on qu*rians?#i think people have forgotten that characters have these things called arcs where they can become a better person. or at least grow.#which is kind of me's entire thing if you haven't noticed.#whatever. ashley williams get behind me <3 i'll protect you.

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hoshigray · 2 years ago

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okay! i need to stop forgetting to check in i promise its not on purposes!!! life has been okay recently, classes still beating my ass.. my love life is progressing slowly🤭🤭 and of COURSE i saw the new episode, ive been WAITING for more toji every week and i finally got nanami and toji!! but this makes me think how bad a nanami and toji 3sum would eat hmm.. anyways~ i totally forgot buuuut i dyed my hair blue and i love it mkay im all caught up now how are YOU doing

p.s. nanami's hair should be down more often

- megan anon

MEGAN DEARYYYYYY!!! For starters, I'm glsd things have been okay for you lately, sorry about the classes girlie let's suffer together, mkay? 🤧🤧 hOLD ON!!?? LOVE LIFE??? Oooooo meggy dear, you slowly but surely showing someone you a Freaky Girl? Big Ole Freak?? 😜 lol jk jk but I'm happy for you, I'm cheering you on at the sidelines!!! Also, YESSIRRRRR WE ROCKING THAT BLUE THIS SEMESTER, LET'S GOOOOOO 💙💙💙

Girl, don't get me STARTED on the new ep, shit had me sick (good way) 🤒🤒🤒 writing a toji fic rn and seeing him that ep gave me all the motivation I needed !!! And omg nanami + toji + reader!?!?!?? Hmmm that's actually so hot, but idk how I'd execute it......I'mma write it down tho ✍️🏾 & yes, nanami with his hair down >>>>>> omg nanami with his hair down + shower sex??? Hollup now

#lol all these ideas when i literally have 0 time for more 😅#actually no i do for like the small stuff and my drafts but again with assignments and stuff it's just ughhh #anywho I'm glad things are going okay for you megan!!!#keep that same energy 👌🏾 ✨️#𝑵𝒐𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒆 ʚ✮ɞ megan #𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒊 ⚛ 𝑨𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒄 𝑨𝒔𝒌𝒔

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quatregats · 1 year ago

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Thought I had managed to figure out the whole timeline of where Villena had been during the war and now I'm going back through all the sources I have saved and I feel like nothing is matching up at all with what I have in my head

#gaslight gatekeep girlboss i guess. thanks brain #villena my poor wet cat of a guy. peak example of he should be at the club #i'm pretty sure he's my age or younger #and he is not built for this he's built for being a twitch streamer who goes to andorra to commit tax fraud and complain about catalan #i've become a little fond of him now that i've saved him from mr. forester's clutches though. his head is so empty but it's okay #anyways i'm frustrated bc i swear i found his regiment and all but now i can't find it >:'0 #need to do what i did for that american civil war project freshman year where i found the regiment my fictional guy was in #by triangulating the only missouri german regiment that was at the battles we needed to include #and then found a literal description of an actual event and found where he would have been standing and what he would have seen #and wrote a whole fake journal entry about it despite never having been within 50 miles of missouri #in case you're wondering. yes i'm like this all the time. for free even #and i NEED to know where villena has been this is vital information #i'd also like to find stuff on attempts on roses if i can. i found the battle the final showdown in ship of the line is based on though :')#perce rambles #percy yells at cecil scott #(sir you ought to thank me for how much i am dredging up your silly little guys)

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smhalltheurlsaretaken · 2 years ago

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I FOUND THE ENTIRE LES MISERABLES MANGA BY TAKAHIRO ARAI ONLINE YESSSSSSSSS

(one day i'll make a gigantic post/full on presentation about why it's quite literally the best adaptation of Les Misérables ever because I go crayzee every time I read it)

#les misérables #les misérables manga #takahiro arai #i can't stand the les misérables fandom (DNI if you call it 'les mis' lmao) mostly because it's primarily a musical fandom #it has 0 of the mindset of the book itself (DNI if you call it 'the brick' lmao) but exactly the same energy as the hamilton fandom #(see: drawing bisexual thomas jefferson in a cutesy anime binder vs the friends of the ABC headcanons/incorrect quotes)#anyway gatekeeping is okay as long as i'm doing it and it's about les misérables #my point being: i don't like adaptations that aren't directly sucking on the very ESSENCE of victor hugo's text and the manga does that #the manga is a gift to me specifically #the manga GETS It #not any manga tho i know there are a couple of those #but arai's manga #it's so fricking good #IT GETS ALL THE SYMBOLISM AND PUTS SOME MORE IN THERE IN THE EXACT RIGHT PLACES #JEAN VALJEAN LITERALLY GETS BORN AGAIN FGHJHGFGHJHGFHJ #THE CHARACTERS' SOULS SHOW UP AS ANIMALS

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tonytoponi · 1 year ago

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thinking about that time in 6th grade when the school called my dad and said "ummm we think your child might be trying to MURDER someone..." and it's because i wrote kill hannah on my binder

#.txt #was OBSESSED with that band .. literally have not thought about them since then #to be clear i think it's best that the school like called and checked in on something like that. okay #i was also a mute kid who had 0 friends so i'm sure i looked extremely suspicious

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suaimhneas-gairid · 9 months ago

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half-elf yearning

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