#I’m still stressed actually
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trashhole · 11 months ago
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Happy 2024 (starbee and fulfire sketch)
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Here’s an unfinished starbee composition because I didn’t have time to render and honestly I’m too tired to, but happy new year!
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And here’s this monstrosity I made for no reason, but I think misfire just means maybe a taraprowl kinda baby lol. He loves fatherhood!!! Fulcrum…not so much.
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My dad gave me a god awful baby yoda art kit and I tried it out
Hoping for a better year in 2024 for us all 🙏🏻
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stuckinapril · 11 months ago
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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gatoburr0 · 5 months ago
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Even though Acht, Captain and Octavio didn't survive in the AU, could we still see some designs of what they'd look like if they did please?
Yep! Also decided to put some refs for their animals csknfkso
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Actually captain 3’s design was the last one I did and I ran out of energies so it looks too rough 😥
Bonus.
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valewritessss · 2 months ago
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This fandom is so nit-picky that I’ve seen more criticism on every little thing about wottg (a book that came out 2 days ago) than people saying things they liked about it
Edit: someone has already gotten mad so I repeat this is a joke and not that deep❤️
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beartitled · 5 months ago
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The bear creatüre has a bachelor degree now
Yea I graduated uni today 🐻‍❄️🎓🎉
Feels weird tbh 💥
My brain did not register this information yet
Diploma comic reveal when? 👀
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my-castles-crumbling · 1 year ago
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Anyone else refuse when people offer to help, but secretly want people to just...do it anyway? Like just insist, or surprise you with it? Or am I the only fucked up one?
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puppyeared · 1 year ago
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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spicyicymeloncat · 1 year ago
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Ninjago fans hate old people. Unless that old people be Garmadon. Garmadon is a dilf. He got pretty emo boy privilege apparently.
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ahalliance · 2 months ago
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i think the qsmp is very impressive for speedrunning the same love-hate relationship i have with the dsmp in under a year as opposed to the three it took for the other one
#truly the qsmp experience for me was just my dsmp experience but . 10x more intense . qsmp burned bright like a sun and fucking exploded#while dsmp just kinda died out slowly and by then i wasn’t interested in it anw#i think love-hate relationship is the only way to describe it because it’s like . it was incredible . i loved it . i still love it .#i dedicate my free time to working on a wiki for it and i think about the cubitos and npcs often . but jesus fucking christ the toll that#shit took on quite literally the everyone’s mental health . the constant stress and near psychological torment the ccs and admins dealth#with because of an insane lack of rp etiquette planning and communication . they couldn’t even talk to the people they were roleplaying#child death with . what the fuck#and looking back at it now it’s crazy to me just how MUCH happened in such a short amount of time . just constant shit happening . purgatory#lasted two weeks and it still feels to me like it lasted two months i’m so serious . you lived every single fucking moment#etoiles still brings up purgatory when he’s in a particularly stressful ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t situation’ . lord#and STILL i’m glad it happened and it seems like the admins and ccs would pretty much all agree seeing how they act . like even despite#how so much of it sucked . because so much of it was incredible and life changing and just a fucking adrenaline rush of fun .#i don’t want another qsmp 2 as much as i’d love to be optimistic as much as i want to capture the joy of the server’s best momenrs again#christ in hell . pay your fucking workers treat them as actual human beings and act like the international company you are#jay rambles
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pikayune · 1 year ago
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People who made it to the boat:
Phil
Charlie
Roier
Mouse
Tubbo
Fit
Bagi
People who didn’t make it to the boat:
Max*
Baghera
Cellbit
Foolish
Etoiles**
Tina
Bad and Dapper
Pierre
ElQuackity
* confirmed dead
** the official update account does not have him listed as making it even though he said he got on in the last five seconds
People who where “asleep” during the nuke (based on who’s logged on during purgatory):
Jaiden
Carre
Antoine
Pac
Forever
Niki
Mariana
Lenay
Missa
Rivers
Pol
Kameto
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pacifistcowboy · 9 months ago
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You ever think about how scary an Enerjak Silver would be.
admittedly, i’ve never read archie, but from what i’ve read on his wiki, i can see enerjak is some sorta demigod-spirit that possessed a few echidnas and has practically limitless power? so yeah if silver got possessed by enerjak it would be terrifying. silver’s already powerful as he is, so if he was possessed by this being with god-level strength, psychic abilities, and reality-warping, it’d be all over. he could probably turn the planet to dust with the flick of his wrist. the universe itself would be the thing at risk, the planet would already be gone. enerjak silver would be cool as hell to see. completely undefeatable psychokinetic armoured boy? it’d look so awesome.
anyway since i’ve never read those comics so i couldn’t go too in-depth with this question due to not knowing enough about enerjak, i decided to try design enerjak silver! :]
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enerjak’s armour is seemingly inspired by egyptian royalty and armour, and since silver is italian, i decided to base enerjak silver’s armour on roman soldiers! i don’t know if that ended up coming across in the finished design, but i swear the inspiration is there ehfjejfjwjf. i tried to have it so silver’s quills came out the top of his helmet like the crest that some roman soldiers’ helmets had, also i imagine the visor covering his face is moveable, so he can lift it up off his face :]
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peaches2217 · 6 months ago
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After months of eager anticipation, it’s finally here, within my grasp! The wait was well worth it!
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THE LEGENDARY SPONGEBOB PERFUME IS MINE!
Also I got some sorta game about doors and papers or some shit? Iunno.
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winemom-culture · 15 days ago
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I finally got my period today 6 whole days late which is the latest I’ve ever been besides well you know. Once.
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cowboycunt · 10 months ago
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someone give me quick easy no stress answer to all of life’s problems
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sunnibits · 19 days ago
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very random rambling real quick but god today it’s really hitting home today how crazy special and significant it is that school is like,, actually a safe space for me now. like, I’ve obviously been conscious of how much more enjoyable and comfortable I feel here compared to the rest of my school experience, but it wasn’t until I was talking to my mom in the car saying like “yeah well I’d rather be in class today then depressed by myself alone, I have my favorite class today and I need that right now” and she commented on how glad she is that my college is a safe space for me. and I was just like. damn. I didn’t even think about it like that but that’s actually so insane?? bc like??? school has very much NOT been a safe space for me for a loooong, long time.
school was always some place I wanted to escape any chance I got, somewhere I dreaded going to, a place that made me feel deeply uncomfortable and depressed all the goddamn time, something that I didn’t want to be involved in any more than I needed to. so the fact that going to my classes for college not only feels comfortable, but actually feels GOOD???? like, I actually feel better after engaging in that environment?? that’s just,, such an incomprehensibly drastic change for me, and the impact it’s had on my daily life is really evident. it’s really a feeling that I truly never thought I’d get to experience again, and I am so deeply fucking grateful to have it.
so, yknow, I guess it’s just something that I really don’t take for granted, and something that I’m so glad I get to have especially in times like this. I honestly don’t know how I would have coped if I’d had to attend some shitty high school class today half-full of Republican boys and teachers that refuse to correct them, desperately trying to grit my teeth and keep my head down and not think about how angry, disrespected and unsafe I feel. I’m so relieved that I made the right decision by going here. I’m so happy I get to have a good school experience again instead of permanently ending on the incredibly sour note of my senior year. and I’m so, SO fucking relieved to be surrounded by a community that I can actually feel safe in, and truly be a part of.
anyways. I love art school <3
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ilovedthestars · 2 months ago
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oh god having a complainy tumblr post blow up is so stressful
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