#I’m weird and idk how to describe it

[sunflowerfatty]

that’s such a nice way of thinking about it and i’m kind of the same way

if you dont mind me asking, what are the kinky aspects of it you like? (if you’re comfortable answering tho!)

Oh man, where do I start 😅

So I guess there’s three categories: Things I like doing, things I fantasize about and want to try, and things that are fantasy/role play only.

I haven’t gotten to do much in person stuff, but these things I have and like: I love being teased for my size, and how little self control I have at times. I like being touched, especially in public. Having someone’s hands on me just feels good. It feels like they’re happy to be seen with me. I also really like modeling and showing off. Watching someone lose their mind just at the sight of me is super exciting.

As for things I want to do/only want to do in fantasy, I’d want to try them first so I know how I feel lol. Actually gaining is here, as I’ve never really intentionally gained. And as part of that I like fantasizing about funnel feeding, having quotas for food/weight gained, and slight degradation. I really like the idea of some pretty girl totally taking charge of me and treating me like a pet/toy. Thinking about stuff like that makes my brain go burr. Theres a lot more, but those kinds of things come to mind first. I’m a kinky little weirdo underneath all my awkwardness.

[bookalicent]

yeah so this was insane

[anicehomicidaltree]

Pls draw Leboosh and Kavir kissing

I’m sorry this took forever but it’s done. I love them so much it’s actually sickening

[panthermouthh]

A podcaster I listen to just spent an episode describing what his neurodivergent burnout is like for him, and it’s the first time someone’s experience has actually really resonated with me. It affirming and concerning lol

[cable-salamdr]

I’m all against unethical experimentation but I do think it would be funny to have the strictly-pinterest-crowd join tumblr for just a day. Just to see what we have going on here every single day, only a fraction of which they get to experience at the whim of those who venture both sides. I think that would be mildly funny.

[le-agent-egg]

do you ever just find a fic of your blorbo where they are so mischaracterized that you feel like you wanna die

[lovebitesandcrosses]

Man, I would find so much solace and comfort in the obsessive love related tags if they weren’t all just like kinda unwell teenagers roleplaying anime characters. I’m not one to shit on what mentally ill young people do to cope so whatever but like… girl you’re not a yandere it’s just your first crush please stop.

[frogaroundandfindout]

[cetoddle]

i do like writing in second person. but i hate trying to get other people’s opinions on it because they either don’t actually understand what i mean or try to make it about h*mestuck

[binders-and-beanies]

Not to make it deep bc I do love having my own music taste but like. Listening to music that most people don’t like means you have to listen to music you don’t like during sexual/romantic moments, while you’re on adventures, while you work and study, any time you’re in public. Your happiest times are narrated by something that doesn’t feel like it’s for you and your most stressful times are almost mocked by the background music lol. Like not to be a bitch about it bc we all have to experience things that aren’t our favorite but I wish the world made it easier for me to like feel included in my own life. I wouldn’t mind other types of music at all if it weren’t an automatic expectation that I’ll like it and never want to show anyone what *i* consider to be A Vibe

[chemicaljacketslut]

like i’m telling you so seriously it is the WORSTTTTTT feeling ever not having a fixation on something. recently i’ve been feeling that creative itch to write like SO strongly and then i realize i don’t have any characters to write about. for the past like month there’s just been this part of me that’s been soo restless not being able to write when i’m finally motivated to sigh.. if y’all have tips lmk PLEASE

[gold-wolf-soldier13]

With all the new Anakin and Ahsoka posts I’m seeing, I’m also seeing more and more Obi-wan post and ig here’s my hot take of the day: fandom has absolutely made me hate Obi-wan. I honestly didn’t think much of him in the movies but the more I interact with fandom, and the prequels fandom in specific, the more I hate fanon interpretation of him which leaks into the canon portrayal and it’s gotten to the point where any time i even see his name I’m scoffing out loud and rolling my eyes

[ddaengju]

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[the-chaos-goose]

weird ramble

Man being isolated for most of my childhood did some weird shit huh

Like. I didn’t really have friends for the most part bc. Yknow. Weird kid. Except online where I mostly just role played and drew things. And a lot of the time (usually when hosts switched) we kinda ended up throwing away our old account, making a new one, and leaving everyone behind (especially when we lost electronics bc karate or some bullshit) and now I’m half stuck with the constant urge to do it all over again (even though now I physically can’t, partially bc attachment and partially bc I Would Be Found) and so in order to like. Shut it up temporarily I’m just kinda. Isolating myself for a minute even though that also feels Gross, just so at least my brain gets some of the toxic routine out of the way.

[mineral-system]

Man . I miss my wife

[weirdgirlblogging]

posted this on a different blog before but forgor why I deleted it from this blog, homoerotic codependent friendship that fucked you up so bad you started believing in god again