#I’m sobbing yall

[venompinks]

JENNIE 𓆩♡𓆪 COLUMBIA RECORDS

[rhysdoesstuff]

Yall better get ready to see me reposting a lot about Hamlet because it seems I’ve found my new couple of week long obsession-

[lesbiianboyfriend]

girl listen ik grades aren’t everything but if i don’t end this quarter w my 3 As and 1 B im gonna loose it

[maesonc-artistic-adventures]

“If there is anyone here, who were to finish the job—put me down….i remember thinking: I hope it’s Seedling. I hope it’s Orym.”

[avintagekiss24]

Yall tried to jump me a couple years back for saying that Black people and POC aren’t the same, and to not ever include me in that POC category… lol. Just look at the breakdown of the election results by race and try and tell me I’m wrong. It’s Black people verses every fucking body.

[diviedrawn]

‘I just like to visit Raine”

[purplebehittindifferent]

Well guys, here it comes.

imnotcryingyouretheonecryingimjistallergictomyemotionsstfu

[beaniebabie-pie]

Happy Homewarming!

here’s Eddie and Frank hangin out!!!! this is actually a super old piece from December, I just colored it this morning as a warm-up. good thing Welcome Home just recently entered its Christmas era so im not awfully late with this🙏🙏

click 4 better quality!!

EDIT- EDDIES ARM IS TOTALLY UNCOLORED IM SO SORRY I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I COULD HAVE MISSED THAT

[hana-bobo-finch]

realizing i haven’t really been posting art much uh oh errrmrmmm quick here’s a leif and muse that I drew a couple days ago and then forgot about before I could finish it

smoochin his lil hand awww they make me ill 🥰

[therealdistortion]

Jayvik artists draw something happy challenge go

[lunalikestowriteanddraw]

“Oh, I don’t typically cry at things like this, so I doubt I’ll cry at episode 46”

*watches episode 46*

*clutching my blanket while sobbing” FUCK

[j00stkl31n]

I’m thinking about his hands and about how his hand is the size of the back of that persons head in the recent photos of him,,,,,,,,,, his hand is also bigger than a water bottle and I’m fucking unwell

[armanisluv]

“You have no idea. There is only so much of me left, Renee! I am not giving the scraps to him to ruin.”

the thing about this quote is that- like- it’s so fucking relatable.

like- andrew has been beaten and broken by so many people through his life that he just doesn’t have anything left. what he does have he’s trying to preserve as best as he can as to not be left completely undone. broken beyond repair. he’s already so close to that point. he can’t let another person do that to him.

i’m not good at explaining things like this but @nanatsuyu did it so perfectly and i’m just like- wahhhh TwT

andrew reaching his lowest point in life where it’s driven him to SH is so heartbreaking cuz in the books he seems like he just doesn’t give a fuck (and to an extent he really just doesn’t give a fuck) but it’s obvious that in some ways he really does give a fuck yk?

at one point though, he did. many moons ago, he gave a fuck, even if nobody else gave one about him. the one person he thought actually did (cass spears) turned out to be like everyone else. he’s been forced to stay in survival mode.

then… there was neil.

andrew wasn’t willing to give the rest of himself to kevin. so why was neil the one he decided to do this for?

with neil getting andrew’s protection and being brought into the group of monsters, neil gave what he had left of himself to andrew for him to protect. he trusted andrew enough to give him the rest of his scraps. despite not feeling the need to be protected by anyone (since he dedicated himself as the protector of the group with the deals he made), seeing neil be willing to give up his life for andrew’s sake showed him that neil was worth it. neil was worth giving his scraps to. he knew that neil would never do anything to ruin him. to break him. to make him have to remain in survival mode.

there are people in the world that have gone through situations similar to andrew, whether it be one of them or all of them. there are people that stay in that state of survival mode. they don’t open up to anyone or let themselves feel what andrew provides for the monsters and neil. i’m one of those people, and that’s why i find this quote specifically to be really relatable.

if you know anyone that’s gone through trauma, any sort of trauma, show them that they’re worth protection and love. show them that it’s okay to open up. that it’s okay to give up their scraps to people worth having them. be the neil to their andrew.

PSPSPSPSPS SORRY I FEEL LIKE I GOT OFF TOPIC AND THAT I’M WAY OFF COURSE WITH MY THOUGHTS I’M SO SORRY LEMME SHUT UP-

[blood-ology]

… bad fucking sign that I’m already crying this hard over the first episode like “as long as you walk the earth I’ll never taste the fire” and “if you were the last vampire on earth it would be enough” … ARE THEY TRYING TO KILL ME??!

[sugarpasteltmnt]

the way i’m like actually tweaking after reading every single chapter just kinda goes to show how well you are able to immerse the reader. like bro, i love fanfics cause i feel like i can never read a book that feels as raw, and u can tell so much time goes into Neon Void and i’m just sendin u all my love man. literally keep it up, ur going places. i’m totally not obsessed. (i check my email every day for fic updates)

ASKFHFJAJDHS THANK U SO MUCH

[sasug4y]

OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE SAIOUMA WHAT THE FUCK UGHDJKSJDIAKDKKSJEKDKCN PLS WHY ARE SAIOUMA FANFIC WRITERS ALLERGIC TO FUCKING HAPPINESS WTF (i just read 25,244 on ao3 and i’m CRUMBLING…)

anyone seeing this pls recommend fics that are angsty with a happy ending or something because I CANT KEEP READING ANGST ONLY… (i literally read dear saihara~ last week bro,,)