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Happy 2024 (starbee and fulfire sketch)
Here’s an unfinished starbee composition because I didn’t have time to render and honestly I’m too tired to, but happy new year!
And here’s this monstrosity I made for no reason, but I think misfire just means maybe a taraprowl kinda baby lol. He loves fatherhood!!! Fulcrum…not so much.
My dad gave me a god awful baby yoda art kit and I tried it out
Hoping for a better year in 2024 for us all 🙏🏻
#i really don’t know where the baby one came from#i think I was just stressed and going nutso#I’m still stressed actually#and exhausted#and I won’t even be free from it until Tuesday#tomorrow is gonna suck#I’m just seeing people all day and I just want to be alone#transformers#maccadam#starscream#bumblebee#earthspark#starbee#tfe bumblebee#tfe starscream#bumblebee earthspark#starscream earthspark#fulfire
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Even though Acht, Captain and Octavio didn't survive in the AU, could we still see some designs of what they'd look like if they did please?
Yep! Also decided to put some refs for their animals csknfkso
Actually captain 3’s design was the last one I did and I ran out of energies so it looks too rough 😥
Bonus.
#art#fanart#my art#original art#splatoon#Splatoon art#Splatoon fanart#Splatoon fuzzy au#fuzzy au#Splatoon au#Splatoon acht#acht Splatoon#acht mizuta#splatoon 3#splatoon captain 3#captain 3 splatoon#captain 3#Splatoon Octavio#octavio splatoon#dj octavio#feral#I really liked Acht’s design I think I’m gonna make it an oc#also the way I drew captain makes them look way worse than I wanted them to look like#they look absolutely insane and no they’re not that crazy they’re just stressed#maybe in another universe Acht is alive and well and still fuzzy. happy with their Callie right beside them#scars#cw scars#they’re all battle scars don’t worry#actually this au is kinda sad
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This fandom is so nit-picky that I’ve seen more criticism on every little thing about wottg (a book that came out 2 days ago) than people saying things they liked about it
Edit: someone has already gotten mad so I repeat this is a joke and not that deep❤️
#I get it but like just enjoy the book man😭#be grateful you’re still getting one after all this time#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#like can we hype this book up!!!#we’ve been waiting for it for so long but when we actually get it all I hear is ‘Rick shouldn’t have done that’ or ‘this is so ooc’#and definitely a lot of ‘we should’ve seen more of this’#and the annabeth antis have already taken up my fy feed#this is a JOKE btw don’t come for me critique all you want#(I’m not really kidding but just in case the nit-pickers get mad)#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#grover underwood#percabeth#leah sava jeffries#walker scobell#aryan simhadri#pjo fandom#wrath of the triple goddess#the senior year adventures pjo#I have seen good things about it though#and that’s nice#maybe it’s bc I read purely for the vibes and bc I love pjo so I’m not really picky with this book#I have my complaints too but it was even near bad enough to be disrespectful *ahem this is targeted#also u guys say this for every book#like which is it? If they’re always ooc are they actually ooc?#like ofc they can be ooc but this is always the same complaint for every book#i just had coffee even though I know it stresses me out so I’m riled up rn lol
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The bear creatüre has a bachelor degree now
Yea I graduated uni today 🐻❄️🎓🎉
Feels weird tbh 💥
My brain did not register this information yet
Diploma comic reveal when? 👀
#watch me ramble in the tags like a silly billy 🐻❄️👓#bachelors degree#graduation#degree#diploma#it’s actually called bachelor’s degree but literally everyone I know calls it diploma lmao#legit need to get used to the fact I’m a graduate#what do you mean I’m actually a graphic designer now *what do you mean*#I am a silly student forever#*picks up a pen* *it explodes*#🐻❄️✏️💥#I’m still yet to receive an actual document tho#but today was a final presentation and grading#I don’t have a cool photo with a silly paper yet 😔#also today was really stressful and cringe lmao💥#🐻❄️☝️clarification I was cringe#I dunno nervousness screws u over okay 💥💥#there were a moment where the professors had to ask you mandatory questions about the project#and the lady asked ‘’what inspired you to create this comic? 🌸’’#my goofy ass answered ‘’stress’’#I MEAN IT IS TRUE#BUT LIKE💥#I could’ve answered something more poetic or something 😭#yea but I’m really glad that it’s finally over#the preparation for the final presentation I mean#(the stress™️ is never over obviously#but at least the main event is)
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Anyone else refuse when people offer to help, but secretly want people to just...do it anyway? Like just insist, or surprise you with it? Or am I the only fucked up one?
#help#help i’m still at the restaurant#help lol#help plz#mentally unstable#mentally#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#stress
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Ninjago fans hate old people. Unless that old people be Garmadon. Garmadon is a dilf. He got pretty emo boy privilege apparently.
#edit: I’m turning reblogs off bc I have a more nuanced opinion and I feel like this is being used to make arguments I don’t necessarily agre#with#also too many ppl agreed with me so the post is actually wrong lol#/lh this is an exaggeration Ik not everyone hates the old people#Tbf I’ve been rewatching and wu rlly do sit there and fuck up#like in s3 there’s just a whole episode where Garmadon is like ‘Wu. Wu what the fuck. your red ninja is literally gonna blow himself up’#‘what the shit. Wu. Don’t let the ninja go to spa- Wu YOUR NINJA ARE IN SPACE’#‘WU MY SON IS STRANDED ON A DISTANT PLANET WTF’#like man was so stressed that day#but yeah wu often makes plans that backfire spectacularly and continuously tries to sacrifice himself and I still love him#i find it funny#seriously tho - the vilification of old people is just a bit annoying imo#like some ppl on here associated oldness with trnsphobia and it shows#victims of extreme vilification are wu Misako dr Julien and apparently Krux?? lol#ninjago
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i think the qsmp is very impressive for speedrunning the same love-hate relationship i have with the dsmp in under a year as opposed to the three it took for the other one
#truly the qsmp experience for me was just my dsmp experience but . 10x more intense . qsmp burned bright like a sun and fucking exploded#while dsmp just kinda died out slowly and by then i wasn’t interested in it anw#i think love-hate relationship is the only way to describe it because it’s like . it was incredible . i loved it . i still love it .#i dedicate my free time to working on a wiki for it and i think about the cubitos and npcs often . but jesus fucking christ the toll that#shit took on quite literally the everyone’s mental health . the constant stress and near psychological torment the ccs and admins dealth#with because of an insane lack of rp etiquette planning and communication . they couldn’t even talk to the people they were roleplaying#child death with . what the fuck#and looking back at it now it’s crazy to me just how MUCH happened in such a short amount of time . just constant shit happening . purgatory#lasted two weeks and it still feels to me like it lasted two months i’m so serious . you lived every single fucking moment#etoiles still brings up purgatory when he’s in a particularly stressful ‘damned if i do damned if i don’t situation’ . lord#and STILL i’m glad it happened and it seems like the admins and ccs would pretty much all agree seeing how they act . like even despite#how so much of it sucked . because so much of it was incredible and life changing and just a fucking adrenaline rush of fun .#i don’t want another qsmp 2 as much as i’d love to be optimistic as much as i want to capture the joy of the server’s best momenrs again#christ in hell . pay your fucking workers treat them as actual human beings and act like the international company you are#jay rambles
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People who made it to the boat:
Phil
Charlie
Roier
Mouse
Tubbo
Fit
Bagi
People who didn’t make it to the boat:
Max*
Baghera
Cellbit
Foolish
Etoiles**
Tina
Bad and Dapper
Pierre
ElQuackity
* confirmed dead
** the official update account does not have him listed as making it even though he said he got on in the last five seconds
People who where “asleep” during the nuke (based on who’s logged on during purgatory):
Jaiden
Carre
Antoine
Pac
Forever
Niki
Mariana
Lenay
Missa
Rivers
Pol
Kameto
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#I wasn’t really stressing about who did and didn’t make it until the update account literally called out who was and wasn’t on the boat#SO IT WAS ACTUALLY IMPORTANT?!!?!??#fuck dude I’m stressed#on the bright side though there’s no way they’re cutting down the server to only seven people#so there’s still hope…… please#ALSO CELLBIT I SWEAR TO GOD STOP BEING SO FUCKIN ANGSTY I WILL LITERALLY HUNT YOU FOR SPORT#actually you know what#crazy how everyone made it on the boat with all the eggs and are now on a relaxing cruise back home where they’ll be best friends forever
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You ever think about how scary an Enerjak Silver would be.
admittedly, i’ve never read archie, but from what i’ve read on his wiki, i can see enerjak is some sorta demigod-spirit that possessed a few echidnas and has practically limitless power? so yeah if silver got possessed by enerjak it would be terrifying. silver’s already powerful as he is, so if he was possessed by this being with god-level strength, psychic abilities, and reality-warping, it’d be all over. he could probably turn the planet to dust with the flick of his wrist. the universe itself would be the thing at risk, the planet would already be gone. enerjak silver would be cool as hell to see. completely undefeatable psychokinetic armoured boy? it’d look so awesome.
anyway since i’ve never read those comics so i couldn’t go too in-depth with this question due to not knowing enough about enerjak, i decided to try design enerjak silver! :]
enerjak’s armour is seemingly inspired by egyptian royalty and armour, and since silver is italian, i decided to base enerjak silver’s armour on roman soldiers! i don’t know if that ended up coming across in the finished design, but i swear the inspiration is there ehfjejfjwjf. i tried to have it so silver’s quills came out the top of his helmet like the crest that some roman soldiers’ helmets had, also i imagine the visor covering his face is moveable, so he can lift it up off his face :]
#thank you for this ask and sorry it took me so long to respond#i’m vv busy with college but wanted to actually properly answer this so i had to find the time to actually learn about enerjak snxjsfj#i always find it so very sweet and lovely that you always tag me in silver stuff and talk to me about him#i have no idea where u came from but u showed up one day seemingly already aware of how much i love this boy#and decided to help indulge me and i appreciate it immensely <3#hopefully i’ll catch up with the stuff you’ve tagged me in soon#but rn i’m far too stressed and busy but just know that i still love and appreciate it :]]#pacifistcowboyart#enerjak#silver the hedgehog
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After months of eager anticipation, it’s finally here, within my grasp! The wait was well worth it!
THE LEGENDARY SPONGEBOB PERFUME IS MINE!
Also I got some sorta game about doors and papers or some shit? Iunno.
#okay jokes aside#I am SO hyped to play!! the guy at gamestop hooked me up with some stickers 🥹#I’m sad to report the spongebob perfume actually smells like literal bo and stress sweat#but it was still worth every penny for the bottle and notoriety alone#peaches screams into the void
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I finally got my period today 6 whole days late which is the latest I’ve ever been besides well you know. Once.
#I took 2 very clearly negative pregnancy tests in this time so I wasn’t really worried about that but the wait was still brutal#I’m very regular and the last two months have just been completely whack#when my thyroid was messed up I got one like 4 days late which was a symptom before it got diagnosed#I might need to check in there again#but like also last month was superrrr stressful and I got 2 way too close together#so I think my ETA was way too early on this one because it was based on the last cycle length yknow#so maybe being super later this month was actually just pushing it back in a normal range?#probably gonna give it another month to see if it just stays consistent again
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someone give me quick easy no stress answer to all of life’s problems
#debating telling work that during my two weeks off i will be getting top surgery#this could backfire because well. i live in the uk.#however i’m wondering if i will actually just be able to get away with not saying anything#i am expected to lift things at work#tbh i think i wouldn’t mind doing some work during week 2 of recovery because i imagine i’ll be bored out of my mind and i could just -#- draw some maps#and then i also technically need an extra two days off in addition to the two weeks which i was gonna play hookey for but. idk.#i am getting stressed#and like idk i work with liberal people. and wouldn’t ask for things to change because we work with volunteers#and i don’t wanna spend every week explaining they/them pronouns to a new batch of volunteers#so like. idk#i wish i were able to do this while i was still in college. would make my life so much easier.#but oh well#fish.txt
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very random rambling real quick but god today it’s really hitting home today how crazy special and significant it is that school is like,, actually a safe space for me now. like, I’ve obviously been conscious of how much more enjoyable and comfortable I feel here compared to the rest of my school experience, but it wasn’t until I was talking to my mom in the car saying like “yeah well I’d rather be in class today then depressed by myself alone, I have my favorite class today and I need that right now” and she commented on how glad she is that my college is a safe space for me. and I was just like. damn. I didn’t even think about it like that but that’s actually so insane?? bc like??? school has very much NOT been a safe space for me for a loooong, long time.
school was always some place I wanted to escape any chance I got, somewhere I dreaded going to, a place that made me feel deeply uncomfortable and depressed all the goddamn time, something that I didn’t want to be involved in any more than I needed to. so the fact that going to my classes for college not only feels comfortable, but actually feels GOOD???? like, I actually feel better after engaging in that environment?? that’s just,, such an incomprehensibly drastic change for me, and the impact it’s had on my daily life is really evident. it’s really a feeling that I truly never thought I’d get to experience again, and I am so deeply fucking grateful to have it.
so, yknow, I guess it’s just something that I really don’t take for granted, and something that I’m so glad I get to have especially in times like this. I honestly don’t know how I would have coped if I’d had to attend some shitty high school class today half-full of Republican boys and teachers that refuse to correct them, desperately trying to grit my teeth and keep my head down and not think about how angry, disrespected and unsafe I feel. I’m so relieved that I made the right decision by going here. I’m so happy I get to have a good school experience again instead of permanently ending on the incredibly sour note of my senior year. and I’m so, SO fucking relieved to be surrounded by a community that I can actually feel safe in, and truly be a part of.
anyways. I love art school <3
#I still couldn’t really cheer myself up even with class#but it was so much better than sitting by myself being miserable#I love my school#I may be constantly stressed about homework#but the difference it makes to actually enjoy the ENVIRONMENT is honestly kind of shocking#I didn’t expect how drastically different it would feel#and I’m so. so happy for myself. I’m so happy I get to have this.
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oh god having a complainy tumblr post blow up is so stressful
#so far it’s mostly fellow ace ppl expressing that they feel similarly#which I appreciate#no one actively aphobic has found it yet but I admit I’m kind of bracing for it#altho it might still stop at a couple hundred notes and never escape Aspec Tumblr#even if no one is a jerk about it it’s still stressful to be Perceived#and especially to be Perceived for complaining about / objecting to something#which. was the whole point. I kind of wanted that post to spread. I was expressing a feeling that I wished more ppl were aware of#but why is actually having that happen so nerve-wracking#stars rambles
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