#I’m truly just a hole
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bloodibambiidoll · 8 months ago
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Crazy how they cut me giving him sloppy, wet, freak nasty head out of this pic.
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an-albino-pinetree · 2 months ago
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I would be the gayest redneck little shit.
I’d be unstoppable/j
@thescarletnargacuga I did it ✨ I didn’t know if you actually wanted to be tagged sdjh
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jackiebrackettt · 1 year ago
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t!hole may have been mined out very quickly but it was still fairly methodical right? bc of the machines? whereas f!hole is mined out slowly yes but very chaotically. which I think is very interesting for their characterisation
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kavehater · 4 months ago
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Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭
#not saying she’s not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace it’s like everyone’s part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people don’t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because it’s horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I don’t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but it’s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when you’re in a world which a) doesn’t#understand wth aroace is b) doesn’t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because they’d have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you won’t even be second place you will be last like always#because I’ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I can’t have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so I’m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them …#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but it’ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the 𝒻𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓀𝓎 type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me it’s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl … we’re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I can’t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what I’m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear I’m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone 😭#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ☠️ anyways ! rant over :3
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angelstrawbabie420 · 5 months ago
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it’s so weird i’ve been a loner my whole life i need alone time or i will go crazy even if it’s people i love. i had zero problem growing away from people during covid like if anything that specific part of it was a relief to me. but lately i’ve felt this loneliness i never ever have before and it is actually tearing me apart
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twinstxrs · 8 months ago
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boo *exu calamity au’s your bad kids*
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starswirly · 8 months ago
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[ * hmmmm. Maybe using the name Star is a good explination for how I’m feeling ]
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annikuh · 1 month ago
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Annika vent time bc im losing my mind. Im so fucking panicky rn, and when that happens, i have to go into complete shutdown mode just so i don’t start having an outward episode, bc once one of those starts, its so hard to stop (so i have to just let it eat me alive from the inside to minimize the consequences). I’ll just scream and scream forever and everything starts feeling worse & I start getting embarrassed and I start raging & then it’s game over.
however, complete shutdown mode takes a while to get into, while slipping over into a full episode can happen so quickly it makes your head spin. like the worst thing to happen when I’m fighting off an episode is for someone to try to interact with me (even just looking at me or being near me). sometimes I can manage it if it’s short and I don’t look at them that much and I can silently move on, but holy fuck the second I have to open my mouth to say something—god forBID someone asking if I’m okay, holy shit—the demons fly out.
I literally said one word—“sorry”—and i started feeling like i was falling and going blind and turning evil. it’s so fucking frustrating man I hate this life I’ve been dealt LOL
now I just have to wait for my fuckass brain to swing over to the other side…equally distressing, but whatever
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apathyfairy · 6 months ago
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new emotion unlocked it’s called tracy chapman fast car 3am breakdown
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fagmuppet · 7 months ago
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why am i sooo deeply unloveable lol
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metalcorebarbie · 7 months ago
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#this is not a fully formed thought#but i’m just thinking that if buddie does go canon#one of the things the writers could deep dive into is#how they both have kind of complicated relationship with sex#i’ve been thinking about that post about eddie and does he know he can say no to sex#and how buck used to try to fill#heh pun not intended#an empty hole inside himself with meaningless sex#and how bothered he was that he might have not been able to please all his former partners#so i just think it would be such a good character study opportunity to have them figure out those things when it comes to their sex life#just. you know. have eddie learn that he is allowed to say no#and have buck understand that it doesn’t mean#that he failed as a partner#and that there are other forms of intimacy#that aren’t better or worse than sex but equally important#and even when you KNOW the other person#like really truly know them#you still need to communicate#because even in a commited relationship that is based on trust and love and devotion#you still can’t read your partners thoughts#and even if it’s hard at first it will make your relationship even better when you just talk#and that sex isn’t just some wordless agreement that just happens naturally when two people are attracted to each other#but it’s something that you NEED to talk about#and figure out what works best for everyone involved#i don’t know i have other thoughts about this but like i said#they’re not fully formed and i’m not able to articulate them#🤷🏻‍♀️
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dongpound · 10 months ago
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Would yall believe me if I said the Zaa’Vadal shit might be the most unpleasant chapter I’ve ever written just bc it’s taken me SO long and I’m just like 🧍 I’m tired of this
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coffeecupandcorgi · 9 months ago
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what would the butterfly effect be if we went back in time and made hawkeye share the spotlight enough with trapper so wayne rogers didn’t leave m*a*s*h. like bad bad?? or just inconvenient?
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strixhaven · 1 year ago
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i’m so baffled anytime i see people with alien ocs for the avatar movies. i genuinely cannot believe that anyone who watched those movies 1) remembers literally anything from them and 2) cares enough about it make their own characters
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petrichorium · 1 year ago
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so I think I got to that absolutely devastating thing in witch hat last night—that hurt :,)👍 literally was not expecting qifrey to wipe oru’s memory after everything the story seemed to be building up for between this hurdle for them
like….that was such an important moment for them. Oru had been so willing to help him despite qifrey become so insanely fixated on stopping the brimmed hats and….qifrey made the decision that he’d rather oru remember him as the qifrey he’s familiar with than whatever he’s become now. put me down like an old dog—that HURT
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AGOKNEEEEEEEEEEEE
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mob420 · 11 months ago
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I do think that all people who are in a relationship should kill themselves if i’m being real
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