#I'M GOING INSANE HELP
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ok I just saw someone talk about in the falsettos revival when Marvin says I want it all and he grabs whizzer's hair and that got me thinking about how later in the baseball game when he's talking about how the bald spot (or the hairline if you're thinking of the proshot) is the only physical imperfection he can find and the fact that he's grabbing whizzer's hair here when he's talking about how he wants it all indicating that he's really sort of accepting whizzer's imperfections and is singing about how he doesn't want Whizzer to change and that he wants whizzer even with his imperfections and how this also leads into him only really thinking about whizzer's imperfections when he's away from whizzer, like how one of his first thoughts when he sees whizzer for the first time after not seeing him for 2 years is wanting to see the bald spot indicating that that's what he's been thinking about and how in what would I do he says "god only knows too soon I'll remember your faults" which is sort of pointing towards the fact that when he's with whizzer he's ok to want him even with his faults or imperfections but the second he's away from him he starts thinking about those sort of trying to tell himself that he's wrong for missing whizzer and trying to invalidate his feelings by just remembering whizzer's faults and imperfections
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saw a post on here from... i think it was a WHILE ago... criticizing julian and asra's (the arcana) gladiatorial outfits from asra's route. saying that the outfits were impractical for battle. which, on a completely objective standpoint, i agree
further, the poster said that they were surprised people actually found the outfits hot, as they were clearly meant as jokes (due to the impracticability). okay, fair, i can see that objectively
meanwhile when i turn off my normal brain, i'm a completely total gayass for julian so i can't help but find him hot in that fit 馃拃 i give permission to maul me
#the arcana#the arcana game#julian devorak#julian the arcana#I'M GOING INSANE HELP#venz's unhinged rambles
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WHY IS THIS PART OF COCOA ERECT SO GOOD????? I FUCKING CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!111
I'M SO HAPPY SASTER IS IN BASE GAME DUDE 馃槶
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I was wondering! Would Breadcrust Crusaders be abbreviated as BC or BCC? Because I think both sound funny-
I abbreviate it as BC! Well, I guess I do? That's the abbreviation I came up with, but I usually just call it Breadcrust. Though, when referring to the two fics as a whole I just refer to it as The Breadcrust Series as that's much shorter than any other alternative I could think of.
#answered asks#yknow what i am gonna write a whole analysis of Breadcrust Crusaders bc I could've done so much better on it#the earlier chapters were so bad (not surprised seeing as i was just starting out writing but yeah)#the whole plot wasn't planned out either so i could've done better on that too#I'm going INSANE HELP
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So I've been thinking lately about how Mithrun is Kabru's dark mirror (more on that another time- it needs its own post), and I thought it interesting that one of their parallels is that they were both cared for by Milsiril, but in opposite directions. She took Kabru in as her foster after he was orphaned and tried to convince him not to become an adventurer. On the flip side, she helped rehabilitate Mithrun specifically so that he could rejoin the Canaries.
And I kept wondering: why?
For Kabru, obviously she loves him a whole lot- despite any other shortcomings in their relationship, I do believe that.
So I get why she tries to convince him not to go dungeoning, and, failing that, at least prepares him as thoroughly as she can.
But why help Mithrun? She used to hate Mithrun, but after realizing what a secretly twisted person he was, she actually thought of him more positively (oh, Milsiril). So it wasn't as if she held the kind of grudge that might motivate her to make his already-depleted life even more miserable by sending him back to the dungeons. And it wasn't that she felt bad for him either, since she didn't visit Mithrun for the first ~20 years of his recovery.
The Adventurer's Bible says that Utaya was the impetus for Mithrun returning to the Canaries, but Milsiril is the one who made the trip to see him and tell him about it.
Why would Milsiril work so hard to get her old coworker back into fighting fit? Why encourage him to return to such a dangerous lifestyle, when she was the one who chose not to mercy-kill him?
That last panel is such a crazy thing to hint at and then never elaborate on. Without it we could have just thought that Milsiril wanted the Canaries' work to continue without her, even if it seemed out of character. I think some people even assume she's just a natural caretaker as a foster mom and handwave it to include nursing Mithrun too. What could Milsiril's suspicious motives be? What does she gain from Mithrun joining the Canaries that isn't an altruistic desire to see dungeons safely sealed? Feeling a sense of responsibility for the work she left behind isn't an ulterior motive.
My theory is: Milsiril, knowing that Mithrun was empty save for the burning desire to face the demon again, wound him up like a clockwork doll and pointed him back at the dungeons.
Hoping that he'd eliminate the biggest threat to Kabru's life, before it was too late for him.
Milsiril the puppetmaster.
#Mithrun#Milsiril#Kabru#btw I'm working with the only translations I could find sorry#so keep that in mind#like it just seemed WEIRD to me#that gloomy introverted Milsiril#who left the life of a Canary behind#decided to do this Canary-adjacent work of helping this guy#maybe the queen made her do it because so many people died and they needed more Canaries idk!#but why would anyone pick Milsiril as a life coach? I really think it was her own choice#it's so interesting how we get these hints of a downright sinster Milsiril#I really like the complicated relationship she and Kabru have#struggling to fully humanize him from her elven perspective#but still taking him seriously wrt: his fears over being a monster or his desire to go to a party!#crazy stuff there#everything about Kabru and adjacent to Kabru is insane what a character
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youtube shorts is just tiktok without being on the app the amount of "i'm a [qualification] and [misinformation]" could make one turn their skin inside-out in protest. "i'm a board-certified OB-GYN & it's only been about the last hundred years that women have actually experienced menopause. We didn't live long enough to experience it" how can you be so incredibly wrong about something so integral to your practice. King of the Hittites Hattusilis III was told in 1250 BCE that his sister was too old to reproduce at age 50+. Aristotle wrote in the 4th century BCE that women stopped menstruating between ages 40 to 50, common menopause ages today still. i cannot begin to tell you how 4th century & 1250 BCE don't really count as "the last hundred years" unless that -s is doing a lot of heavy lifting. waiter waiter more misinformation laws.
#do they just be making anybody an ob-gyn these days.#what ''board'' is certifying this. your car's dashboard?#life expectancy for the past millennia was heavily skewed down because surviving infancy was Not Easy#but if you made it past that you could live to your 50s if not later.#we have multiple hypotheses about PREHISTORIC WOMEN'S menopause and how post-reproductive life in humans could have been an#integral part of the life of the tribe with help with child-rearing; gathering; hunting; medicine. like hello.#prehistoric menopausal women GET BEHIND ME [wolf growling]#neigh (blabbers)#sorry. i'm insane. gyno health and everything about periods & menopause is already so little understood & the wider medical body kinda#dgaf about if you keel out in pain from preventable menstrual diseases so if i catch anyone spreading misinformation. i'm going beastmode.
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Vico Ortiz + Their Sword
(for @stedebonnets)
#OFMD#Our Flag Means Death#OFMD ECCC#ECCC#Vico Ortiz#Rhys Darby#Samba Schutte#ofmdedit#ofmdaily#Edit#It's been how many hours now?#And I am STILL going insane lmao?#I THINK IT'S BEEN LIKE EIGHT HOURS LMAO#GOD HELP ME WHEN SOMETHING OFFICIAL DROPS BECAUSE LIKE#I'M GOING BANANAS JUST FROM SEEING THESE THREE BE SO CUTE AND FUN AND LOVELY#also bless u ara for the idea because i absolutely 100000% needed to gif this moment too
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Hatsune Inku
Go to vote :33
chat...............
#can you tell that i'm going a bit insane#that 1% of difference could change at any moment lol#omg it already changed help#he's so cooked the next round but anyway#ink sans#undertale au#utmv#utmv fanart#ut au#should i tag hatsune miku#sorry if this has become annoying#sans au#sans polls#canvy drawings#hatsune inku
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That's it I'm not accepting this outcome prepare for way more Light Yagami propaganda.
Let's do a little thought experiment shall we?
Imagine you're a very sheltered teenager in 2003 with a very black and white view of how the world works.
Say you find a notebook that says you can kill people just by writing their name in it. Ridiculous, right? No way this is real. But wouldn't it peak your curiosity? Just for the heck of it, you decide you'll write a name down. Not like anyone is actually gonna die.
Just in case, you write down the name of some dude you saw on the news who was holding a kindergarten hostage. That way even if it is real you at least did a good deed by freeing those kids. To your surprise, he actually does die.
It has to be a coincidence, right? You didn't kill him, you're not a murderer! If you write someone else down, they're not going to die! You see some guy harrassing some woman on the street and decide to write his name down. As it turns out, he dies too.
Two people are now dead because of you. How do you feel? Guilty? Anxious? Afraid? But why? They were awful! They deserved it!
In fact, with so many horrible people out there, one might say that it's actually immoral to STOP using the notebook now. You saved those hostages, you saved that woman, think of everyone ELSE you could help!
It can't be anyone else. You've already killed two people. You're already a murderer. You can't just pass this massive burden onto someone else when YOUR soul is already tainted.
It has. To be. YOU.
You cannot stop now.
Anyway that's only the FIRST EPISODE of Death Note. How much more doomed by the narrative can you get?
Doomed by the Narrative: Side A - Round 1
#i'm going insane help#this is the most effort i've put into a tumblr poll lmaoo but i just#i love Light's character so much bruh#consider this me hyperfixating
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there are so many "if this gets (insert number) notes i'll do something productive/good for me!" but has there ever been one where someone goes
if this gets 10k notes i'll slap myself in the face
i suppose i'm wondering
would people be so eager to reblog if it would cause something slightly unpleasant?
#i'm honestly curious#i would have just made the post#but i don't want people to be worried abt me slapping myself in the face XD#evie rambles#okee dokee back to school now#help i need sleep#maybe being quarantined is making me go insane#i haven't talked to anyone outside my family for like over 2 weeks bc we've been sick#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
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I miss him, this one comes with a small speedpaint so enjoy idk
#my art#he doesn't brush his hair like at all#my friend said looking at speedpaints helps her study so here we are#although I think she will just probably be insanely confused still lmao#dojo still best gi fr#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago dragons rising#i hate how you can tell is 12 pm lmao#now it's 2 am but I'm about to go to sleep so its fineee#good night :)
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hey guys, im desperately reaching out to the 19 days tumblr community because I really need to find the artists for these two fanarts. does anyone know something? 馃槶馃槶 thank you!
#19 days#tianshan#he tian x mo guan shan#19days#old xian#mo guan shan#mo guan shan fanart#he tian#he tian fanart#pls help#i'm going insane
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Ihhsfm
#gravity falls#billford#memes#stanford pines#brainrot#funny#tumblr fyp#the book of bill#small posts#I have a fever rn but can't skip my lectures at the hospital and i also got my med coat dirty in black ink and it's not washing off I'm#gonna go insane#help#bill cipher#art
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He really wasn't joking when he said he tends to occupy 60% of someone's brain
#I couldn't help it I've been doodling this man nonstop lately#now I think he deserves some freckles on his back. as a treat.#his little star points go up when he's happy#Please help I'm going insane#anyways. sketchy doodle. it's been a while since I posted anything :3#Undertale Yellow#uty#uty fanart#Starlo#North Star#ArTev
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i can't
stop thinking
about his
deadpan stare
literally cannot stop thinking about it. like look at him he's so done.
literally cannot stop thinking about this and the fucking lore implications. look at him. he's so broken and done. he doesn't wanna be there anymore 鈽癸笍
literally looks so dead inside sitting next to these two hosts. i'm literally going insane. i was talking to my friend and like just how fucking heartbreaking clancy's story really is. i'm literally--im literally going insane i can't anymore.
the fucking way he ended this livestream with "nobody's coming for me" dude im literally--
this lore is so detailed. this story is so profound. i'm literally never going to stop talking about it
#twenty one pilots#josh dun#tyler joseph#good day dema#clancy#scaled and icy#lore#dema#i'm literally going to cry or something there's so much in my brain#too much#in the brain#i'm literally going insane right now this lore is making me crazy send help
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Ponyboy Curtis hcs
-Is really sassy when talking with Johnny. They are the BIGGEST shit talkers
He, Johnny, and Dally have a debrief every week of everything that's happened in their lives (Dallas usually steals some food for them to eat while talking)
A lot of his peers actually think he's pretty cool but he doesn't pay attention enough to notice
One time his hair was messed up and it looked like Soda's so much that when Darry saw him he had to do a double take
Definitely learned French just so he can yell at people during arguments (it really pisses off Darry cuz he can't understand what he's saying)
When he told the gang he was dating a guy, they didn't care. However, when it was revealed that the guy was Curly Shepard, there were problems
Would read aloud to Johnny like a preschool teacher
Not really a hc, but Pony is so "Metaphor" by The Crane Wives coded, fight me
Loves moths, terrified of butterflies
When someone says something wild he'll just look at the closest member of the gang and start laughing
Pony is good influence on Curly, but Curly is a bad influence on Pony so it cancels out
Steve is his number one opp and vice versa
When he's pissed at someone or annoyed, he'll whisper "wake up" just loud enough for the person to hear, but no one else can hear it so the person looks crazy. (Has does this to Dallas multiple time to the point the rest of the gang thought he needed professional help)
Is a really good liar so whenever he's with the gang and they get in trouble, he can usually get them out of said trouble
That's it for now!
#ponyboy curtis#curly shepard#dallas winston#johnny cade#darry curtis#the crane wives#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders#I'm going insane send help#They're consuming my mind#This is the version of Ponyboy that lives in my head. Fight me#sodapop curtis#steve randle#purly#if you squint#papercut ship
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