#I’m so scaredddd….. I’m so very scared :’)))))))

[dazais-guardian-angel]

posting this at 1:30 in the fuckng morning before the finale, because I am nothing if not a procrastinator, for no other reason than to have it on my blog for posterity before the episode comes out.

My theory for Fukuchi’s (and thus the DoA as a whole) goal I’ve ultimately settled on is that he wants to use the page to write abilities out of history, and relive his life all the way back from when he and Fukuzawa first met, because he believes that if abilities had never forced him to go to war (or at least make the war change him) and indirectly caused Fukuzawa to have to play the role that he had to play as an assassin, that they could have lived out a simple and peaceful life together. It just makes sense that he’s doing everything for Fukuzawa, with how much heavy emphasis is being placed on the fact that Fukuchi had to have been in love with him… and it would explain why he’d be willing to kill him, if that death isn’t going to matter in the end if he can rewrite their history like he plans to. It would also explain why he’s working with Fyodor despite them seeing like they’d be completely incompatible with each other, because we already know that Fyodor wants to get rid of abilities, although we don’t know why, and so if Fukuchi has the same goal it would only make sense for Fyodor to go along with it.

I also think this would perfectly explain why Atsushi is so conflicted about whether or not the DoA’s plan should actually be stopped. If Fukuchi is doing this all out of love for Fukuzawa, and wanting him to have a better life… I can see why Atsushi would hesitate about preventing that, since he’s so kind. Additionally, as much as Atsushi has grown, he still struggles with his self-worth, and the tiger is so emblematic of all the reasons why he was told he never should have been born….. I don’t at all doubt that he would feel like a world without abilities, and thus himself, would be a better world. And of course, this would explain why he’d want to ask Fukuzawa for advice, of all people: not just because Fukuzawa is his boss and he trusts his wisdom, but because this whole thing is about Fukuzawa, and so his opinion is the one that matters most.

We don’t know how old FukuFuku were exactly when they first met, but 36 years ago would put them around age 9, which looks about right for their ages in their first flashback. And lastly….. If Fukuchi can’t succeed in his plan, he may be expecting and wanting for Fukuzawa to kill him, ala Gide vs Oda. The sword isn’t an ability, and Fukuzawa doesn’t have Fukuchi’s ability, so it wouldn’t exactly be an ability singularity situation again, but there’s still time shenanigans abound, and Fukuzawa is a very skilled swordsman…. so I wouldn’t be surprised if it really is very similar to an Oda vs Gide, with Fukuzawa finding and exploiting some sort of loophole with the sword, and them killing each other at the exact same time.

[moon-ursidae]

THE LAST OF US EP 1.08 SPOILERS

guys i’m with a friend again and they don’t know what’s gonna happen and i’m literally so fucking scared HAHAHAHA

I’M SO SCARED

I’M SHAKING AND SWEATING

the second i see troy baker on my screen i’m screaming and yelling and running

my friend was like “BRIEF NUDITY OMGGGG🤭” and i was like 😳🫢 NOT FOR THE REASONS YOU THINK

THEY KEPT THE NAME OF THE RESTARAUNT

i hate this

i’m already so scared

not forgotten memories playing

YELLINNNNGGGGGG TROY BAKER I’M YYEEELLLIIINNNNGGGGGGG

WAIT IS THIS BEFORE THEY WERE CANNIBALS????????

or are they speaking in code??????

JOEL AND ELLIE WOOOOOOOO

ugh god i love them

OH NO

ELLIE DON’T LEAVE MISS GIRL

PLEASE

THE RABBIT AHH AHHH AHHH

THIS IS A LIL TOO MUCH LIKE THE GAME AHHHHHHH

OH GOD

this is definitely NOT before they were cannibals

omg just like the game

ewwwww

also so slay that troy has gotten to act with 2 ellie’s

GODDDDD THIS IS SO MUCH LIKE THE GAME I HATE IT AND LOVE IT

i’m so stressed

THAT CRAZY MAN WAS TRAVELLING WITH A LITTLE GIRL AHHH AHHH AHHH AHHH

I’M SO SCAREDDDD

troy baker is slaying

THE MUSICCCCCCCCCC

I’M SO SCARED DUDE

THE LAST OF US (YOU AND ME) FUCK OFF

THE SHOT OF HER LYING NEXT TO HIM GO AWAYYYYYYYYYY

THE WAY HE TURNED TOWARD HER I’M GONNA DROWN MYSELF

WHERE DID THAT MEAT COME FROM???

HUH????

THAT’S NOT VENISON IS IT

NOPE

BC THEY JUST GOT BACK WITH THE DEER

I’M GONNA THROW UP

SO THEY LIE TO THEM ABOUT WHAT THEY’RE EATING?????

EXCUSE ME THE WAY HE HIT HER???? I’D BE JUMPIN OVER TABLES TO STAB HIM

god they made david so much worse uuugh

i’m actually sweating so much

IT’S DEFINITELY NOT VENISON JAMES WAS SO APPREHENSIVE AND RELUCTANT TO EAT

ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY AHHHHHHH

uh oh ellie’s wearing the sweater from the promos where she’s in the cage😅

I’M SO FUCKING SCARED

THEY’RE AFTER HER BRO

oh joel’s gonna fuck people UP when he’s fully conscious

preparing to see this horse get shot unfortunately

NOT TROY BEING THE ONE THAT SHOOTS THE HORSE

GODDAMNIT

THE MUSIC AHHHHHH

troy do be slaying tho

I DON’T LIKE THIS

ready for joel miller to beat some bitches U P

hit me with the “that’s alright. i believe him.” PLEASE

YES JOEL MILLER

STEALTH KILL SLAY

HOMIE HIT TRIANGLE

OH NO.

ELLIE IN THE CAGE.

OH NO.

hmmmmm couldn’t think of why the cage is in THE KITCHEN.

PLEASE LET THIS BE THE INTERROGATION SCENE.

PLEASE

YYEEESSSSSSS

YEEESSSSSS

SLAY SLAY SLAY

YEAAAAA MAP TECHNIQUE

“that’s okay. i believe him” YYEEEAAAAAAA

OH NO

OHHHH NO

THE EAR

BREAK HIS FINGER ELLIE

BREAK IT

ellie doesn’t need a father?? hard to believe

i want her to break his finger so bad

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CAMERA PAN DOWN TO THE HAND

EWWWW HIS HAND OVER HERS IS SO GROSS

YEA BREAK HIS FINGER

CUNT???? YEA. BELLA RAMSEY IS SERVING THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

YEAAAA ELLIE IS THE GIRL THAT BROKE YOUR FUCKING FINGER

YEA JOEL MILLER

WAIT IS THIS WHERE HE FINDS ELLIE’S BAG???

OHHHH GOD

EWWWW THE BODIES

OH GOD IT’S THE PART

troy baker still serving

NOOOO TROY BAKER

OH GOD BOSS FIGHT TIME

IT LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE THE GAME TOO

I’M SO SCARED

I’M SCARED

THE CRAWLING PART LIKE THE GAME AHHHHH

HER SCREAMING I CANNOT.

“it’s okay babygirl” CRYING CRYING

them walking away and leaning on each other😭😭😭😭

NEXT WEEK IS GONNA KILL ME

ASHLEY JOHNSON ASHLEY JOHNSON ASHLEY JOHNSON

AHHHHHH

god i’m not gonna survive

THE FAKE HORSE PFFFFFT

UGH.

the look in ellie’s eyes when joel wraps his jacket around her UUUUGGHHHHH

BELLA RAMSEY GIVE THEM ALL THE AWARDS

welp. see you next week. for THE FINALE.

UUUUGH.

[aeoki]

Autumn Forest - Chapter 2

Location: Yumenosaki Grower Barn Characters: Shinobu, Chiaki & Nazuna

Nazuna: Hmm, I see~ So you’re supposed to take care of a squirrel, but you’re having a hard time doing that because it won’t warm up to you, huh.

And you remembered I have a pet rabbit, so you brought Shinobu to see me. Is that right, Anzu?

Shinobu: She started dragging me somewhere out of the blue, so I was really startled… So that’s why she did that ~de gozaru.

But, Anzu-dono, why did you know that Nito-dono would be here?

…Hmm. Oh, I see. You saw Nito-dono heading over to the grower barn.

Nazuna: I’ve met Anzu at the grower barn a couple of times and she knows I sometimes come to take care of the rabbits.

Shinobu: Thank you, Anzu-dono!

So, Nito-dono, do you know how I can get closer to the squirrel? Please give me some advice, de gozaru~

Nazuna: Hmm~... Advice, huh~...

Shinobu: Is there something that could work for all small animals…?

Nazuna: Rabbits and squirrels are completely different~ Or maybe I should just think of it as something similar to a rabbit?

If we’re talking about rabbits, the most important thing is making sure they’re not scared but, well, I guess that’s the same for squirrels too, huh. How about you get it to remember your scent?

Anyway, Shinobun, can I see the squirrel for a sec?

Shinobu: Of course! I’ll take off the roof… This is Marron the squirrel ~de gozaru.

Uuu, it still doesn’t like me~... It’s been like this for a while now and I can’t get it to lower its guard at all.

Nazuna: Oh~ It looks like it’s scared~ It should be trained and I think it should be used to being around humans as opposed to wild squirrels.

That’s why we should get it to learn that Shinobun is a human that it can feel safe around.

Shinobu: That was also written on the note I got from Yuuta-kun and Hinata-kun but, unfortunately, when I put my hand near it, it didn’t like that at all… What should I do?

Nazuna: Hmm~ …Ah, how about you give it a snack?

If you hold a snack in your hand and stay still, Marron should come to you on its own.

Then it can remember your scent and it might feel safe around you knowing that you’ll give it snacks.

Shinobu: I-I see! I’ve got both food and snacks! I’ll try right away then…

Come on out, Marron~ Here’s a snack~ It’s a really good one~

Nazuna: Ah, Marron showed its face. It’s moving its nose and smelling it.

Shinobu: …N-Nito-dono? Marron is coming closer but it looks really angry!?

I-I’m scared! It’s not going to eat the snack and also bite my entire finger off, is it!? Whaaaa! I’m scaredddd!

Nazuna: C-Calm down, Shinobun! If you move now, Marron will get scared and it won’t feel safe around you.

Shinobu: Eeeeek!? It snatched the snack out of my fingers~! On second thought, I’m destined to get along with frogs only!

Dogs bite, birds peck and squirrels snatch things from your hands~! Whaaaaa.

Nazuna: There, there. Good job not moving until the very end, Shinobun.

But what do we do about this~? Shinobun’s scared and the rift between them has only grown larger…

Chiaki: The heavens call, the earth calls and the people call! Let me know if there are crying children I must protect! I’m the hero of justice, Chiaki Morisawa!

Nazuna: Whaa!? Djon’t shtartle me likwe dwat!

Chiaki: Fuhahaha ☆ I didn’t get a word you just said! You’re still the same as always, huh, Nito – you stutter up a storm when you’re startled~!

…Yowch!? Why did you karate chop me, Anzu? You didn’t like my Kamen Rider Stronger-style way of making an appearance? Stronger’s pretty cool, you know.

Huh? That’s not it? Don’t scare Nito, you say?

Sorry, my bad! My sensors were going off because they found crying children, so I flew right over!

Nazuna: *Sigh~* You gave me a fright. So you finally gained that sort of ability, Chiaki-chin?

Chiaki: I’m kidding~ I was just walking by and saw you guys ☆ But it’s true that I ran over because I heard Yellow’s cries!

Anyway, what’s wrong, Yellow!? Tears don’t suit you at all ☆

Shinobu: L-Leader-dono~ I’m hopeless~! I can’t get Marron to be friends with me at all, de gozaru~

Chiaki: Hmm… I don’t know what’s going on at all. What happened? Who’s Marron? A friend from overseas?

Hm? What is it, Anzu? Oh, I see. Hmm.

…Okay, I’ve got it! Sengoku’s in a bind because the squirrel isn’t warming up to him, huh!

Alright, I don’t know if I can be helpful or not, but I’ll help you out! Heroes are always helping those in trouble!

Nazuna: Chiaki-chin, shhh~! Don’t yell in such a loud voice near the cage. There are a lot of animals who don’t like loud noises.

Your voice is already naturally loud as it is, Chiaki-chin.

Chiaki: That so? Alright, I’ll be careful. There’s a squirrel in that little house inside the cage, right? Can I put my hand near it?

Nazuna: Be gentle about it, okay? It might bite or scratch you if you get near it too suddenly, so be careful.

Chiaki: Okay, got it. There, there, Marron. It’s not scary so come on out~ I’m Chiaki Morisawa, the burning heart ☆

Nazuna: Hm? Marron’s come out of its house!?

Chiaki: Oh, oh, ohh?

Shinobu: ……!? It swiftly climbed up from his hand to his shoulders!?

Chiaki: Fuhahaha ☆ This guy’s cute and friendly ♪

Shinobu: Whaaat!? W-What’s going on ~de gozaru!? Why does it like Leader-dono that much!?

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[mangoposts]

omg hey i’ve been gone for a while but bro, I wanna tell my crush I like him but i’m so scared that he’ll block me and never talk to me in class ever again, plus like idk if he’d even wanna be in a relationship, he’s so introverted from what i’ve seen, I mean idek how to describe it, during lunch he sits alone and when his friends go to sit with him he’s there for like five minutes and then leaves, and in class he’s not very talkative, when he’s in a group tho he talks, “play fights” or wtv tf, and some friends said that he used to be hella annoying, idk I wanna tell him cs we’ve been talking a lot these past few days (especially since i’ve been in crutches 🌚) idk i’m js scared.

-🩵

Don’t be scaredddd keep things rolling slowly and let the relationship grow more before telling him, he obviously likes talking with you and it’ll only get better if yall keep that pace

[madame-fear]

let me tell you what is happening because IM SCAREDDDD (this reminds me of the ''okay fine im doing it im doing it SHUTT UPPP IM SCAREDDDD sound from tiktok IDMASSDHDA)

okay so- i'm not a particular believer in all things regarding spirituality but i am very kin in tarot and manifesting and shit, like pretty basic things right. so i am watching this girl who does readings all the time and is the only one who actually manages to say things that happen later on in my life / are pretty accurate

and i was watching her video like normal, not thinking much of it till she mentions my big three on the zodiac and i was like Ö for a moment because- she never pulls pisces on the first try yk? like it's always an earth sign or something before she gets to any water sign

well, she said that this might be my year for a relationship, I'M FUCKING SCAREDDDD SDADKADAJA (i want a bf so bad you dont even know but i am so scared of getting played like a damn fiddle that my heart can't handle it)

KAY MY LOVE I JUST READ THIS AND I ALREADY GUSHESD SO BADLY FOR YOU !! IAJSJDJDKDKKFJDJKS

I also believe in tarot cards, manifesting, and all things related to it — and if you say this one girl on TT always hits the jackpot on all the readings and actually happens in your life,, then I DOUBLE BELIEVE IN THIS. Trust me it’s hard to find a proper tarot thrower that is actually accurate!!

I’m literally SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUU ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU WANT A BF!! I know how you feel though because while the idea of having a relationship makes you feel over the moon, they can be pretty much scary at the same time because we don’t want our hearts broken, do we? 🫠 But, since you’re a Pisces just like me, they often say we have a good intuition, so I know (and deeply hope because you deserve all the love & care in the world! 🥰) you and your bf will be the absolute best pairing ever! 🫶

idk how you feel about this idea that us Pisces are pretty intuitive,, but my intuition works 99% time! So if you ever meet someone that you sense he could be your partner,, just tell me about them, I volunteer on giving my opinion if you’d like 🤭 Orrr, if you have a bf that plays with your heart, I will straight up be like this ❤

either way — baby TRUST ME IT WILL ALL GO WELL. DON’T BE AFRAID OF LOVING AND BEING LOVE. MANIFESTING THAT YOU GET ALL THE BIGGEST AND MOST PURE TYPE OF LOVE YOU DESERVE. 🕯🕯🕯🥰🥰

[liveana]

hii I have returned to el colegio, where my life feels useless & pointless cuz I have absolutely nothing to do half the time, not complaining cuz I hate doing work, but a bitch be bored. so when a bitch is bored, she gon snack. & when I snack, I eat the whole box/package, so it’s DANGEROUS.

so anyways here I am, haven’t weighed myself in a lil over a month, very scared to be somewhere around 140, if not more, when I go back home for the summer :)) I literally ate a whole 2 pound bag of chocolate in like a week, then I attacked a bag of literally 100 pieces of candy for another week.

I’m scaredddd I’m getting fatttt & I say it all the time & then I look at myself & I see the belly & I feel mad cuz why tf am I eating so much when I spent so many days trying not to eat so I could look nice. UGH.

oh!! I just remembered ik exactly why I’ve been eating so much lollll it’s cuz I’ve been smoking pretty much every day & that be making me eattttttt but I’m so done with weed like done done so hopefully that’ll make things betterrrr. lol I’m realizing there’s so much stuff I used to think I needed/liked & now ik I don’t anymore, like I don’t drink at all, I’m boutta not smoke at all, & I just completely became a vegetarian by kicking out seafood :))))) idk if it’s good or bad to be giving up stuff like this, what’s next, chocolate??? never lollll