#I’ve somehow just lost it
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Just finished the “Jekyll and Hyde experiment” with @definatelymrhyde and while I won’t say much until the formal post from him, the smallest amount of context I’ll give of how it went is I seemed to accidentally turned the goofy tally hall og mucka blucka into a vocal stim
#jekyll and hyde#the glass scientists#tgs#edward hyde#henry jekyll#tally hall#I’ve somehow just lost it#I’m very sleep deprived and talking for hours upon hours stright does something to a man
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79. gijinka
testing out some colors for my Espio gijinka while I learn to draw vector,,, why is he so shaped…
#team chaotix#the chaotix#chaotix detective agency#chaotix art#team chaotix daily#espio the chameleon#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#if you guys are wondering why it’s just been Espio lately#I’ve somehow lost the ability to draw charmy#I need practice with both him and vector….
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Azulaang aus c:
#this fully started out as a crack ship#but inevitably my little brain just kept creating scenarios#sdknfksdjnf#most of the sketches are from an au in which azula chose to go with the gaang after the war instead of with Iroh like zuko wanted her to do#just to be a contrarian#and then somehow she ended up one of the last members travelling with aang full time#and the one in the middle is for an au in which aang lost the war and became a politaical prisoner#that I’ve been writing for three heckin years#but I DO think I’m on the last draft for that one >D#my art#atla#fanart#avatar the last airbender#illustration
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Posting this here becuz I need to post something- (and also becuz I really LOVE how it came out♡)
A lil sumthing for my wife becuz I love her😌💗💗💗
#I’ve noticed after I spend my time with my gal my art somehow magically comes back to life#I’m just in a really good mood after and have a little bit more motivation#she heals me#completely#and I just get even more inspired to draw when she shows me some of her art (or even just watching her draw too🤭🩷)#also tried out my new brush pack for this! I already LOVE them👏💗#will I draw like this again?#I HOPE SO#I NEED MY ARTING BACK#art#digital art#drawing#artwork#tlb#tlb insert#the lost boys#the lost boys insert#tlb chrysta#Chrysta Campbell#fruitbats🦇🍒
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I’m gonna take a break from Downfall Brennan and go over to Dropout for some Never Stop Blowing Up Brennan and then when it is time for sleep I will set a timer for 45 minutes of Worlds Beyond Number Brennan.
#I just need friend voices around me all the time#and it doesn’t necessarily have to be Brennan but why not when there is such a good crop of Brennan#jennhoney personal log#I need friends in my area#I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve listened to worlds beyond number#and I’m relistening to fantasy high#I already#replayed Starstruck#I also somehow watched all of Downton#that was really lacking Brennan#I’m doing a series a day now
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I am not immune to the charms of beaten, bedraggled, post-pyrrhic-victory gunfighter-turned-preacher-turned-sheriff Cort
#i mean come on#that is a face sculpted in heaven#and he just somehow wears bruises and cuts like some people wear makeup#it only ✨enhances✨#and the fact that this is the last shot of cort’s face#he feels like he’s lost his faith and fallen back to what he was#but ellen gives him this special hope#like even though he’s killed again and given into his rage#he did it to kill a genuinely evil man and free a town from fear and corruption#AND NOW#he has a chance to do some good again#i don’t think cort could ever go back to being a preacher after this movie#but being a sheriff can give him the same feeling of helping and protecting people#while still using his natural skills as a gunfighter!#i just finished the novelization and am not at all thrilled about how jack curtis concluded cort’s characterization#so i’m thrilled that the movie did so well with him#but let’s not get distracted from the main point here which is WOWZA#the hair is just begging for me to run my fingers through it#and his neck? BEGGING to get kissed#i have the insatiable urge to just lay him down and take care of every injury he has#i would be so good to this man y’all have no idea#i’ve honestly been in such a cort mood#i need some of that repressed passion in my life. and also my bed#*quick cut to me and cort coaxing some hallelujahs of a different kind out of each other*#that single lock of hair that blows across his face is my whole personality at this point#the things i’d do to him and let him do to me. cannot and should not be uttered#the second picture I SWEAR just marry me cort#russell crowe#the quick and the dead#cort
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if anyone does anything that makes me feel even remotely out of control it changes my brain chemistry about them forever even if I know they mean well and want so badly for things to go back to the way they used to but they can never go back and I hate myself for that
#ill literally ruin every friendship ig#does anyone else experience this bc it’s actually so fucked up I hate it sm#and like im good at pretending it’s ok so even if the other person goes back to normal I never am#it’s like the grudge just stays forever no matter how much forgiveness I logical have#and the association w the person just feels sickening even if they r so full of love#and I think that talking about it will help but it just digs a further hole#like it always get resolved on their end but somehow I feel worse#I’ve lost some of the greatest ppl bc of this :(#like ppl make mistakes#and sometimes it’s not even a mistake or anything wrong im just insane#and then I feel I don’t treat them as well but not in ways they would notice ugh idk im actually fkd#hence I mostly cut them off bc I don’t wanna treat them badly they don’t deserve it#but im also sick of cutting ppl pff who r genuinely so nice and made one off comment#bc I’ve made plenty of off comments im sure bc im human and yet other ppl r ok w it like y can’t I be#anyways usually the whole reason they have even said anything that has put me off them is just their reaction to me being mentally ill#so it kinda all stems from me everytim LOL yay
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My god I need to finish this website so I can write diary entries and not be this obvious abt it
#ive lost part of the embarrassment of splaying my thoughts out here when I need to get them out since I ramble in the tags anyway#but a small part of me gurgles and whines nooo ohh no its gonna show up on my precious mutuals timeline noooo#then again idek what I would write for the purpose of keeping a journal than share my wretched visions as they come the way I’m doing now#im so bored. ive always had sleep problems when it comes to drifting off so getting sedated was really nice for once#listening to minecraft music helps because I drift off focusing to each piano key and note so thats an improvement#but like I wanna work on this stupid website but idk how to start like it feels daunting somehow#I’m gonna get it done either way but I have to do it feeling whatever this emotion is and I know this but guh. bbbhhuhgb#also wtf would I even put on that thing. I can see myself getting bored of it really quickly as soon as I feel like I’ve done all I can#but i still wanna have everything in one place where I can do whatever I want with the css/html#diary#yapping#I wonder if I can get them to extract the rest of my wisdom teeth just so I have smth to do
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Was thinking abt my slugcat hcs and decided to doodle some scugs and ramble a smidge abt them. I’m not very happy with my hunter and arti designs atm unfortunately, but I like my concepts for them still
#keese draws#rain world#rain world survivor#rain world monk#rain world hunter#rain world artificer#rw survivor#rw monk#rw hunter#rw artificer#I don’t have the motivation to draw everyone else but I’ll share some tidbits of my hcs#gourmand is a scug that actually can invert their stomach but they usually don’t#spearmaster’s spear creation was engineered through modified mucus glands#I’ve talked abt this before but saint’s ‘fur’ isn’t actually fur but an insulating coat of thick foamy motified mucus#and rivulet spends a Lot more time grooming than any of the other scugs#not out of necessity they just need to get that extra energy out somehow during the long rains#but yeah I’m a fluffy slugcat hater sorry furries in the chat they are slimy lil guys to me#oh to be clear the purposed for cleaning hc is inspired by the pipe slugs but not directly referencing them#in my hcs oh scugs were typically more for getting junk out of larger bodies of water with pipes being more of a secondary thing#they were never fully aquatic but they used to be much more partially aquatic than their current counterparts#this changed as the inputs and outputs of their main food sources stopped functioning and they were forced to more and more so scavenge#in my minds eye their tails were originally used as a floaty of sorts for when they dunked their heads underwater to feed#but after they left the water they eventually lost the pouch of air in their tails so now their tails are mostly a nuisance#they do make grooming easier at least since reached to their backs every time would be hard
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As the weird mythology-obsessed kid growing up, I have countless times been disappointed by how little most people know about mythology, even in spaces where I thought people SHOULD know a bit more than the basics. (Namely, college level writing classes. Not just the students, but the teachers. At a top 20 liberal arts college. Literally just. Actual literature professors of mine not knowing relatively known stories like that Aphrodite cheated on Hephaestus with Ares. Reader, I was gobsmacked.)
The fact is, at least in the US, your average person on the street, NOT ON TUMBLR, but I mean like actually outside this bubble, doesn’t know much mythology. They might know Zeus, or Hercules, or “Mighty Aphrodite” based on recent TV shows or the Disney movies or the aforementioned song.
I’m reminded of this XKCD comic which really nails it:
This also applies to mythology. More people than you, the reader of this, probably don’t know who Orpheus and Eurydice are than you might think. Hadestown returned those names to the sort of mainstream and even THAT niche of musical theater is still, well, pretty damn niche.
Thor 3 has Zeus in it, and Hercules, and obviously Thor. But the Thor franchise is wildly inaccurate to actual Norse mythology is probably the biggest influx of mainstream knowledge of mythology where you MIGHT be able to talk to the average person about who, say, Loki is. But it’s doubtful they’d know a single historically accurate myth, unless MAYBE they’d also played God of War. But again, these are still very nerdy niches within the general mainstream culture.
I dunno. Maybe there’s no point to this. Just that sometimes I see people on here, especially in the Sandman fandom, kind of surprised by mythological knowledge not being more widespread. But in my personal experience, even in very nerdy circles, it very often really, REALLY isn’t.
#Maggie rambles#idk sometimes people expect to know who Calliope is just from hearing her name but like#calliope is just a name? even mythology buffs can’t necessarily name all the muses#lots of people in Greece still have mythologically informed names#Orpheus and Eurydice is actually a pretty niche myth if you’re not like an opera fan which is also not super common these days#just most people aren’t into these generally pretty old niche knowledge spaces#even people who are VERY EDUCATED don’t necessarily know their mythology#I was English major and there were people who needed a primer before we read Paradise Lost because they didn’t know the references#these were ENGLISH MAJORS#idk I’ve grown very bitter about this over the years lol and it makes me sigh when mythology buffs are somehow surprised by this
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This is mun again-
Ho boy, I feel so honkin’ awkward about this buuuttt lately I’ve been getting some asks about horror/creepy media and unfortunately, I’m a little uncomfortable with it. I do appreciate the asks and I will answer to all of them as best to my ability, but the thing is… as mun - I simply am too much of a fraidy-cat to be searching up certain media (as I also have paranoia-)
Though I really can’t handle horror and one of the asks I’ll have to simply skirt around in order to answer it; some creepypasta might be okay?
Just- yeah. I don’t know what I’m saying
#mun post#out of character#ooc post#ooc#🌟#character ask blog#not an ask#ic blog#trying to set some small boundaries#despite having had a minor creepypasta fixation i can’t handle horror#it sets off intense panic attacks and i’m highly susceptible and paranoid unfortunately#i’ve gotten some asks on lost media and whatnot and i just? don’t know if i can do it#apparently i still somehow enjoy analog horror and whatnot but my mind is weird
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me core is working on a new drawing and not even saving the project to my desktop or clip folder until I’m like three hours deep
#just intensely focusing until I need a break to sit back and look at it#and I’m like oh shit#hey maybe I should save the proj at least#like it’s not even a file yet#i’ve somehow never lost progress though#thank you csp restore🙏🏻#wrathchvld speaks
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and if i went crazy and started translating and adapting the entirety of the beetlejuice musical to spanish, with changes to the jokes that would make sense within the pop culture…
what then
#i’ve already started and this is much harder than i thought it would be#I’ve almost got all of dead mom down#how the fuck am i supposed to adapt the charades during say my name if the name doesn’t make sense in Spanish 🧍♂️#also ready set not yet is a NIGHTMARE to translate holy shit#barbara’s entire fast verse is out the window#in fact the entire thing about pottery is out the window just because the ‘look at these jugs!’ joke gets lost in translation#i’m doing this to myself#i don’t even know why I’m doing this tbh#it’s not like i plan on putting it out there or anything#gotta feed the brainrot somehow i guess#just because I’m doing it doesn’t mean it’s good though LMAO#but hey I’m having fun#beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#i’m going insane#it just would work so well with our humour 😩
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i genuinely don’t know how i’m supposed to act at my age
#like when i have to talk to ppl my age irl they sound old af 😭 and im like are they old or just actual adults?#like i know when to act mature but when in the same age group i feel like i should have my adult voice on#like a customer service voice but more casual???#like for this get together i’m fear i might be one of the youngest ppl there besides like the children of everyone else 💀 like i can go#can’t***#hangout w them and later ima go see my friends and it’s more relaxed but it’s not like we talk about random shit#like we don’t listen to the same music watch the same shows or movies anymore#or they say oh i don’t have time for that or i don’t watch/listen to that many more#????? what do you do? and they’re not on social media besides fb or twt#like unfortunately i’m part of the chronically online 💀💀💀 but i can’t just be like oh im knitting this or crocheting that because that’s my#old lady hobbie i picked up in hs and they were like that’s old ppl shit#they talk about work but i find that so boring idc about what i do everyday that shit stays the same 😭#like it’s interesting to listen to them because i don’t do it but my job it’s same day in day out#and if we talk about fitness it ends up at oh i gained some weight or i lost x amount that means i can have a xyz and not care ….#we are mid to late twenties when tf did you get heartburn 😭 and wtf is that ??? i’ve heard about it but what do you mean??? when did that#start??? like yeah old bones and body aches but damn another meme post about it 😭 stop#like what did i miss when did i stop looking where did yall learn all this#at this point i think im just immature#like my random shit is gonna be ceo/luigi and sk then what i can’t bring up rap kpop spotify wrapped anime my excitement for some local yarn#how i don’t think lady gaga is a good actress or that im lowkey upset about the wicked movie#or that there’s gonna be an american psycho remake like they’re not gonna care#and i can’t be like tf is an appetizer ? that isn’t just restaurant and tv show shit ?#I CANT TELL THEM ABIUT MY PERIOD SHOES I FEEL LIKE THEYRE TONNABNOT LAUGH#my talking points are work (boring and same as always) old car accidents most recently accident (but not too deep) shoulder and back pain#progress maybe complain about grocery prices 😭😭😭#omfg wtf am i supposed to where to the get together with appetizers FUCK#is it chill to go in shorts and a tshirt ????? i’m sure they know we’re the ones smoking outside they can just assume i’m too chill#let’s hope someone has a baby and i can distract them w my ability to somehow charm babies 😭😭😭😭#omg what if their kids are blaming us for the weed smell !?? like imma not narc but i’ve seen them out there too#like idk if they’re college age but i don’t think they’re open about it and im the freak taking walks past midnight 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
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My vacation was better than I could’ve dreamed like it wasn’t even the festival lineup so much (though I did meet another of my top 3 journalists) even as all the people I interacted with in D.C. and the museums I saw this time that I didn’t last time like I cannot tell you how free I felt during this trip..
Also DO meet your heroes. They will be fantastically excited to see you again and treat you like an old friend even when you’ve only met once before and they will find you just as intelligent, interesting, talented, and dope as you find them and give you a massive hug because they’re so speechless because they think you’re a brilliant artist and are that honoured by your gifts
#lost track of how many times he said ‘oh wow’ as he unwrapped all my pottery 😁😁😁😁#and like some of it I wasn’t proud of or happy with but he was so in love with and now I am too#and he introduced me to this philosophy that literally has already changed my life#it's so fucking funny this man is kind of just some white journalist and he knows it. to me he is a rockstar and a philosopher of our time.#and he will not stop giving me the time of day and telling me how smart and cool I am#he has insomnia as bad as me and I was going to ask him how he manages to do so much despite it#but I realized he would just ask me the same thing 💞#ppl ask me if I have a crush on this guy and I’m like. I just think he’s neat. I want our minds to kiss with hella tongue#AND THEY DO 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜#anyways if he was speechless at my letter and pottery I can only say the same to his response 💖#he asked me how I’ve been multiple times and I was like…tbh man there are real reasons to say bad#but my intuition is to say good#like somehow despite those reasons I’ve been feeling better than usual and now? even better#soliloquies
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after over 2 years… i can finally see him…
#ehehehehehe minami minami minami minami minami~~~~~~~~#i hope idol sengen s2 comes soon and brings more minami with it~~~~~#cant b e l i e v e i’ve been tling idol sengen since july 2k22 and im only 2/3 of the way through#m a n im slowwwwwwww#though. i think the recent chapters i did are worse than usual…#like i tried to prioritise dialogue flow over direct tls so. some things may have gotten literally lost in translation…#just like appare manten’s unit name… (sorry girlies)#sometimes i wonder what an idol sengen tl by an actually competent tler would be like… it’d probably be better cleaned too huh…#man~~~~~ the cons and cons of having a small fandom huh~~#anyways time for bed ig~~~~ the sooner i rest the more energy i’ll have to tl minami~~~~#i just hope that i won’t dream about my most recent job/commuting to that job again#because mannnnnnnn i still get flashbacks to my former coworkers: lacking in common sense; full of self confidence (even when they’re wrong)#the number of times i’ve doubted myself bc they’re just so confidently wrong was. insane.#especially when it came to that lady who had no idea what 4 significant figures was (and it somehow became my problem aaaaaa)#i n h a l e . e x h a l e . i dont work there anymore. im safe. no more acid burns; no more lost fingerprints.
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